More Inner Excavating & Offloading

flyhearts2

Personal Contraband

As is always the case with the evolutionary Ascension Process, we reach periods where we absolutely must dig deeper to excavate something(s) within us that we’ve managed to smuggle through all previous Ascension Checkpoints. We may have shaved a few more layers off from most of our old personal inner issues and stuff—whatever and whoever they are—but we always reach another phase where we have to go deeper and finally get all personal contraband up, out and gone. Why? Because another big evolutionary Stair-step needs to be traversed by us soon and our old lower world and self issues simply cannot travel any further with us into the higher frequency NEW. If we tried to continue smuggling it or them up more energy Light Wave Stair-steps at this point, they would cause us more pain and pressure than they ever caused us originally. It’s just not worth the amplified pain or spiritual risk after all we’ve already been through in this evolutionary process.

We absolutely cannot take our old lower inner contraband stuff with us as we evolve into higher frequency beings of Light in physical bodies. To assist us with the mandatory offloading of any residual inner contraband we still have, we go through repeated Ascension Checkpoints where we’re thoroughly scanned for any prohibited old density items — toxic substances, unnecessary baggage, festering fears, crippling emotional wounds, ridiculous guilt, or poisonous anger. All illicit, prohibited lower density substances will not be allowed entrance through any Spiritual Ascension Customs Checkpoints.

To continue evolving and moving forward with greater ease, safety and comfort, we go through more mandatory safety-net Checkpoints on our personal evolutionary Ascension Process. Such has been the case throughout most of August and September 2016. For some of us, myself included, all of 2016 has been one big Ascension Checkpoint demanding the release of any and all remaining personal and collective contraband. It’s not fun, but I certainly am grateful for them because I, we, all too often honestly believe we’ve already dealt with all our inner stuff years and years ago. We did but we’ve discovered there have been multiple remaining layers of our personal stuff we’ve had to feel, deal with and fully release, neutrally. The second we’ve done this we’re given the all-clear to pass through the latest Ascension Checkpoint to continue up the next energetic Ascension Stair-step.

Collective Contraband

Most Forerunners have very much felt and lived with the human, and in many cases the nonhuman as well, collective contraband throughout 2016 in highly amplified ways. We’ve always felt it, felt them, felt their collective inner and outer stuff, but this year it’s been nearly unbearable at times. The only thing that has helped the Forerunners survive this onslaught of collective old world contraband being amplified and brought to the human conscious surface for removal has been our ability to get in and remain in our HighHearts where everything is known, seen and felt as energetically Neutral. But, because many Forerunners, myself included, have not as yet mastered being in this higher state constantly, there have been times when I’ve had to disconnect from the world as it is at this moment to not be driven insane or heartbroken or worse because of it. We knew this time would come for all of us too but it’s proven to be a real test for us all. Such is the human collective experiencing their first substantial and obvious Ascension Checkpoint. Stay in your HighHeart as they go through this 2016 one including the others throughout 2017. It most likely won’t be pretty or easy but it’s absolutely necessary for them, for us, and for All everywhere else too. This is a Process and each step is important in its Alchemical and evolutionary nature.

Recent Dreams

As you know, when times are tough and full of change as they now are, we can quickly get a lot accomplished, resolved, better understood, transmuted and cleared while in the dream state. You may have been working hard again at night last month and this month too, and because of that have had some pretty wild dreams. Here’s one I had last week that’s rather telling.

In this dream I was in an unknown house with a group of unknown people. We were all talking when I saw a small but incredibly brilliant flash of white light explode in the middle of the living room about three feet above the floor. It was so bright you couldn’t see anything for a second or two and when it was gone, so too were some pieces of furniture and two people. The rest of us jumped up and looked around at the now empty spaces in the room where furniture had been, and some people, and wondered what in the world had just happened. Some people went throughout the house looking for the two missing people but they and some furniture were gone.

After about twenty minutes this happened again in another room in this house and when the flash of brilliant white light dissipated, more people were gone. This repeated ten minutes later in another area of the house and more people and furniture disappeared. At this point in my dream I was mildly concerned and confused and began expanding my awareness in the dream to discern what was happening and why. After a few moments of this I intentionally woke myself up and laid in bed in the dark and went over the dream so I wouldn’t forget it. It impacted me rather intensely so it wasn’t likely I’d forget this one however.

