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The Parasite Haters

Denise Le Fay

  Like many who write about the Ascension Process (AP) and related topics, I’ve had to deal with certain readers over the years who have very different perspectives about what “Love” is, what Light is, what negativity is, which spiritual and Ascension related information is correct, which is not, and which people who teach and write about the Ascension Process are correct and which are not.

Many of these readers have always believed they have the right to write public Comments on my sites with links to other AP teachers, writers, channels and/or channeled material etc. that they believe wholeheartedly and have benefited from. They want to share that information with other readers, which I completely understand. I’ve quoted and linked to a very small few other AP teachers/writers myself in some of my articles for the same reasons; I want to share correct, high frequency information with people. Problem is that these people want to spread certain information they believe by parasitically using me, my sites and my decade-plus online AP writing Works to do that, and, if I don’t give them what they want they attack me in a response Comment(s) and they typically call their attacks “Love”.

What does the owner of an online site(s) who is an Ascension teacher/writer do when a person or people writes a Comment(s) under your article(s) with a link or links in it to another site or sites with information that you know to be incorrect and/or distorted? What do you do in such a situation? On the one hand you could just publish these people’s Comment(s) — which by the way are for readers to write a Comment about the article or post that you have written on your site, not try to promote other people and their writings — even though you know the information is slightly or greatly distorted intentionally or unintentionally. Does one not only compromise themselves and their personal AP Work and website(s) in such a situation, but does one also pass along that link/information to their readers knowing it has certain distortions, disinformation or plain incorrect information in it? How is doing that staying true to oneself and one’s personal lengthy and difficult First Waver, Forerunner, First Embodier, Pathpaver Ascension Process Work and knowledge? Do you publish certain people’s Comments on your site under your article(s) that contain links to other writers works when that information has discrepancies and/or distortions great or small in it, in them just to placate that reader/Commentor? Or do you live what you teach, what you write about, what you live yourself and risk vicious hate-filled response Comment attacks and etheric drive-by shootings from them aimed squarely at yourself? What does one do? Is it even a question really? Not for me it isn’t and never has been.

How do you deal with people with parasitic consciousness who only see other people as their ways and means to get what they want? How does one honestly communicate online with people like that? How does one bridge the growing glaring gap between integrity, Higher Awareness, HighHeart and lack of greater awareness, ego and complete parasitic consciousness and being? How does one deal with online Ascension Process bullies, haters, parasites, Portal People, disinformation spreaders both knowingly and unknowingly, the “consciousness police” people, selfish tantrum throwers, and attackers doing their best to bludgeon you to death with their written words?

I received one of the most hate-filled Comments earlier this month (January 2018) that I’ve ever received, and believe me when I tell you that that’s saying something because I’ve dealt with Comments and emails since 2003 that would shock and amaze in their sheer negativity and hatred of me. This person used my use of forward slash / in another article too much as their reason and excuse to rip me to shreds with their profound written viciousness and hatred. A few years ago another person emailed me with an explosion of hatred about my constantly confusing the difference between the words effect and affect in my articles. Other people have written me Comments and emails about how negativity does not exist but is all inside of me. Other people have written me that you’re probably familiar with from having read their websites, that wanted to know how I know what I do when I don’t channel. The fact that someone could directly access Higher Awareness, higher Light, and higher dimensions etc. was too much for them evidently during the past decade and because of their level of awareness I have been suspect in many AP people’s eye’s over the years. If you’re a Walk-In then that’s instantly accepted and okay; produce endless reams of information like a tireless energizer bunny even if it’s scattered and hard for most readers to relate to. If you’re a channel for another being or beings in another dimension then that’s instantly accepted and okay, even if you don’t have the ability to discern and energetically read those beings to know on your own that they indeed are or are not who and what they claim to be.

In the past people used to be burned at the stake for not strictly following the church and state rules and regulations. In our time it’s about being repeatedly attacked online by anyone that is unhappy with you, what you’re writing about, how you’re saying it, how you’re not saying it, and anything else they can come up with to cover the fact that they’re viciously attacking you because they hate you. Too many repeated misspelled words for someone? Too many /// in an article for someone else? Not allowing yourself and your website(s) to be parasitically used to advertise and promote someone else’s site and writings via some persons Comment with links in it under one of my articles? Plus being attacked, disrespected, hated and generally abused because you didn’t instantly give that parasitic person exactly what they wanted and them believing and/or claiming that what they said and did was in the sacred high name of “Love”. Welcome to 2018 everyone; the time and place where the Light really hits the road and all the bullshit, negativity, ego, imbalances, prejudice, hatred, parasitism, manipulations, con jobs, distortions, control tactics, lack of higher awareness, physical, verbal, written and etheric attacks and ever-flowing lies and deceptions are out in the open Light for those with eyes, heart and balls enough to honestly see, feel and openly call a spade a spade when it really is a spade promoting itself as something else. The unaware have always believed that everyone else has been as unaware as they are. We are not and never have been.

