Things Are Not as They Seem

April 2014 will go down in my personal her story book right next to the Divinely epic Three Days event of December 21, 22, 23, 2012. Seriously, April has felt that intense, that life and reality altering as the Three Days where. We individually and collectively have, once again, been changed, evolved into something very NEW and improved, even though it doesn’t remotely feel or look like it at the moment. Quite the contrary actually.

euw waiting But once the April 2014 cosmic energy tsunami dust settles a bit (don’t expect much settling however because we’re in the NEW now and it’s just going to be different), more people will come to realize how much sweeping change—by change I mean improvements—have actually happened. I’m acutely, and at time frustratedly aware however of how much it doesn’t yet look or feel or behave out there in the physical world like anything positive has happened at all, but please know that old patriarchal structures, beliefs and controller type people are being deconstructed and removed from their old positions of “power over others” etc. It is happening even though it doesn’t entirely look, sound, smell, act or feel like it 100% yet.

Know that the two things are happening simultaneously and it’s taking some time to unfold in this physical dimension. All things considered, it’s unfolding VERY quickly actually, but more patience is required from the Aware folks around the world. The unaware folks will get with the NEW higher frequency programs eventually, but you and I must not mistakenly think or believe that these changes (improvements) are not happening because they’re not manifesting fast enough for our liking within this dimension. Any faster and the wheels might pop off of a lot of things and people so please hang in here with me and know that everything is unfolding now and very intensely, like I needed to say that.

The cosmic Plutonian Street Sweeper is, as always, arriving on-scene shortly after each of these cosmic energy tsunamis to sweep away the latest collapsing, expired patriarchal trash & Co. These people’s time running this planet and humanities consciousness has expired, they just don’t know this fact yet. Some crusty patriarchal bastards do but are carrying on as usual, pretending all this isn’t really happening, but it is, and they’re falling by the wayside faster than ever before despite their best nasty efforts. View with your Higher eyes; feel with your Higher Heart; sense from your Higher and greater level of perception and you’ll know that these global changes (improvements) are indeed happening in 2014 faster and more completely than they ever could before. Also, give the cosmic Street Sweeper time to do its job too and clear away the old corrupt, rotting, greedy and deranged trash-heap.

After thousands of years of intentional disempowering of humanity by Team Dark, it’s going to take some major Divine interventions and “fixes” to help humans get back into the higher frequency Divine groove once again. And, one of those Divine “fixes” is us Forerunners starting to now live, move about, create, function, exist etc. as NEW empowered Beings in human bodies. We are the NEW Human Angels that are and will be helping humanity by embodying the NEW in all ways ourselves first. For we Forerunners to do this NEW level of Ascension Process work, we must use our Higher tools and Higher Consciousness ourselves and stop habitually looking outside ourselves for answers, solutions, insights and so on. Remember, ‘We are the ones we’ve waited for’, and we are ‘the Second Coming”, so this is where we must start using and trusting our own inner Higher abilities and stop waiting for or expecting someone else or something else to come and do it for us. We are the NEW help, plus we’ve got tremendous Unseen Higher help (from Angelic Lightbeings and positive ETs) assisting us now with our NEW roles and their NEW roles with us in the NEW energies of the NEW earth world reality etc.

If you don’t fully trust yourself with this yet, perceive whatever you can on your own first and pay close attention to what you perceive, how it felt, how it happened and so on. Then if needed, confirm what you’ve perceived on your own first by reading other trusted people’s Ascension writings/books etc. to get any validation/confirmation that you need now to bolster YOUR self-confidence with your own Higher abilities. It’s time to discover just how much YOU are capable of perceiving now on your own as an empowered NEW Being in a physical human body. This is where many of us Forerunners are now in 2014; discovering how powerful we actually are individually as embodied Beings of Light and Love within the NEW. Fear not, just educate the parts of you that doubt this within yourself because this is a fast way through this confusing phase we Forerunners are going through this year.

I feel like I’ve been in a car wreck!

