The Dark Is Lashing Out…Again


I’ve been under psychic attack by the Dark Side of the Force —aka Team Dark as I call them all—for the past month now. My 81-year-old Mom and my much beloved cat have been too, and it’s been horrible as it always is. Those of you who’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution will be able to understand this post a bit better than those who haven’t. But, this current multidimensional Battle is something I knew would happen and I mentioned this in my post about The Hathors/Tom Kenyon’s “World Meditation”. I said there would be an energetic backlash from the Dark negative Beings over this planetary meditation to remove and free-up the souls who’ve been controlled and used via certain limiting religious beliefs, and beliefs that Earth is just a source for humanity to heartlessly, disrespectfully and greedily use. My problem is that I can consciously know certain things, even write about them and still not instantly catch when I’m under psychic suppression/attack by the Dark… yet again! Embarrassing but true, and something I feel certain some people will benefit from once I share my recent experiences.

Back in October 2010 I suddenly began having difficulties when trying to mentally and emotionally focus and/or intend and Consciously Create certain things for myself and my family and friends. Normally this is an effortless process for me and I should have recognized my symptoms as those of negative interference but I didn’t. There are reasons for this however which we’ll get to. Everything, even these types of negative Dark attacks are lessons, Initiations, stages and phases within the ongoing Ascension Process for many of us (not all however) and they are perfect in their wisdom even though they’re negative and horrible. This is how I learn even more about a subject I’m already well versed in, so I’m grateful to be able to pass this knowledge on to any others who may benefit from it because they too have been or currently are under psychic multidimensional attack by the Dark because they are First Wave Lightworkers.

As the days passed I was having more difficulty mentally and emotionally focusing on certain higher things I’d been working on for myself and family. I began sliding down into a mild depression, frustration, sense of victim-hood, decreased vitality, decreased strength, decreased everything! About this time my Mom and I suddenly started getting frustrated with each other and both of us wanted out, wanted to live alone and not be bothered with each other. My cat also began throwing up his food every few days which is very unusual for him. He also displayed huge decreases in his vital life-force and he looked and acted sad and sick, which was so hard to witness. At one point I even wondered if he was dying. (If you’ve read my book, remember the horrific demonic attacks  and  then the orange tiger kitten.) Again, I should have easily recognized all of this as common symptoms of negative psychic attacks and also of highly focused interference with all three of us, but I didn’t put all the pieces together. This too is another common symptom and tactic used by the Dark against us; they cause us to think that all is well, that nothing is wrong and that it will pass eventually. Remember this powerful tactic as it may save your life and/or sanity.

The tensions, frustrations, and sense of being trapped increased, the desire to physically separate from my Mom and her from me, the cat repeatedly getting sick and obviously suppressed energetically, absolutely NOT being able to mentally and emotionally focus on higher frequency things I wanted and needed to focus on, and constantly being pulled back down into emotions such as anger, frustrations, victim-hood, and all-around lower frequency thoughts and emotions. I could not maintain any higher frequency thoughts and emotions as is normal for me, but kept finding myself  quickly back down in these lower states with little ability to pull my focus in, redirect it and most importantly, maintain it at a higher level.

The next big clue with all this was a lucid “dream” I had on November 6, 2010. I know when I’m having “dreams” that my subconscious have produced for me, and I also know when I have actual other-dimensional encounters with both positive and negative Beings in them. This was not a  subconscious “dream” but an actual encounter with some very real, very ancient, and very Big Bad Old Dudes out there. I’ve been through these types of lucid astral encounters and attacks many times throughout my lifetime, however this one was a first in that these negative Dark Beings interacted with me very differently than they ever have prior. Huge clue this one.

Briefly this “dream” state encounter was with a small group of GIANT non-human male Beings. (They looked like a slightly different version of the negative Reptilian beings.) What really affected me in this encounter/attack was that these Dark negative male beings were so huge. They were giant giants, about twenty-five to thirty foot tall with massive, heavily muscled bodies. They were the multidimensional Bad Asses behind the mediocre physical plane human Bad Asses, and that information came from them. They let me know in this meeting that they are the non-physical Puppet Masters, the other-dimensional Dark beings that run and control the negative humans who in turn run the negative systems and beliefs on Earth. You see, the Dark physical patriarchal human bastards have much bigger non-physical Dark bastards that control them and they’re very, very ancient Dark Beings that are giant giants.

This dream attack didn’t last too long but cut right to the chase and eventually the main being in this Group of Dark beings picked me up and tossed me around like I was a rag doll, which I was in his huge hands. He then proceeded to try to intimidate me by holding me inches in front of his huge non-human face while he threatened me, raged at me, and revealed things to me I couldn’t believe he was stupidly doing. However, this is what the Dark does when it’s at the end of its rope; it finally reveals some aspects of itself to some of us which helps us put many more interdimensional pieces together, but also to see that they’re no longer capable of kickin’ my (your) ass as they have been. The why of this is one of the biggest points in this whole story and process.

Normally I would easily exit the dream attack at this scary and dangerous point, but I didn’t in this case because I was lucid and knew something very important was behind this unusual in-my-face high drama Dark threat and theatrics. By having these negative beings showing me what they look like, which these types of negative beings do not typically do unless they’re in a corner, they revealed that the power has recently shifted big time. So, I remained and let this giant Dark alien being shake me around, threaten and intimidate me. He was frightening, but I knew more was going on than all his yelling, intimidations and threats. Once he was done trying to paralyze me with fear, I then intentionally exited the dream and woke myself up. I sat there in my dark bedroom thinking about what I’d just experienced and had to smile because all is NOT as it first appears.

I should also mention that for a week prior to this November 6, 2010 dream I’d been having nightly dreams of integrating, connecting with unknown-to-me human males which I also recognized as indicating something else. By night-three of these nightly dreams I realized that another level of my/our Male/Female, Female/Male selves and energies were being energetically reunited in ways that haven’t been possible for a very long time. To me this was simply another level of my own Sacred Marriage with my rewired male/masculine counterparts (brain halves, selves and energies), but also of my being a First Wave Lightworker and energy Lightning Rod for the rest of humanity and the Earth’s NEW higher 5D Grid Systems. We First Wave Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers still ground, hold, anchor and enable higher energies to manifest into Earth and the new Grid through our own bodies, consciousness, hearts and beings.

On November 8th Mom and I had to do some shopping and both of us were surprised to see so many giant male people in the grocery store. There were human patriarchal males all over the place and terribly obvious in that symbolic and polarized way. This was just one more symbolic clue in a growing list of clues that things are changing and improving in massive ways now, both in us and through us on multiple dimensions and Earth.

There’s more of course but I’ll only cover the main events. I suspect we’ll get into more aspects of this in Comments. Here’s a short recap of symptoms and clues that you—as a Lightworker and/or Starseed—are under psychic attack and intentional interference by Dark non-physical beings:

  1. You have a dream or dreams of being attacked by Dark negative beings, aliens, creatures etc.
  2. You can’t mentally/emotionally remain focused on higher level things you want to focus on to Consciously Create
  3. You slowly become more depressed, unfocused, sad, angry, frustrated, immobilized, sick, depleted, victimized, weak with low vitality
  4. You want to run away and be alone. You don’t think to call in help of any kind. You just sit, unable to make your mind work like it normally does
  5. A family member and/or friend and/or pet or other loved one also comes under negative psychic attacks around the same time as you do

My friend who lives up north also came under negative psychic attack a couple of weeks ago while in the “dream” state, but it too was an actual encounter and a direct psychic multidimensional attack upon her and not something from her subconscious.

