“Here I am wondering from an experience yesterday, if Phase 2 also involves more vigorous, last ditch efforts by certain factions to harm or take out volunteers. Certainly I do not mean to cause fear or to be an alarmist by raising this question. I only want to understand (with your and others’ perspectives and inputs) if an incident that took place yesterday (March 18, 2020 Phil time) was an isolated one or if it could be telling of a possible pattern that we volunteers need to be more aware of.
What I speak of occurred while I was on a break from hours of reading, and I had my eyes closed but was wide awake and in my heart-space. While in this state I Saw this small object headed directly towards me and as I focused on it what I Saw appeared like a two-metallic toned thing shaped like a bullet. It moved faster as it got closer and was apparently aimed at my forehead between the eyes. There was no fear as I immediately did what I had to do and managed to dispel whatever it was.
What I Saw felt like some kind of technology, an “etheric bullet” if you may if something like it were possible. The ‘shooting” was brazenly frontal and felt differently from astral skirmishes or encounters with interlopers one has had over the years. What happened was certainly nothing like what I had experienced before and was one that I (the naïve me perhaps?) did not expect will still play out and in the manner it did during this phase. And I know that I try my best to not let up on my protection rituals nor allow myself prolonged dips from highest frequencies possible that I could maintain moment by moment.
Denise, it would be very helpful to know your perspectives on and related to the incident. I wonder if anyone has had experiences similar to what I related. Thanks so much in advance.” — eleanor
The quote above from eleanor was a Comment she’d written on March 19, 2020, the first 2020 Equinox of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. As she states in it she experienced a Team Dark attack the day before on March 18, 2020. Instead of my responding to her in a Comment where this may not be seen by as many people, I decided to quote her and write an article about this because I was attacked multiple times on March 18, 2020. Three times by three different people being used as Portal People that one day. Hours later during old lower level Team Dark prime-time hours of around 3:00 to 5:00 AM, I was attacked from the etheric while asleep by nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark through an intentionally scripted nightmare I found myself in on March 19, 2020, first Phase 2 Equinox day.
I’ve experienced these intentionally created negative dream scenarios by Team Dark beings many, many, times throughout my life. They could be thought of as astral abductions because one is suddenly and unwillingly subjected to designed artificial nightmare dream experiences while asleep and out of their physical body. One suddenly finds oneself experiencing an astral nightmare creation, sort of like the Star Trek holodeck artificial creations, except you were unwillingly and unknowingly placed in it. The most common reasons were for negative aliens to observe what emotions are, specifically what human emotions are. I’ve found it’s usually to induce extreme fear, horror and terror in humans to monitor us and analyze our fearful emotions, plus utilize those energies we produce while under these artificial etheric attacks.
They’ve designed countless different unpleasant dream scenarios, then abduct humans from the etheric while they’re naturally out-of-body because they’re asleep and unwillingly and unknowingly insert them into one of their crafted artificial nightmares. They observe and record and feed off the humans emotional reactions to these many different types of artificial nightmare scenarios. Most people that experience this or have in pre-ascension times, never knew the nightmare was not something coming from them but was a designed artificial nightmare created by negative aliens.
One usually remains in these types of artificial nightmare scenarios long enough to either become lucid in it and realize it’s not your creation, or, become so horrified by it that one etherically flees the astral horror show nightmare and instantly crash-lands back in their physical body wide awake and traumatized. These types of intentional negative multidimensional abductions usually affect a person for days afterwards because the trauma is real despite it not happening in the physical dimension. We are multidimensional beings meaning we have lives, experiences and interactions in other places than just physical Earth.
For this next part to make more sense I should again share one of my Phase 1 Volunteer Lightworker Energy Transmutor duties. Not all Volunteers have or have had identical ascension Work duties in Phase 1, nor will they in Phase 2. I wrote about this in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010) but briefly here it is.
One of the many things that was required of me as a Volunteer during Phase 1 of the Ascension Process was having to physically and emotionally feel and See many different residual negative events that happened physically on Earth in my lifetime in this and other countries and also in some other time periods. Because I’ve been psychic since birth, I was well-aware of perceiving and feeling other peoples energies, emotions and actions. This was not that however. This was about certain Volunteers having to collect firsthand energetic recordings in their current bodies and awareness of horrific physical actions done by certain people around the world to other people. This was about collecting proof of negative actions done on Earth by living physical humans on other living physical humans including whatever nonhuman etheric Team Dark being or entity was part of the vile acts. I was collecting proof and recording those events in my body and consciousness, much like attorneys collect facts and details to prepare for an upcoming criminal trial. And because nothing Volunteers and other higher dimensional beings do is only one single thing, after the information was collected and recorded in my body, I then needed to transmute all of it from both the perpetrators side and the victims side.
