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Virulence

Denise Le Fay

Since I started writing about the Ascension Process online in 2003 at certain forums, then only at my own sites TRANSITIONS (2007) and HighHeartLife (2013), I’ve had numerous individuals email me shockingly hateful, vicious, cruel ranting email letters intended to cause me as much pain as that person could type out. And honestly, many of those emails did hurt me because no one wants to be attacked and brutalized, especially by individuals who’ve completely misunderstood something I’ve written at my websites. Other emails intended to hurt me, such as the two latest quoted here, are sad and pathetic because of how epically incorrect both are about me personally and about what I’ve written.

The Separation of Worlds is the ultimate UNSUBSCRIBE button.

“How do I unsubscribe?

There is no longer an option on your posts.

Hard to believe you are so uninformed when a ten year old could research the VAERS website and see the hundreds and thousands of vaccine deaths and horrible reactions.  Heard of Event 201?  Heard anything at all in the last twenty months that didn’t come from government controlled media sources?
That patriarchal system you throw fits about is playing all their cards right now and many of us who research INDEPENDANTLY knew it was coming.
I’d wager you have already had years worth of mind numbing shots!
So disappointed that you are either a coward or a fool.
Thanks for the same old same old since WW3 started. Denial is for babies, Denise.
Time to grow up and accept that those patriarchs are screwing you but good and you continually make excuses for ssid TD members.
Bummer.
I see why you have shut down comments.  You’re on the wrong side of history.
I suppose now you know what you would have been doing in Germany back in day, huh?”
GL — October 2021

GL felt she/he needed to attack me because he/she believes I’m in favor of the pandemic vaccinations when I’ve publicly stated the opposite. That however doesn’t matter to individuals like GL. My truth, my life and lifelong personal experiences and actions don’t matter in the least to people like GL.

The TRUTH is my father, born June 1921, died September 2021 at age 100, was a hardcore Theosophist since he was a teen. His mother was a Theosophist and Astrologer, who ordered her astrology books from England in the late 1800s and early 1900s (some of which I have) because books like that didn’t exist in the USA back then. My father was a young man when his mother died.

The higher Light, Angelic, and Star lineages came through her, as they did through my mother’s mother. These generational one or both sides of the parents, grandparents and great grandparents of most Volunteer ascension incarnations were needed so each generation did their best to embody a little more Light to hopefully make it slightly easier for the incarnating First Everythinger Volunteers to do what they volunteered to incarnate and do in our lifetimes during this physical level Ascension Process. For most current Volunteers these multi-generational parent or parents in some cases-to-child increasing energy stairsteps were necessary. Along with that were also certain ET interactions with each generation of these very early Lightbearers trying to help the future Volunteers here now from their personal family lines.

Many of the ‘Baby Boomers’ born right after WW2 (1939–1945) ended were needed to immediately incarnate en mass. Absolutely not every Baby Boomer is an ascension Volunteer but there are a good number of us that have been since birth. The Baby Boomers were waiting in the higher dimensional wings because many of us were the first group of incarnate ascension Volunteers. Once humans used atomic bombs on humans in Hiroshima and Nagasaki in August 1945, that action automatically activated the massive and instantaneous incarnation of numerous ascension Volunteers. These two things are directly related.

Once the government/military dropped atomic bombs on humans, to prevent any further use of atomic bombs anywhere on Earth, many of the higher dimensional beings initiated the planetary-wide incarnational insertion of numerous ascension Volunteers physically born immediately after WW2 ended. And you thought the Baby Boomers were just Hippies, druggies, sexual deviants, dirty, peace n’ love lazy fucks. Some Boomers have been that and worse however many of us have never been pulled off or killed off our ascension Volunteer missions no matter what “they” threw at us including wars seen and unseen.

