Triality Life & Reality

Like the image above, the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process have been us steadily moving up ENERGY stair-steps until one finally reaches the landing of the next higher flight of stairs. One makes the directional turn to continue moving up the next higher flight of stairs where one is eventually met again with a higher landing and flight of stairs. On and on it goes, higher and higher up the ascending energy stair-steps and deeper and deeper into the Photon Light, the entire time one is being incrementally transformed by the Process and Journey itself.

I can easily say—as I know many of you also can—that the entire year of 2019 so far has been one of the most difficult, trying, exhausting, frustrating, physically and emotionally painful and simultaneously freeing ascension year ever. It has, at times, been brutal and continues to be brutal for many and that’s how the literal dismantling of dying worlds, realities and lower selves feels—brutal. There is no just ‘beam me up Scotty’ with compressed evolution, only steady laborious effort to get ones First Everythinger self up the multiple flights of energy stairs while doing a whole host of other related things.

For me every month of 2019 has been the equivalent of an entire flight of energetic ascension stairs. Many of us are bounding up multiple stair-steps at a time each month this year, which causes increased intensity in the physical side effect pains and pressures we’re feeling from doing this. How 2019 has been for you, and felt to your body, should help you grasp how all-encompassing this upcoming global Shift will be in January 2020. We First Everythingers, Forerunners, Embodiers etc. always go first to embody and anchor the NEW codes, energies and DNA into ascending physicality for the rest of humanity that will come into contact with them later. In this case, “later” is the start of 2020. Those humans capable of embodying them in 2020 won’t experience this evolutionary Shift into the NEW codes in the same ways we have and will transition into them more easily.

Old duality and duality consciousness and reality was you “here” and all the “good shit” waaaay “over there” somewhere, permanently out of reach and ultimately unattainable in any direct personal sort of way, if at all. Duality was about experiencing separation of everything down to the most ridiculous, minuscule levels in old patriarchal reality.  Talk about brutal!

Trio, trinity, triality, triplex, trifecta, threesome, triad, triple crown, triplicate.

I love how you can know something at one stage and level but as you grow, expand, embody and become more you discover that what you first knew was only a very small part of something considerably larger and exceptionally more complex. It’s like discovering that a new toy has many more features and functions than you first realized. This has been the case for me with triality and trinity consciousness and reality. I’ve known only the beginner, “newbie” stages of it and over time have discovered that I am and I AM simultaneously all over the place Working constantly on the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process and much more. This is somewhat hard to express and I’ve tried many times over these ascension years in different ways and at different personal levels.

I’m “here”; I’m “not here”; I AM while I’m “here”; I AM while I’m everywhere; I am exhausted; I AM NEW; I am strengthened and empowered, and I keep going because there’s nothing else to do other than the Embodiment Process and ascension. Can you relate? More importantly, can you feel the tremendous increasing changes and amplifying freedoms from all of your, all of our collective personal Inner Work, effort, ongoing Embodiment, dedication and determination?

This next part is me trying to describe the nearly impossible non-linear, quantum, multiple aspects past, present, future me’s and their different levels and abilities and tasks.

When “I” freakout over whatever it may be in that moment, Denise me momentarily loses the higher overall functionality of my multidimensional Selves. Every time I’ve done this, it’s the old past Denise of pre-ascension Earth panicking over something that, for that moment, I believe I cannot deal with or fix etc. In other words, it’s past Denise feeling and believing she is powerless in that moment and situation, whatever it is. The keyword and insight with this is past.

When “I” Denise am altogether deep in painful ascension symptoms that make life nearly impossible to accomplish much of anything physically, that’s “me” in current present moment and time living the ascension Embodiment Process. It’s entirely focused, painful in multiple ways, and thoroughly isolating but it’s absolutely necessary and more important than one would believe.

Since 2013 I’ve many times beat myself up over the fact that once “I” am deep in another phase of severe and intense ascension caused symptoms and painful side effects there isn’t one damned thing I can do to get myself out of it. I cannot end the physical pains, nor can I end the emotional pains or the periods of depression when they’ve overwhelmed me. All “I” can do is live through them, and when I’m smart, pay attention to them all and learn whatever I can from the entire Process. In other words, all “I” have been able to do with those severe phases is ride it out.

I’m drawing attention to this because, like I said, I’ve often gotten upset with myself for not being able to reduce or override, shorten or quicken the severe ascension side effects that just freakin’ lay you flat for days or weeks. We’re all so programmed to do whatever we can to immediately “fix” or “heal” or “treat” when we feel bad, sick or sad. However, for those of us who are First Everythingers, Forerunners, energetic Pathpavers and Embodiers, it’s the present “me” and the present “you” living those aches and pains whose responsibilty and Mission it is to live, feel and be alchemically evolved by the higher frequency Light energies no matter how severe they are to our physical bodies and emotional selves. We’re supposed to go through these changes because we Volunteered to Embody first, Ascend first, anchor and Pathpave for present and future humanity.

My first true Work with learning about becoming Neutral was through my severe physical and at times emotional depression phases of the Ascension Process. Becoming Neutral about them was the easy way for me to accept, lay back, open myself in every way, relax and surrender to the alchemical Process of compressed evolution as a Volunteer, even when it really hurt(s). Becoming physically and emotionally Neutral about it all was the best and most graceful and grace-filled way I’ve found to deal with being a living transmutation container for compressed evolution, plus, learn about evolving beyond duality and being reactionary to integrated Triality and Neutrality frequencies, consciousness and being. You can turn pains into states of quantum Divine revelation and freedom if, if you’re willing to surrender and trust your Divinity and why you’re experiencing them. Or my natal Sun Chiron conjunction is finally transcending, or both. 😉

The present “me” and present “you” reading this who’ve been living it are the aspects that accomplish more than you’d first believe. If it weren’t for the present “you” and “me” currently living the Embodiment Process, the past and the future aspects of each of us wouldn’t be much help to us or us to them. It’s the “you” aspect in the current middle, the present Now Moment “you” that’s the one whose capable of embodying, Embodying, anchoring and therefore altering your physical body, consciousness, self and external reality for yourself and for everyone else. A really important aspect wouldn’t you agree?

When “I” Denise am altogether empowered, excited, full of Creative LOVE, in “cheerleader mode”, knowing and powerful, I am future “me” Denise whose ‘been there, done that’ already so she already knows what’s what and why and what’s coming next and so on. That future “me” knows all about the things that present “me” has, is and will be going through and Embodying etc. To the future “me”, everything is Divine and perfect, on scheduled and unfolding better and faster than intended.

Now, if you can take these three, these triple crown, triality, trinity, threesome aspects of yourself I just talked about—the past, present, and future “you’s” living the Ascension Embodiment Processes and all Working together to accomplish this in physical reality, if you can take them from linear to Spherical quantum consciousness then you’ll really get what I’m struggling to express. Go from linear awareness and seeming separation to, Hey babe, it’s ALL YOU and it’s ALL happening NOW!, and the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process makes much more sense to this present aspect self.

Past you freaks out over whatever from time to time. Present you is exhausted and beat to hell from being the Living Alchemical Container for the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process in the physical dimension in a physical body. Future you is the NEW Human, is the NEW Earth, NEW Humanity, the NEW YOU and is getting very excited because the other “you’s” have been at this business long enough that the “good shit” is on the brink of manifesting physically finally.

The key here is to never forget that you are also You and YOU, and even more and that ALL of you are and always have been Working together to get this thing called the Ascension Process done. And don’t ever forget that the present “you” is more powerful, strong and sacred than you have yet understood.

A few days ago I suddenly clairvoyantly Saw another massive energy Wave or energy pulsation coming towards us and Earth, but it was only a few feet away from me when I Saw it. The closeness and size of it made me go wide-eyed for a moment but it told me that there’s another huge energy pulsation about to hit us. I suspect it’s the September 2019 Equinox energies I Saw but what was more important to me was the knowing that there’s going to be nearly constant, I repeat, nearly constant energy waves or pulsations like this from here on out that will more quickly than anything prior, tear down the old past everything while simultaneously anchoring in much more of the future NEW energies, codes, consciousness, DNA and external reality in our present now. And this is just the beginner level of our becoming conscious of our multidimensionality, our being both linear and non-linear beings capable of Shifting all over the place, repeatedly.

What has been separated and far apart from each other are now only inches away, which means Triality past, present and future is about to become the NEW now everything individually, collectively and externally.

Because of all this and more, many of us have been and will be experiencing more so-called anomalies with linear time, linear space, linear consciousness and reality, the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, the Embodiment of our Higher Self/Selves with present us in our physical bodies and all that has been, is and will continue to quickly expand and evolve in each of us. Said another way, it’s gonna get even more weird and wonderful fellow Ascension and Embodiment co-Workers!

Because of all this don’t freakout or panic during those moments when “reality” just disappears from you and you’re left floating in the black vastness of a NEW level and state of being. It will soon be filled with NEW exceptionally good stuff. Don’t panic when linear time stops and you’re going about your business in timeless quantumness, Neutrality and lengthy Now Moment HighHeart being. Don’t panic when some negative old whatever or whoever etherically wafts through your home briefly on its way out. Don’t feel bad for feeling bad because who else can do what you can for you and for All? From here on out things are going to increasingly get both worse from one perspective and vastly better from another — the final Separation of Worlds. Ride this one out too just as you have for the past twenty, twenty-five or thirty years in this life. Be the many “you’s” and be them becoming consciously aware of each other all Working together so NEW Earth and NEW Humanity can happen and have a NEW place to step into.

