More Inner Excavating & Offloading

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Personal Contraband

As is always the case with the evolutionary Ascension Process, we reach periods where we absolutely must dig deeper to excavate something(s) within us that we’ve managed to smuggle through all previous Ascension Checkpoints. We may have shaved a few more layers off from most of our old personal inner issues and stuff—whatever and whoever they are—but we always reach another phase where we have to go deeper and finally get all personal contraband up, out and gone. Why? Because another big evolutionary Stair-step needs to be traversed by us soon and our old lower world and self issues simply cannot travel any further with us into the higher frequency NEW. If we tried to continue smuggling it or them up more energy Light Wave Stair-steps at this point, they would cause us more pain and pressure than they ever caused us originally. It’s just not worth the amplified pain or spiritual risk after all we’ve already been through in this evolutionary process.

We absolutely cannot take our old lower inner contraband stuff with us as we evolve into higher frequency beings of Light in physical bodies. To assist us with the mandatory offloading of any residual inner contraband we still have, we go through repeated Ascension Checkpoints where we’re thoroughly scanned for any prohibited old density items — toxic substances, unnecessary baggage, festering fears, crippling emotional wounds, ridiculous guilt, or poisonous anger. All illicit, prohibited lower density substances will not be allowed entrance through any Spiritual Ascension Customs Checkpoints.

To continue evolving and moving forward with greater ease, safety and comfort, we go through more mandatory safety-net Checkpoints on our personal evolutionary Ascension Process. Such has been the case throughout most of August and September 2016. For some of us, myself included, all of 2016 has been one big Ascension Checkpoint demanding the release of any and all remaining personal and collective contraband. It’s not fun, but I certainly am grateful for them because I, we, all too often honestly believe we’ve already dealt with all our inner stuff years and years ago. We did but we’ve discovered there have been multiple remaining layers of our personal stuff we’ve had to feel, deal with and fully release, neutrally. The second we’ve done this we’re given the all-clear to pass through the latest Ascension Checkpoint to continue up the next energetic Ascension Stair-step.

Collective Contraband

Most Forerunners have very much felt and lived with the human, and in many cases the nonhuman as well, collective contraband throughout 2016 in highly amplified ways. We’ve always felt it, felt them, felt their collective inner and outer stuff, but this year it’s been nearly unbearable at times. The only thing that has helped the Forerunners survive this onslaught of collective old world contraband being amplified and brought to the human conscious surface for removal has been our ability to get in and remain in our HighHearts where everything is known, seen and felt as energetically Neutral. But, because many Forerunners, myself included, have not as yet mastered being in this higher state constantly, there have been times when I’ve had to disconnect from the world as it is at this moment to not be driven insane or heartbroken or worse because of it. We knew this time would come for all of us too but it’s proven to be a real test for us all. Such is the human collective experiencing their first substantial and obvious Ascension Checkpoint. Stay in your HighHeart as they go through this 2016 one including the others throughout 2017. It most likely won’t be pretty or easy but it’s absolutely necessary for them, for us, and for All everywhere else too. This is a Process and each step is important in its Alchemical and evolutionary nature.

Recent Dreams

As you know, when times are tough and full of change as they now are, we can quickly get a lot accomplished, resolved, better understood, transmuted and cleared while in the dream state. You may have been working hard again at night last month and this month too, and because of that have had some pretty wild dreams. Here’s one I had last week that’s rather telling.

In this dream I was in an unknown house with a group of unknown people. We were all talking when I saw a small but incredibly brilliant flash of white light explode in the middle of the living room about three feet above the floor. It was so bright you couldn’t see anything for a second or two and when it was gone, so too were some pieces of furniture and two people. The rest of us jumped up and looked around at the now empty spaces in the room where furniture had been, and some people, and wondered what in the world had just happened. Some people went throughout the house looking for the two missing people but they and some furniture were gone.

After about twenty minutes this happened again in another room in this house and when the flash of brilliant white light dissipated, more people were gone. This repeated ten minutes later in another area of the house and more people and furniture disappeared. At this point in my dream I was mildly concerned and confused and began expanding my awareness in the dream to discern what was happening and why. After a few moments of this I intentionally woke myself up and laid in bed in the dark and went over the dream so I wouldn’t forget it. It impacted me rather intensely so it wasn’t likely I’d forget this one however.

This dream shows how both personal and collective stuff is suddenly disappearing due to increasing Light right where we live. This dreams anomalies are symbolic but also literal, personal but also collective, and will only increase throughout the remainder of 2016, especially after the September 22nd Equinox. Be prepared for more and more personal and collective contraband and other things and people to quickly disappear. The old world and consciousness is disappearing, is being suddenly zapped away by flashes of brilliant white Light. 2017 could very much be this but 1000-fold more intense which is why we’ve had more Ascension Checkpoints to work our ways through during 2016. Big NEW things are in the works now, and more so soon, and the rush is on like never before to be energetically ready for such a massive change as what’s coming. Do The Inner Work, whatever that is for you now, and everything else unfolds so much easier, faster and less painfully. Have a creative and progressive September 22, 2016 Equinox as you release the old to ready for the NEW in all ways. ❤

Denise

September 21, 2016

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Equal Arm Cross of Ascension

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I’m not and never have been a religious person, but the Equal Arm Cross has been emblazoned in my Higher Awareness and HighHeart for years now because it’s what some have lived for many years via the evolutionary Ascension Process. We’ve been, and continue to, integrate and resolve polarity/duality in ourselves individually no matter which sex body we incarnated into during this time of planetary and species-wide evolution induced Ascension.

Male bodies and consciousness have needed to integrate female/feminine energies within themselves; female bodies and consciousness have needed to integrate male/masculine energies within themselves. We’ve needed to alchemically live through the Process of Sacred Unity, of Sacred Marriage of the male/masculine with the female/feminine within ourselves individually so that regardless of which sex body one incarnated into, it and Self are evolving into an integrated, complete whole Sovereign unit that’s able to exist within a fifth dimensional frequency range physically.

