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Evolution & The Obligation Of Knowing More

October 17, 2021Denise Le Fay

When my physical level Ascension Process started in early 1999, it simultaneously became seriously physically painful and emotionally trying whenever I needed to leave my house to grocery shop or do anything else out there amongst those who weren’t living the Ascension Process. It was difficult and painful physically, emotionally, psychically and psychologically being one of the first to begin embodying the start of the incoming evolutionary Light energies in what was a profoundly negative and extremely dense 3D Earth world back then.

The First Everythinger Volunteers were often unseen and seemingly invisible to most unaware people not living the Ascension Process back then. Driving was made more dangerous and difficult because of this invisibility factor the Volunteers had evolved into because we’d started energetically vibrating a bit faster and higher than humanity was back then. Because of this we became invisible to many unaware people that we had to learn to safely, and with great patience, navigate whenever we left our houses. This only made an already extraordinarily difficult, dangerous and painful state so much worse. Remember every miserable ascension symptom you’ve ever had happening in public while invisible to many people. And, those people that could see you viewed you with confusion or fear and made sure they kept a safe distance between them and you because they thought you deranged and/or very sick. Both were true of course, we were deranged and very sick for a decade or longer but such was The Work and unaware human reactions of us energetically plowing through density and negativity first.

Do those of you reading this who were the first groups of Volunteers to start the Ascension Process transmuting old negativity and density while simultaneously embodying more NEW higher Light energies remember the years of RAGE and ANGER you often felt back then? I certainly remember when I entered the RAGE and ANGER phase in the decade of the 2000’s. RAGE and ANGER were unfamiliar to me so I was very surprised when I started experiencing it, and to such a severe degree. I wasn’t just momentarily pissed off, I was thoroughly enraged for years. I experienced, as many Volunteers did back then, the sudden onset of that Jesus raging at the money changers in the market feeling of flat-out intolerance of any and all negativity. The burning, relentless Divine drive to do your Volunteer job and quickly evolve physical reality and much more had a habit of setting many a Volunteer panties, boxers or briefs on spiritual fire for years! Over two decades later, I now permanently exist within that higher frequency spiritual fire and no longer need to do anything but radiate, but man were those early ascension years extremely difficult.

As the Volunteer First Everythingers discovered, the severe RAGE and ANGER they felt had to do with our inability to endure another second of the old negativity, global patriarchy, extreme density and everything and everyone that went with it. Because we were the first group to embody the NEW incoming evolutionary Light and anchor it into Earth for humanity to evolve/ascend into in the near future, we felt severe inner RAGE and ANGER over everything and everyone in the negative 3D Earth world, the 4D astral, and in interdimensional locals that perpetuated negativity on Earth and in humanity. The more NEW Light we embodied back then automatically caused most of us to feel the RAGE and ANGER over everything that was not of the Light. It was another side effect of our embodying higher frequency Light energies first when there was nothing but negativity and density on Earth and in humanity in Phase 1 (start of 1998 through end of 2019) of the Ascension Process.

I’ve repeatedly mentioned how the Divine Mother Feminine energy and the NEW Earth, NEW Human 2022 energy template activation is not warm n’ fuzzy, soft n’ squishy, voluptuous n’ mother goddess-like. I’ve been trying to prepare everyone for this incredible CHANGEOVER into this 2022 NEW Earth energy template and reality for NEW Humans because it’s so profoundly different from anything humanity has experienced on Earth before, ever.

This tremendously integrated higher frequency NEW Triality based planetary and beyond Divine Mother Feminine energy template is like, This is how it is now. Embody it or leave immediately. At this transitional point that sounds very harsh, cruel even, but… this is how it is now. Embody it or leave immediately.

Let me word this differently. On NEW Earth the NEW Humans must be of NEW Human frequency meaning have embodied enough Light, have an activated HighHeart, have enough Higher Awareness etc. to exist on NEW Earth. There won’t be people on NEW Earth that think, feel, perceive, act, function, live or have consciousness from the old negative patriarchal pre-ascension Duality world. Higher and lower cannot and absolutely will not co-exist on NEW Earth because lower Duality reality has finished. NEW Earth exists within much higher, individually integrated Triality frequency, what some have called Crystalline or Christ or Kryst or Unity frequency. Because of this old negativity and negative ego-based being, consciousness and actions absolutely will not exist on ascending or fully ascended NEW Earth.

The reason I drug you through that recap is because since Phase 2 started in 2020, we’ve been witnessing more and more unaware people feeling tremendous RAGE and ANGER. Not for the reasons the Volunteer First Everythingers experienced RAGE and ANGER many years ago but for the exact opposite reason. The Phase 2 reactions in growing numbers of humans is revealing, repulsive, comical, sad, embarrassing, frustrating, dangerous and often pathetic but such is how many humans deals with encountering evolutionary caused change — with adult egoic temper tantrums, unstable opposition, rebellion, and often physical violence.

Since the start of Phase 2 in 2020 and the planetary implementation of the Divine Cease & Desist Order and the pandemic that came with it, we’ve been seeing how many people are losing it in deranged public RAGE and ANGER meltdowns because the old 3D patriarchal world reality has suddenly changed and there have been some restrictions put in place because of the pandemic. Many unaware people have been going into explosive RAGE and ANGER fits since January 2020 due to these impediments to their personal reality, habits, activities and all that went with them. Many unaware humans are losing it over the pandemic, masks, vaccinations, not vaccinations, people, politics, politicians, and over having any of their old freedoms to do whatever they want whenever and wherever they want changed, limited or temporarily stopped for any reason. Ever dealt with a young child throwing a tantrum because it’s nap time?

