The Building Pre Equinox Pressures

platinum4The late winter months and weeks (winter in Northern hemisphere, summer in Southern hemisphere) always feel like the big push and rush is on before we reach the incoming energies the March 20th spring Equinox will hand deliver. What I’ve felt over the past few years with this is that as the winter months and weeks speed towards the approaching March Equinox, whatever it is that I am personally (that each of us are) needing to have a larger perspective of and therefore conscious knowledge of within myself and my life at the time is greatly pressurized and amplified the closer we get to the spring Equinox.

It’s us literally doing last-minute internal (and in many cased external too) clean up work on some aspect(s) of ourselves, our consciousness and lives because we must make room for more of the NEW that the March Equinox will bring. For me the 2015 pre Equinox has had a lot to do with the old “victim/victimizer” energy and consciousness. What goes with that is being consciously aware of the fact that I am, that you are, that we are each individually Conscious Creators and we’d better not forget this fact or else the lower consciousness people who still happily function in those negative lower systems will do the only thing(s) they know to do, which is typically the “victim/victimizer” routine. Consciously creating a NEW higher frequency world reality isn’t going to happen via the unaware masses; it’s happening through the Forerunners who are intentionally, deliberately and with great HighHeart focus and desire envisioning it into external physical existence for all. There wasn’t anything new about that sentence, just a stinging reminder for some of us who’ve been getting “abused” lately by certain people wholeheartedly dedicated to and enraptured by the old lower patriarchal systems, ways and beliefs.

Nothing shakes one out of old negative “victim/victimizer” consciousness for the 136th time like having some 20 or 30-something-year-olds working in some “professional” patriarchal system utterly screw your life up in seconds with the greatest of ease and immediately and without so much as a flinch lie to you about it all and project everything they did that was wrong on you to save their butts. Typically when I experience this it will 1) piss me off something fierce and then 2) quickly remind me of whose who and who’s capable of what and what part in all this do I play as a senior Forerunner. Reality check. Cold water thrown in disbelieving, angry face. Adult children running amok everywhere. Oh yeah, that’s right, what in the hell was I thinking anyway!?! 😕

Those who can do, but when they don’t for whatever the reasons, the unaware unconscious people will do the only things they know to do which are all old Team Dark creations in TD systems! Euw, my bad, get your backside back up in the Forerunner Ascension saddle Denise and intend, visualize and Consciously Create what you want, need and desire. This is your job now, not allowing, expecting or waiting for the incapable and unaware people to do it for you or anyone else. I need a grimacing emoticon to add right here…

So yeah, give an inch and they’ll take a mile as the old saying goes. This is the end times of Galactic Alignment (2015–2016) and the incapable and unaware people are still incredibly quick at manifesting old lower consciousness and negativity, especially on anyone they unconsciously sense and/or are directly manipulated by nonphysical TD to strike-out at to make our lives more difficult, frustrating or painful. I’ve experienced this hundreds of times and it’s been escalating like crazy since the start of 2013.

The obvious solution to this is for me—and you if any of this is something you can relate to—to no longer be so slack, trusting or unfocused (despite the exhaustion) with our personal reality because if I don’t do it for me, and if you don’t do it for you, guess who instantly will? All those incapable of anything higher and better people will.

If you too have gotten “abused” yet again by lower consciousness people working in old corrupt patriarchal jobs (which jobs don’t fall into that category?! ), then maybe like me you’re being reminded, squeezed, pressured and prepped to peel off a few more exhausted layers stemming from so many decades lived in the old dark patriarchal world quickly before March 20, 2015 arrives. Let the March 2015 Equinox energies, and everything else that’s happening this month, lift you up some more and you let whatever needs to fall away now do so. This too is part of the Process and we’ve done it so many times for so many years now that we’re old pro’s at it. Occasionally some of us forget we’re actually gods for a moment amidst onslaughts of dark BS, lies and attacks, especially when we’re extra tired. Get your bearings again old Forerunner, dust yourself off, put your Light Warrior attitude back on when necessary and Consciously Create what you want, need and desire now and simply override the incapable unaware people who continue trying to derail you. Here comes March 2015 and it’s gonna be great. ❤

Denise Le Fay

March 6, 2015

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Escalating Attacks from Strangers

holyshitfuck Yep, that sign about sums up the last half of July 2014 pretty darn well I’d say. Wowza fellow Ascension travelers, it’s been something lately hasn’t it?

No pressure And this sign rather simply explains why. I’m in the mood to write this entire article using 21st Century Internet “pictograms”! 

Because it’s been rather intense lately, to cope with the extra difficult topics I oftentimes HAVE to laugh at and over them, make fun of them, and joke about it all. Sometimes I’ve got to, we’ve all got to just have a good, honest laugh over the sheer insanity and way over-the-top ridiculous bits, events, actions/reactions, characters, egos, and plentiful happenings that simply are part of the Ascension Process and evolving beyond Duality reality and consciousness… or not.