As if the horizontal line energies and Process alone wasn’t a big and difficult enough spiritual, energetic and conscious task, Forerunners have also been working on the vertical line energies represented in my drawing above. They’ve been and continue to integrate, merge, unite and embody their Higher Self with their Lower Self in their current physical bodies. While the unaware mindlessly trace a cross in the air with their fingers over their body, Forerunners are actually living it, actually doing it energetically from the inside out and the outside in within themselves body and soul. One is an old well-known religious gesture; the other is a small group of Forerunners actually living, embodying, becoming and being the unification of the Higher with the Lower Self because the feminine/female has been integrated and unified with the male/masculine and vice versa. One is merely external and a mostly mindless habit; the other is internal, acute, alchemical, vibrational and energetic and when individually accomplished automatically creates and manifests something very NEW—a Christed/Crystal human in the physical on Earth.

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Because humanity has been intentionally led astray from higher truths and awareness for so very long, it’s going to take repeated attempts to fully understand that to achieve evolution requires personal inner work and inner alchemical and energetic changes which cause consciousness and eventually external reality changes to match and reflect it. Inner must happen first, not outer. Do the Great Work inside yourself first because that’s what causes everything, and eventually everyone else, to be able to do the same themselves. Nothing else matters, which I know is also another intentional lie to further keep humans from working on themselves.

Don’t be surprised when, after years or decades of doing the Great Inner Work on yourself already, you suddenly find yourself back in there and on top of some old issue(s) from long ago, working it/them some more. This is normal and we typically have to chip away at many layers of some of our old issues, our stuff, our inner junk etc., but because the evolutionary (revolutionary) push is full-on now in 2016, we’re able to move through whatever duality layers remain very quickly. That is if you don’t let yourself get sidetracked or intentionally derailed. Stay the course, finish this phase of your Inner Great Works as the insanity, chaos and general BS and madness increases and the deluded lower consciousness people continue doing what they do. It’s going to get worse for a while because it’s getting better now, much better actually even though the external doesn’t reflect that yet in as large and sweeping ways as the Forerunners might prefer. It’s coming however and it’s coming because YOU continue to do the Great Inner Work on/in yourself.

Think of the above Equal Arm Cross and what that really means for you as a Forerunner now actually living and embodying what it represents within yourself, your physical and energetic bodies and all else. This is no small feat, no small event, no small or puny evolutionary change. To those who have been actually doing it and continue doing it, my deepest gratitude, respect and heartfelt thanks. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

July 18, 2016

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June Difficulties Provide Greater Embodiment of Higher With Lower

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I’ve mentioned more than once how difficult 2016 has been, plus how I’ve dealt with waves of depression this year. June 2016 was another of those extra painfully intense months where I’m presented with more spiritual Ascension opportunities in the form of tests/initiations that certainly aren’t fun or easy for the me in those moments, but in the end are worth everything it took to get myself through them so I’d be permanently free from those old lower situations, energies, codes, beliefs and consciousness from the past. Such are the seemingly unending Stair-steps of this Ascension Process.

The on again/off again periods of depression I’ve had this year have confused me but something happened recently that let me see it and understand the why of it very clearly and simply. From that point forward it’s a cake-walk, a non issue, whereas only moments before it had been devastatingly all-consuming and self-imprisoning. How many times does one need to go through this Process to have the initiatory steps burned into their conscious awareness? As many times as it takes, no more, no less. The great news is that moving through these Processes now are very fast compared to decades ago and the PTSD from them is non-existent. One just gets back into their HighHeart after the latest test/initiation to a higher level of being and all is grand once again. Progress.

Again, not everyone reading this now is at the exact same place within the Ascension Process, level of awareness, individual development, abilities and so on meaning not everyone will relate to some of this information. Use what is relateable now and back burner the rest for a later time.

Some Ascension writers have talked about the tremendous stresses and strains put on Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers physical bodies and central nervous systems from “time jumping”, from deliberately moving forwards in “time”, then moving backwards in “time” and reentering this particular Ascension timeline. This is part of being consciously aware of ones multidimensional nature and being and simply using those abilities as a Forerunner for self, Self, humanity and All everywhere.

I’ve dealt with this many times and after spending some “time” down the road in the “future” a bit, and/or some “time” down the road in the “past”, when I’d reenter this timeline my body and nerves are often frazzled and need some down time in the timeless HighHeart Now Moment to recuperate and anchor in that space once again. What I didn’t realize until recently however was that for me now in 2016—and this is an important difference from earlier years of doing this same type of Ascension Work—I was becoming depressed after I’d moved around in “time” like this for a while.

The energetic contrast from moving forward in time a bit or back in time a bit is now so profoundly amplified to me, my body and current awareness that I’d become depressed for a while after I’d returned to this Ascension timeline. I suspect this is normal for this type of energetic Ascension work at this time for those living the Process of Embodying Higher with Lower in their physical bodies. It won’t always be so amplified thankfully as this too shall pass and the sooner the better! But, until I get there more fully myself, I’ll continue to feel and be affected by the extreme energetic differences between timelines, dimensions and the selves in those timelines with their different levels of development, awareness, consciousness and matching energies.

