Alone… But Not Really… But Kinda… Temporarily

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As some of you may remember, I’ve mentioned in two or three articles in early 2016, about how I had been occasionally dealing with a growing sense of being alone. I’m not talking about loneliness, but an honest clear sense that I’ve been on such NEW territory that I am in some ways very much alone, temporarily. Let me add that this is perfectly okay in the second half of 2106, because I consciously understand what’s been unfolding better than I did at the start of this incredibly amplified year and am more comfortable with this NEW and being on my own in it. We’ll understand even more on the other side of September’s multiple energetic lineup.

I just read one of the best, most honest Ascension articles I’ve read in a very long time. It’s entitled ‘Your Collective Is Likely Pondering’, September 12, 2016. (See link below my copyright notice.) Big Gratitude Hugs to Brenda Hoffman & Co. for it. ❤ ❤ ❤

The only other person/being/channel I’ve come across over these Ascension years that publicly admitted to being surprised by an unexpected project in the Ascension Process was Kryon a few years ago. It had to do with specific Bridge Building to connect certain nonphysical higher dimensions with 3D physical Earth back in the early 1980s. I was intimately familiar with this because I was one of the Forerunners who worked on this early Ascension-related project. For more information about this see pages 60-66 in A Lightworker’s Mission. Other than these two incidences, I’m not aware of any others who’ve publicly confessed to being surprised by what the Forerunners of the Forerunners and the Forerunners continue doing for individual Self and collective All everywhere.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/10/22/the-bridge-builders-forerunners-crossing-it-now/

Considering what most of us have gone through year after year post the December 21, 2012 Expiration Date, it sure feels good to be openly acknowledged for putting our HighHearts and Souls into it and running far beyond what had been the original agreed upon Ascension “end zone”. We got the ball there years ago but have continued “running” so Thank You very much for standing back while we embody more of our Higher Selves/Source, repeatedly readjust ourselves from doing so, and continue journeying and Creating higher and farther than what we’d originally contracted to do. Bets were made by a small handful On High that know and love us well, that we would go for it after we’d reached a certain level of completion in the Ascension Process. This we’ve done and more. (More about this and related things in upcoming articles.)

So when I read Brenda’s article this morning I was uplifted and gratified by her valuable channeled message. This is what you get when you hire Forerunner Boomer Hippies to tear down and rebuild multidimensional systems; we do that then go on to create totally NEW better ones because we’re here now so why not?

This brings us back to the start of 2016, when some Forerunners felt and knew from deep within themselves that, in many ways, we were indeed on our owns now (temporarily) because we’d Re-Contracted with the Divine and our Higher Selves during our individual Life Review period that took place at some point during December 21, 22, 23, 2012. For me it was December 22, 2012. We’ve raced up very difficult energetic Ascension Stair-steps ever since then and the results of all this aren’t totally clear to even us yet. They will be however, and the 9-9-9 (September 9, 2016) completion threshold we just crossed brought a lot more insights to many. More to come with and after the Lunar Eclipse on the 16th.

This year has repeatedly forced me into my Sovereignty for answers, insights, soothing, nurturing, continued spiritual, energetic, physical and consciousness growth and so much more. The time—for me and many of you reading this is—well over for being babysat, handheld, stroked and soothed by higher dimensional Beings, Angelics, ETs and such. We are them and more now on NEW territory, which automatically creates more NEW territories for All everywhere. Until you and I honestly and fully consciously understand, accept and wear/live what we now are and how powerful we actually are, we’ll still occasionally whine and mope and long for some Other great higher Being to cuddle us up and make us feel better from time to time.

Visualize this please for perspective. See in your mind’s eye a great Lightbeing that is You sucking its glowing white-light thumb while searching for another great Lightbeing to coddle it and make it feel better. Ridiculous isn’t it? Well, this is where many of us are now; fumbling while adapting to our NEW lives and realities as directly Source-connected Sovereign individuals. Old bad lower frequency habits take a while to shake off sometimes and there’s nothing wrong with that. Just do your best to honestly get a glimpse of your NEW Self in some cosmic mirror somewhere so you better consciously understand what you’ve evolved into at this point. This is important for yourself but also for all the rest of the Forerunners, the collective and future timelines, worlds, realities etc. No pressure Sovereign Self-as-Source beings, just honesty.

