DUALITY Consciousness & Reality


I can let a lot of ridiculous beliefs and claims float on past, smile to myself and shake my head, keep my mouth shut and continue on. However, there is one subject that bothers me like none other and that’s when someone claims dark beings/dark forces/negative beings and/or energies (etc.) do not exist. That is one statement that offends me more than any other and I won’t remain silent about it.

In the split second it takes a person to read that claim, a huge majority of life on Earth across time—not to mention numerous other-dimensional worlds—is rejected, disrespected, not valued, blatantly ignored, overlooked and not even considered. How dare you do that to billions of souls who’ve suffered and died at the physical and non-physical hands of dark beings/dark forces/negative beings and/or energies.

I have a question for those who believe that dark beings/dark forces/negative beings and/or energies (etc.) do not exist. What has 3D Earth physicality been for a very long time now? Has it been a place where only positive, loving, generous, compassionate, wise, sane, peace-loving humans, consciousness and energies have existed as equals? Let’s add Polarized Consciousness to 3D Earth physicality. Now you’ve got humans with highly polarized awareness/consciousness which means external reality and the planetary Collective and most of 4D is also polarized. I’m not saying polarity or polarized consciousness is “bad” or “negative” or “evil” or that the old lower frequency 3D Earth was either.  I am saying however, let’s be honest about what life on Earth has been like for thousands of years! Don’t disrespect everyone that has gone before and done so under the darkest and worst of conditions and times on 3D Earth and into 4D and beyond within certain other systems.

A polarized world and reality is a place where souls can directly learn about Polarized Consciousness and life within it. If it’s polarized that means there’s TWO primary energies, forces, sides, and consciousness existing within it correct? Two…not just one. Yeah, yeah, the TWO both originally came from THE ONE, from Source, but eventually they became polarized for important reasons I won’t disregard; mainly, further Free Will learning and creating. Keep in mind that at higher frequency levels and dimensions the Dark, negative, polarity, polarized consciousness, brutality etc. does not exist. Again, none of this is “bad” or “evil” or “wrong” but just learning about polarity and polarized consciousness and energies, discernment, being responsible, not being responsible etc. in certain locations where it can and does exist.


How do you expect to fully appreciate and utilize existence within an evolved/ascended 5D Unity world with Unified Consciousness if you can’t admit, cope with, or recognize that Polarized Consciousness and negatively focused Beings and their dirty deeds have and still exist? Out of the TWO lower polarized extremes eventually evolves/ascends a higher THIRD fully resolved, integrated and much more unified consciousness, state of being, and matching external world. Unity Consciousness within a unified reality is vastly more dear, more powerful, meaningful, delicious, special and alive with appreciative High Heart if you are intimately familiar with both polarities at a lower level and state of being. “Unity Consciousness” and “5D” are still empty terms and words that many people don’t as yet fully understand. I’m well aware that not everyone will personally be assailed by the Dark side; be glad, be profoundly glad, just don’t claim they do not exist when so many Volunteers/Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers have endured endless attacks and negativity by them.

Let me ask those who don’t believe in the Dark, negatively focused polarized non-physical Beings and physical humans—what is the entire Ascension Process for if they do not exist? Cosmic boredom? If they don’t exist then why has reality, life and consciousness on Earth been so profoundly horrific and dark for so long? Why have billions of people suffered horribly, been brutally tortured, murdered etc. over the Ages? There’s nothing like a few difficult encounters with the negative Dark Beings and their energies and tactics messing with you and your ascending self/body/consciousness, and/or loved ones and/or pets, to help Lightworkers remember exactly why they’re here on Earth now and what they’re really doing through the multidimensional Ascension Process and Dimensional Shift.  😉

You can’t live and learn within a polarized world, dimension, energy system, body and brain and then denounce half of those energies claiming they don’t exist! They do exist and have for so long it’s heart-breaking. To claim they don’t exist and believe they haven’t and still aren’t doing everything in their power—due to the ongoing Ascension Process—to maintain all they’ve controlled and fed off from for thousands of years is foolish in my opinion. Honestly ponder a moment about these ancient, huge and powerful Dark Beings and the negative things they’ve done to so many across time. Who do you think is having a really terrible time right now? Who do you think is in greater fear now because of the ongoing Ascension Process? The Light or the Dark? Who would be lashing out and attacking certain souls/people like Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc., like there’s no tomorrow? Why? Because for them there is no tomorrow because of the Ascension and Dimensional Shift Process! These ancient Dark Beings either have to live through their own version of this Ascension Process, or, go elsewhere to remain unchanged and continue believing they must use and control other beings to remain alive themselves. How sad really. And we think we’ve had it hard transmuting and integrating the majority of our individual lower frequency stuff!


I love and respect my higher dimensional, non-physical Beings of Light/Love in ways it’s hard to verbalize. On that other hand, I also respect these “Dark” beings for endlessly keeping me on-track and guaranteeing that I do my comic job and fulfill my soul mission as a Lightworker/Starseed within the current great Ascension Process. I know it’s far more dangerous to take on the cosmic role of “Bad Guy” than to be the cosmic “Good Guy”. Many of these Dark Ones have totally forgotten who they are too and that they can also use these ascension energies to become free. I hate the nasty fuckers, but I also realize how so many of them have become trapped and are in massive fear, panic, and anger now because of the Ascension Process and what the incarnate Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc. have been doing that directly threatens their existence and food source.

