I’ve experienced plenty of negative supernatural things throughout my lifetime that I didn’t include in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010), but feel should be shared now as the old lower frequency Duality disappears. All these negative Team Dark aliens, entities and inorganic distortion systems have diminished since 2011 and 2012, but some are tenacious and linger, fighting to survive the Ascension Process and Separation of Worlds. In 2019 we’re in a profound acceleration of these negative beings and their old Earth distortion creating control systems being energetically dismantled by a variety of natural evolutionary Light energies, Waves and pulses, numerous multidimensional Team Light beings and some of the aspects of you reading this. People need to consciously know how severe and pervasive the negativity has been in our current lifetimes during the Ascension Process on Earth. I’m sharing some more of my personal Team Dark experiences because they’re amazing, shocking, interesting and educational despite the negativity and suffering they’ve caused. This is where we’ve been with Duality, not where we’re evolving into Unity, so as you read please remain neutral in all ways. It just is what it has been and this is us evolving beyond that level and frequency range of the disappearing old cycle. Also, these two big trigger years below explain why Team Dark has increased they attacks on most of us.
- With the start of 1999, the Sun entered the Photon Band of 7D Light, which is why many of us were energetically triggered to begin the Ascension Process on the physical biological level that year.
- With the start of 2013, the Earth was finally fully within the Photon Band of 7D Light year-round, which is why it’s been as it has post December 2012.
- In 2019 to early 2020, the evolutionary energetic separation from the old lower everything into the NEW higher will reach the final breakthrough breakaway point.
Because of the unaware Team Dark reversal spin talk I’ve gotten from some people online since 2003 after I’d shared personal experiences with these negative entities and aliens, I need to say this. One of the main tools of the trade that Team Dark has always used is reversing, inverting what is organic and true into reversed inorganic “spin” distortions so they can use it to preserve themselves. When you denounce Source you create a situation where you have to parasite from other living beings—like humanity—to sustain yourself because you’ve intentionally disconnected from Divine Source and those natural life-sustaining energies.
For many years a lot of people believed that if I or anyone was having negative encounters and experiences with Team Dark—negative aliens, many of their lesser creations, negative AI devices, devils and demons and lesser entities etc.—it was because there was something “wrong” with me, with us or something we needed to be doing or not doing etc. In other words, these people have falsely believed that if someone is experiencing attacks from nonphysical aliens and entities then it’s entirely because of you. Some people don’t even believe that Team Dark has existed, that’s how good a job they’ve done on human consciousness.
If you or I Volunteered to incarnate on physical 3D old patriarchal Earth during the Ascension Process to transmute density and negativity and replace it with organic, Source created evolutionary Light, then know that you, me, we of the First Ascension Light stuck out like crazy in what was total Darkness on physical Earth. In other words, we glowed in the Darkness that was Earth and because of that Team Dark saw us, felt us, recognized us and knew why we were incarnate on Earth in these lives during the Ascension Process. They knew immediately who and what we were and why we were here now, and from their perspective we’ve been Enemy # 1 from the first moment we incarnated in these lives. It took me the first few painful decades of this life to figure this dangerous fact out. It also took me a while to figure out that the more Light you incarnate with and increase from that point forward on a totally Dark controlled planetary system, the more potential you have to transmute and remove very large amounts of negativity, density, negative residual energies and timelines. Others with much less Light or no Light at all cannot do this so they pose no threat to Team Dark beings and their agendas. Many Volunteers, Starseeds, Lightwarriors, Bluerays etc. have been repeatedly attacked by Team Dark beings and their AI devices because we’ve always been a huge threat to them, not because we’ve done something “wrong”. See the reversal, the inversion, the flip spin about just this by unaware humans? See the lack of greater awareness in those people who shame and blame you for being attacked? See why I’ve gotten angry at times with people who’ve unknowingly drank the Team Dark Kool-Aid and preached shame, blame and lack of “love” at those of us who’ve been doing our ascension Mission Work while being attacked because of it? Being attacked by negative nonhuman aliens and entities is one thing, being attacked by unaware humans is in many ways even worse because they’re who we’ve tried to help all along.
