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June 2016 Emotional Intensity & the Ongoing Completion Energies

June 17, 2016December 15, 2016Denise Le Fay

‘Hi Denise,

Numerous friends and I have noticed extremely strong emotional currents sweeping through during the last few days. One highly evolved friend had such rage she finally wound up on the kitchen floor (her dog hugged her through it). Another was dysfunctional all day with victim energies. Others are crying for days. All of us report this is not our emotional stuff, we can tell. Others are having huge trouble even visualizing their 2nd chakra, and are experiencing pain there. WTF is going on? Could you inquire?

A. What is causing this? Dimensional shift, which will get worse before it gets better, as one angel reader has said? Some infernal new technological attack by Team Dark to elicit one last milking of the human herd? Their own rage and despair at being removed? It is certainly more than the Pulse massacre, and I think more than Neptune retrograde. Whatever is it, it is laying people Out.

B. When will it end?

C. What can we concretely specifically do to cope with it (besides clear our own issues, which I think provide hooks for these waves to catch in us).

I so hope you will inquire and can get some answers. People are definitely suffering and asking.

Thanks,

Falcon’

We’d been having Comment conversations under my earlier article about how many of us have had an unusually difficult time with highly amplified emotional energies suddenly hitting us really hard. I’ve mentioned in a few articles this year how I’ve struggled with on again off again depression, and none of it feels like “me” but some strange territory I’m having to trek through this year. Others mentioned how they’re getting hit hard now with rage, anger, complete dissatisfaction with everything and pretty much everyone, and others have reached that magical point where they are all done with enduring the A’s & I’s — the Assholes and Idiots any longer. Maybe my old term makes more sense to more people now than it did ten years ago or so when I felt this way and struggled with it and many other related things.

Then I received the email quoted above from Falcon, and it’s obvious large numbers of people are getting hit hard with whatever it is we’re required to be consciously aware of now in ourselves and other people. Thanks for letting me share your email Falcon. ❤

There isn’t just one or two things causing what we’re all feeling and witnessing in ourselves and others, it’s a whole cluster of massively important and reality-changing things all happening in highly amplified ways in 2016.

2016 is a 9 Energy Year

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2016 is a 9 energy year. 2+0+1+6 = 9 numerically. Nine energy has to do with completions, and in this case with the Ascension Process those completions are vast and all-encompassing, both personally and collectively for individuals and the human collective and beyond. We’ve been through many 9 energy years over the decades—2007 was the last 9 energy year we went through—but not one of them took place at the end of Galactic Alignment! 2016 is a 9 energy year like none ever before and more and more people are feeling this intense and trying fact throughout 2016.

I believe that, especially so from September 1st through the last three months of 2016, we’re going to see (globally but very much so in this country, the USA) things, people, situations, systems, belief systems etc. disintegrate even more quickly. Old lower ways are already crumbling under the patriarchy’s feet and as the end of 2016 gets closer and closer, this dismantling process of the old lower everything will only escalate. Some will love this while others will freak out more than they already are, but anyway you look at it, completion on all levels (which means total change) and in all ways is upon each of us personally and collectively as a species.

Plus…we’ve got to traverse the zero 0 energy, the Zero Zone as I’ve called it, before we’re catapulted into the NEW of 2017, 2+0+1+7 = 1 energy but again, this is 1 energy as humanity and Earth has never ever experienced before. 1 energy has to do with new beginnings, and in this Ascension Process case, they’ll take place completely within the NEW higher level of being and dimension.

So we complete whatever we must this year in the 9 energies, then we travel through the mysterious and timeless quantum zero energy (all of December 2016 if you’re very sensitive) which will most likely also be highly amplified and personal for each of us. Immediately after this we reach the NEW 1 energies of 2017. But because this is 1 energy within the NEW on the other side of the Galactic Equator/Galactic Alignment, it won’t be like anything humanity has experienced before.

