multidimensional Spherical Consciousness

Triality Life & Reality

September 13, 2019September 13, 2019Denise Le Fay

Like the image above, the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process have been us steadily moving up ENERGY stair-steps until one finally reaches the landing of the next higher flight of stairs. One makes the directional turn to continue moving up the next higher flight of stairs where one is eventually met again with a higher landing and flight of stairs. On and on it goes, higher and higher up the ascending energy stair-steps and deeper and deeper into the Photon Light, the entire time one is being incrementally transformed by the Process and Journey itself.

I can easily say—as I know many of you also can—that the entire year of 2019 so far has been one of the most difficult, trying, exhausting, frustrating, physically and emotionally painful and simultaneously freeing ascension year ever. It has, at times, been brutal and continues to be brutal for many and that’s how the literal dismantling of dying worlds, realities and lower selves feels—brutal. There is no just ‘beam me up Scotty’ with compressed evolution, only steady laborious effort to get ones First Everythinger self up the multiple flights of energy stairs while doing a whole host of other related things.

For me every month of 2019 has been the equivalent of an entire flight of energetic ascension stairs. Many of us are bounding up multiple stair-steps at a time each month this year, which causes increased intensity in the physical side effect pains and pressures we’re feeling from doing this. How 2019 has been for you, and felt to your body, should help you grasp how all-encompassing this upcoming global Shift will be in January 2020. We First Everythingers, Forerunners, Embodiers etc. always go first to embody and anchor the NEW codes, energies and DNA into ascending physicality for the rest of humanity that will come into contact with them later. In this case, “later” is the start of 2020. Those humans capable of embodying them in 2020 won’t experience this evolutionary Shift into the NEW codes in the same ways we have and will transition into them more easily.

Old duality and duality consciousness and reality was you “here” and all the “good shit” waaaay “over there” somewhere, permanently out of reach and ultimately unattainable in any direct personal sort of way, if at all. Duality was about experiencing separation of everything down to the most ridiculous, minuscule levels in old patriarchal reality. Talk about brutal!

Trio, trinity, triality, triplex, trifecta, threesome, triad, triple crown, triplicate.

I love how you can know something at one stage and level but as you grow, expand, embody and become more you discover that what you first knew was only a very small part of something considerably larger and exceptionally more complex. It’s like discovering that a new toy has many more features and functions than you first realized. This has been the case for me with triality and trinity consciousness and reality. I’ve known only the beginner, “newbie” stages of it and over time have discovered that I am and I AM simultaneously all over the place Working constantly on the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process and much more. This is somewhat hard to express and I’ve tried many times over these ascension years in different ways and at different personal levels.

I’m “here”; I’m “not here”; I AM while I’m “here”; I AM while I’m everywhere; I am exhausted; I AM NEW; I am strengthened and empowered, and I keep going because there’s nothing else to do other than the Embodiment Process and ascension. Can you relate? More importantly, can you feel the tremendous increasing changes and amplifying freedoms from all of your, all of our collective personal Inner Work, effort, ongoing Embodiment, dedication and determination?

This next part is me trying to describe the nearly impossible non-linear, quantum, multiple aspects past, present, future me’s and their different levels and abilities and tasks.

When “I” freakout over whatever it may be in that moment, Denise me momentarily loses the higher overall functionality of my multidimensional Selves. Every time I’ve done this, it’s the old past Denise of pre-ascension Earth panicking over something that, for that moment, I believe I cannot deal with or fix etc. In other words, it’s past Denise feeling and believing she is powerless in that moment and situation, whatever it is. The keyword and insight with this is past.

When “I” Denise am altogether deep in painful ascension symptoms that make life nearly impossible to accomplish much of anything physically, that’s “me” in current present moment and time living the ascension Embodiment Process. It’s entirely focused, painful in multiple ways, and thoroughly isolating but it’s absolutely necessary and more important than one would believe.

Since 2013 I’ve many times beat myself up over the fact that once “I” am deep in another phase of severe and intense ascension caused symptoms and painful side effects there isn’t one damned thing I can do to get myself out of it. I cannot end the physical pains, nor can I end the emotional pains or the periods of depression when they’ve overwhelmed me. All “I” can do is live through them, and when I’m smart, pay attention to them all and learn whatever I can from the entire Process. In other words, all “I” have been able to do with those severe phases is ride it out.

I’m drawing attention to this because, like I said, I’ve often gotten upset with myself for not being able to reduce or override, shorten or quicken the severe ascension side effects that just freakin’ lay you flat for days or weeks. We’re all so programmed to do whatever we can to immediately “fix” or “heal” or “treat” when we feel bad, sick or sad. However, for those of us who are First Everythingers, Forerunners, energetic Pathpavers and Embodiers, it’s the present “me” and the present “you” living those aches and pains whose responsibilty and Mission it is to live, feel and be alchemically evolved by the higher frequency Light energies no matter how severe they are to our physical bodies and emotional selves. We’re supposed to go through these changes because we Volunteered to Embody first, Ascend first, anchor and Pathpave for present and future humanity.