Throughout April 2014 my physical body has hurt and felt sore and bruised in weird NEW ways for a variety of Ascension related reasons. The cluster of large/medium/small earthquakes around the Ring of Fire we had in April have caused me and many of you, amplified aches, pains, pressures and tensions in our bodies and amplified emotional anxiety. But despite all those many earthquakes—some of which were big—very few people died because of them thanks to a lot of Higher Overseeing being done by Angelics and other higher dimensional Beings. We Forerunners have tremendous Unseen assistance now, as does Earth and most all else, so even though these earth changes must happen in 2014, they’re unfolding with as little death and destruction in this timeline as is possible.

Over the decades I’ve observed some of these Higher dimensional Beings intentionally work with physical dimension earthquakes and redirect, relocate the energies of some of them so they’d happen as they needed to, but not kill as many as they would have if they’d happened in huge heavily populated cities. It’s quite amazing to witness how easily and quickly this is done by positive Higher Beings to slightly adjust certain events that need to happen within the physical dimension, but have them harm as few as possible.

Some of you “Earth Sensitives”—which most Forerunners are because where does one end and the other begin?—were probably in varying degrees of physical and emotional pain from the amplified earthquakes caused by the NEW April 2014 energies. On an important connected side note — there was a huge past trauma in the collective that was finally cleared during this 5th Cardinal Square/Cross of Easter week, April 2014. That residual collective trauma was originally caused by a major deadly earthquake in Mexico/Mexico City in 1985. Estimated death toll from that 1985 main earthquake was 10,000, but some believe it could have been as high as 40,000 people.

  • pre-event quake – 5.2 May 1985
  • main quake – 8.1 September 19, 1985
  • first big aftershock quake – 7.5 September 20, 1985
  • second big aftershock quake – 7.0 April 30, 1986

Because I clarivoyantly saw and empathicly felt this 1985 8.1 earthquake in Riverside California in a very public way, I’ve been extra aware of the great lingering psychic and emotional scar and trauma that earthquake left upon so many people in Mexico. As the earthquakes escalated around the Ring of Fire throughout April 2014, and we traversed the intense energetic gauntlet of Easter week 2014, I asked for Higher assistance to (among other unrelated things) fully remove the 1985 Mexico earthquake and massive death traumas still within the human planetary collective so that old energy and fearful thought-form would not recreate another massive earthquake in Mexico and/or the surrounding areas during April 2014. The potential for this to happen this month existed, but I’m happy to say that this 1985 earthquake trauma energy has been removed from the collective. Many past things, energies, contracts and residual events have been permanently energetically removed from the human earth collective thanks to everything April 2014 brought in. There’s going to be adjustments needed because of these huge improvements and things everywhere are reeling at the moment because of it. It’s okay though, just stay in your High Heart in this timeline and ride these NEW waves of change.

This is another of the many reasons why the Forerunners must now learn to discern what is theirs; what is not theirs but is coming from other people who you’re feeling and/or being effected by in some way(s); what’s within the Collective that’s being reactivated by old and/or current human fears that you then feel in your body and/or emotionally. Work your NEW Higher tools of perception fellow Forerunners, because you’ve got the Higher abilities to perceive what’s going on and why and do something positive about it all for All.

I cannot believe those greedy patriarchal bastards are still getting away with what they are!

How is it that some of these foul greed-monster humans are still getting away with intentionally hurting, harming, wounding, stealing from, suppressing, lying to and utterly disrespecting other humans at this late date? But, take a second deeper look/feel and see that they really are not getting away with it now.

I’m going through this one myself in April (again) with some heartless old patriarchal Boy’s Club guys as I know many of you have been too. As much as it hurts, repulses, infuriates, discourages etc., it’s part of this Ascension Shift Process we’re living through now. I’d like all these negative greedy human toads to get with the Higher Program… or turn to stone and get the hell outta our ways… but there it is. We’re having this overlapping period between the old negative patriarchal ways and lower consciousness, and the incoming NEW which those people cannot comprehend one little bit of course. So there’s clashing and hair-pulling and hearts being broken for the 2,486th time. Whatever, just get back in the saddle again and carry on because as you and I both know their time has expired and this is them dragging their greedy, stubborn feet for as long as they can get away with as they steal everything from everyone they can for the last time. This frustrating phase will NOT last forever however so do your best to not get wounded, discouraged, enraged, depressed or have violent fantasies about offing all those greedy, cruel, unaware jerks. This has been and still is very difficult work at times, with heaping piles of cruelty from the unaware, but continue to steer this whole business from your Divine High Heart.