I’m working on another article about 2017, our exiting the Galactic Equator/Galactic Alignment energies and space, and the upcoming ‘three Flashes of Light’ arriving throughout the NEW of 2017 that will fully impact, alter and rapidly evolve mass humanity. They need this because we Forerunners/Pathpavers cannot haul their dense unaware butts up any more Stair-steps. Plus we shouldn’t have to suffer the unaware, the negative, the violence and insanity any longer either. Get an accurate sense of the monumental transition we’re actually in right now and will continue to be in throughout 2017. Feel into this information, and the current amplified personal and collective craziness, rage, depression, emotional sadness etc. etc. starts making a lot more sense.

The Sun’s Journey Across the Galactic Equator/Galactic Alignment

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I created these three images which is why they aren’t perfect. I intentionally lightened the color of the Sun however to match the actual physical and energetic changes (entrance into Photonic Light) it has gone through during this Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment journey.

Please spend a few moments from your HighHeart, not your intellect, viewing the start, mid-way and completion dates of the Sun’s spiritual energetic journey, along with the steady changes in our Sun from traversing the Galactic Equator/Galactic Alignment and embodying higher frequency Light from doing so. And lastly, be very consciously aware of the date of the third image, which is December 2016, a mere six months from now.

The June Solstice is three days away, meaning we’ve got the second half of 2016 before Earth and all humanity reaches this incredibly important completion point of our Sun completing and exiting the Galactic Equator area, also called Galactic Alignment.

It is no coincidence that 2016 is a 9 energy year (completion) AND this thirty-six-plus yearlong transformational Ascension Process journey of the Sun across the Galactic Equator/Galactic Alignment reaching its completion at the December 2016 Solstice. No coincidence whatsoever, just massive multi-layered, multi-dimensional, multiple lifetimes worth of intense Ascension Process Work here and elsewhere. You know this and much more in your very cells, in your ancient Self, in your Star Self, in your Greater Divine Selves.

This is a lot of spiritual, energetic, physical, mental and emotional pressure for each of us Forerunners/Pathpavers/Light Embodiers to be going through this year, which has much to do with why we’re sort of all over the place emotionally. Honestly, is it any wonder? ❤

For many months now I’ve had higher visions of hundreds of thousands of super fast images of people, beings, events, energies, lives, deaths, horrors, loves, places, dimensions, locations across time, multiple dimensions and plenty of things I don’t even know what or who they are in my mind’s eye. It’s hundreds of thousands of faces and places, events and emotions, Light and Dark duality events and much more all being lifted up and out of the old evolutionary cycle and cleared and/or moved elsewhere and catalogued. At times it becomes way too much for me to witness and I do my best to not become overwhelmed by what all I’m Seeing wiz past me on its way out. Some of the depression I’ve felt this year has to do with this as it’s not all me or mine by any stretch! I’m just another of many higher dimensional witnesses to this massive completion, clearing and evolutionary dimensional transition across the Universe.

There’s much more of course but this is a good start I feel for what we’re going through now and a decent glimpse into the massive changes coming via 2017 and the NEW 1 energies and life, reality and creativity on the other side of Galactic Alignment.

Denise

June 17, 2016

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The End of the Old Negativity

May 7, 2016Denise Le Fay

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There have been two times in April and once so far in May 2016, that I’ve participated with a small group of other Team Light (TL) beings in a higher dimension to, yet again, deal with a small group of representative Team Dark (TD) beings. These TD beings consider these meetings to be ‘negotiations’, they are however strictly informational. There will be no negotiations.