The Theosophical Society was founded in New York City in 1875. This however isn’t about Theosophy, although I attended nearly every Sunday from age 5 (1956) through age 18 (1969) at Theosophy Hall (built in 1927) in Los Angeles, CA. My father insisted I know the basics of Theosophical beliefs from early childhood so I attended almost every Sunday meeting at Theosophy Hall from age 5 (1956). This was another pre-incarnational Soul Contract designed to protect me, a Volunteer incarnating during this current universal Ascension Process, from common religions and religions beliefs heavily distorted and used by the negatives. Once I turned 18 I needed far more than what Theosophy could provide me personally, as an incarnate Volunteer First Everythinger, so I went my own spiritual way from age 18 (1969-1970).

Because of my dad’s lifelong Theosophical beliefs, he wholeheartedly agreed with it that vaccinations should not to be put into human bodies for physical and etheric reasons. Because he strongly believed this about vaccinations since around 1939, he of course raised me and my younger sister under those Theosophical beliefs.

The last vaccine I took was for polio in 1965 when I was 14. Before this 1965 polio sugar cube vaccine, the only others I took were the ones given to every baby in the USA. I’ve had no vaccinations after the 1965 polio sugar cube one at age 14. Nor have I ever had any flu shot or shots. I’ve never had any shingles shot(s). I’ve never had any vitamin shot(s) or any other unknown substance injected into my body. From 1965 through 2021 is 56 years — 56 years that I have not allowed anything to be injected into my physical body, and very little before those 56 years.

It became clear to me when “they” started pushing free flu shots and shingles shots on TV constantly in the 2000’s that things had been seriously upped by “them”. To me the increased push for everyone to get annual flu shot(s), and when that didn’t bring in the big numbers “they” were after, “they” started pushing people to get shingles shot(s), was a sign of possible things to come.

I received this email from K this month.

“Hey  dearest  Denise:

I  just  read  your  article  and  have  to  tell  you  this:
There  is  ALWAYS  a  higher  perspective/truth  to  what  we  see,  at  least  until  the  changeover  is  FULLY  HERE.
“What I’m talking about is that you and some more people in the ascension community and related others are soon going to experience suddenly knowing that many ascension teachers/writers/lecturers, plus many channelers, are and always have been frauds, cons, and highly polished and professional looking and sounding bullshit artists.”
When  I  read  this  I  WAS  SIMULTANEOUSLY  SHOWN   that  those  you  call  frauds,  cons  etc.  are  where  they´re  at  FOR  MORE  THAN  ONE  GOOD/NEEDED  REASON.  What  this  means  is:  IF  you  talk  like  this  “YOU  ARE  LYING”  even  though  you´re  right  FROM  your  one  step  lower  perspective.
THE  HIGHEST  PERSPECTIVE  which  is  the  place  where  I  can  see  you  DEMANDS  for  utter  accurateness.  UP  HERE  it´s  a  matter  of  HOW  you  speak.  The  WHO  YOU  ARE  demands  for  “ROYALTY”  as  in  “OLD  FASHIONED  FEMALE  ATTITUDES”.  Up  there  you  find  ELEGANCE  and  SMARTNESS  and  only  those  women  who  have  integrated  their  maskuline  parts  will  ever  get  there.  THE  PURITY  that  place  desires  comes  from  DETACHING  from  the  maskuline  again.  “THE  WOMAN”  as  planned  by  The  Creator,  was  never  done/finished  yet.
I´m  giving  you  this  FOR  “MY  NEXT  STEP”/because  we  are  all  interconnected.  I´ll  happily  give  you  more  if  you´re  interested,  but  most  ppl  aren´t,  that´s  why  I  kept  it  so  short.  It  all  makes  perfect  sense.
I  bow  to  you&the  road  you´ve  cleared.”
K — October 2021
I’ve got nothing I want to say at the moment. I’ll be back when I do.
Denise Le Fay
October 26, 2021
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HighHeart Phone HOME

Denise Le Fay

How you like January 2021 so far?! These first weeks of 2021 have felt like a strange nonlinear lifetime. Many of you sensed in 2020 that 2021 would not magically turn into an everything’s okay now! year. This is still early Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and it is difficult living all this separation and shifting every couple of days. It won’t always be like this but it is now and will continue all year so do your best to relax into compressed evolution and in the latest higher still NEW ways.

