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2015’s 11/11 Not What I Expected

November 14, 2015December 4, 2015Denise Le Fay

This is for any who may have had a less than pleasant 11/11 2015. What a surprise this was. I was expecting great, high, wonderful things to come through on November’s 11/11 Angelic portal or gateway and I know they did, but what I personally experienced was anything but great, high and wonderful at first. And if I experienced this, then I know a handful of you probably did too, which is the only reason I’m sharing this particular information.

Just when you think all the dark and ugly is done and gone… but wait, read on…

There I was on November 11th, 11/11, and because I’ve had a decent conscious working relationship with some Lightbeing Angelics for the past few years, I was expecting them to come through on 11/11 and they certainly did, just not how I’d anticipated. Obviously this was something I either needed to experience in this particular way or, it was part of my Ascension Process Forerunner job or, they wanted me to share this information now in this public way or all of the above and probably more.

(Most of this information I’m going to share are things I’ve known all along so it wasn’t any new, shocking info to me. What was shocking about it was that it happened now and that I needed to witness it from and through grand, wonderful Lightbeing Angelics. Seeing more of the super ancient big picture is sometimes hard to cope with and this was one of those times. The Angelic Lightbeings needed me to release some more of my old wounds caused by the “monsters” and this was a brilliant and quick way to accomplish that for us all.)

I was in a mild meditative state all day for the 11/11 energies, but was intentionally deeply receptive at exactly 11:11AM and 1:11PM and so on throughout that day. The 11:11AM moment on 11/11 was the start of this for me, however it hung heavy in my being until I fell asleep hours later that night. I’d planned on staying awake for the 11:11PM on 11/11 but fell asleep ten minutes before and missed it. Higher plans again evidently, I was just glad that day was behind me, behind us All.

Here’s what I experienced and in the way I was given the information by the group of Lightbeing Angelics. I want you to receive this info in as similar a way as to how they gave it to me.

I’m receptive and anxious to interact with these amazing Lightbeing Angelic beings when they instantly began feeding me mind’s eye visions in super fast succession of dozens and dozens of nonphysical Team Dark Draconian beings specifically, along with many living humans carrying Draconian consciousness in their physical bodies in these current lives. (Again, this wasn’t new information to me because I’ve clairvoyantly seen many Draconian beings over the decades just as I have many Reptilian beings, negative Grey ETs, demonic beings, different negative entities, living humans known and unknown and so on.)

The second this visual collage began from the Angelic Lightbeings, I knew I simply had to go with it and reach the end to fully understand what, why, when etc. as clearly it was important and timely information from these Angelic Lightbeings being given on 11/11 2015.

They’re giving me these visual mind’s eye images of nonphysical Draconian beings AND images of humans that carry Draconian consciousness and energy in themselves, their consciousness and physical bodies. The Angelics showed these images to me in side-by-side images like viewing professional photos or ‘head shots’ of these nonhuman Draconian beings and humans. This was deliberate and I’d just love to include photos and images like this for you to see in this article but no doubt I’d get sued by someone. I’ve wanted to do this same thing with Reptilians (for the past decade) and the physical humans carrying those energies and consciousness on Earth but have restrained myself for the same reason. Suffice it to say that there is a strong physical resemblance in humans to the nonphysical Draconian and Reptilian beings and their other creations or second cousins like the Greys etc.

I’m viewing these many quick images of Draconian beings and incarnate living humans carrying that same consciousness on Earth, but am waiting for the Angelics to come to the punch line with all this. When they finally did, that’s when my heart began hurting and I understood the reasoning behind why the Angelic Lightbeings were having me See and Know this information now. Sigh…

They wanted me (and you) to know now that these Team Dark beings were once very advanced, high and wonderful beings themselves. In other words, the “monsters” didn’t start out monstrous, but full of divine Light and unquenchable divine Creativity just as we all did. We’re All aspects of God/Source/All That Is, even the dark ugly aspects that have totally forgotten who and what they really are underneath all that time spent in the last Grand Universal Plan of this recent Evolutionary Cycle.