So there I was, happily minding my own business when this male stranger makes a beeline for me to verbally attack me, insult me, threaten me, throw his crusty old patriarchal self-entitled belief around that he has the right to attack ANY female—stranger or otherwise—that he wants when and wherever he wants to!

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This scenario is something I’ve had to deal with throughout my female life within a hostile, misogynistic patriarchal world, however, since the physical level Ascension Process started around 1998-1999, its increased in how often it happens, plus the level of mental and/or emotional imbalance in each, usually male, attacker is greatly escalating.

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Now I know why this is happening and why it will continue to for longer than any of us would like, nonetheless, that sure doesn’t mean I enjoy any part of any of these attacks from anyone for whatever their reasons. Had this particular unstable senior male had a gun yesterday, you may have seen this story played on the TV news instead of from me sharing it here this way! But I know I won’t get gunned down or beaten physically in a grocery store parking lot by some mentally/emotionally unstable patriarchal a-hole. Close to it on occasion, but it won’t ever be allowed to go the whole way. Even though it looks, sounds and certainly at the time feels like it’s all about them, it’s actually highly valuable lessons in further Mastery for me and for you.

Get back to ❤ and stay there in the higher frequency Neutrality/Unity no matter who is doing their best to pound you into the pavement. Practice makes perfect as the old saying goes. This is us, attack-by-attack, Mastering OUR reactionary behaviors, ours and their negative egos, and emotional body manipulations/reactions in ourselves due to our time spent in dense patriarchal Duality.

Those traversing the Ascending path are affected by every Energy Wave, and now every NEW Energy Wave that arrives. We feel each of these in our bodies, consciousness, emotions and so on as we embody them and are evolved, “ascended” a bit more each time by them. This Process in 2014 is driving each of us to discover more aspects of our old lower selves which we’re able to remove faster now than ever before via this ongoing Divine Striptease. See whatever it is in yourself now (those mini revelations) that you must, peel it off and let it fall away so you’ll have cleared space within to embody more of the Higher, Greater YOU.

Those traversing the Decending path, and/or those who’ve chosen to not live the Ascension Process in their current bodies but continue embodying the old patriarchal energies and consciousness for as long as they can, are people who feel every NEW 2014 (and beyond) Energy Wave as a big “negative”; as increasing horrible pressures and personal restrictions which are causing them rapidly growing frustrations.

If you have trouble relating to this, just think back to before the start of the physical Ascension Process when the planet was entirely Dark/Negative and contained only minuscule specks of Light that was undercover here and there and how it felt to you to be living in that Dark energy/density/negativity. Well the energy shoe is now on the other foot in 2014, and the people who prefer the old Dark energy/density/negativity are being increasingly pressured by the continually growing NEW Light Energies, and needless to say, most aren’t coping well at all. Hence, attacking low folk coming at those who do embody the NEW Light within themselves.

In just July 2014, I’ve had certain of these people—every one of them strangers—come up to me and verbally attack, insult, demean, bully, push and threaten in those familiar old negative patriarchal ways. By mid-July—everybody remember how something big and important was coming in around mid-July?—I was having one stranger pull this every few days (and I only leave the house when absolutely necessary!) and each person has been more imbalanced, enraged and pushy than the last. I’m hoping this latest round peaked yesterday in the grocery store parking lot with Mister Senior Crazy Man. Yes, Mars is in Scorpio squaring Sun in Leo and negative ego people are losing it all over the planet and everything else, however, this is more than only astrological energies manifesting; it’s them manifesting within the latest NEW higher frequency Light Energies pouring in now and growing numbers of low frequency, low consciousness, negative ego people are not coping well at all.

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The trick for me, and for you, is to learn from and eventually Master holding, keeping and maintain higher frequency Neutrality and not allow myself (ourselves) to energetically “fall” or be manipulated back into lower Duality frequency and consciousness when these human triggers/tests/lessons suddenly land squarely on top of me. I’m getting there, and every time it happens, I’m not as emotionally affected by the attack/attacker/attackers and am able to hold the higher space for longer periods. I compare this to learning to walk on water!

Just like the old crusty patriarchal war addicts are working hard to create WWIII now anywhere they can, individually many of us experience personal “wars”, “invasions”, “attacks” etc. via some person or persons—strangers or otherwise—all with the same intention as a WW; to derail us, stop us, slow us down and ‘Smash & Grab’ as many humans and human emotion and consciousness as possible to use in their Decending world as fuel supplies. Think of this as how they stockpile supplies for themselves and their Decending world and agendas. It’s up to each of us to learn how to not get derailed when these situations arise. It’s up to us to learn how to maintain 5D HighHeart Neutrality even while under heavy fire. This we’re doing and much, much more, even though it doesn’t always feel like it.

Hang in there my fellow Ascension embodiers and keep your HighHeart on what’s happening in and through you and not so much on what and who is falling apart around us. I know that’s easier said than done but we’re doing it nonetheless.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise Le Fay

July 29, 2014

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