Tag: greed and fear verses HighHeart reality

I’m going to preface this by saying, again, that my current personal perspective is probably a bit rough around the edges due to what I’m going through with my Mom and the many related situations. It’s always been fairly easy for me to See, perceive and know what’s going on from a different perspective than what I’ve been increasingly living, walking and traveling through in 2014. Nonetheless, that’s 2014, and we’re all going through this in our unique ways this year (and next). You’ve been forewarned that these articles are coming from my current personal experiences and discoveries—unpleasant and pleasant, higher NEW and lower old—and because I’ve never been here before nor done this before as Denise, my articles are no doubt sounding and feeling different to those of you who’ve been reading me for years. Progress… even tho it may not sound or feel like it immediately. 😉 It’s all good as they say, even the difficult, confusing and uncertain parts. This is you/me/us living the Ascension Process within the NEW now in 2014 and it’s very different from what we’ve done all these many years up to this point. Like I needed to say that.

Everyone remember what became known among the Ascension folks as ‘the 3:00 AM Club’ a few years ago? Suddenly being unceremoniously shoved back into your physical body at or around 3:00 AM. We’d been out-of-body, “asleep” (not hardly!) when suddenly we were purposely dismissed from where we’d been and what we’d been doing and immediately sent back into our physical bodies, wide awake and unable to go back to sleep for hours if at all because we needed to be back in them right then.

Well, this same thing started up again for me recently, except now I’m going to call it the 4:00 AM Club because that’s about the time I’m suddenly crash-landing back into my physical body, instantly wide awake and unable to go back to sleep. At first I thought this was due to my worries over what’s going on with my Mom since August 28th, but enough time has passed that I’m finally understanding that it is that, but, it’s also multidimensional energy related changes happening now in these NEW ways. Another aspect of this that’s happening now to a degree I’ve never experienced before is the exact opposite; suddenly falling asleep and exiting the physical body during the day because one needs to be out of it for however many minutes or hours at that moment of “time”. More about this in a moment, but keep these two things in Heart-mind because they’re related and important to what we’re doing and going through now.

Let me add that waking up at 4:00 AM and not being able to go back to sleep for even an hour makes for one very long and disorienting day, especially over “time”. That too however is part of this NEW shake-up break-up expansion shift to ourselves, our consciousness, our old routines and lower linear self/NEW Higher multidimensional Self. This is some super-weird but exciting NEW stuff in the physical and it’s taking some linear “time” for us to make these current embodiment transitions we’re doing repeatedly back and forth because we’re Time Jumping short little bits multiple times a day now and that is profoundly taxing on the physical body and overall nervous system, hence why we suddenly must exit it by falling asleep for minutes or hours during the daytime. Give yourself, your consciousness, your nervous system and your physical and energetic bodies the much-needed “time” to both suddenly fall sleep (pass out) and recover during the day, and, to also wake-up suddenly back in your physical body at any hour of the night to anchor more NEW into this dimension and body etc. Both of these happenings are really the same related Ascension Process, just going in different directions so to speak. No one thought that Time Jumping at this point would look and feel like this did they? Well, there we all go! 😉 Rest body and soul because this is hard multidimensional work all being run down into and through our physical bodies now. The Body and Brain Rewiring is making a lot more sense now isn’t it? And just imagine, we’re only getting started with all this fabulous NEW creative potential too! 🙂

For many Ascension years I only left the house two, three or at worst, four times a month to grocery shop, run errands, change the oil in the car and take care of those physical necessities we all have to. But, since my Mom’s triple bypass and related stroke two weeks later, I’ve had to leave the house every other day to take care of different things. Mind you, I’ve been a recluse since February 1999 when my biological Ascension Process started; I’d been one since 1991 but not as severely as from 1999 forward. I was so sick and miserable then that I didn’t leave the house/property unless it was absolute necessary. When we reached the 12-21-12 Expiration Date, I knew that would be changing for me and that I’d have to re-enter the world out there like it or not, ready for it or not and vice versa. I wasn’t looking forward to having to re-enter “normal society” (euw) in my sixties after all I’ve been through via the Ascension Process but, that time arrived in spades for me with my Mom’s recent health issues.