Over the years I’ve repeatedly written about how the demolition and removal of the old lower 3D patriarchal Earth world and all that went with it was happening simultaneously to the creation and manifestation of 5D+ NEW Earth(s). The Ascension Process has had many Volunteers simultaneously transmuting more and more personal and collective old lower frequency stuff while embodying more and more of the NEW stuff. This left us existing within a strange no mans land place and state for over two decades. We didn’t belong to or were compatible with the old lower frequency world, but we weren’t close enough to the NEW higher one(s) yet either, meaning we’ve lived and Worked for a long time in this strange transitional nowhere land throughout Phase 1 of the intense Ascension Process.

There’s plenty to say about what’s going on now but this article is focused on what some Volunteers have been living and feeling very intensely emotionally and physically due to their individual Embodiment Processes. These particular powerful sensations have only amplified since January 2020 and has and will continue to get more personal, transformational and life, consciousness and reality-changing throughout 2021. This article is not for everyone but for those few who’ve been and continue living this themselves now. Discernment and honesty please.

The more you Embody, the more everything changes and often in ways that are sometimes rather hard emotionally and maybe unforeseen as well. We live them nonetheless to continue our individual Embodiment Processes for the greatest, highest good of All during this universal ascension. We haven’t come this far, endured all we have, transmuted and created anew what we have to date to be derailed by anyone or anything anywhere. Period. That’s not to say they won’t try however.

Remember around January 1, 1999 (give or take for some of us) when Phase 1 of the Ascension Process started fully in the physical for the First Wave Volunteers, the First Everythingers as I’ve called them? The start of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process and my personal, your personal, our individual physical level activations were extremely severe and overnight energetically forced us out of what we had been doing and where we had been living and working prior. It was hard back then abruptly having to disengage from loved ones, family and friends, most all relationships, earthly careers, locations and homes to do what you as a Volunteer were incarnate on Earth now to do. You set out on a very difficult and dangerous phase of the Ascension Process first and it was extremely hard for the very reason that you were first. No one had Pathpaved the way for you because you were the Pathpaver(s). We were attacked, hated, ridiculed, disrespected, misunderstood, abused and used for numerous reasons but we Pathpaved through it all despite the opposition, our battle wounds and increasing exhaustion.

January 1, 2020 Phase 2 of the Ascension Process began and from the very start it included what I’ve called a Divine Cease & Desist Order. It’s still in effect in 2021 and will be for as long as needed. I sense it will be mostly completed when we enter the enormous energy shift that 2022 is into full NEW Divine Mother/Feminine energies — what some are correctly calling the ‘Feminine Christ Consciousness’ . 

Remember your personal start of Phase 1 first group Volunteers (around 1998-1999-2000) and remember how severe and abrupt, how instantly lifechanging and radical it was for you back then. The start of Phase 2  of the Ascension Process in January 2020 wasn’t any different in how abrupt, radical and all-encompassing it was for some of the Volunteers starting it first again too. This time however all the Volunteers, plus all of unaware global humanity experienced the start of Phase 2 on January 1, 2020. The start of Phase 1 was radical and changed us, our bodies and lives overnight back in 1998-1999-2000, and the start of Phase 2 in January 2020 wasn’t any different in how intense and abrupt it was and still is and will continue to be throughout 2021.

2020 was a Divine Cease & Desist timeout Order for Volunteers and global humanity because a species-wide shift was happening and we all were put in that mandatory NEW space and told to be still and live it without running around like terrified chickens with our heads cut off. Some dealt with this better than others as would be expected.

2021 continues the Divine Cease & Desist Order because humanity and many Volunteers needs more physical time to make this intense and profound SERIES of rapid energy stairstep shifts out of the old lower everything and continued preparation to enter the NEW higher frequency template codes etc., consciousness and reality or exit from it one way or another.