When this new level of Dark negative attacks began for me and mine at the start of Oct. 2010, I was naively surprised. That’s how much I personally want to never ever have to deal with these beings and energies again! I tried to make them not exist any longer too out of a desire to finally be done! What a wake-up call I got in October! If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission then you’re familiar with how much I’ve had to deal with them and their energies, especially during Phase One of the Ascension Process (1999-2009). Since 2008, I’ve felt these Dark beings and their energies fade away from me and my world for the first time in this life. To me there is nothing better than being free of those horrific energies/beings/consciousness. Nothing. Take them out of the picture and it feels like being Home again!

I’ve realized since Oct. and Nov. 2010 that some of us—not all but some of us—are currently having to deal with the Dark Beings trying to stop us and what we’re here now to do. No mystery, it’s just that many of us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers are the first in line manifesting higher energies and increasing Unity Consciousness aka High Heart Consciousness through ourselves, our bodies and consciousness just as we’ve always done within the Ascension Process. Now in Phase Two, some but not all of us have reached a new vast and complex multidimensional level where we have to do some more cleaning, clearing, removal of etheric negative energy blocks, tags, etheric energy implants, multidimensional location detectors etc. Lisa Renee is so much better at naming these things than I am so I’ll suggest you read her free monthly articles about this subject.

I sense we’re not done with this yet so we’ll mostly likely have on again/off again repeated negative psychic attacks and interference attempts from these Dark beings and energies. They’re fighting for their very lives and food source now and we Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers (plus all who remained within the non-physical dimensions) are first on their Multi-D Shit List if you get my drift. It won’t last forever so don’t freak out or run away. I’ve been taught it doesn’t work, so just go through the learning and do what you’re already great at doing. I sense that a tiny handful of people—like Lisa Renee, Tom Kenyon/The Hathors, Barbara Marciniak/Pleiadians—will continue receiving information about this particular stage and how we can protect ourselves and remove the more complex and higher-level negative energy interference and/or tracking devices etc. that some of us still have.

When I read Lisa Renee’s “Command” from her Guardians I saw and sensed the different types of Dark negative etheric energy devices. Some but not all of us have religious backgrounds in this life and/or past lives where others of us do not. Others of us, but not all, have bloodlines that go way back and have specific negative interference energies and/or non-physical devices etc. Others of us don’t have those particular Dark things to deal with or the negative interference devices that the Dark created to distort original pure energies and lines of energies. Others of us, but not all, have specific negative Dark interference devices/energies that are directed at Volunteers, which I am.

Some of us need to consciously realize that we have certain negative etheric devices messing with us, interfering with us and our Volunteer Ascension Process energy Work.

I must stress that I am NOT focusing on this topic of Dark negative Beings and forces for sensational or dramatic reasons. I actually worry about some readers becoming too focused and immobilized because of it. Don’t! These beings exist and have since before dirt was, but so have we, and we’ve already won and pulled this massive Ascension Process off even though it doesn’t look like it fully as yet. We’ve just entered a new level within this ongoing Ascension Process thanks to all we’ve gone through so far, and these are the intensified last-ditch efforts by the Dark Ones to stop us or at least sidetrack many of us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers from what we’re doing, living, and being. We’re removing old dark interference devices and reclaiming all aspects of ourselves across Multi-D because it’s time for us to do so. Fear not, stay aware however, don’t be stupid, but also do not further empower these Dark beings and energies by focusing on them too much. Razor’s edge with this one. Acknowledge them and what they’re capable of but keep moving forward and doing The Work. And lastly, be aware that the cosmic playground has recently expanded, BECAUSE WE HAVE. This will happen more times throughout 2011 so get familiar with how it feels and works.

Denise Le Fay

November 19, 2010


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24 thoughts on “DUALITY Consciousness & Reality

  • Lou Ann and others to whom this may apply,

    I have almost commented on this thread more than once, but found after I got part way through writing it that it seemed trite, or ego-ish.

    I moved in with my s.o. and we (I?) decided we were not getting cable. I tried unsuccessfully to get him to give away his television set. Anyway, we are considering both canceling our Netflix subscriptions because since getting a record player, and moving in together, I am finding that a brief amount of time online is all I desire or need to stay connected to ‘the rest of the world’. Analog sound waves are very powerful as dispelling the dark and ickies, at least for me.

    A few years ago, or maybe even as recently as last summer my mantra was ‘refuse to participate’. Anytime anyone would get on complaining about this and that, I would be like, “Well, then just don’t do it. Refuse to participate.”

    It’s our thought forms, our investments of energy, etc. that give these things power. They are not going to go away on their own, but… Last year I was also saying, “The war is over. You are the peace.” All while doing a silly victory dance while jumping up and down. WE WON WE WON WE WON!!! With my internal starseed toddler, the one that was throwing HUGE tantrums earlier this summer. Acknowledge, disengage, ignore, transmit what you want…

    So if DWTS or anything else is no longer bringing you joy, what will bring you joy? Do that thing. Screw Palin, I’ve thought she was trying to take over the world since August of 2008. Again, acknowledge. Disengage. Ignore. Not going to let HER ruffle MY feathers. Always love, always abundance, but it’s okay and necessary to get side-tracked now and then.