Remember those short but potent insights in great archetypal Duality movies like Star Wars and Lord of the Rings where the dark evil “monsters” are revealed to the viewers to have originally been of the Light, been beautiful evolved Elves, been the highest manifestations of ‘The Force’ before IT was separated into Duality? Remember how shocked, how wounded in your HighHeart you were when you discovered that some of the highest of the high, the most beautiful of the beautiful, the most evolved of them all “fell” for whatever their reason(s) and became something very dark, evil, cruel, hate filled and vicious? Having to know that the highest of the high, the most beautiful of the beautiful can “fall” and have fallen is heartbreaking. “Monsters” are easy to hate, easy to turn your back on, but when you know that they once were of the highest Light and of divine Source/God, well, then it all feels very different and makes one’s HighHeart and Soul hurt in the worst of ways. We want ALL of God’s/Source’s aspects back again, free and empowered with conscious knowledge of who and what they really are. The play is finally over, take your dirty old costume off and remember who you really are.

This was the Angelic Lightbeings 11/11 2015 punchline for me, for you. Next obvious question is why and that’s even more interesting and telling.

From what I saw, felt, knew and remembered in those moments thanks to the Angelic’s November 11th, 2015 gift, was that this time of Duality and disconnect from divine Source/God/All That Is during the Grand Experiment of Duality within this just completed Great Evolutionary Cycle means these ancient beings—Team Dark, Draconians, Reptilians, Greys, demons, entities etc.—are done. This time has expired, finally, and this 11/11 2015 Angelic portal or gateway was one very big way that the Angelic Lightbeings helped everyone everywhere step through those two Dual pillars (11 11) and evolve beyond this ancient, tired old dualized negativity.

In years past I’ve participated in plenty of 4D Astral mop up work to help reduce and remove (neutralize and return to Source) some more of the abundant “trash n’ crap” left there in the 4D Astral wastelands by the Human Collective and the nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark beings and entities. This 11/11 2015 Angelic event topped them all. This was massive, all encompassing, all freeing and so very important and telling in that it shows us how far into the NEW we now are. And by NEW I mean totally and completely in all ways NEW!

Breath, sigh, let your HighHeart be at peace once again. All of the past Evolutionary Cycle’s “players” are where they need to be now and it’s no longer your concern or job to deal with any of it. Your job, my job is now to Create anew.

Here’s a few images and photos that come as close to what I’ve seen of the Draconian beings and some of the humans carrying those energies and consciousness. Most of the humans I know carrying Draconian consciousness are people that you know too and have seen on TV, the World News, politics, religion, in movies, in “new age”, channeled, ET, and even Ascension communities. Oh yes, there’s always been plenty of them talking in your ear one way or another, and the trick has always been for everyone to learn to discern who’s really who. Just because someone says they and/or who they’re channeling is of the Light doesn’t mean they are. I’d love to share but you discern for yourselves because that’s more valuable to you anyway.

The Draconians that I’ve seen have always looked much like the famous Nosferatu being in that old 1922 movie. They all have a large dome shaped top to their heads that shrink way down to narrow, pointed chins. They typically have larger pointed ears on their domed heads and have dark features and evil eyes that radiate hatred, secrecy and unending blood-lust.

Nosferatu the Vampire, 1922 movie

Classic Grey ET from my book, A Lightworker’s Mission

Pope Ratzinger

Like I said, there’s a lot more I’d like to share, especially within the “new age”, ETs and Ascension communities. If you compare the Nosferatu image with it’s head shape, eyes and so on then you’ll easily recognize the same qualities in humans who have them. Same is true with the Reptilian beings and the humans carrying that consciousness. But, the Angelics have helped all by helping us move through the November 11/11 2015 threshold and out of these super ancient distortions and into the NEW Light-fill potential overflowing with NEW Creativity at a vastly higher level of being.

Just when you think that nothing much has really happened you suddenly know that so very much actually has.

If you were involved in any way with the Creation of any aspect or aspects of the past Evolutionary Cycle as I was, then you may also need to know this information now at the completion of it. Full circle and all that. Deepest Gratitude Angelic Lightbeings and All else. Lets Create entirely anew.