What’s the threat of possible death or severe illness or expensive hospitalization when there’s old patriarchal reality sports events, global air travel, holidays, bars, restaurants and all that socializing to do? To make matters more stressful and frustrating is the ongoing (and I sense growing) both lack of and disappearance of more food and non food items and supplies in general. Many people will not do well with having their annual October through January holiday habits, activities and rituals interfered with due to the pandemic, supply-chain disruptions, travel delays, shortages, and because there’s not enough people in Phase 2 willing to continue doing the jobs that kept the old patriarchal world reality running, or doing them any longer for nationwide slave wages.

What at first has looked, sounded and felt like nationwide and worldwide crumbling pandemic and political chaos and mounting disasters are slowly being realized, by some, to actually be positive evolutionary Ascension Process Phase 2 changes. Because humanity was so deeply enmeshed within and brainwashed by the old patriarchal daily grind hamsterwheel run—the old patriarchal physical reality template—the 2020 Divine Cease & Desist Order and pandemic had to happen to help humanity “wake up” and realize they actually weren’t happy doing what they’ve been doing and that it’s okay for them to CHANGE and do something they actually want to do and are good at.

The pandemic has and will continue to be a physical death exit route for the people that don’t want to remain in their current physical bodies and go through the 2022 CHANGEOVER into the ascending NEW Earth’s energy template. The pandemic has and will also continue to be a fast Earth world and reality exit route for humanity to walk away from the old negative patriarchal reality and directly into the Divine Mother Feminine ascending NEW Earth, NEW Humans energy template. At epic evolutionary CHANGEOVER points such the one we’re living now, it often takes a Divine Cease & Desist Order to force global humanity to stop mindlessly, habitually running unaware round n’ round on the old patriarchal slave labor hamsterwheel and abruptly be forced to sit for 2 years at home and not do much of anything so their heart and higher awareness has a chance to be felt and perceived finally. Most of humanity needed a Divine Intervention which is exactly what the 2020 start of Phase 2 Divine Cease & Desist Order and pandemic was and still is. It forced humanity to stop doing everything and remain in their homes and think, feel, honestly consider and reprioritize their lives, focuses, beliefs, careers and goals throughout 2020 and 2021 to prepare them to make the CHANGEOVER into the NEW Earth, NEW Human energy template in 2022. For some people it’s taken not only being suddenly forced off the lifelong human slave labor hamsterwheel survival grindstone, but also having a loved one or multiple loved ones die from the pandemic too. Humanity has needed some very serious reality shaking, forced temporary restrictions, and personal intervention dismantling to help them extricate themselves and their consciousness from the old lower reality and their lives in it. Like I’ve been trying to get across for a while now, Divine Mother Feminine is not all warm n’ fuzzy but a fierce Creator warrior with the current job of unceremoniously pushing humanity up and out of the old darkness and into higher frequency NEW Light. Now eat your vegetables and stop giving me grief about it! They’re good for you damnit! Do you need a time out and another nap? 😉

And so, here comes the full implementation of 2022’s Divine Mother Feminine NEW Earth, NEW Human evolutionary energy template and our physical entrance into it. Some will feel and display RAGE and ANGER over this entire reality template change while others will gladly step into it, grateful to be free from the planetary patriarchal slave jobs, slave wages, general abuses to all of humanity, and more than ready to throw off their old lives. Transitions are typically messy, scary, chaotic, volatile and confusing phases but are you noticing how quickly this massive CHANGEOVER in many people is taking off in the second half of 2021? Are you understanding what the Divine Cease & Desist Order really is and why it and the pandemic had to happen? From here on out watch how rapidly the adult Indigos make this 2022 template CHANGEOVER and use it to create and build anew on ascending NEW Earth for themselves and for NEW Humans.

The lower consciousness, lower frequency people have been feeling RAGE and ANGER because the patriarchal world they’re used to and desperately want to continue has changed since 2020. It is however about to change more than any can imagine with the start of 2022. We Volunteers felt RAGE and ANGER because physical reality and human consciousness was not evolving and improving fast enough two decades ago — the low consciousness people currently feel RAGE and ANGER because it now is.

Evolution & the Obligation of Knowing More

Another side of all this is the greater “waking up”, the constant consciousness expansion and ongoing spiritual maturing of more people in the ascension community, the conspiracy community, the ETs/UFOs community and the spiritual communities.

We’re now positioned at the CHANGEOVER demarcation line where more people will start to know more about all sorts of things, people, spiritual people, ascension teachers, negative aliens, entities, realities, consciousness, and that humanity has been far more negatively and deliberately interfered with and suppressed than most have realized. What I’m talking about is that you and some more people in the ascension community and related others are soon going to experience suddenly knowing that many ascension teachers/writers/lecturers, plus many channelers, are and always have been frauds, cons, and highly polished and professional looking and sounding bullshit artists.