    I feel like things are breaking through to a new plateau today. It may be the briefest reprise yet, but hey, it’s here, and I will gladly take it. I am thinking of ditching the afternoon of work to make pie while the sun is shining.


  • I’ve been pondering upon this for some time. It seems there are three energies at play, the light, the dark and integrated polarity, which is another word for integrity. Maybe the best question we can ask is: what energies we choose to live from ourselves?

    When I was a teenager I was above of all angry and frustrated, I was fighting the system and complaining about everything, and thus giving unintentionally my power away. But life was unfair, didn’t anyone notice? Of course not, I was just imagining it and going to one of my phases, which is very normal if you’re going through puberty “they” said.

    After many years and many inner and outer battles I realized that anger and frustration weren’t very empowering, using powerful words and statements may sound self-assured, but the law of attraction works differently. Using force, whether energetically, verbally or physically doesn’t create world peace.

    Then I tried something else, I focused on love and light and peace, temporary ignoring what was not of the light. And this worked great, because it’s much easier this way to work with the higher dimensional energies and I built a solid relationship with my Higher Self. So I truly think it’s beneficial for everyone to feed the soul with love and light, and to ignore the darker energies at times, just to give yourself a break.

    The love and light path worked for me, but…I couldn’t ignore certain energies, I couldn’t deny the lack of integrity of certain people, I couldn’t stand the great amount of hypocrisy and questionable belief systems that were so appearant in the New Age movement. Because I was so used to forgive, to forget and to have compassion with every living soul on Earth, I was all of a sudden unable to question the questionable, not even for myself, because everyone was trying really hard, weren’t they, and who was I to judge them? In the past I would go into hard judgements when things weren’t right, now I started to feel “guilty” when things weren’t right. That’s quite a dilemma if you want to live in love and light, but can’t deny the truth at the same time, if you want to live in integrity and don’t want to feed what is not of the light.

    This has been my tiny little battle within myself, between “the dark” and “the light”, which might look quite innocent in comparison with the cosmic forces at play, but I believe that the macro is the micro, and that it’s on a personal level, through personal choices where we can change the most. So instead of asking myself what the energies out there are doing, I ask myself: what energies I want to use and what is the best approach when it comes this person/energy/situation?

    I must say that I’ve been pretty blind myself when it comes to the bigger cosmic picture. I’ve been aware of certain energies, but I didn’t know who was in charge. I intuitively was fighting the matrix as a teenager, without really knowing or understanding what I was fighting. Now I begin to see the larger patterns I understand that I’ve been fighting a brick wall without knowing that this was only one brick wall within a prison where I’ve been imprisoned myself. Another thing I assumed was that humanity didn’t know any better and that the-powers-that-be only needed some additional education and they would be fine. So I’ve been writing letters to politicians and newspapers teaching them about compassion and care and the true needs of humanity. Hoping that they would enter into a Merry Christmas love state and would start caring about us and the planet. And I’ve been teaching my psychatrists about the soul, about Spirit and “true healing”, because I thought they just didn’t pay attention at college and therefore they were so busy denying all that is sacred to me. Of course this was naive and of course my lectures were dismissed, but at least I tried 😉

    I think that the energies you are talking about are active on many many levels, and I’ve encountered them most of all in typical 3D interactions, in relationships and in situations that were too surrealistic to be real, and still they were real. Which makes me -again- realize that it is a very individual choice to decide for/with what kind of energies we want to work and how we utilize our own energy and wisdom while being here on Earth.

  • “It’s just that this reversed trip through this Process (Ascension and increasing Unity Consciousness etc.) is a very different perspective and feel than it was when we did it Originally. We’ll get it though.”

    Last comment:
    In that Hopi stroy it talks about the different scenarios based on which direction Pahanna came from. It says if we comes from West – beware, he will have no mercy. If he comes from the East then things will not be so bad. In the story it also tells that he will be wearing the cloak with the pattern of the Horned Toad. This link is to an artistic representation of the back of horned toad with contains the esoteric symbol of the Tree of Life http://www.walterworksweb.com/images/Artwork/AW67-Horned-Toad.jpg

    What the tree clues us to that links up with Hopi myth is that left or western pillar is known as the pillar of severity where the qualities of judgment and materiailism reside. The eastern side is called the pillar of mercy where the qualities of mercy, purity and positive intention live. The middle pillar is called the pillar of harmony which leads the way to the heart of the tree – Tipheret,meaning beauty but symbolized by the Sun/Son and is known as the point where north meets south and east meets west wherein there is peace and metaphorically the creation of the God/Man Adam Kadmon or perhaps in the Hopi lingo Pahanna or in Islam, al-Mahdi. He is Jacob/Israel in the Jewish estoric system and Jesus or the Christ Consciousness in Christian blueprint. This is what I believe to be the 5D position in the ascension process. I could write a book about this—-oh yeah I did already. The point is that we probably looked down avenue East when we created all this and are now facing avenue West so we can walk up Main Steet.