This dream shows how both personal and collective stuff is suddenly disappearing due to increasing Light right where we live. This dreams anomalies are symbolic but also literal, personal but also collective, and will only increase throughout the remainder of 2016, especially after the September 22nd Equinox. Be prepared for more and more personal and collective contraband and other things and people to quickly disappear. The old world and consciousness is disappearing, is being suddenly zapped away by flashes of brilliant white Light. 2017 could very much be this but 1000-fold more intense which is why we’ve had more Ascension Checkpoints to work our ways through during 2016. Big NEW things are in the works now, and more so soon, and the rush is on like never before to be energetically ready for such a massive change as what’s coming. Do The Inner Work, whatever that is for you now, and everything else unfolds so much easier, faster and less painfully. Have a creative and progressive September 22, 2016 Equinox as you release the old to ready for the NEW in all ways. ❤

Denise

September 21, 2016

Donations can be made here and Thank You for the energy exchange.

800x600 thankyou leaves4

heartcopyright Copyright © Denise Le Fay & HighHeartLife, 2016. All rights reserved. Permission is NOT given to use this article in custom videos. You may copy and distribute this article so long as you don’t alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author and this URL https://highheartlife.wordpress.com and Copyright Notice is included.

Alone… But Not Really… But Kinda… Temporarily

cosmos2

As some of you may remember, I’ve mentioned in two or three articles in early 2016, about how I had been occasionally dealing with a growing sense of being alone. I’m not talking about loneliness, but an honest clear sense that I’ve been on such NEW territory that I am in some ways very much alone, temporarily. Let me add that this is perfectly okay in the second half of 2106, because I consciously understand what’s been unfolding better than I did at the start of this incredibly amplified year and am more comfortable with this NEW and being on my own in it. We’ll understand even more on the other side of September’s multiple energetic lineup.

I just read one of the best, most honest Ascension articles I’ve read in a very long time. It’s entitled ‘Your Collective Is Likely Pondering’, September 12, 2016. (See link below my copyright notice.) Big Gratitude Hugs to Brenda Hoffman & Co. for it. ❤ ❤ ❤

The only other person/being/channel I’ve come across over these Ascension years that publicly admitted to being surprised by an unexpected project in the Ascension Process was Kryon a few years ago. It had to do with specific Bridge Building to connect certain nonphysical higher dimensions with 3D physical Earth back in the early 1980s. I was intimately familiar with this because I was one of the Forerunners who worked on this early Ascension-related project. For more information about this see pages 60-66 in A Lightworker’s Mission. Other than these two incidences, I’m not aware of any others who’ve publicly confessed to being surprised by what the Forerunners of the Forerunners and the Forerunners continue doing for individual Self and collective All everywhere.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/10/22/the-bridge-builders-forerunners-crossing-it-now/

Considering what most of us have gone through year after year post the December 21, 2012 Expiration Date, it sure feels good to be openly acknowledged for putting our HighHearts and Souls into it and running far beyond what had been the original agreed upon Ascension “end zone”. We got the ball there years ago but have continued “running” so Thank You very much for standing back while we embody more of our Higher Selves/Source, repeatedly readjust ourselves from doing so, and continue journeying and Creating higher and farther than what we’d originally contracted to do. Bets were made by a small handful On High that know and love us well, that we would go for it after we’d reached a certain level of completion in the Ascension Process. This we’ve done and more. (More about this and related things in upcoming articles.)

So when I read Brenda’s article this morning I was uplifted and gratified by her valuable channeled message. This is what you get when you hire Forerunner Boomer Hippies to tear down and rebuild multidimensional systems; we do that then go on to create totally NEW better ones because we’re here now so why not?

This brings us back to the start of 2016, when some Forerunners felt and knew from deep within themselves that, in many ways, we were indeed on our owns now (temporarily) because we’d Re-Contracted with the Divine and our Higher Selves during our individual Life Review period that took place at some point during December 21, 22, 23, 2012. For me it was December 22, 2012. We’ve raced up very difficult energetic Ascension Stair-steps ever since then and the results of all this aren’t totally clear to even us yet. They will be however, and the 9-9-9 (September 9, 2016) completion threshold we just crossed brought a lot more insights to many. More to come with and after the Lunar Eclipse on the 16th.