Example: The other day I stepped out my back door into my carport area and the second my physical body crossed the threshold of my house into outdoors, my body instantly registered that slight energetic drop as “depression”. This was not mental nor emotional but how my body is now responding to drops in or lower levels of Light Energies. It amazed me only because this used to register as, affect me as physical pain in my body whereas lately my body is feeling it as emotional depression. You know that old saying about how, ‘You can’t go back’? You can, even in “time” to do needed Ascension Work, but there are energetic repercussions (small and large) that have gotten much more obvious when one does this Work now. Like I said, sliding up and down, forward and backward in linear time won’t always make me/you feel pain or depression, extreme exhaustion or fried nerves etc. For me now however, when I do “time travel” to energetically Work (clear, transmute) on things in my personal life I need to continue evolving on the Ascended Timeline, the changes in energetic Light pressures etc. is causing my body and sometimes me to feel “depressed” from spending any amount of time in lower frequency timelines, considering old lower versions of myself in this life’s “past”, or simply having to spend some time in the world out there to buy groceries and such. Obviously I have yet to fully Master being Sovereign and in my HighHeart level of frequency and being constantly while shopping, driving my car in heavy traffic, dealing with sociopathic males I’ve hired and been inside my house etc. As will always be the case, I continue working on it.

I’m All Alone Again

In A Lightworker’s Mission I wrote about how my three Starbeing kinsfolk, Guides, Assistants from this life and timeline and from one ancient past life and timeline in Egypt of 12,600 B.C. (one from 8D Orion, one from 6D Sirius, one from 5D Pleiades), began retreating from me a couple of years prior to the physical start of my biological Ascension Process in 1999. It was slow and subtle at first and I didn’t say anything to them about it for over a year. Once it was clearly obvious that the three of them were indeed leaving me, I asked them why and they told me their time with me as I had been up to that point was ending. They’d fulfilled their Soul Contracts with me and vise versa. They let me know that for no reason whatsoever would they interfere with or help me with what I was about to begin, which turned out to be the start of my physical, biological Ascension Process.

We said our goodbyes to one another, gave our Love, Gratitude and deepest thanks to each other and then they went their way and I went mine. This is normal and common and happens many times throughout our lifetimes. Why? Because our Guides and ourselves do the Work needed at that time so that we all can move on and continue growing and creating.

I’ve gone through beloved old Guides leaving me when I was 29, when I was 39, when I was 46, 47, 57 and on and on. This changing of the Guides happened again recently this year which I’ve been expecting because I continue growing, evolving, changing. Don’t mourn the loss of your old beloved nonphysical Guides, Ascension Assistants, ET buddies or even certain Angelic groups, thank them for the Work they did with you, on you, for you so that you could better do your Work. ❤

Earlier this year I once again felt my latest Higher Team diminish, retreat and eventually not be there at all. It’s at these times that I’ve often said in articles how ‘I feel so alone’ or ‘I feel more alone than I ever have before’ etc. And it’s true at those moments and there’s nothing wrong with being on your own for periods; it’s called growing up spiritually and Mastering some more of the NEW things, abilities, awareness and so on and testing how well you can maintain or not maintain those NEW energies within yourself and your current life and reality.

I used to really miss my Higher Team when they’d leave like this, now I know it’s test/initiation time again so get yer stuff together cause here it comes! In my case this latest test/initiation was the entire month of June and a few days into July 2016. It was hard, ugly at times, plus was dangerous at times, but in the end it was as is always the case, freeing and empowering because I did (more) required Inner Work. I “fell” from some of these tests/initiations and landed in old lower emotional muck and filth but nothing brings the point home like “falling” back down into the old stank again and wallowing around in it for as long as one needs to figure it out and get oneself back up and out of it once and for all. One hopes it’s once and for all at least!

What’s really important about this information is that “right” or “wrong”, “good” or “bad”, “failure” or “success” is NOT the point, never has been plus this is Duality consciousness. What is the point is did one do what they needed to at the time and/or elsewhere in “time” past or future so you’d be free from both that old stuff, energies, emotions etc. in the Now Moment which is the HighHeart and also the Ascension timeline? It matters not what or who or how long or how dirty and filthy or difficult or painful the test/initiation was or wasn’t; the only thing that matters is did one dare to do the Inner Work that automatically frees them? That’s it, nothing else matters.

Who Left A Light On?

So, one lives the test/initiation and is changed, further evolved because of it and often times one does this while one’s latest Higher Team has moved on to help someone else, which is part of your current test/initiation because one feels very alone during an extra difficult time.

Typically one “falls” into old lower levels from the past, either physically in very direct ways, and/or one “falls” emotionally from time jumping back into one’s past to do more Inner Work on something there that you either missed or simply need to do much deep Inner Work on now to continue evolving. In my case it was both of these; I had two highly programmed negative sociopathic patriarchal males in my house in June (fence guy and an electrician), plus I had to go back in “time” to do some more and very finalizing Inner Work on me with my only child. My Higher Self has always believed in giving me multiple things to deal with since I’m going to feel miserable, frustrated and sick anyway! 😉 And I finally agree; pile it on baby, let’s get this stuff done once and for all, time’s short after all.

After all this and more that goes with it all, one is bruised and swollen for a bit from all the Inner and Outer battles but what one gains is beyond measure, beyond value. One gains Alchemical change in themselves and therefore their Ascension timeline, and in varying degrees, widens the Ascension road for the rest of humanity coming in later.

Once I’d done the Inner and Outer Work I needed to at that time, I had the much-needed down time to lick my wounds, tally up my hard-earned booty, review how well or how badly I dealt with situations and people, be proud of myself for getting through the test/initiation without any Higher Team members in the sidelines, and then napping my exhausted self as much as I could.

The next thing in line after a big test/initiation is that another Higher Team is assigned to you because you passed said test/initiation. After such a long period with no Higher Team crew around, and after going through such difficult Inner/Outer tests/initiations, the way in which my NEW latest Higher Team manifested for me at that time was so wonderful, so heartening, so comical and I knew they did this on purpose. They put on a show just after the 4th of July (firework insanity here in the USA) at the end of my hallway as the most beautiful higher dimensional, nonphysical, exploding, flashing, sparkling Lightbeings “fireworks” display you can imagine! I just sat there at the other end of the house and watched them put on a higher dimensional fireworks show for me, clearly introducing themselves and letting me know they were here and connected with me for the time-being, congrats on my recent successful tests/initiations, and that depression time is over. I think I’m going to enjoy this NEW crew, I very much appreciated their humor and theatrics. ❤

Do the Work, get filthy if necessary to really get it done down in those deeper levels, crawl up and out again, rest, recuperate, wait for your NEW Higher Team crew to show up, get familiar with the NEW larger you that you’ve become due to your latest tests/initiations. Expect more in the near “future” if needed but don’t feel bad or like you’re failed or any other such nonsense because this is the evolutionary Ascension Process at work in most Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers. Rinse and repeat as many times as necessary and stay Neutral/HighHeart/Now Moment about it all.

