Triality Life & Reality

Like the image above, the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process have been us steadily moving up ENERGY stair-steps until one finally reaches the landing of the next higher flight of stairs. One makes the directional turn to continue moving up the next higher flight of stairs where one is eventually met again with a higher landing and flight of stairs. On and on it goes, higher and higher up the ascending energy stair-steps and deeper and deeper into the Photon Light, the entire time one is being incrementally transformed by the Process and Journey itself.

I can easily say—as I know many of you also can—that the entire year of 2019 so far has been one of the most difficult, trying, exhausting, frustrating, physically and emotionally painful and simultaneously freeing ascension year ever. It has, at times, been brutal and continues to be brutal for many and that’s how the literal dismantling of dying worlds, realities and lower selves feels—brutal. There is no just ‘beam me up Scotty’ with compressed evolution, only steady laborious effort to get ones First Everythinger self up the multiple flights of energy stairs while doing a whole host of other related things.

For me every month of 2019 has been the equivalent of an entire flight of energetic ascension stairs. Many of us are bounding up multiple stair-steps at a time each month this year, which causes increased intensity in the physical side effect pains and pressures we’re feeling from doing this. How 2019 has been for you, and felt to your body, should help you grasp how all-encompassing this upcoming global Shift will be in January 2020. We First Everythingers, Forerunners, Embodiers etc. always go first to embody and anchor the NEW codes, energies and DNA into ascending physicality for the rest of humanity that will come into contact with them later. In this case, “later” is the start of 2020. Those humans capable of embodying them in 2020 won’t experience this evolutionary Shift into the NEW codes in the same ways we have and will transition into them more easily.

Old duality and duality consciousness and reality was you “here” and all the “good shit” waaaay “over there” somewhere, permanently out of reach and ultimately unattainable in any direct personal sort of way, if at all. Duality was about experiencing separation of everything down to the most ridiculous, minuscule levels in old patriarchal reality.  Talk about brutal!

Trio, trinity, triality, triplex, trifecta, threesome, triad, triple crown, triplicate.

I love how you can know something at one stage and level but as you grow, expand, embody and become more you discover that what you first knew was only a very small part of something considerably larger and exceptionally more complex. It’s like discovering that a new toy has many more features and functions than you first realized. This has been the case for me with triality and trinity consciousness and reality. I’ve known only the beginner, “newbie” stages of it and over time have discovered that I am and I AM simultaneously all over the place Working constantly on the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process and much more. This is somewhat hard to express and I’ve tried many times over these ascension years in different ways and at different personal levels.

I’m “here”; I’m “not here”; I AM while I’m “here”; I AM while I’m everywhere; I am exhausted; I AM NEW; I am strengthened and empowered, and I keep going because there’s nothing else to do other than the Embodiment Process and ascension. Can you relate? More importantly, can you feel the tremendous increasing changes and amplifying freedoms from all of your, all of our collective personal Inner Work, effort, ongoing Embodiment, dedication and determination?

This next part is me trying to describe the nearly impossible non-linear, quantum, multiple aspects past, present, future me’s and their different levels and abilities and tasks.

When “I” freakout over whatever it may be in that moment, Denise me momentarily loses the higher overall functionality of my multidimensional Selves. Every time I’ve done this, it’s the old past Denise of pre-ascension Earth panicking over something that, for that moment, I believe I cannot deal with or fix etc. In other words, it’s past Denise feeling and believing she is powerless in that moment and situation, whatever it is. The keyword and insight with this is past.

When “I” Denise am altogether deep in painful ascension symptoms that make life nearly impossible to accomplish much of anything physically, that’s “me” in current present moment and time living the ascension Embodiment Process. It’s entirely focused, painful in multiple ways, and thoroughly isolating but it’s absolutely necessary and more important than one would believe.

Since 2013 I’ve many times beat myself up over the fact that once “I” am deep in another phase of severe and intense ascension caused symptoms and painful side effects there isn’t one damned thing I can do to get myself out of it. I cannot end the physical pains, nor can I end the emotional pains or the periods of depression when they’ve overwhelmed me. All “I” can do is live through them, and when I’m smart, pay attention to them all and learn whatever I can from the entire Process. In other words, all “I” have been able to do with those severe phases is ride it out.