“Ooh, dear Denise, please do write an article about healthcare environments. 💖 I’ve worked for the NHS (in an administrative role, not clinical) for ten years. I find it fascinating, but the more that time goes on, I am very aware of the darkness, and your comments about this made me shudder. It’s something I’ve known deep down but denied, as I always wanted to help people, but i don’t think it’s really helping working somewhere that keeps people locked into their misery…” Charzi
This Comment by Charzi was on another article in response to my sharing a bit about what I experienced when in a Nursing Home visiting my mom in 2014. Thank you for it Charzi. ❤
Before I share some of these negative experiences it will be helpful to know that I was born with the abilities to clairvoyantly See, clairaudiently Hear, empathically Feel, clairsentience Sensing of others energies and emotions etc., and claircognizant Knowing. What makes being “psychic” even more interesting has been the Ascension Process. Not only have my ESP abilities from birth slowly evolved due to the unfolding Ascension Process, but what I’ve perceived and how has also changed repeatedly because the dimensional Veils have been nonexistent since 1998–1999. This has been weird, confusing and highly interesting from my perspective because from birth my ESP abilities took place in the 3D patriarchal Earth world frequency that existed before the Ascension Process began. Then they existed on the physical plane when the Ascension Process began, then dealing with the evolutionary journey from 3D physicality into and through the 4D Astral, then finally reaching the 5D frequency range where we physically are today. With conscious ESP and Higher Awareness abilities, those evolutionary transitions from one dimension with its frequency and inhabitants into another and another has been extraordinary, and at times confusing to physically live through and witness minus all the old familiar dimensional energy Veils and borders.
It was 2013 and I’d taken my mom to her female eye doctor to have her eyes checked to get an updated prescription for new lens. I’ve always hated doctors offices, medical labs, hospitals, Big Pharma, pharmacies, and pretty much all things patriarchal “medical”. If you’re clairvoyant and carrying a good bit of Light then you’d hate them and more too. The eye doctor’s office was packed as all doctors offices always are and I was doing my best to not be affected by the negativity, noisy organized chaos and the physical and etheric filth in the place while I was stuck there waiting. After a bit the male doctor that worked out of the female eye doctor’s office as a plastic surgeon, who was her husband from another country, came out of his work area and immediately locked in on me sitting there in the packed waiting room. I’ve experienced encountering Team Dark in the physical many times but evidently this was the first time this human male doctor had physically encountered someone from Team Light. I thoroughly enjoyed his unexpected shock and dismay and the shoe on the other foot type Ascension moment. I instantly knew who he was and he sensed what I was and it got intense very quickly. He froze in place and stood there staring at me with that deep unrestrained bottom-of-the-pit hatred that only Team Dark has when someone of Team Light is present. It’s impossible to express their absolute hatred of Team Light and of humanity in general.
I sat there energetically radiating and telepathing to him and his etheric alien Reptilian puppet-master who I could clairvoyantly See above him, that I wouldn’t take any crap from either of them. (Whenever I’ve found myself in the presence of Team Dark physically and/or etherically, I don’t go into fear but automatically into Lightwarrior mode and am deeply empowered. This is not a conscious linear thing or intellectual intention on my part but an instant automatic response and I’m very grateful for it.) I telepathed that I was willing to fight to the death right there in front of everyone in the office if necessary. After I expressed my Energy Signature I immediately began clairvoyantly Seeing images and Feeling the emotions and physical sensations that this human male plastic surgeon AND his Reptilian handler got from performing physical surgeries, mostly on female humans. It was the perfect profession for this human male and all others like him that are owned and operated by negative aliens and/or other Team Dark beings. These human doctors are nothing more than “middlemen” between the human patients and the nonhuman, nonphysical negative aliens and other entities that feed off of them and their surgeries, blood and pain.