To be fair there are a lot of people in these different communities that honestly believe what they believe and haven’t been or aren’t currently intentionally deceiving their readers and people that buy their products, programs, readings, channelings etc. That however does not mean their information and/or channelings are 100% correct, undistorted, free of any negative intentions, negative interference and disinformation and are indeed coming from a true higher level of awareness. It simply means these particular people aren’t intentionally trying to deceive you yet many of them have been be doing just that unknowingly the entire time they’ve been writing/teaching/channeling. Hard fact and more people will start knowing this (and many other things as well) for themselves once we enter 2022. Don’t hate the messenger, I’m just trying to prepare some of you for the inevitable sudden higher knowing more about people in these communities.

Some of the ascension teachers/writers/video makers/lecturers/channelers who’ve been used by some of the negative nonphysical aliens and entities to deliberately direct, limit, derail, control and use their readers and followers are soon going to know, recognize and realize that they are not and haven’t been what they’ve claimed themselves to be all along. This is about all of us “waking up” more and how that forces each of us to have to realize that we’ve all had certain things wrong, incorrect, distorted or only partially correct with a lot of incorrect information and beliefs thoroughly mixed in with it all.

Both some of the readers and followers of certain ascension teachers/writers and channelers, along with some of those teachers/writers/channelers, will suddenly know more about these people, teachers, gurus, readers and followers within the ascension and other related communities. It’s not easy or fun suddenly knowing much more about other people, yourself, other ascension teachers/writers and channelers etc. It’s often emotionally painful and frustrating “waking up” to greater higher awareness knowing but this is going to quickly become something many more people will have to acclimate to very soon. Knowing more comes with greater personal responsibilities, decisions, awareness and actions and inactions. This is part of our ever expanding current evolution in our bodies, selves, hearts and consciousness.

I’ve always been able to discern who’s who within these different ascension related groups and know who is flat-out being deceptive, primarily in it to make money but some also want that guru power and fame too. I’ve also always been able to tell who is being used by nonhuman negatives to spread disinformation, and who is say 5% correct with 95% incorrect information in their writings, channelings and so on.

Because I’ve been able to higher awareness know, and when needed discern certain ascension teachers since I went online in 2003, my personal issues with this have been more along the lines of direct Team Dark/the negatives in general. I’ve been having to know more about the negative aliens, entities, demons and other negative Others from what I call the in-between spaces between dimensions and other locations over the past few years. During 2021 this has escalated and expanded for me, meaning there have been times this year when it’s been difficult suddenly knowing more about negative aliens and other creatures and their negative actions done to humanity. Like many people, I’d prefer the easy way out of this such as, Divine Source, can’t you just take all of them out of the picture now please? Immature I know but I’d really like us all to evolve beyond them and their lifelong negative actions against me, against many other Volunteers, and against all of humanity.

My point is that all of us will soon be having to be more aware of all sorts of things such as negative aliens and other such Others, the ascension, spiritual, conspiracy, ET/UFO and “new age” teachers/writers/lecturers, their followers and so on. This has been happening all along for some individuals, but with humanities entrance into the NEW Divine Mother Feminine ascending NEW Earth energy template in 2022, many more people will suddenly become aware from a higher awareness stairstep that all is not and has not been as one had believed, perceived, and hoped. Evolution causes automatic ‘Disclosure’ to unfold in increasing numbers of people due to their consciousness expanding, deepening, widening and elevating the more they embody the higher Light energies. Evolution of humans and their consciousness produces this, not governments, the military, certain groups, documents, or people on TV claiming to have “the truth”. Evolution causes people to know more and more for themselves, internally, not externally from any government, military, science, medical or other such sources.

Suddenly becoming more consciously aware of different things, events, history, people, ascension and spiritual teachers is often temporarily disappointing, difficult and emotionally trying. However, once you’ve gotten through the first initial shocks of knowing more about her/him/it/them, it quickly becomes a case of you functioning from a higher frequency level of neutrality which Triality is entirely.

Denise Le Fay

October 17, 2021

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Why Such Different Levels Of Ascension Pain?

April 7, 2019May 4, 2022Denise Le Fay

“Like Anna, I also wonder and feel many times like asking you that the First Everythingers like Celia Fenn, Sandra Walter, Lisa Renee, Barbara Marciniak, Aluna Joy, Lee Karol (Kryon) Inelia Benz etc. – do they also feel so awful while going through this AP/EP and for so long like you, me and so many who comment in this forum? I have read a couple of their posts but it doesn’t seem so. Especially those who channel some entities while all of us are going through so much in our lives in the name of AP/EP for nearly 20 years now. So what is the reason for our prolonged agony of AP/EP and theirs not? Do you have some insightfulness from your higher perspective? Please share. Thank you.” — revital71

Anna and revital71 both asked me this in Comments under a previous article. Thank you both for your questions about this confusing and complex subject matter. ❤ There’s a variety of reasons why some Volunteer First Everythingers/Pathpavers experience much more ascension related physical pains and for longer periods than others. There isn’t one or two reasons for this but many. Here’s a few of them. In addition, all of the people revital71 mentioned above are NOT First Everythingers in my opinion, which is why they haven’t experienced ascension caused body pains like many other people have.

Compressed Evolution Is Painful

Some Ascension teachers/writers claim that if you are experiencing ascension related physical pains it’s entirely caused by your ego. That is true and true up to a certain point however it’s not true for most Volunteer First Everythingers/Pathpavers beyond a certain point.