  • Hi Denise,

    So sorry for being so off topic there. But thanks for letting me know to not feel bad about that. I tend to beat up on myself all too often I notice… but that too is a learning curve. I’m getting better at not doing/being so though. ^_^’ :blush

    What you say really rings true as an aha moment about my earlier question on those who get demonically possessed yet are highly faithful in their religion … especially in their evangelical/catholic/christian faith… those Emily Rose types. It makes a lot of sense: they use Fear and religious tools to go after anyone who’s sensitive and psychic to even see them… in spite of any religious background or lack thereof. That’s how they get fed. Hmmm. I’ve known it to some decree, and yes Inthegreenplace did a good job at answering my question yes, but this one nailed it right on the head in all other places that were yet too complicated for me to grasp.

    I must also be aware that the way the Media is being “tampered with” may not necessarily be “tampered” at all. It seems that it has always been like this but now… what makes it more interesting at this point… is that the public are becoming more and more aware of it and are agitated about it which… it’s far much more than voting… and albeit they have no idea that it’s because their Collective Consciousness is in alignment with the 2012/Ascension Phase Carl Calleman kept mentioning about… about our two hemispheres being no longer in the shadow or eclipsed… according to his latest essays. Whatever other forums say that someone or a certain group in power “fixed or rigged the vote”… was planned all along for a very long time now… so I need not get involved in that type of argument whatsoever… and see the Bigger Picture in all of it. A lot of unfoldment I’m noticing is now taking place… which I have no inkling of idea how it’s going to turn out.

    I’m becoming more and more suspicious about everything on TV lately. I keep noticing that things are not quite what they seem to be… at all… even those who are my favorite people to watch. All a learning curve I say.

    Love to you all, dear family.
    Lou Ann

  • “To me the why of all this is the important point, not that the Dark, the scary, the negative exists or does not exit. Why are we, as ascending evolving Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers and spiritual beings having to deal with these Dark ones now? That’s the real point to all of this I feel. I believe it’s because we’ve evolved/ascended to this point now where we’re having to learn how to function within a slightly larger Multi-D field of consciousness.”

    The Hopi Myths talk about a sacred tablet that is split into quaters. Each tablet carries a piece of the truth or spiritual story if you will, that will some day be brought back together by the great white brother Pahanna (inferring one with light).

    Each tablet is taken in a different direction with a different purpose. One goes North to the mountains of Tibet, another goes south to Africa, the next goes East to China and one stays with the Hopi. Each direct in the Hopi language is associated with a color. Red (Hopi) West, North Blue, East Yellow and South Black. These colors also correspond with the 4-color process of making film for printing purposes. They are known as Cyan (blue), Magenta (red,) and Black. IF you were to freeze your vision, you would be able to remove each of the layers of color here with an entirely different shading of the original picture in your mind.

    Thus, if one could correlate the 4 dimensions of color into the main religions we have, we would find that each version of truth is but one layer of color and therefore distorted on it own but when brought together with the other “plates” (Josepeh Smith allegedly found a plate and set of yellow glasses to read them), then perhaps the greater story emerges regarding our unity and deliberate split into Piscean waters so we could develop the perpectives necessary to own our own and integrate the other perspectives.

    Therefore, I must conclude that we made up the game of polarization so we could posterize ourselves into interesting artwork and masterful artists.

    • Absolutely Kite. We – as the Original Creators and Designers – wanted to experience this level of seeming separation from Source, forgetfulness, polarity, density and so on, so we created it and then inserted smaller aspects of Ourselves into the very worlds we created at higher levels. It’s just that this reversed trip through this Process (Ascension and increasing Unity Consciousness etc.) is a very different perspective and feel than it was when we did it Originally. We’ll get it though. 🙂


  • Wow! o.O

    What happened to my second comment??? It was right here on this forum. Hope it wasn’t a call to take it down or something. Was it offensive? Unnecessary? Too much? Egads. If it were… I’m deeply disheartened and really sorry for that. 😦

    Good point you’re making Shamballa9944: “the glut of entitled, self-important and ungrateful”… yeah… they seem to be all over the Media lately… and it’s not fun… not fun anymore at all.

    O boy Karina: it is of SUCH irony to hear, see and read about the righteous christians rampaging all over right now… obviously because they feel so threatened by all of the inner and outer changes. They are so annoying… and they are us. Well me for instance. I’ve grown up in it so much… denounced it and yet living under the same roof with loyal-to-the-Anglican-God christian parents… who find me ungrateful and discontent and find I need help going back to “him” in some way. I roll my eyes to that one. There are no words to express the irony of it all but to say this: as an ex-christian (I claim myself to be now in silence) I’m so sorry for the ill we unconsciously caused on you. Really I am.