“You have moved so rapidly that we of other dimensions and collectives, do not yet quite understand how you are evolving. Do we point you in the direction of the reward that seems important to you now? Or do we point you in the direction of the reward you will find important in a month or a year? That is our quandary.”

That was a quote from Brenda Hoffman’s channeled message, and what a wonderful thing for On High to be questioning! We Forerunners have already chosen years ago even if you don’t consciously remember that choice you and your Higher Self and the Divine had face to face at the end of Phase One of the Ascension Process. I’m going to end this with a quote from The Temple of Master Hotei (page 154) because it feels right to do now. Thank You again Brenda Hoffman and Co. for that very important message. ❤

And now from Master Hotei and Jade One of long ago but are very much connected to me here and our time of Universal Ascension. Never forget that we never clock-out but are always on The Job.

“Those who came to experience and expand our spirits within polarized physicality are acquiring knowledge within the densest level available for human expression. However, at the end of this great cycle, we of earthly incarnations that have integrated and transmuted within this realm will eventually return Home with extremely unique and valuable experiences to share!” Hotei said with his eyes sparkling and flashing excitedly.

“With us of course, we will take our individual and collective experiences and soul wisdom that others do not possess, except for the many that have journeyed down into dense, polarized physicality. By incarnating within physicality we are learning to bring heaven to earth—to increasingly express within dense flesh, that which we fully are in higher nonphysical realms. As difficult as it has been Little One, we have gained a unique wisdom and succeeded at manifesting our true spiritual selves within a most dense, illusory, restrictive and remarkably polarized realm.

“Think of the profound wisdom and creativity we will be able to share with our brothers and sisters who did not encase themselves within this dense realm and experience all that we have from having journeyed here! It has been a long and difficult journey but the knowledge, wisdom, and soul growth gained from descending into dense physical polarity will help more beings and more realities in more ways than we can comprehend. Plus, it will also create unlimited future possibilities as well,” Hotei said with his eyes closed as if he was broadcasting this information from some other place far away…

Denise

September 13, 2016

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Link to Brenda Hoffman’s blog —

https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2016/09/12/your-collective-is-likely-pondering/

Sun & Earth, Here We Go Again

THE SHAKING

On February 13, 2010, we had a 4.1 earthquake here in southern California with the epicenter about twenty miles from where I live. It was a small quake with no damage anywhere. At this point I’m waiting to see if and how this may play out over the next week or so. Last month this earthquake business escalated with a cluster of earthquakes throughout CA., many near the CA/Mexico border. I was very aware that these January earthquakes were happening just south and north of where I live and that many of them were increasing in magnitude. That coupled with a sense that a bigger quake that would do a lot of damage (the 7.0 Haiti quake), made  January 2010 rather touchy and nerve-wracking.

THE BAKING

The other ascension related energy dynamic that has started up again is the Sun and solar flare activity and whatever else it has been doing. I don’t follow earthquakes or Sun/solar activity, but I can immediately tell when the Sun/solar/cosmic energies start back up again by how my body reacts to any solar changes. During the decade of the 90’s (Phase One of the ongoing ascension process), I spent a lot of years being deeply affected by the solar flares and eruptions and whatever else it is that the Sun has been doing energetically. Because of those Phase One years [see A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution], I can instantly tell when the Sun is transmitting higher Cosmic Energies to further activate us, our DNA, our physical and nonphysical energy bodies, our brains and hearts, the new Earth, the new Earth’s energy grids and many other things I’m unaware of.