2022 is the beginning of Volunteers and ascending humanity existing fully—not partially but completely—in the NEW Divine Mother/Feminine crystalline HighHeart template codes, consciousness and reality of ascending NEW Earth and all that goes with it.

Obviously 2020 and 2021 are tumultuous years of profound evolutionary energetic change for humanity, and NOT in the ways most think or believe at the moment. The surface shit is surface shit and it’s going on across the dimensions and galaxies due to the Universal Ascension and rapid shifts out of the previous energy templates and distortions and into the totally NEW higher ones. I do not mean to sound like I’m diminishing the volatile “surface shit” because it’s a very big deal that its all ending and shifting now. We’ve Worked a very long and hard time for what’s finally happening on the physical level now. Let it unfold, but for god sake pay attention to your consciousness and who is doing their best to grab and use it for themselves and their agendas even when she/he/they claim their agendas are lofty and ascension related.

It’s wretched that I had to say that at this point in the Ascension Process but I did. If you’ve been paying attention and have been honest with yourself, been honest about what some “ascension teachers” have been saying, writing, video recording and/or channeling for years, then you already know what I’m talking about and why I’ve been saying it since Phase 2 began a year ago this month.

The Divine Cease & Desist timeout Order was to help us stop doing what had become entirely habitual to us all. It was a powerful stop us in our mindless tracks Divine Intervention to prepare us for and help us with these rapid and continuous shifts on all levels. The best way to live through them—I’m speaking specifically here to the few Volunteers that are capable of doing this in 2020 and/or 2021—has been to be more still physically and focused internally within yourself, not externally on another person or group of people, external events and/or external energy rituals be they ascension related or not.

As I shared in some articles last year, on January 1, 2020 I very clearly and loudly perceived that Phase 2 had begun and that the way to NEW Earth was from within myself, specifically my HighHeart. From your HighHeart as well First Phase 2 Volunteer Everythinger. I tried to express this last year but I don’t think it was as successful as it should have been.

Throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process—1998-1999 through the end of December 2019—many of the Volunteers did a wide variety of ascension related energy Work. Some of us did this Work by intentionally time jumping into the near future to energetically Work from that position, space, frequency, level and so on. Some of us intentionally moved ourselves forward into the near future a bit to stop negative timelines and actions being done in them. What all we did isn’t the point I want to make here but that we’ve always been able to intentionally move from our current physical time and place into the near future or farther when needed, and then move ourselves back into the near past to, what was at that time, our current physical time and place on Earth. We often and repeatedly intentionally moved ourselves and our focus into the near future and then back in time to our current time throughout Phase 1. That’s the point I want to make now, not what we did but that we were capable of intentionally moving ourselves and awareness around this and other timelines from “now” to the near “future” and then “back” into the near “past” where we were incarnate on Earth.

When Phase 2 started January 2020, I very strongly perceived that that part of my and some of our Volunteer mission Work had ended for important reasons, the main one being that we had finally reached that point within the Ascension Process where we were needed to Cease & Desist running to and fro within future and past timelines and other dimensions doing ascension related Work and focus ourselves squarely in and from the current remain at home  position and location. It’s the why of this that’s so great and interesting.

Phase 1 had to do with the need of some of us to go into the near future to Work on this ascension from that and other locations in time and space and then return to what were our current lives in present time physically incarnate on Earth. Phase 2 was an unexpected and abrupt end to that and it was revealed to me January 1, 2020 that me, my physical body and embodied energies in it, my consciousness, HighHeart and higher abilities and awareness were now very much needed to remain in current time in this present moment. This huge change in my personal ascension related Work, in some of the First Everythinger Volunteers Work, had dramatically shifted into our now needing to remain at home on present ascending Earth and its timeline and energetically Work from my physical body’s HighHeart and quite literally pull-in the near future ascended NEW Earth so it becomes impalpable from this Earth. In other words, this current ascending Earth is pulled in so close to already fully ascended near future NEW Earth that the old Earth automatically becomes the NEW Earth.

