A reader recently requested I talk about “the unrelenting and debilitating exhaustion so many of us are feeling”. Thank you for your request AF. ❤
Believe it or not I’ve been doing so all along. It’s sometimes helpful to reread my posts in monthly order throughout a whole year because each month is like a different chapter in the book of that particular year. My articles/posts are connected, one to another and another, and no I’m not that clever, just honest about what I’m personally experiencing, discovering and learning as I go, as we all go through this compressed period of Universal evolution to a much higher level.
That said, there are all sorts of reasons why each person experiencing the ongoing evolutionary Ascension Process and its unique and colorful 🙄 symptoms, do so slightly differently and typically at slightly different times. The main reason for these slight differences in levels of intensity, severity, pain, negativity, timing and duration is because of one being or not being what I call a First Everythinger. And yes, I’ve said before what a ridiculous term First Everythinger is, but it’s accurate. A First Everythinger is my personal, albeit silly name for the First Wavers. And First Wavers are ascension Volunteers, Starseeds, Light Realm Beings and so on. There are Second Wavers and Third Wavers and each of the three (Triality) groups of ascension Volunteers have their individual masterships, qualifications, capabilities, endurance levels, and different energy activation timings.
Typically, the First Everythingers—aka the First Wavers—are the ones that always go first, embody first, are attacked by Team Dark first, energetically clean and clear old negativity, density, Duality, the many layers of deliberate Team Dark distortions and inversions and the disconnections they did to human DNA etc. First Everythingers have been doing these things since the Ascension Process started, while simultaneously anchoring some more of the higher NEW energies first into and through their physical bodies. Very simply, that’s why we hurt more and longer than others.
The next layer of this has to do with our being in Phase 2 of the evolutionary Ascension Process since January 2020. I certainly don’t need to recap how unbelievably intense, weird, reality-changing and life-changing it’s been since January 2020. And each year since has been and will continue to be even more extreme, for a while. Don’t hate the messenger, it just is what it is now at this point where the old is fighting its final battle to remain in power while the higher NEW is manifesting regardless of all that or how much it hurts, scares everyone and threatens the going extinct global patriarchy and all of its global systems and structures. It’s just where we currently are in this compressed evolution now; the icky, messy, unstable, violent, volatile neither here nor fully there cuspal transitions stage. The evolution revolution is fully here in the physical and it’s just going to be chaotic and choppy for a while longer. Don’t get hung up or fixate on it. Continue doing what you’re an old pro energy Master in all this First Everythingers; spanning larger frequency ranges than most could physically and psychologically survive plus hold them for years and decades within your bodies, hearts and consciousness. Know that in 2023 and 2024 it’s going to seem like it’s getting worse when the truth is that this is normal for the EPIC ascension energy template change shift that’s taken place since 2020.
Because we’ve made the evolutionary CHANGEOVER shift up to Triality frequency and the Divine Mother Feminine energy template of ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans incrementally since 2020, now at the start of 2023, we’re having to deal with and embody totally new-to-us energies, evolved human DNA and more. Each time we vibrationally elevate up a few more energy stairsteps, the First Everythingers are needed to castoff more of the ancient negative Team Dark Duality template distortions and inversions they intentionally did to humanity, human consciousness and DNA a very long time ago.
This next part is an important distinction I want to stress because it’s the answer to AF’s question.
What the First Everythingers have been dealing with since 2020, more so in 2021, much more so in 2022, and will be throughout 2023, is now taking place in these higher Triality frequencies, NEW energy templates and codes at levels and frequencies we’ve never experienced before while incarnate in these bodies. The higher we go, the more unpleasant, icky, heavy and repulsive it feels to have to be dealing with any old negative distortions and inversions. Here’s where this seems, seems to get worse when in fact it’s getting better. Deep breath, hang in here with me please.