  I shouldn’t need to tell those of you with Higher Awareness and development from having lived the AP and EP processes longer, deeper and further than most that all of 2017, and these first 15 days of January 2018, have been pretty physically painful and sometimes psychologically trying at certain levels. (No doubt more to come beyond today so heads and hearts up First Embodiers/Forerunners/Pathpavers.) Fifteen days into 2018, and some are quickly becoming even more unhinged than they were before. Big clue there. Guess what things will look and feel like with the massive energetic changes coming throughout 2018? If ever there was a time to constantly fly above the fray as best you can it’s now HighHearts.

The many reasons why you’ve been in amplified physical pain, emotional pain, mental disarray and experiencing increased interference physically, mentally, etherically and increased tech interference lately is because we’ve Embodied more of the latest NEW much higher frequency Light energies and Codes over the past few months and days even. In a few months these ongoing Embodiment energetic actions and events we’ve done within our selves and physical bodies will manifest in the outer world as more dramatic physical changes for the human masses worldwide. The increase in recent global earthquakes, volcanoes, weather extremes, fires, floods, mudslides, record-breaking freezing storms and such is another manifestation of the latest Embodiments and NEW Codes being anchored in by and through the First Embodiers. When Uranus enters Taurus in May 2018, reality/realities will be tweaked again and in very important ways that will lead humanity out of the past patriarchal controlled global monetary systems and matching consciousness. What humanity finds of worth, value, of importance, and of real beauty (all these are Taurus energies) is and will continue to dramatically change into something so different that most people cannot even imagine it today. They will over time however, and every Solar wind that blows further pushes them into compressed evolution farther and farther away from everything of the old lower frequency consciousness and world views and beliefs. Some will handle this and everything else that’s coming far better than some other people are and will. It’s to be expected as the Separation of Worlds becomes increasingly visible to just about everyone on all sides.

As many of you know already, when the negativity increases for a while it’s always because another BIG energetic improvement change is coming or has just arrived. It just is what it is and nothing more at this point. Let them scream and attack and complain about you not allowing them to use, disrespect and take advantage of you and your online places of Work. “Me Too” and “Time’s Up” means everyone everywhere with everything. Not just females and males and patriarchal consciousness of old over sex, power and control. “Time’s Up” with anyone abusing, using, attacking, parasiting off of another person, group, place and system. At higher levels this has nothing to do with sex or sexual abuse and males and females etc., but about humans and humanity and how NONE of ANY lower traits and tactics will be allowed to continue harming another person or people. The sexual abuse etc. aspects of “Me Too” and “Time’s Up” are just the very tip of the evolutionary iceberg people. This will continue and expand until ALL aspects worldwide are included in the NEW ascended/ascending human consciousness and HighHearts of humanity. Why do you think some are lashing out and attacking certain people now so much worse than ever before? Because mass global humanity has reached “Time’s Up” across the board and they’re not happy about this, are frightened by it, don’t know what to do about it other than lash out at those helping to manifest “Time’s Up” old lower everything and everyone.

Denise

January 15, 2018

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An Ascension Kundalini Process Story

Denise Le Fay

I received this email July 2017, and its generous author gave me permission to quote it here. This persons name is being withheld but Thank You D****** for allowing me to share your Ascension related experience publicly. ❤ I know we both sincerely hope that your personal experiences, as horrific as they were, may help other readers who already have, currently are, or will be experiencing varying degrees of the unexpected evolutionary Ascension Process which typically includes sudden and completely unsolicited Kundalini activation in the unaware subject.

“I’m in the middle of recovering from a rather traumatic experience that, I’m fairly certain was/has been a particularly extreme and unpleasant awakening experience, if my readings on the topic and intuition have been any indication. I don’t really have anyone I can feel comfortable talking to about what I experienced and am having a hard time convincing myself I didn’t somehow manage to break my mind or end up slowly going insane in some other manner.

My experience has been so far-reaching and also supremely bizarre at its extreme limits that I don’t even know how to properly do it justice. Right up until about February 2017 or so I was basically what one would call an open-minded atheist or perhaps an agnostic, I was open to many possibilities, but at that point my experiences and primary beliefs were very firmly ensconced in a standard material paradigm. However, things began to fall apart several months after I began some experiments in dietary alteration coupled with fasting protocols of increasing zeal and intensity.