Live it, feel it, be a firsthand witness to it and energetically record it internally for higher dimensional Lightbeings to use to bring higher spiritual justice to those humans and non-humans who claim they never did those things. After collecting these past negative actions and recording them it was my job to energetically transmute everything I had experienced and transmute all of it back into pure, neutral energy. I’ve Seen, felt and personally experienced numerous humans murdering other adult human females, males and children in this and other countries and times and felt and saw exactly what their victims experienced too. Now, here’s why I backtracked over this material.
From about 3:00 to 3:30AM on March 19, 2020–first Equinox day of Phase 2–I suddenly found myself in an artificial nightmare scenario. I was shocked because this hasn’t happened in many years, plus there was one glaring obscene difference to it I have never experienced before. Normally my personal negative dream attacks have always been about me as the victim of some unknown human male(s) chasing me to torture and kill me. The old familiar scenario was run, flee, do my best to not get caught by perusing serial killer(s) while producing all sorts of fear emotions and panic. Classic Team Dark astral fare. But because I have long ago done my personal Inner Work with this and other victim issues over decades, it was highly suspect to me when suddenly I’m in one of these artificial nightmares not of my creation — and this March 19, 2020 Equinox one had me in the role and body of the human male perpetrator running around chasing down and killing people!
It was so shocking and atypical that I made myself remain in the artificial nightmare for longer than I normally would to figure out what in the hell was going on now and why. What I discovered was surprising and somewhat humorous to me.
After finding my awareness in an unknown human male body killing more people on first 2020 Equinox early AM hours, I gained the higher perspective and understanding I was after and promptly exited their awful slasher nightmare. But because there’s a lot of one-on-one, up close and personal history between me and Team Dark in this lifetime, this attack continued once I was back in my physical body and awake in my bed. The interdimensional attack ended about 5:00AM. It was a long, unpleasant night but it was important and meaningful for us all which is the only reason I’ve put you through reading about it.
Team Dark knew the old classic victim nightmare scenario no longer worked on me because I’ve Worked very hard on that negative programming in myself since 1992. This March 19, 2020 Equinox day Phase 2 nightmare was about Team Dark doing the only thing they thought would cause me terror, shock and repulsion, which finding myself etherically trapped in a human male body killing multiple adults and children certainly did. But the longer I remained in their nightmare attack creation I understood that Team Dark was, in this twisted, grotesque and almost funny way, giving me a giant interdimensional ‘FUCK YOU!’ final departing message by forcing me into the role and physical and emotional sensations of classic human male serial killer.
Obviously the timing of these human and nonhuman attacks over 48 hours leading up to the minute the Sun entered Aries, the first Phase 2 Equinox of 2020 is telling. There should be no doubt in anyone’s heartmind that we’ve been in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process since the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction on January 12, 2020, which assisted bringing in the NEW Diamond codes (templates) for humanity and all else physically. Because of this huge energetic evolutionary shift, Team Dark cannot interact with or affect us as they have for so long. What I gathered from my personal 48 hour-long experiences leading up to the moment the March 19, 2020 Equinox happened physically, was that a NEW higher energetic threshold was reached and crossed that day. Said another way very simply, we’re now experiencing the final battle with Team Dark. That’s why they caused me to have that 3:00 to 3:30 AM etheric nightmare then continued the attack in the physical in the early AM hours of Equinox day after I woke up. They did something they rarely do which was show their hand hours before humanity entered a NEW level in Phase 2 at the March 19, 2020 Equinox. They only do this when I have, when the collective Volunteers have made another very big step up in and with the Universal Ascension Process. That was why then sent me their interdimensional ‘FUCK YOU!’ message. Bullies always get really angry and throw absurd, infantile tantrums when they cannot bully you any longer.
Phase 1 & the Volunteer First Everythingers & Phase 2 & Humanity
Phase 1 of the Ascension Process started in the physical bodies of the Volunteers, Starseeds, First Everythingers, Pathpavers etc. in 1998-1999. They have lived every minute of every day since 1998-1999 embodying energy wave after energy wave, solar transmissions after solar transmission and so on in and through their physical and energy bodies and consciousness. Because of this and more they have, we have, I have lived my life in an absolutely necessary ‘stay at home’ mode since my physical body began the Ascension Process in February 1999. I was too sick and in constant pain of one type or another which made going to grocery shop and do all the other normal things we have to nearly unbearable. If you’re a First Everything Volunteer from the First Wave, Second Wave or Third Wave of soul contracted Volunteers to be activated in their physical bodies to begin living and embodying the Ascension Process from 1998 through 2019, you are intimately familiar with what I’m talking about. We put ourselves in ‘shelter in place’ living since 1999 out of necessity because we were so sick with Ascension Flu, Kundalini rising, the Rewiring Process and dozens of related physical and energetic ascension symptoms and side effects. I have lived this way for the past twenty-one years for these reasons and more. The start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process is the start of year twenty-two for me and many other Volunteer First Everythingers, but at higher and higher levels and states of being and consciousness.