Denise

September 13, 2019

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Third Time’s A Charm As They Say

“You’re in the fairy tale now!” — Mad Sweeney, American Gods

 

After what I called 2019’s awful April because it was for me and many incredibly physically painful in our skeletal structures and more, ascending Earth’s core has evolved from old 3D iron to NEW 5D and higher crystal. Sounds simple and easy doesn’t it, but this entire ongoing Ascension Process for All has been anything but. Everything, including humans, are and will continue to change for the positive more quickly now because of these colossal, all-encompassing planetary energy ascents. Again, even that sounds simple and ease and yet I and many have been experiencing the natural side effects of these huge positive changes which are physical things suddenly breaking-down and needing to be repaired or replaced.

On the one hand old Earth and everything on it is continually and literally crumbling under our very feet and lives. This is happening with tremendous acceleration in 2019 because the NEW codes, NEW crystalline Earth core and therefore the energies flowing through the Earth’s grids and humanity, and more people embodying more NEW Crystalline DNA every day. All this and more automatically causes accelerated collapse of old Earth and everything on it. How many of you have, like me, recently had something break in your house, vehicle etc. that you’ve had to repair or replace? There is no one aspect of the deterioration and collapse of old Earth and its global systems, reality and consciousness etc. and the manifestation of NEW Earth at a profoundly higher level. This, the Ascension Process, is and has always been a singular interlinked “Event”. Every time you embody and/or Embody more NEW higher energies, Light, DNA, codes etc., the more old lower Earth and everything of it breaks-down. Saturn Pluto conjunction in Capricorn doing exactly what they, and everything else, are supposed to now.

Friday May 3, 2019, it felt to me like all of you were gone and I was alone on Earth. Saturday May 4th I realized I had, once again, changed timelines which is why it seemed and felt like everyone else was gone. I had literally changed my position which is why it felt like I was alone and everyone was gone and so on. A lovely external world quietness, peace and overall sense of safety often accompanies these timeline changes we make, and we have made them many, many times already. However, this latest timeline change or shift or jump or whatever you prefer to call it, has to do with the things mentioned already and more, including today, Sunday May 5th the annual 5-5 Taurus Pleiadian energy downloads and Gate.

After the bone-breaking, gut-purging, heart-pounding, head-spinning energy changes and more NEW Crystalline DNA we embodied and Embodied throughout April 2019, the shift into May allowed me to perceive that something really big and important has been fully seeded and anchored into many of us and NEW Earth. I will describe what I currently perceive, feel and know this particular big and important change to be in my way using my terms. Over the past few days I read a couple of things by some different Ascension teachers/writers who are calling it the ‘Awakening of the Dove’. That term means very little to me other than I immediately thought, “Oh good, humanity has been evolved past warring with other humans.” It’s much more than that of course but hey, think about just that!

To me these April into May 2019 latest evolutionary energy changes showed that the many thousands of years of distortions made upon humanity to NEVER go within themselves, never rely on themselves for answers, higher insights, direct connection to and with God/Source/All That Is etc., never become self-empowered, never evolve, never “wake up” and notice the planetary prison bars around them all etc. has energetically been removed and greatly upgraded.

Humanity has been intentionally suppressed and diminished into greater belief of and actual separation from their own divinity, higher awareness, HighHeart, ability to directly consciously access Source and much more. Humanity has been driven into focusing exclusively externally for all that they want, need and desire. Humanity has been told for thousands of years that they have to always be focused externally for everything. You want to communicate with God, then you have to go to a religious middleman who claimed he could do it for you. You want to get your body healed, then you have to go to someone who specialized in a particular body part, not even your whole body but different parts of it to have them repair or replace it. You want to know what’s going on, then you have to go to another person or people—church, state, media—and have them define reality to you. Humanity has been led away from their own empowerment and belief that they even could know, feel, do and understand for themselves by themselves because they’ve been herded into constant external focus instead of focusing internally themselves.

You look within, you go within, you rely on your own abilities to know for yourself and you’ll find that you are Source manifest as this physical aspect. If you discover that God/Source is within then those who want you always focused externally can no longer control you, your consciousness and therefore reality. Old news.

NEW news is that the entire negative global con job has just been entirely removed and replaced with what I call internal focus. What has been entirely pushed and focused externally outside of humans has just been replace with organic individual internal focus and individual direct empowerment. In other words, humanity has just been freed from those old negative distortions and now are in the Process of having them replaced with NEW seeded internal focus on Self-as-Source physically incarnate. That is one profound evolutionary “shift” that’s just been laid on global humanity!

Remember back in April 2017 when Saturn was pummeled by seven solar flares? Remember why that happened? It was to energetically free Saturn, lord of physical manifestation and holding it in place physically, from all the negative distortions that had been intentionally placed on and in Saturn.

https://highheartlife.com/2017/06/22/saturn-the-the-2017-separation-escalation/

Remember the January 20, 2019 Lunar Eclipse Supermoon that happened at 0° Leo 52′? Here’s what I perceived about it.

https://highheartlife.com/2019/01/25/more-out-with-the-old-in-with-the-new/

Saturn, physical reality and holding it in place physically. The Moon, emotions and emotional energies in humanity and the negative distortions intentionally done to both of them to better control mass humanity in the past. [A few years ago I believe it was, David Icke did a lecture video about Saturn and the Moon and what all the negative aliens had done to them both and why.] It’s been these two planets that have come under Divine Intervention first for these very reasons.

The next layer of the remove and replace the old inorganic distortions has been this latest one that was strongly felt by many throughout April up to today, May 5, 2019. Again, some are calling this aspect the “Awakening of the Dove”. I’m calling it the freeing of humanity from ancient negative distortions designed to keep them always fixated externally, outside of themselves for everything they want, need and desire. I’m calling this third (trinity) aspect and phase of these ongoing evolutionary Divine unfoldments—1st Saturn, 2nd the Moon and 3rd Humanity—the turning inward, the shift back to individual internal focus and growing Self-empowerment and Self-sovereignty. Same thing just different names for it.

First Saturn Father, second Moon Mother, third global humanity freed to become the Divine Child/Children by shifting from distorted fixation on external everything as the end-all to relying on one’s personal direct higher knowing and relying on one’s own internal everything as their Divine Source connection to all they want, need and desire. This is the start of humanity becoming self-empowered, energetically sovereign and Conscious Creators. No more relying on external other people, gurus, gods, religions, ETs, tools, governments etc. to define reality for you and keep you locked in it humanity. This is your coming of age time, of turning 21 humanity and having to take personal responsibility for everything for yourself. That may sound scary and unpleasant to some now but trust me when I tell you that in a very short time you’re going to be so enthusiastic over your NEW abilities and freedoms. Much more coming of course, how could there not be much more coming after this powerful and necessary 1, 2, 3 Trinity blossoming?

Denise

May 5, 2019

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Why Such Different Levels Of Ascension Pain?

“Like Anna, I also wonder and feel many times like asking you that the First Everythingers like Celia Fenn, Sandra Walter, Lisa Renee, Barbara Marciniak, Aluna Joy, Lee Karol (Kryon) Inelia Benz etc. – do they also feel so awful while going through this AP/EP and for so long like you, me and so many who comment in this forum? I have read a couple of their posts but it doesn’t seem so. Especially those who channel some entities while all of us are going through so much in our lives in the name of AP/EP for nearly 20 years now. So what is the reason for our prolonged agony of AP/EP and theirs not? Do you have some insightfulness from your higher perspective? Please share. Thank you.” — revital71

Anna and revital71 both asked me this in Comments under a previous article. Thank you both for your questions about this confusing and complex subject matter. ❤  There’s a variety of reasons why some Volunteer First Everythingers/Pathpavers etc. experience much more ascension related physical pains and for longer periods than others. There isn’t one or two reasons for this but many. Here’s a few of them.

Compressed Evolution Is Painful

Some Ascension teachers/writers claim that if you are experiencing ascension related physical pains it’s entirely caused by your ego. That is true and true up to a certain point however it’s not true for most Volunteer First Everythingers/Pathpavers beyond a certain point.

Evolution hurts physically and in every other way too. When wildly higher frequency evolutionary Light energies, energy Waves, NEW codes, consciousness and DNA etc. comes into physical contact with a lower frequency physical human body with a matching frequency ego, consciousness and all the rest of it, it quite naturally causes not only physical pains but psychological, emotional, mental, spiritual and energetic pains too. Not only is the physical body being repeatedly affected by higher Light energies continually pushing Universal, personal and collective across-the-cosmic-board evolution, but everything else is experiencing this too (cultures, societies, global belief systems, religious belief systems, financial systems and beliefs, political, governmental etc.) but each time by slightly higher and higher NEW frequency energies. These evolutionary Light energies have never been impacting each human at the same unchanging level and frequency but have constantly been doing so at slightly higher and higher levels over the past twenty years and counting. The reasons for this are simple; the physical human body, central nervous system (CNS) and complex psyche (and external physical reality etc.) could not handle going from such a dense carbon-based third dimensional dualized level, world and reality up to a much higher, less dense, crystalline-based fifth dimensional level and state of individually integrated unification and consciousness while remaining in their physical body. There are no instant Hollywood special effects with the Ascension Process. It is physically lived one energetic Stair-step at a time over linear time so the physical body, CNS and human psyche survive the colossal undertaking that is Universal evolution happening in this lifetime intact, undamaged and profoundly evolved.