Denise

November 14, 2015

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Reality Check Time

May 1, 2015March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

How the month of April (Aries) has exploded into something so off the charts intense and driving the last two years is amazing and wonderful beyond words. Potent, changing, both pleasant and unpleasant at times. Just livin’ in the latest Twilight Zone space while linear time continues to compress even faster to the point that it’s almost meaningless anymore. There’s what did I become aware of today? What did I learn today? What did I feel today? What did I create today? consciousness and awareness instead of linear time and length of doing or length of not doing and so on. 5D High Heart consciousness in the physical Now Moment instead of linear, head down, forging ahead and pushing as hard and long as you can every day. We honestly don’t realize yet how much change we are actually in/living/being/doing/not doing but simply experiencing.

Weird dreams, the return of the 3AM Club again, some skull-boring painful sensations in skull/head and typically on the left side (TD intrusion), more NEW advanced Ascension related body and DNA changes and symptoms, increasing other dimension bleed through, witnessing some Team Dark Reptilians and/or other alien beings trying to view into this dimension and timeline to See what’s happening and why things are changing for them in ways they’re not happy about. (More about that one in a moment.)

One of these new “symptoms” has been something I’ve never experienced before and it is intense itching deep below the surface of the skin and feels like it’s nerve related. It’s how my body is currently responding to these latest changes in the Earth, the magnetic field and running through the NEW grid systems. Earth is shaking, twitching and spewing; I’m itching intensely, internally overheated once again, and sleeping about 2-3 hours a night. Beginning friction buildup symptoms from embodying more of the NEW higher frequency energies in our physical body grid systems—Central Nervous System—along with what the Earth and magnetic field grid systems are embodying too. As usual we’ll adjust.

From my waist to my ankles has been itching like crazy to the point I’m bruised, scabby and bleeding in spots and I can feel my DNA changing and expanding to embody more of the NEW energies just like Earth and everywhere else is. This phase of the Ascension Shift Process is making me itch like crazy but it won’t last long and I’m mentioning it only because it’s a rather strange symptom that some wouldn’t think was Ascension related. The body and brain Rewiring Process many of the Forerunners began well over a decade ago is now safely capable of embodying and running the NEW higher and much more complex Light Energies through it safely and not blow a fuse so to speak. This is however causing some of us to feel some new symptoms we’ve not experienced earlier. As miserable as it is wanting to scratch some of my skin off to get below the surface and really scratch that itch, this is a very positive sign that the NEW is flowing in and through me and my physical and energetic bodies. This too will amplify over time in that typical Stair-step fashion so we acclimate physically to these steady energetic increases. Expect more NEW and unusual because of this.

Another old Ascension symptom I’ve had since about 2001, is the deep, inner body vibration or buzzing electrical-like sensation. Over the years this one has expanded to the point now where it’s constant through and through my entire body from deep inside all the way to the surface of my skin and beyond. It’s developed and been embodied incrementally to whole body and inner to outer as well. This also indicates we’re embodying the NEW energies far more thoroughly than we may have consciously realized. So too is Earth, which means so too will reality on Earth for everyone. Things are going to change very quickly now because they can. Bye-bye Team Dark.

Another aspect of these early 2015 changes that I hadn’t even thought about before was, how would it feel when transiting Uranus started moving away from Pluto (the Cardinal Squares of the last three years or so) and how would that show up in my life, my awareness, my creativity, my body and so on? For starters it’s making many itch like crazy. 😉 These Cardinal Squares, T-Squares and Oppositions etc. have been so personal for me (natally I mean) that I never considered life after the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Squares. Like many of you I’ve just tried to survive them during the last years of the Ascension Process / Galactic Alignment. I hadn’t focused on what may present after them, but so far, it’s been grand improvements via removal of Team Dark road blocks. Oh yes…lets talk about that! 😀

Since the Expiration Date—December 2012—I’ve been observing, paying close attention, sensing, waiting and waiting some more to personally see and feel any changes with Team Dark (TD) as the global and species controllers. After all I’ve personally been through as an older Forerunner/Volunteer/Lightworker/Duality Transmuter/NEW Energy Embodier Anchor etc., I absolutely wanted to see, for myself, TD leaving and being removed and their gruesome, nearly incomprehensible distortions done to humanity no longer working on humanity as they always have. I’ve worked and waited a lifetime (many actually) for what’s happening now; the ‘End Times’ of and for Team Dark.