I started personal experiments in fasting in early December of last year. These experiments followed and also built on what was previously a nearly two years process in progressively more robust dietary alterations that had initially been the result of me attempting to find a way to cure type 2 diabetes that I had been diagnosed with. I actually managed to eradicate the diabetes before I even started fasting, but I couldn’t resist the impulse to test the limits of the human body’s innate healing capabilities that are opened up during a sustained fasting state.

The results were absolutely incredible and caused me to start to re-evaluate my stance on just how ‘stupid’ various religious and spiritual traditions where about how they understood the world and the way the human body functioned. I noticed that many traditions appeared to sync periods of fasting and bodily purification to specific seasonal cycles and that these periods were often consistent across traditions, cultures and geographies, so, in a fit of inspiration I decided to try to ‘observe’ lent as an experiment to see what would happen if I mixed a hyper minimalist fruit/vegetable diet with fasting over the Lenten period. This is when things started to get weird. They didn’t get full off the rails weird at that point, but the initial shape was definitely starting to take form.

Once again, I’ll try to cliff’s notes the progression of things and what/why I took certain actions, but, basically, over the Lenten period and the following months my body, the way it reacted to stimuli and my perceptions of things started to change. I started to have these very intense ‘experiences’, visions, tingling sensations in my body, weird intuitive feelings I’d never had before. At one point, during an experiment in fasting without food or water, I had a series of utterly overpowering experiences that resulted in, among other things, large amounts of parasitic worms being ejected from my body. I had wounds open up and then heal more rapidly than wounds normally heal, strange small objects would be ejected from my skin, I’d get random periods of feeling strange electric tingling sensation course over areas of my body and waves of cold would hit specific subsections of my body accompanied by the hair in that specific region only standing right on end.

All these experiences should have been overwhelming, but it seemed obvious to me that I’d somehow stumbled onto some sort of profound healing mechanism and some sort of important and profound array of spiritual experiences that I didn’t understand, but hat also meant I could no longer pretend that there weren’t actually strange and wonderful powers at work in the world.

Up until that point, the experiences where weird and bizarre, but I could handle them alright, however, the magnitude of the experiences started to get stronger and stronger and a series of events resulted in me ending up spending 20 days in a psych ward. I can’t begin to describe what I experienced in that place, but the problem is a fair bit of what I experienced during the three days leading up to my confinement and the 20 days in the ward itself make more sense within the context of what people like you and other ascension writers have described than any other explanation I’ve been able to come up with. There was a period of several days where I was struggling to comprehend time because it had seemed to become nonlinear and I no longer felt properly anchored in it. At certain periods, time around me seemed to slow down to an absolute crawl even while I appeared to be moving at normal speed. During this period, I could bruise or papercut myself quite easily by simply gently brushing into an object.

I was filled with a strange sensation that I was simultaneously being held by hostile forces and that some sort of incredibly benevolent entities were themselves present within the ward trying to assist me. Light and conductive surfaces in the ward appeared to exhibit unusual qualities, I kept being struck with the feeling that my physical body wasn’t quite ‘real’ and that instead I had another body that I couldn’t see that was the one that I really needed to be concerned about and that this body had qualities that I didn’t quite understand. For some reason, I developed a very strong aversion to plastic feeling that making skin contact with it somehow drained energy out of me in a way that was viscerally unpleasant.

Anyway, I’ve already gone on too long and probably taken up enough of your time, but I’m struggling to understand what exactly was going on, because I believe very firmly that some very real things that don’t fit into my old paradigm or any of the normal ones I’m familiar with were occurring, but I have no idea how to go about finding out what, exactly occurred and I can’t even begin to figure out how to find people I can safely talk to about this stuff.

I look at people like you talking about 3D and 5D consciousness, altered perceptions of time and ethereal entities that exist out of phase with the world most of us are used to and as recently as 3 months ago I would have laughed at how crazy it all sounded and now I’m left with the unsettling idea that either I’m crazy, or the world as I know it is a quite different place from the world as I knew it even two weeks before I was hospitalized. I have no idea how to adjust, adapt or properly account for this change in my understanding of reality the strain of trying to integrate it into my life feels like it’s burning me out. I’m afraid to go out into the world and interact with people or talk to my friends, because I no longer feel like I understand how the world works and I don’t know how to engage with them in a way that will seem natural or functional anymore. I used to absolutely adore science and exploring the world in that way and now, it’s like my entire framework for understanding has been toppled like a house of cards and I don’t know which way is up or how to reorient myself in a way that lets me actually live my life effectively.