There should be no shame or shaming in evolution. The difficulties, traumas, fears and uncertainties that every human ego goes through because of the natural evolutionary Ascension Process is normal for where we all began this process from! In the lower 3D pre-ascension Earth reality the human ego was lord n’ master and the dominant tool and perceptual lens on all of “reality”, so to suddenly have it start a Process of what it perceives is its unavoidable demise is terrifying so it fights hard for its continued survival, just like all else has that came from the old lower 3D patriarchal world. None of this is pretty, easy or pleasant for the most part but it is normal for compressed evolution. So I repeat, there is no shame or shaming in compressed evolution.

 

YOUR Volunteer Ascension Mission Ground Crew

Many of the ascension timeline Volunteer First Everythingers/Pathpavers were pre-incarnationally coded to automatically begin the Ascension Process in their physical bodies when the Sun reached the halfway point of it crossing the Galactic Equator around 1998—1999. [The ‘Galactic Alignment’ period unfolded from 1980–2016, making the halfway point 1998–1999.]

When the great call went out that help was needed with the upcoming Universal evolutionary Ascension Process, those who Volunteered to help intentionally inserted multiple aspects of themselves into different physical incarnations on Earth across thousands of years of linear time in different countries. They did this to individually learn and experience certain things themselves but to help with the Ascension Process that would begin on the physical level many thousands of years in the linear “future”. Many Volunteers intentionally placed different aspects of themselves in different “past lives” on Earth across the astrological Ages, thousands of years apart and most of them in different countries and cultures etc. The reasons this was done was to have varied quantum crash-course educations in many of the great Initiatory Mastery Schools across time around the planet. My past life book The Temple of Master Hotei was one of these, as were two past lives in ancient Egypt, the second one a few thousand years later, and a couple other incarnations in Europe and the UK areas. Why did most of the Volunteers do this? It was deliberate prep Work for the timeline incarnation when the Ascension and Embodiment Processes would begin physically on Earth. They all did this to help the aspect that would be the one physically incarnate during the time of the actual physical level Ascension and Embodiment Processes on Earth. I’m talking about you reading this.

This is why most of you reading this incarnated in this life and time with multiple highly knowledgeable Initiate incarnations and credentials behind you. They all were meticulously planned to take place in locations around the world in different times and cultures so as to best prepare and help THIS aspect of you directly living, embodying, Embodying, seeding and anchoring the Ascension Process and NEW Light energies, codes, consciousness, HighHeart and DNA into you and your body for all future humans and more too.

If some of you are whirling from that larger and more complex realization and perspective of how valuable this version of you actually is —no pressure of course—here comes the extra responsibilities, pains, traumas, wisdom, benefits and integration Work because you are the Ascension Process ‘Standard bearer of your Soul’ (an old Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian term) of your entire Ascension Mission Ground Crew.

When those who Volunteered to assist with the Universal Ascension Process placed multiple aspects of Itself into different incarnations in different times in different locations around the Earth, they did so to quickly and thoroughly educate themselves and give each aspect all of the Higher Awareness tools they needed to collectively aid the one aspect that would incarnate during the actual physical Ascension Process time on Earth. There are of course other aspects of US that did not incarnate into physical bodies in the third dimension but continued Working from different higher dimensions, different star systems, galaxies, Light realms and so on. I am however talking specifically about all those aspects of you/You/YOU that did incarnate physically on Earth across linear time to gain firsthand training and knowledge about being human, being physical, being in Duality etc.

As you hold that higher level perspective of yourself/selves and why they did this in your awareness, the next step is to reverse it all because it’s this version of you that’s currently bringing it all Home from the ascending physical dimension. The YOU that Volunteered and sent multiple aspects of Itself into different physical incarnations around Earth and across linear time, did so to quickly collect the necessary firsthand Initiate trainings, higher knowledge and important related experiences in both sexed bodies. YOU did this to aid the last aspect, which is this you reading this with your part of the Mission which is living the Ascension and Embodiment Processes in a physical body and seeding the NEW everything for humanity and more. This aspect of you is the one that’s doing all the other aspects the gift of energetically clearing everything each of them accumulated during all of their incarnations, which they did to help YOU here now. See how they prepared and gifted you with the training, tools and knowledge needed for this life and time of Ascension, and, how you’ve gifted them by energetically transmuting and clearing everything they held within each of themselves from having lived difficult lives learning all the things that were intended to help you do your part of the Ascension Process Work here, now. 

You reading this are the aspect that’s been the one clearing all the past karma, traumas, negativity, wounds, etheric scars, negative etheric alien implants, guilt, fears, attacks, being different, being tortured and/or murdered for being the Light throughout the Darkest ages. You reading this are the aspect that’s been Working on resolving and clearing all the stuff and junk from all the other Volunteer Ground Crew aspects. Because of this and other reasons, you have had far more on your Ascension plate than most other people which means you’ve had more physical pains and other issues because you’ve processed far more over the past 20–30 years. Not everyone living the Ascension Process chose this quantum crash course multiple lives across linear time tactic which is why everyone does NOT have the same level of physical pains due to the Ascension Process. Not everyone was willing to risk so much and take on so many more pressures, responsibilities, pain, suffering, knowledge and power on within that one individual aspect—the you reading this—who was designed and greatly aided to incarnate and bring it all Home.

 

Beware Of The Egos

I know there are some ascension teachers/writers/lectures who have not publicly shared their personal Ascension Process journeys and related physical pains, emotional and psychological difficulties and attacks by Team Dark. I know some of the reasons why some decide to not share them with their readers. I know this because I’m someone who has intentionally shared my personal journey—the good, bad and the ugly of it—with my readers from the start and because of my honesty I’ve come under repeated ego-based, lack of higher awareness attacks, disrespect, preaching and promoting of other people’s information and insistence that I read it and/or someone’s channeled messages by certain readers. In their minds what I write about that’s based on my personal experiences and current Higher Awareness isn’t correct and they try to promote certain other people’s writings on my website. I could have spared myself all this bullshit by not publicly being honest and sharing what I’ve experienced but that’s not who and what I am and is the exact opposite of why I write about the Ascension Process. Light is information, even when it’s dark, unpleasant and painful.

Some Ascension teachers/writers haven’t publicly shared their personal ascension related pains and difficulties because they have always known that ego-based people with little to no Higher Awareness will immediately attack them for being honest, for being “transparent”. Those people are ever-ready to lecture you about what all you’re doing wrong. They see your honesty as weakness and automatically attack and insult, disrespect and preach what they believe to be “the truth” at you. They believe you haven’t eaten enough broccoli, haven’t mediated enough, haven’t cleared your energy field enough, are the only evil, haven’t had enough body workers work on your body for you, haven’t read the right channeled material or found the right teacher, guru, book, belief system and on and on. To unaware egoic people your honesty about what you have and are personally experiencing at your current level and ability is entirely wrong because they are stone-cold clueless about embodying (lower case e ) the Ascension energies, and Embodying (capital ) your Higher Self/Selves, Crystalline Christ frequency, Triality, Divine Mother Father Source and more. But that’s how egos roll.

More importantly to me is the Work, the journey itself, and oftentimes the difficulties and in this case the downright negativity of what I have, you have, we have personally experienced and learned that’s so important to honestly share with others. Again, compressed evolution hurts, and in this case it’s been negative, dangerous and highly unpleasant at times too because where we started the Ascension Process from was total Darkness and negativity. To me it’s all part of the Ascension Process and no one part of it is better or more desirous than any other. I’m not saying I want any more attacks from Team Dark but I’m also not fixated on bliss or nirvana or any other sort of endless fluffiness, that’s too much old Duality consciousness for me. Get rid of the monsters, open your HighHeart, then keep opening it a lot more and continue doing that because it’s time to let a lotta Source God All That Is is back in and be Embodied. I may feel totally different tomorrow about this but for today, I’m content being this much closer with Source in and through my evolving, Embodying physical body and self. The Conscious Creating fun is up next.

 

Sensitives, Empaths & Ascension

This one is obvious. If you’re a Sensitive you automatically feel more from everything all the time and always have. If you’re an Empath you feel more from everyone else all the time and always have. Translated, you hurt more because you feel more yourself, and if you’re also an Empath you feel even more than that because you feel what other people feel. How adorable is that? And if all that wasn’t enough, during the current global Dark Night and Separation of Worlds, feeling humanity and Earth, Elementals and animals, planets and Suns etc. has been and often in 2019 is way too much which is another reason abundant quietude, privacy, physical stillness and self-care time is mandatory every day. The majority of pains Sensitives and Empaths have been feeling the past few years is due to the constant NEW and higher Light energies, NEW codes and DNA and simultaneously feeling humanity freaking out from experiencing the global Dark Night. It’s shit-show time out there and we’ve known it was coming for many years but none of that reduces what most of us are feeling coming from humanity and from the end of the global patriarchy. The amplified and in your face polarization taking place around the world is not easy for anyone and very much so for Sensitives and Empaths.