I perceived this as “my” but I knew it meant not just me but every Volunteer that was capable of doing this part of the Ascension Process and shift in 2020. A few more Volunteers in 2021—and there are far less of us capable of doing this than you’d ever guess—are and will join in with this Phase 2 ascension Work to get us and NEW Earth closer together physically by 2022, so much so that most won’t even sense or know that the Shift from ascending Earth to full-tilt-boggie actual fully ascended NEW Earth happened. Happened while they were waiting for ETs to do the job, or Jesus, or fleets of UFOs, or their group’s external physical rituals or whatever or whoever. The Work is entirely internal and needs to be done from and in our current time and from your and my HighHearts in our physical bodies. We’ve Embodied enough that in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process we’re not only capable of but needed to stay at home in place and time to help shift ascending Earth in becoming fully ascended NEW Earth. Today there’s two of them but soon there will be only one, only NEW Earth.

Pull baby, pull NEW Earth right to you from your individual HighHeart in your physical body seemingly doing nothing much externally on ascending Earth. The Shift will be imperceptible to the majority but you know better because you helped get here there and there here if you get what I’m saying about all this. This is why the 2020 Divine Cease & Desist Order to timeout and stay at home was implemented. It’s all been to get ascending home to ascended HOME and ascended HOME to ascending home so it/they becomes the one ascended NEW Earth HOME we’ll exist on. No more going into the near future to guarantee this but Work it from this current moment in time in the physical and our own bodies and HighHearts in 2020 and 2021.

Biff boom bam and it’s done, and done while the majority continued to be entirely focused externally and on distortions from different self-proclaimed ascension teachers and their egos still hustling recruits to fuel their personal agendas and pad their bank accounts. Yeah, all that really feels and seems like NEW Earth doesn’t it? Wake the hell up lower stairsteps ascension community people or not and find yourselves on not NEW Earth in 2022 or beyond. Human consciousness is immensely valuable and it’s been used by many to fuel and support their agendas for a lot of reasons. Your responsibility now is to discern and know when this is happening and who is doing it within the ascension and conspiracy communities.

Denise

January 19, 2021

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Mid-2016 Overview

Denise Le Fay

For some 2016 has been far more difficult and challenging than what 2014 and 2015 combined were, and that’s saying something! Since the completion of 2012, the energy Stair-steps have been something else have they not? And they’ve often not been anything like what we Forerunners thought or expected them to be either. The NEW very much is new to each of us because we’ve never done this before, anywhere, and that’s just perfect and wonderful even when it doesn’t feel that way sometimes. I think many of us have been and still are so deep within this phase of the Ascension Embodiment Process that we can’t as yet quite grasp just how much we’ve actually changed (evolved).

Because 2016 has been unusually difficult for me personally, I’ve spent some time and focus trying to figure out why. I could look at this from a strictly astrological viewpoint and understand the transits interacting with my natal planets and such, but this old beloved tool is taking place at higher, more complex Ascension Process levels too. I’ll always enjoy and appreciate astrological insights, but even that tool must be considered in NEW ways because we are evolving, and quickly.

I had to go deeper to find the Ascension Embodiment Process answers I was desirous of to help me better understand why I’ve had such a hard time of it this year. Even how I have accessed higher information (Light), Higher Awareness in this lifetime has drastically changed since 2012 because I am evolving beyond those old, well-familiar lower frequency tools too, all Forerunners are, hence why some of us are seemingly, I repeat seemingly floundering this year. We are however not floundering at all but individually transitioning into greater amounts of the NEW internally and externally. Having said all that, feeling increasingly depressed and isolated was not at all what I expected would happen to me in 2016, and I needed to understand why I’ve felt like this much of this year.

Let’s recap these three Stair-step Energy Waves to see what we can See and Know.

wavehearts2 First of these Stair-steps or Energy Waves began around December 19, 2015 and was like getting hit by a HighHeart Mack truck; wonderful, traumatic and unexpected.

wavehearts2 Second of these Stair-steps began around March 2016 and caused many Forerunners to go into deeper feelings of being more alone and isolated.

wavehearts2 Third of the 2016 Energy Waves Stair-steps will begin in September and no doubt be even more intense and potent throughout the last three months of 2016 to help prepare us for the start of even higher energies coming in throughout the three Light Waves of 2017.