Expect the unexpected with the weather now

We all know that the weather has been weird and severe for the past twenty-five-plus years already, but, now that the NEW energies are here and flowing through the NEW grids, there’s going to be some further adjustments that will play out through amplified weather anomalies everywhere. I’m not telling you this to cause fear or panic or any negativity whatsoever. We Forerunners work transmuting other humans’ fears and panic. I’m sharing this information only so that you know from a Higher level of awareness that this is why there is and will be (for a while) another amplification and that the weather will reflect this.

Since April 28th solar eclipse, the winds have been howling here in SoCal around 60 mph with guts even higher. My next door neighbors roof is blowing apart even more than it’s been since 2013, and chunks of it are bouncing off my car and house and surrounding neighbors property. I’ve needed to reinforce my Unseen protection around my property to keep it safe from other peoples flying lack of responsibility and debris. Where is he? Probably drinking and sunbathing at some coastal resort in Mexico. It’ll cost him more to replace the roof than what it cost him to buy that house, and he does not like having to dip into his Hedonist Funds for anything other than his hedonist events. Such is the gap of this Shift.

My reason for sharing that tidbit was to show how this disintegration of the old negative is happening, and in very personal ways for many of us, but how this is part of sweeping away the negative and the implementation of the NEW in its place. There will be some causalities, some damage, some pain, some frustrations, but in the end, there will be the NEW Light Love and that’s worth it, even in those moments when it doesn’t much feel like it.

HighHeart Hugs of Love,

Denise Le Fay

April 29, 2014

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Japan Quake/Tsunami/Nuclear Events

I’ve been an Earth Sensitive and have felt, heard and sensed earthquakes before they actually physically manifest for decades. However, during the past fifteen years or so of the Ascension Process, the ways that I’ve perceived earthquakes and their energies and pressures has changed or evolved, right along with the changes Earth is living through now too. As our consciousness and hearts evolve and expand, we’re automatically regaining many of the natural abilities our ancient ancestors had, which was an intimate and conscious connection with Earth and its energies.

On Wednesday March 9, 2011—the day we entered the most accelerated and highest frequency Mayan Ninth Wave—I experienced a couple of things I never have before which I want to share with you. Firstly, I was painfully aware of building pressures and stress below the surface of the earth and knew a large magnitude earthquake somewhere on the Ring of Fire was ripe and ready to pop.

Secondly, throughout that day I clairaudiently heard strange sounds. Typically, in the past I’ve clairaudiently heard magma pushing and flowing below the crust as massive booming sounds like thunder up in the sky overhead! Took me years to figure out what I was hearing. But the 3-9-2011 sounds I was hearing—and later in the day discovered my mom was hearing too—was not this same sound but something new to me. They were completely unrecognizable sounds coming from different directions in the air, not underground. It was a total mystery and I’m sorry I can’t even describe what those sounds were like.

The other new anomaly I and my mom both felt on 3-9-11 was something that’s even harder to describe. Very simply it felt like reality got adjusted or literally clicked one degree at a time and it did this maybe six or seven times throughout that day. Yeah, weird I know, but that’s what it felt like to me.

I’ve repeatedly felt and perceived earthquakes in other countries days and weeks before they physically manifest and what I feel is typical earthquake shaking, jolting, banging, rolling, rumbling etc. I’ve lived in southern California the majority of my life so I’m very familiar with how earthquakes feel and sound. The movements I felt on March 9, 2011, were something different and new to me and I suspect it’s because we’re now in a very new place energetically. It felt more internal than the old familiar external earthquake jerking and shaking. Every time I’d feel this it literally felt like everything got slightly adjusted and moved a bit more into a different place. Click…jerk…snap…click…  That’s the best I can do at this point to describe what I felt on that day; reality being tweaked, snapped, clicked and moved one degree at a time.