We of TL were, once again, meeting with these particular ancient TD beings because they wanted to try again to “negotiate” with us to be allowed to continue living and carrying on as they always have. We informed them, once again, that that was not going to happen because that time has expired and they must now, like everyone else, evolve. They have repeatedly resisted this information, this fact. Every meeting with them however, they have been slowly realizing that this is indeed happening and that they have to change, evolve, or cease existing as they have. Of course they’re not happy with any of this and so have called for repeated meetings with our small group to attempt more “negotiations”. The calm neutral patience of TL with them about this has been impressive. The slowly diminishing rage and growing angst of TD has been impressive to witness firsthand in these meetings also. This is a first for TD and it’s been rough going for the majority of them. Some of them have seen the light and chosen change instead of extinction. Others have been hanging on and on in hopes that this wasn’t really happening and that they could navigate around it via another timeline(s) etc. Not gonna happen or be allowed however. This is why some Forerunners/Starseeds worked so long and hard on closing down and dead-ending many different timelines over the past four years. Alternate timelines couldn’t exist at the old lower level of frequency because TD would have used them as escape routes and/or alternative realities where they could try to continue existing energetically off of others. Sometimes “payday” takes some time in this dimension to show up and make more sense.

At first they didn’t believe and thought they could scream and rage and demand to get their way. They’re not used to not getting what they want or to be interfered with or outright prevented, so to have things not work any longer has been a difficult and shocking situation for them. It’s taken some time for them to stop screaming and threatening everyone and for them to finally realize that this change is really happening and that there isn’t anything they can do to override it, steal it, distort it, derail it or manipulate their ways out of anything.

Personally, I’ve never before seen TD do anything other than heartlessly plow through everyone, so for me as incarnate-on-earth-Denise to witness and participate in these meetings with them in a higher dimension has been… fulfilling. I’ve come, we’ve come full-circle and are now at a totally NEW place. It’s been good to see the end of this in this particular way after all I’ve been through at their hands throughout this incarnation. This is one of many reasons why I was in this particular TL group informing this TD group about the expiration of their old ways; I (incarnate Denise) needed to experience the end of this ancient negativity and witness those involved with it make the choice. Another reason was so I could share this information with you incarnate here on earth that may not be consciously aware of some of the complexities taking place at higher levels with TD.

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As more of these ancient TD beings finally accept that their old ways and days are done and gone, there’s been, if you’re sensitive to them, some pretty potent blasts of real anguish flying about lately. All that has been can be no more in the NEW Light and the TD die-hards are grieving and are in mourning over what they’ve lost and what they now must do to continue existing and evolving. Spoiled *&^%wits! Sounds much like the current political arena in the US doesn’t it?

Yes lots of beloved, unique humans have exited this dimension like crazy this year so far and because of this we’ve all felt the loss and pain lately but, there’s much more going on than only that. There’s much more “dying” now than certain humans. Entire ancient negative systems, structures and ways of being and existing have ended and there’s plenty of wailing, thrashing about and intense mourning going on in multiple dimensions because of it. All this while simultaneously more and more complex and even higher frequency Light pours in and through each of us. Is it any wonder why some of us feel a tad overwhelmed one moment then euphoric the next? Or, both at the same time? That’s what I’ve felt; both at the same time! I guess this is me burning old Duality into my soul’s memory banks before I evolve beyond it. Nice but strange feeling.

Stay the course, don’t get distracted by the old insanity playing itself out at lower levels, keep your HighHeart on the prize and you’ll be just fine. This is also how you/me/we Forerunners and first to Embody help the rest of humanity navigate these choppy waters of change. Thank You for your great Works. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

May 7, 2016

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March into April 2015 Shift Trauma

April 2, 2015April 2, 2015Denise Le Fay

Don’t be fooled by the title and believe that this was a March into April 2015 only event because it wasn’t. Every month is seeming to end and transition into the next month with more intensity, trauma in many cases, aches and pains both physical and emotional, and more chaotic pushing energies than the month before. It’s just that this latest shift out of the last few days of March into April was super intense and filled with “extra” crap n’ stuff, both good and plenty miserable.

Below is an email I received from Tom B. a couple of days ago. Thanks for letting me share it this way Tom. ❤ Also, in the Q & A section, Elle W. wrote a Comment about some of these things her husband recently experienced so I thought it would benefit more people if I combined these conversations into an article. First is Tom’s email letter.

“Hi Denise – Thanks for your recent articles and posts in the Q and A Section. I’ve been going through an extremely challenging time with Ascension symptoms over the last week and a half. Being able to read them has been validating. It’s comforting to know that I’m not the only one going through crazy, challenging times these days. Reading your articles and posts has been helping me get through some very challenging times lately.