Evolution hurts physically and in every other way too. When wildly higher frequency evolutionary Light energies, energy Waves, NEW codes, consciousness and DNA etc. comes into physical contact with a lower frequency physical human body with a matching frequency ego, consciousness and all the rest of it, it quite naturally causes not only physical pains but psychological, emotional, mental, spiritual and energetic pains too. Not only is the physical body being repeatedly affected by higher Light energies continually pushing Universal, personal and collective across-the-cosmic-board evolution, but everything else is experiencing this too (cultures, societies, global belief systems, religious belief systems, financial systems and beliefs, political, governmental etc.) but each time by slightly higher and higher NEW frequency energies. These evolutionary Light energies have never been impacting each human at the same unchanging level and frequency but have constantly been doing so at slightly higher and higher levels over the past twenty years and counting. The reasons for this are simple; the physical human body, central nervous system (CNS) and complex psyche (and external physical reality etc.) could not handle going from such a dense carbon-based third dimensional dualized level, world and reality up to a much higher, less dense, crystalline-based fifth dimensional level and state of individually integrated unification and consciousness while remaining in their physical body. There are no instant Hollywood special effects with the Ascension Process. It is physically lived one energetic Stair-step at a time over linear time so the physical body, CNS and human psyche survive the colossal undertaking that is Universal evolution happening in this lifetime intact, undamaged and profoundly evolved.

There should be no shame or shaming in evolution. The difficulties, traumas, fears and uncertainties that every human ego goes through because of the natural evolutionary Ascension Process is normal for where we all began this process from! In the lower 3D pre-ascension Earth reality the human ego was lord n’ master and the dominant tool and perceptual lens on all of “reality”, so to suddenly have it start a Process of what it perceives is its unavoidable demise is terrifying so it fights hard for its continued survival, just like all else has that came from the old lower 3D patriarchal world. None of this is pretty, easy or pleasant for the most part but it is normal for compressed evolution. So I repeat, there is no shame or shaming in compressed evolution.

YOUR Volunteer Ascension Mission Ground Crew

Many of the ascension timeline Volunteer First Everythingers/Pathpavers were pre-incarnationally coded to automatically begin the Ascension Process in their physical bodies when the Sun reached the halfway point of it crossing the Galactic Equator around 1998—1999. The ‘Galactic Alignment’ period unfolded from 1980–2016, making the halfway point 1998–1999.

When the great call went out that help was needed with the upcoming Universal evolutionary Ascension Process, those who Volunteered to help intentionally inserted multiple aspects of themselves into different physical incarnations on Earth across thousands of years of linear time in different countries. They did this to individually learn and experience certain things themselves but to help with the Ascension Process that would begin on the physical level many thousands of years in the linear “future”. Many Volunteers intentionally placed different aspects of themselves in different “past lives” on Earth across the astrological Ages, thousands of years apart and most of them in different countries and cultures etc. The reasons this was done was to have varied quantum crash-course educations in many of the great Initiatory Mastery Schools across time around the planet. My past life book The Temple of Master Hotei was one of these, as were two past lives in ancient Egypt, the second one a few thousand years later, and a couple other incarnations in Europe and the UK areas. Why did most of the Volunteers do this? It was deliberate prep Work for the timeline incarnation when the Ascension and Embodiment Processes would begin physically on Earth. They all did this to help the aspect that would be the one physically incarnate during the time of the actual physical level Ascension and Embodiment Processes on Earth. I’m talking about you reading this.

This is why most of you reading this incarnated in this life and time with multiple highly knowledgeable Initiate incarnations and credentials behind you. They all were meticulously planned to take place in locations around the world in different times and cultures so as to best prepare and help THIS aspect of you directly living, embodying, Embodying, seeding and anchoring the Ascension Process and NEW Light energies, codes, consciousness, HighHeart and DNA into you and your body for all future humans and more too.

If some of you are whirling from that larger and more complex realization and perspective of how valuable this version of you actually is —no pressure of course—here comes the extra responsibilities, pains, traumas, wisdom, benefits and integration Work because you are the Ascension Process ‘Standard bearer of your Soul’ (an old Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian term) of your entire Ascension Mission Ground Crew.

When those who Volunteered to assist with the Universal Ascension Process placed multiple aspects of Itself into different incarnations in different times in different locations around the Earth, they did so to quickly and thoroughly educate themselves and give each aspect all of the Higher Awareness tools they needed to collectively aid the one aspect that would incarnate during the actual physical Ascension Process time on Earth. There are of course other aspects of US that did not incarnate into physical bodies in the third dimension but continued Working from different higher dimensions, different star systems, galaxies, Light realms and so on. I am however talking specifically about all those aspects of you/You/YOU that did incarnate physically on Earth across linear time to gain firsthand training and knowledge about being human, being physical, being in Duality etc.

As you hold that higher level perspective of yourself/selves and why they did this in your awareness, the next step is to reverse it all because it’s this version of you that’s currently bringing it all Home from the ascending physical dimension. The YOU that Volunteered and sent multiple aspects of Itself into different physical incarnations around Earth and across linear time, did so to quickly collect the necessary firsthand Initiate trainings, higher knowledge and important related experiences in both sexed bodies. YOU did this to aid the last aspect, which is this you reading this with your part of the Mission which is living the Ascension and Embodiment Processes in a physical body and seeding the NEW everything for humanity and more. This aspect of you is the one that’s doing all the other aspects the gift of energetically clearing everything each of them accumulated during all of their incarnations, which they did to help YOU here now. See how they prepared and gifted you with the training, tools and knowledge needed for this life and time of Ascension, and, how you’ve gifted them by energetically transmuting and clearing everything they held within each of themselves from having lived difficult lives learning all the things that were intended to help you do your part of the Ascension Process Work here, now?