This year has repeatedly forced me into my Sovereignty for answers, insights, soothing, nurturing, continued spiritual, energetic, physical and consciousness growth and so much more. The time—for me and many of you reading this is—well over for being babysat, handheld, stroked and soothed by higher dimensional Beings, Angelics, ETs and such. We are them and more now on NEW territory, which automatically creates more NEW territories for All everywhere. Until you and I honestly and fully consciously understand, accept and wear/live what we now are and how powerful we actually are, we’ll still occasionally whine and mope and long for some Other great higher Being to cuddle us up and make us feel better from time to time.

Visualize this please for perspective. See in your mind’s eye a great Lightbeing that is You sucking its glowing white-light thumb while searching for another great Lightbeing to coddle it and make it feel better. Ridiculous isn’t it? Well, this is where many of us are now; fumbling while adapting to our NEW lives and realities as directly Source-connected Sovereign individuals. Old bad lower frequency habits take a while to shake off sometimes and there’s nothing wrong with that. Just do your best to honestly get a glimpse of your NEW Self in some cosmic mirror somewhere so you better consciously understand what you’ve evolved into at this point. This is important for yourself but also for all the rest of the Forerunners, the collective and future timelines, worlds, realities etc. No pressure Sovereign Self-as-Source beings, just honesty.

“You have moved so rapidly that we of other dimensions and collectives, do not yet quite understand how you are evolving. Do we point you in the direction of the reward that seems important to you now? Or do we point you in the direction of the reward you will find important in a month or a year? That is our quandary.”

That was a quote from Brenda Hoffman’s channeled message, and what a wonderful thing for On High to be questioning! We Forerunners have already chosen years ago even if you don’t consciously remember that choice you and your Higher Self and the Divine had face to face at the end of Phase One of the Ascension Process. I’m going to end this with a quote from The Temple of Master Hotei (page 154) because it feels right to do now. Thank You again Brenda Hoffman and Co. for that very important message. ❤

And now from Master Hotei and Jade One of long ago but are very much connected to me here and our time of Universal Ascension. Never forget that we never clock-out but are always on The Job.

“Those who came to experience and expand our spirits within polarized physicality are acquiring knowledge within the densest level available for human expression. However, at the end of this great cycle, we of earthly incarnations that have integrated and transmuted within this realm will eventually return Home with extremely unique and valuable experiences to share!” Hotei said with his eyes sparkling and flashing excitedly.

“With us of course, we will take our individual and collective experiences and soul wisdom that others do not possess, except for the many that have journeyed down into dense, polarized physicality. By incarnating within physicality we are learning to bring heaven to earth—to increasingly express within dense flesh, that which we fully are in higher nonphysical realms. As difficult as it has been Little One, we have gained a unique wisdom and succeeded at manifesting our true spiritual selves within a most dense, illusory, restrictive and remarkably polarized realm.

“Think of the profound wisdom and creativity we will be able to share with our brothers and sisters who did not encase themselves within this dense realm and experience all that we have from having journeyed here! It has been a long and difficult journey but the knowledge, wisdom, and soul growth gained from descending into dense physical polarity will help more beings and more realities in more ways than we can comprehend. Plus, it will also create unlimited future possibilities as well,” Hotei said with his eyes closed as if he was broadcasting this information from some other place far away…

Denise

September 13, 2016

Donations can be made here and Thank You for the energy exchange.

copyrighthearts1Copyright © Denise LeFay & HighHeartLife, 2016. Permission is NOT given to use this article in any custom videos. You may copy and distribute this material so long as you don’t alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author(s) and this URL https://highheartlife.wordpress.com and Copyright Notice is included.

lines-stars

Link to Brenda Hoffman’s blog —

https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2016/09/12/your-collective-is-likely-pondering/

September 2016’s Preparative Energetic Pushes

stair steps6

After the 2016 Lion’s Gate stampede, I’ve felt that rare but oh so blissful sensation of feeling mildly drugged (zero drugs people, just an energetic side effect) and absolute need to fall asleep and get out-of-body for as long as possible throughout the day. This has been going on for the past couple of weeks and is that wonderful phase where we integrate and recuperate, acclimate and adjust to the latest inner evolutionary changes. This is not the common Ascension symptom ‘tired and wired’ where you’re totally exhausted beyond all comprehension but are being fried alive inside out by higher energies and your mind races nonstop the whole time. No, this is different and feels all warm and fuzzy and the mind goes quiet, comatose in fact, and it’s a very pleasant sensation of resting and being nurtured in the highest of ways while your mind blessedly goes nigh-night. Just absolutely wonderful Ascension related side effect… and then the next higher round arrives—as they always do—and you’re back in it again. R&R time is over, back to evolving everyone!