My first true Work with learning about becoming Neutral was through my severe physical and at times emotional depression phases of the Ascension Process. Becoming Neutral about them was the easy way for me to accept, lay back, open myself in every way, relax and surrender to the alchemical Process of compressed evolution as a Volunteer, even when it really hurt(s). Becoming physically and emotionally Neutral about it all was the best and most graceful and grace-filled way I’ve found to deal with being a living transmutation container for compressed evolution, plus, learn about evolving beyond duality and being reactionary to integrated Triality and Neutrality frequencies, consciousness and being. You can turn pains into states of quantum Divine revelation and freedom if, if you’re willing to surrender and trust your Divinity and why you’re experiencing them. Or my natal Sun Chiron conjunction is finally transcending, or both. 😉

The present “me” and present “you” reading this who’ve been living it are the aspects that accomplish more than you’d first believe. If it weren’t for the present “you” and “me” currently living the Embodiment Process, the past and the future aspects of each of us wouldn’t be much help to us or us to them. It’s the “you” aspect in the current middle, the present Now Moment “you” that’s the one whose capable of embodying, Embodying, anchoring and therefore altering your physical body, consciousness, self and external reality for yourself and for everyone else. A really important aspect wouldn’t you agree?

When “I” Denise am altogether empowered, excited, full of Creative LOVE, in “cheerleader mode”, knowing and powerful, I am future “me” Denise whose ‘been there, done that’ already so she already knows what’s what and why and what’s coming next and so on. That future “me” knows all about the things that present “me” has, is and will be going through and Embodying etc. To the future “me”, everything is Divine and perfect, on scheduled and unfolding better and faster than intended.

Now, if you can take these three, these triple crown, triality, trinity, threesome aspects of yourself I just talked about—the past, present, and future “you’s” living the Ascension Embodiment Processes and all Working together to accomplish this in physical reality, if you can take them from linear to Spherical quantum consciousness then you’ll really get what I’m struggling to express. Go from linear awareness and seeming separation to, Hey babe, it’s ALL YOU and it’s ALL happening NOW!, and the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process makes much more sense to this present aspect self.

Past you freaks out over whatever from time to time. Present you is exhausted and beat to hell from being the Living Alchemical Container for the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process in the physical dimension in a physical body. Future you is the NEW Human, is the NEW Earth, NEW Humanity, the NEW YOU and is getting very excited because the other “you’s” have been at this business long enough that the “good shit” is on the brink of manifesting physically finally.

The key here is to never forget that you are also You and YOU, and even more and that ALL of you are and always have been Working together to get this thing called the Ascension Process done. And don’t ever forget that the present “you” is more powerful, strong and sacred than you have yet understood.

A few days ago I suddenly clairvoyantly Saw another massive energy Wave or energy pulsation coming towards us and Earth, but it was only a few feet away from me when I Saw it. The closeness and size of it made me go wide-eyed for a moment but it told me that there’s another huge energy pulsation about to hit us. I suspect it’s the September 2019 Equinox energies I Saw but what was more important to me was the knowing that there’s going to be nearly constant, I repeat, nearly constant energy waves or pulsations like this from here on out that will more quickly than anything prior, tear down the old past everything while simultaneously anchoring in much more of the future NEW energies, codes, consciousness, DNA and external reality in our present now. And this is just the beginner level of our becoming conscious of our multidimensionality, our being both linear and non-linear beings capable of Shifting all over the place, repeatedly.

What has been separated and far apart from each other are now only inches away, which means Triality past, present and future is about to become the NEW now everything individually, collectively and externally.

Because of all this and more, many of us have been and will be experiencing more so-called anomalies with linear time, linear space, linear consciousness and reality, the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, the Embodiment of our Higher Self/Selves with present us in our physical bodies and all that has been, is and will continue to quickly expand and evolve in each of us. Said another way, it’s gonna get even more weird and wonderful fellow Ascension and Embodiment co-Workers!

Because of all this don’t freakout or panic during those moments when “reality” just disappears from you and you’re left floating in the black vastness of a NEW level and state of being. It will soon be filled with NEW exceptionally good stuff. Don’t panic when linear time stops and you’re going about your business in timeless quantumness, Neutrality and lengthy Now Moment HighHeart being. Don’t panic when some negative old whatever or whoever etherically wafts through your home briefly on its way out. Don’t feel bad for feeling bad because who else can do what you can for you and for All? From here on out things are going to increasingly get both worse from one perspective and vastly better from another — the final Separation of Worlds. Ride this one out too just as you have for the past twenty, twenty-five or thirty years in this life. Be the many “you’s” and be them becoming consciously aware of each other all Working together so NEW Earth and NEW Humanity can happen and have a NEW place to step into.