This morning I discovered Lisa Renee’s November 2010 article “The Restoration” in my email box. I printed it out and read it aloud to my Mom and lifetimes of Lightwork (physical and multidimensional) fell into place for us both. I cannot say how grateful I am to Lisa Renee for this particular article at this time. It’s perfect and a total confirmation for me, my Mom, and no doubt for many of you as well, not to mention how relieved my cat is! Sometimes some of us must tread into the Dark yet again so our Work in and of the Light holds more conscious meaning and empowerment for us. If you too have recently been Battling with the Dark Ones again, this is why. We’re almost done because we’re almost there and the Dark Ones are finally on their way out.

Denise Le Fay

November 9, 2010

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50 thoughts on “The Dark Is Lashing Out…Again

  • I am loving your writings Denise on all of the topics. Since my awakening I have had training in overcoming the dark and being able to notice they are attacking even when posing as a loved one for example in the dream state. One time they used the death of my grandmother in a dream. Posing to be my grandmother dying again and I was being called to say goodbye to her by my family. I went down the stairs got close to my nan who was in a bad way, twitching etc. I was going to touch her on the arm and give her a kiss when I just knew it wasn’t her. When saying this to the family my grandmother turned into the beast it was, enraged. I then woke up. This is one of the many ways they have tried to get at me. I for one can’t wait until it’s a thing of the past. Love Louise.

    • “Since my awakening I have had training in overcoming the dark and being able to notice they are attacking even when posing as a loved one for example in the dream state. One time they used the death of my grandmother in a dream…”


      I learned this Astral stunt too long ago by the Dark Ones. It’s so easy for them to appear to us in different forms to specifically manipulate us and trigger certain emotional energies. I’ve had some of them do this as a way of observing human emotions because they don’t FEEL as we do. This is yet another reason why it’s so very important for each of us to learn to discern energies and Beings for ourselves. And yes, when we acknowledge that we know that grandma or whoever isn’t them but someone from Team Dark…they reveal their true selves and attack and/or throw an angry fit all over the place! Little shit’s that they are! 😆


  • @ ozglasscat

    “Today I have felt not so raw, and a bit stronger. Even though I still feel almost invisible to other people.”

    A few years ago (2007) I wrote similar words on (of all places) in a forum setting. Boy do I know feeling “raw” and “invisible”. That feeling still comes and goes — lately it has been coming more than going, but this place, Denise and many of the other commenters herein offer us a wonderful space to feel healed and visible.

    Thanks to Denise and everyone for creating this safe place.


  • I am so glad that I found your blog. I have been reading here for a few weeks, and I am new to a lot of this info (although – not- new because finding this info here and elsewhere has made me feel like I am finally home and speaking the right language).

    My b-day was last week (the date of this post) and I have felt so down and bombarded that I did not read anything until now. Wow. I have felt so unhinged and just bad for awhile, but especially since this summer, that I was seriously wondering about myself. I decide this past week to start tracking my impressions, and here’s what I wrote Sat, Nov. 13 (before reading any of this):
    – very emotional
    – feel under attack [!]
    – very difficult tapping into my source
    – cannot “tap-in” [wrote this twice]

    Here’s a list of what I have experienced in the past several months:
    – not sleeping more that a couple of hours at a time, just wake up and lie for hours [big change]
    – extremely emotional
    – Absolute need to start Kundalini yoga – have never done it before and knew nothing about it. Found a dvd 2nd hand and knew.
    – sudden onset of menopause. Complete surprise & no signs.
    – dark shapes darting in front of my eyes to the point that I have found myself in public pushing them away hard
    – awareness of bright, glistening, indescribable colors and prisms
    – extreme reaction to me by 2 family members over a family situation where they attacked me so viciously in emails, my husband wanted a restraining order as he thought they must be mentally ill
    – Seemingly being invisible in public. People walking right in front of me. Stepping in front of me as if I wasn’t there. No awareness of my presence.
    – A total lack of ability to make anything happen; I am usually in the midst of running several businesses. Nothing seems to work now or for the past year.
    – A total need to shut myself away. Crying,deep sad emotion.

    Some of these things are a return of things I have felt in the past. In 2006, I was having clear visions of shimmering landscapes, feeling of seeing “between” things. This was all very exhilarating to me though. Not like now. Also in 06, I quite abruptly felt the need to quit a career, sell my house, and move to another area, dragging my husband with me. I felt I had to do all of this for some reason.

    The other day, I felt clearly that there were things close by lurking; bad things, and that if chose to see, all of these images of beings that are right there waiting, would be visible. I can see them, in a sense, but I choose not to right now.

    This has all been going on awhile. Between the ages of 9 and 12, I frequently felt I was between worlds. I used to say to my family” I’m not really here”. It made them crazy.

    I have printed and read the declaration in your other post. Thank you! Today I have felt not so raw, and a bit stronger. Even though I still feel almost invisible to other people.

    Thank you so much for this guidance and I will continue to follow this information. I do have a question about a guide that I am wondering if I should no longer have around, but will ask that in the proper section.

    • ozglasscat,

      Hi and welcome to TRANSITIONS, glad you’ve connected. 🙂

      Breath and read…it’s a very busy and intense time now…for many but not all…of us.


  • Hi all. Just wanted to drop in briefly to report my respite (may it be prolonged and productive!) from my battles with the hellions.

    Most of my animals that came down with an illness are up and running again. I have two cats and a rabbit still struggling, but I feel that they will recover in time. The dogs are acting like puppies, so that has lifted my spirits and hopes.

    My dreams have turned from nightly hellscapes into very interesting if not downright entertaining plunges into fantasy. The last few nights, starting shortly after I fall asleep until morning, I feel like a student at Hogwarts. I have not yet be given my own wand, but I am delighted to witness all that is going on each night as I trip down the rabbit hole. I wake up much less agitated, more fascinated, albeit still fatigued. Very busy times we are in.

    My ex-husband and my teenage daughter, decided, even if briefly, to put down their swords and pick up their dollies. Whew. Breathing feels good.

    The biggest change in the last couple of days is my allowing various attempts by people, (including those I love, use to love, close friends, associates — and myself) that try to drag me into and blame me for their turmoil, to roll off me like water on a duck’s back. I do dance around the edges of the liquid, moving drama, but I have managed to hold back in this short while, in confidence and neutrality, nearly fearless. I am only about 48 hours into this, and a bit anxious for how long I can sustain it, but gleeful in the respite.

    I repeat Lisa Renee’s command with a growing sense of resolution at least twice a day. I notice that certain sentences stand out more than another at different readings, and I make note of it.

    I don’t have the sense that we are close to the finish line. That could be my cynicism and tiredness talking. But I believe it is possible that the battles ahead might not be quite so draining and difficult if our armor and our hearts are stronger and more resilient than ever before. I pass the ball to the incoming Light for the assist. My emotional and physical bodies cannot score on their own.

    The image that comes to mind when I write this is of a great game of tug of war, with dozens of people on each side of the knot. At first there is a complete stand off, with each side pulling with all its might, yet very little motion one way or another. Then there comes a slight shift, a little more pull in one direction. A pull back from the other side of equal proportion. The pushing and pulling gets more extreme yet starts to feel futile in its relentlessness. But then the stronger ones, the more determined, get both angry and bored with the game, and have had enough. Feet start being dragged in the direction of the fiercely determined. There is tripping and fumbling and chaos at the losing end. Then at its ugliest, most strenuous and curse-worded moment, the domino-falling on faces for those on the weaker side. GAME OVER.

    It seems to me we have to be even more determined in the days ahead, using all our heart strength, (there is NOTHING stronger) and outlast the other side.