Over a decade ago I wrote multiple times at TRANSITIONS about the Ascension Process symptom that was like the story of the Princess and the Pea. No matter how many mattresses she kept piling on, she could still feel the discomforts caused by the single pea under the bottom mattress. All three of the Volunteer Wave groups feel every Team Dark tidbit in much the same way — extremely amplified, but the First Everythingers feel them the worst. Why? Because the more Light there is now in each of us and what’s been anchored into physicality, makes every remaining bit of old negativity feel extremely amplified, raw, repulsive, unbearable and wholly intolerable in Phase 2 and our existing in the NEW energy template and Triality frequency and each additional NEW code that arrives for NEW Human of ascending NEW Earth.
Said another way, the old Darkness feels worse now in Phase 2 because there’s MUCH more Light in us and around us than was capable of being during all of Phase 1. This is why it now often feels like things are getting worse when in fact they’ve gotten much better and continue being more Light-filled every week, month, and year. The greater the Light, the higher the vibration, the faster the frequencies, the worse everything with less Light, lower vibrations and slower frequencies feel.
I LOVE you…
It may help if you read/reread my November 1, 2022 article, 2022 Purge Work of Ancient Negative Divine Mother Distortions
It was in October 2022 that this latest phase of my First Everythinger abilities to transmute some more of the old negativity done to humanity and their DNA long ago was activated once again. I’m certainly not the only First Everythinger that has been and continues going through this in early 2023. I’m still experiencing some of the strange symptoms that began for me in October 2022 today and I know some of you are too. I sincerely hope that all of 2023 does not require my, and your, fantabulous abilities of vanquishing filthy evil into sparkling unicorn glitter but who knows? I jest about this because I don’t like being the bearer of shit news any more than you want to hear it. But, but we’re doing this phase of the Great & Good Work on different ground than we did during Phase 1. It won’t be the same as it’s been and hopefully it won’t take as long as it did in Phase 1. Correction, I already know it won’t but, like many of you, I too am f-ing exhausted to my Soul bones and so, so, SO done with anything and everything vile done to humanity during the cycle in Duality.
“When the human lightbody has correct configurations linking directly to the Cosmic God Parents, the imposters, implants, dark entities and AI hybrid cloned materials begin to purge out generating levels of psycho-spiritual healing crisis.” — Lisa Renee, January 2023
Another paragraph I relate to from the same article.
“The currant embodiment process for first wavers entails intermittent phases of heavy purges of toxic, reversed or imbalanced energies and begins to reconfigure the entire bone, blood, tissue and skin matrix composition, which may result in some heavy physical and neurological challenges of ascension symptoms.” — Lisa Renee, January 2023
Yep. Been doing it since October 2022, but like I said earlier, from this NEW higher Triality level, the Divine Mother Feminine template, and all else which are our now our being “linked directly to the Cosmic God Parents”. It only looks and feels like things are worse now, they’ve actually gotten vastly better but these is some of the latest energetic evolutionary Ascension Process side effects some of you and me are having to physically live and purge our ways through so the humans can become NEW Humans.
What I’ve been increasingly having to do since Phase 2 started in 2020 is:
- reduce any and all bullshit in my life and surroundings
- release all chaff from my life and space
- pick and choose all I do and do not do from my HighHeart, not my mind
- use my scant daily sovereign Lifeforce energies with real care, honesty and awareness
- do nothing physical when I and my body need to do nothing but be still and with Source as my NEW Human Self
- keep my HighHeart on the spiritual energetic ascension goal no matter what insanity is unfolding around me
- MUCH greater self-care at this higher level and never forget the reasons why
- accept this higher level of spiritual maturity and ascension energy Work as gracefully as I’m currently capable of
- always be open to knowing and being much more
We’re all tired, very tired, but this 2023 year of energy Work is taking place on ascending NEW Earth with those extremely important and game changing NEW Triality template and all else that’s created that “direct link to the Cosmic God Parents” as Lisa Renee calls it/them. We’re going somewhere with all this pain and exhaustion, always have been, and don’t forget that not everyone is capable of doing what only you can, which is why each of us in these lifetimes of Universal evolution ascension are more valuable than even we understand. Again, I LOVE you…
Denise Le Fay
February 1, 2023
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