I’m drawing attention to this because, like I said, I’ve often gotten upset with myself for not being able to reduce or override, shorten or quicken the severe ascension side effects that just freakin’ lay you flat for days or weeks. We’re all so programmed to do whatever we can to immediately “fix” or “heal” or “treat” when we feel bad, sick or sad. However, for those of us who are First Everythingers, Forerunners, energetic Pathpavers and Embodiers, it’s the present “me” and the present “you” living those aches and pains whose responsibilty and Mission it is to live, feel and be alchemically evolved by the higher frequency Light energies no matter how severe they are to our physical bodies and emotional selves. We’re supposed to go through these changes because we Volunteered to Embody first, Ascend first, anchor and Pathpave for present and future humanity.

My first true Work with learning about becoming Neutral was through my severe physical and at times emotional depression phases of the Ascension Process. Becoming Neutral about them was the easy way for me to accept, lay back, open myself in every way, relax and surrender to the alchemical Process of compressed evolution as a Volunteer, even when it really hurt(s). Becoming physically and emotionally Neutral about it all was the best and most graceful and grace-filled way I’ve found to deal with being a living transmutation container for compressed evolution, plus, learn about evolving beyond duality and being reactionary to integrated Triality and Neutrality frequencies, consciousness and being. You can turn pains into states of quantum Divine revelation and freedom if, if you’re willing to surrender and trust your Divinity and why you’re experiencing them. Or my natal Sun Chiron conjunction is finally transcending, or both. 😉

The present “me” and present “you” reading this who’ve been living it are the aspects that accomplish more than you’d first believe. If it weren’t for the present “you” and “me” currently living the Embodiment Process, the past and the future aspects of each of us wouldn’t be much help to us or us to them. It’s the “you” aspect in the current middle, the present Now Moment “you” that’s the one whose capable of embodying, Embodying, anchoring and therefore altering your physical body, consciousness, self and external reality for yourself and for everyone else. A really important aspect wouldn’t you agree?

When “I” Denise am altogether empowered, excited, full of Creative LOVE, in “cheerleader mode”, knowing and powerful, I am future “me” Denise whose ‘been there, done that’ already so she already knows what’s what and why and what’s coming next and so on. That future “me” knows all about the things that present “me” has, is and will be going through and Embodying etc. To the future “me”, everything is Divine and perfect, on scheduled and unfolding better and faster than intended.

Now, if you can take these three, these triple crown, triality, trinity, threesome aspects of yourself I just talked about—the past, present, and future “you’s” living the Ascension Embodiment Processes and all Working together to accomplish this in physical reality, if you can take them from linear to Spherical quantum consciousness then you’ll really get what I’m struggling to express. Go from linear awareness and seeming separation to, Hey babe, it’s ALL YOU and it’s ALL happening NOW!, and the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process makes much more sense to this present aspect self.

Past you freaks out over whatever from time to time. Present you is exhausted and beat to hell from being the Living Alchemical Container for the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process in the physical dimension in a physical body. Future you is the NEW Human, is the NEW Earth, NEW Humanity, the NEW YOU and is getting very excited because the other “you’s” have been at this business long enough that the “good shit” is on the brink of manifesting physically finally.

The key here is to never forget that you are also You and YOU, and even more and that ALL of you are and always have been Working together to get this thing called the Ascension Process done. And don’t ever forget that the present “you” is more powerful, strong and sacred than you have yet understood.

A few days ago I suddenly clairvoyantly Saw another massive energy Wave or energy pulsation coming towards us and Earth, but it was only a few feet away from me when I Saw it. The closeness and size of it made me go wide-eyed for a moment but it told me that there’s another huge energy pulsation about to hit us. I suspect it’s the September 2019 Equinox energies I Saw but what was more important to me was the knowing that there’s going to be nearly constant, I repeat, nearly constant energy waves or pulsations like this from here on out that will more quickly than anything prior, tear down the old past everything while simultaneously anchoring in much more of the future NEW energies, codes, consciousness, DNA and external reality in our present now. And this is just the beginner level of our becoming conscious of our multidimensionality, our being both linear and non-linear beings capable of Shifting all over the place, repeatedly.

What has been separated and far apart from each other are now only inches away, which means Triality past, present and future is about to become the NEW now everything individually, collectively and externally.

Because of all this and more, many of us have been and will be experiencing more so-called anomalies with linear time, linear space, linear consciousness and reality, the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, the Embodiment of our Higher Self/Selves with present us in our physical bodies and all that has been, is and will continue to quickly expand and evolve in each of us. Said another way, it’s gonna get even more weird and wonderful fellow Ascension and Embodiment co-Workers!