I feel other people whether I want to or not and in the world today with all that’s been going on in so many governments around the world, we empathic folks are being constanly bombarded by other people’s fears, egos, anger, hate, greed, stupidity, panic, lack of discernment, common sense and hourly increasing imbalance. For Sensitives and Empaths, which most Bluerays and other Volunteers are, just being alive now hurts more in every way imaginable. Whatever, keep Embodying and doing your job but know that you won’t always have to feel them like you have.

 

Team Light & Team Dark

Another reason many of us have always experienced more Ascension related pains than other people is because we’ve been the first ones under constant attack by Team Dark. It’s because we incarnated with an agenda and Light from Source. We’ve been on the most important Mission imaginable—breaking humanity, Earth and all else out of invisible Team Dark prison. And because Team Dark hasn’t wanted to lose anything they stole long ago, they fight back hard and continuously to survive this Ascension Process and Separation of Worlds and Timelines.

When a group (the Ground Crew) intentionally arrives on Earth to stop you from para-siting off of humanity and Earth anymore, those parasites typically attack that group. They don’t run down the street and randomly attack Joe Blow watching TV guzzling beers or whatever. They attack and continue attacking people within that group who they know are here now to end their reign of terror on humanity and Earth. Not much else needs to be said about this aspect of why some of us experience far more pain and painful attacks etc. than others. If there’s no threat, there’s no attacks.

What Sign Are You?

Another reason some are far more affected by the ascension energies has to do with their ASC — sign ascending or on the cusp of the first house, their Sun sign, house emphasis, element(s) emphasis, aspects and everything natal astrology related. If you’re familiar with Astrology then you know that some signs are naturally far more sensitive than others, and some signs are much less sensitive and so on. So, in all fairness, every persons individual energetic astrological template blueprint—what astrologers call their Natal Charts—should be taken into consideration in all this too.

For those of you with astrological knowledge, and can see into your own current life’s natal chart and understand exactly why you have the planets in the signs and houses and aspects and even transits too throughout the Ascension and Embodiment Process, you know your natal chart from a higher level of awareness and purpose and that is directly connected back to the YOUR Volunteer Ascension Mission Ground Crew information. Don’t you know that YOU would have you energetically imprinted at physical birth in this ascension incarnation with exactly what you needed astrologically to not only learn from this lifetime but do your Ascension Mission Work as a First Everythinger to the best and highest of all of your abilities? Every bit and aspect of all this is intentionally created with and for maximum and highest possible end results for this you aspect and for All else as well during this Ascension Process. View your Natal Chart with this in heartmind, along with all the transits that have taken place for the past 20–30 years or so and you’ll be astonished at the complex perfection of it all. All that’s left is the living and Embodying of IT.

There are more reasons than what I’ve listed for why many of us feel ascension pains more intensely than most but this should give you a good sense of the many whys of it. So don’t ever feel bad for feeling bad via the Ascension and Embodiment Processes because there are many reasons, important reasons why you feel things in such amplified ways. Great job everyone, thanks and don’t stop doing what you’re so great at doing. It’s why you’re here now and much needed. ❤

Denise

April 7, 2019

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It’s Bridge Crossing Time

 

“I hope this isn’t a silly question. But how does one know which train they are getting on so to speak? The thought of staying behind to continue carrying others forward is almost unbearable to me. I feel like I’ve been doing this unknowingly and knowingly in one form or another since I was very young and I simply can’t/don’t want to do it anymore. It has taken nearly everything out of me. I feel like I need to move forward for my own survival at this point. I have spent a lot of time wondering if I was being selfish feeling this way. I can’t help but want to cling to what you said, Denise- “It is NOT our jobs from this point forward…”
xoxo” — Francesca — March 21, 2019

Because Francesca’s Comment feelings and question is important I’m quoting it here so it’s seen by people who may not read Comments under every article at HighHeartLife. Thank You for it Francesca. ❤

Many females have lived many years trying to be Super Mommy and eventually experience severe mommy burnout. It’s young mothers working themselves half to death, or craziness, certainly exhaustion, trying to do too many things every day and night for everyone else while she ignores herself, her body and physical, emotional, mental, energetic and spiritual well-being. Typically doing this for years has a crash n’ burn finale because no one, female or male, can sustain that level of daily output and expect to come out of it unscathed. When mommy doesn’t take care of herself for extended periods while living like a Mega Super Hero 24/7/365 for everyone else, not only does she suffer in multiple ways but so too does her children and husband/mate/partner and important others in her life.

I’m mentioning this because most Volunteers have done this same thing for the past twenty years and are beyond exhausted and deeply have what Francesca is feeling, lets call it, Pathpaver burnout. As she herself mentions she doesn’t want to do that level of ascension Work anymore because she knows from a higher level that phase is indeed very much done. It’s just that most of us find that after twenty years or so of unwavering laborious head down workhorse plowing the Earth fields so the NEW can be planted in the near future—which is what’s now happening—it’s sometimes hard to put down those old cleaning and clearing tools and give ourselves permission to move into the next phase. We all become habituated to the, to our personal previous ascension Mission Work jobs and levels and have to be aware of when each phase is done and we’re needed to move on to the next. Trust yourselves when you find you’re having a guilt-tinged debate with yourself about not wanting to continue doing the old ascension jobs when every cell in your body is impulsing you to immediately shift into the next phase and level of the, of your personal Ascension and Embodiment Processes.  If you’ve misjudged your current feelings and desire to move on when your not ready to, then you’ll know that quickly! But, if your desires are not ego-based but coming from higher knowing that it’s time for you to make further personal changes and evolve to the next level and phase, then do so and don’t second guess yourself.

The first phase Pathpaving is done, done and all done, as is the main cleaning and clearing out the old lower 3D patriarchal stuff and junk. Others can continue doing that at the levels they’re currently at now if that’s what they want to do, but for those of you who know in your HighHeart and soul that it’s time for you to move on to the next level because you’ve been Embodying the NEW codes in 2018, and much more so in 2019, and understand how important it is that you/me/we do exactly that now.

Have You Seen the NEW Triangles & Other NEW Energies Yet?!

 

  

 

 

This is a hot topic, as it very well should be, because it’s such a rare and profound event and you’re here now and the first to physically Embody the NEW Earth core energies, the NEW Crystalline DNA, all of the NEW templates, blueprints and energies for Earth, humans and all life on NEW Earth. You first Embody them so that the rest of humanity that’s willing to evolve can back to full Source intended Divine original design. No more old negative alien distortions, no more disconnected human DNA, no more vile control and lock-down devices, no more constant vital energy thefts by parasitic aliens and other energetically ravenous monsters, and no more old lower Earth world. This is why you don’t want to and are no longer needed to Pathpave by clearing and cleaning and trying to gingerly persuade other people to step out of the old negative darkness and insanity and up into the evolutionary Light and true freedom.

These NEW crystalline triangle Trinity DNA codes (not old Expired lower dual Duality), plus all the other NEW energies and waves of energies are all delivering the NEW templates and NEW DNA for NEW humans on NEW Earth and everywhere else. This started in 2018, slowly at first as is always the case, and those of us that were aligned with the Sun and had been and continue Embodying the NEW solar energy transmissions repeatedly saw with open eyes the Sun solar flashing and flickering Light. I’ve seen them with my physical open eyes every day for much of 2018 and I’m still seeing it today. I see the solar flickering Light most easily when I physically, not clairvoyantly, look at my white ceilings inside my house. When I started seeing this last year I first thought it was a light-bulb in a lamp that was flickering but when I look directly at the lamp or lamps they never flicker. This flashing and flickering Light I and many of you have been physically seeing and clairvoyantly Seeing is you completely aligned with the Sun and solar Light energies and you have Embodied them. In other words, you are a human on Earth whose Embodied—carries and transmits—the same energies that the Sun does. This whole thing about the Solar Flash “event” is yet another very misunderstood aspect of the Ascension and Embodiment Processes. Heck, I thought what I was seeing inside my house were bad light-bulbs in my lamps when in fact it’s been me producing this Light flickering and flashing inside all along.

Now, lets be very clear and honest about this next part because it’s important. There cannot be a growing number of incarnate humans (Volunteers, First Everythingers, Starseeds etc.) on Earth Embodying NEW Divine DNA, be energetically aligned with the Sun and all it’s transmitting, be fully connected to the NEW Crystalline Earth core, Embodying the NEW codes/templates/blueprints etc. and not have that fact automatically in turn alter external physical reality. The more you/me/we Embody these things, the bigger and faster the Separation of Worlds is happening. We are the “event” because we’re Embodying everything that needs to be so that the “event” can and will happen externally.