The other night in bed in the dark I could see through closed eyes that some bright light was shining and keeping me awake. I laid there for a moment resenting having to get up again to turn off whatever light I’d left on. I opened my eyes and saw that there was no light left on. What I’d seen through closed eyes was the Light I emit. Another perk from latest test/initiation; more Embodied higher Light Energies.

I’ve seen this Light around myself, my physical body many times in July so I’m radiating more “fireworks” myself. Many of us are due to what we’ve gone through this year but certainly throughout June and July so far. The energies have shifted and lifted again which is why I can write about what I’ve experienced. It’s going to get easier for many Forerunners, harder for some others, and really difficult for mass humanity. Stair-steps remember? Even at this we’ve made the Process so much easier and faster for mass humanity yet they’ve still GOT to go through the Process to be changed by it. Like our Higher Teams, ETs, Angelics and Guides do for us, step back out-of-the-way while humanity lives for themselves all they must now to be energetically a close enough match to the Ascension timeline. Be respectful of their journey through their coming Dark Night of the Soul on a planetary level like you’re Higher Team was for you when you went through it. Same same peeps, just all of us standing on different Stair-steps. ❤

As usual there’s much more with periods of clairvoyantly Seeing heavy activity and movements and ongoing transitions of nonphysical beings and old lower energies and god knows what all else moving around in and through my house and life. Out with the old lower and in with more of the NEW higher. This will continue so get used to Seeing and Feeling the unusual, especially as more and more “regular people” enter the Ascension Process Dark Night of the Soul. Old stuff, junk, gunk, lower emotions, patriarchal mental and emotional instability etc. will become epic for a while and it’s up to those who can to embody and radiate the Light and LOVE and not get sucked into the lower frequency drama of the patriarchal “end times”. Expect the unexpected has been my personal lesson of late, plus learn how to not be unhorsed by it when it arrives out of the blue. Sometimes easier said than done of course but do it anyway. 🙂 ❤

Denise

July 12, 2016

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Let’s Better Understand Individuality & the “We are all ONE” Business

I don’t want to hear one more person say, ‘We are becoming ONE’. No, we are not becoming “ONE” and there are very important and positive reasons for this which we’ll get to. What we are doing now and will continue doing for as long as it takes is integrating, merging, unifying and embodying within ourselves INDIVIDUALLY. Forget about that popular pre-recorded message ‘we’re becoming ONE’  because it’s incorrect. What is correct is that you are becoming ONE within yourself, and I am becoming ONE within myself, and he and her are each becoming ONE within themselves individually. 

Remember that important message I received in April 1995? It looked like this:

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Here’s a link to an old article about it which may help some better understand that this is the current evolutionary Ascension Process out of old lower duality and into greater individual unity. YOU are becoming ONE, or 1 as it was represented in my lucid dream message many years ago, not all of us merging back into oneness together. We’re nowhere near that advanced stage yet. First we as individuals must become unified within ourselves and doing so automatically makes it so much easier to feel, know, sense, perceive and love/LOVE all the other individuals, human and otherwise.

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We as individuals could no more instantly go from the extreme severe separation that’s been the norm for eons, to full and complete ONE-ness during this Ascension Process any more than you or I could be in the direct full presence of “God” as we are now. The energy gap is far too large even with the current Ascension Process happening and it would destroy whatever vehicle we were in not to mention considerably mess us up in other ways too.

What’s happening is that we incarnate aspects and selves are going through the end of eons of intentional separation (in so many ways) because Source desired to experience it via each of us in our individual selves and experiences in all dimensions. What was originally ONE desired to individuate and further separate, layer after layer to learn, experience and create at and in those levels of being and existence as and through all those individuated aspects of the original ONE. 

All individuals are not merging or unifying back into oneness/ONE/1 all together with no individuality anymore. What has been intentionally separated for eons is now intentionally re-merging, re-uniting within each of us individually. The whys of this are so vast and complex but it has to do with evolution on all levels.

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Increased Merging in Individuals Quickens the Separation of Worlds

As you know from reading my past articles, my life hasn’t been a whole lotta fun since the start of 2014. It still isn’t and in some ways it’s gotten a bit harder and more difficult emotionally, even more isolated feeling which surprised me, and far more complex which I did expect. Such is growth and change however. Since 2014 when my life was suddenly turned upside down due to my mom’s triple bypass that produced a devastating stroke two weeks later, on top of pre-existing (heart disease related) dementia, life hasn’t been a bunch of happy times for me in my sixties as her caregiver as she further deteriorates. Her dementia is worsening and she hallucinates sometimes and from reading up on dementia, this probably isn’t going to end well unless I work on certain things in myself, which I’ve been doing all along.

On top of that I sold a house, bought a “new” (old) one, worked on it for eight months (from May of 2015 and still am working on it today) because it was that horrible and filthy, finally moved us into it (January 2016), hurt myself doing so, and have felt more depressed and isolated ever since.

I knew the moment I saw this “new” old house that the person who’d owned and lived in it for decades was depressed (her family had removed her from the house months before they put it on the market so the house was empty of any humans when I first saw it with the realtor) and that I’d have to clear that residual energy (her depression, fears, isolation and probably dementia too as she aged etc.) because I could feel it and knew I’d be affected by it if I didn’t transmute and clear every speck of it. I always do this when I move into any place because I have to energetically clean along with physically clean a place I’m going to live in.