Over the years I’ve been highly aware of when TD would increase their attacks against Forerunners and anyone else embodying any degree of Light. More Divine Light would enter physicality and they’d counter with increased attacks, interference, derailment attempts either directly or indirectly through portal people, more saber rattling, more ‘Smash & Grab’ tactics and on and on. These creatures never believed that their reign would ever end or ever change. They’ve never believed that the Ascension Process would work, would be successful because they’re arrogant monsters that believe themselves to be greater than Source. Sounds like the patriarchy doesn’t it? Same crew. Add to this that they’ve gotten away with all they have for so long that even they have bought in to the game play, the role-playing, the Divine Experiment and have become lost, trapped, obsessed within it and don’t remember that things always naturally wind down and evolve into something else.

Over the same years however, I was also highly aware of every time more Light would arrive and the controller ropes would loosen around human consciousness a bit more and a bit more. Then, one of those things I mentioned that I insisted in seeing for myself happened a few days ago and it became crystal clear that TD is no longer in control here or much of anywhere else for that matter. TD has had me and most every other Forerunner blocked, locked, suppressed, boxed in, held down, beaten down, repeatedly attacked, constantly monitored and abused since birth, but very much so since 1998-1999.

I have not been able to move to another house for the past decade, or to create change for myself in certain physical ways that I’ve wanted for many years because I’ve been held in place by my own Soul Contracts but more so by TD. I knew that when that long suppression finally released and doors opened for me, that huge positive changes would quickly manifest for more and more of the Forerunners and then others as this Shift continues. For me personally those doors blasted wide open last week after years of my pounding my head and heart against them. And from that point on so far things are happening so quickly that I’ve had to really work to keep up with them! Well over a decade of severe and intentional blockage and suddenly things are happening faster than I thought possible. I’ve acclimated to being blocked and have rushed lately to get back to normal expansive flow.

The other telling thing that happened recently on April 29th that let me know that what I’ve worked and waited a lifetime to see and experience is happening now in huge, absolute ways was a couple of Reptilian beings tried to look in on me clairvoyantly to See what they could about what’s happening now. These guys don’t like to show themselves so every time they’ve intentionally come through like this it was to See something and/or let me See something they wanted me to See.

This April 29th event only lasted one second, but if you’re familiar with perceiving this way that’s plenty of time to gain higher visual, emotional and energetic knowledge. Suddenly this small group of Reptilian beings came through with one in the front up very close to the “window” he’d created to look in and the others crammed up behind him trying to See over his shoulders. In that one second of time that he/they Saw me and I Saw him/them, I instantly energetically pushed out a huge “NO ENTRANCE” energy towards them and closed his “window”. This is unprecedented from what I’ve experienced in years and decades past.

In the past when a Reptilian or other negative TD being would intentionally show itself clairvoyantly to me, the Reptilian beings would cloak their thoughts so I couldn’t read them like I’m used to doing. These beings could easily create a trans-dimensional “window” to view through into this dimension and timeline to See for themselves, much like how past human Seers would do by gazing into a crystal ball or mirror or bowl of water etc. so they could See elsewhere.

Every time I’ve had up close face-to-face contact with a Reptilian being, the creature blocked me from reading him/them and discovering much of anything other than the creature wanted me to See it at that time. This time however was completely different in that the Reptilian beings were resorting to creating a “window” to look through to See into this world, dimension and timeline in hopes of figuring out what is going on and how we Forerunners have pulled this Ascension thing off down here in physicality. Said another way, these Reptilian beings are freaking out and panicked about the changes taking place now (the current evolutionary Shift and their Expiration Date) and were trying to use me as well to See and read what’s going on here. Now however, the shoe is on the other foot.