The 28th I stayed in bed all morning and early afternoon. I had a series of epic waking dreams (for want of a better term) which lasted for hours. I can’t remember experiencing anything like that that lasted so long. I forced myself to get up and go to work that evening even though my intuition told me to stay in bed and keep having the strange waking dreams. That night at work I felt very depressed to the point of being suicidal. I haven’t felt that depressed in a long time.

Since then I’ve been experiencing severe fatigue, especially on the 30th. This morning I had a series of strange, emotionally draining dreams as I kept waking up and falling back asleep again several times. I also released a lot of old physical toxins after I got up the final time and started my day.

I’m finding it very challenging to keep a good attitude about all of this. I’ve been reading on your site and others that spring equinox through the eclipse on April 4th is a very intense time for Ascension. I’m trying to keep this in mind, but it hasn’t helped the last few days because I’ve been feeling so shitty during that time. I feel that things have only been getting worse for me lately, and today I just can’t shake that feeling. Please feel free to post this if you feel it’s appropriate. Thanks. Tom B.”

And secondly is Elle’s Comment in the Q&A section.

“Denise,

I just wrote to you about my first “recalled” ET contact (though I did have something on 2/22/12 in a dream that pointed me to having possibly “been from” another planet in a past life). I mentioned my husband was my confident and help mate in all this. I have been with this dear man for 40 years, and just yesterday (the day after contact), he had a complete and utter meltdown the likes of which I had never seen–he was not even sure life was worth living anymore. I know this is extremely personal, but I can’t/don’t believe this was a coincidence. I am ready to put down everything in my life and just nurture him back from this. He does believe in the possibility of psychic attack as he’d had experiences, but this is just too direct a correlation to miss, I think. Unreal.”

Here’s my Comment reply to Elle.

Elle W & All,

I’m not at all surprised by this actually. It’s hard, difficult, traumatic in fact when any of us are suddenly and unexpectedly compressed/pushed/propelled etc. upward on to a higher consciousness/frequency energy Stair-step. There’s typically some level of blow-back and repercussions to it because the ego self freaks out over having to change. Our egos deepest fear!

You’re 100% right that all this is no “coincidence”. In fact the ETs most likely are doing what they did for him as much as they did for you… but both of these events are happening for both of you on very different levels or Stair-steps as I call them. This again is typical of positive ETs; they use the least amount of energy to get the largest results. 😉 It takes some conscious interactions back and forth with these Beings before you begin to see how multidimensional they actually are and that they work this way with us too.

On the other hand… as I’ve written recently, we’re typically attacked by Team Dark (TD) beings and/or lower energies etc. whenever we evolve up another Stair-step. They sense the change in our energetic frequency and they panic and attack to stop us, derail us, sidetrack us, to terrorize us back down into the old lower frequency level again. This too may be what and why your husband experienced what he did. We’re integrating and evolving beyond DUALITY after all! 🙂

I’m going to try to get something short written quickly today about this because I too experienced an attack March 31 into April 1st. Plus I recently received an email from a man whose experienced something similar and gave me permission to quote his letter. I know a lot of people have been going through this over just these past few days and it’s been super intense — I’m talking contemplating suicide intense! I’ll do my best to get it written and published today.

One more VERY important thing in this I want you to consider Elle.

“I am ready to put down everything in my life and just nurture him back from this.”

That’s exactly what TD is hoping for. You doing that in an attempt to help your husband is the worst thing you could do for him, and to yourself, and to the positive ETs that worked to have this contact happen with you primarily, and secondarily with him. This is one of those “tough love” tests for you and to not interfere with what he’s going through, and an expansive “step up” to another level of awareness and being test for him. I want you both to get the most out of what you’re each going though now.