The images they showed me were of the human plastic surgeon cutting open women’s faces, breasts, bellies and such and getting aroused and intoxicated from physically butchering female humans and males too. Both human surgeon and alien Reptilian were inflicting physical pain on humans, mostly female humans which was even better because they are so deeply hated by Team Dark beings. The doctor got to physically cut and carve on females and energetically feed his blood-lust and desire to butcher humans plus get paid a lot of money for his “services”. He grinned maliciously at me after their visual and sensory Energy Signature was sent to me and I smiled slightly back to let him know that I was already very aware of all this. After our telepathic exchanges the human surgeon retreated back into where he’d been prior and did not come out the remainder of the time I was there.
Another common experience I’ve had many times was when I’d have to take my mom to the lab for blood work. Like doctor’s offices, these places are always packed which only makes the whole experience even more miserable. Because lesser negative entities have a great energy blood-lust, they’re typically encountered in almost all medical labs, hospitals and other places where human and animal blood and pain is. This includes tattoo and piercing parlors etc.
I’ve gotten bitten a few times while waiting in the corner for the lab technician to draw blood from my mom. Both times I felt a sting and instant itching in my inner wrist or the top of my hand and a tiny bump would manifest physically where I’d been bitten by the nonphysical parasite. That’s how infested these places are with nonhuman, nonphysical hungry parasitic entities swimming around like sharks waiting for someone to throw out more human chum for them, which the lab techs do day in and day out. Just being in that physical space where these negative parasite entities are for ten minutes was all it took for me to get bitten, and I put energy protections up around each of us before we leave in the car yet these types of things often still happen.
As many of you already know my mom was rushed via ambulance at 3:30 AM August 2014, to a hospital in another town that did heart bypass surgeries. They were going to do the bypass heart surgery the next morning just before noon. The speed of all this let me know it was a very serious situation. After a lot of freaking out on my part, I figured out where this hospital even was and got myself there around 10:30 AM. I’d never been on an Intensive Care hospital floor so it was a very strange and severe place for a Seer Sensitive to experience. Once I got into the surgical prep room where my mom was, I clairvoyantly Saw three tall Lightbeing Angels energetically holding the space around her at her head in that typical triangular formation; two flanking on each side and slightly behind the one positioned slightly forward. I instantly knew Seeing them that it meant she would survive the triple bypass surgery.
A half hour later the surgeon entered this prep room and the moment he saw me he looked surprised. I don’t know what that was about or what he saw but I immediately knew he was the surgeon because there was this dead Caucasian male in his late 70s or 80s with an etheric string-like attachment to this living physical surgeon. The dead man was etherically tethered to the physical surgeon and constantly floated along behind him up near the ceiling like a balloon on a string. I Saw this and said, “Hi, you must be the surgeon,” and we shook hands and he confirmed he’d begin doing the heart bypass on my mom in an hour. Three Lightbeing Angels and one dead human male attached to the surgeon like a balloon floating behind him constantly. I was surprised it was only one dead human attached to the surgeon because usually it’s more.
After this brief meeting and exchange with her surgeon I couldn’t get out of the hospital fast enough. I made a wrong turn driving home and ended up in another city. My unseen higher team yelled at me to turn into a Walgreen’s store that was right there and go in, which I immediately did. Just inside the door I was confronted by a lovely gay man “angel” the moment I entered and asked him, in tears, if he could tell me how to get to the city I lived in. He told me to go down the road that Walgreen’s was on—good one my higher assistants—and I’d end up back in my town. I hugged and told him why I was such a train wreck and that he was “my angle for the day” which made him cry. It was lovely and I’ve never been so grateful to a stranger than I was in that confused and lost moment of exhaustion. I returned to the hospital the next day and every other day after that while she was there, which was only seven days.
Next up was recuperation time in a Nursing Home for my mom after her triple bypass. Only two weeks after her triple bypass she had a stroke in the Nursing Home and was rushed to another hospital that specialized in strokes. After four days there she was transported back to the Nursing Home where she stayed for three full months. Keep in mind that this all happened in August through November 1st 2014 when she was released and I brought her home.