Nonetheless I’ve continued feeling periods of depression and growing isolation since I moved us in here in January of this year despite this house being a big improvement in many ways for all of us. I’ve energetically cleared and re-cleared this house yet this feeling comes and goes, in me, not necessarily this house unless I energetically pollute/re-pollute it! Because of this on-again off-again depression and growing sense of being isolated even more than before, I’ve been working on discerning all this as best I’m capable of at this time. Usually I can perceive/receive information easily and quickly but this hasn’t been the case with this which means it is extra big and that I’m still very much living it.

Slowly however I’ve gained enough altitude again to access Higher Awareness while living it. What I finally perceived recently is what this article is about because I know many of you have had a rough go of it this year too, not to mention how crazy difficult 2014 and 2015 was for some of us as well.

I’ve always had a tendency—as some Volunteers, Starseeds, Forerunners do—to get low sometimes and then have to work my way back up out of the depression muck once again. But this time (2016) it’s felt different to me, much more amplified, quicker in and out of it, and like even it is an aspect of the Ascension Process. I didn’t understand for a while and that’s bothered me because I don’t want to be sad or frustrated anymore.

Then I finally perceived this complex and difficult to describe hazy image and awareness of the Forerunners currently living the Embodiment Process in stages as we have been for a while now. The depression and further sense of isolation some of us have felt has to do with some of our own remaining inner stuff from these lives and times, while some of it is coming from the human Collective on Earth, and some of it’s coming from Team Dark if you can believe that!, and some is coming from very high dimensions where plenty of change is taking place too. In other words, the depression and sense of growing isolation I’ve struggled with this year in greatly amplified ways isn’t all “my stuff” but a lot of other people’s and beings and worlds and dimensions’ stuff too. Oddly, knowing this makes it all much easier for me to deal with and work my way through. Just because you’re feeling something doesn’t automatically make it yours or mean it’s coming from you. Discernment helps with things like this so always use it.

I perceived that some of what some of us have been and still are feeling today is stemming from super ancient times, other worlds, other dimensions, other beings, Team Dark and so on and isn’t so much our personal inner unresolved stuff, junk, negative crap, karma etc. Some of it is our stuff but at this point it’s relatively small in comparison to the overall galactic and universal picture. Keep in heartmind too that everything is now so amplified feeling and seeming to us (of the Light) that that tiny pea under the Princesses’ many mattresses often feels so huge and unbearably painful to us.

To one part of us this information makes little to no sense at all, but to other parts of us it makes perfect sense for where we’re at now and what we’re going through – the Embodiment of Higher and Lower in these physical bodies and how that naturally matches the amplification of the Separation of Worlds. The more we Embody the Higher with the Lower in-body on Earth in the physical, the more pressure is put on everyone and everything to push away from, to separate from that which one does not resonate with or energetically match, from what one is out of alignment with, from what one is not ready for or desirous of attaining at this time.

As those living the merge/Embody/unify individually more and more now, the Separation of Worlds also increases and quickens because these two energy levels and states of being cannot co-exist in the same space with each other. The energy gap is too great (not to mention a huge irritation for everyone) and so we have, and many of us are very much feeling, this slowly increasing unity from the Embodiment phase within ourselves individually while simultaneously feeling an increase of separation from and misalignment with lower consciousness others and a sort of general depression that comes and goes like waves. This has always been that Princess and the Pea business for the Forerunners, but it’s so amplified now that it’s almost unbearable at times. I suspect even this has to do with my personal perspective on the Embodiment Process at this moment and level and it too will change as I (as each of us individually) am further changed from living the Embodiment.

We’re so far beyond the whose negativity and dank crap stuff is this anyway? phase and are soul-deep in cleaning up the Cosmic Campgrounds before we embark on a NEW Evolutionary adventure. Exciting, exhausting, confusing, magical, so very special and rare, painful, difficult, heartbreaking, freeing, uplifting, creative and simply wondrous.

Feel what you are but don’t buy into it, don’t be overtaken by it or claim it all as you or yours. Neutral Observer and all that to borrow another great term from Lisa Renee. Know some of it is the old little you, while much of it is ancient and multidimensional going back to the beginning of this past Evolutionary Cycle. Some of it is the death of our old selves as we’ve known them plus the demise of our old familiar 3D lives and world, even in such profound Team Dark negativity and control as they were. You think it’s crazy busy and ultra-weird here on physical Earth? It’s just as hectic and wonderfully strange and full of positive changes everywhere else. Complete the 9 energies in preparation for the coming 1 energies but completely in the NEW this time.

Denise

May 23, 2016

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More Evolutionary Growing Pains

‘A geomagnetic storm is a temporary disturbance of the Earth‘s magnetosphere caused by a solar wind shock wave and/or cloud of magnetic field that interacts with the Earth’s magnetic field. The increase in the solar wind pressure initially compresses the magnetosphere. The solar wind’s magnetic field interacts with the Earth’s magnetic field and transfers an increased energy into the magnetosphere. Both interactions cause an increase in plasma movement through the magnetosphere (driven by increased electric fields inside the magnetosphere) and an increase in electric current in the magnetosphere and ionosphere.’   

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Since May 8th, Mother’s Day, there’s been geomagnetic storms again. Nothing new about that, but this latest round has had a greatly amplified effect on my body. I’ve always been extremely sensitive to anything the Sun transmits, radiates etc., but this feels like it’s happening about twenty Stair-steps higher than the last time we had a geomagnetic storm! Because of this, I closed my eyes and had a look-see with Higher Vision to understand this a bit better. What I perceived was that we are, again, in a NEW location (by we I mean Earth and all life on her) meaning we’ve never experienced geomagnetic storms in this exact way due to this slightly NEW location in space.