I’m sorry for this long run-on two-part letter, but I hoped maybe you might be able to offer some sort of guidance or insight into my situation. As difficult as it is for me to accept, the framework people talking about vibrational energies and ascension processes put forward makes a ton more sense as a way of explaining the weird stuff I’ve experienced and seen manifest around me than a more conventional understanding of reality would allow for and so I’m left with little choice but to reach out to someone like you, who seems to know what they’re talking about and has made blog entries in the past that eerily match up to my own experiences over the past 5 months or so. This piece in particular was distressingly on point with my own experiences regarding a series of dreams/visions I had around the published time period that were overwhelming and inexplicable to me at the time.”

Thank you for your time,

D*******

My own sudden Ascension Kundalini Process activation began February 1999, and was equally as intense in its own ways as this woman’s, but mine was and continues to be slightly different because I’m an ascension Volunteer First Everything-er Lightworker.

Pain, fear, trauma, shock, confusion, self-doubt, negative beings, psychic attacks, higher expanded states of bliss and visions etc. are universal when experienced by humans; intense to the nearly incomprehensible extreme and entirely isolating in its outside the accepted reality box that old lower frequency human patriarchal consciousness, society, the Big Pharma medical machine and all other matching frequency realities and humans clings to as the one and only truth.

But such is the Dark Night of the Soul, and when a person is suddenly activated by the current evolutionary Ascension Process (AP) to evolve into much more than what they have been in all ways, it’s a harrowing and usually lengthy process that literally transforms every person that lives it. Physical, emotional, mental, energetic, cellular, spiritual, psychic and consciousness evolution from as low, extreme and negative a level of Duality and Duality consciousness and external reality and life on a prison planet that global humanity has existed in for thousands of years, up to what’s happening in 2017 and beyond, which is Humanities Global Dark Night of the Soul, is serious and difficult for everyone no matter which different energetic Stair-step (level and phase) each of us are currently at within this evolutionary process.

This is not a little bit of evolution, not a little bit of progress and change for people and the global human collective, but a massive unimaginable evolutionary leap from complete darkness and global negativity, duality, separation, dis-empowerment, corruption, distortions, lies about everything, weakness and sickness in all ways up to, humanity evolving from negativity, darkness and total separation in all ways up to Light and Unity in all ways individually and collectively. This great of an evolutionary leap as what humanity, Earth and beyond is currently experiencing requires equally large and dramatic individual and species-wide evolutionary changes, growth, repeated releasing of all old lower frequency patriarchal everything and constant evolutionary expanding into the NEW higher frequency Light and matching levels of consciousness, physical body, life and external reality.

And if that weren’t a big enough evolutionary leap, it’s happening in our current lifetimes, as in just one I mean! And it hurts physically, emotionally, mentally and in every other way one can think of. This is to be expected however when individuals—and now global humanity—experience living the Alchemical transformations personally. In late 2017, this living Alchemical Ascension Process is being experienced by global humanity, ready or not, believe in it or not. Earth too is shaking, quaking, erupting, flooding, burning and being torn apart repeatedly by hurricanes, tornadoes, storms and all types of elemental extremes. This is part of the Ascension Process as well because Earth/Gaia has ascended too and is still living this process. We’re all in this fully now and together.

I could talk on and on about the Ascension Process (AP) and the Embodiment Process (EP), which is what the Forerunners have been doing since the start of the AP decades ago. We Embody the NEW Light and Codes within in it first in our physical bodies then anchor them into the physical dimension and ascending Earth world for humanity coming along behind us.

However, what’s most important for the people new to the evolutionary Ascension Process and information about it, is that they realize what it is and that it’s happening globally and not just to them like some weird, isolated case of craziness and extreme. People need to know that they’re not alone in all this, which is why Ascension teachers like myself and certain others have written about, documented what we’ve been personally experiencing, learning, discovering and remembering about all of this online for over a decade. Just knowing that these painful and often terrifying physical, astral, etheric, paranormal, supernatural experiences are “normal” during compressed periods of evolution such as what’s happening now makes it easier to deal with. Just knowing too that the old lower frequency and consciousness patriarchal country/countries falling apart now in accelerated ways is due to the Ascension Process makes things a bit less stressful as well.