    That, and adding more people as the game goes along. Strength in numbers. Nothing feels better for the last person at the end of the rope to feel someone at their back. :0)

    Love, strength and comfort to you all, my friends on the rope…

  • A couple of things I wanted to add to my initial post and also in response to others comments…

    I have found the command to be quite powerful although admittedly I’ve only spoken it several times. I am finding that connecting with the light I experienced during the Hathors meditation has been quite a bit more protective feeling. I experienced multiple blankets of golden and turquoise light while doing the meditation and I even connected with some of what I presume were the Hathors or higher dimensional energies that reside in that grouping. I saw their hearts, their eyes and I captured that within my memory – I almost feel as though they let me see them so that I would have a “face with the name” and the ability to visualize that comfort and security whenever I needed to.

    I experience frequent ear clicking, vibrating ear drums, ear flanging, and tinnitus. I’ve heard it’s clairaudience and I also associate it with messages from my guides, spirit workers. I haven’t ever been able to get a “literal” word message through my clairaudience but that’s ok, I just tune in consciously when I experience these symptoms and I know that I absorb that which I need to know.

    Lastly, I really truly feel that we are being tested here with these entities trying to attack us physically and during our astral travel times. We are tapping into the power of our strength that has remained quite latent for a very long time. You have to imagine that so many of us were most likely around during Egyptian/Babylonian times as well as when the Mayans/Aztecs were as well. I feel very connected to these soul groups especially for the simple fact that many of them were warriors of love. Yes there was a brutal, primal aspect to both time periods and groups; but their mission was very much centered in spiritual purity and spreading love/acceptance. They wanted to live in peace. We want to live in peace. We will find our balance this time around.

    Keep the light in your high heart even when the headaches, spinning dizziness, hooks pulling on your energy centers, and other “negative” ailments are affecting you. You can and will live through it all. 🙂

  • Hey, all.

    I’ll agree that Lisa Renee’s command is really stirring things up. I don’t have a lot of attacks generally except a few months ago a female entity giving me a sore throat from nightly stranglings Ack! and one incident of sleep paralysis. Last night before I went to bed, I saw some dark figures and then had a dream where I was grabbed by something behind me and I couldn’t get out of it until I yelled Stop it! Half of it was out loud (Op it!) which sounded really funny and woke me up out of it. I woke up someone down the hall too! So, I’m relating to many people here. I didn’t let it get to me and managed to get out of it fairly quickly, so there you go. If we weren’t talking right now, many of us would be wondering why we’re attracting all this. So glad we have this space to share….


    • Cat & All,

      You’re right, all of us talking about this is very helpful to not only us but any other people who are also experiencing this but not writing Comments. From reading what everyone has said about this particular subject, it wouldn’t surprise me that this phenomenon is far more widespread now than it’s been in years or decades.

      Thank you everyone for sharing what you’ve been experiencing with this as I feel it is very important at this late date within the whole Ascension Process.

      Gratitude fellow Warriors of Light,

  • So, an update… I did Lisa Renee’s command several times over the past couple of days. After doing it, I was only able to get into the astral and visit with my main guide (my deceased dog, Bear). For some strange reason that I am not sure I want to contemplate, I am back at the bottom of the ladder. This worries me a bit.

    @ Shawn re: anti-depressants

    I cannot recommend taking any type of pharmaceutically manufactured antidepressant. I was on Prozac for years and it completely repressed any expansion of my abilities psychically, ascension-wise and any other -wise you can imagine. Prozac in particular is fluorided and will repress and/or damage your DNA in ways that will slow your DNA change. I am absolutely convinced that is why I am age-wise a 1st Wave individual but continue to suffer what I call “rapid ascension” because I have to catch up (about 3 years now). It is at best painful and at worst… well… I and everyone around me thinks I am nuts.

    To tie my “update” above and the anti-depressants together, I think that the drugs open you up to the darkness (if Big Pharma isn’t the dark side, I don’t know what is) in ways that is difficult to protect against.

    To contemplate the uncontemplatable: What disturbs me the most is that it means that somewhere around 95% of what I thought I was getting via the astral and (what I thought was beyond) was wrong.

    Groan — I don’t wanna start over! The “good” news is that the ear-ringing is still there — so I guess I’m still getting the downloads even though I am not getting through to the other dimensions.

    Sorry, I didn’t really mean to make this “about me” but there it is.

    Great big heart hugs to all —

    • Jean,

      The ear clicking business is sourced from very high within the fifth dimension – 5D and the Pleaidians. The Astral plane is the forth dimension (4D). Soooo, many of us are not supposed to be going back down vibrationally from the fifth dimension (5D) back into 4D and this is why I believe, you’re not able to access your “main guide”. Be open to having new higher guide/guides…or better yet, be prepared to have your Higher Self be your primary source of information now because of all the ascension work. 🙂 There’s no way you need to “start over”! You’re just farther along in 5D than you realized it sounds. 😉


  • Thanks so much for your reply Denise and everyone else’s comments. Yes lesson definitely learned!

    I wondered if anyone else was feeling as spacey and wired as I am.

    I hardly slept last night from both small amounts of fear, mixed with courage and huge amounts of energy running through my body.

    It has been happening for the past 24 hours and I originally thought it was because of a strong cup of coffee (which I am incredible sensitive to now) but a whole day later and I am still wired and going on only 4 hours sleep. I also feel like I am hyperventilating and can only shallow breath.

    Someone else mentioned that while there was darkness and attacking there was also light pouring in. It kind of feels like that…..

    Is this your experience?


    • LPC,

      I lived for many years during the worst of the worst stages of my biological ascension process like I was running very high energies through my body, mind, heart and being constantly…which is exactly what we’re doing. (Back then it felt like being in a car in neutral with the gas pedal pressed all the way down so the motor was racing…but you’re not moving at all!) So yes, this is another weird but normal effect of our transmuting the dense, lower vibrating energies within us and our bodies into vastly higher frequency Light Energies. This will not end, we’ll just adapt to housing/being far more Light Energies within our bodies/selves. 🙂

      The more Light we are now, the less sleep we need, at least during these huge transformational periods. For the first eight years I wasn’t able to sleep more than four hours a night and those four hours where never consecutive! I now can sleep for thee hours without waking up which is a joy after so long not being able to sleep without being woke up constantly.

      Like everyone else, you’re going to have to make food/drink adjustments now due to these types of energy changes within you and your body.

      The shallow breathing will be helped by grounding. Being in Nature is the easiest way to do this. Just walk in Nature, connect with the dirt, with Gaia and ground out through the bottoms of your feet into the Earth. Think circuit connected to Her through your body and being which helps all of the higher faster Light Energies flowing into and through you/your body to also ground out through your feet into Earth.

      Also do not fear. I know this is easier said sometimes than done, but fear is a potent lower frequency which causes you/me/us to instantly drop back down vibrationally. We don’t want to do that anymore so pay attention but don’t allow yourself to have a full-out Fear Fest okay? You’re just living through the Alchemical Ascension Process which is beyond wonderful.


  • So many thanks for your post, Denise and everyone’s comments. If it wasn’t for this, I think I would finally be in a mental health ward …

    I recently had three sessions with an acupuncturist. He seemed to have really helped a friend of mine so I decided to have some treatment myself. First thing he said to me was ‘you’re really depressed’. I wasn’t especially, no more than anyone coping the enormity of ascension symptoms. But it was very seductive and I went along with it with the result that since the last treatment, I have been ENORMOUSLY depressed. Feels like there’s a war going on inside me and as for the pain in my head, neck and shoulders …

    I realised what was going on the day before I read your response to LPC – Lesson Learned Indeed.

    Of course there is so much other stuff going on as well and I have been doing Lisa Renee’s command daily – it definitely stirs things up.

    I have been signed off from my 3D workplace for two weeks. Just couldn’t bear to be there with the rampant negativity all around me. Spending time regaining my self and my higher frequency by walking and being creative.

    Are we really, really nearly there yet?

    Huge heart hugs from Scotland

    • Susie,

      Hi again and so great to hear from you.

