I know what I’ve been going through and exactly when it amplified a year ago this time in 2014, and with the start of January 2015, it all amplified greatly again and will continue to do so throughout this year and next. In a couple of previous articles I’ve tried to politely and respectfully talk about how everything has not and is not all happy-happy, blissy-blissy, easy, floaty, sparkly and wonderfully fluffy for MANY people now, myself included. I know many others who also write about the Ascension are not experiencing what many of us are now, and I’m very happy for them, because this is terribly brutal on many levels and downright heartbreaking in many cases.
However, what peeves and disappoints me somewhat is that some Ascension teachers/writers are saying that those of us who are not experiencing what they currently are are doing something wrong, that we’re not vibrating high enough, we don’t have enough Light and/or LOVE in us, or that we’re not thinking enough positive thoughts etc. which according to these individuals is why we’re suffering and having such extreme difficulties now.
(1) That’s just stupid and egoic bullshit talk and they should goddamned know better and (2) it’s lower frequency Dualized consciousness and (3) you the reader needs to sense more, discern more and know what and who you are no matter WTF anyone else says about any of this at this point. Seriously. That is individual empowerment and it is mandatory from here on out for each of us no matter what’s unfolding in our personal lives and bodies. Discernment readers, discernment and higher awareness when you read anyone’s material because often that material is NOT talking to you and the level you’re now at, but it is talking to the people who are at that level at that time. I’ve struggled with this myself too as a writer about the Ascension Process and this is a big reason why I’ve repeatedly used the term energy Stair-steps over the years to get people to understand that one article does not fit all! Never has, never will.
(I’ll soon publish an astrologically focused article about this and why some of us are getting pummeled long, slow and hard by once-in-a-lifetime transits that are causing severe events in our lives such as loved ones suddenly dying and/or us dying or coming very close to death ourselves and much more. Does any of that sound like you’ve done something “wrong” or aren’t working hard enough or haven’t embodied enough Light or LOVE energies? Of course not, astrological article coming asap. Step into YOUR power because you know who you are and what you’re capable of and that is so needed and valuable now.)
Another big push from Team Dark working through unaware humans & corrupt old patriarchal systems & beliefs
I hate to even need to talk about this topic after a couple of years of it being almost nonexistent in my personal life and home. Talk about bliss! Nonetheless, I was painfully aware at the start of 2015 that as the Light amplified then so too did Team Dark’s push to ‘Smash & Grab’ as many humans and incarnate Team Light members as they possibly can during the completion of the Galactic Alignment. Think of this as Team Dark doing last-minute stockpiling of supplies — fuel, foods and such to fill their pantries with as many energy producing humans (their fuel and food supply) as they can before the split in physicality is complete.
We of the Light have always known that they of the Dark won’t exit gracefully but will do their best to grab, snag, ensnare, trick, fool, con, derail, use and control as many humans for as long as they can. Your part in all this is to be as aware and honest as you can and not let them get you or get you down. In January I was already down due to exhaustion and sadness and I got slack with my energetic protections and became vulnerable once again and the second that happened/happens Team Dark sends in the human hounds to try and finish you off.
I mention Team Dark again now because these negative actions of theirs are happening right alongside more and more people “ascending” into higher frequency consciousness and therefore space/locations. Team Dark has always known what’s going on and why and they’ve prepped and worked, plotted and planned for thousands of years for what’s unfolding NOW on Earth and in your and my lives, bodies and consciousness! Folks, this is “last call”; this is the End Times of the End Times; this is the completion phase of Galactic Alignment and it is beautiful, brutal, highly dangerous, blissful, Divine, perfect, stressful, confusing, monstrous and magical but certainly not the time to lay down in the dirt and take a nap because you’re freakin’ exhausted! How do I know this bit of stellar wisdom you may be asking? Because I’ve done it, and what happens is while you’re down there in the pain, misery, exhaustion and confusion Team Dark sees you doing your very best Ascension Process road kill impersonation and immediately takes advantage of your vulnerable state and quickly comes in to finish you off! They’re not stupid, weak and repulsive yes but not stupid.
So much more to say but I’ll continue this in that upcoming astrological based article as soon as I’m able. No fear as the world and you and me and our bodies and everything continues changing very quickly. Just know that much more is happening and it’s all doing so simultaneously which is sometimes hard to wrap one’s mind around but such are the times and energies we live in. How special are we? 😀
Ignore the monsters and keep focused on what YOU want, not on what they want you focused on and therefore fueling for them. This is more important than it’s ever been before. I know how hard it is when all the monsters are doing their best to derail you, wear you down, trick you, demand you jump through more patriarchal hoops and so on but you’ve GOT to wake up from your dirt nap and get back in the Ascension game because we’re coming down to the last few minutes of it. You’ve done beautifully, now lets finish this thing and liftoff fully. There are seven billion-plus ways to ascend and Source/God/Divinity/All That Is finds every one more valuable and important than you/me/we can fully comprehend yet. That is LOVE and LOVE is creativity.
Denise Le Fay
February 10, 2015
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