This time the Reptilian beings were instantly blocked from Seeing, blocked from reading energies, and blocked from Seeing and reading me here and gaining any information and in one quick second were Divinely and completely disconnected, shut out and gone. I sat there grinning from ear to ear knowing how truly important and telling this brief event actually is. This is some of those things, those events that I’ve worked and waited to See and experience, proving to me that the old lower is done and the NEW higher is manifesting in physicality. Just imagine the beauty, peace, abundance and happy creativity we (and humanity) will be able to do with TD and all the old TD blocks completely and permanently gone. We will impress the heavens even more than we already have so far. ❤

Denise Le Fay

May 1, 2015

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The Dark Is Lashing Out…Again

November 9, 2010April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

OKAY, LET’S DO THIS

I’ve been under psychic attack by the Dark Side of the Force —aka Team Dark as I call them all—for the past month now. My 81-year-old Mom and my much beloved cat have been too, and it’s been horrible as it always is. Those of you who’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution will be able to understand this post a bit better than those who haven’t. But, this current multidimensional Battle is something I knew would happen and I mentioned this in my post about The Hathors/Tom Kenyon’s “World Meditation”. I said there would be an energetic backlash from the Dark negative Beings over this planetary meditation to remove and free-up the souls who’ve been controlled and used via certain limiting religious beliefs, and beliefs that Earth is just a source for humanity to heartlessly, disrespectfully and greedily use. My problem is that I can consciously know certain things, even write about them and still not instantly catch when I’m under psychic suppression/attack by the Dark… yet again! Embarrassing but true, and something I feel certain some people will benefit from once I share my recent experiences.

Back in October 2010 I suddenly began having difficulties when trying to mentally and emotionally focus and/or intend and Consciously Create certain things for myself and my family and friends. Normally this is an effortless process for me and I should have recognized my symptoms as those of negative interference but I didn’t. There are reasons for this however which we’ll get to. Everything, even these types of negative Dark attacks are lessons, Initiations, stages and phases within the ongoing Ascension Process for many of us (not all however) and they are perfect in their wisdom even though they’re negative and horrible. This is how I learn even more about a subject I’m already well versed in, so I’m grateful to be able to pass this knowledge on to any others who may benefit from it because they too have been or currently are under psychic multidimensional attack by the Dark because they are First Wave Lightworkers.

As the days passed I was having more difficulty mentally and emotionally focusing on certain higher things I’d been working on for myself and family. I began sliding down into a mild depression, frustration, sense of victim-hood, decreased vitality, decreased strength, decreased everything! About this time my Mom and I suddenly started getting frustrated with each other and both of us wanted out, wanted to live alone and not be bothered with each other. My cat also began throwing up his food every few days which is very unusual for him. He also displayed huge decreases in his vital life-force and he looked and acted sad and sick, which was so hard to witness. At one point I even wondered if he was dying. (If you’ve read my book, remember the horrific demonic attacks and then the orange tiger kitten.) Again, I should have easily recognized all of this as common symptoms of negative psychic attacks and also of highly focused interference with all three of us, but I didn’t put all the pieces together. This too is another common symptom and tactic used by the Dark against us; they cause us to think that all is well, that nothing is wrong and that it will pass eventually. Remember this powerful tactic as it may save your life and/or sanity.

The tensions, frustrations, and sense of being trapped increased, the desire to physically separate from my Mom and her from me, the cat repeatedly getting sick and obviously suppressed energetically, absolutely NOT being able to mentally and emotionally focus on higher frequency things I wanted and needed to focus on, and constantly being pulled back down into emotions such as anger, frustrations, victim-hood, and all-around lower frequency thoughts and emotions. I could not maintain any higher frequency thoughts and emotions as is normal for me, but kept finding myself quickly back down in these lower states with little ability to pull my focus in, redirect it and most importantly, maintain it at a higher level.

The next big clue with all this was a lucid “dream” I had on November 6, 2010. I know when I’m having “dreams” that my subconscious have produced for me, and I also know when I have actual other-dimensional encounters with both positive and negative Beings in them. This was not a subconscious “dream” but an actual encounter with some very real, very ancient, and very Big Bad Old Dudes out there. I’ve been through these types of lucid astral encounters and attacks many times throughout my lifetime, however this one was a first in that these negative Dark Beings interacted with me very differently than they ever have prior. Huge clue this one.

Briefly this “dream” state encounter was with a small group of GIANT non-human male Beings. (They looked like a slightly different version of the negative Reptilian beings.) What really affected me in this encounter/attack was that these Dark negative male beings were so huge. They were giant giants, about twenty-five to thirty foot tall with massive, heavily muscled bodies. They were the multidimensional Bad Asses behind the mediocre physical plane human Bad Asses, and that information came from them. They let me know in this meeting that they are the non-physical Puppet Masters, the other-dimensional Dark beings that run and control the negative humans who in turn run the negative systems and beliefs on Earth. You see, the Dark physical patriarchal human bastards have much bigger non-physical Dark bastards that control them and they’re very, very ancient Dark Beings that are giant giants.