Because of all this don’t freakout or panic during those moments when “reality” just disappears from you and you’re left floating in the black vastness of a NEW level and state of being. It will soon be filled with NEW exceptionally good stuff. Don’t panic when linear time stops and you’re going about your business in timeless quantumness, Neutrality and lengthy Now Moment HighHeart being. Don’t panic when some negative old whatever or whoever etherically wafts through your home briefly on its way out. Don’t feel bad for feeling bad because who else can do what you can for you and for All? From here on out things are going to increasingly get both worse from one perspective and vastly better from another — the final Separation of Worlds. Ride this one out too just as you have for the past twenty, twenty-five or thirty years in this life. Be the many “you’s” and be them becoming consciously aware of each other all Working together so NEW Earth and NEW Humanity can happen and have a NEW place to step into.

Denise

September 13, 2019

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More Than Lions In August 2019!

“Denise, hi! Last night was for me a strongly disturbing night. I woke at 3 AM and got up after being stuck in fearful thoughts that grew in strength and a sense of deepening pressure smothering out my truth. I admit I began to feel trapped and depressed. And today I learned many people had disturbing dreams or sleep. I wonder if u sensed anything or remained high frequency clear of it?” — Edith, August 21, 2019

Edith wrote this in a Comment under my previous article, but because of some negative things I experienced a few days and nights in August 2019, I wanted to quote her and go into more detail in an article about these high highs and low lows many people experienced throughout August. Thanks for your important question Edith. ❤

After Edith shared this more people wrote Comments that they too experienced an uptick in negative attacks during the night, specifically around the old 3:00 AM period in August 2019. Those attacks happened in dreams, while awake, or both.

A brief recap of the 3:00 AM thing.

It has been a common time for negative aliens, demons and lesser entities to attack humans in dreams, nightmares and/or wake them up and continue attacking them from the physical level too. Because I wasn’t familiar with this old religious belief about the supposed time of Jesus’s death to be at or near 3:00 PM, I also didn’t know that the negatives invert that time and use 3:00 AM to attack people from the astral and the physical, asleep and awake. I learned all about this however from having it happen to me repeatedly for many years. Those demonic and negative alien attacks I experienced in the early 2000’s typically happened between 2:30 AM through 4:00 or 4:30 AM. I discovered that it doesn’t require one to know about certain old global beliefs to experience them yourself.

The annual Lion’s Gate begins every July 26th and ends on August 12th. I noticed that during the Lion’s Gate in August 2019, there were periods of negative attacks, all of which were very obvious. They aren’t remaining hidden or in the shadows anymore, they’re right out in the open, trying to harm you for bringing the Light and making the old shadows disappear.

Sunday, August 4, 2019 while doing my best to join the Sunday Unity mediation at 8:11 AM, all I got was a whole lot of interference. I assumed it was me wandering mentally but after struggling with this for many minutes I opened my eyes and unexpectedly saw the head, shoulders and upper arm area of a very dense opaque black colored ‘shadow figure’. I saw its head, shoulders and a few inches of its upper arms peeking around the upper kitchen cabinets at me seated in the living room. It had been watching me in the living room, eyes closed, struggling to join the Sunday Unity meditation. In that moment I realized that what I’d been experiencing wasn’t my mind wandering but intentional interference from that shadow figure. The second I saw it peeking around the kitchen cabinet at me it instantly snapped back behind it and disappeared and I didn’t see it again that day. I did a few days later however.

There’s all sorts of negativity and this shadow figure I saw was doing its best to prevent me from joining the Unity meditation that Sunday during the Lion’s Gate. It wasn’t at my throat trying to kill me, it was messing with me to keep me from what the Sunday Unity meditations do, are, create, exchange, activate and manifest. (I experienced this same type of interference with a different negative alien a couple of years ago during a Sunday Unity meditation.) I tried again at 11:11 AM to join the Group but this shadow figure entity continued its interference so I wasn’t able to participate at that time either. At this point I intentionally let it go and went about my business that day and forgot about the creature. My disconnecting did the trick and I was able to easily join the Unity mediation at the 5:11 PM time because the creature was gone.