I’ve been in some truly horrible locations in the lower 4D Astral and this Nursing Home was comparable to that. It was that actually, meaning this physical Nursing Home existed in 2014, in the 4D Astral plane and frequency and I was nowhere near prepared for three months of having to go there for two or three hours every other day to bring clean pajamas for my mom, brush her teeth, make sure she drank enough water while I was there and so on. I’d arrive and walk into the center of that large building to where mom was and after spending two to three hours in that energy it was all I could do to physical walk my body back out and get outside and to my car. The density of that place was so extreme that my physical body would feel crushed by the heavy lower Astral frequencies and general negativity there and nearly cripple me to the point that I could barely walk out of the building and energies. The moment I was outside I’d feel the crushing pressures start to reduce but it would take the rest of the day for me to recover from having spent two hours in there.
When clairvoyantly Seeing and empathically Feeling things etc. has been the only life you’ve known, you get exceptionally good at ignoring the dark stuff that’s been everywhere constantly in very amplified ways since 1999 due to the start of the physical level Ascension Process. It’s there, you See it, you Feel it, it knows you can See and Feel it and you continue on like none of it is there but it very much is. Many of us have had to do this to survive the 4D Astral and old 3D Physical dimensions and worlds intermingled as we transitioned through them to reach higher frequency 5D. It’s literally been a case of humanity and Earth traveling through the fourth dimensional Astral plane for the past many, many years. Not so much fun for us but heaping piles of it for the Astral inhabitants. Look at the tourists everybody, dinner is served and we didn’t have to go anywhere to get it!
The point I’m wanting to make is that the Nursing Home and so many other physical places existed at that time in the energy level and frequency that was the 4D Astral plane. There was no energetic Veil to keep the 4D Astral from the 3D Physical and vice versa, they both were mixed together for most of these past Ascension years which is why the paranormal quickly became the normal in the physical world.
The Nursing Home where my mom was kept for three months in 2014 existed physically in the Astral plane. I haven’t been back in that place or any hospital since 2014 so I couldn’t say what condition they’re in today, and I’m not going to check! I know that my bank has improved greatly since 2013, and it too physically existed in the Astral plane for many years like almost every other place has. So as an ultra Sensitive, going into the Nursing Home and spending two to three hours there just about did me in. As my mom improved I shortened my time spent there to two hours only and would go every third day to visit because I required that much time to recuperate from having gone there.
While in the Nursing Home I clairvoyantly Saw, heard and felt low-level 4D Astral entities feeding off of the human elderly people there. I Saw some of these nonhuman entities crawling all over patients beds, up the walls and across ceilings of the many rooms, and crawling over the patients physical bodies in bed and in wheelchairs laboring to get into the human’s physical bodies. Some of them were trying to dig their ways into the human patients heads and other body areas and so on. Many of them looked like emaciated black monsters while some others were more developed, strong and individualized while others less so. In other words, there is, or has been, a massive and complex hierarchy of Team Dark aliens and lesser beings and entities. Imaging the absolute worst and you’ll be close to some of what I Saw taking place every minute I was in that Nursing Home. Imagine classic hell-scapes and you’re very close to the truth of these situations we’ve all been going through for many years as we’ve evolved our ways through the 4D Astral to physically reach the fifth dimension with our physical bodies.
Changing directions with this topic, I want to conclude with my latest extremely painful physical attack and why it happened. It began around February 6–7th 2019, and took a full eight days and nights before the intense physical pain stopped. This was faster than the previous time I experienced this same type of attack in late 2015. I mentioned that attack when it happened because I’d never experienced an attack like this, plus it happened while I was looking in a magnified face mirror plucking my eyebrows so I saw it happen. I didn’t see it take place this time but it was an identical experience as the 2015 event. It sounds weird and strange but let me tell you it was incredibly painful physically and took the majority of strength I had to get through. Extended periods of nearly constant severe pain exhaust and weaken you quickly which is what this latest event did. I’m still not back yet and know that I just have to get it together because there is NO downtime anymore. There is only the next Ascension related event and it’s only a couple of hours away now in 2019!
We’ve all heard about those old beliefs about why people cover their mouth with their hand when they yawn. It was to keep negative entities out so they wouldn’t rush into their physical body when you had your mouth wide open yawning. Sounds like an old wives tale from long ago until something similar happens to you! I wouldn’t have believed what happened to me, twice now, unless I’d physically seen it happen in 2015.