As highfalutin as that may sound everyone needs to know that it now feels and is far more strange, weird and seriously peculiar than any of us would have imagined! I’m experiencing moments that are very nice, smooth, private, calm, empowered and beautiful beyond words. I’m also experiencing the total opposite and having moments and longer periods where it feels like my house, with me in it, are free-falling through space and that is perfectly “normal” for what’s happening now. I’ve also been experiencing periods where I feel like I’m disintegrating, dispersing throughout space, remaining more together and falling through space, losing all touch with the old world and reality (Separation of Worlds) which is absolutely wonderful, hearing the strangest of sounds, feeling like I’ve never felt before and having a knowing that all this and much more is normal for where we’re at within this process now.

For your entertainment. For the past two nights in a row I’ve been awakened around 1:00–1:30AM or so, and then again around 4:00–5:00AM, by a very loud sound that to me sounds completely physical. I’m asleep in my bed when suddenly I’m wakened by the loud sounds of a big plastic trash bin (ours here have two wheels on the back of it to push or pull it around) being rolled down the sidewalk right behind my house. I wake up all pissed off at the bleeding idiot whose rolling a big trash bin down the freaking sidewalk at 1–1:30AM. I lay there in my bed in the dark listening for any sound at all and I hear nothing other than the sounds of the moving trash bin. Then a few minutes later I physically hear—all this sounds 100% physical to me—the sounds of a bull/cow moving around and knocking the trash bin around. WTF?! A cow or bull at 1:30AM in the city either in my next door neighbors backyard banging around trash bins or on the sidewalk directly behind my house doing so? I was awakened again by what sounded like hooves trotting down the sidewalk right behind me at 5:00AM this morning followed by more moving trash bin sounds. Seriously? OMG how much more weird can it get? Where the hell am I actually? I sense I shouldn’t even ask at this point but hang on tight and ride this NEW transitional business out and do my best to not get weird myself about how deeply strange it occasionally gets.

We’re not back there in old negative land, nor are we fully yet in NEW Earth land either but in some truly inconceivable in-between transitional place, space and state of being. Much or all of 2019 may be this and more so everyone be ready for a very NEW and different ascension Embodiment adventure as we transition through these Divine evolutionary changes. More to talk about but will do so in Comments under this article. I need a nap because some damned cow kept playing with trash bins all night again and woke me up repeatedly. 😡

Denise

March 24, 2019

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The Disappearing Darkness

I’ve experienced plenty of negative supernatural things throughout my lifetime that I didn’t include in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010), but feel should be shared now as the old lower frequency Duality disappears. All these negative Team Dark aliens, entities and inorganic distortion systems have diminished since 2011 and 2012, but some are tenacious and linger, fighting to survive the Ascension Process and Separation of Worlds. In 2019 we’re in a profound acceleration of these negative beings and their old Earth distortion creating control systems being energetically dismantled by a variety of natural evolutionary Light energies, Waves and pulses, numerous multidimensional Team Light beings and some of the aspects of you reading this. People need to consciously know how severe and pervasive the negativity has been in our current lifetimes during the Ascension Process on Earth. I’m sharing some more of my personal Team Dark experiences because they’re amazing, shocking, interesting and educational despite the negativity and suffering they’ve caused. This is where we’ve been with Duality, not where we’re evolving into Unity, so as you read please remain neutral in all ways. It just is what it has been and this is us evolving beyond that level and frequency range of the disappearing old cycle. Also, these two big trigger years below explain why Team Dark has increased they attacks on most of us.

  1. With the start of 1999, the Sun entered the Photon Band of 7D Light, which is why many of us were energetically triggered to begin the Ascension Process on the physical biological level that year.
  2. With the start of 2013, the Earth was finally fully within the Photon Band of 7D Light year-round, which is why it’s been as it has post December 2012.
  3. In 2019 to early 2020, the evolutionary energetic separation from the old lower everything into the NEW higher will reach the final breakthrough breakaway point.

Because of the unaware Team Dark reversal spin talk I’ve gotten from some people online since 2003 after I’d shared personal experiences with these negative entities and aliens, I need to say this. One of the main tools of the trade that Team Dark has always used is reversing, inverting what is organic and true into reversed inorganic “spin” distortions so they can use it to preserve themselves. When you denounce Source you create a situation where you have to parasite from other living beings—like humanity—to sustain yourself because you’ve intentionally disconnected from Divine Source and those natural life-sustaining energies.

For many years a lot of people believed that if I or anyone was having negative encounters and experiences with Team Dark—negative aliens, many of their lesser creations, negative AI devices, devils and demons and lesser entities etc.—it was because there was something “wrong” with me, with us or something we needed to be doing or not doing etc. In other words, these people have falsely believed that if someone is experiencing attacks from nonphysical aliens and entities then it’s entirely because of you. Some people don’t even believe that Team Dark has existed, that’s how good a job they’ve done on human consciousness.

If you or I Volunteered to incarnate on physical 3D old patriarchal Earth during the Ascension Process to transmute density and negativity and replace it with organic, Source created evolutionary Light, then know that you, me, we of the First Ascension Light stuck out like crazy in what was total Darkness on physical Earth. In other words, we glowed in the Darkness that was Earth and because of that Team Dark saw us, felt us, recognized us and knew why we were incarnate on Earth in these lives during the Ascension Process. They knew immediately who and what we were and why we were here now, and from their perspective we’ve been Enemy # 1 from the first moment we incarnated in these lives. It took me the first few painful decades of this life to figure this dangerous fact out. It also took me a while to figure out that the more Light you incarnate with and increase from that point forward on a totally Dark controlled planetary system, the more potential you have to transmute and remove very large amounts of negativity, density, negative residual energies and timelines. Others with much less Light or no Light at all cannot do this so they pose no threat to Team Dark beings and their agendas. Many Volunteers, Starseeds, Lightwarriors, Bluerays etc. have been repeatedly attacked by Team Dark beings and their AI devices because we’ve always been a huge threat to them, not because we’ve done something “wrong”. See the reversal, the inversion, the flip spin about just this by unaware humans? See the lack of greater awareness in those people who shame and blame you for being attacked? See why I’ve gotten angry at times with people who’ve unknowingly drank the Team Dark Kool-Aid and preached shame, blame and lack of “love” at those of us who’ve been doing our ascension Mission Work while being attacked because of it? Being attacked by negative nonhuman aliens and entities is one thing, being attacked by unaware humans is in many ways even worse because they’re who we’ve tried to help all along.

“Ooh, dear Denise, please do write an article about healthcare environments. 💖  I’ve worked for the NHS (in an administrative role, not clinical) for ten years. I find it fascinating, but the more that time goes on, I am very aware of the darkness, and your comments about this made me shudder. It’s something I’ve known deep down but denied, as I always wanted to help people, but i don’t think it’s really helping working somewhere that keeps people locked into their misery…”   Charzi

This Comment by Charzi was on another article in response to my sharing a bit about what I experienced when in a Nursing Home visiting my mom in 2014. Thank you for it Charzi. ❤

Before I share some of these negative experiences it will be helpful to know that I was born with the abilities to clairvoyantly See, clairaudiently Hear, empathically Feel, clairsentience Sensing of others energies and emotions etc., and claircognizant Knowing. What makes being “psychic” even more interesting has been the Ascension Process. Not only have my ESP abilities from birth slowly evolved due to the unfolding Ascension Process, but what I’ve perceived and how has also changed repeatedly because the dimensional Veils have been nonexistent since 1998–1999. This has been weird, confusing and highly interesting from my perspective, because from birth, my ESP abilities took place in the 3D patriarchal Earth world frequency that existed before the Ascension Process began. Then they existed on the physical plane when the Ascension Process began, then dealing with the evolutionary journey from 3D physicality into and through the 4D Astral, then finally reaching the 5D frequency range where we physically are today. With conscious ESP and Higher Awareness abilities, those evolutionary transitions from one dimension with its frequency and inhabitants into another and another has been extraordinary, and at times confusing to physically live through and witness minus all the old familiar dimensional energy Veils and borders.

It was 2013 and I’d taken my mom to her female eye doctor to have her eyes checked to get an updated prescription for new lens. I’ve always hated doctors offices, medical labs, hospitals, Big Pharma, pharmacies, and pretty much all things patriarchal “medical”. If you’re clairvoyant and carrying a good bit of Light then you’d hate them and more too. The eye doctor’s office was packed as all doctors offices always are and I was doing my best to not be affected by the negativity, noisy organized chaos and the physical and etheric filth in the place while I was stuck there waiting. After a bit the male doctor that worked out of the female eye doctor’s office as a plastic surgeon, who was her husband from another country, came out of his work area and immediately locked in on me sitting there in the packed waiting room. I’ve experienced encountering Team Dark in the physical many times but evidently this was the first time this human male doctor had physically encountered someone from Team Light. I thoroughly enjoyed his unexpected shock and dismay and the shoe on the other foot type Ascension moment. I instantly knew who he was and he sensed what I was and it got intense very quickly. He froze in place and stood there staring at me with that deep unrestrained bottom-of-the-pit hatred that only Team Dark has when someone of Team Light is present. It’s impossible to express their absolute hatred of Team Light and of humanity in general.