Denise

September 13, 2019

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Some More Multi-D Connections

April 26, 2017April 6, 2020Denise Le Fay

A reader pointed out in a Comment under this article that transiting Saturn is currently at 27° Sagittarius, meaning it’s conjunct the Milky Way Galactic Center (GC)—located at 27° Sagittarius—right NOW and has been at that exact conjunct degree since March, April and early May 2017. I didn’t even look to see what degree Saturn’s at in Sag now because my focus was entirely on when it would conjunct (same degree exact conjunct I mean) the GC later this year, which will begin the last week of November and first few days of December 2017. There were reasons for this seeming oversight by me, and they have to do with the Ascension and Embodiment Process events that have been happening throughout these early months of the year, and how many of them will be fully completed later this year via the last Saturn (exact, same degree) conjunction to the GC in November and December 2017, along with other Energy events.

Hijacked timelines/realities are being ended by this Saturn/GC conjunction, coupled with the deliberate seven Solar flares aimed at Saturn to disable all that Team Dark (TD) has done to and through that planet to control physical 3D Earth reality and humanity. When Saturn conjuncts and crosses the GC again later this year, Saturn and much more will be completely free of these ancient atrocities done by TD and the remaining inorganic TD hijacked timelines to those old lower energies will be fully severed. This is just one more aspect of the current Separation of Worlds & Timelines process and there’s more to come. For more information about this topic please read the Comments under this article. The Comment button can be found at the bottom of every article.

This is the astrological glyph for the planet Saturn, ruler of Capricorn. Briefly and simply, Saturn rules 3D physical reality and physical structure(s); it rules the energetic structure of physical reality. Saturn energetically holds the physical matter world together and in place. Saturn is the skeletal structure, the bones, teeth and skin of physical reality. Or it has been in the old lower 3D Earth world we all incarnated into. What Saturn, and all the other planets are in higher dimensions and levels of being, consciousness and reality is another story however.

As some of you know I’m a Capricorn, so I know a thing or three about Saturn in the old lower 3D ways. Heavy, very heavy, with zero wiggle room it is. Not the point of this quickie article, I just wanted to include that I know me some Capricornian Saturn!

I’m assuming that the majority of you reading this are also familiar with some of the profuse work that’s been done years ago about Saturn / Satan / the Goat / Satanism etc. by other people such as David Icke, David Wilcock and others. Hold all that information off to the side for a moment as you continue reading, then mash them all together at the end for the grand finale bigger picture.

The other day Sandra Walter said something in an article about Saturn and the seven M-class, Saturn-facing Solar flares that happened recently.

“Passages of the Cosmic Stargate were unlocked last Saturday; a truly powerful experience. Read: Seven M-class Solar flares aimed at Saturn during that passage. That is all I may share at this moment; meditate on this.” Sandra Walter – April 8, 2017, Evolution of Realities: Opening the Cosmic Stargate.

I didn’t need to mediate on it because the moment I read that seven recent Solar flares were directed squarely and intentionally at Saturn, I knew what was happening and why and it is very positive. Old Team Dark (TD) pirated systems and Saturnian energetic structure holders (“Keepers”) have been deliberately wailed on, torn asunder, assailed by and through these recent super high-frequency Solar Light transmissions or flares. No more, this negativity and theft to continue maintaining TD agenda’s and systems on the hearts, backs, consciousness and lives of humans ends here and now in other words. (And people think, people believe that the Sun is just randomly spewing radiation energies out into space. Not hardly as there’s always so much more going on and it’s very intentional and directed, every time, no matter which direction the Solar flares, CMEs, winds, storms etc. are pouring out.)

“In late March, we unlocked a pathway from the Cosmic Stargate. It was a strong experience for me. The seven M flares which occurred precisely during that activity are testament to its efficacy. Apparently the synthetic timelines has something to do with Saturn, I do not claim to know exactly how that works. The battle over the stargate in Syria reignited a few days later; another testament to the stargate-timeline connection. Please send love and peaceful resolution to all Gateway-related conflict, both here and within our Solar system.” Sandra Walter – April 25, 2017, Applying Knowledge to Gain Wisdom.

The other day I had a thought pop into my awareness, which is always an indicator that there’s something I need to be consciously aware of immediately. The thought was about transiting Saturn and when is it going to be within orb of conjuncting the Galactic Center (GC). I checked my Ephemeris and sure enough in November 2017, transiting Saturn will move from 24–27° Sagittarius, and the GC at that time is 27° Sagittarius 05. (It’s a tighter orb with the GC.) This means all of November and December 2017, Saturn will be transiting over the GC. Then on December 29, 2017, transiting Saturn enters Capricorn. Oh, Happy New Year and welcome to 2018 and the NEW higher structures and systems!

Part Two of this sudden thought I recently had about Saturn’s current degree in Sagittarius, had to do with when is it going to enter Capricorn? My natal Sun is 1° Capricorn, so when any planet reaches the last few degrees of Sag, it’s starting to conjunct my natal Sun and Chiron. Yes, read between the lines here and feel into the personal astrological information, Saturn transits, Saturn conjunct GC transit, Saturn entry into Capricorn (where Pluto currently is still) and the massive collective Cosmic happenings, more of the inorganic or synthetic TD created timelines being permanently ended by Team Light (TL), planet Saturn being cosmically “bombed” by seven M-class Solar flares (how’s that for ‘Shock & Awe’? 😆 ), because it’s all macro/micro stuff as usual. This second thought about Saturn transiting Capricorn and/or the opposite sign of Cancer, was connected to previous Saturn transits through both Capricorn and Cancer during my lifetime. (One Saturn transit around the whole zodiac takes about 29 years; half of that, 14.5 years, is when Saturn is transiting the opposite sign of Cancer.)