Said another way, during this month of May 2016, we’ve moved into NEW space again in that typical Ascension Process Stair-step fashion. Because of this many sensitives are feeling these latest solar energy transmissions much like getting hit by a 90 mph Mack truck! We’ve experienced this many times before over these ascension years, but, we’ve never experienced them at the “level” we and Earth are now and because of this they hurt a bit more than they did before. Energetic stair-steps.

I almost always have things I intend to do every day and set off each morning to take care of as many of them as I have the energy to do each day. That’s the plan at least but not always what happens! This happened both yesterday morning and today. I got up and prepared to get some things done and suddenly, whammo, I’m out cold! Out cold as in unexpectedly passed out asleep, crashed, out-of-body, heavy-duty nap time and in the morning only two hours after I’d gotten out of bed! Wow…

This morning it happened again. I’d just gotten some morning work done when I suddenly lost all power and HAD to go to sleep immediately. It was only 10:00AM and I was passed out asleep in a chair dreaming like it was the middle of the night. When I woke up three hours later, I was slightly disoriented and didn’t know what time or day it was or where I was. I was “out” that far and that much that it took some time once back in-body to get my (latest) bearings again.

Backtracking to about seven or eight days ago.

I noticed one of my atomic clocks had again jumped time, but this time it jumped from early May all the way to November 22, 2016! That’s one big time jump any of my atomic clocks have ever done over these Ascension years. As strange as this may sound, that told me that we were about to or just had entered another area of space where we were going to be “ascending” energetically and locationally another good bit. I’ve experienced this many times over the years and this seemingly weird formula with my atomic clocks jumping time holds true every time. One or more of my atomic clocks (with fresh batteries in them all) jumps “forward” by days, weeks or months and this is always shortly followed by some solar and/or cosmic energies or Wave etc. arriving that literally pushes, lifts, propels us—Earth and humanity—deeper into the 7D Photonic Light energies, by a good bit I mean. Some physical aches and pains and disorientation would seem appropriate wouldn’t you think with such profound actions taking place?

So if you too have, once again, suddenly been feeling some old familiar Ascension symptoms like the Ascension Flu, or burning hot bottoms of your feet, burning hot hands, all over hot flashes, inner ear ringing (like it ever stops at this point!), increased pressures and pains in certain areas of your spine (I get this often behind my HighHeart area in my spine and back), body, muscle and joint pains, sense of positive Beings being near by and seeing them sometimes etc., need to rest more, need to sleep more, need to be out-of-body more during these intense changes, know that you/we are on the move again in big ways. Self-care and rest as much as you need now during this move into more of the NEW in a new location in space time.

Denise

May 9, 2016

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An Important Recap from Kryon

This channeled message from Kryon is dated April 3, 2016, published on YouTube April 4th. Because I’m usually very busy, I rarely ever read or watch other people’s Ascension related material, that plus so much of it has been and still is incorrect and/or so distorted as to be harmful and limiting instead of helpful and educational. Occasionally I do share another persons article or channeled message because I know that 1) that information is correct and 2) it has no distortions in it. Those articles, information, channeled messages etc. are the only ones I have ever shared at either of my blogs.

One of my readers shared three links to three different channeled messages and this particular message from Kryon was one of them. She left these links in a Comment under my last article, Embodiment Wave Two, published April 28, 2016. This is how I found this particular message by Kryon.

Because many people need it now, and because it made me laugh out loud multiple times (because it’s true), I’m creating this article to place it in with the hope that those who need this specific information and/or reminder now may discover it and benefit from it, and for those few, make them laugh out loud too.

There have been reasons why I’ve always referred to December 21, 2012 as the Expiration Date. That was the day that the old Evolutionary Cycle completed, ended, expired. Because of this, every human incarnate on Earth at that time experienced a Life Review with the Divine at some point within the three days of December 21, 22, 23, 2012. Mine took place on December 22, 2012, which I referred to in my last article. The information in that article is directly connected to this one and to what Kryon is talking about in his message.

There have been reasons why most of the Forerunners of the Forerunners and some Forerunners have had such a profoundly difficult, miserable, horrible, painful in multiple ways time since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date — 2013 thru 2016. Kryon explains this, he reminds all about this in this short message below.

I’ve talked about it in different articles, but because I don’t always lay things out step-by-step for the readers (because I want you to get there mostly on your own), some don’t or don’t completely understand what I’m talking about or why. I’ve always done this to push those that need it to learn to access and use other parts of their brains, their Higher Awareness, intuition and discernment. I’ve never desired to hand feed my readers and this has been why I usually lay out ‘bread crumbs’ as one of my readers called it, to let the readers discover for themselves and connect them for themselves too.

Having said all that, many are now at the absolute end of their ropes with all this Forerunner Ascension business, which I completely understand and have been there repeatedly myself over the past seven years or so. Because of this, and because it’s time to really lay this particular information out very clearly, I’m sharing Kryon’s Recalibration Completion message. After you listen to all of it, and I strongly suggest you do, I’d like you to add what I’m going to say next to it. Some of you need this, some of you don’t and that’s perfect and wonderful. It’s just that during this five planets retrograde period it’s time for a big, deep, honest, clarifying Recap for all of us.

Those Forerunners of the Forerunners that are Embodying First, more accurately, are living through the primary three Waves of this Process that started around December 19, 2015, are and will continue to be Forerunners of that aspect of the Ascension Process too, just as they have with all earlier aspects of it. This is who they are and what they do; they Pathpave, they Wayshow, they do it all First.

Those that are going to or have begun Embodying First have gone through what Kryon calls the ‘Recalibration’ first, and for those people it’s been one big combined and painful hodgepodge since 2013. This is why your life has been seemingly “falling apart” since 2013ish and increasingly so each year since in some form or another while simultaneously improving a bit here and there.