I sat there energetically radiating and telepathing to him and his etheric alien Reptilian puppet-master who I could clairvoyantly See above him, that I wouldn’t take any crap from either of them. (Whenever I’ve found myself in the presence of Team Dark physically and/or etherically, I don’t go into fear but automatically into Lightwarrior mode and am deeply empowered. This is not a conscious linear thing or intellectual intention on my part but an instant automatic response and I’m very grateful for it.)  I telepathed that I was willing to fight to the death right there in front of everyone in the office if necessary. After I expressed my Energy Signature I immediately began clairvoyantly Seeing images and Feeling the emotions and physical sensations that this human male plastic surgeon AND his Reptilian handler got from performing physical surgeries, mostly on female humans. It was the perfect profession for this human male and all others like him that are owned and operated by negative aliens and/or other Team Dark beings. These human doctors are nothing more than “middlemen” between the human patients and the nonhuman, nonphysical negative aliens and other entities that feed off of them and their surgeries, blood and pain.

The images they showed me were of the human plastic surgeon cutting open women’s faces, breasts, bellies and such and getting aroused and intoxicated from physically butchering female humans and males too. Both human surgeon and alien Reptilian were inflicting physical pain on humans, mostly female humans which was even better because they are so deeply hated by Team Dark beings. The doctor got to physically cut and carve on females and energetically feed his blood-lust and desire to butcher humans plus get paid a lot of money for his “services”. He grinned maliciously at me after their visual and sensory Energy Signature was sent to me and I smiled slightly back to let him know that I was already very aware of all this. After our telepathic exchanges the human surgeon retreated back into where he’d been prior and did not come out the remainder of the time I was there.

Another common experience I’ve had many times was when I’d have to take my mom to the lab for blood work. Like doctor’s offices, these places are always packed which only makes the whole experience even more miserable. Because lesser negative entities have a great energy blood-lust, they’re typically encountered in almost all medical labs, hospitals and other places where human and animal blood and pain is. This includes tattoo and piercing parlors etc.

I’ve gotten bitten a few times while waiting in the corner for the lab technician to draw blood from my mom. Both times I felt a sting and instant itching in my inner wrist or the top of my hand and a tiny bump would manifest physically where I’d been bitten by the nonphysical parasite. That’s how infested these places are with nonhuman, nonphysical hungry parasitic entities swimming around like sharks waiting for someone to throw out more human chum for them, which the lab techs do day in and day out. Just being in that physical space where these negative parasite entities are for ten minutes was all it took for me to get bitten, and I put energy protections up around each of us before we leave in the car yet these types of things often still happen.

As many of you already know my mom was rushed via ambulance at 3:30 AM August 2014, to a hospital in another town that did heart bypass surgeries. They were going to do the bypass heart surgery the next morning just before noon. The speed of all this let me know it was a very serious situation. After a lot of freaking out on my part, I figured out where this hospital even was and got myself there around 10:30 AM. I’d never been on an Intensive Care hospital floor so it was a very strange and severe place for a Seer Sensitive to experience. Once I got into the surgical prep room where my mom was, I clairvoyantly Saw three tall Lightbeing Angels energetically holding the space around her at her head in that typical triangular formation; two flanking on each side and slightly behind the one positioned slightly forward. I instantly knew Seeing them that it meant she would survive the triple bypass surgery.

A half hour later the surgeon entered this prep room and the moment he saw me he looked surprised. I don’t know what that was about or what he saw but I immediately knew he was the surgeon because there was this dead Caucasian male in his late 70s or 80s with an etheric string-like attachment to this living physical surgeon. The dead man was etherically tethered to the physical surgeon and constantly floated along behind him up near the ceiling like a balloon on a string. I Saw this and said, “Hi, you must be the surgeon,” and we shook hands and he confirmed he’d begin doing the heart bypass on my mom in an hour. Three Lightbeing Angels and one dead human male attached to the surgeon like a balloon floating behind him constantly. I was surprised it was only one dead human attached to the surgeon because usually it’s more.

After this brief meeting and exchange with her surgeon I couldn’t get out of the hospital fast enough. I made a wrong turn driving home and ended up in another city. My unseen higher team yelled at me to turn into a Walgreen’s store that was right there and go in, which I immediately did. Just inside the door I was confronted by a lovely gay man “angel” the moment I entered and asked him, in tears, if he could tell me how to get to the city I lived in. He told me to go down the road that Walgreen’s was on—good one my higher assistants—and I’d end up back in my town. I hugged and told him why I was such a train wreck and that he was “my angle for the day” which made him cry. It was lovely and I’ve never been so grateful to a stranger than I was in that confused and lost moment of exhaustion. I returned to the hospital the next day and every other day after that while she was there, which was only seven days.

Next up was recuperation time in a Nursing Home for my mom after her triple bypass. Only two weeks after her triple bypass she had a stroke in the Nursing Home and was rushed to another hospital that specialized in strokes. After four days there she was transported back to the Nursing Home where she stayed for three full months. Keep in mind that this all happened in August through November 1st 2014 when she was released and I brought her home.

I’ve been in some truly horrible locations in the lower 4D Astral and this Nursing Home was comparable to that. It was that actually, meaning this physical Nursing Home existed in 2014, in the 4D Astral plane and frequency and I was nowhere near prepared for three months of having to go there for two or three hours every other day to bring clean pajamas for my mom, brush her teeth, make sure she drank enough water while I was there and so on. I’d arrive and walk into the center of that large building to where mom was and after spending two to three hours in that energy it was all I could do to physical walk my body back out and get outside and to my car. The density of that place was so extreme that my physical body would feel crushed by the heavy lower Astral frequencies and general negativity there and nearly cripple me to the point that I could barely walk out of the building and energies. The moment I was outside I’d feel the crushing pressures start to reduce but it would take the rest of the day for me to recover from having spent two hours in there.

When clairvoyantly Seeing and empathically Feeling things etc. has been the only life you’ve known, you get exceptionally good at ignoring the dark stuff that’s been everywhere constantly in very amplified ways since 1999 due to the start of the physical level Ascension Process. It’s there, you See it, you Feel it, it knows you can See and Feel it and you continue on like none of it is there but it very much is. Many of us have had to do this to survive the 4D Astral and old 3D Physical dimensions and worlds intermingled as we transitioned through them to reach higher frequency 5D. It’s literally been a case of humanity and Earth traveling through the fourth dimensional Astral plane for the past many, many years. Not so much fun for us but heaping piles of it for the Astral inhabitants. Look at the tourists everybody, dinner is served and we didn’t have to go anywhere to get it! 

The point I’m wanting to make is that the Nursing Home and so many other physical places existed at that time in the energy level and frequency that was the 4D Astral plane. There was no energetic Veil to keep the 4D Astral from the 3D Physical and vice versa, they both were mixed together for most of these past Ascension years which is why the paranormal quickly became the normal in the physical world.

The Nursing Home where my mom was kept for three months in 2014 existed physically in the Astral plane. I haven’t been back in that place or any hospital since 2014 so I couldn’t say what condition they’re in today, and I’m not going to check! I know that my bank has improved greatly since 2013, and it too physically existed in the Astral plane for many years like almost every other place has. So as an ultra Sensitive, going into the Nursing Home and spending two to three hours there just about did me in. As my mom improved I shortened my time spent there to two hours only and would go every third day to visit because I required that much time to recuperate from having gone there.

While in the Nursing Home I clairvoyantly Saw, heard and felt low-level 4D Astral entities feeding off of the human elderly people there. I Saw some of these nonhuman entities crawling all over patients beds, up the walls and across ceilings of the many rooms, and crawling over the patients physical bodies in bed and in wheelchairs laboring to get into the human’s physical bodies. Some of them were trying to dig their ways into the human patients heads and other body areas and so on. Many of them looked like emaciated black monsters while some others were more developed, strong and individualized while others less so. In other words, there is, or has been, a massive and complex hierarchy of Team Dark aliens and lesser beings and entities. Imaging the absolute worst and you’ll be close to some of what I Saw taking place every minute I was in that Nursing Home. Imagine classic hell-scapes and you’re very close to the truth of these situations we’ve all been going through for many years as we’ve evolved our ways through the 4D Astral to physically reach the fifth dimension with our physical bodies.

Changing directions with this topic, I want to conclude with my latest extremely painful physical attack and why it happened. It began around February 6–7th 2019, and took a full eight days and nights before the intense physical pain stopped. This was faster than the previous time I experienced this same type of attack in late 2015. I mentioned that attack when it happened because I’d never experienced an attack like this, plus it happened while I was looking in a magnified face mirror plucking my eyebrows so I saw it happen. I didn’t see it take place this time but it was an identical experience as the 2015 event. It sounds weird and strange but let me tell you it was incredibly painful physically and took the majority of strength I had to get through. Extended periods of nearly constant severe pain exhaust and weaken you quickly which is what this latest event did. I’m still not back yet and know that I just have to get it together because there is NO downtime anymore. There is only the next Ascension related event and it’s only a couple of hours away now in 2019!

We’ve all heard about those old beliefs about why people cover their mouth with their hand when they yawn. It was to keep negative entities out so they wouldn’t rush into their physical body when you had your mouth wide open yawning. Sounds like an old wives tale from long ago until something similar happens to you! I wouldn’t have believed what happened to me, twice now, unless I’d physically seen it happen in 2015.