As I continue walking this latest difficult Time Jumping Embodying maze of Higher NEW and old lower, I’ve encountered a few truly great people (nurses and therapists in the Nursing Home/Rehab facility and hospital — places I’ve always done my best to avoid as most Ulta-Sensitives do) and some seriously low consciousness assholes as well. It’s the cutting, glaring, painful contrast of people with some blossoming Heart and honest compassion for the jobs they gladly do, and, those people who do what they do only because it’s a paycheck and there’s some level of income “security” in aging people getting sick.

As I shared in an earlier article, I had three thousand dollars disappear from my Safe Deposit Box in my bank. I discovered this the day I was trying to get monies in place to buy that particular house I’d mentioned. But, with that much cash missing (make that stolen by a couple of bank employees and I know who they are), AND twelve hours later Mom being ambulanced off for triple bypass surgery eight hours after entering the hospital, my sudden unemployment and lack of income due to this, the house buying had to be put on-hold. Jeez, when it freakin’ rains it freakin’ pours doesn’t it?!

Since late August 2014, I’ve encountered more people who instantly and effortless lie to my face about things than I’ve experienced in my entire life! This has continued into the Nursing Home where Mom is and there are times when I’m tested… I mean T E S T E D… by these little &$@*! jerks with zero Heart or higher anything. These people care only about what they can get and get away with and nothing and no one else period. It’s repulsive, surprising, shocking and nothing more than what it is; low consciousness humans doing what low consciousness humans do to other humans and lifeforms. The big difference now is that this contrast is so huge, so in-your-face and HighHeart Consciousness that it’s shocking and downright traumatic at times. It’s so easy for Higher Consciousness people to be embarrassingly thrown-off by low consciousness people sometimes. Starseeds and higher consciousness folks are famous for this because we simply don’t get it, we’ve never related to low-level consciousness, behaviors and beliefs and when we meet them in physical humans, we often get our feet knocked out from under us because of it. And I mean even after a lifetime of co-existing with them on old 3D Earth! But, that’s not the point.

The point is that through all I’ve lived and am still learning from throughout this intense year (with each season becoming more intense, important and potent via necessary growth and changes etc.), I’m better discovering how to cope with and function repeatedly and quickly jumping back and forth between higher NEW and lower old energies, people and their old lower consciousness and actions, old low vibe locations, beliefs, systems and so forth. It’s our very actions of repeatedly doing this within ourselves, bodies and awareness that the Ascension Process is being manifested, anchored and bridged in multiple dimensions.

I know we’d like to believe this Process would look far nicer, prettier and neater etc. than it is but that’s what’s so brilliant about it at this stage. It’s us living it, us walking Home in these seemingly less glamorous physical ways that is The Process itself. We are The Process, The Journey and The Outcome, not to mention The Creators too. Because of this, just let go of the old need to know in those old lower ways and BE in the Now Moment DOING/BEING all that you are multidimensionally across time space both awake and asleep; both in-body physically and out of it in other of your many energetic bodies. Not much else matters at this point really. Focus on what you want and not on what you don’t want. Be responsible for your consciousness and emotions and what you allow them to focus on like never before. Even if what you’re going through now is scary, painful, confusing, exhausting etc., just walk it, live it, be as ‘Impeccably’ and fully in the Now as you can because that is you further manifesting and anchoring from the old lower into the NEW higher.

Gratitude Hugs to everyone for your continued energetic, emotional and financial support. I’ve emailed everyone that’s donated but some of those emails didn’t reach you for whatever the reasons. Because of this I’m going to soon write a Thank You post to those people specifically that I’ve not been able to reach and thank by email yet. Please know that I’ve not forgotten any of you and that I just haven’t been able to connect directly with you via emails.

Denise

October 1, 2014

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