      “I have been doing Lisa Renee’s command daily – it definitely stirs things up.” That it does, so much so I’m contemplating writing a little about just this! Since the first time I read Lisa’s “command”, I’ve felt unusual…more so than I normally do which is saying something! 😉 Not bad necessarily, but can feel energies and pressures in my head and Brow chakra expanding. I’ve also been clairvoyantly seeing a couple of etheric energy things which I sense are not pleased with my doing this.

      I’m glad you’re taking care of yourself, even if that means cutting out employment for the time being. These are intense times, which we should expect as the whole Mayan calendar – life on Earth since the very beginning – completes and we evolve into a totally new and higher state of being.

      Heart Hugs back,

  • Hi, all. This is mostly in response to Lou Ann’s question. I’ve come over the years to understand that each of us perceives the world through the filter of our own consciousness. This seems obvious, but what it leads to is that that filter is affected by many things in this life, including our innate selves, our childhood upbringing, and experiences of all sorts that influence us over the years.

    It is also just as true that there are forces, ideas and entities “out there” that we don’t understand, but that our brains force us to create labels for. The labels each of us use depend on our own “filters”, so, if we think in terms of angels and demons, we will likely call those entities or phenomena angels and demons. If our vocabulary is one of energies, we will label them energies. If we are trained as doctors or psychologists, we will label them in terms of illnesses or emotional/mental/behavioral disorders.

    I was personally raised in a fundamentalist Christian belief system, which I have since rejected. Therefore, words like Christic, angelic, satanic, etc. and ideas like exorcism through calling on Jesus, Mary, et al, tend to raise my hackles. As a pagan and a rationalist (grand trine in air) I use words more in accord with those belief systems.

    The main thing, though, is that it is the belief that carries our intentions, not the words we call things or the things we believe IN. If your belief is in Mary or Quan Yin, use those labels to create your result; i.e. banish an ill-intentioned entity. If your belief is in a spell or a certain prayer, an amulet, or a crystal, use those. Just remember they are your tools. The power that creates the intention lies within you. For me, the more simple I can keep the words and belief systems, and the more direct I can keep the experience, the more effective I am.

    I hope that’s not too windy, but what it boils down to is this: If you believe that certain things are caused by demons and also that calling on Jesus and Mary can help you cast them out, by all means call on Jesus and Mary. Just get rid of the dratted things!

  • Shawn,
    Exactly!! That’s what I’ve been feeling – it’s like fluid, dark entities, hanging around like a group of bullies. They seem to be taunting us, and doing their damnedest to provoke us in any way possible. It’s as though, if I have even a tiny thought or feeling of fear, anger, self-pity, etc, they pounce on it like a dog, and try to inflate it. I haven’t had any ‘dark side’ trouble at all since 2007, so this was a stunner.

    But the remarkable thing is, as you said, more & more light is pouring in at the same time. I suspect that our efforts to rise above the sucking-down astral crap, are the very thing that’s increasing our light-carrying ability. A kind of spiritual weightlifting. 😀
    After just a week of this, though, I’m so weary….it’s like being in the bloody trenches in world war one. I genuinely hope this doesn’t go on & on throughout 2011, because this is not fun.


    • Barbra,

      Like sharks, they are literally waiting for any of us to drop back down vibrationally into fear, worry, doubt, anger, depression, confusion etc. so they can access us again. THIS is what I’ve meant about us learning to master being able to maintain a higher frequency or to be a “Keeper of the Frequency” and NOT drop back down. Think different energetic layers or levels where different beings exist in them but not in others. Some of these old layers we do not want to drop back down into again so the residents have access to us again. We’re learning how to hold the higher no matter what form of Dark scary BS is being thrown at us. 😉

      So many of us Lightworkers need to be VERY consciously aware that there are Dark beings who’ve messed with us since before dirt! Here’s a great line from Barbara Hand Clow:

      “You will see how knowing darkness is the key to maintaining awareness in the light of the Photon Band.” We’re living this and more right now.

      Hang tough, be what you are and hold, hold, hold and soon we won’t have to ever deal with this aspect again.


  • Denise & Friends,

    As much as I’ve been pounded by the dark since my 2007 awakening I’ve had many positive clearings between July 2010 and October 2010. I’ve had SO much trouble connecting with others that are going through the dark part of lightworking/ascension. It is refreshing and therapeutic to partake in such a relevant discussion here. The Hathor’s meditation as well as November 3rd both seemed to STRONGLY stir up more of the darkness and astral crap.

    Before I even read this post I was having dreams and/or inter-dimensional experiences with dark, thick energies/entities. There were like liquid clouds and were hovering over me, taunting me and trying to connect into my own aura. Other variations of these beings look like astral spiders. They seem to interfere with the inflow and outflow of light energy. Often times this is coupled with sleep paralysis. I am just aware of what is happening but really can’t do anything about it. The good news is that I am over my fear of all of it.

    Along with this intense dark onslaught is more incoming light energy to cleanse, clear and balance my chakras/aura. Talk about light/dark polarity. I feel like I’m taking in more light and getting rid of more dark. I feel very depressed right now. This battle definitely takes a toll on me physically, emotionally and mentally.

    I found myself looking up different anti-depressants on the internet this week. I’m gonna try to stay away from them but wanted to report this side effect of dark attacks. I’ll never give up. Don’t let talk about the darkness get you down. It just seems like a part of our current reality that is being transmuted. May we all live in peace without ignoring what goes bump in the night.


    • Shawn,

      All of this business has ramped up recently because of the huge moves forward we went through thanks to the summer of 2010! Read and re-read Lisa’s The Restoration post whenever you need a reminder about why certain of us are currently going through these attacks and holding attempts by The Dark. I will be re-reading it many times to help me through this phase and remind me that this is a side effect of our permanently leaving this ancient and very dark period. It’s not just our physical body and astral or ethereal bodies that these Dark Ones have abused and stolen parts from; it’s all of our bodies (mental and emotional also). Just this process of getting those ancient energetic multiple body bits and pieces of us back now is going to be something! (I’m currently having strange new pains and body sensations since I first read aloud Lisa’s “command”.)

      The last time I saw those huge astral or etheric spiders in my house was in 2007. Enough has changed, evolved since then that they can’t access me or my home now thank gawd.

      Please do NOT take any anti-depressants Shawn. Meds only open sensitives/ultra sensitives/psychics/clairvoyants etc. up even more enabling lower level astral entities to easily access us. Please don’t take any and you will get through this current phase faster and much easier.

      And you most certainly are taking in far more Light than Dark; that’s why the Dark is frantically lashing out at us again right now. They know we’re soon going to be beyond their frequency range altogether and so, this recent big push by them at those of us carrying rewired brains and bodies that can now safely house Unity Consciousness, or as I call it, High Heart Consciousness.

      I’ll never give up either because there’s nothing else to do but finish what we’ve started. We’re now inches from the Finish Line and we knew that there would be a few last attempts by the Dark side to stop us or at least slow us down or distract us. Use Lisa’s “command” every day if needed…I read it aloud once a day…with attitude 😉 and will continue to until I sense I don’t need to. I suggest you do the same.


  • Wait I have a question that has been stirred up by the comments here: what about those bible-belt religious god-fearing christian people who get themselves demonically possessed? You know: the Emily Rose types. What’s up with that story?

    Usually I’d see or read or hear about haunted houses (I’ve been in two of them in my childhood but vaguely remember)… about people and houses being exorcised and so forth… calling on the name of Jesus, Saints, Mother Theresa and so forth.

    As I read Lisa Renee’s latest post… along with comments here…. putting two and two together and then something is tied together and it may sound foolish so it goes: is this all just a… ummm…a spiritual corporation-al business of the Dark forces’ pleasure and muse???

