The Dark Is Lashing Out…Again

OKAY, LET’S DO THIS

I’ve been under psychic attack by the Dark Side of the Force —aka Team Dark as I call them all—for the past month now. My 81-year-old Mom and my much beloved cat have been too, and it’s been horrible as it always is. Those of you who’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution will be able to understand this post a bit better than those who haven’t. But, this current multidimensional Battle is something I knew would happen and I mentioned this in my post about The Hathors/Tom Kenyon’s “World Meditation”. I said there would be an energetic backlash from the Dark negative Beings over this planetary meditation to remove and free-up the souls who’ve been controlled and used via certain limiting religious beliefs, and beliefs that Earth is just a source for humanity to heartlessly, disrespectfully and greedily use. My problem is that I can consciously know certain things, even write about them and still not instantly catch when I’m under psychic suppression/attack by the Dark… yet again! Embarrassing but true, and something I feel certain some people will benefit from once I share my recent experiences.

Back in October 2010 I suddenly began having difficulties when trying to mentally and emotionally focus and/or intend and Consciously Create certain things for myself and my family and friends. Normally this is an effortless process for me and I should have recognized my symptoms as those of negative interference but I didn’t. There are reasons for this however which we’ll get to. Everything, even these types of negative Dark attacks are lessons, Initiations, stages and phases within the ongoing Ascension Process for many of us (not all however) and they are perfect in their wisdom even though they’re negative and horrible. This is how I learn even more about a subject I’m already well versed in, so I’m grateful to be able to pass this knowledge on to any others who may benefit from it because they too have been or currently are under psychic multidimensional attack by the Dark because they are First Wave Lightworkers.

As the days passed I was having more difficulty mentally and emotionally focusing on certain higher things I’d been working on for myself and family. I began sliding down into a mild depression, frustration, sense of victim-hood, decreased vitality, decreased strength, decreased everything! About this time my Mom and I suddenly started getting frustrated with each other and both of us wanted out, wanted to live alone and not be bothered with each other. My cat also began throwing up his food every few days which is very unusual for him. He also displayed huge decreases in his vital life-force and he looked and acted sad and sick, which was so hard to witness. At one point I even wondered if he was dying. (If you’ve read my book, remember the horrific demonic attacks  and  then the orange tiger kitten.) Again, I should have easily recognized all of this as common symptoms of negative psychic attacks and also of highly focused interference with all three of us, but I didn’t put all the pieces together. This too is another common symptom and tactic used by the Dark against us; they cause us to think that all is well, that nothing is wrong and that it will pass eventually. Remember this powerful tactic as it may save your life and/or sanity.

The tensions, frustrations, and sense of being trapped increased, the desire to physically separate from my Mom and her from me, the cat repeatedly getting sick and obviously suppressed energetically, absolutely NOT being able to mentally and emotionally focus on higher frequency things I wanted and needed to focus on, and constantly being pulled back down into emotions such as anger, frustrations, victim-hood, and all-around lower frequency thoughts and emotions. I could not maintain any higher frequency thoughts and emotions as is normal for me, but kept finding myself  quickly back down in these lower states with little ability to pull my focus in, redirect it and most importantly, maintain it at a higher level.

The next big clue with all this was a lucid “dream” I had on November 6, 2010. I know when I’m having “dreams” that my subconscious have produced for me, and I also know when I have actual other-dimensional encounters with both positive and negative Beings in them. This was not a  subconscious “dream” but an actual encounter with some very real, very ancient, and very Big Bad Old Dudes out there. I’ve been through these types of lucid astral encounters and attacks many times throughout my lifetime, however this one was a first in that these negative Dark Beings interacted with me very differently than they ever have prior. Huge clue this one.