A tiny pinpoint size of white colored light suddenly came flying into my view in the magnified mirror I’d been looking in from my left side. It traveled fast horizontally above my upper lip and below my nose level. Once it reached the area directly below my left nostril it made a sharp turn and flew upward into my nostril and then into the flesh of the top of it. It was about three hours after this that it started hurting in that exact spot in my nostril and by the next day the entire left half of my nose was red, hot, swollen and incredibly painful. This same thing happened to me again in February 2019, but this time it was my right nostril and I didn’t see it happen. By the next day my right nostril was red, hot to the touch, swollen and growing in size. The swelling this time was worse than it was in 2015 and it went up to my eye and down into my jaw and the right gland under the jaw. This time it made me feel sick and greatly weakened and of course the physical pain was extreme.

Before this happened I was already in pain from the latest NEW Light energies blasting away inside my head, eyes, skull, brain glands etc. but then this attack happened and I’ve spent ten or eleven days in February just doing my best to survive ten minutes at a time. I called in my Ascension Angels as I call them, repeatedly, to help me with quickly healing and removing this attack wound and any residual etheric and physical materials it may have deposited in my bodies. I also wanted to know why it had happened, again, and in 2019 and what I perceived about this was complex, multidimensional, multi-Selved, galactic and universal and all due to the Ascension Process and massive Separation of Worlds that’s roaring along right here and right now.

I perceived some other higher dimensional galactic Selves of mine with plenty of long-term interactions with Team Dark aliens, which wasn’t new information to me as I’ve been consciously aware of two of them most of my life. However, it was how all aspects of ME and Me and Denise me are currently Embodying and unifying in these NEW-to-all-of-us ways that I found interesting, even though it hurt like hell from my end! Make more conscious unification’s with more of your aspects across time space and dimensions and these weird so-called “anomalies” make a lot more sense. This is both about Unity and Unity consciousness and reality and about “First Contact” which isn’t going to be like anything we expected it to be. Just like December 21, 2012, and now in 2019, we’re living it all but these aspects of “us” don’t yet have the much larger picture clearly in view yet but we’re getting there fast now.

Long complex story short, is that what happens in higher dimensions with the many other YOU’S is now immediately felt and experienced in multiple ways “down here” on physical 5D ascending Earth by this aspect of YOU/You/you. Growing Embodiment and unity and unity consciousness. I got attacked for some things a couple of my other Higher Selves did eons ago in another part of the Galaxy but because Denise is the aspect in physical ascending Earth reality, I got attacked by Team Dark. All aspects of ME, Me, and me are all ONE after all and the Embodiment Process is bringing this overused and greatly misunderstood term into very real nonlinear fact for more Volunteers in 2019. Much more of this to come so be open, flexible, empowered even when flat on your back recuperating from whatever wherever, and know that this is just a small beginning of our NEW lives lived in these NEW higher unified ways. This attack was seriously debilitating both energetically and physically and yet when I began to perceive the larger more complex and multidimensional state of affairs concerning it, I was mildly amused and informed the other ancient Higher Selves aspects that they owed me on for taking this nose hit for them, for us all. 😉

First Contact is with the other Others that in this case are other aspects and Selves of YOU, You and you all getting increasingly re-connected with each other which is going to provide a very NEW and different perspective for all aspects and all Selves. This too is part of the current Separation of Worlds and much of it is taking place right inside of you and your physical body and the other aspects and Selves that are you too. The more we Volunteers, Bluerays, Starseeds, First Light Team etc. Embody, the more the Separation of Worlds happens both internally within each of us and externally in the physical and nonphysical worlds linearly and non-linearly simultaneously. My head feels like beams of Source Light LOVE are cutting into it as usual, my HighHeart is expanding and thumping again and my back is screaming so me and my war-torn nostrils are going to get horizontal for a bit and float in it ALL with Source and smile gently. It’s all very good. ❤

Denise

February 19, 2019

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A Look Back & Forward Into 2019’s Separation of Worlds

Egos Cannot Enter

For the past twenty-six years I’ve wanted the human population on Earth to be reduced from its current 7.5 billion and growing to around 2 billion globally. I didn’t know why I chose 2 billion but that’s been the number in my mind since 1992. More importantly than this spectacular reduction in worldwide humanity was the mandatory energetic Law that those 2 billion individuals had each energetically embodied higher frequencies—”ascended”—so that no one was miserable, uncomfortable, unsafe or mismatched vibrationally because another person or persons contained lower frequencies. It was energetically mandatory that the 2 billion individuals be well within the same higher frequency range to access to this NEW ascended Earth world.

The extreme developmental differences on old low-frequency Earth we all incarnated on contained sinners and saints, murderers and mystics, egos and avatars all existing side-by-side on the same planet at the same time trying to live, work, communicate and function like those radical different levels of development, focus, energy and expression were normal, acceptable and comfortable when they were anything but. That longstanding global misery and extreme mismatch of humans and human consciousness having to co-exist and pretend it’s okay and wonderful is rapidly ending right now and this blessed completion is what I’ve called the Separation of Worlds.

While working on this article off and on since November 2018 in-between living and Embodying all that’s taken place that month and this (unusually painful head and skull Pineal and Pituitary evolutionary expansions and related eye pains and more), I suddenly felt I needed to go to Inelia Benz’s site because there was something specific there I needed to see. Like I knew where I was going, I went directly to that information which was in her blog section dated November 15, 2018 and titled, What if every single low frequency advocate was to leave our planet?’ I’ll include a link to it at the bottom of my article outside my copyright so look for it there. I hope you will read and re-read it as it’s important and helpful. She also mentions a month in 2019 as a possible time for this to happen. [More discussion about this in 2019 by many of us however.] Inelia Benz is the first person besides myself that I’ve discovered ever mentioning this two billion number of people on ascended NEW Earth. I was very glad she revealed these particular percentages—72% of humans still existing in lower frequency and 28% of humans existing on a higher frequency ascended Earth and why—in her blog article. Thank you for it Inelia Benz, it was a welcomed confirmation for what I’ve wanted and sensed since 1992.  ❤

I’ve long known, as have many of you reading this, exactly what’s required to reach ascended, higher frequency, ego-free NEW Earth. It is individual evolution of energetically “ascending” out of the old lower Earth range of frequency and human ego as lord n’ master and matching ego-based consciousness. Ego, ego-based consciousness and lower frequency actions, words, thoughts and emotions cannot enter a higher frequency world due to the energetic mismatch.

How do you get to NEW ascended Earth in a physical body? YOU work on yourself and you work on ascending beyond your ego, your left-brain only linear thinking and into higher frequency, vastly more complex, creative and capable HighHeart feeling perception and emotional feelings instead of your ego-based left-brain patriarchal intellect as your only lens on absolutely everything. Typically this is much more difficult for males than females. Guys, dudes, male people, there have been a whole lot of profoundly negative reasons why males on Earth have been intentionally herded away from their hearts, emotional intelligence, higher awareness and feelings in general over the past many thousands of years. Simultaneously, females were not allowed to talk, speak, tell truth(s) or disagree with anything, while males weren’t allowed to emotionally feel much of anything. All this has changed but YOU still have to participate in your own evolution to get free of that lower frequency energy, frequency range and old patriarchal consciousness and intellect that goes with it. YOU have to do this in yourself for yourself by yourself. Welcome to the Ascension Process. Or not.

[None of that was directed at those of you who’ve done this and so much more years and decades ago. It was directed at those who aren’t even reading this now but hopefully may in the near future. Or not. Know however that the old lower frequency Earth world we all incarnated into will NOT be in physical existence for much longer. The energetic support for it has ended. It terminated with the December 21, 22, 23, 2012 Three Days Life Review and third and final Expiration Date.]

 

What Say You Volunteers?

Over a decade ago in 2007, there was an important particular higher dimensional meeting (there have been many) of all physically incarnate Universal Ascension Volunteers—aka Blue Rays, Starseeds, Forerunners, Pathpavers, Lightworkers etc.—to discuss and vote on whether the physical level Separation of Worlds was to begin in 2007 or not. I and many others voted for it to begin in 2007, but there were more who wanted to wait even longer to give more humans more time to begin the Ascension Process before the Separation of Worlds began. I wasn’t happy that there would be more of the ‘sequestered’ not here/not there painful same for we Volunteers for another decade and more, but that’s how that higher level meeting went and all of us, no matter how we voted, have done our highest best to continually embody and Embody higher and higher Light energies, NEW DNA and much more, plus continue to inform humanity via our writings about the compressed evolutionary Ascension Process taking place and that the Separation of Worlds would indeed eventually happen physically. That time has finally arrived fully on this physical level for all humans and it will greatly increase and accelerate throughout 2019 and 2020.

 

“Nothing Happened On December 21, 2012!”