While I’m still in this latest integrate and recuperate phase before the September 2016 blasts arrive (feeling them already), I wanted to get something written in case I’m not able to sit up and string some words together, sensibly, for a bit. Oh it’s happened many times over these ascension years, periods where I was profoundly grateful to those non distorted Ascension Teachers for picking up the slack and writing much-needed articles during the extra difficult moments when I was flat on my back in too much pain to do anything other than try to survive the latest Stair-step change or Wave. We’ve all been tag teams for each other during these Ascension decades; tagging out when we absolutely had to and others tagging in to carry on, giving us time to live through it ourselves yet continue the Ascension information production and distribution for those that needed it. Cosmic Light tag teams.

There’s been some excellent information lately from some of these other tag team members and I’ll add links at the end of my article. One of them was the latest from Sandra Walter, August 29, 2016, Acceleration and the Solar Eclipse: Making the Choice. Thank you Sandra for it. ❤ It was great because she clearly and honestly listed the different layers, the different Stair-steps as I call them, to not only these energies or Waves but also of people. Not everyone is or ever has stood on the same energetic evolutionary Ascension Stair-step but on slightly different steps. Having said that, most of the human masses haven’t even been on the stairs at all until this year! From here on out however, every living human on earth is now standing on an Ascension Stair-step or they’re dying and exiting and will rejoin the Process where and when it’s appropriate for them individually to do so.

‘The higher vibrational collective (those holding 5D — 12D codes and frequencies within their field) create a quantum dynamic which raises the rest of the collective (the unawakened, awakened to conspiracy, anyone not participating in the Ascension on a heart level — no judgement, they created balance and needed challenges for a while in this process) by the laws of quantum physics and Divine Love (frequency upon which the Universe is built).’

See some of the different groups of people she mentioned? See the different energetic and consciousness Stair-steps within the Ascension Process they’re standing on meaning existing within, aware of, living, reacting to, focused on and believing in currently? Each and every Stair-step and phase of the Ascension Process is important to All, but, finally everyone has entered the Ascension Process, meaning the Forerunners will need to be patient in NEW ways (which will also be easier) with the others that have just begun and are standing far away on much lower Stair-steps. But hot-damn kids, at least they’re all finally on a Stair-step!

confetti   Conspiracy     sleeping smilie    joint   tinfoilhat   preaching    greedy    heartflag   glance   meditate   snake puppet smileyprotest

‘Regardless of our collective intentions before the wave arrives in September, there will be an acceleration. That path was already pre-determined if we were to accomplish the Ascension timeline before 2012. And we did…’

From our Forerunner perspective today, this approaching acceleration of the entire Ascension Process has always been anticipated. When certain people started mentioning an ‘acceleration’ last month or so I was confused because I’ve always known that once we got past the grand Expiration Date—12-21-12—it all was going to accelerate and what we had to continue doing was move up every Stair-step since then to keep up with the evolutionary Ascension Process as Forerunner/Pathpavers/Wayshowers. The faster you could/can remove old clothing and cast them aside (meaning old lower consciousness, beliefs, habits, expectations, energies etc.), the faster and easier you move up more Ascension Stair-steps and go through repeated adjustments to having released more lower past stuff and simultaneously embodied more and more of the NEW higher stuff — Light Codes, ongoing evolution, different DNA upgrades, expanding consciousness, higher abilities, evolving chakras etc. This sacred Path only narrows and quickens the farther along it one travels or ascends. Keep that in HighHeartmind.

‘As the vibrational rate and light quotient of the HUman collective rises exponentially, opportunities for accelerated timelines present. This has been going on all throughout the Shift. Typically Lightworkers, Gatekeepers, and Gridworkers work in co-operation with the Higher realms to welcome in the highest possible experience for Humanity, Gaia, Kingdoms and Elementals. However, the incoming photonic light has taken on a new level; a more intense results-driven aspect as we approach a crucial tipping point next year.’