You reading this are the aspect that’s been the one clearing all the past karma, traumas, negativity, wounds, etheric scars, negative etheric alien implants, guilt, fears, attacks, being different, being tortured and/or murdered for being the Light throughout the Darkest ages. You reading this are the aspect that’s been Working on resolving and clearing all the stuff and junk from all the other Volunteer Ground Crew aspects. Because of this and other reasons, you have had far more on your Ascension plate than most other people which means you’ve had more physical pains and other issues because you’ve processed far more over the past 20–30 years. Not everyone living the Ascension Process chose this quantum crash course multiple lives across linear time tactic which is why everyone does NOT have the same level of physical pains due to the Ascension Process. Not everyone was willing to risk so much and take on so many more pressures, responsibilities, pain, suffering, knowledge and power on within that one individual aspect—the you reading this—who was designed and greatly aided to incarnate and bring it all Home.

Beware Of The Egos

I know there are some ascension teachers/writers/lectures who have not publicly shared their personal Ascension Process journeys and related physical pains, emotional and psychological difficulties and attacks by Team Dark. I know some of the reasons why some decide to not share them with their readers. I know this because I’m someone who has intentionally shared my personal journey—the good, bad and the ugly of it—with my readers from the start and because of my honesty I’ve come under repeated ego-based, lack of higher awareness attacks, disrespect, preaching and promoting of other people’s information and insistence that I read it and/or someone’s channeled messages by certain readers. In their minds what I write about that’s based on my personal experiences and current Higher Awareness isn’t correct and they try to promote certain other people’s writings on my website. I could have spared myself all this bullshit by not publicly being honest and sharing what I’ve experienced but that’s not who and what I am and is the exact opposite of why I write about the Ascension Process. Light is information, even when it’s dark, unpleasant and painful.

Some Ascension teachers/writers haven’t publicly shared their personal ascension related pains and difficulties because they have always known that ego-based people with little to no Higher Awareness will immediately attack them for being honest, for being “transparent”. Those people are ever-ready to lecture you about what all you’re doing wrong. They see your honesty as weakness and automatically attack and insult, disrespect and preach what they believe to be “the truth” at you. They believe you haven’t eaten enough broccoli, haven’t mediated enough, haven’t cleared your energy field enough, are the only evil, haven’t had enough body workers work on your body for you, haven’t read the right channeled material or found the right teacher, guru, book, belief system and on and on. To unaware egoic people your honesty about what you have and are personally experiencing at your current level and ability is entirely wrong because they are stone-cold clueless about embodying (lower case e ) the Ascension energies, and Embodying (capital E ) your Higher Self/Selves, Crystalline Christ frequency, Triality, Divine Mother Father Source and more. But that’s how egos roll.

More importantly to me is the Work, the journey itself, and oftentimes the difficulties and in this case the downright negativity of what I have, you have, we have personally experienced and learned that’s so important to honestly share with others. Again, compressed evolution hurts, and in this case it’s been negative, dangerous and highly unpleasant at times too because where we started the Ascension Process from was total Darkness and negativity. To me it’s all part of the Ascension Process and no one part of it is better or more desirous than any other. I’m not saying I want any more attacks from Team Dark but I’m also not fixated on bliss or nirvana or any other sort of endless fluffiness, that’s too much old Duality consciousness for me. Get rid of the monsters, open your HighHeart, then keep opening it a lot more and continue doing that because it’s time to let a lotta Source God All That Is is back in and be Embodied. I may feel totally different tomorrow about this but for today, I’m content being this much closer with Source in and through my evolving, Embodying physical body and self. The Conscious Creating fun is up next.

Sensitives, Empaths & Ascension

This one is obvious. If you’re a Sensitive you automatically feel more from everything all the time and always have. If you’re an Empath you feel more from everyone else all the time and always have. Translated, you hurt more because you feel more yourself, and if you’re also an Empath you feel even more than that because you feel what other people feel. How adorable is that? And if all that wasn’t enough, during the current global Dark Night and Separation of Worlds, feeling humanity and Earth, Elementals and animals, planets and Suns etc. has been and often in 2019 is way too much which is another reason abundant quietude, privacy, physical stillness and self-care time is mandatory every day. The majority of pains Sensitives and Empaths have been feeling the past few years is due to the constant NEW and higher Light energies, NEW codes and DNA and simultaneously feeling humanity freaking out from experiencing the global Dark Night. It’s shit-show time out there and we’ve known it was coming for many years but none of that reduces what most of us are feeling coming from humanity and from the end of the global patriarchy. The amplified and in your face polarization taking place around the world is not easy for anyone and very much so for Sensitives and Empaths.

I feel other people whether I want to or not and in the world today with all that’s been going on in so many governments around the world, we empathic folks are being constanly bombarded by other people’s fears, egos, anger, hate, greed, stupidity, panic, lack of discernment, common sense and hourly increasing imbalance. For Sensitives and Empaths, which most Bluerays and other Volunteers are, just being alive now hurts more in every way imaginable. Whatever, keep Embodying and doing your job but know that you won’t always have to feel them like you have.