Briefly this “dream” state encounter was with a small group of GIANT non-human male Beings. (They looked like a slightly different version of the negative Reptilian beings.) What really affected me in this encounter/attack was that these Dark negative male beings were so huge. They were giant giants, about twenty-five to thirty foot tall with massive, heavily muscled bodies. They were the multidimensional Bad Asses behind the mediocre physical plane human Bad Asses, and that information came from them. They let me know in this meeting that they are the non-physical Puppet Masters, the other-dimensional Dark beings that run and control the negative humans who in turn run the negative systems and beliefs on Earth. You see, the Dark physical patriarchal human bastards have much bigger non-physical Dark bastards that control them and they’re very, very ancient Dark Beings that are giant giants.

This dream attack didn’t last too long but cut right to the chase and eventually the main being in this Group of Dark beings picked me up and tossed me around like I was a rag doll, which I was in his huge hands. He then proceeded to try to intimidate me by holding me inches in front of his huge non-human face while he threatened me, raged at me, and revealed things to me I couldn’t believe he was stupidly doing. However, this is what the Dark does when it’s at the end of its rope; it finally reveals some aspects of itself to some of us which helps us put many more interdimensional pieces together, but also to see that they’re no longer capable of kickin’ my (your) ass as they have been. The why of this is one of the biggest points in this whole story and process.

Normally I would easily exit the dream attack at this scary and dangerous point, but I didn’t in this case because I was lucid and knew something very important was behind this unusual in-my-face high drama Dark threat and theatrics. By having these negative beings showing me what they look like, which these types of negative beings do not typically do unless they’re in a corner, they revealed that the power has recently shifted big time. So, I remained and let this giant Dark alien being shake me around, threaten and intimidate me. He was frightening, but I knew more was going on than all his yelling, intimidations and threats. Once he was done trying to paralyze me with fear, I then intentionally exited the dream and woke myself up. I sat there in my dark bedroom thinking about what I’d just experienced and had to smile because all is NOT as it first appears.

I should also mention that for a week prior to this November 6, 2010 dream I’d been having nightly dreams of integrating, connecting with unknown-to-me human males which I also recognized as indicating something else. By night-three of these nightly dreams I realized that another level of my/our Male/Female, Female/Male selves and energies were being energetically reunited in ways that haven’t been possible for a very long time. To me this was simply another level of my own Sacred Marriage with my rewired male/masculine counterparts (brain halves, selves and energies), but also of my being a First Wave Lightworker and energy Lightning Rod for the rest of humanity and the Earth’s NEW higher 5D Grid Systems. We First Wave Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers still ground, hold, anchor and enable higher energies to manifest into Earth and the new Grid through our own bodies, consciousness, hearts and beings.

On November 8th Mom and I had to do some shopping and both of us were surprised to see so many giant male people in the grocery store. There were human patriarchal males all over the place and terribly obvious in that symbolic and polarized way. This was just one more symbolic clue in a growing list of clues that things are changing and improving in massive ways now, both in us and through us on multiple dimensions and Earth.

There’s more of course but I’ll only cover the main events. I suspect we’ll get into more aspects of this in Comments. Here’s a short recap of symptoms and clues that you—as a Lightworker and/or Starseed—are under psychic attack and intentional interference by Dark non-physical beings:

  1. You have a dream or dreams of being attacked by Dark negative beings, aliens, creatures etc.
  2. You can’t mentally/emotionally remain focused on higher level things you want to focus on to Consciously Create
  3. You slowly become more depressed, unfocused, sad, angry, frustrated, immobilized, sick, depleted, victimized, weak with low vitality
  4. You want to run away and be alone. You don’t think to call in help of any kind. You just sit, unable to make your mind work like it normally does
  5. A family member and/or friend and/or pet or other loved one also comes under negative psychic attacks around the same time as you do

My friend who lives up north also came under negative psychic attack a couple of weeks ago while in the “dream” state, but it too was an actual encounter and a direct psychic multidimensional attack upon her and not something from her subconscious.

This morning I discovered Lisa Renee’s November 2010 article “The Restoration” in my email box. I printed it out and read it aloud to my Mom and lifetimes of Lightwork (physical and multidimensional) fell into place for us both. I cannot say how grateful I am to Lisa Renee for this particular article at this time. It’s perfect and a total confirmation for me, my Mom, and no doubt for many of you as well, not to mention how relieved my cat is! Sometimes some of us must tread into the Dark yet again so our Work in and of the Light holds more conscious meaning and empowerment for us. If you too have recently been Battling with the Dark Ones again, this is why. We’re almost done because we’re almost there and the Dark Ones are finally on their way out.