So entering the 3-9-2011 Ninth Wave day was a weird day of hearing, feeling and sensing energies I never have before in my life. I did/do expect reality to change dramatically with our entry into the Ninth Wave period, and so far, it’s done so with a bang and boom and repeated adjustments, and we’ve only gotten started! Climbing the energy stairsteps to 11-11-2011 is going to be intense for everyone everywhere. We knew this but now it’s here, physically.

On Friday March 11, 2011—3-11-11—I awoke very early in extra physical pain in my lower back, hip joints, legs and feet to the unfolding news of the 8.9 earthquake and tsunami disasters in Japan. This was the third (3 – March) 11-11 portal day, AND it was also the day Uranus entered Aries. The lower body pains and aches I’d been having for the past few weeks should have clued me in that earth energies and pressures were building once again. Now my lower body and bones/joints/spine hurt like all hell while earth pressure is building and getting ready to click, jerk, snap into another NEW higher frequency and position. Now my head, skull, eyes, sinuses, neck and upper spine hurt like all hell when cosmic energies are pouring down on us through the Sun in the form of solar flares, solar winds, CMEs. Top half of body receives galactic, cosmic, and solar energies; bottom-half of body pierces and anchors into Earth and also feels what Earth is going through. Our HighHeart embodies and holds all this and more, and like a higher dimensional prism, spins, integrates and reflects everything to help create and hold the higher NEW.

When I went to bed (3-11-11) after watching the TV news about Japan’s multiple disasters, I requested more insights about why Japan’s nuclear reactor is doing what it is now. (Clearly, I’m no scientist and don’t understand nuclear or atomic devices or most of the other patriarchal monstrosities, but just go with me and discern for yourselves.) Here’s what I perceived from requesting deeper insights about this.

I perceived that what’s happening in Japan with their nuclear machines malfunctioning due to the earthquakes is another aspect and layer of what’s unfolding in the Middle East, which is making it trickier for America to get oil, petroleum, gasoline. These two events are really about the Piscean Age and the patriarchal “End Times”. These two events are and will force mass humanity to finally—through physical disasters and billions of dollars because that’s what it’s taken to get them to even think about change—see that it’s time to release the old patriarchal Piscean Age ways, tools, and thinking. It will force the masses into seeing the insanity and dangers of the ways they’ve used and abused Earth and its 2D underground, below Earth’s surface elements (and 2D Elementals) plus endangered humanity during the insane and violent patriarchal rule.

Another layer of what’s happening now due to the 8.9 earthquake nuclear reactor problems in Japan goes back to when America dropped two bombs on Japan (Hiroshima on Aug. 6, 1945 and Nagasaki on Aug. 9, 1945). Pluto today is at 7° Capricorn, plus being in the Ninth Wave this past warring energetic karmic mess is going to be fully transmuted on all levels between America and Japan. Fully transmuting this will make it that much easier for both countries and their people to evolve and contemplate new safe, sane, human and earth-friendly ways to fuel, heat, cool, drive, run, light, power, not to mention the insanity of war and “weapons of mass destruction”.

Compressed evolution could be had so much more quickly and easily, and yet, when people suddenly die so horribly, the masses wake up faster, their hearts get triggered and opened so they can feel higher frequency emotional energies so they can finally see the glaring need to let go of the old patriarchal Piscean Age ways. And of course, with every disaster the world goes more in debt than it was the day before, which is another aspect and layer of weaning the masses off the belief in—make that obsession and addiction to—$$$ money and money consciousness. With hearts opened by these many disasters and global events, plus the financial cost of repeatedly replacing and repairing everything, eventually the masses will discover that money isn’t necessary, and we can let the debt go for all; that you just do, give, help, provide and share everything with everyone FOR FREE because that is an open-ended system where energy naturally flows continuously for all. But, to get to that realization, the sleeping masses need many things around the planet to get really dangerous and scary and personal first, which they will throughout 2011 and 2012. That snaps, jolts and clicks them into thinking outside the old patriarchal box and frequency fence and gets them feeling the emotional desire to help others and feel good about themselves too. Like a dear old fifth dimensional Pleiadian family member and friend told me long ago, “The Key is in the Heart.” It most certainly is.