Our severe body aches and pains were so common and known by all of us living and embodying throughout the two decades of Phase 1 that we created names for many of them.
- Ascension Flu
- Buddha Belly
- Hot Flashes and/or severe Inner Cold
- Brain Fog
- Tired & Wired
- Solar Fried
- Inner Body Vibrations
Our Ascension Flu symptoms continue to this day. In fact, I’ve felt extra terrible physically with Ascension Flu symptoms and their familiar body aches, chills, sudden stabbing icepick-like pains into bones and so on since January 2020. I am NOT sick with CV-19 virus — I am sick and ache in different body areas from evolutionary Ascension Flu which are mostly caused by Solar energies, and because I am Embodying too, those side effects have become more intense since January 2020 as well. It is the Ascension Process — and Embodiment Process too for those of who chose to do that also — that we Volunteered to do. We do not have a virus, we have ongoing transformational aches, pains, pressures and exhaustion from living and embodying compressed evolution first and pathpaving that for humanity.
I’ve Wondered About This For Decades
I said this before but I’ve wondered throughout Phase 1 what it would take to suddenly get the rest of unaware human species shaken free from the old patriarchal frequency, reality, life, beliefs, daily habits and so forth. Would it take massive and repeated natural disasters? They’ve been happening steadily through all of Phase 1 and they didn’t work. Neither have old wars or new wars or foreign and domestic bullets from mass shootings. The majority of humanity has been incrementally acclimated to living in continual negativity, violence, unawareness and general stupidity. Mass numbers of children repeatedly gunned down? Nope, not even that has been enough to cause positive changes in humans, consciousness, society, laws or governments. Nothing has been enough in all that old lower dark negativity.
The NEW Crystalline pastel and gemstone colored triangular trinity energies and codes arrived December 2018 and were embedded into the waters of ascending Earth and the water in human cells and bodies. Next level of incoming NEW were the Diamond energies and codes that were inserted globally January 12, 2020 through the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction. And, here we are weeks later in early Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and deep in global ‘shock & awe’ of the NEW highest kind with its Divine global and human species Cease and Desist Order. Now I ask you, how’s that for a resounding ‘FUCK YOU! right back final message to all the you know who’s?
Evolutionary Ascension Is Happening But It’s Interpreted Differently At Lower Levels Of Consciousness
The reason none of the ascension teachers/writers perceived CV-19 coming as the thing that would finally force global humanity into evolutionary change, there’s been a lot of fear, confusion, panic and doubt. I’ve said many times over the decades I’ve written about the Ascension Process that oftentimes I am deliberately not allowed to See, perceive, sense or feel something specific because, if I did, it wouldn’t have the energetic, psychological, physical, emotional and consciousness impact that is very much needed by it. For that reason certain major catalytic ascension events are intentionally obscured from all Volunteer First Everythingers, Starseeds, Seers and Higher Awareness Knowers. The full frontal unexpected impact is deeply needed on humanity as it’s an aspect of the thing itself.
Wars old and new, mass shootings and everything else haven’t been enough to push humanity to higher levels, but this 2020 Phase 2 pandemic is. Is it real? Absolutely. Is it a man-made lab created virus? No but humans created it. Who did or didn’t do whatever isn’t the point in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. At higher levels CV-19 could be thought of as more NEW Ascension Process symptoms caused by the NEW code templates and energies having been installed on and within ascending Earth the past two years. I’ve heard a few people on TV last week describe their CV-19 symptoms EXACTLY like what severe AP symptoms feel like. EXACTLY.
Is CV-19 deadly? Absolutely, and for many people it’s a fast way to quickly exit their physical bodies because they’re in Phase 2 and don’t want to continue with the Ascension Process any further. They don’t want to go through the Separation of Worlds in body, they want out of all things ascension. For those many people around the world that do not want to remain in their physical bodies and go through Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, this pandemic is better than say getting killed by a hit-&-run driver which has been an epidemic itself for years in certain locations! CV-19 is for many people around the world a faster option than dying from say a drug overdose or cancer or heart disease or anything else that takes more time. This Phase 2 pandemic is doing a lot on a lot of different levels for a lot of different reasons. From lower levels of consciousness it’s horrific with a high death rate. From higher levels of consciousness it is Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and one potent physical way for people that want out can quickly exit, and for other people it’s about the activation of their hearts and eventually their HighHearts.