Denise Le Fay

November 9, 2010

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You, Me & ETs In Multi-D

MULTIDIMENSIONAL INTERACTIONS BETWEEN STU & ME

I first met Stu on a forum in late 2007. We connected through certain posts on that forum and talked back and forth a few times over a period of a couple of months. Then one night, probably in early 2008, I had a lucid or conscious dream in which I wanted to locate another young woman—Jay—whom I’d met in 2005–2006 at another forum. Jay and I had posted and written many forum PM’s (Private Messages) back and forth too. I knew Jay physically lived in England somewhere, but on the physical plane I did not have her actual home address. I was however determined to find Jay in this lucid dream.

Lucid dreams or being conscious and able to direct yourself and the situations in them are rarely dreams from one’s subconscious, but are instead real events that take place while you are asleep and using your dream body or astral/etheric body vehicle instead of your physical body while awake in 3D. These types of multidimensional travels, meetings, conversations and learning adventures are just as “real” as any awake event that you experience while using your physical body within physicality. We have multiple bodies and each is a vibrational match to certain dimension we go to. Actually, in most cases these multidimensional lucid dream events, meetings, conferences, and/or teachings with one or more of your Guides/Starbeings, ETs, Stellar family/Angelics/other reincarnated Lightworkers/Wanderers/Starseeds/Wayshowers, are much more important and far-reaching than many of our awake daytime physical activities. At least this has been true prior to the start of the ascension process around 1998–1999.

As you may already know I and my physical body live in southern California. Jay and her physical body live in England, and Stu and his physical body also lives in England. In my lucid dream I found myself suddenly standing on some busy street corner in the daytime with traffic zipping all around me…driving on the wrong side of the street I might add!  In my hand I held a piece of paper with Jay’s home address on it, which in 3D physically I did not have. I stood there looking at the piece of paper with her address on it, wondering how in the world I was going to locate her house when I’ve never been to England physically. (This goes a long way in explaining why some of our lucid dreams turn into or get sidetracked into those long epic dreams where you’re struggling to get from point A to point B, but meet all sorts of weird stuff and characters along the way and never do make it to your original destination. We can sometimes become sidetracked in the etheric realm just like we can while awake in the physical!)

Suddenly in my lucid dream this young man and his girlfriend walk up to me—natives of England—and the young man asked if he could help me in any way. I told him that I was lost and not familiar at all with England and that I was there to find and talk with my friend named Jay. This young male stranger took my piece of paper with Jay’s address on it and said he was familiar with that street and that he’d be  happy to take me there. I was very grateful for his assistance, and so, off the three of us went through the streets of England, heading for Jay’s house.

There was something so kind, so familiar, so loving and helpful about this young male stranger in my lucid dream. I remember thinking how fortunate I was to have had his unexpected help in finding Jay’s house in a foreign country. I easily remembered what this young man and his girlfriend looked like after the dream ended and I woke up. Typically I’m able to remember my multidimensional (lucid dream) activities, so it wasn’t unusual for me retain the memory of this young couple upon waking. [See A Lightworker’s Mission for many more of my multi-D ET  interactions.] What comes next in this multi-D experience is unusual however, or at least it has been during my lifetime. Not so any longer thanks to the ongoing ascension process. We’ve arrived and are waking up to the fact that “we are who we’ve been waiting for” is a deep, multidimensional truth.