In the dark olden 3D days of TD rule on Earth, every time transiting Saturn was in Capricorn and Cancer, my physical 3D (Saturn) house (Cancer) became the focal point of profoundly negative “paranormal” activities, demonic attacks, negative alien abductions both physical and astral and all that goes with these types of dark, unpleasant experiences. Not a fun time in other words, and when this thought popped into my head the other day about when will Saturn enter Capricorn, my first thought was about past negative attack experiences and how this is NOT going to play out this time in late 2017 and 2018. Again, hold this information combined with the other information about Saturn / Satan / Satanic / Team Dark / Draconian / TD timelines etc. that you’ve known about for many years already. Tuck them over to the side for a few more moments before we get to the positive parts of all this old dark negative stuff.

This morning while having ten other things I’d planned on doing today other than spending time online or writing an article, I sensed I had to see what Lisa Renee recently wrote on her blog. We all feel each other and this is very 5D so everybody get used to it. 🙂 So I checked her blog this morning and sure enough she had a new blog article published, ‘Alien Hybrids & 12 Tribe Healing’. I knew I had to connect all these important current and ancient, Light and Dark tidbits together for any who may find all this very timely and interesting. (Links to all quoted materials can be found outside my Copyright Notice.)

“…What may be important to be aware of is that there is an opportunity for the possibility of clearing out some of the more difficult layers of reptilian hybrid genetic code or alien hybrid genetic code histories that were inserted into the earth for the express intent to gain ownership over the human body and human consciousness via 12 Tribe implantation. Many people on this earth carry an assortment of fragments, attachments, ancestral beings, alien implants, Fallen Angelics, and potentially one or more alien hosts as a result of hybridization, miasma, karmic bloodlines, or alien abduction. Mind control programing and their holographic inserts, allow the consciousness body of the individual to be infiltrated through the energetic signature of the alien implant. Mind Control programs enforced through alien implantation, and their entity attachments or possessions, are two sides of the same coin…”

“…The connection between Yahweh and Metatronic reversal that led to genetic damage and black hole alien hybridization is explained as; multiple millions of years ago the host mission of the Metatronic Family was to help repair the parts that fell into separation in the Milky Way that were originally from Andromeda. This was the result of the Lyran Wars or the Fall of Lyra. Lyra was the 12th Gate that connected directly into the Andromedan Galaxy. When Lyra fell its higher pieces that had connected to the natural Krystal Codes or Kryst Codes and Krystal Architecture, the Eternal Living Light Architecture became reversed and locked into the Milky Way System. As a result it became distorted and the Metatron Collective attempted to retrieve and repair this 12th Gate and unfortunately they failed. As a result of the failed attempts of the Metatron Collective they were absorbed into the AI System that became formed and this eventually digressed into the Yahweh system and it this system or matrix that is connected into a black cube matrix. This black cube matrix is connected in through Saturn and that construct is siphoning life force from our Universal Time Matrix and routing it back into their black hole system, the place that is the origination of these negative alien agenda intruders. Saturn is also the Solar Seventh Gate so it’s been pumping out reversal violet ray plasma light and this has been a source of the distortion that generates reversal violet light onto our planet. This is one of the alien constructs that is used to impale the crucifixion implants on the axiatonal lines throughout the planetary body. The Saturn control base has been in warfare over these black cube constructs, which also relates to the reversal violet ray plasma fields that were being transmitted from Saturn’s bases.” Lisa Renee – April 2017, Alien Hybrids & 12 Tribe Healing.

When you watch the World News on TV and you see and hear about the warring, battles, bomb dropping, fighting, fleeing and attacking that’s going on in certain places, it’s very hard to watch and know about it. What’s been going on in multiple higher dimensions, timelines, levels of reality etc. is however 1000 times more intense, strange, colorful and dramatic. Down here on Earth is the bottom rung of that very tall multidimensional vertical ladder, and if you can See into (and remember) some of those higher dimensional levels and See, Feel, Know what all has been, is and will continue going on between Team Light and Team Dark, it is mind-blowing. So much so that I rarely talk about what I do See “up there” concerning some of these higher dimensional battles and Cosmic End Times. I haven’t written much about some of these epic “battles in heaven” as it were, because most of us are doing our best to keep up with what we’ve got going on and are living and Embodying physically. It is impressive nonetheless and tremendously positive progress is happening very quickly now in 2017, and I suspect even more so in 2018 when Saturn enters Capricorn, ruled by Saturn, but the NEW and newly freed, cleared and ascended Saturn. It’s not just Earth and humanity that’s been sacked, ravaged, raped and plundered by Team Dark but the entire local Solar system, other Milky Way and beyond galactic systems, and other dimensions too and it’s ALL being taken back from TD now via the Separation of Worlds and TL.