August 9th through 11th 2019, I felt a tremendous change in our world, so much so I was certain I’d changed timeline Earth worlds again. What I felt and perceived from the 9th through the 11th of August was these NEW Sirian codes transmitted through the 2019 Lion’s Gate period activated the 100% speedy collapse of the old everything in the USA and elsewhere. Said another way, these July 2019 through July 2020 Lion’s Gate annual codes are so high frequency this year that their presence has escalated everything that was disappearing anyway in the old patriarchal world. It’s like the fast forward button has been pushed by the Sirian’s July 2019 to July 2020 codes and energies and we’re speeding along in them while all sorts of anomalies and related Separation of Worlds shifts continue to take place. One of them being the reaction of some negative aliens and beings such as the never-been-human shadow figure creature I saw in my house twice in August 2019. In with more NEW and some more push-back from some of the old Team Dark players.

The link here is to an article I wrote in June 2019. In it I talked about what I called Light Bombs exploding everywhere constantly and how those NEW higher frequency Light energies and codes were causing negative beings and entities to be dislodged. What has been hidden and unperceived by humans has been increasingly up in everyone’s faces, hearts and minds due to the ever-expanding incoming NEW Light and codes. This hasn’t been easy or comfortable for any of us but it’s a normal side effect of this process of the Light coming into direct contact with the old lower frequency aliens, entities, humans, human consciousness and old patriarchal world systems. There are territorial disputes, attacks, retaliations and whatnot because of all this ascension related energetic dislodging and revealing of the dark and hidden negativity that’s been manipulating from unseen and unknown levels. Always protect yourselves Team Light because Team Dark feels you just like you feel them.

https://highheartlife.com/2019/06/23/true-lightwork/

I mention this again here to remind any who need reminding that these exploding Light Bombs continue dislodging Team Dark beings and entities and they don’t of course appreciate any of this so they often attack those of us who’ve had and continue having a direct hand in the return of the Light during this Ascension Process. It was however a bit of a surprise to have these attacks during this years Lion’s Gate period, or that was just me being lazy about these negatives, again.

From August 4th through the 11th I repeatedly and very strongly felt some negative energies and entities in my house. I saw the shadow figure creature again during that time, standing motionless in another room of my house while I was in my bed at night. We stared at each other and I thought to myself, “No fear. Deal with this thing, get it out of the house, send it back to Source God.” That night and a few others during those days wasn’t pleasant or comfortable but they forced me to override it all. After all I’ve been through, I don’t spook easily, but there were a few early evenings and nights during those days during the 2019 Lion’s Gate that it felt very unpleasant in my house and that fact made me angry and determined and forced me into Lightwarrior mode again. I’m a lover not a fighter but when I’m forced into it I can instantly shift into Lightwarrior and take care of business. It will however be heaven on earth when this isn’t necessary anymore. We’re very close now.

As you already know, 2019 is for most of you reading this, the year where we embody and Embody the NEW codes, more and more NEW DNA, the NEW Light energies and more because we always do it first because we literally Pathpave these NEW energies and codes etc. on and into the physical dimension and ascending NEW Earth world and timelines by our embodying them. We go first and anchor them into physical reality for humanity to enter later. In this case later begins January 2020 and beyond for mass humanity. These NEW codes and energies will become the NEW and only energies and codes for humanity with the entrance into January 2020. That’s why we’ve been dealing with, and often struggling with, these profoundly amplified, accelerated and expanded NEW Light energies and codes and more DNA this entire year. 

The entire month of August 2019 has been for me an extra intense, painful, increasingly weird and occasionally negative time of having to do battle again with the riffraff that’s been exploded up and out of their old hiding holes. Just another day in the life of…

My point is that many of us took a beating, or two, or more throughout August 2019, and all that on top of the tremendous and constant energy increases we’ve been embodying every minute of 2019. It’s this intense because we’re very close now. Use that fact whenever you need to keep yourself going through all this and the constant energy increases. We’ve still got the last quarter of 2019 to live, to embody, to be forever altered and improved by and we all know that the last quarter of every ascension year is potent. This year will surpass them all so lots of self-care, sleep, naps when needed, being kind to yourself and your physical body because you’re going through more than you or I fully understand at this point within The Process. It’s a safeguard so we don’t faint, piss ourselves and throw in the towel because it’s way too much for us, or so we may feel from time to time when utterly exhausted by it all. Great job everyone, let’s bring this thing into the last quarter of 2019 and energetically HOME right here on Earth. ❤

Denise

August 28, 2019

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