Evolving—mind you in one lifetime—from a carbon-based, ego-centered human with separated Duality consciousness and external reality and life to, a crystalline-based, HighHeart-centered human with Triality frequency, consciousness and growing external reality and life of Light that exist within a higher frequency and higher dimensional level of being, consciousness and external physical reality is nearly impossible to wrap one’s brain around. It gets easier the deeper into the AP one travels however but at first what most people experience, feel, think, dream, see, hear, smell, encounter is so bizarre, so incredible, supernatural and absolutely nightmarish at times while utterly blissful at other times that the whole business is often way too much. Too much until you read about another person’s experiences with the AP and/or the EP processes then the entire “craziness” and severity suddenly takes on a very different meaning. It doesn’t immediately remove all the ultra-weirdness and pains and pressures compressed evolution causes, but it does help a great deal to know that one is NOT alone in all this and that in fact it’s normal for what’s happening to humanity and the planet and beyond now.

When you honestly think about the bottom of the barrel darkness and negativity that humanity has existed in for thousands of years and that suddenly all that begins Alchemically transmuting all their accumulated dank old “Lead” into vastly higher frequency “Gold”, then much of the over-the-top personal experiences of transmutation people go through takes on a different intensity and overall heartfelt respect from the reader of such things. Is it any wonder that most people evolving now suddenly find themselves repeatedly purging their guts, hearts, minds, bodies, bowels and psyches out for months and/or years? Not really. This is one HUGE evolutionary shift we’re talking about and living.

Is it any wonder that some people suddenly experiencing the AP would look, act, sound, talk and behave like they never have before? Not really. I remember the first decade of my AP and how obvious it was to strangers that “something was wrong with me” because I looked so strange, red-hot, toxic, angry, sick and borderline deranged at times, not to mention fighting for my physical life and soul at times as well. [Those who go first (Forerunners) encounter the swift and automatic countermeasures from Team Dark — negative nonphysical beings, aliens, entities and Portal People physical humans that are puppets of the nonphysical, nonhuman aliens and beings etc.— in a long attempt to stop us, derail us, drive us mad or kill us.]

At first all this is about clearing out all the accumulated density, negativity and separation etc. we’ve each collected on our lengthy travels through physical incarnations across time on Earth and elsewhere. As if that weren’t enough however, as the old lower everything is being removed from each of us in every way imaginable by evolutionary Light and much more, we also go through the equally painful and confusing process of Embodying the NEW higher frequency Light and NEW Light Codes. So first it’s out with the old lower stuff and very quickly after that, often simultaneously actually, it’s in with the NEW higher stuff so the whole AP becomes one big ongoing mashup of ugly negativity and density being purged while Divine NEW Light and other marvels and glorious freedom enters and you just feel all beat-up and exhausted for a good long while. Again, this is normal so fear not and just keep living The Process as willingly as you’re capable of. Surrender to it in other words because it hurts less to do so and these processes can unfold within you more quickly when you stop resisting or fighting or being in fear and self-doubt over all that you and your body and central nervous system are going through.

Thanks again to D****** for allowing me to share her email with the rest of you. Light is information so the more Light we all share with one another the more consciousness is lifted higher and expanded and everyone benefits from that.

Denise Le Fay

September 24, 2017

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Accelerated Ascending & Descending

Denise Le Fay

alarm Warning: I’m still raw from the sudden illness and death of my cat and haven’t fully stabilized yet, not that most of us are doing so great at stabilizing ourselves from everything that’s happened and will continue to happen. Because of all this and more, this article may contain some serious cursing, heartbreak sobbing from one sentence to the next, general frustrations and sadness shifting suddenly into abrupt joy and excitement caused by Higher Awareness Knowings, all of which will hopefully be explained clearly enough by myself below. Hopefully, but maybe not. I need more sleep, rest and releasing. Thanks for understanding.

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I don’t need to say how unbelievably miserable, shocking, painful, unnerving, frightful and downright traumatic life and reality has been since November 8, 2016, election day here in the USA. If you’re a Sensitive/Empath, you FELT (yes, in caps!) massive waves of repeated emotional shock, disbelief, pain, fear, anger, confusion and sheer panic from the human masses in the USA and around the world, and it continues and will increase as this American Brexit-like change becomes increasingly conscious in more people around the globe. Problem is that the masses aren’t consciously aware that all this chaos, negativity, blatant hustle, ugly revelations of what’s always been hidden in darkness and silence until now and wild changes have a positive causation behind them — that being highly compressed evolution. Many times the “monsters” are used to get The Higher Job Done, which in this case is to force humanity to wake up very quickly, and the “monsters” aren’t consciously aware of it due to their monumental egos, narcissism, limited awareness, delusions of grandeur and other low imbalances, illnesses, weaknesses and consciousness.