Team Light & Team Dark

Another reason many of us have always experienced more Ascension related pains than other people is because we’ve been the first ones under constant attack by Team Dark. It’s because we incarnated with an agenda and Light from Source. We’ve been on the most important Mission imaginable—breaking humanity, Earth and all else out of invisible Team Dark prison. And because Team Dark hasn’t wanted to lose anything they stole long ago, they fight back hard and continuously to survive this Ascension Process and Separation of Worlds and Timelines.

When a group (the Ground Crew) intentionally arrives on Earth to stop you from para-siting off of humanity and Earth anymore, those parasites typically attack that group. They don’t run down the street and randomly attack Joe Blow watching TV guzzling beers or whatever. They attack and continue attacking people within that group who they know are here now to end their reign of terror on humanity and Earth. Not much else needs to be said about this aspect of why some of us experience far more pain and painful attacks etc. than others. If there’s no threat, there’s no attacks.

What Sign Are You?

Another reason some are far more affected by the ascension energies has to do with their ASC — sign ascending or on the cusp of the first house, their Sun sign, house emphasis, element(s) emphasis, aspects and everything natal astrology related. If you’re familiar with Astrology then you know that some signs are naturally far more sensitive than others, and some signs are much less sensitive and so on. So, in all fairness, every persons individual energetic astrological template blueprint—what astrologers call their Natal Charts—should be taken into consideration in all this too.

For those of you with astrological knowledge, and can see into your own current life’s natal chart and understand exactly why you have the planets in the signs and houses and aspects and even transits too throughout the Ascension and Embodiment Process. You know your natal chart from a higher level of awareness and purpose and that is directly connected back to the YOUR Volunteer Ascension Mission Ground Crew information. Don’t you know that YOU would have you energetically imprinted at physical birth in this ascension incarnation with exactly what you needed astrologically to not only learn from this lifetime but do your Ascension Mission Work as a First Everythinger to the best and highest of all your abilities? Every bit and aspect of all this is intentionally created with and for maximum and highest possible end results for this you aspect and for All else as well during this Ascension Process. View your Natal Chart with this in heartmind, along with all the transits that have taken place for the past 20–30+ years or so and you’ll be astonished at the complex perfection of it all. All that’s left is the living and Embodying of IT.

There are more reasons than what I’ve listed for why many of us feel ascension pains more intensely than most but this should give you a good sense of the many whys of it. So don’t ever feel bad for feeling bad via the Ascension and Embodiment Processes because there are many reasons, important reasons why you feel things in such amplified ways. Great job everyone, thanks and don’t stop doing what you’re so great at doing. It’s why you’re here now and much needed. ❤

Denise

April 7, 2019

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The Disappearing Darkness Part 2

February 27, 2019June 13, 2020Denise Le Fay

“Denise, of all of the ‘Ascension Teachers’ that I have come across, you are by far the most real. Thank you for being open, honest, and for speaking about the nitty gritty parts others completely disregard. I cannot jive with those who speak only about rainbow bridges and 9D photon light. There is so much more to this than that. It’s an absolute shit show personally and collectively that we are here to clean up and you do a great job of covering it all. Thank you again!” – Michelle

“Denise, thank you so much for this! I am one who has been reluctant to embrace the idea of “Team Dark” – placing it into the category of wounded human beings living out their fears. But like you, I have had physical and visceral encounters with PURE EVIL which goes beyond mere human woundedness. I’ve seen both – humans who are wounded and therefore vulnerable to “team dark” energies. And I’ve seen pure evil…” – Lauri

“Yes in my opinion dark entities do attack ius from a 3d perspective and I have the scars to prove it. But my interpretation is a bit different than has been expressed here. In my opinion the dark entities are really aspects of ourselves. The darkness that is being bought up because of the higher vibrations entering our bodies. These aspects are fighting for their very survival because they won’t ascend with us.” – Richard

“The plastic surgeon explains why serial killers get aroused. My question is this is not a human thing, we don’t do that right? We’ve been indoctrinated and our DNA manipulated with reptilian stuff, is that why some humans are this psychopathic, why there is pedophilia and why humans began to eat animals/blood/flesh? I don’t remember humans naturally being this depraved in other planets, only in those controlled by reptiles (from my past lives).” – Lana

“I have been on a spiritual path for 20 years and about 15 years ago I experienced the first download of Divine energy/force. I was completely unprepared and floundered not knowing quite what was happening. It was compounded by two other things going on at the same time, one being the veils were lifted and I was experiencing all sorts of psychic phenomenon. The other I was being attacked by the dark forces at every opportunity. Sri Aurobindo calls them the adverse forces they try to stop the seeker progressing on the path. They are very real as you can attest to but are also useful to the seeker to experience as to know light from dark energies….” – Maureen

The above quotes were from Comments written by readers under my previous article, The Disappearing Darkness. I also want to mention an email I received recently from Lily who referred to my writings as ‘ascension all inclusive’, which I very much appreciated because that is exactly how I’ve always written about the Ascension Process; the good, the bad and the ugly of it all. We are Source, Light and Dark, joy and pain, horrors and profundity and all because Source is LOVE and LOVE is the eternal need to Create.