    So much irony… and hugs and love to you all. Hope that’s okay. ^_^’

    Lou Ann

  • @arishantia

    “every time i think i understand why i’m being put through this, i read something that confuses me again. not your article, denise ~ the explanation by metatron / tyberron. denise, you make perfect sense to me and so does lisa renee . . . but metatron here seems to be saying we created whatever’s being thrown at us from the interdimensions, sometimes nearly killing us, which makse it sound once again like it’s not lightwork and we created it ourselves (individually, not as thoughtforms created historically over eons by the collective) . . . i think i’m not understanding, perhaps.”

    Since I posted that article, I’m guessing I should help clarify what I think it’s saying. First, it says that the duality is created in 3d therefore the thoughtforms we “participate” in creating are done at that leve. We do not walk around thinking that let’s create Charles Manson today. But we do walk around with fears of murder and anger at willfull serial killers that carve swastikas into their foreheads. Manson would be (and has been) the first to say that he get is “power” to manipulate others to do his bidding from the perceived fear they have of him. Thus, we contribute to evil through our emotions. It’s just like Yoda’s lessons in Star Wars to master his emotions so he could face the Dark Side and prevail. The more these things are demonized, the more they grow in power and influence.

    The other idea concerning that we “create” this energies is a troubling form and the one of the first a Lightworker deals with. We see this lesson learned by the avatars as they leave their normal lives on some sort of vision quest that includes the revelation that we are co-creators of our reality. Yes, there is a consensus reality that keep chairs and tables focused in space so we can comfortably eat, but the metaphysician will tell you that they are only there because we “agree” they are there. Argreements happen at the collective level concerning our environment and evolutionary unfoldment and at the individual level to determine the people and experiences that will propell us to our own greater good. This piece of it requires a leap in faith, especially when faced with dark projections of the polarity experience.

    We do not consciously stir up these energies for the most part. We’ve consenually agreed that they are necessary for ascension to higher levels because for the most part, attributes they hold masy very well be attributes we’ve disowned and suppressed into our own “shadow” aspects. The astrologer looks to the realms of Saturn, Neptune and Pluto to clues in the birthchart on areas of the life these are likely to effect and how they might be expressed. Our Saturn returns between 27 and 30 years old are usually an activation point that push us into confrontation with these aspects so that we can source them back to our role in co-creation and integrate them through non-judgment and acceptance – Luke acknowedges Darth Vader is his father and he begins to feel compassion.

    These elements of integration and compassion are what give rise to the higher levels of conciousness above duality. The bottom-line from my point-of-view is that we must make peace with the shadows, but not through opposing them, but by recognizing them for what they are – fallen angels and discarded pieces of “thought trash”.

  • Thank you Denise. This week for the first time since I have this job (which is/has been a wonderful work environment overall), I was disheartened with the glut of entitled, self-important and ungrateful. Interestingly though, this overpowering shift in attitude/experience of my job came directly on the heals of a wonderful awareness about it: for the first time in this life experiene I am in a workplace in which I am truly an equal, even while taking on a support (feminine) role! [I have been in both support and managerial roles throughout my career, and prefer the support role by far.] This realization was so overpowering, so heartening, that I have here the opportunity to experience first hand true equality of the feminine — I wasn’t prepared for the darts and arrows to pull me back down. On the other hand, if I were to “brace myself” for this type of backlash, wouldn’t I just be starting the process, stopping the expansion experience? That’s how this feels to me anyway.

    As for the mirrors, great suggestion. I have used this often and have clear intention about keeping these, and a membrane that it impenetrable by anyone who would take energy from me without my permission.

    In the particular incident I described on Friday, I felt shaken because of the total clarity with which I could see this woman “being.” I felt protected, but so startled, as if “someone” was forcing me to recognize it on every level. I hestitate to say this because I may well be too close to it, but it felt to me as if there wasn’t even any judgment about it–just perfect clarity, mixed with (an almost cellular) shock on my part. This job continues to be an arena of great learning for everyone–but the program is winding down, so the lessons may also be reaching a cresendo… We shall see 😉

    Thank you Denise. Shamballa

  • Hi Denise and all,

    Now that Karnia and Shamballa9944 are mentioning this… in this light… has anyone seen ABC’s “Dancing With the Stars” lately? The latest elimination of Brandy and Maks… has many viewers reeling.

    Many suspect that politics is involved in this to keep Sarah Palin more in the public eye… rigging the votes on DWTS…. counting down the days for 2012’s election as president… which for me… is flat-out irritating and WAY too obvious. She’s trying to take over the world or something?!?

    It looks like the 33% of ill-talking, ill-intolerable, racist-mongering, self-righteous, evangelical Bible-bent christians are winning and having the last say for ALL Americans. And it’s IRRITATING the majority (including me): Most viewer’s chairs have been rocked and don’t like it at ALL. Even a 60-something year old man shot his TV when Bristol the Pistol has once again been saved. It seems most of all of the really good dancers have been debunked by politics and mediocrity.

    I’m reading a good number of forums about DWTS… and almost everybody said that it now looks like a popularity contest… over good dancing competition… and they’re boycotting that show. They did mentioned that they DID vote… but for some odd reason, it took 30-55 minutes to get confirmation that their votes went through. Or maybe not.

    Someone’s poking somebody and they (Dark T-Shirts???) are getting fed.