There’s “disclosure”, which many have demanded from governments for decades, and then there’s real full-blown, ugly and suddenly in-everyone’s-face type disclosure and that’s what humanity suddenly has now. You can’t demand or expect that only the specific bits and pieces be “disclosed” that you want in exactly the ways you expect them (UFOs, ETs and other related things), not during the Ascension Process. No, this is all-inclusive, high low, throw in the kitchen sink spiritual disclosure and it’s not what most were hoping for or expecting but is light-years beyond and is utterly necessary for mass humanity. They need to consciously know so they’ll redirect themselves towards evolving now. Things are so much easier to do and change when you honestly know how profoundly horrible, dark and evil they’ve actually been all along.

One of the main things I’ve been concerned about for myself over these evolutionary Ascension years is if I’d be able to not be affected by other people’s emotional energies when major things like what we’re fully in now happen. Most Forerunners/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos were born Sensitive/Empathic (and much more) and have—like it or not—always felt humanity and their emotional energies. For the sake of our sanity and health we’ve had to learn how to not be run-over, derailed or broken by other people’s lower frequency emotional energies just because we can feel them.

Decades ago I could barely stand the period from Friday evening through Sunday evening because of beliefs the masses held (and many still do) about those hours and days and the almost mandatory “partying” — getting drunk, high, laid or whatever that people were hellbent on achieving every weekend because… because… because it was what everyone did! Repulsive herd mentality. Same with Summer here in the USA and “vacation” time and beliefs that goes with that. Next were the primary “holidays” here, all of which are war and/or religion related. It has not been easy or pleasant living amidst this constant stream of lower consciousness and reality that the unaware and unthinking masses endlessly produce.

What we’re in now is 1,000 times more intense and many have been flattened, shell-shocked, emotionally traumatized by the onslaught of other people’s emotional energies in November 2016. You realize there’s much more to come right? This means the Forerunners have to get ourselves up out of the muck yet again and get back to Higher Work shining the NEW Light that is us while the patriarchy devours itself for all to finally see in this global reality show. Often being a Lightwarrior is far easier than maintaining 5D HighHeart centered life while the old world and consciousness around you descends even farther into negativity and darkness. This is the Separation of Worlds and it’s very visible physically now. Much of it now has to do with those same human masses I was complaining about earlier, very quickly waking up and evolving into something they’ve never even known was possible before November 2016. That is some major evolution happening very quickly and the Forerunner Sensitives and Empaths are and will continue to feel humans and what they’re going through so get back to your HighHeart center and stay there as best you can. Easier said than done sometimes I certainly understand but it’s what we’ve got to do for ourselves, for them, for Gaia, for everything and everyone everywhere. We are the Living Embodied Light and we help stabilize and anchor during profoundly extreme times and shifts like what we’re in now and will be throughout 2017.

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Having said all that great sounding stuff I want to share with you how my 11½ year-old Ascension buddy and best physical friend cat began his physical death process on November 8, 2016, election day, and died on November 16th. Like humanity freaking out that day over the presidential win wasn’t enough. So much for maintaining HighHeart in the eye of the storm for me. Good god almighty this has been the longest 9 days (yes, 9 energies of Completion lasting 9 days) from November 8–16th out of time Zero Zone experience with nearly every fucking minute lasting half an eternity and being emotionally and physically, heart and body painful to the extreme. I’ve worked to stay conscious through all this plus not steer it one way or another but let it unfold while I discerned, as honestly as I could under these highly emotional conditions, what was best for my cat and myself now. This was a 9 energy test/transition for me in so many ways.

My cat was dying because it was time for him to do so, but how I dealt with it and what I learned from it all was/is as valuable as our 11½ years together were. This little feline guy has literally been at my side since Spring 2005, and he’s been attacked by Team Dark multiple times right along with me. He’s been my physical Ascension buddy and partner and I’m glad he exited at the end of these 9 energies of 2016, to have a good long and much-deserved rest and play elsewhere. Our relationship was appropriate from early 2005 through 2014, but I’ve known that after his two strokes in early 2015 (5–6 months after my Mom had her stroke in September 2014), that I could Care-give them both for only so long before it took a toll on me and/or interfered with or diminished my Forerunner work. I knew the cat would exit before my Mom, but he and I still had to live and die through all that. What a time it’s been since the start of 2014…

The point I’m trying to make is that because we’re at the threshold of the last 9 yearlong cycle at the end of 2016, and the start of a totally NEW higher evolutionary spiral in January 2017, a lot more people, pets and everything else like companies, systems etc. will suddenly be dying/exiting and no more. Do your best with their sudden leaving and get back in the Ascension saddle as quickly as you can Forerunner because you and your abilities are needed now so very much. The crying continues and will for a while because our fur friends are so, so special, especially these Ascension companions. What Lightwarriors of Love and loyalty they have been for Forerunners and those awakening during such difficult and dangerous times.