All quotes are from Sandra Walter’s latest article. See link(s) below.

Results-driven indeed and just in time because I, we, Gaia and All won’t and cannot suffer fools or this rapidly descending insanity any longer. It’s too much, the energetic gap is too great between having more and more Ascended Masters living on earth next to those that are, at this point, barely the same species. There must be and is a tremendous acceleration within the Ascension Process at this completion point of Galactic Alignment where everyone whose chosen to stay in their physical body MUST get with the evolutionary program quickly or exit said physical body and continue elsewhere that’s a closer vibrational match. This tremendous acceleration is, simply, the NEW full-time within a NEW Evolutionary Cycle. Period. It’s graduation time now and many will, many won’t, some need more work and preparation and so on, but know that this is what awaits us all at the start of January 2017; the NEW in NEW ways at a NEW higher level and dimension full-time.

Having said that, understand that there’s more than just one or two Ascension timelines. There are many but I’m not terribly interested in most of them because they don’t require my personal attention. I’m focused on what I’ve Volunteered to work on which is this primary Ascension timeline I’m on and the majority of you reading this now are on as well. There’s another one that I’ve always been focused on too however which contains some of but not all of my family members and old friends. These details don’t need to be sweated over or worried about by you and me; what you and me need to be doing is continuing to evolve as quickly and easily as we possibly can from moment to moment, hour to hour and week by week and September 2016 will make sure we do exactly that!

Use those energies, those aches and pains, those doubts and occasional self-doubts, confusions etc. as your personal thrust-blocks to propel yourself up many more evolutionary Stair-steps. Why? Because January 2017 is only moments away and it comes with energies 100-fold higher frequency than what’s kicking our ascension backsides today! I want to fly not fry in the coming NEW energies of 2017, which means I need to get as much elevation now as I can and so should you and for these same reasons. God Source has our backs with this so take advantage and use these rare energies to evolve faster and further than is normally available. So what if it hurts some at this point. So what if things feel overwhelming at times at this point. So what if you/me/we seemingly fumble the ball occasionally and feel embarrassed because of it. You think any of this matters to or is even seen as that by your Higher Self? You think any of this matters to the Divine? To Source? To the Divine Mother/Father? Not in the least, there’s only incomprehensible LOVE, respect, admiration and immense gratitude. Ease back off the throttle a bit and just float on in and through this September phase, stop thinking and FEEL instead and BE.

Okay, it’s nap time for me, thanks for reading and feeling this and here’s to an exceptional and loftly September 2016 for each of us individually and the entire human collective and the All everywhere. ❤

Denise

August 30, 2016

Donations can be made here and Thank You for the energy exchange.

heartcopyright Copyright © Denise LeFay & HighHeartLife, 2016. All rights reserved. Permission is NOT given to use this article in any custom videos. You may copy and distribute this material so long as you don’t alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author(s) and this URL https://highheartlife.wordpress.com and Copyright Notice is included.

green hearts bargreen hearts bar

Read Sandra Walter’s article here — http://www.sandrawalter.com/acceleration-and-the-solar-eclipse-making-the-choice/

Also, read and hear Tom Kenyon and the Hathors latest Ascension sound assist here — http://tomkenyon.com/a-stream-from-the-higher-worlds-hathor

2016’s Annual Running With The Lions

lionrun5

gold hearts bar

So, how was your 2016 Sirian Lion’s Gate period or what I lovingly refer to as our annual running with the lions? This 2016 Lion’s Gate period was extremely intense and swept away a lot, I mean A LOT of old lower inner energy structures in us while simultaneously replacing them with vastly higher frequency, more complex energetic structures, DNA, Codes of Light and consciousness etc.

From my perspective all this was great so long as I didn’t physically move or do much of anything. The second I physically exerted myself in any way, my entire body would break out in a head-to-toe cold sweat, I’d often get mildly nauseous, felt profoundly weak and fatigued, and dizzy or spinny in my head if I moved or turned too quickly. All lifeforms under my roof (me, mom, cat) had bouts of diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, achy body, head pains and pressures, vertigo, lung congestion and coughing, and as usual I had intense compression in parts of my spine from embodying the 2016 Lion’s Gate energy wave. Talk about purging! This year was an extra big and intense run with the lions but well-worth it because so much old lower personal and collective stuff has been permanently removed and replaced with NEW.