I want to thank Lauri for being honest about her not believing that Team Dark as I’ve called all negative aliens, beings, entities, devils and demons and human Portal People even existed. I’ve always known that for most people, like Richard, they’ve never known that negative aliens, entities, devils and demons etc. have even existed let alone done all they have to humanity, human consciousness, human DNA, physical 3D Earth, this solar system, the 4D Astral and more. It’s too much for many people to cope with psychologically and emotionally. It’s easier for them to believe the inversions, distortions and lies that negative aliens intentionally placed in human consciousness, the two main world religions and global history that all negativity is within humans. The denial of Team Dark’s existence and negative actions doesn’t make them magically disappear however, evolution does, which is exactly what’s been happening to us and everything everywhere.

Maureen touched on this in her Comment. I’ve written repeatedly about this exact topic at TRANSITIONS since 2007. I’ve written many articles there, some here, plus countless private emails to people from around the world who’ve written me since 2003 in deep pain and confusion because they were suddenly being attacked by unseen negative things and didn’t know why or how to stop it or protect themselves and their loved ones. As I’ve said many times over these ongoing ascension years, the moment a human is activated by the evolutionary Ascension Process energies, Team Dark instantly recognizes that a person has been energetically triggered to evolve beyond their frequency range, control tactics and etheric devices which include etheric AI devices, so they immediately begin trying to derail your evolution or stop it altogether if they can, and/or exhaust you from their repeated attacks so that you drop back down energetically into their frequency range where they continue feeding off of you. Frequency fences around humans and Earth and elsewhere have been very real both physically and etherically. It has been instantly known by Team Dark when a human is activated by natural evolutionary Light energies etc. and they react to that almost instantly and do their best to prevent any Light from entering what has been their hijacked territory and humanity for a very long time.

Lana’s Comment reflects these inversions and distortions done by negative aliens to humanity and Earth long ago. I too have had conscious memories since childhood of how Earth and humanity was BEFORE Team Dark arrived and did all they have to humans and it. Humans were and are naturally positive, empathic, honest creatures that want the best and greatest good for all of humanity, animals, Earth and all else. However, thanks to certain negative aliens believing themselves to be greater than Source God All That Is, they intentionally separated themselves from Source which meant they also separated themselves from the natural life-sustaining energies of Source. That mega egoic belief and action meant they’ve had to parasite off other Source connected beings, like humanity, to feed themselves, fuel their negative devices and agendas, and literally continue their existence. This was the reason Earth was quarantined for thousands of years. It’s been well-known far and wide what happened to Earth and humanity and to prevent that from spreading any further a quarantine was placed until the natural evolutionary Ascension Process began and humans started evolving out of that negativity. Humans are naturally NOT like how they’ve been for thousands of years but were intentionally distorted in multiple ways—genetically and other ways—by negative aliens into greatly reduced beings than what they were originally. Much of humanities DNA was deliberately disconnected by these negative aliens to prevent humanity from escaping Team Dark’s frequency range and influences. Their actions were to protect their only food and fuel sources—humanity. Humans were deliberately diminished into warring, insane, misogynist, greedy, violent, unthinking and unfeeling human monsters by alien monsters and their actions and control mechanisms, the two largest being global “church” and “state”. All of this is being torn apart in 2019 however and will be permanently gone by 2020. This is also why the Volunteers (Forerunners, Gatekeepers, Gridworkers, Lightworkers, Bluerays, Pathpavers etc.) have needed to be the first to embody the NEW Crystalline (Christ frequency) rainbow DNA and have them connect and active in our physical bodies first. We have been and still are Fore-running this too for the rest of humanity to evolve into.

The past Evolutionary Cycle was about Duality on all levels of expression, and Duality includes both the Light and the Dark and all of the beings, aliens, entities and humans that have existed and expressed in them both. The NEW Evolutionary Cycle we’ve evolved into exists at a higher, vastly more complex and larger frequency and level than what we’ve come from and it is about Unity, not Duality. This colossal heroic evolutionary ascent some of us have made, many are still making and many more have only recently begun, has to do with resolving their Duality on a personal, individual level and evolving out of that frequency and range, consciousness and external reality into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle that’s about Unity and every individual and therefore consciousness and reality having re-unified the “biggies” within themselves individually. What are the “biggies”? YOU, You and you—Higher Selves and higher dimensional Yous and incarnate you unifying on a conscious level within the physical body aspect of you here now and living the Ascension Process. Another is the re-unifying of the YOU, You and you with Source/God/All That Is on a conscious level—aka becoming sovereign energetically and in all other ways. No more “separation” and you “here” and Source God way out “there” somewhere etc. You and Source are ONE as is every other individual being and human etc. Another is the re-unification of the Divine Mother/Feminine and the Divine Father/Masculine within yourself no matter which sex body you were born with. This is one big reason why there’s been such an increase in many adults and even some children feeling and believing that they’re in the wrong sex body and then obsess over doing everything they can to have their current physical body surgically and chemically changed into the opposite sex from what it is. This aspect of evolving into greater and higher frequency Unity after hundreds of millions of years in profound Duality is extremely confusing and difficult for many people now. Separation was hard when it happened and now the process of starting to re-unify with all that has been separated is equally hard and downright terrifying to many humans, beings and aliens.