    I ought not to say anything here and should’ve checked in the questions section… but I’m not quite too sure if this question is appropriate.

    I’m just curious and eager to learn: I DID see “things” MOVE at the corner of my eye all too many times… and I irrationally thought it wasn’t human. It couldn’t be: just a mere cockroach… and other normal little nit bits here and there but nothing supernatural here. Yes I did get enough twitches of anxiety every time I hear noises from outside: rats are prying in the house and a few got successfully in. After that hurricane we don’t need another drama though. Need to sleep soundly…

    Not REALLY that dramatic compare to you First Wavers… which by the way I do honestly thank you from the bottom of my Heart… for being so courageous and persistent and steadfast in your Light amidst ALL these frightening moments of chaos. Thanks for bringing all of us from the Shit to the Shift. We’re all doing it as a team and family.

    Warm hugs from the warm waters of the Caribbean,
    Lou Ann

  • Denise and friends,

    I had to respond to this immediately after reading it. Even though I am headed out the door to go dance and hula hoop to some reggae; I must add my experience with the darker/denser energies as of late. Obviously, I am “fighting” against them with all of my energy – luckily, I am endowed with a very bubbly buoyant energy vessel but alas, I must admit that I’ve had my days recently.

    I haven’t read through all of the comments yet, the need to respond is that urgent. However, I can identify with the other commenters who have been experiencing the dark wisps/trails out of the corner of their eye. I haven’t known what to make of it but I am so used to seeing sparkles and rainbows most of the time that this is new to me to be seeing darker denser energy.

    I participated in the Tom Kenyon/Hathors Meditation on Oct. 31 and I knew that because I experienced such a HUGE burst of light and energy from it, that undoubtedly, the dark would come trying to mess with me. Trust me, I had my shields ready to go afterwards. I’ve made a point to ground myself multiple times a day recently by standing outside barefoot, feet dug into the ground and the sun shining down upon my head. I am cleansing myself such as my vulture spirit guide does.

    I have felt very out of sorts almost every day since the meditation. I have felt depression like I haven’t felt since I was a teenager and have been anxiously breathing, hyper-ventilating practically, because I am so wound up. My back is knotted up and one of my typical energy hubs near my left shoulder blade (typically where the darker energy tries to hook me) has been aching very badly. At one point when I was transmuting a lot of my old karmic patterns, I literally was having “labor” pains as I was birthing a new me. I have felt those same labor pains recently, my cervix/uterus has been aching and cramping even though I am not menstruating right now. So I am feeling the negative energy attacks very physically but also mentally and emotionally. Have been having daily crying/sobbing attacks where I just feel downright…’helpless’. Yet, I know it is all an illusion, that it is merely a ploy to have me drop my vibrational level down so that they (negative energies) can tip the scales more in their favor. I fight it constantly and it’s wearing me out but nevertheless, I will never succumb to them. I have an endless amount of fight and warrior spirit within me. We are the rainbow warriors that will protect humanity and this planet. We have the strength, know-how, and devotion to move mountains and carry this world upon our shoulders.

    A very personal thing has happened to my family since the meditation and that is my brother was just diagnosed with HIV. His seemingly monogamous partner knew he had it and yet infected my brother. This has changed the face of my world and my family’s lives. My brother, bless his heart, is trying to look at it in the best of light, gathering maybe that it is an inside out blessing, and possibly a way for him to karmic-ly shed some of his darker energy that he’s carried into this incarnation with him. He wants to become an advocate for other young men who are dealing with this disease. I am just in awe and admiration that he is handling it so well because I have been quite upset, scared, and frustrated with it. It’s been teaching me too though….to find forgiveness in spite of rage and anger. I don’t have to like the man who did this to my brother and my family but I must forgive him, for he is human, and most likely, living in his own worst kind of hell. 😦

    Just a few more thoughts to add before I dash off…

    I dreamed of a Christmas Tree last night. My boyfriend (who just moved 1/2 way across the country from me) and I had decorated it together and we were standing hand in hand admiring the beautiful twinkling lights and colorful ornaments. I am not a religious person by any means so the whole kurfluffle of Christmas doesn’t do much for me, yet this dream has a lot of significance to me. I am going through a spiritual rite of passage, as are so many of you, well, we all are, frankly. Some more aware of it than others. While it’s stressful (much like the holiday season is) and it’s been bastardized by the media and consumer market; we can take joy in just standing back observing the symbols and the lights and colors that accompany such a shift and passage. We encounter the balance of all when we transform. So as above, so as below. What is light, is also dark. The union of the two is where we stand and find the strength to weather the harshest of storms and the most brilliant rays of life.

    You are understood, don’t ever forget that. We are together as one and the dark dense energy just has to learn that no matter what, they aren’t going to bring us down. Not ever. Because we acknowledge them to, doesn’t mean we have to like them or invite them in our door and homes, but we acknowledge them and by doing so, we acknowledge the balance of life. Of the Universe. Of Ourselves.

    Peace and love, blessings to all! May your heart sing its songs loudly.


  • Hi Denise

    I’ve been reading your blog for sometime but haven’t commented before now.

    This post really got me though, because I have been feeling under attack and everything you have described for the past 2-3 weeks but thinking it was my mother-in-law and her vampire ways!

    I’ve been in a cloud of negativity and so unmotivated. The journey also started with me doing shadow work again, after feeling I needed to have a good look around and bring some issues into the light.

    As I got deeper into the process it just got darker and darker until I realised I was somewhere I had not been before.

    I have also seen black floaty things out of the corner of my eye as one of your other readers mentioned.

    The fears that have been coming up are about me being pulled to the darkside and that my desires are going trap me there. What helped through was really being with the darkness and the feelings and reaffirming to myself that I polarise to the light.

    Talk about a real dark vs light war! I never realised how real it was. I thought is was only in the movies! 🙂


    • LPC,

      Firstly, welcome to TRANSITIONS and I’m glad you’ve decided to write a Comment. Everyone benefits when we all share what we’re experiencing…both “good” and “bad”. 😉

      Soon all of us will have evolved, ascended beyond this old lower polarized level and consciousness, and are/will exist fully and continuously within higher frequency “triality” or integrated unity consciousness. Because so many of us are now experiencing the early stages of unity consciousness, we obviously do NOT need to go back down vibrationally and do, as you called it, “shadow work”. To me it sounds like that was your primary lesson with this; to force you to realize how far beyond the old lower polarized realm and consciousness you’ve evolved/ascended to date, and that these ancient archetypes (the “Bad Guy” 😉 ) are very, very real!

      At this point within the ascension process, most of us have already transmuted the majority of our lower frequency, polarized, projected, karmic etc. stuff. We don’t need to journey back into the Dark to do anything really, and when we do we’ll be met at the door by these Dark Ones who will take advantage of our stumbling back down vibrationally into their territory! Lesson learned eh?

      And when we see those shapes, shadows, dark figures etc. moving in our peripheral vision, that’s always an accurate clue that you’re not alone and have other-dimensional company. Sometimes it’s just other humans (living and dead) and/or other non-physical beings passing by and we clairvoyantly see them, feel and sense them, but it sure does not mean we need to interact with them unless we want to. I usually just take notice of them, do a psychic scan or deeper level sense of what’s going on in that moment and usually just let it go. They usually are just curious about me/you/us because of how we’re evolving now and we do not have to engage them if we don’t want to. Just keep moving forward and don’t pay much attention to the multidimensional spectators! If you encounter a real Dark being/beings, you’ll know!


  • Thank you SO much for this post. I experienced another attack last night. Each one is so different from the last, it seems “they” are scrambling to find something that works. This one came close.