(Star Glyph I was shown in 1980 for Sirius)

Throughout this years Lion’s Gate period I was very aware every time more personal and collective old lower stuff—issues, beliefs, concerns, emotional wounds and so on instantly left me and my body/bodies, consciousness and reality. It was amazing, fast, easy and wonderful and more so because I was a conscious and unemotional witness (‘Neutral Observer’) to this personal process of removal of old lower energy structures within me. Heck, what’s a couple of weeks of on again/off again purging diarrhea, body pains, muscle spasms, spine stiffening, ear ringing, heart/chest thuds and movements, head spinning, blurry vision, lung congestion and coughing up gunk all in the name of compressed evolution? I’m not complaining 6D Sirians, this was a very special annual running and we on Earth are grateful for this massive energetic lift/shove/push out of the past and into more of the NEW.

From one incarnate perspective on Earth, this Ascension Process has painfully gone on and on and on. From another perspective however, there are brief moments when we individually undergo tremendous internal evolutionary changes in an incredibly short period of time and this 2016 running with the lions (July 25th–August 12th) period has been one of them. So much has been removed from us that was of and from the old lower cycle during this years Lion’s Gate period and so much NEW installed, embodied in its place and it all happened so fast and easy—yucky purging symptoms aside—that you might not yet realize just how profoundly different and improved you are now because of this.

I’ve felt more free, calm, sure-footed, empowered, energetically larger, untouchable and out-of-range from all the old lower stuff, people, beings, consciousness and activities than ever before. There’s a larger and more potent sense of individual sovereignty coming out of this Lion’s Gate than there was going into it. Do you feel it too? Can you feel how you’ve been freed from certain personal and collective past lower systems and energetics etc., and because of that you now have even more energetic and physical sovereignty and conscious connection with Divine Source? Remove the old rotten trash and what’s left? All the great stuff! ⭐

So if you’re still feeling a bit beat up, dazed and sore like you’ve been trampled by a large pride of running lions, then know this is normal for what all has taken place throughout this years Lion’s Gate. After the running with the lions dust and aches and pains dissipate, your NEW inner landscape will reveal just how much has actually changed over the past couple of weeks. Next up, September and all it will bring in to further prep us for the final three months of 2016. Good run everybody, really good run. ❤

Denise

August 12, 2016

Donations can be made here and Thank You for the energy exchange.

heartcopyright Copyright © Denise Le Fay & HighHeartLife, 2016. All rights reserved. You may NOT use this article in custom-made YouTube videos. You may copy and distribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author and this URL https://highheartlife.wordpress.com and Copyright Notice is included.

Mid-2016 Overview

For some 2016 has been far more difficult and challenging than what 2014 and 2015 combined were, and that’s saying something! Since the completion of 2012, the energy Stair-steps have been something else have they not? And they’ve often not been anything like what we Forerunners thought or expected them to be either. The NEW very much is new to each of us because we’ve never done this before, anywhere, and that’s just perfect and wonderful even when it doesn’t feel that way sometimes. I think many of us have been and still are so deep within this phase of the Ascension Embodiment Process that we can’t as yet quite grasp just how much we’ve actually changed (evolved).

Because 2016 has been unusually difficult for me personally, I’ve spent some time and focus trying to figure out why. I could look at this from a strictly astrological viewpoint and understand the transits interacting with my natal planets and such, but this old beloved tool is taking place at higher, more complex Ascension Process levels too. I’ll always enjoy and appreciate astrological insights, but even that tool must be considered in NEW ways because we are evolving, and quickly.

I had to go deeper to find the Ascension Embodiment Process answers I was desirous of to help me better understand why I’ve had such a hard time of it this year. Even how I have accessed higher information (Light), Higher Awareness in this lifetime has drastically changed since 2012 because I am evolving beyond those old, well-familiar lower frequency tools too, all Forerunners are, hence why some of us are seemingly, I repeat seemingly floundering this year. We are however not floundering at all but individually transitioning into greater amounts of the NEW internally and externally. Having said all that, feeling increasingly depressed and isolated was not at all what I expected would happen to me in 2016, and I needed to understand why I’ve felt like this much of this year.