The quotes below are from Lisa Renee’s February 2019 monthly article. I quoted the first paragraph because it clearly describes the difference between Satanism and Luciferianism and how it’s been manifest on the physical Earth plane and in humanity for a very long time. Get past the emotional knee-jerk reactions, a desire to turn away from that knowledge, and any religious distorted beliefs you may still hold, plus those you’re not even aware of, and feel into the glaring and difficult truth about how profoundly distorted and inverted the Great Divine Mother Feminine and Great Divine Father Masculine energies have been in this past cycle. Duality at its deepest and inverted worst. Wonder why the Ascension Process has been so difficult, extensive and painful?

“…What makes it easy to confuse the two distinct and separate consciousness forces of Satanism and Luciferianism, is that they are comprised of female-male gender reversals that are both based in the Service to Self ideology. Satanism is without light, and is made up of black subtle forces conjured from the lowest female principle dimensions and black magic grids, while Luciferianism is the false light source conjured from the higher male principle dimensions, attempting to mimic and steal enlightenment from the Solar Consciousness of Christos-Sophia. We could think of a classic Satanist locked in the lower three layers of the negative ego, focused on the instinctual drives, while the Luciferian is attempting to gain higher knowledge through opening his third eye, by passing his heart center.”

This second paragraph below by Lisa Renee is something I’ve been consciously aware of since birth but never came right out and said it online for different reasons. I’ve hinted at it many times but knew it was not the time for me to say certain things outright about “the church” and religions. Now in 2019 it is however.

My 89-year-old mother consciously knew from early childhood that the “church” and what it preached was deeply distorted and evil. Most all Ascension Volunteers incarnated with this knowing about both “church” and “state” but many of them didn’t keep that knowing at a conscious level for a variety of personal and collective energetic reasons. My mother did. I did, not because she shared her beliefs and awareness’ with me as a five-year-old but because I consciously knew from that age that the two main world religions were horrendous intentional distortions created by Team Dark to both limit and more easily control global humanity. This is the primary reason many Volunteer children were so terrified when they consciously realized they were physically incarnate on hell Earth. We’d intentionally incarnated into the enemy’s camp and knew we needed to fly below the radar and tread very carefully until it was time to radiate and anchor Light in all the planetary Darkness and deal with the negative blow-back from our doing that.

“…One may draw comparisons observing many Christian sects, that may identify with the Bible or Jesus’ teachings, yet have many different ranges of interpretations and belief systems in what is thought to be God’s divine will for humanity. People that identity with being Christian and yet subscribe to the blood sacrifice of Jesus nailed to a cross as God’s plan for humanity, have no idea that blood sacrifice is purely Satanic and has absolutely nothing to do with true Christianity. In this state of mental confusion, there are many people with inverted belief systems, identifying as a Christian, and yet they are really practicing and connecting with Satanic forces that are pretending to be Christian. Satanic and Luciferian forces are the great Imposter Spirits, they are the ultimate deceivers and liars that enjoy confusing and mocking people. As an example, the Catholic Church is plagued with pedophilia and sodomy of children committed by clergy, which are the main tenets of the high-powered Satanists in their rituals for gaining power and control over others. With the knowledge of the Satanic agenda and their practices and belief systems, it becomes crystal clear who has been really running the Catholic Church and Vatican City. Satanic forces mock the Christians by pretending to be representatives of goodness, God and Christ.” – Lisa Renee, Mainstreaming Satanism & Luciferianism, February 2019

If you can honestly think about the past many thousands of years on Earth from an awareness that Satanism and Luciferianism has been about the distortions crafted and inserted by Team Dark intentionally reversing, inverting and distorting original Source organic female and male energies from the highest levels of what we call Divine Mother Feminine and Divine Father Masculine, then most of the aspects within this topic make a lot more sense.

The next layer to understand is that this current Ascension Process, and for many of us the Embodiment Process, has been about the Volunteers literally transmuting, removing, overriding, clearing and replacing all of these ancient negative Team Dark inverted distortions done to humanity and Earth and more by embodying and Embodying the NEW organic Source generated evolutionary energies, Light, Crystalline (Christ frequency) energies, consciousness and DNA etc. into their physical and energetic bodies, hearts, HighHearts and anchored into and on Earth so they’re available on NEW ascended Earth for humanity to naturally evolve into. It’s never been enough to transmute and get rid of these ancient negative distortions and inversions, the Volunteers have also and simultaneously needed to replace all that with the NEW and it had to happen in and through them and their physical bodies. We are the Gates and the Grids, the NEW Solar Flashing Light, the NEW Crystalline rainbow DNA and the NEW codes received and Embodied on the physical Earth in our physical bodies restoring organic Source created and intended energies and blueprints for humanity now and in the future.

There’s been another push by the disappearing Team Dark since 2019 started but as usual it’s because a nearly constant stream of NEW codes, DNA and blueprints for NEW Earth, NEW humanity has been pouring in. Many of you are Seeing and feeling the NEW Crystalline DNA increasingly activating in your physical body month after month. Many of you have been Seeing and feeling the NEW blueprints and codes for the higher Evolutionary Cycle activating in yourself, your body, the Earth, the Elements, your personal life and reality and in 2019 in the external world reality. 2019 won’t be boring in the least as these separations culminate, fall away and more NEW is activated at the same time. This year is when each of us does our best to hold the higher NEW while everything of the old global patriarchal world quickly comes undone and disappears for good. Hold steady all year everyone and pay attention to our magnificent and very dramatic evolution out of Duality and darkness into Unity and Light. What an honor it is to be incarnate on Earth during this brief moment in cosmic evolution.

Denise

February 27, 2019

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