    I was dreaming normally, although the dream space seemed to be becoming increasingly crowded. Then, everything shifted. There were all these teenagers (why teens? who knows?) outside my bedroom window and they were playing some sort of game, but they were getting louder and louder and more and more boisterous and it began making me angry. The anger rose and my husband was suddenly there in the dream telling me it was nothing. It was all OK. They were just kids and they weren’t really as loud as I thought. Etc.. I couldn’t believe he was “taking their side” as it seemed, and I started to yell at him. The anger got stronger, became rage, then a level of rage that was all but incomprehensible to me, even in the dream. I was screaming loudly at him and at them with everything I had and it felt like all the rage in the world was filling me and that I would surely explode from it. On some level, though, I knew not only that it was a dream, but that the “teenagers” who started it all were only beings in disguise as kids with the goal of provoking this anger.

    I was able then to somehow jerk myself awake. I was alone in bed and my heart was pounding so hard and fast, as was the blood in the veins and arteries in my neck, that I could hardly bear it. The pounding and rushing were SO LOUD!! It was several minutes before my blood pressure and heart rate returned to normal. I was certain in the moment I awoke that it was a concerted attack intended to induce a heart attack or a stroke. You’ll never convince me otherwise. And it very nearly succeeded.

    I’ve experienced all of the symptoms you list over the past few weeks. I’ve also, on three or four occasions, just out of the blue, suddenly had the thought, “I’m going to die.” This thought was NOT my thought. It was inserted somehow from outside me. Fortunately, I was able to instantly tell myself, “Right. Believe that one and you’ll manifest it for sure! Not so!”

    Anyway, thank you again for this post. It came at just the right time for me. Validation, a heads-up, all that wonderful stuff.

    I confess I really don’t buy into a lot of the Lisa Renee message, but the banishing command part really resonated with me. I intend to use it or some version of it daily over the coming weeks myself.



  • Dark, Disturbing Dreams, sick pets…huh. And I thought it was this horrendous new medication my MD put me on, and the switch in pet food. Wow. My daughter has been experiencing exactly the same. Never even occurred to me that this was something more vast. Come to think of it, I’ve been seeing ALOT of those quick flashes of darting thingies flying past my line of vision in the last several days, which I’ve often come to connote as being a byproduct of when the veils are either quite thin and/or the dark forces are in roaring form.

    Sorry to hear that everyone, as well as you, Denise are being hassled with and bullied. But then again, it sure makes a statement, too, doesn’t it, and gives credence to the fact that everyone here is in similar straights and not just singlely having a rash of odd phenomena. And you called it, Denise. Things have indeed been stirred the hell up.

    My two cents would be to just ignore it, bless it, and move along. No sense getting caught up in the same old BS, since that’s what these types of entities and forces are indeed seeking. Think of it as the screaming, tantrumy, little snot nosed kid throwing an outrageous fit in the aisle in the grocery store. Best to step right on over it, pay it no heed, and continue on. Otherwise we end up inevitably feeding into it the longer we either engage or ponder too long over much of it. And as we know all very well by now, this too shall pass momentarily.

    Much love and light to everyone

  • Denise,
    I’ve been having EXACTLY the same kinds of attacks – in fact I came on here to ask you about it, and saw your post! I was thinking, ‘I wonder if Denise has noticed this’, as no one else seemed to be mentioning it on the internet. On the one hand, I’m relieved to learn that it’s not just me….on the other, I winced to hear what horrible attacks some of you have been enduring: theocacao and your dogs, Lamplighter saying ‘Each new day makes the one before look better’… 😦
    I’ve had the worst psychic attacks over the last week than have happened for years! The last time was in 2007, but there was a lot more dark stuff floating around, then, and it was like swatting flies away. Then after the big Separation in Sept 2009 (I can’t believe that was only 2009 – it feels like a million years ago, doesn’t it! :)), things got much easier.
    This came right out of left field for me. The energies from October 31st were tremendous, and then we entered the seventh Galactic Day, and I knew we were winning, the dark is on the run. Then, bam, they lashed out. In the outer world too, I got hammered. My job was made so impossible to do that I had no other choice but to resign, so I did. I’m okay with that – it was in a low-vibrating place, and it was clearly time for me to exit – but it was a bit disconcerting. I didn’t know when I got up that morning that I’d be writing my resignation letter that afternoon!
    From Nov 5 – 8, I seemed to be under attack from a nasty group of dark beings, I was just fending them off all night, it was absolutely horrible! It felt like a deliberate, targeted attack. They don’t seem able to hurt us, but are very, very intimidating, it’s like a gigantic footballer looming over you, and lunging every time you make a move. I felt my vibrations drop right down: I felt flat & empty, and just couldn’t focus on any higher-frequency things. It has been horrible. 😐 I’ve been repeating Lisa Renee’s statement, and asked every higher being I know to help out, and today was a lot better; my normal happiness and vitality have come back. But my perception of the higher dimensions seems totally blocked – I feel trapped in 3D, which is not nice at all! 😦
    Reading your post was helpful, I see now why we’re being attacked by the dark. They must be going batshit! 😀


  • “I felt you the other day and am glad to see you back again.”

    Hi Denise, I hope what you ‘felt” wasn’t too intrusive. I think about you often when I read some the channels out there that I know will speak to you.

    I’m wondering if it might be helpful to have a thread on the astral in general which I tend to think of as 4D in how it seems to act like flypaper trapping us into a lot of these polarity battles.

    I had an experience several years ago where I felt stuck there for about 3 days. I was functional in the world but was definately “stuck” in the realm of mythologically based (real though in their energy as emotionally fed thought-forms) entities. I had to ride it out. It was right after this that I wrote my book which I felt was driven by 5D triality based intentions.

    Anyway, just wondering if you have experienced these dimensional constructs in a similar way or if you have your own take on it.


    Kite (Steve)

    • Steve,

      That might be a good idea, especially now as the negative Astral fourth dimension community is finally being rattled down to its core.

      In the past I’ve deliberately sidestepped certain topics here because I did not want to draw too much attention to the lower levels of the 4D Collective septic tank! There are so many younger people who seem to think it’s important to astrally project, astrally travel, go for a walk-about in 4D which has always amazed me. Why would anyone want to go cruising through the lower 4D archetypal hood when there’s all that other fun stuff above 4D? But this is how we learn there’s more. 😉

      Yes, my experiences within 4D/the Astral plane have been much like what you’ve described. 4D is the Collective for physical humanity in 3D. 4D is also where the planetary Archetypes exist, while the upper levels of it house the Akashic. The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly all exists in different layers of the 4D/Astral plane, and for Lightworkers and other spiritual travelers, it’s where we must venture to eventually reach the other side – 5D and higher.

      Lisa Renee’s The Restoration article had SO many excellent lines in it. One that I was so glad to see was, “When mind control becomes a belief system the person embodies the archetype and becomes a perpetrator for the controller’s agenda.” And, “The war over the evolving human consciousness is still transpiring in the higher dimensions.” I could list certain forums where that first quote is in full force and being endlessly spewed at all other forum members…and the possessed, the used, haven’t a clue what’s happened to them.


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    It’s been awhile since I contributed directly to Transitions, for reasons which are multitudinous. It was around the same time that Denise had a significant shift about Transitions, that I realized something had changed for me here as well. No “bad” or any negative judgments about it, just a significant energy shift in my personal journey toward empowering, igniting and embodying my Own Mastery.

    The multidimensional shifts have been nothing short of profound for me as an Indigo Blue-Ray Wayshower currently moving through Uranus Opposition. I am significantly changed on many, many levels. From Teleseminar meditations with Lisa Renee to Opening the Halls of Amenti at the appointed hour on October 31, these last few weeks have been intense, amazing, profound and catapulting.