Denise Le Fay

March 12, 2011

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Addendum to “A Mixed Bag”

I mentioned this in a Comment but wanted to add it here also. Last night around 9:30 PM there was a 5.7 earthquake just this side of the California/Mexico border in Ocotillo, CA. It was another aftershock to the April 2010 Easter 7.2 quake just on the Mexico side of the border in Mexicali. One of the SoCal USGS earthquake people said last night that there have been 10,000 aftershock earthquakes since the big 7.2 quake on Easter here in southern California. No wonder it’s felt tense around here!

What was interesting last night was that the 5.7 quake happened and then there continued to be smaller magnitude quakes—24 of them in less than two hours. The magnitude of these went from 4.5, 4.1, 3.6 and so on but they were happening minutes after each other. It felt to me like the earth below me was literally quivering every couple of minutes. This is better than one or two large magnitude earthquakes any day, but it sure felt weird. I didn’t see my cat all night and you could hear dogs crying around the neighborhood.

Later last night it did feel energetically a bit better to me, less tension in the air, less constant sense of being unsettled and ungrounded. But this morning it feels just the same old way it has been to me. This indicates that last night’s 5.7 and 24+ smaller magnitude aftershocks were only one part of this unfolding, shifting, rewiring planetary process. I keep sensing South America’s west coast again, and possibly some shifting around Japan may be building up more earthquake pressures now too.

I was out this morning doing some plant pruning and watering and the energies blasting in through the Sun were amazing. They make me feel horrible only because I’m very sensitive to solar and/or cosmic energies being transmitted to us via our Sun. Within minutes I felt mildly sick, had strange physical pains in equally strange places in my body, had instant allergies and just tried to get my outdoor plant work done as fast as possible. I used to love baking in the Sun and working outdoors but this was so much more intense than it  ever was during Phase One.  So between what the Sun is doing and the earthquakes (this is connected remember), it’s no wonder we’re feeling exhausted and strange, and the Summer Solstice and Lunar Eclipse isn’t even here yet. Hang in there everyone, it will be fine even when it doesn’t feel so fine.

Denise Le Fay

June 15, 2010

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Sun & Earth, Here We Go Again


On February 13, 2010, we had a 4.1 earthquake here in southern California with the epicenter about twenty miles from where I live. It was a small quake with no damage anywhere. At this point I’m waiting to see if and how this may play out over the next week or so. Last month this earthquake business escalated with a cluster of earthquakes throughout CA., many near the CA/Mexico border. I was very aware that these January earthquakes were happening just south and north of where I live and that many of them were increasing in magnitude. That coupled with a sense that a bigger quake that would do a lot of damage (the 7.0 Haiti quake), made  January 2010 rather touchy and nerve-wracking.


The other ascension related energy dynamic that has started up again is the Sun and solar flare activity and whatever else it has been doing. I don’t follow earthquakes or Sun/solar activity, but I can immediately tell when the Sun/solar/cosmic energies start back up again by how my body reacts to any solar changes. During the decade of the 90’s (Phase One of the ongoing ascension process), I spent a lot of years being deeply affected by the solar flares and eruptions and whatever else it is that the Sun has been doing energetically. Because of those Phase One years [see A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution], I can instantly tell when the Sun is transmitting higher Cosmic Energies to further activate us, our DNA, our physical and nonphysical energy bodies, our brains and hearts, the new Earth, the new Earth’s energy grids and many other things I’m unaware of.