A tiny pinpoint size of white colored light suddenly came flying into my view in the magnified mirror I’d been looking in from my left side. It traveled fast horizontally above my upper lip and below my nose level. Once it reached the area directly below my left nostril it made a sharp turn and flew upward into my nostril and then into the flesh of the top of it. It was about three hours after this that it started hurting in that exact spot in my nostril and by the next day the entire left half of my nose was red, hot, swollen and incredibly painful. This same thing happened to me again in February 2019, but this time it was my right nostril and I didn’t see it happen. By the next day my right nostril was red, hot to the touch, swollen and growing in size. The swelling this time was worse than it was in 2015 and it went up to my eye and down into my jaw and the right gland under the jaw. This time it made me feel sick and greatly weakened and of course the physical pain was extreme.
Before this happened I was already in pain from the latest NEW Light energies blasting away inside my head, eyes, skull, brain glands etc. but then this attack happened and I’ve spent ten or eleven days in February just doing my best to survive ten minutes at a time. I called in my Ascension Angels as I call them, repeatedly, to help me with quickly healing and removing this attack wound and any residual etheric and physical materials it may have deposited in my bodies. I also wanted to know why it had happened, again, and in 2019 and what I perceived about this was complex, multidimensional, multi-Selved, galactic and universal and all due to the Ascension Process and massive Separation of Worlds that’s roaring along right here and right now.
I perceived some other higher dimensional galactic Selves of mine with plenty of long-term interactions with Team Dark aliens, which wasn’t new information to me as I’ve been consciously aware of two of them most of my life. However, it was how all aspects of ME and Me and Denise me are currently Embodying and unifying in these NEW-to-all-of-us ways that I found interesting, even though it hurt like hell from my end! Make more conscious unification’s with more of your aspects across time space and dimensions and these weird so-called “anomalies” make a lot more sense. This is both about Unity and Unity consciousness and reality and about “First Contact” which isn’t going to be like anything we expected it to be. Just like December 21, 2012, and now in 2019, we’re living it all but these aspects of “us” don’t yet have the much larger picture clearly in view yet but we’re getting there fast now.
Long complex story short, is that what happens in higher dimensions with the many other YOU’S is now immediately felt and experienced in multiple ways “down here” on physical 5D ascending Earth by this aspect of YOU/You/you. Growing Embodiment and unity and unity consciousness. I got attacked for some things a couple of my other Higher Selves did eons ago in another part of the Galaxy but because Denise is the aspect in physical ascending Earth reality, I got attacked by Team Dark. All aspects of ME, Me, and me are all ONE after all and the Embodiment Process is bringing this overused and greatly misunderstood term into very real nonlinear fact for more Volunteers in 2019. Much more of this to come so be open, flexible, empowered even when flat on your back recuperating from whatever wherever, and know that this is just a small beginning of our NEW lives lived in these NEW higher unified ways. This attack was seriously debilitating both energetically and physically and yet when I began to perceive the larger more complex and multidimensional state of affairs concerning it, I was mildly amused and informed the other ancient Higher Selves aspects that they owed me one for taking this nose hit for them, for us all. 😉
First Contact is with the other Others that in this case are other aspects and Selves of YOU, You and you all getting increasingly re-connected with each other which is going to provide a very NEW and different perspective for all aspects and all Selves. This too is part of the current Separation of Worlds and much of it is taking place right inside of you and your physical body and the other aspects and Selves that are you too. The more we Volunteers, Bluerays, Starseeds, First Light Team etc. Embody, the more the Separation of Worlds happens both internally within each of us and externally in the physical and nonphysical worlds linearly and non-linearly simultaneously. My head feels like beams of Source Light LOVE are cutting into it as usual, my HighHeart is expanding and thumping again and my back is screaming so me and my war-torn nostrils are going to get horizontal for a bit and float in it ALL with Source and smile gently. It’s all very good. ❤
February 19, 2019
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