There are other Forerunners that have been and still are dealing with the Recalibration aspect only and not Embodying yet. There is no right or wrong to this, it’s all difficult no matter which Stair-step or energy phase and level you’re on at the moment Forerunners! This Recalibration is absolutely mandatory so that you/me/we can even deal with, cope with, safely embody and exist within the massive NEW higher energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle fully here starting in 2017. This is what I was hinting at in my last article about recently feeling a sense of failure, depression, profound sadness etc. A speck of it was me, the majority of it’s coming from the human Collective at this time, also this potent Recalibration, plus the Embodiment Process I’ve been going through and will continue going through. Each and every one of us has had a lot on our spiritual plates since the Expiration Date. Look at it all with NEW eyes and your HighHeart because it’s all about to get real great very soon now. And Thank You Kryon. ❤

Denise

April 30, 2016

Forerunners Embodying & the Sun

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Every now and again I do my best to write an article that, as accurately as I can, reflects what I’ve been living, perceiving and better understanding in my own way. These particular articles are often a bit hard to follow because they cover a variety of things, events, experiences, awareness’ and so on, and they do so across multiple dimensions and typically take place over weeks, months, decades and/or lifetimes in many cases. This article is another of this type and I’m sorry if it sounds at first read-through as if I’m jumping wildly from topic to topic and that none of it is quickly or easily coming together for you. Please push on however because it will make more sense to your HighHeart consciousness as you read and feel into the material. This article is important in my opinion, not to mention highly complex and multilayered as all of the really great stuff always is.

Those 5D Coinky Dinks

We’ve all experienced those wonderfully weird n’ wacky 5D (and higher) “coincidences” throughout the Ascension Process. They’re typically higher Light—aka information, knowledge, higher awareness etc.—aligning uniquely for us personally because it’s time for us to be consciously aware of something. To help us get there, these higher often strange twists n’ turn coinky dinks abound for a while until we finally reach one of those big Aha! moments. That’s what’s been happening to me for months now and they’ve all led me to this particular article about what some are calling ‘The Event’.

I hadn’t even heard this term until a week or so ago after I was led by further “coincidences” to read an article one of my reader friends emailed me recently. That article was by David Wilcock, March 6, 2016 ‘Just Say No to Partial Disclosure!’  At my first read-through of it I thought it was talking to me mainly about the ‘Negative greetings’ that David has gone through due to being someone who’s (also) working his backside off to help humanity get free, evolve, “ascend” etc. via his extensive writings and other works.

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And, let’s be honest, there has not been many Ascension Teachers out there that have dared to write about the dark side of the Ascension Process in particular. There are numerous reasons for this but this article isn’t about that, and it’s going to be long anyway.

Suffice it to say that I’ve only come across a minuscule number of us that have publicly written about the negative side of the spiritual Ascension Process; of Team Dark as I’ve called them all. Lisa Renee, Cosmic Awareness, myself, David Wilcock… To any others out there I’m unaware of, I apologize for not knowing and including you Lightwarriors in this tiny list. The only other in-depth information about this that I’d read many years ago were the The RA Materials and The Law of One books two through five by James McCarty, Don Elkins and Carla Rueckert. The last book in the series very much dealt with what those people went through from Team Dark (my term) and the constant ‘Negative greetings’ (their term) that they all went though due to the spiritual Work they were doing and giving to humanity in book-form. Carlos Castaneda talked briefly about what he’d learned from his Master Teacher Don Juan, about some negative, nonphysical beings in his last book, but for the most part, this has been a topic very few have talked about for a variety of reasons.

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As I read through David Wilcock’s article mentioned above, I at first assumed it was, for me, mainly about him sharing publicly about the ass-kicking abuse (attacks) he’s gone through just because he sits down to write something. This was meaningful to me because I’ve experienced this many, many times since I started writing about the Ascension Process online in 2003; even more so when I work on writing a book. My point is that I thought David’s article was mainly for me to hear someone else publicly talk about how painful, dangerous and difficult it sometimes is (or has been) to write about the Ascension Process in whatever form that takes for each of us writers that do it. We’ve repeatedly gotten attacked for doing so which I’ve often written about at TRANSITIONS over the years. But, as the coinky dinks go, this was only one aspect in an unfolding series of connected “coincidences” all trying to help me connect more important ascension related dots.

Next up in this ongoing series of connections was once I’d read David’s article, I was impulsed to quickly tear through a couple of his other recent ones. I didn’t know what I was looking for, but I’m always very aware of when I’m being invisibly led to something in a long string of things because some important “punch line” is coming for me, meaning you too.

While hurriedly reading through another of David Wilcock’s recent articles, he mentioned someone else saying that sometime soon (post 2012) ‘the Sun was going to sneeze’ and that this would cause ‘the Event’. I was like, what Event?! I thought ALL OF THIS was “The Event”! It is, it’s just that a major Stair-step or tipping point is about to be reached soon and that will automatically activate other great happenings—aka ‘The Event’—which will cause everything to suddenly evolve/ascend into the NEW to such a degree that we can’t quite comprehend that profound of an evolutionary jump by all that quickly.

We’re all doing the same thing and writing about the same processes yet communicating them from our unique individual perspectives which sometimes makes the material sound different enough that we don’t immediately understand what’s being talked about. Doesn’t matter because to someone it makes perfect sense because she/he/me/you did said it exactly the way we each did.

Told ya this was gonna be long.

Another of these ongoing “coincidences” was something very specific Sandra Walter recently wrote about in one of her articles. Sometimes it’s only one word that I need, that we need to hear or read written in exactly the way that person said or wrote it and whammo, the Aha moment connects within us and another coinky dink succeeds doing what it was intended to for us at that moment.