Know that you are and always have been a part of ALL this both here in your current physical body and self, and simultaneously in other galaxies, other dimensions, other star systems and so on. As above, so below, and this macro/micro business is getting increasingly conscious in us meaning we’re simply becoming more consciously aware of the fact that we’ve always been Multidimensional Beings. What’s happening is beyond belief. What we’re doing is beyond belief. What’s coming is beyond belief, kinda sorta, um not really if you can See, Know and remember more of it all. If you can, then it’s just what’s happening now and you’re very proud to be a direct part of it and doing the Great Work for self/Self/Divine Self and ALL everywhere. Gratitude hugs to Sandra Walter ❤ and Lisa Renee ❤ for their recent information about all this and much more. And extended Gratitude hugs to David Icke ❤ and David Wilcock ❤ and all others who’ve spent so much time and energy connecting many negative TD events, tactics, agenda’s and such over the decades. Put it all together and the whole mess is rather extraordinary, especially the take out the trash end times business. Great Work everyone everywhere. ❤

Denise

April 26, 2017

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March 2017: I AM One

March 26, 2017October 1, 2017Denise Le Fay

What an intense and very different time February and March 2017 have been. I’d said repeatedly in 2016 how NEW and different the energies would be once we completed that 9-yearlong cycle culminating throughout 2016, and entered a totally NEW and much higher level and cycle with NEW 1 energies of 2017. But like I’ve also said over these many Ascension Process years, it’s one thing knowing something intellectually and a very different thing actual living it all the way down into the physical. This we’ve been doing like crazy all of March 2017, with some people having serious heavy-duty prep Work throughout February also. I am literally not the same person I was two months ago or two weeks ago and that’s a very positive thing, and neither are some of you reading this, but mercy me this evolutionary energy upgrade was big, different and more intense than anything earlier. Welcome to the NEW in a vastly higher level of being, life, consciousness, responsibility and reality than anything anyone has experienced before in a physical human body.

Because I’ve always believed in teaching about the Ascension Process through sharing my personal experiences with it, I’m going to list some of the events, tests and Initiations I’ve gone through in February and March 2017, because it’s often easier to see, feel and understand complex evolutionary energy processes when one views them in personal, physical settings. This NEW 2017 and beyond Light information and reality is so different and more complex than what any of the different Ascension teachers have talked about before that we’ve all got a lot of NEW Work, NEW material and growing NEW awareness to learn and figure out how to communicate it in linear written form. The best way for all of us to look and feel about it from here on out is with the knowing that we’re on completely NEW higher ground now in 2017, and the ongoing spiritual educations we’re experiencing are matching that. So, open yourself more to all this NEW pouring in now in these NEW to us ways.

As many of you know my mom had a triple bypass related stroke in mid-2014, which translates quite simply into, life changed big-time for us both then because of that and none of it has been easy for either of us ever since. Talk about old lower frequency fears, beliefs, expectations, habits, confusions etc. all suddenly exploded up into your life and emotional self. But, this has been an ongoing Initiation for me and I’ve worked my way through each and every confusing, frustrating, fearful, cold hard issue since 2014. It’s the difficult, painful and scary unknown stuff that holds ones eventual freedom. I didn’t make up this rule, but I’ve certainly learned over the decades that this is how it’s been so just deal with things honestly and quickly so you can continue evolving with less pressures and tests.

I’ve had so many people in my life who had checked out in a variety of ways, such as through drug use/addiction, emotional illness, fracturing of the personality, and this latest one with my mom, dementia and then permanent brain damage via a stroke. I can see how these unaware people have forced me to do whatever Inner Work I needed to on myself throughout my lifetime, and do it clean and sober so every speck of the pains and frustrations, delusion and self-delusions about those people, various deceptions and general insanity was clearly felt by myself and learned from. It was and is, and it has repeatedly forced me into every nook and cranny of my personal basement (lower self, subconscious) where the remaining crumbs of fear, anger, disappointment, guilt, confusion etc. linger. It’s a fact that humans are lazy and that we’ll go way, way around whatever is still in our personal basements that has us chained to some ridiculous something, usually survival related. We don’t want to hurt or be in pain of any kind anymore, so we run from the very things, issues, events, tests and Initiations that are our personal paths to real freedom, real evolution, real spiritual growth and Higher Awareness. We run away lifetime after lifetime, decade after decade, year after year, until 2017 that is when the only way forward is inward.