This dream attack didn’t last too long but cut right to the chase and eventually the main being in this Group of Dark beings picked me up and tossed me around like I was a rag doll, which I was in his huge hands. He then proceeded to try to intimidate me by holding me inches in front of his huge non-human face while he threatened me, raged at me, and revealed things to me I couldn’t believe he was stupidly doing. However, this is what the Dark does when it’s at the end of its rope; it finally reveals some aspects of itself to some of us which helps us put many more interdimensional pieces together, but also to see that they’re no longer capable of kickin’ my (your) ass as they have been. The why of this is one of the biggest points in this whole story and process.

Normally I would easily exit the dream attack at this scary and dangerous point, but I didn’t in this case because I was lucid and knew something very important was behind this unusual in-my-face high drama Dark threat and theatrics. By having these negative beings showing me what they look like, which these types of negative beings do not typically do unless they’re in a corner, they revealed that the power has recently shifted big time. So, I remained and let this giant Dark alien being shake me around, threaten and intimidate me. He was frightening, but I knew more was going on than all his yelling, intimidations and threats. Once he was done trying to paralyze me with fear, I then intentionally exited the dream and woke myself up. I sat there in my dark bedroom thinking about what I’d just experienced and had to smile because all is NOT as it first appears.

I should also mention that for a week prior to this November 6, 2010 dream I’d been having nightly dreams of integrating, connecting with unknown-to-me human males which I also recognized as indicating something else. By night-three of these nightly dreams I realized that another level of my/our Male/Female, Female/Male selves and energies were being energetically reunited in ways that haven’t been possible for a very long time. To me this was simply another level of my own Sacred Marriage with my rewired male/masculine counterparts (brain halves, selves and energies), but also of my being a First Wave Lightworker and energy Lightning Rod for the rest of humanity and the Earth’s NEW higher 5D Grid Systems. We First Wave Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers still ground, hold, anchor and enable higher energies to manifest into Earth and the new Grid through our own bodies, consciousness, hearts and beings.

On November 8th Mom and I had to do some shopping and both of us were surprised to see so many giant male people in the grocery store. There were human patriarchal males all over the place and terribly obvious in that symbolic and polarized way. This was just one more symbolic clue in a growing list of clues that things are changing and improving in massive ways now, both in us and through us on multiple dimensions and Earth.

There’s more of course but I’ll only cover the main events. I suspect we’ll get into more aspects of this in Comments. Here’s a short recap of symptoms and clues that you—as a Lightworker and/or Starseed—are under psychic attack and intentional interference by Dark non-physical beings:

You have a dream or dreams of being attacked by Dark negative beings, aliens, creatures etc.
You can’t mentally/emotionally remain focused on higher level things you want to focus on to Consciously Create
You slowly become more depressed, unfocused, sad, angry, frustrated, immobilized, sick, depleted, victimized, weak with low vitality
You want to run away and be alone. You don’t think to call in help of any kind. You just sit, unable to make your mind work like it normally does
A family member and/or friend and/or pet or other loved one also comes under negative psychic attacks around the same time as you do

My friend who lives up north also came under negative psychic attack a couple of weeks ago while in the “dream” state, but it too was an actual encounter and a direct psychic multidimensional attack upon her and not something from her subconscious.

This morning I discovered Lisa Renee’s November 2010 article “The Restoration” in my email box. I printed it out and read it aloud to my Mom and lifetimes of Lightwork (physical and multidimensional) fell into place for us both. I cannot say how grateful I am to Lisa Renee for this particular article at this time. It’s perfect and a total confirmation for me, my Mom, and no doubt for many of you as well, not to mention how relieved my cat is! Sometimes some of us must tread into the Dark yet again so our Work in and of the Light holds more conscious meaning and empowerment for us. If you too have recently been Battling with the Dark Ones again, this is why. We’re almost done because we’re almost there and the Dark Ones are finally on their way out.

Denise Le Fay

November 9, 2010

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