Sandra used a term recently while talking specifically about the Sun and the current embodiment ‘Resurrection’  process many of the Forerunners are living now and it was, for me at that exact moment, ‘fractals’ and how some of them are aspects of us that have existed in the Sun. I’m now going to jump over into a recent article I wrote about how I used to lay in the old lower frequency golden rays of the Sun in the 1950s as a young child and deeply, profoundly, worship-fully send my highest and greatest LOVE and respect to the great Beings that lived in the Sun.

https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2016/02/27/becoming-a-divine-sun-in-2016/

While I’m at it, here’s another link to another complex, multi-layered article I wrote on 11-22-2012 that, believe it or not, is connected to this other information—Light—that many of us have written about and are living via the Embodiment phase of the Ascension Process.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/11/22/5d-high-heart-rising-shen-ring-shenu/

Some aspect of me has always known that something really important existed within our local Sun, and as a young child I LOVED It/Them more than I can express. And every decade since then I’ve wondered about this and why. However, I believe I have—with the help of a couple other Ascension Teachers’ recent articles and my own Higher Self and continuing Embodying process—finally gotten enough of those coinky dink dots to line up to the point that they’re saying something loud and clear enough to make me raise my eyebrows in surprise and be downright amazed.

In a few of my earlier articles I’ve even said that as more of the Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners reach certain levels of the Embodiment or ‘Resurrection’  phase of the Ascension Process, that the very act of this happening in the physical would automatically change everything else. I’ve said that multiple times and yet I didn’t have all the information about it, not that I do now, but I have a good chunk more.

Which Came First, the Chicken or the Egg?

What causes, triggers or activates what? The Sun? The Sun soon ‘sneezing’? The Ascension Process? Galactic Center spewing out something more, something NEW? The Forerunners reaching Embodiment in the physical? The Pleiadian Great Central Sun doing something? Moving deeper into the 7D Photonic Light? I say all the above and more that I’m probably not even aware of. I say all of it and more is “The Event” just in Stair-step fashion.

Enough Foreplay Denise!

Having said all this, I think it’s time for me to openly share what I’ve been working up to. It may sound outrageous to some, ludicrous to others, I don’t care either way. I may be wrong about this, and if so, I apologize right upfront for not comprehending the larger picture. But, if I’ve understood this aspect of the Ascension Process correctly, then wow. No pressure Forerunners but, wow.

Long ago WE (by WE I mean the Forerunners, Wayshowers, Volunteers, Pathpavers etc. before we dropped Light to incarnate) intentionally placed an aspect of OURSELVES in the form of individual fractals in the Sun of this solar system Earth is in. These fractal aspects are those great Beings I instinctively LOVED and worshiped as a young child in the 1950s in this incarnation.

Long ago WE also intentionally placed other aspects of OURSELVES in different male and female incarnations around planet Earth in linear time in 3D physicality. WE gave ourselves certain incarnations that would help us in these current lifetimes when the Ascension Process would/is happening in physicality and in linear time. Said another way, we very carefully covered our spiritual, energetic butts to make this Ascension Process as kind and gentle to all as we possibly could.

One of the reasons why WE intentionally placed a fractal aspect of OURSELVES in our local Sun was for when we reached the phase within the Ascension Process where we were capable of starting to Embody the Higher in the Lower here in the physical in these lives and bodies. (As you know, tons of Work had to be done by each of us before this could even be a thought and we’ve done just that.)

Once WE were ready to begin the Embodiment or Resurrection phase of the Ascension Process, WE would slowly and gently start merging the Higher with the Lower/the Lower with the Higher in ourselves, in our physical body vehicles on Earth. In other words, WE would begin becoming Christed, Crystalline, Unified, Integrated Beings in the physical on Earth and that would naturally and automatically attract those fractal aspects of US that have for so long existed in the Sun to merge with US/US with them here in these physical bodies and earthly, incarnate Selves Wayshowing the Ascension Process.

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When enough of the Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners began this phase and were embodying their Solar/Sun/Christic/Divine fractal Selves into their physical bodies and human Selves on Earth, that would automatically and naturally trigger the Sun to do something NEW, something different, something like the suggested ‘sneeze’ causing a tremendous flash of Light to burst out which energetically propels everything and everyone into “Ascending”, evolving in what seems like a split-second.

I feel weird just typing those words. Why? Because even I have had to fight my way through all the lies and BS of those that have done their utter best to have US never realize these greater truths. I’ve known some of these greater truths all my life but I still sometimes have doubts about what I AM. Then that silly shit clears and I remember and know that I AM the I AM that I AM and that shit is about to get real up in here because WE’VE Worked on and towards this since forever it seems at this point.

As I said before, no pressure my fellow Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners, but know that as more and more of us Embody our Solar/Sun/Christic fractal Selves into these incarnate earthly Selves, that our doing so tremendously amplifies and quickens the entire Ascension Process and will trigger the Sun to do its ‘Event’ thing because all those fractals in it will have left to be Embodied by human Forerunners on Earth. How could this act not alter everything, not activate everything into further evolution? How could there be increasing numbers of incarnate Christed Beings in human form on Earth and not have that fact alter all of reality? It cannot.

When is this Solar ‘Event’ Happening?

Who knows. There’s lots of possibilities. One strong one is during what I’m going to call another Zero Zone period. This Zero Zone is that powerful point when we’ve finished 2016 (a NINE energy year), meaning December 31, 2016 to the start of 2017 (a ONE energy year) meaning January 1, 2017. It’s a possibility but I sense it’s a bit too early yet.

Another possibility could be at the end of 2017 (a ONE energy year), or the end of 2018 (a TWO energy year), or any point within 2019 (a THREE energy year). It doesn’t really matter if “the Event” happens in two weeks or two years; what matters is that it’s coming and fast and that it will dramatically change (improve, evolve) everyone and everything instantly. Stay focused on getting there, not getting hung up on lower left-brain details.

Thanks for wading through my long-winded article. This one is important and may need to be digested over some time. ❤

Denise

April 13, 2016

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