Let’s recap these three Stair-step Energy Waves to see what we can See and Know.

wavehearts2 First of these Stair-steps or Energy Waves began around December 19, 2015 and was like getting hit by a HighHeart Mack truck; wonderful, traumatic and unexpected.

wavehearts2 Second of these Stair-steps began around March 2016 and caused many Forerunners to go into deeper feelings of being more alone and isolated.

wavehearts2 Third of the 2016 Energy Waves Stair-steps will begin in September and no doubt be even more intense and potent throughout the last three months of 2016 to help prepare us for the start of even higher energies coming in throughout the three Light Waves of 2017.

Honestly look back over what all has happened to you, your life and consciousness just since December 2015. Like me, you’ll realize that you have changed considerably since then, not that we’re anywhere done with this yet however. Nonetheless, look at how you’ve changed in that short period and how it has made you feel. Like me, have you felt increasingly alone and isolated from the world and humanity? Have you felt more empowered despite feeling depressed at times? Despite feeling utterly disgusted with many humans lately and knowing with Higher Awareness the many reasons why? Do you feel yourself increasingly becoming more Sovereign’ with each Stair-step you traverse in 2016? Do you understand that (and this one took me some time to figure out) the feelings of growing isolation and being alone is actually you/me/we becoming increasingly Sovereign within ourselves individually?

It’s taken me a while to put two and two together because I’m still very much living this phase of the Embodiment Process and not done with it yet. ‘Is it soup yet?’  ‘Are we there yet?’  ‘Are we Home yet?’  Not quite yet but almost.

Becoming depressed was the absolute last thing I’d ever have thought I’d feel at this point in the Ascension Process and it confused me greatly. I haven’t worked this long and this hard to just reach “depression”!!! OMG, you’ve got to be kidding me! With some effort I finally began to understand that what was being interpreted by myself as “depression” and “aloneness” was in fact the early stages of Embodiment. It seemed a contradiction at first but the more I looked at the situation, the better I came to understand it was just a change in perspective (on everything) that was making me temporarily feel alone and depressed at times. It was NEW in the greatest, largest sense.

Since birth in this incarnation I’ve felt alone because I have been alone on this physical planet and dimension and isolated from the normal higher frequencies of Home other than what I brought in with me at birth. I was a Volunteer Forerunner spy in a foreign land and deep undercover all my life so feeling alone and isolated isn’t new to me or any other Volunteer/Starseed/Forerunner/Pathpaver etc. Neither is feeling depressed from time to time, but during 2016, this has felt very different. It felt intensely personal, it was all me, all mine and I didn’t get it for almost half of this year. I now do which means it’s going to be vastly easier not to mention an even faster Process than it already is.

Those of us who Volunteered to incarnate in 3D to help with the Ascension Process in the physical typically came in with some shock and trauma because of how negative, Dark and evil the entire planet was. We adapted and adjusted as much as we could to survive being in physical 3D as a human while carrying more Light in us than would ever be allowed by Team Dark (TD). We acclimated as best we could and did what we came here to do. Now however this has all reversed (at the Expiration Date of December 2012) and we’ve been struggling—much like we did early on in these incarnations—to cast-off those old lower frequency, negative and Dark energies, habits, traits, consciousness and so on we accumulated while down here as we “ascend” both ourselves while in physical bodies and the entire planet and much more with us. I would think a bought or two of depression and feeling alone would be expected at some points within all this. 😉

Seriously, after this lifetime of living among the “walking dead” zombie parasites called mass humanity and normal reality on 3D Earth, many of us have been Embodying our Higher Source Self into these physical bodies and incarnate Selves which could not be any more opposite from the “walking dead” parasites and parasitic life and reality! This profoundly extreme opposite feels, at this point at least, like we’re alone in this Embodiment Process down here in physicality. You and I know we’re not and that Home and Family has always had our backs and yet, we’ve HAD to do this on our own down here, otherwise what’s been the point to all this?

I’m stressing this point because after leaving our natural state of and higher levels of individual Sovereignty, to be reconnecting with IT again down here in the physical finally feels unusual at best and depressing at worst at this point. We’ll get there however.