❤ Hugs to you both, Denise

In my case I’ve experienced portal people being activated, oftentimes to the point of sick obsession, at the end of March into the first day or few days of April. I’ve experienced this enough times over the years to know it’s not a “coincidence” either. And I experienced it yet again the past few days with my next door neighbor. He however is not the issue; how I deal with or don’t deal with, focus on or don’t focus on etc. what he’s attempting to do to me is the issue.

As is often the case, those of us consciously aware of the Ascension Process and personally working hard to utilize those energies to evolve are at key times attacked, tested, confronted, sidetracked, tempted off the Path, greatly confused, increasingly depressed, exhausted, or even considering suicide, especially during extra potent and big energy influx shift periods such as what these past few weeks have been.

Another aspect of all this that’s easy to overlook or forget for those of us living, embodying, seeding/anchoring the NEW Light Energies first (codes, blueprints, templates etc.) is that the human Collective is in a wild state of energetic and emotional turmoil, chaos and wild negativity much of the time and they will be for a while so learn and discern and override it all as best you can.

Sensitives feel the human Collective despite our best efforts to not be effected or influenced by it/them. The trick is to be able to discern what’s yours and what’s the human Collective that you’re feeling inside your head, mind, heart, body and being as if it was yours! It’s easier to deal with when you can tell that it’s just you sensing and feeling lower energies and emotions coming from much of humanity. Hold your High Heart space and level in the midst of all this shifting, fighting, instability, insanity and chaos because in doing so you are Consciously Creating NEW space for NEW realities, worlds and incomprehensible amounts of wondrous NEW creations. Forerunning into NEW space and holding it open at higher levels is how we plow the fields for seeding for future crops. 😉 ❤

And then there’s the ultra-weird dreaming mini series type dreams most of us have had for weeks now… when you’re fortunate enough to even be able to sleep for a couple of hours that is! I’ve been falling asleep at night and then waking up two hours later absolutely positive that it must be four or five hours later. No such luck, I’ve only been asleep for two hours and then the rest of the night is thrashing and flopping and trying to not think stupid, self-defeating, pointless thoughts all night. In most but not all cases, much of this dreaming activity is Collective related too, but some of it is my personal “stuff” from decades or days ago. It cannot co-exist with more of the NEW merging now so we dream our little selves clear/clean again and again for as long as we need to.

Another thing I wanted to mention in all this is the solar winds that had been a blowin’ for the past few weeks. They felt extra potent and I felt them in my body as old Ascension flu aches and pains. My spine often gets tight and sore when a lot of NEW Light is pouring down in through the top of my head down into it. Doing nothing physically is all that helps with that it seems. Also, the air itself is much more charged with NEW Light which makes my nostrils bleed sometimes, my sinuses feel pressure and my lungs hurt when I take a deep breath.

In the end I think what many of us have felt recently is both ours AND the human Collective feeling the increasing energetic pressures of tremendous change and growth. Change and higher “company coming” 😉 to merge with us/us with it. Despite the BS and negativity, the aches and pains physical and emotional, I very definitely see and feel massive progress. I know the external world isn’t reflecting this nearly as much as we’d prefer at this point and yet, it and so very much more is happening. (I think it was around the start of February 2015 that I saw some higher dimension packed with unusual activity by great numbers of Lightbeings/Angelics working like crazy there. Many of them were needed, and still are evidently, to do certain very important things now which means some of us have been seemingly left on our own here in the physical. If you’ve felt your Angelic Ascension Assistants gone lately as I have, I believe it’s due to them being needed elsewhere for a while. They’ve been incredibly busy with profound changes too. Plus we’re needing to learn to function and create without our personal Ascension Assistants at our sides constantly.)

I know this article is all over the place but it’s the best I can do today with all that’s going on around me at the moment. Please know that I too have my really low days or hours even, and then I get back to High Heart level again and pick up where I left off. We all do this and it’s perfectly okay and expected as we become more proficient at all this in a physical body in a physical world. You are doing so much more than you realize yet so give yourself time to sit and seemingly “do nothing” while you receive even more into yourself.

Multidimensional Group Gratitude Hug,

Denise

April 2, 2015

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