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Wait, crying again, can’t see the computer screen… sobbing

Physical sounds have been very Zero Zone-ish recently meaning what I’ve heard sounds to me to be highly amplified and slightly distorted in some unusual ways. Space, distance, travel speed etc. has sounded (and been) unnatural again, indicating we’re moving into another NEW area physically and energetically. Also I’ve been clairvoyantly Seeing flashes of human and nonhuman faces and bodies and other strange beings from across time and space. Some very weird-looking beings and many of them really pissed off! We’re most definitely transitioning between the last 9 at a lower level and the NEW 1 at a higher level and it’s drawn in some very strange beings and creatures, both positive and negative into this unusual space we’re traveling through. I’m too exhausted at the moment to give much of a shit one way or the other however. I suspect that’s a positive thing considering how emotionally beat-up I’ve been since November 8th over my cat exiting in super slow motion—in addition to the political patriarchal shit-show insanity and most of humanity reacting to it.

What did everyone think or expect the downfall of the patriarchy was going to look like and be and how did you think the unaware folks would react to it all? Some people want big change but much bigger change is what they’re going to get and not for the reasons or through the people they believed would bring it. Sometimes some people’s “heroes” or “leaders” etc. are just the physical vehicles to collapse what needs to disappear altogether because its time and structures have Expired. The trump chump crew needs to do exactly what they are to shock people into their HighHearts and consciousness so they take personal responsibility and stop endlessly handing over their hopes, dreams, expectations, thinking and power to other people. 5D life and reality requires people to be Self-Empowered, Self-Source-contained and connected or individually Sovereign in other words. Sometimes seeming “monsters” are needed to push people into growing and changing when they don’t know how to or want to. Things are not what they seem at the surface level but so much more, and all very positive because they’re causing people to wake up fast. 2017 will be much more of this as old systems disintegrate under the Light and individuals and smaller Groups everywhere starting to do and build for themselves in 5D HighHeart ways and exit completely from the old ways and beliefs.

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Weird amplified sounds. Intrusive never-before-seen other dimensional beings popping in suddenly to have a look-see and feel at me/us here. My body and heart/chest/spine at the heart area hurting terribly due to periods of intense kitty mourning and it letting me know that living with an expanse of high and low is not good because the energetic gap is way too much. Severe physical and emotional exhaustion causing need to sleep/nap/rest and be motionless because we’re in profound transition now. Feeling, Seeing, Hearing multiple dimensions, realities and beings all crammed up next to each other and humanity as the old world and reality enters accelerated Descension and the rest enter accelerated Ascension. Just that’s bound to feel, look, sound and be rather weird and unusual at times. Have you noticed the great increase in Angelic activity recently too? The higher levels and dimensions are as busy, chaotic and yet perfect in all this too but occasionally it feels rather unnerving down here to See Angelic Beings hustling to keep up with so much change everywhere.

I’ve seen the number combination of 1 0 0 1 constantly this month. It’s not 10:01 as in time, but in 0 representing the Zero Zone space after the 9 energies of Completion and before the start of the 1 energies of New Beginnings (January 2017) on a higher evolutionary spiral of existence. Combine all this and it’s no wonder we’re exhausted, excited, dazed and amazed, achy both physically and emotionally, perceiving NEW stuff and beings and much more.

As painful and exhausting as it can be when something or someone in your personal life dies and is physically gone, understand that this too is part of the ongoing changes we’re all going through. If they need to exit, let them and love them for the gift they were in your life. None of us can live in the past now in any way and this can and usually does take some sudden and unexpected manifestations in all of our lives so be prepared to let go of even more. This transition is huge and not all will remain in-body to go through it and that’s perfect. There’s been times when I’ve wondered if I was going to be able to remain in this Denise body and ride this thing to the other side. I think we’ve all had moments when we’ve thought this about ourselves and that’s perfect too.