I re-posted this old article on TRANSITIONS about my December 21, 22, 23, 2012 Three Day Life Review that’s interesting to read or re-read now in December 2018.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/12/29/on-the-other-side-of-the-12-21-2012-three-days-life-review-expiration-date/

I want everyone to know that every living breathing incarnate human on Earth on December 21, 22, 23, 2012, went through an alive Life Review during those three days. Normally everyone goes through this process after physical death. Additionally, the absolute final Expiration Date of the entire past Evolutionary cycle was reached during those three days which was why the living Life Review took place for all incarnate humans then. The December 21, 22, 23, 2012 Three Days Life Review happened to everyone whether consciously remembered or not. And the three major energetic completion Expiration Dates of October 2010, November 2011 and December 2012  was reached and finalized in December 2012 whether consciously understood or not. Multiple energetic stair-steps with the completion of the previous Evolutionary Cycle and multiple energetic stair-steps to the start of the higher NEW Evolutionary Cycle.

 

October, November, December 2018 Embodiment Processes

In December 2018 more Embodiers will gain one or a second or a third energy Crown which represents this particular level of the Crystalline Christ frequency Embodiment Process. I’ve written about this in a couple recent articles so won’t go into much detail about it again here. I know that for many Embodiers December 2018 is a culmination and trigger point within their individual Embodiment Processes that is and will continue to further activate larger evolutionary changes in external reality. There absolutely cannot be increasing numbers of unified Crystalline Christ frequency Embodied individuals walking around in physical bodies with NEW DNA and not have that automatically create further accelerated evolution and dramatic changes in external reality.

Because of the October, November and December 2018 energy changes many Embodiers have lived and continue to live—NEW DNA, Pineal and Pituitary expansions, eye and visual improvements, energy Crown accumulations and more—some are feeling the necessity to change more (again) because of what they’ve recently Embodied. These latest individual Embodiment expansions are causing many to feel the need to, once again, move on from old familiar people and certain ascension teachers/writers. This and other related evolutionary changes are normal as individuals continue Embodying more and discover they have to make additional personal adjustments—think personal trajectory shifts—because of the very changes they’ve been through this year and especially during October, November and December 2018.

What worked and helped before no longer is for growing numbers of people. The more one Embodies, the less one needs external sources of information and guidance to know what’s going on and why on Earth and other dimensions etc. We increasingly are becoming our own Individual sources of information and guidance which is one of many natural side effects of living the Embodiment Process. Ongoing Embodiment naturally causes each person living it to continue becoming increasingly self-sustained and primary. The more of your Higher Selves, Divine Mother, Divine Father and Source you Embody physically—reunite with—the less you need other people to guide, inform, teach and explain things to you. You have constant access to more than you yet know right within yourself constantly. Nonetheless, many Embodiers didn’t see this particular one coming (again) and have recently needed to make more personal changes due to their October, November and December 2018 Embodiment transformations. We’ve been through this repeatedly over these ascension years and decades, but the changes that have taken place due to higher-level Embodiment in 2018, are elevating many into greater levels of being, awareness, responsibility, life and external reality.

 

My Last Lower Breadcrumb Trail Mission

In October 2018, I knew I needed to briefly go one last time down into a couple of public forums and lay out some Ascension Process  information breadcrumbs. I did NOT want to do it because I already knew how I’d be received, perceived and treated by many people but I also knew this was the last time this will be done by me due to the Separation of Worlds. I will never again deliberately subject myself to low-frequency, low consciousness, unstable egocentric people who’d rather rip me to shreds than consider what I’m freely sharing in an attempt to help them with the evolutionary Ascension Process.

Knowing how this would go before I even did it I did it anyway for one last time before 2018 ends. I didn’t know where I was going to go but quickly found a paranormal forum in October 2018 and minutes later joined and wrote a few careful posts sharing some of my experiences. I didn’t get on a soapbox, I simply shared some personal experiences and insights gained from them. Tough fucking cookies kids because just that was way too much for that forum owner and her moderators and the old familiar negativity started almost immediately upon my arrival. I was there for four days when I left to return to higher frequency ground and the Light.

In late November 2018, I knew there were two more public online forums I needed to quickly pop into for the same reason. I found one spiritual/metaphysical forum through a pingback link here so after checking it out I joined that forum and carefully shared some handpicked personal experiences and Ascension related info. There was a very small handful of heart people there that gave me the room and peace to say a few things and I was grateful for that. But (oh you knew it was coming!) there were a couple egos that went hardcore defensive attack mode all over me. These people are vicious hate-filled, mentally and emotionally unstable people who cannot deal with anyone or anything outside their egos and narrow belief systems. And yes, most of these people are males. Not all of course but the majority have been males. Why? The past global patriarchal reign.

By the December 6th last New Moon of 2018, I was done and gone from that spiritual/metaphysical forum. Some breadcrumbs are there for those higher frequency eyes and hearts that can see and feel and not be threatened by higher truths and greater realities.

Lastly I went to a third younger type spiritual/metaphysical forum the first week of December 2018, and wrote only one post there because someone had asked if anyone knew about something specific and I did. After my one response post, three different people immediately came in and spewed numerous derailment posts about absolutely nothing and I was permanently gone. The breadcrumbs are there too for any with eyes that can see and hearts that can feel but I and most everyone else are now completely done and permanently gone from that disintegrating lower frequency world and its “72%” population. My personal October, November and December 2018 last low-level flyby breadcrumbs Mission at three different public forums was fulfilled.

 

NEW DNA Are Bridges First For Embodiers & Later For Humanity To Cross To Ascended Earth

The more NEW Crystalline Christ frequency DNA you Embody, the more external reality ascends. We who are Embodying first use these NEW DNA Crystalline Christ frequency connections happening in us and our bodies, but know too that these NEW DNA bridges in each of us are also energy bridges that humanity will cross when they’re ready to ascend to higher levels of being and reality. Some breadcrumbs are in the form of online written information and books etc., and other breadcrumbs are energy bridges like DNA codons that have been connected and become literal Pathways and bridges that humans will traverse later. Embodiers are Pathpavers, and Embodying more NEW DNA within us and our bodies now is Pathpaving for the rest of humanity to travel and cross those energy DNA bridges in the future.

As the old patriarchal world disintegrates and disappears, which will happen like crazy throughout 2019 and 2020, there needs to be in-place NEW DNA Pathways laid by the Pathpaving Embodiers so ready humans have evolutionary exit routes to follow as the Separation of Worlds escalates. Know that what you’re doing and suffering through now Embodiers is doing far more than you, me, we fully understand yet for humanity and beyond.

 

2019 & 2020 IS The Fat Lady Singing

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Pluto entered Capricorn November 2008 and remains there until November 2024. Saturn entered Capricorn in December 2017 and will remain there until December 2020. The exact conjunction of these two powerhouse physical reality-changing planets in Capricorn, last and highest of the Earth signs, takes place in January 2020. We will however be feeling the profound, quick and extreme evolutionary effects of this Saturn Pluto Capricorn applying conjunction throughout 2019.

Accompanying this Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn physical reality-altering conjunction event will also be the 2020 grand finale of the Sun, Mercury, Mars, Jupiter and South Node all in Capricorn at the same time as the exact Saturn Pluto conjunction happens. Simply said, this is the final and complete physical level termination of the negative global patriarchy and its long rule on Earth. This process starts at a more intense level with the entry into 2019, and will escalate through the 2020 Capricorn Saturn Pluto conjunction and other planets there sweeping away the negative everything and everyone that has been. In some cases this won’t be pretty or easy at all and it’s been manifesting for years already. Change is something humans typically resist and have difficulty with but sweeping change is here and will only escalate greatly throughout 2019 and 2020. Having said that, never forget that this change is due to the natural evolutionary Ascension Process which means it is Divinely intended and Divinely driven. Be flexible and willing to have things change and change some more and all for the better even though it may not look, sound or feel like that to the majority while it’s taking place. This is the Separation of Worlds.

 

The start of 2019 is the 20 year anniversary for those of us who’ve lived the Ascension Process on the physical biological level since it started at that level in 1999. [For some it was 1998 which made 2018 your 20 year anniversary.] Twenty OMG years of continual physical level living and embodying the Ascension Process first and Pathpaving it and more for others. Twenty years sounds like nothing but it’s an eternity when it’s the Ascension Process and you’re doing it first in and through you and your physical body. Part of me could cry just thinking back over all I’ve personally been through during these past twenty years except I’m too tired to waste energy crying at the moment. It just is what it was, and “We’ve got a lot of Work ahead of us” as I was told by a kitten that spoke those words like an adult to me in a dream this morning! So precious and cute and such a wonderful way for me to receive that message now. ❤ Know however that the Work before us is nothing compared to the Work behind us. The NEW Work is creative, where the past Work was transformational, dark, brutal and dangerous. There is no comparison.

I know this is long but it’s been a year like no other, expect 2019 is only weeks away and it will trump 2018 like crazy. 😆 No fear just HighHeart steadfastness and ongoing Embodiment as we continue Pathpaving in ways we didn’t fully understand we’ve been doing all along. Don’t forget to click the LINK below to go to Inelia Benz’s blog article I mentioned earlier.

Denise

December 13, 2018

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86x71 goldblack heart Inelia Benz’s blog article –

https://ineliabenz.com/what-if-every-single-low-frequency-advocate-was-to-leave-our-planet/