I’ve always been consciously aware of what these remaining fear items in my basement have been that are connected to my mom. That may sound like a good thing and it is, but it also really adds to the pressure to get to the bottom of it all within myself and be done with it finally. I also knew that these NEW 1 energies of 2017 at this NEW higher level would unbelievably amplify this and any other issue(s) I and everyone else still has within ourselves. It doesn’t matter how small and seemingly insignificant that issue may be because at this point, it’s so profoundly highlighted and amplified by THE LIGHT that it’s unbearable to co-exist with for another minute. Evolution is mandatory if one wants to remain in this ever-growing LIGHT, so strip down to your bare Soul and release whatever it is that’s still tucked in there somewhere like energetic emotional contraband. No one can get away with anything in this NEW LIGHT so don’t cause yourself more pain by trying to smuggle in (knowingly or unknowingly) some low-frequency emotional stuff like fear over money, fear over health, fear over aging or whatever. Fear is old lower 3D school and THE LIGHT ain’t havin’ any of it whatsoever. No can do. This is how only physical Initiates gain evolutionary access to 5D and higher; they have to transmute all their own lower everything, plus a lot of collective stuff too because inner/outer, Self/Others doesn’t exist in this higher level of LIGHT, consciousness and being. It’s all you, individually, and you are all of It. It’s the only way in for everyone, and it’s the ultimate safeguard for All everywhere. No contraband of any type can survive this level of LIGHT so just do it once and for all and be done with it. March 2017 has your back, plus has you in its evolutionary cross-hairs so just do it and finally get yourself free.

Greater 2017 Embodiment Symptoms

Because I’ve lived with physical pains most of my life I’ve gotten used to them, which isn’t a good thing necessarily. I’m just saying I’m used to physical pain, and because of this, I can more easily adapt to more pain when it arrives. Again, not necessarily a positive attribute. But when I get hit long and hard by NEW to me physical pains, and especially when they’re rather strange and unknown to me at that time, then it becomes another test to not slide into fear, worry, self-doubt, confusion etc. over what is going on in my physical body. All of February was this, with March taking it up twenty more notches into the weirdness stratosphere. I mean, there’s been times last year and this where it’s been almost impossible to get up out of my computer chair and walk. It often feels like my bones aren’t there or like they’re too soft to support me and it all hurts, badly for a few unattractive moments as I hobble around painfully, trying to get mobile again.

Sudden sharp stabbing pains in bones and joints. Hip joints, shoulder joints, toe joints, knuckles, fingers and so on. Lower back and spine pains that are fairly severe. Leg swelling. Foot pains. Digestive pains, acid reflux, heartburn etc. Inability to eat anything, or eating something you thought was “safe” at that energetic moment but it still made you feel like you’ve ingested poison for hours. Sometimes needing to eat but nothing sounds good or feels good once you do eat it. And, forgive my crudeness, but lots of “dumping”, no I mean lots and lots of “dumping”, far beyond what you’ve physically eaten. A great and fast purging taking place again, physically and energetically.

In January and February I was waking up every morning with my eyes crusted and tearing and my vision very blurry again. My first thought was that due to all the glorious and much-needed rain we in SoCal got recently, the allergy season is going to be epic and it probably will be, but these eye symptoms were caused by the latest incoming NEW higher LIGHT energies upgrading my eyes, optic nerves and vision etc. even further.

I was also waking up every morning and coughing for a couple of hours from sudden congestion in my lungs. Normally I don’t have either of these eye and lung issues, other than when we’re going through another round of very intense higher level energetic changes. So the first set of side effects/symptoms were in the upper half of my body—eyes and lungs mostly this time but with a few HighHeart flutters and dancing about sensations and pressures also and some head pains and pressures—followed immediately by the other symptoms I mentioned happening in the lower half of my body. I’ve been through this same process dozens and dozens of times over these Ascension years, but in 2017, they’re slightly different, much more intense and with an incredibly fast turnaround time than ever experienced before. Good thing because what a messy mess all this NEW coming in from above and simultaneously pushing out more of the old lower is!

The other day I watched a three-minute long preview video clip by Lisa Transcendence Brown and in it she briefly talked about this upper half and lower half of the body embodying and purging business. It’s always great hearing someone else describe things you’ve gone through yourself for nearly two decades at this point, as it gives you more clarity and ease with living the Process.

Another strange amplification I’ve experienced recently, and I know some of you have too, has been having something small and not very important in the great scheme of things set you off into an EPIC mega freak out rage, to the degree that you surprise yourself with how ferocious and asinine you got over it. 😕 I had this happen a few weeks ago and I could not believe how I instantly exploded over this tiny little something that wasn’t worth all the precious energy I wasted on it. I stood there looking at myself after this explosion wondering WTF was that Denise and why did you do it over that nothingness? I embarrassed myself with this unexpected tantrum that was so extreme in comparison to what triggered it and I was grateful no one but me had to witness me exploding like that! So what was that anyway and how do I not do it again please? I’m going to continue with this because there’s more related material so keep reading and we’ll get to the why of this.

Another not so lovely NEW symptom/side effect I’ve had this year so far has been waking up in the middle of the night sometimes and/or in the morning with instant profoundly negative thoughts screaming in my head in combination to my reentry into my physical body. Some of them were easily recognizable as mine while many of these negative thoughts were other people’s. Great, so why are they in my head and awareness upon immediate reentry of my physical body when they’re not all mine? Keep reading and we’ll combine all these lovelies and explain why many of us are experiencing greater Self and Collective bleedthroughs now.

This next one was and still is a very serious big “issue” deal for me personally, but it’s also a species-wide biggie for humanity too and has to do with the past patriarchal planetary rule and suppression and expulsion of the Divine Feminine across earth and from within humanity for eons. Let me add that if you’re in a female body now during the “end times” of the patriarchal rule on earth, you’ve experienced up close and personal to what degree female humans are regarded, treated, thought of and dealt with by the global patriarchy consciousness. Guess whose had to feel, deal and heal those injustices first? Female Forerunners/Wayshowers/Embodiers/Transmuters.