Honestly look back over what all has happened to you, your life and consciousness just since December 2015. Like me, you’ll realize that you have changed considerably since then, not that we’re anywhere done with this yet however. Nonetheless, look at how you’ve changed in that short period and how it has made you feel. Like me, have you felt increasingly alone and isolated from the world and humanity? Have you felt more empowered despite feeling depressed at times? Despite feeling utterly disgusted with many humans lately and knowing with Higher Awareness the many reasons why? Do you feel yourself increasingly becoming more ‘Sovereign’ with each Stair-step you traverse in 2016? Do you understand that (and this one took me some time to figure out) the feelings of growing isolation and being alone is actually you/me/we becoming increasingly Sovereign within ourselves individually?

It’s taken me a while to put two and two together because I’m still very much living this phase of the Embodiment Process and not done with it yet. ‘Is it soup yet?’  ‘Are we there yet?’  ‘Are we Home yet?’  Not quite yet but almost.

Becoming depressed was the absolute last thing I’d ever have thought I’d feel at this point in the Ascension Process and it confused me greatly. I haven’t worked this long and this hard to just reach “depression”!!! OMG, you’ve got to be kidding me! With some effort I finally began to understand that what was being interpreted by myself as “depression” and “aloneness” was in fact the early stages of Embodiment. It seemed a contradiction at first but the more I looked at the situation, the better I came to understand it was just a change in perspective (on everything) that was making me temporarily feel alone and depressed at times. It was NEW in the greatest, largest sense.

Since birth in this incarnation I’ve felt alone because I have been alone on this physical planet and dimension and isolated from the normal higher frequencies of Home other than what I brought in with me at birth. I was a Volunteer Forerunner spy in a foreign land and deep undercover all my life so feeling alone and isolated isn’t new to me or any other Volunteer/Starseed/Forerunner/Pathpaver etc. Neither is feeling depressed from time to time, but during 2016, this has felt very different. It felt intensely personal, it was all me, all mine and I didn’t get it for almost half of this year. I now do which means it’s going to be vastly easier not to mention an even faster Process than it already is.

Those of us who Volunteered to incarnate in 3D to help with the Ascension Process in the physical typically came in with some shock and trauma because of how negative, Dark and evil the entire planet was. We adapted and adjusted as much as we could to survive being in physical 3D as a human while carrying more Light in us than would ever be allowed by Team Dark (TD). We acclimated as best we could and did what we came here to do. Now however this has all reversed (at the Expiration Date of December 2012) and we’ve been struggling—much like we did early on in these incarnations—to cast-off those old lower frequency, negative and Dark energies, habits, traits, consciousness and so on we accumulated while down here as we “ascend” both ourselves while in physical bodies and the entire planet and much more with us. I would think a bought or two of depression and feeling alone would be expected at some points within all this. 😉

Seriously, after this lifetime of living among the “walking dead” zombie parasites called mass humanity and normal reality on 3D Earth, many of us have been Embodying our Higher Source Self into these physical bodies and incarnate Selves which could not be any more opposite from the “walking dead” parasites and parasitic life and reality! This profoundly extreme opposite feels, at this point at least, like we’re alone in this Embodiment Process down here in physicality. You and I know we’re not and that Home and Family has always had our backs and yet, we’ve HAD to do this on our own down here, otherwise what’s been the point to all this?

I’m stressing this point because after leaving our natural state of and higher levels of individual Sovereignty, to be reconnecting with IT again down here in the physical finally feels unusual at best and depressing at worst at this point. We’ll get there however.