    I feel authentically inspired to contribute to this thread because I want everyone to know that I am in heARTful solidarity with each and every ONE of you. At times like these, when the Dark lashes out to those of us on the brave, courageous, boldly heartpresent Spiritual Frontlines of the Ascension Process, we soOoooo need to know who has our energetic backs.
    We need our Tribe, our Pod, our Come-Unity.

    And I am here, albeit in the background of Transitions, pouring forth L~O~V~E for all that we are accomplishing TOGETHER at this time. We are AWEsome.

    I have your back in this Journey, and I feel I know who has mine. ♥


    ╰☆╮.:)) Tieshla ((:.╰☆╮

    • TIESHLA!!! So great hearing from you again. Many of us have missed you and your wonderful input. Thanks for letting everyone know that you’re around. Surf those Uranian Waves and pop in here whenever you are in the mood. 🙂

      Heart Hugs,

  • The dark really is lashing out… I can only read 3 of the (currently) 9 comments on this entry. Doesn’t matter what browser I use. Wish I knew what all ya’ll said!

    I too have been having these similar issues as has my spouse and one of my dogs… I’ve written about his seizures in other comments.

    Up until recently I shamanically traveled and visited with a number of guides and have been blocked from doing so for a while now. In the past month or so, I have been talking with two other dimensional beings a male and a female who claim to have been the goddess Ishtar impulse who became Isis, who became Hecate. The jury was still out on whether they are “genuine” or “dark-posing-as-light” — they have expressed enormous frustration with me being stubborn and I suppose that I have been because I haven’t found a way to trust them. I kept asking to see Hecate because that is one of the guides I am used to dealing with and they kept refusing.

    Monday, I was sitting in my car waiting in line. I was next to a place where they park the garbage trucks in our town and there were several crows flying around the trucks. Suddenly five crows took off chasing a red-tail hawk. Two of the crows chased the hawk completely out of there territory. I thought to myself — that is a lesson — I need to be completely sure of my territory and even if a predator enters it, I need to defend it. Later that day, I was meditating and there was my old familiar Hecate with her crusty personality and no-nonsense way. (These two entities had never seemed at all like Hecate and when asked why they really never came up with a good reason.) Later, when I tried to call back to the two mystery guests, they were gone.

    Seems that the two old crows chased away the red-tailed hawk. Maybe things will get better now.


  • Hi, Denise,

    This message really spoke to me, because last week I had another incident where I could see my room with my eyes closed, plus a crystal clear vision of a white city with many domes shining in the sunlight. I pulled back and then was in a window looking out over the city from a castle and I sensed a king with brown hair and a beard and a gold crown. I started to look on the internet for cities in the middle east and it looked a lot like Jerusalem. I feel that it was King David in this vision, which is interesting with this message now about the Davidian lineage.

    On a more troubling note, my family has gone completely around the bend the last two or three weeks, with people brawling on the front lawn and throwing someone in jail. Just crazy stuff! I’m on the other side of the world right now (and so thankful for that), but got dragged into it. I started being relatively positive, but when it got so crazy and then people were proud of their actions, I got bogged down in the negativity. Well, I’m climbing out now and spending some time looking at the whole situation and how not to get dragged in next time. Sheesh!


    • Cat,

      Done the same thing many times myself, but this is how we learn about, surf, and master the different layers and levels of frequency/energy and how they feel, look, act, react etc. This IS us becoming consciously aware of our being multidimensional beings. Tis a great thing, even though there’s these messy, scary, test phases. 😉


  • Once again–thank you, Denise, for not being a metafoofoo 5-second sound biter ;0) ! You answered questions I had (all one – five of those you listed were right on). I had four of my five dogs go down. Not all at one time. And everyone of them was almost instantaneous. First my older female had a huge boil appear (size of a lemon) over night. Next, my older male went out to pee when I got home and couldn’t get back up the step without help then went down totally. had to have help getting him to the vet. Then my other female, who had shown no symptoms of cataracts, etc. showed a glint that morning before I left for work and by time I got home her eye was milky white. Middle male had bout of bloody stool for not apparant reason. Each went from fine to not fine almost instantly. They are better now–called in help from friend to help balance and energize all of us. The one with milky eye, when we went back to vet two days later for check (he was sure he would have to remove the eye) the milky white had receded. He couldn not explain it (I didn’t tell him about the metafoofoo.). Then during meditation I also had manifestation of some demonlike being try to scare me but just persisted on sending him the message that I wasn’t in the mood for such tactics and that I sent him love in return and asked him to go away. The ugly red he had come in with turned gradually to green and he left. A colleague of mine lashed out at me for no reason because I did not step in and prevent her from making a mistake. It was not my job to do so. she has since apologized but it was totally unlike her and we have since continued our friendship. But, all of this really sent me into a tailspin over a two week period. I began wondering about some kind of attack when all the dogs started going down and just so quickly. Also, I have been seeing 555 everywhere as of the last week. Changes coming and not too soon!!! I want to say I am glad I am not the only one–but glad is not the right word–but you know what I mean. I appreciate it when you post these because even though I know it is coming, when you up to your eyeballs in shit, it is hard to see anything else and you begin to wonder if this is all there is (all part of the depression spiral) even when you know all you have to do is climb out.

    • theocacao,

      My gawd what a cluster fuck! I am so sorry you and your beloved pets have been under attack like this. These Dark bastards know how much we LOVE our animals, so, they typically target them to cause us as much fear, heartache, pain, chaos, expense, worry etc…and it works every freaking time.

      You know what to do to protect yourself, your pets, your house and land so bath it all in Light and read or say aloud – every day – that part in Lisa Renee’s article to cut these bastards off on all the dimensions they’re coming at you from. It works, but you may have to do it repeatedly to keep them out. I think we’re all going to have to be doing this for the rest of 2010 and probably much of 2011.

      The Dark negative affects us just like what you’ve described. They deliberately cause us to go out of focus, get confused, tend to give up to it all etc. It took me going through this one numerous times before I realized it was one of their very clever tactics and how they interfere or block us energetically from other dimensions. That is their primary intention with us; to stop us from doing what we’ve been doing! If they can’t kill us, then stopping us from spreading that fucking Light all over the place is the next best thing. 😉 So they’ll play us energetically like this just to stop us, distract us, slow us down, get us focused on anything other than being Lightworkers!

      Your pets will be fine but I think we’ve all got to incorporate this type of Energy Protection during this “Restoration” phase Lisa’s Guardians are talking about. Man oh man this Winter Solstice and then all of 2011 are going to be utterly amazing and no doubt rather intense like this also. We need to get prepared for the multidimensional “falling” that’s happening now.


  • Hi Denise,

    I really wish you would use “names”. It’s ok to use names now.

    The dream was merely a barometer of your polarity. So for you it is actually a good thing. It was “their” way of saying you can’t have one without the other. However, as you know the scales have long since been tipped in favor of a 5D STO Earth. It sounds like it was their last hoorah and they can’t do anything more to you now. Thanks for sharing your dream.

    Onto a more positive dream. Recently I had a dream that I was sitting down, having a conversation with a female entity who had light blue skin and three eyes. Yep, three eyes! Two normal, almond shaped eyes where we have them and a third, smaller and round shaped eye, slightly above and between the other eyes. I felt her energy reaching out like arms, going around me and like grasping on to my back. She could basically now read my thoughts when she made this connection. I was actually thinking how beautiful her hair was then she said, “why don’t you tell me how beautiful my hair looks?” So that was basically it. I don’t know where she was from or who she was and if I had some sort of connection with this entity but she was pretty damn cool and funky! It was awesome to feel her amazing energy! Do you know what sort of being / entity would fit this sort of physical description and what, if any, messages or purposes such interactions mean?

    Also, if anyone was really, really truly interested in Lisa’s message then please visit “The Revelatorium” at: for further reading on what she was talking about.