My lucid dream ended with this young man and his girlfriend walking me right up to Jay’s house. I thanked him repeatedly and we hugged each other like we’d known each other for years and were the best of friends and then the dream ended. It’s okay that I didn’t actually connect with Jay in this etheric plane journey, and please don’t think in that old linear 3D way because what needed to happen then did and it wasn’t about my connecting with Jay.  😉

I can’t remember now what exactly happened physically a week or so after my dream that caused Stu or I to say whatever it was that activated this whole event on the physical plane. But, through the forum that Stu and I posted at in 2007, one of us said something that caused me to wonder if Stu was the same young man that had helped me track down Jay’s house in my lucid dream! I didn’t allow Stu to described  himself to me but I immediately PM’ed him with my description of what this young man and his girlfriend looked like in my lucid dream. A few days later Stu emailed me a photo of himself and also one of his wife—and sure enough—it was them. It was Stu and not his girlfriend, but wife who had met me on that street corner in England and helped me locate Jay’s house in my lucid dream. I excitedly informed Stu in another PM that it was indeed he and his wife that were the two young people who helped my find Jay’s house. The only difference between the physical Stu (his current photograph) and how he appeared to me in my lucid dream was his hair. In my dream his hair was dark brown, thick and rather wavy. Physically Stu shaves his head or keeps it super short. That was the only difference, and his wife physically looked identical to how she appeared in my lucid dream.

Now this is a first for me in that I was able to PHYSICALLY connect with someone who I had interacted with ETHERICALLY while asleep and lucid dreaming in my etheric body. I’ve had these multi-D meetings, contacts, interactions and large-scale Lightworker/Wayshower/Starseed get-togethers with other people my whole life. I’ve also had many of my lucid dream meetings proven true after-the-fact by certain things reported about on physical TV. As a lifelong psychic, Starseed, Lightworker, I’m used to having multi-D experiences, ET/Starbeing meetings, tutoring, and remembering them, but not having anyone else (incarnate in 3D ) remember. My sister has a few times, decades ago, but that was it until Stu in early 2008. This was the first time I’d connected with the same person I’d interacted with etherically in waking life in the physical dimension. I was very excited about this because it told me that something huge had finally changed and that more and more of us like-vibrating souls would be connecting with each other multidimensionally and retaining conscious memory of the fact. That was what this lucid dream event with Stu was really all about—the current compressed evolution/ascension and reconnection with like-others now.

MULTIDIMENSIONAL INTERACTIONS BETWEEN STU, JANE, ROBIN, & SOME PLEIADIANS

I’ve changed the name of the young woman to Jane only because I haven’t gotten her consent to use her real name. (We’ve all been super busy!) I have gotten her Mother’s consent to use her name, so I will; it is Robin and she writes comments here occasionally, just as Stu does. The next stage of this multi-D unfolding has to do with Stu and Jane and Robin. I heard about this meeting after-the-fact through emails from both Robin and Stu. Stu and Robin have emailed each other prior to this event, and that was probably the reason why Jane and Robin were able to make the connection back to Stu, who they have never seen physically. Stu still lives in England, and Robin and Jane live on the east coast of the US. (I hope I get all of this part of the multi-D story correct. If not, please write Comments Stu, Jane, and Robin.)

Robin emailed Stu on April 28, 2010 to tell him of an interesting telephone conversation she’d had three weeks earlier with daughter “Jane”. In this phone conversation Jane told her Mom about an “odd dream” she’d had recently. In it she found herself on board a UFO craft and that there were several beings there—“…blond Nordic types.” (Note: Robin and Jane have had many, probably lifelong ET and Pleiadian interactions and much more so this is NOT something new to either of them.) This mother daughter phone conversation continued and Jane said “…that there was this other guy there, not one of them, but darker skinned, with dark brown curly hair. He had an English accent and came over and bent down and took both of my hands in his and asked me to pray with him…” Jane told her mother that, in her UFO, Nordic-looking ET lucid dream, she had the very distinct feeling that young man was Stu!

Because in physicality Jane actually knows a few other people who live in England, Robin asked her daughter if maybe it was one of those people and not Stu. Jane responded, “No, I remember thinking clearly in the dream that it was your friend, Stu.” Robin went on and informed Stu in her email that, “The thing that really struck me was the fact, Stu, that much like Denise—she saw you astrally with dark curly hair! So I guess maybe we are all the group of us connecting, and don’t even realize it!” End of Robin’s email to Stu about what her daughter “Jane” experienced in her recent lucid dream.