Last week, after a very long and happy period of not feeling any solar related ascension symptoms, I suddenly felt like deep fried crap again. I knew immediately that these physical symptoms were Sun/solar related, because they have always made my body feel—make that hurt—in the same ways. Here’s how any Sun/solar activities makes my body feel; see if you can relate.

  1. Intense body aches and pains that have been called the “Ascension Flu”
  2. Chills and possibly low-grade fever
  3. Skin feeling raw and painful like you’ve rubbed sandpaper on it
  4. Red flushed and hot cheeks, also eyes
  5. Allergy-like body aches and pains
  6. Sudden waves of nausea
  7. Bone and joint pains and stiffness
  8. Very emotional, crying and almost depressed
  9. Intolerance for anything & anyone vibrating lower
  10. Suddenly falling asleep during the day. The need to be out of your body during these intense energy periods

These are typical symptoms (with the exception of #10) that I’ve always felt when the SUN is doing what it does to assist us in further energy and consciousness ascension. Throughout all of Phase One of the ascension process, I felt like I was wired and running huge amounts of higher frequency energies through my exhausted body—which I was—and that made me feel constantly jittery, hyper, wired, electric, high-strung and ON 24/7. It didn’t matter how profoundly exhausted I and my body was, I just laid there vibrating, shaking, literally humming with higher frequency energies, and sleeping was usually not an option.

Now in Phase Two of our ongoing ascension process, suddenly falling asleep during the day is becoming a frequent anomaly for me, and I’m likin’ it a lot! I almost feel drugged (the polar opposite to that horrible constant hyper feeling) and very relaxed and I suddenly fall asleep. I’m even dreaming while taking these catnaps during the day which is unheard of for me. While I’m sleeping/napping during daylight hours now, I feel that distinctive inner body BUZZING or vibrating that is the Rewiring process. I sense that the Sun/solar activations within Phase Two are so potent and intense to our current Phase Two bodies that we sometimes simply exit them (these uncontrollable daytime naps) so the Sun/solar flares activations can accomplish more with our Rewiring process. So, even though the Sun/solar flare ascension symptoms have always been very extreme for me, I’ll gratefully take being able to fall asleep during the day and get out-of-body, over being stuck in my body and not able to fall asleep any day!

I know this post might sound a bit random and disconnected but it really isn’t. It’s about our ongoing (within Phase Two) ascension/compressed evolutionary process and how many of the Phase One symptoms are changing slightly; also about how Earth is going through this Phase Two transition just as we are. We (the new us and the new Earth) will continue to shake n’ bake, quake n’ fry energetically, and have many of the old familiar ascension symptoms but in slightly new ways and not nearly as severe as Light-working within Phase One was.

While this entire process continues, the planetary magnet field will continue to drop dramatically, which allows you and me a nearly magnetic-free space (and years) to energetically design and create—from our High Hearts—the brand new and tremendously higher vibrating 5D world reality soon to come. So enjoy those wonderful catnaps that suddenly propel you out-of-body and let the Sun/solar activations and multiple body Rewiring process do all they are. Why? Because you and I have more important planetary Work to accomplish, which is to envision and hold in our HighHearts the NEW Earth world reality WE want.

The magnetic field is nearly going away for these next few years so that YOU AND I will have a totally blank new magnetic planetary canvas upon which we are to imprint—from our High Hearts—the tremendously higher 5D architecture upon.

WE scant early few are the Designers of the new 5D Earth and this is one important way we are going to be energetically able to finally imprint our very high creative desires on to the new empty, blank planetary magnetic field. The mystical 10, 11, and 12 are OUR years to do this incredibly important New Humans, New Earth planetary Work. We transmuted great amounts of the old and lower during Phase One, and now at the beginning of Phase Two, we are to start laying down brand new and astonishingly higher vibrating Heart Energy Blueprints for the new Earth/Humanity. Plan your 2010 Spring Equinox intentions/creations/manifestations very well this year! Welcome to the real Aquarian Age fellow Lightworkers, Wayshowers, and dimensional Ascenders—now let us create higher than ever before.

Denise Le Fay

February 15, 2010

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