Last week, after a very long and happy period of not feeling any solar related ascension symptoms, I suddenly felt like deep fried crap again. I knew immediately that these physical symptoms were Sun/solar related, because they have always made my body feel—make that hurt—in the same ways. Here’s how any Sun/solar activities makes my body feel; see if you can relate.

  1. Intense body aches and pains that have been called the “Ascension Flu”
  2. Chills and possibly low-grade fever
  3. Skin feeling raw and painful like you’ve rubbed sandpaper on it
  4. Red flushed and hot cheeks, also eyes
  5. Allergy-like body aches and pains
  6. Sudden waves of nausea
  7. Bone and joint pains and stiffness
  8. Very emotional, crying and almost depressed
  9. Intolerance for anything & anyone vibrating lower
  10. Suddenly falling asleep during the day. The need to be out of your body during these intense energy periods

These are typical symptoms (with the exception of #10) that I’ve always felt when the SUN is doing what it does to assist us in further energy and consciousness ascension. Throughout all of Phase One of the ascension process, I felt like I was wired and running huge amounts of higher frequency energies through my exhausted body—which I was—and that made me feel constantly jittery, hyper, wired, electric, high-strung and ON 24/7. It didn’t matter how profoundly exhausted I and my body was, I just laid there vibrating, shaking, literally humming with higher frequency energies, and sleeping was usually not an option.

Now in Phase Two of our ongoing ascension process, suddenly falling asleep during the day is becoming a frequent anomaly for me, and I’m likin’ it a lot! I almost feel drugged (the polar opposite to that horrible constant hyper feeling) and very relaxed and I suddenly fall asleep. I’m even dreaming while taking these catnaps during the day which is unheard of for me. While I’m sleeping/napping during daylight hours now, I feel that distinctive inner body BUZZING or vibrating that is the Rewiring process. I sense that the Sun/solar activations within Phase Two are so potent and intense to our current Phase Two bodies that we sometimes simply exit them (these uncontrollable daytime naps) so the Sun/solar flares activations can accomplish more with our Rewiring process. So, even though the Sun/solar flare ascension symptoms have always been very extreme for me, I’ll gratefully take being able to fall asleep during the day and get out-of-body, over being stuck in my body and not able to fall asleep any day!

I know this post might sound a bit random and disconnected but it really isn’t. It’s about our ongoing (within Phase Two) ascension/compressed evolutionary process and how many of the Phase One symptoms are changing slightly; also about how Earth is going through this Phase Two transition just as we are. We (the new us and the new Earth) will continue to shake n’ bake, quake n’ fry energetically, and have many of the old familiar ascension symptoms but in slightly new ways and not nearly as severe as Light-working within Phase One was.

While this entire process continues, the planetary magnet field will continue to drop dramatically, which allows you and me a nearly magnetic-free space (and years) to energetically design and create—from our High Hearts—the brand new and tremendously higher vibrating 5D world reality soon to come. So enjoy those wonderful catnaps that suddenly propel you out-of-body and let the Sun/solar activations and multiple body Rewiring process do all they are. Why? Because you and I have more important planetary Work to accomplish, which is to envision and hold in our HighHearts the NEW Earth world reality WE want.

The magnetic field is nearly going away for these next few years so that YOU AND I will have a totally blank new magnetic planetary canvas upon which we are to imprint—from our High Hearts—the tremendously higher 5D architecture upon.

WE scant early few are the Designers of the new 5D Earth and this is one important way we are going to be energetically able to finally imprint our very high creative desires on to the new empty, blank planetary magnetic field. The mystical 10, 11, and 12 are OUR years to do this incredibly important New Humans, New Earth planetary Work. We transmuted great amounts of the old and lower during Phase One, and now at the beginning of Phase Two, we are to start laying down brand new and astonishingly higher vibrating Heart Energy Blueprints for the new Earth/Humanity. Plan your 2010 Spring Equinox intentions/creations/manifestations very well this year! Welcome to the real Aquarian Age fellow Lightworkers, Wayshowers, and dimensional Ascenders—now let us create higher than ever before.

Denise Le Fay

February 15, 2010

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