At one level it feels strange to us to individually be increasingly connecting with and Embodying our Higher Source Self. This naturally causes one to become increasingly ‘sovereign’ meaning absolutely no more parasitic actions, people, life, reality, actions etc. etc. We have IT all within us individually which means to us as we are now, we feel more “alone”, more “isolated” as anyone would after a lifetime of living on a completely parasitic world reality. We’re not feeding from the trough of others in any way or ways but have evolved to the level where we’re finally becoming Home again meaning we’re Self as Source Sovereign and need nothing else. To the old parts of us this mega shift feels like we’re more and more alone, even more different than we were before, and more isolated in some ways because of it. This will change with time and with us Embodying even more of our Greater Selves but for now it’s all rather weird and wonderful, and sometimes depressing because it’s hard to fit so much Divine Source into such little packages as these incarnate bodies and Selves.

Why So Many “Walking Dead” In My Life Now?

Another thing that’s repeatedly been in my life (and “new” old house) all of 2016 are numerous completely unaware and/or just starting to “wake up” people, all of them male.

Some of you may remember an article I wrote in January 2016 (if memory serves) where I talked about what I’d experienced via the First Stair-step Energy Wave around December 19, 2015. I had suddenly fallen in love and became LOVE for brief periods so IT wouldn’t destroy me, my body, psyche or central nervous system etc. It was all rather weird and unusual for me to suddenly be seeing males (again) as things I wanted to hang out with and more. Euw, what, no no no, I closed that sexual door at age 39 when called back to the Cosmic Ascension Monastery again. It was a far too easy portal for Team Dark to get at me through so I deliberately closed it then for that reason.

So when the first of these particular Waves began last December, no one was more surprised than me to be eyeballin’ certain younger-than-me males. Again, just because something is interpreted at first as such and such by us does not mean that’s what it really is. Don’t do anything sudden or stupid but keep going, pay attention and do your best to figure it out from a higher level of awareness.

Let me lay this out for you this way because I think it’ll be easier for us all.

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wavehearts2 First HighHeart Wave of this period began December 19, 2015 and for me had to do with falling in love with males while simultaneously being LOVE myself for short periods.

wavehearts2 Second HighHeart Wave Stair-step of March and April 2016 (this has been almost constant for me however and not only these two months) has for me been about repeatedly on a one-on-one basis dealing with different males that are totally unaware patriarchal “walking dead” parasitic zombies, and slowly “awakening” males with still very heavy overlays of old lower patriarchal negative everything. You wouldn’t believe some of the negativity I’ve experienced this year from these lower consciousness, female disrespecting, parasitic patriarchal males. (A couple of other males have been honest and equal with me which was beyond wonderful.) But mostly frustrating, heartbreaking, downright dangerous at times, absolutely unbelievable at other times, and all one big old lower world patriarchal “hot mess”.

wavehearts2 The third Stair-step Wave of September and the rest of the year will give me and everyone else the time and focus to find solutions/integration/resolution etc. beyond the two highly dualized one-two punches of #1 and #2 Waves. Wave #3 is when and where I can, you can, we all can work on and reach Triality, Neutrality, Unity with the particular issues—whatever they’ve been for each of us in 2016—before the year completes and we evolve into much higher energy Waves of 2017. This is how this Duality business has seemed to work post 2012; 1 and 2 yearly Waves or Stair-steps are typically fairly extreme opposites with #3 Wave being the point where we’re able to See, Know, integrate, resolve or Neutralize the wild extremes into One within ourselves.

But for now while in Wave #2, I’m still dealing with low consciousness males (all hot for Trump and eager to tell me all about it) and doing my best to discern when to open my mouth and when not to. Some of these people (Portal People) are just so easy for TD and/or negative energies etc. to work through to try to get at you/me/us so be aware and wise and in your HighHeart.

The other day I had an electrician here doing some work on the house and first he tried to puff himself up to intimidate me and when that and other tactics didn’t work, TD stepped in, took over and tried. That didn’t work either but good gawd, what a thing to experience only a foot away! This is always interesting to See and experience firsthand but enough already, so get this one figured out Denise before the fence guy and other handymen comes back in a few days. I can’t wait to get to September 2016 and work on these two old patriarchal extremes and move on.

Denise

June 14, 2016

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