On April 30, 2010 Jane emailed Stu to discuss her lucid dream with what sounds very much like 5D Pleiadians, and her and Stu meeting while on a UFO with those nonphysical Pleiadians.

“Well, to start, I can’t even begin to tell you how clear it was that it was you merely because right as I was waking from the dream, I heard a voice say very loudly, ‘Oh, that was Stu…’ very matter of factly. Oddly enough, I knew immediately that it was you, as though you were someone I see in my day-to-day life. No doubt in my mind we were in the presence of the Pleiadians.

As for why we were praying, it was a prayer for us to be more open and enlightened to the messages around us. I guess you could call it a prayer for awareness?”

So, there it is in all of its wonderful multidimensional-ness! The real hoot is that this type of thing has happened for years or decades in our lives already, especially if you have any connections to other stellar groups (Starbeings/ETs) existing in higher dimensions because you’re a Starseed/Wanderer or Lightworker yourself. This next sentence is important. If you’re a Starseed/Wanderer and/or Lightworker, then you too have had many of these types of dream state multi-D meetings, tutoring, guidance, and literal get-togethers with some 5D (and 6D, 7D, 8D) ETs/Starbeings, and also with other Starseeds/Wanderers and Lightworkers who are reincarnate on earth now because of the ascension process. So maybe you’re seeming dream state “abduction” wasn’t one at all, but just another very normal etheric, multidimensional meeting with nonphysical friends and family from your particular stellar and dimensional favorite Home station. Something to at least consider.

The next level with all of this now in Phase Two of our continued ascension or compressed evolutionary process and the many DNA, body, brain, consciousness changes is that we’re rapidly becoming more consciously aware of the fact that we are indeed really multidimensional beings who function on multiple dimensions as easily and naturally as we can walk from one room to another in our physical houses. The more the ascension process—the solar flares, CME’s, galactic energy wave transmissions or pulses that help transform our bodies and consciousness—the more consciously aware we’ll become to our functioning within multiple dimensions and our interactions with the many ETs, Starbeings, Angelics, Masters, small Groups of higher dimensional Collectives, and so on. Phase Two will help us get familiar with our multi-D natures and also with our re-entry back into “Universal Society”, now that we’ve integrated our lower aspects and energies and lived through the ascension process. My reason for this post was to try to give the readers a glimpse of actual multidimensional memories and interactions that other people and myself have had recently and why. This is the beginnings of us consciously re-entering Universal Society and being able to directly interact with different ETs, Starbeings and Other nonphysical beings. Thank you Stu, Robin, and Jane for allowing me to share your, our, personal multi-D experiences here at TRANSITIONS for the benefit of all.  And a thank you also to our Starbeing friends and kin at higher dimensional levels too.

Denise Le Fay

May 19, 2010

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Starbeings/ETs Different Appearances

Fig. 3.5. Ancient ET Bird Beings from A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010) by Denise Le Fay, artwork by Yasmeen Harper.

John recently asked me about the differences in some Starbeings and ETs appearances so I thought I’d share what I know about this topic. [See A Lighworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution for some Starbeings/ET illustrations and portraits and many of my physical and interdimensional experiences with some of Them]

I think some people get confused with this topic because they’re more used to physicality and people and animals not changing physically, other than aging. From what I’ve experienced, seen, and remembered many higher dimensional nonphysical beings—Starbeings and ETs—evolve to a point where they can intentionally appear in many forms depending upon whom they are interacting with, where and why. See, even trying to discuss this topic will require people to use different aspects of their consciousness and get themselves outside of third dimensional linear time. To talk about this much more accurately we’ve got to go multidimensional and use our multidimensional awareness. It’s easier than you’d think so let go and let’s go.