    I noticed that the longer we kept watching T.V. … the more we’re seeing that Palin lady on the news… being viewed as an audience, more and more on DWTS… having her own book out… having her own show in Alaska… talking out-of-line things on 20/20 (which we didn’t watch but was on the news anyway)…

    I’m sure this would be reeking with negativity and blunt-out irritation to many here in this forum so I’ll see if I can cut it to the chase: through my intuitive eyes… the Dark T-shirts are deliberately irritating the masses to create MORE negative energies coming from the Collective Consciousness… poking on their beliefs… creating assumptions that their votes no longer count because the ones in power can rig it anyway. And since everybody overseas are still looking at America for answers… America is still seen as the Empire… in spite of itself… and thus it’s American citizens x5 from overseas. We’re saying in conversations: “Americans are letting THAT happen?!? What’s going on!!!”. It seems… in my humble view… that most Americans (especially the ones who want the old world back) once again are being challenged about their rights… their voice… the things that matters most… anything that gets them go berserk.

    I find that’s a real irony: most people confessed that they no longer want to watch TV… now that the “good things on TV” … like DWTS… are now being politically corrupted and twanged. I see in my mind’s eye they’re heading outdoors … which albeit… leads to the Garden Life and taking full stewardship and responsibility of their soil… and learning to NOT taking dominion over the Earth… without them realizing it.

    This is good. This is REALLY good! Let’s create our OWN DWTS… and we are the stars in the sky! 😀

    I also find myself observing myself: if I keep thinking about Bristol the Pistol and Palin the asinine sailin’… they’ll forever be there. THAT’S what they want: to keep me and others being irritated. Dark T-Shirts win again?!? HELL no!

    Also… I keep noticing that one of the most deeply, ingrained but preciously-held beliefs is Competition: you only get the gold/trophy IF you deserve/worked hard through sweat and blood for it. And again… we can thank the Dark T-Shirts (whoever they are in the public arena) for that.

    No more competition.

    Another issue I find on the rise thanks to Bristol: the entitlement mentality people are saying “well yes I DO DESERVE the best things in Life for free… and I don’t care where it comes from and who sweated out blood to create/produce it for me. It’s MINE! I WANT that car… the big-ass house… that luxury this and that for free! I WANT it!”. Sounds like complacency and baby-ego tantrum to me.

    That’s what got me stumped on.

    Then again… with the in-coming Light and energies and more planetary alignment surprises still coming round the bend in 2011… surprising the HOOTS outta us…. who is to say that THAT entitlement mentality and the political spotlight that threatens equal rights and freedom… are here to stay? Would anyone have that attitude in their heart of Hearts when such systems like money and government could no longer exists??? Wouldn’t they not naturally collapse… literally???

    We will soon find out. :I

    Okay I’ve said too many things here now… but I had to get it on “paper” and get it out of my chest. ^_^’

    Namasté to you all. O… I hope “Namasté” does not irritate anyone here… after so much bull-crap denial from other Lightworker forums. o.O

    Lou Ann

  • denise, i understand! this happens to me often. i’ll be blocked from doing something on the computer and i’ll have to think fast and find another way to do it before they can block me.

    guess what happened last night? i was watching a margaret cho video (she’s a comedienne but she was also quite serious in this one) someone had put on LG’s forum about christians, and how they don’t show compassion and are bigots and nothing like jesus, and when she said that in a certain verse from the bible it says, “Shut the fuck up!” all the power in this room shut down. Poof! and there i sat in the dark with these unseen guys fuming and i said, “look, you just have to face it, i’m not the only one who feels this way.” and my should-be ex (“drove,” the black ops call him — i’ve got those guys too – i sound like a paranoid schizophrenic! but a lucid one) helped me get things up and running again, and i said the christians did it, and he said i was crazy and it didn’t take much to get me “off and running” as he put it. (he’s really fed up with me lately. to put it mildly. oh well. don’t know how to leave yet.)
    i look forward to your response to the last one and i’m sorry you’re being messed with. sometimes i feel like poison. it’s horrible.
    love you,

  • Perfect timing 🙂 . I have been dealing with a woman at work for about 9 months now, who is seen by all as an albatross, but getting rid of her is very difficult as she “would rather fight than switch.” In other words she would sue. Friday afternoon, I was finishing a project of video taping numerous people for a presentation to be shown at an upcoming event. The last person was this woman in question. Sitting 3 feet away from her I was utterly appaulled at what I saw/heard/felt! Despite the pretext of what was supposed to come off as complimentary, what exuded from every cell of her was anger and hatred. She was lost within her own sphere of self-delusion and I was shaken to my core. It was never clearer to me than it was in that moment, and I’ve had my share of direct attacks, how blatantly she was broadcasting all of it! Whew, still reeling at bit when I think of it.

    Reading this has been a great confirmation, as I am always reluctant to label anyone in such a negative manor. But there was no question and no denying what I recognized with every cell of my being–inspite of my resistance to seeing anyone as dark! Thanks for giving me permission to acknowledge that I can trust my senses, despite my preference not to see others so utterly steeped in the dark.