At one level it feels strange to us to individually be increasingly connecting with and Embodying our Higher Source Self. This naturally causes one to become increasingly ‘sovereign’ meaning absolutely no more parasitic actions, people, life, reality, actions etc. etc. We have IT all within us individually which means to us as we are now, we feel more “alone”, more “isolated” as anyone would after a lifetime of living on a completely parasitic world reality. We’re not feeding from the trough of others in any way or ways but have evolved to the level where we’re finally becoming Home again meaning we’re Self as Source Sovereign and need nothing else. To the old parts of us this mega shift feels like we’re more and more alone, even more different than we were before, and more isolated in some ways because of it. This will change with time and with us Embodying even more of our Greater Selves but for now it’s all rather weird and wonderful, and sometimes depressing because it’s hard to fit so much Divine Source into such little packages as these incarnate bodies and Selves.

Why So Many “Walking Dead” In My Life Now?

Another thing that’s repeatedly been in my life (and “new” old house) all of 2016 are numerous completely unaware and/or just starting to “wake up” people, all of them male.

Some of you may remember an article I wrote in January 2016 (if memory serves) where I talked about what I’d experienced via the First Stair-step Energy Wave around December 19, 2015. I had suddenly fallen in love and became LOVE for brief periods so IT wouldn’t destroy me, my body, psyche or central nervous system etc. It was all rather weird and unusual for me to suddenly be seeing males (again) as things I wanted to hang out with and more. Euw, what, no no no, I closed that sexual door at age 39 when called back to the Cosmic Ascension Monastery again. It was a far too easy portal for Team Dark to get at me through so I deliberately closed it then for that reason.

So when the first of these particular Waves began last December, no one was more surprised than me to be eyeballin’ certain younger-than-me males. Again, just because something is interpreted at first as such and such by us does not mean that’s what it really is. Don’t do anything sudden or stupid but keep going, pay attention and do your best to figure it out from a higher level of awareness.

Let me lay this out for you this way because I think it’ll be easier for us all.

one-two-three1

wavehearts2 First HighHeart Wave of this period began December 19, 2015 and for me had to do with falling in love with males while simultaneously being LOVE myself for short periods.

wavehearts2 Second HighHeart Wave Stair-step of March and April 2016 (this has been almost constant for me however and not only these two months) has for me been about repeatedly on a one-on-one basis dealing with different males that are totally unaware patriarchal “walking dead” parasitic zombies, and slowly “awakening” males with still very heavy overlays of old lower patriarchal negative everything. You wouldn’t believe some of the negativity I’ve experienced this year from these lower consciousness, female disrespecting, parasitic patriarchal males. (A couple of other males have been honest and equal with me which was beyond wonderful.) But mostly frustrating, heartbreaking, downright dangerous at times, absolutely unbelievable at other times, and all one big old lower world patriarchal “hot mess”.

wavehearts2 The third Stair-step Wave of September and the rest of the year will give me and everyone else the time and focus to find solutions/integration/resolution etc. beyond the two highly dualized one-two punches of #1 and #2 Waves. Wave #3 is when and where I can, you can, we all can work on and reach Triality, Neutrality, Unity with the particular issues—whatever they’ve been for each of us in 2016—before the year completes and we evolve into much higher energy Waves of 2017. This is how this Duality business has seemed to work post 2012; 1 and 2 yearly Waves or Stair-steps are typically fairly extreme opposites with #3 Wave being the point where we’re able to See, Know, integrate, resolve or Neutralize the wild extremes into One within ourselves.

But for now while in Wave #2, I’m still dealing with low consciousness males (all hot for Trump and eager to tell me all about it) and doing my best to discern when to open my mouth and when not to. Some of these people (Portal People) are just so easy for TD and/or negative energies etc. to work through to try to get at you/me/us so be aware and wise and in your HighHeart.

The other day I had an electrician here doing some work on the house and first he tried to puff himself up to intimidate me and when that and other tactics didn’t work, TD stepped in, took over and tried. That didn’t work either but good gawd, what a thing to experience only a foot away! This is always interesting to See and experience firsthand but enough already, so get this one figured out Denise before the fence guy and other handymen comes back in a few days. I can’t wait to get to September 2016 and work on these two old patriarchal extremes and move on.

Denise

June 14, 2016

Donations can be made here and Thank You for the energy exchange.

copyrighthearts1 Copyright © Denise LeFay & HighHeartLife, 2016. All rights reserved. You may copy and distribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this Copyright Notice and live link. https://highheartlife.wordpress.com