In my past life in Egypt at the beginning of the Age of Leo (12,600 B.C.), the three Starbeings that I (and many of you reading this) knew there were really nonphysical beings from three different dimensions and three different stellar systems; 8D Orion, 6D Sirius, and 5D Pleiades. They were not naturally physical any more than you and I are. They down-stepped their higher dimensional energies and vehicles (bodies) to the point that they could become physical and manifest within third dimensional Earth physicality back then. When they were finished (just like the Mayans), they simply increased their energies back up vibrationally to what was more familiar and “normal” to them and disappeared from the lower, slower third dimension (Earth) vibratory field. Volume up/volume down, slow down/speed up vibrationally is all this is really about and with us ascending back into Universal Society now and over the next years, we all will be learning how this one works across the cosmic board with many different dimensional Starbeings/ETs/Lightbeings etc. (All this is much the same as the Ascension Process where we, our consciousness and body vehicles have been energetically evolving and speeding up via greatly increased amounts of Light we’ve been embodying.)

In other words, certain Starbeings/ETs will appear one way to us within 3D Earth physicality (and I’m talking about prior to our Ascension Process and dimensional shifting) if they too take on actual bodies or vehicles to be in this dimension with us, such as my 12,600 B. C. past life memory. In A Lightworker’s Mission I included three portraits of these three Starbeings from Orion, Sirius, and the Pleiades as they appeared in that physical past life at that time. I also included two other portraits of other-dimensional Starbeings that appeared in that same past life, BUT, as they existed at that time within their own nonphysical, higher dimensional stellar homes. These two particular portraits are of a male and female Lion Being couple from nonphysical 6D Sirius at that time. I suspect they too have evolved beyond those Lion body vehicles that I saw in 12,600 B. C. The other book illustration is of another super ancient Starbeing race of Bird-headed Beings (the image above). And again, I would suspect that many (not all, but many) of those Bird Beings have since evolved into different vehicles or bodies at this point.

I’ve intimately known a 6D Sirian who down-stepped his normal vibratory rate enough to be able to manifest and  physically live and work within ancient 3D Egypt, and he looked (in 12,600 B.C.) like a rather unique and intense human with dark copper hair and pure green eyes. On the other hand, I’ve clairvoyantly seen some different sixth dimensional (6D) Starbeings/ETs that looked only like sacred geometric shapes and other strange energy patterns, and not humanoid, or Lion Beings at all while I was traveling within the sixth dimension. So you see, it all depends upon where one (you and/or Them) is dimensionally as to what appropriate body or vehicle a Starbeing/ET (you and I) will be using in the different dimensions. And to add to the complexity of this, is the fact that most all nonphysical, higher dimensional evolved beings can and do “shape shift” or more accurately, manifest in whatever external appearance that they feel would affect us in the best way at that exact moment. If they are trying to teach us something, they will either appear one way for us at that time, or they will downplay or cover or hide some aspect of themselves so that we don’t fixate or obsess on their appearance. They also use this ability to appear differently to us if needed to help trigger or teach or shock or activate something within us at the time. You’d do the same thing to drive a point home to someone (especially a Starseed/Wanderer Lightworker) you were trying to teach or help to remember something important.

For me to help trigger some of you reading this to better grasp multidimensionality, think of humans within the third dimension. You know what we look like and how we move etc. Now think of when humans die or exit 3D physicality and how “they” seemingly appear, now that they’re not in 3D anymore in a physical vehicle. Dead humans can appear to us as ghosts that still resemble their old physical bodies/faces. They can also appear to us as not resembling what they looked like at all while they were in 3D. They can appear to us as “orbs” of only light and energy, or mists of energy, colors of light  flashing or moving, dark masses of energy, and so on.

Depending upon which dimension our consciousness is tightly focused in on, and especially if we have also projected an aspect of our SELF into it, then we AND the Starbeings/ETs will typically appear in a matching vehicle (body) to the realm or dimension we are within at that time. When in Rome. 😉 See how much more fun and creative multidimensionality and multidimensional consciousness is? Does reentering Universal Society make a bit more sense now that we’ve ascended vibrationally and shifted dimensionally out of 3D?  How exciting!

Denise

January 23, 2010

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