    • shamballa9944,

      Well done you! 🙂

      Not only should we be able to psychically “read energies” in the manner that you’ve done with this woman, but we MUST learn to very quickly stay neutral ourselves while we “read energies” in people, places, objects, books, movies, belief systems, channeled materials etc. This is one of our new ascended tools of perception that, as so many have been personally learning during these latest attacks by lower or Dark negative Beings/people/energies, is incredibly important. It always has been but it’s much more so now because of these massive changes in reality via the Ascension Process and how it’s effecting humans and negatively focused non-physical beings.

      In cases like yours shamballa, I’ll use the imagery of huge invisible etheric mirrors which just reflects whatever is being directed at me, back to the sender or senders. Return To Sender. 😉 You’re not fighting or emotionally engaged yourself, your just intentionally NOT taking their negativity and simply returning to sender. Try visualizing your entire auric field with a mirror finish on it (or whatever works for you) so that any and all negatively charged energies comint at you are not able to penetrate your energy boundary or field and are instantly reflected back to the sender/senders. This works really well.

      One more thought about your work situation. Of course this is ONLY a possibility and I’m saying it only because it’s something I had to do years ago. It may be about you needing to leave that job and not her. 😐 I know but keep it tucked back in your mind somewhere just in case more negative clues get hurled at you at work. Something to consider maybe…

      Hugs and well done,

  • every time i think i understand why i’m being put through this, i read something that confuses me again. not your article, denise ~ the explanation by metatron / tyberron. denise, you make perfect sense to me and so does lisa renee . . . but metatron here seems to be saying we created whatever’s being thrown at us from the interdimensions, sometimes nearly killing us, which makse it sound once again like it’s not lightwork and we created it ourselves (individually, not as thoughtforms created historically over eons by the collective) . . . i think i’m not understanding, perhaps.

    thank you for thinking of me, denise. i’m still battling the same dark christic forces but also have been feeling more support from the Divine. but i, like so many others, am so so tired. this article makes it sounds like in this shattered state i have to not only survive but get my act together in some bizarrely confounding ways.

    much love,

    • arishantia – karina,


      I have tried twice now to write this Comment to you about this and TWICE I’ve accidently hit some key on my keyboard that’s made the whole long Comment disappear. Once I could see, but twice…not on your life. This tells me I’m being mildly fucked with and blocked in saying what I want to say about this. I will write this out in MS Word and then copy and paste it here cause this is amazing. Until then, KNOW that you are on the correct track about this and learn to trust your own discernment and body’s ability to read energies and let you know the truth.

      I’ll get this finished and added here asap. Even this form of interference is a powerful clue for all of us and something to be mindful about. Back soon with the goods. 😉


    • arishantia/karina,

      Gonna try again. 😉

      I too was rather frustrated with that quote by Metatron (I’m not familiar with this beings channeled materials at all), only because it too does NOT cover how really complex this particular topic is.

      Yes through forms exist and in this way we screw ourselves and each other with them in all sorts of ways.

      Yes “demons and demonic” type beings are primarily religious-based, human created thought forms that then live long in the planetary Collective no matter if you believe in those particular religions or not! A thought form is a thought form and most everyone is, at some level, effected by them.

      Now here comes the part that most people and channeled beings do not talk about for the most part. (Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadian group always has however.) Who and what all is behind the world leaders, the world’s religious leaders, the world’s governments, the worlds military and leaders etc.? I’m talking about Unseen Beings that are polarized to the dark, the negative, the “Service to Self” side.

      These Unseen Multi-D Dark negative beings have always known that this is a “Free Will” zone and that 3D physical Earth reality is a place where polarity is experienced and they’ve utilized all of this very well! Point is that typically these Unseen dark negative beings are the masters behind the human world leaders/elite, that in turn define reality to the planetary masses. These dark beings know very well that controlling human beliefs (religious and most others) will indeed have the humans creating thought forms left and right. This is “Dark Magic” but on a mulitdimensional scale and and humans have so easily been used to believe certain things which in turn create thought forms about those particular beliefs which in turn FURTHER control the human masses and their consciousness AND also keep them within a very lower frequency range so that they produce fear, negativity, confusion, warring etc. which is exactly the food source of these dark negative Unseen Multi-D beings.

      See how this dark Multi-D crap works? Rather clever use of 3D human consciousness and emotions by these Dark Ones isn’t it? And I’m not saying that these Dark beings are “demons” or “demonic”. They are something bigger, older, and far more talented than religious-based thought forms.

      To me the why of all this is the important point, not that the Dark, the scary, the negative exists or does not exit. Why are we, as ascending evolving Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers and spiritual beings having to deal with these Dark ones now? That’s the real point to all of this I feel. I believe it’s because we’ve evolved/ascended to this point now where we’re having to learn how to function within a slightly larger Multi-D field of consciousness. This simply goes with the territory of Ascension…and is also an aspect of our returning to “Universal Society” too. Like I’ve said, from our perspective the playground has recently grown and is housing more Beings than it did before for the simple reason that we have grown and expanded our selves/consciousness/awareness etc. And we’re not done yet so we’re having to make some big discoveries and some big changes in ourselves, our beliefs, how we function, and take a bit more responsibility for being more conscious of our being multidimensional beings after all! 😉

      So karina, you are very correct in sensing that something was amiss with that small Metatron quote. It was only talking about the more religious side and the thought forms that have been created by humans due to what they were directed into believing about the ancient “gods”, “God”, “demons” and so on. But who originally fed the religious beliefs to the people in the first place is the real question and where we all need to remember to consider, and not only with religious beliefs but most all other control systems on the planet.