Very briefly, I’ve had lifelong (65 years up to this recent important change) dreams of being the “victim” of some unknown male(s) “victimizer” chasing me endlessly through dream landscapes, trying to kill me, mutilate or harm me in any way he/they could. This one’s obvious to females so I won’t go into the details over this. It’s just been a long and difficult process for me personally dealing with my own fears and wounds over this constant fact of not being safe in a world run by the other sex, whose unaware that we’ve all been played by Team Dark for eons. Add to this the global Collective suffering, pain, injustice, ridicule and suppression over eons of time on earth and we’re talking about a substantial abundance of female pain and male imbalance and general pain and suffering all around by all.

On March 23, 2017 while waking up from another mandatory pass-out afternoon nap, I clairaudiently heard the words, “…epic defeat on the 29th…”. On January 8, 2017, one of my atomic clocks jumped time again and went into the future to March 29, 2017. For some reason this one feels important to me both personally and collectively; “time” will tell of course but this nap message I heard meant the 29th of March.

Only a few hours later in the early AM hours of March 24, 2017, I had what was for me the third most important dream message/insight because it showed me the progress I’ve made with this planetary male/female “victim/victimizer” negative program and consciousness. This was, this is, a really big deal for me which also means it’s a really big deal for the rest of humanity because it’s One and the same thing.

Take 65 years worth of dream-life running for one’s female life from demented, possessed, fragmented, used-to-be wonderful male humans that now only want to torture, mutilate and kill some female, any female. Take all that if you can and now know it’s been undone, been transmuted, been ended and fully neutralized into the 2017 LIGHT and it’s almost too much. It’s almost too wonderful. Can it really be? Yep it can because it’s just recently been done.

In my March 24th dream, all my lifelong dream-life experiences of trying to outrun, hide from and/or escape the negative male chasing me to harm me or worse was undone by me and it was so very wonderful at long, long last. In this dream I defeated, yes there’s that word again, two (yes this too is important and meaningful and further symbolizes old lower 3D Duality) male humans what were trying to harm two unknown to me females; one of them was East Indian, the second female was Asian. This represented global females and not specific ethnic groups.

My position within this lifelong setting and program or belief system suddenly shifted on March 24, 2017 after nearly two months of very difficult Inner Work and further preparations for greater Embodiment throughout March 2017, and beyond. In this dream I was the Neutral one, the one doing the intervening so that two male strangers couldn’t harm two female strangers. I was no longer—after 65 years of this stuff mind you—the one being attacked, being “victimized” by some demented patriarchal stranger. I AM now the Neutral One, the one whose Embodied enough at this point to no longer be existing within old lower frequency Duality programs, consciousness, energies, timelines etc. internally or externally whatsoever. They have recently been completely dead-ended by me, in the ways I was capable of this month within the Ascension Process that is. I have done this, on my own, but so have many of you reading this recently. ❤ ❤ ❤ This is one big reason why things have hurt so badly lately; we’ve been individually ending our own participation with and within old negative patriarchal world programs and systems fully and completely. The Divine Feminine has returned and this is what it looks and feels like at this moment within the, within OUR individual ongoing Ascension Process.

The NEW is here now and we’re all acclimatizing as quickly as we can to this fact as we try to find our feet and the ground, if any, under them. This is beyond wonderful and it’s not looking or feeling like what most of us expected it to. Who cares! Divine Feminine has returned via each of us Embodying and further Ascending which means we’ve recently Embodied much more than we fully realize or understand yet.

The 2017 Theme So Far Is

Ongoing integration of all that had been separated while we existed within the old lower 3D Duality reality.

Wow…! While writing that sentence above, I had an intense incoming energy blast enter the upper right side of my head that instantly felt like it pushed me out of my physical body for a few moments. I’ve experienced this before but this time was more potent than others. This too is connected to our individually Embodying more of our Higher Selves in these physical bodies and Selves now, and, every time we do it a bit more, we’re also helping correct the old 23.5° planetary tilt of Earth. As we correct all of our old inner personal “tilt” stuff, whatever they were for each of us individually, our doing so helps Earth reach total vertical re-alignment too. Massive physical earthquakes are no longer needed to do this, just human Light Beings further Embodying is doing it and so much more.

Okay, that was a nice addition to what I was going to write about anyway. There’s the theme again. 😉 What’s been super highlighted these past two months for me personally has been how much more I’ve evolved into greater Embodiment, meaning that what had been separated before in the old lower 3D life, reality and consciousness etc. is no longer that way for me. I’m now experiencing greater and greater personal inner Unity in ways I couldn’t perceive before. I could intellectually consider them but integrate them bodily and live from that level and frequency? No, but, this is what 2017 is doing to many Forerunners with their individual Embodiment process; greater conscious awareness of and participation with reality from the point of Inner/Outer, Masculine/Feminine, Light/Dark, Individual/Collective, Self/Higher Self, Individual/Universal being unified, integrated, rejoined back into a more natural state and higher frequency. “Home” is now each of us and not somewhere else. WE are HOME, individually, in our own bodies because we did the Inner Work, released the old lower separated, fragmented stuff and dared to Embody more and more to the point that it shifts everything into a higher level of existence, being and awareness.