CV-19 is for so many a massive pain in the ass because it’s totally shutdown their old patriarchal reality, addictions, habits, routines, pleasures like sports, socializing, getting drunk and/or high with other people, going and doing any damned thing they want anywhere around the world no matter what. How dare anything interrupt corrupt sports! How dare anything interrupt corrupt government? How dare anything interrupt corrupt patriarchal reality? How dare anything interrupt corrupt corporations? Banks? Wall street? Ego-based socializing? How dare anything interfere with old corrupt patriarchal global reality and all of its systems and structures?
That’s why this had to be a pandemic. Nothing else would shut the entire old corrupt patriarchal world and humanity down this quickly other than an invisible nasty virus that can be deadly and spread everywhere super fast. Repeated mass shootings of children and adults wasn’t enough. Endless wars haven’t been enough, nothing has, but Phase 2 with it’s global and human species wide NEW Diamond codes and its Divine planetary human species Cease and Desist Order absolutely is enough to do this Reboot of humanity, human consciousness and global external reality. Fight it all you want unaware humans, it doesn’t and won’t matter because the NEW is here and in place and now you all HAVE to evolve or leave. Period.
Old lower 3D patriarchal humanity was intentionally turned into herd animals, into “sheeple” herd animals. Into unthinking, constantly clustered together stupid ego only lowly 3D human herd animals. And they’ve loved it because they’ve forgotten real freedom, empowerment, sovereignty, responsibility and the deep inner strength that being personally responsible and sovereign in all ways makes one feel. Those awareness’s died out thousands of years ago and global humanity have been third dimensional herd animals ever since. That is until Phase 2 of the Ascension Process with its NEW Earth, NEW Human Diamond codes arrived along with a “virus” that will help those who want out to quickly get out, or help those trapped and addicted to old 3D consciousness and reality to become “infected” with NEW codes, NEW Light, NEW evolutionary energies and finally become really free, more aware and eventually fully sovereign individually.
You say potato, I say potaato…
There’s another lowly old negative patriarchal thing coming soon, or at least at this point it’s a strong probability. It is that in the near future there will be a global mandatory vaccination every human around the planet will be forced to take. I won’t do that or allow that to be done to me and my body. So what’s the “cure” for that? Embodiers, get your Embodying into high-gear immediately! We are the “cure” for that too just as every Embodier living the Embodiment Process is the “cure”, the “vaccinations” to all of the old lowly negative 3D things. No pressure, it’s just ON regardless but we all need to be aware that this is a very strong possibility coming as quickly as those low consciousness corrupt people that want to and/or only know to continue the old negativity can produce. It’s a strong negative in the sidelines so let’s quickly override that too like we’ve done with everything else.
Speaking of Embodiers and the Embodiment Process. It was a few months ago that I started Seeing the solar flashing, flickering, moving about light energies again inside my house, on the ceiling. (It’s just the easiest way that I See them so far.) They not only flicker and flash but they’ve changed somewhat and now also sort of bubble outward, swirl as they flash and are more potent and felt intensely. I said a couple of months ago that, due to the return of Seeing these solar Light flashing’s that have become Embodied by me, by each of us who’ve been Embodying for years, that I sensed we’re rapidly building and aligning etc. with some NEW higher level that’s going to trigger another massive shift in reality, humanity, Earth and NEW Earth, NEW Humans.
Again, how many Embodiers does it take to screw in NEW Earth, NEW Humanity? Doesn’t matter because we’ve got more than what’s needed and it’s all coming to a higher NEW head some time this year I feel. No fear, no pressure, just continue Embodying Embodiers while we’re all in self-induced and nationally ordered ‘stay-at-home’ mode. Do you see how much more we’re able to accomplish now because the world’s been forced into silence in all ways? You say tomato, I say tomaato…
Briefly because this is long and you and I both are getting tired. I mentioned earlier that the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process has been EXTRA painful physically for me since January 2020 as I know it has been for many of us reading this. This is due to it being Phase 2 level of all these internal and external evolutionary energies and the embodiment of them for Volunteers and now mass unaware humanity too but at the levels they’re experiencing them. Volunteers are not only Embodying but dropping, discarding, casting-off all old lower aspects of self and all that went with that while we increasingly align with our Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source and merge ourselves with all that in and through our physical selves and bodies at higher and higher levels with greater amounts and much higher frequencies. All that is causing some more intense physical hurting and sometimes in slightly NEW ways to us. Energy stair-steps. Combine this with our ongoing increasing Embodiment, alignment, unification and synchronization with the Sun and more and is it any wonder that our bodies have been more painful than usual? We’re goin’ somewhere with all this and it’s better known as NEW Earth, NEW Humanity. Thank You for your ongoing Service Work and let’s take this to the next level right here, right now.
Denise Le Fay
March 27, 2020
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