  • i wrote a while back (as karina) about being under attack by religious nonphysicals who have put me through hell for years, telling me to “convert or self-kill.” i completely understand lisa renee’s messages, especially the parts about the false aamichael and jesus and the fallen seraphim.

    i don’t even know how to write about this. i am under constant attack and my life is in ruins, as are my health, and my house and garden. i am being haunted and annihilated by these beings.

    i hear ALL kinds of voices….hard to describe….mostly men who don’t think i should be able to hear them. christics and demonic types (same group, both telling me that i’ve “abandoned my lord and savior”), controllers, black ops who sound like they’re just normal guys sitting at computers, programmers of the holographic reality (for example: i had one of many rats chewing my wall one night and a man said, “delete rat hologram” and it stopped).

    i’ve been raped by demons and ghosts..seen all sorts of beings in my house at night, all night, torturing and tormenting me..that was when i really got thrown into this (i think i died…nothing is the same….i’m in a “netherworld,” i’m told, where i’m to shine my light) three years ago, after the previous 12 years of pet deaths, waking up (quite often) with my own fist punching me in the face, or my fingernails drawing blood…

    my grandfather is, i’m told, behind at least some of this, trying to get me stuck in the interdimension christic realm rather than ascending up to the True Heaven. this can’t be just happening to me. i think others who think ascension is way too difficult are being tormented in this way too; they just can’t hear the voices.

    lately my son crashed a car he had just bought; a chunk of my month’s disability money disappeared from my account; but it’s been so constant for so long, these are just variations in these fuckers’ cruel ways.

    i haven’t gotten better so much as gotten used to it.

    and it isn’t as bad as it once was. they’ve given up on converting me and now just want to punish me and keep me down. since they realized i was about love and kindness and unity consciousness and NOT HELL and hypocrisy and bigotry ~ after a thousand nights of arguing with them, informing them of what i kept learning about xnity, etc.

    i’ve tried every different attitude in the book. they’re not interested in love, as anyone who has dealth with them has discovered.

    so….YES, it’s true, and it’s horrible. and we’ll get through it, right? unwitting warriors who never could imagine such cruelty. i’m told by my angels and guides that it’s part of our ascension initiations to experience both good and evil here, and as i’ve never chosen to have a life as an evil one i had to experience it this way and do some heavy lightwork in the process.

    denise, i’ve read both of your books and love and appreciate you for always being real. we couldn’t make this stuff up if we tried, and it isn’t our fucking thoughts that are creating this reality. if i hear that one more time…..grrrrrr……

    infinite love and peace,

    • karina,

      I thought of you when I read this article (and a couple others) by Lisa Renee. The section in it that is a sort of banishing ritual or way to reclaim “…our rightful sovereignty in Gods Natural Laws” is VERY, VERY potent and does what it claims it can. When I read it for the first time yesterday (out loud), I could feel the Dark exit and my normal higher, Light-filled state and energies flooded back in immediately. Even my cat felt it and began running and playing through the house like he was celebrating the retreat of the Dark! Now I’m not saying that, for me, the Dark won’t come back and have another go at me and mine a few more times. I’d be surprised if they didn’t at this point, so I’ve printed out a copy of Lisa’s article with this profoundly helpful higher statement of intent from her “Guardians” and I will be reading that one part in it aloud once a day until I feel it’s no longer necessary for me to do so. I strongly suggest that you and any others that have/are experiencing ANY level of negative interference do it at least once a day too. We’re not out of the woods yet; close yes but these Bad Asses have reached the point where they know their worlds are changing and they are plenty pissed off, fighting mad, and lashing out at those of us responsible for breaking down their control over us, this planet, and humanity. We’ll all need to be aware and take care of business to protect ourselves, our loved ones, and most obviously our beloved pets!

      I also want to thank you for buying/reading both of my books. It means a lot to me. Heart Hugs of Gratitude.

      My heart hurts for you and all that you’ve gone through because of these negative multidimensional beings. You’ve got to not be a “victim” to them any longer. I also know how easy that is to say and how hard it is to manifest! However, if I were in your shoes, I’d go into Rambo Warrior Mode and take no prisoners! From what you’ve said about this, it sounds like you’ve got more than one source attacking you, not that that matters all that much at this point.

      YOU ARE AN ASPECT OF THE ALL THAT IS and you have the right, the responsibility at this point, to realize what you are and that you do have the power and authority to stop this profound negativity and endless insanity. Read Lisa’s article and strap on your Light Saber and cut them all out of your energy field, out of your heart, out of your mind, out of your wounds, out of your soul. It’s do-able believe it or not, and the fact that Lisa’s Guardians gave her this formula, this “language” as she calls it to pass on to us, means it’s time for people like us who’ve lived under varying degrees of negative warfare for years or decades to put an end to these multidimensional attacks and take back our stolen body parts and other body tools (mental body, emotional body, etheric or astral body etc.).

      Just suggestions however.

      Be well, be strong, be wise, be what you are. You wouldn’t be such a big deal, such a big target for them if you were just ordinary Joe Blow down the street! 😉 Never forget that aspect of this whole business and use it.

  • Thank goddess (and Denise) I checked my email before I gave up on my day altogether. I am being hammered from so many sides in so many ways, I cannot even enumerate. Every new day makes the day before look better in ways I could not have. One way to learn to appreciate everything, I guess.

    Nearly 50% of my animals have come up with very odd, unexpected and unrelated illnesses. I nearly lost one today. I was thinking I caused all of this because I have been so bombarded with grief, frustration and recently even fear, and was letting it spill out onto my innocent friends of the fur. Well, I could still be doing that, but maybe it’s not all my fault. I’ll take the pass.

    I retire soon to my bed to face another round of intense dreams whose meanings are utterly lost on me, but disturbing and distracting nonetheless. I wake up exhausted no matter how long or sound I sleep. I will arise tomorrow to face another day, asking for the 10,000th time: “Tell me again why I am here?” And the only answer I get is that I am not alone, so let that be enough.

    Okay then.

    Carry on my fellows. I wish peace and comfort for all.

  • I was led to this poem over the weekend by the movie of the same name.


    Out of the night that covers me,
    Black as the pit from pole to pole,
    I thank whatever gods may be
    For my unconquerable soul.

    In the fell clutch of circumstance
    I have not winced nor cried aloud.
    Under the bludgeonings of chance
    My head is bloody, but unbowed.

    Beyond this place of wrath and tears
    Looms but the Horror of the shade,
    And yet the menace of the years
    Finds and shall find me unafraid.

    It matters not how strait the gate,
    How charged with punishments the scroll,
    I am the master of my fate:
    I am the captain of my soul.

    William Ernest Henley

    • kite,

      Brilliant, thank you for sharing it now.

      I felt you the other day and am glad to see you back again. 🙂


  • Thank you Denise, my friend is being attacked big time, me to a lesser extent. Your twin flame in pain.

  • Oh…. is THAT my problem these days. Man, I thought I was losing it completely 🙂 Now that I know what’s happening, I can better prepare myself for protection.

    I do see all those symptoms at the moment, and I also see it in the house cat who has bonded to me the strongest of the group (there are five of them). she’s not been well lately, but the Vet says she’s fine. And prescribed probiotics – at least that’s a holistic approach.

    I haven’t experienced the dream attacks (at least not consciously, as I have a hard time remembering dreams – always have had that problem). But I wake up exhausted – all part of the process, I suspect.

    thank you for this. When I can focus clearly for long enough, I’ll finish reading Lisa’s piece. It’s so hard for me to get through all the reading at the moment; just can’t stay on task for more than a minute or two.

    uh – what was I talking about?? LOL — thank you, blessed sister. This was just what I needed to read today 🙂

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