19 Hours Later

It’s now 19 hours later because, after I got hit with that incoming energy upgrade to my head and seemingly pushed right out the left side of my physical body, old Team Dark traumas in the left side of my head primarily but my left shoulder and neck area too, the pains became too much and I HAD to shut down and fall asleep quickly. I had intended to finish this article and publish it yesterday, but as we all know, we bend with the Ascension Process, not the other way around! And so, I had to fall asleep a few minutes after that latest incoming head energy hit yesterday and let it do all it needed to within me.

What I felt and perceived about this event was that it was simply another incoming higher Light Energy March 2017 upgrade that entered through my upper head/skull on the right side and traveled diagonally at the speed of LIGHT through my head and body and literally pushed me out-of-body on the left side for a few moments. It was like getting blindsided by another car and that unexpected impact propels you, your body, your car etc. in the same direction the impact came in from. I thought I could continue and finish this article after this head impact happened yesterday but I couldn’t. I had to sleep and recuperate.

After a few hours the pain was gone and I knew that another major old etheric energetic distortion caused by TD to the left side of my head back in 2010, had instantly been permanently removed and Rewired with NEW, higher frequency energy “gridwork”. This is how fast and continual our individual Embodiment and ongoing evolutionary Ascension Process is now in 2017; every few hours and days something else transpires that evolves us dramatically.

Back to the theme of 2017 for Forerunners.

It’s all about even greater integration within each of ourselves. With the return of the Divine Feminine, most of us have and will continue to be dramatically changed, improved, enhanced by that alone. It feels glorious evolving from the old lower fractured separation of male/female etc. to greater and greater integration which automatically produces more Unity in each of us. And, this is just the start of all this so roll with the cosmic evolutionary punches as best you can and give yourself plenty of downtime, quiet, private time and naps to further integrate and acclimate to the Divine barrage of “upgrades” happening just in March of 2017! You know more is coming…

Because of all this, you are increasingly feeling, perceiving and consciously aware of everything and everyone from a greater and greater state of inner, internal integration and Unity Consciousness. Separating you from You and YOU is getting increasingly less easy to do because you are becoming YOU and rapidly now, and that instantly changes everything all aspects of you, You and YOU perceive and exist within not to mention are able to Create now.

Earlier I talked about suddenly exploding into a gigantic rage over some insignificant something that set you off like never before. That plus suddenly waking up hearing and feeling some of the most negative thoughts and/or emotions you’ve ever experienced in your life. Both of these things have to do with each of our ongoing Embodiment processes and how that causes us to much more easily and readily be able to perceive, hear, feel, see, sense etc. what’s in the human Collective at the moment. Higher dimensional Unity Consciousness and Higher Awareness means each of us are increasingly able to perceive other people, other lifeforms, other Beings, other energies, other Light frequencies, other realities, other dimensions and so on. With that, in the early stages such as what most Forerunners are in now, comes feeling and hearing and sensing much of the insanity and violence in other people on earth. Knowing that just because you/You/YOU can feel, hear and see other people and their emotional energies and emotions and thoughts etc. doesn’t make them “yours”. Just perceive whatever you perceive, discern, learn and keep moving forward. Also know that much of this happens as a result of further Embodying which automatically produces further purging of all the old lower energies, systems, gridworks, beliefs and so on. The one event automatically produces the other event so Embodying higher and purging and pushing out old lower is really ONE and the same continual Process. And, in 2017, this back-to-back Incoming and Outgoing business is nearly instantaneous which can make for some very confusing and dramatic living and reality for a while! Do your best to not be unseated or thrown out of your body over any of it for too long. Get back up, dust yourself off and climb right back into your Divine Embodiment process and keep going because it only gets increasingly excellent from here on out. ❤

Know that this is just the start of more like what February and March was but also know that it naturally gets easier and even faster every time we move up more energy Stair-steps into greater Embodiment, Unity consciousness, Creator-ship, and blessed, blessed Neutrality. Yes it felt like I was coming seriously undone (only because I was! 😉 ) throughout most of March 2017, but so what, that’s part of this whole process. Do your best to evolve and Embody and feel yourself as One because you are, I am, he is, she is each, individually ONE. This has to happen individually, and it is, because this is just how this works. Not everyone becomes “One” at once because everyone is not ready or able to do so at the same time. So each who is ready and able to Embody some more of their Higher Self into this physical body and Self does so and continues doing so over and over and over until you are something very different and greatly improved; ONE individually. Now just imagine what it’s going to be like with multiple individuals who’ve Embodied to the level of being greater ONE-ness in themselves all alive on earth at the same time. Feel into that because that’s what we’re doing now and isn’t that beyond wonderful and amazing. ❤

Denise

March 26, 2017

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