      The other VERY important aspect of this discussion is about our learning to use our discernment, our being able to read energies for ourselves. You did this karina and knew that more was going on than just what Metatron was saying in that quote. I do not care what channeled being says what; just because they are channeling information to us does not mean it is always correct, totally undistorted, or that it is for us at this moment. This is why we all MUST learn to discern for ourselves and what is discernment really? It’s not having reality fed to us and/or interpreted for us, which means we are breaking those ancient Dark multidimensional binds with the negative Beings that have controlled human consciousness for so long.


  • VolVon, I especially liked your description in the first full pararagh of you post. I agree with the soul stagnation, I am sure that is why we have created this “Grand Experiment”, but must add, I don’t really think we understood just how “grand” it was going to be. lol Sure does have it’s challenge’s, does it not. But since we all shared in it’s creation, I am sure we are all up for the task. At this time I think the sharing and supporting of one another is so important as there are so many varying viewpoints and individual dynamics going on! Peace and Love!

  • Awesome post Denise!

    Thank you so much.

    Yes, people must not deny the game they are playing (Polarity Integration) and have been playing for forever and a day now.

    Fear is just a 3D lesson / goal that must be experienced, confronted and overcome. Before being able to fully integrate a 5D life experience, one has to understand the workings of lower 4D consciousness and experience them in their everyday 3D lives. Without an oppressor, there is nothing to overcome, thus no empowerment and life becomes stagnant. It is then impossible to move up, for entities become complacent and idealistic. Each being is playing it’s part in the game of polarity for the evolution of the soul as a part of Prime Creator. Ultimately there is nothing to fear, it’s all just part of Earth’s story.

    The only real evil is when another species / entity manipulates something without permission from another’s planet & species. This has happened to us but we also do “evil” to each other too all the time. We have to be responsible and respectful of each other, forgive ourselves and others for the crap we’ve done so we can fix the screw up.

    It’s great to know though that there are many wonderful beings from all over the local Universe assisting us all in many ways now. We have Arcturians, Sirians, Vegans, Pleiadians & Andromedans all helping in so many cool ways.

    Enjoy the potent full moon in Taurus! This one’s a perfect example of highlighting our own shadow side within and bringing those “unwanted” or “denying” parts of ourselves to the surface. Will you accept and release your crap or get caught up in the turbulence and become a scattered, emotional mess?

    It’s a very plutonic new moon with the Sun in Scorpio opposite the Moon at the same degree of the Pleiades. It’s not actually a favorable position but it all depends on how you take it on emotionally. Try not to get too depressed, just flow with it. It is a great opportunity for cleansation / rebirth of old, worn out bullcrap that you’ve been carrying and it will be brought right up to the surface. Just do something fun and playful. Try to stay out of mischief.



  • “I sense that a tiny handful of people—like Lisa Renee, Tom Kenyon/The Hathors, Barbara Marciniak/Pleiadians—will continue receiving information about this particular stage and how we can protect ourselves and remove the more complex and higher level negative energy interference and/or tracking devices etc. that some of us still have.”

    My sense is that Tyberron’s Metronic messages are also worth considering. This one came out today.

    “Question: A reader has sent in the following question, and is in termoil over the issue. Does the phenomenon of demonic possession or possession from outside entities truly exist? Does psychic attack exist?

    Metatron: Ah, this is a most complex area. But we will attempt to answer in simplicity. So as to the first question: Throughout the past 3500 years, especially peaking in medieval times, possession was thought to be a very real phenomena, and in fact , portions of your churches had specialists who were dedicated to the removal and casting out of demons and devils. Not only were Christians taught to be fearful of such ‘evil entities’ but certain indigenous groups and pagan groups also accepted this belief.

    That you term ‘evil’ does indeed exist in duality, it is a function of free choice. Your history records many horrific wars and inhumane dictators and leaders who have enacted catastrophic atrocities. In your terms these men were evil.

    The earth is a duality planet with the complete requisite electro-magnetic spectrum in 3d that contains by definition a positive and negative field.

    But understand this, no real demons or devils exist other than the ones you create in your thoughts and beliefs in duality. But negative thought-forms are indeed created through your own fears and angers that can amass into varying degrees of independently aware negative energies. Such is the power of thought. Because your planet contains both spectrums there are indeed energy forms that amass in the ‘negative’ field and when encountered they feel quite imbalanced and quite opposed to ones optimal sense of well-being, but at its core this is electrical and not demonic…..”

  • Excellent article Denise! Very well balanced! As you stated, since we are in a reality of polarity, of course, there has to be both sides respresented here, that is what makes it such a great challenge for us. I call it “The Grand Experiment”! When I feel all whiney with myself, I tell myself things must have been way too blissful and humdrum higher dimensionally and that is why we created quite a challenging endeavor.

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