What a ramble this has been and I’m sorry but I’m not here nor there but in the in-between, the Zero Zone, participating in the release of the old in preparation for NEW fires and connections to be fully lit in our HighHearts and Souls. What does it look like and feel like when your Higher Self and your Lower Self merge in a physical body? We’re finding out as I write this so don’t throw the towel in at this point! ❤

Denise

November 17, 2016

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Increase in Multi-D Bleedthrough & Other Anomalies

Denise Le Fay

I’ve noticed a big increase in phenomena and other anomalies throughout April into May 2015, and I’ll clarify what I mean by phenomena and other anomalies in a minute. I’m used to clairvoyantly Seeing different beings, energies and nonphysical, other-dimensional things but this is different, far more vast and downright strange at times even for me.

This transitional phase of the Ascension Process is causing another increase in multidimensional bleedthroughs. The so-called old Veils or energetic boarders between dimensions and their inhabitants seems to me to be nonexistent. This is so because we have moved so far beyond the old 3D location and level of frequency we were born into that we are now within range of so much more life and reality than we could have perceived or coped with before the Ascension Process began. Years ago I mentioned that we’d be incrementally evolving (ascending) into a much larger playground. Well, we’re at the outer edges of that now from our current level of awareness, and it’s up to us to adapt and adjust and get used to there being far more going on around us than most were consciously aware of before.

I’ve experienced Seeing other dimensional structures and beings and other things I wasn’t sure what they were throughout these Ascension years. A few years ago I began Seeing superimposed over actual physical structures in the town I live in, beautiful futuristic looking buildings that are always silver colored (metal?) with clear (glass?) that radiate bright white Light Energy that’s not electricity or some other man-made thing. I’ve seen fifth dimensional and higher “Crystal Cities” that looked just like this but far more delicate, refined and advanced than the superimposed structures I’m occasionally Seeing on Earth now.

Along with Seeing these future crystal-like buildings on this Earth, I’ve been suddenly Seeing new-to-me humanoid beings in my space, such as a few feet away from me in my house and elsewhere, observing me/you/us, the “newbie kids on the Universal block”, with calm interest and quiet respect. Very interesting things starting this spring for far more than just us.

It’s hard to describe some of these new-to-me humanoid beings I’ve been Seeing the past two months. These first connections, these first observances between me/you/us and some of them is short and silent so far as everyone gets to know each other in these NEW ways. Let me add in case anyone reading this is concerned about these beings being negative or “bad” etc. They most certainly are not and are fifth dimensional and higher positive beings that couldn’t interact with us until we evolved (ascended) far enough to be safe to them and safe within the NEW space and level we’re now existing within. This is the beginning of our reentry and introduction back into Universal Society. Hot damn this is exciting to be experiencing in-body, wide awake in the physical dimension!

Some of these new-to-me beings look humanoid in that they have one head, two arms like we do but that’s about the extent of the comparison. Some of them have skin colors and textures (don’t know if it’s “skin” but I’m calling it that just to communicate this) that we on Earth don’t have which makes describing them difficult. One male being I saw last week looked like he had “skin” like a dolphin or whale but was a dark tan color. He was hairless and his eyes were a bit unnerving in their difference but like I said, he wasn’t negative, just very different from anything I’ve Seen so far. We all need to get used to this and not act like crass infantile foreigners when we encounter some new-to-us other dimensional beings. We look and feel equally strange to some of them too. Universal Society etiquette time in other words.

Some other beings I’ve Seen recently in my space in my house I mean, have kept themselves tucked back a bit and just revealed themselves slightly, like they’re giving us both the time to See and sense each other and not freak out or scare any of us. A slow and cautious introduction on both sides which I also find interesting. I half expect some unusual, new-to-me being to pop up somewhere in my life and space with the equivalent of a homemade cake or casserole and happily welcome me to the Universal neighborhood. 😆 Really interesting times we live in now fellow Ascenders!

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Another aspect of this spring 2015 change so far has been a very large reintroduction, re-insertion of the Divine Feminine back into our physical world, consciousness and blossoming NEW realities. I could not be happier about anything. With this vital Divine ingredient back in this NEW way for all of us, old patriarchal reality is falling apart faster than it has been since 12-21-12 Expiration Date was reached. Again, I could not be happier about anything. Sanity now returns. Creativity returns. Real freedom returns, if you have the High Heart and girl balls for it that is. 😉 I hope you get my integrated male/female humor and don’t think I’m merely talking about flipping Duality out from the old patriarchy into the matriarchy. We’ve gone way, way beyond that Duality flipping; we’ve integrated lower Duality and are now NEW unified beings Heart building a NEW unified world reality to match the changes in us, and vice versa.

The ways I’ve experienced the return of the Divine Feminine in this integrated way so far has been nothing short of miraculous for me personally. In case miraculous sounds a bit extreme, you’ve got to keep in HeartMind my current age (63.5) and that I’m female, meaning, I’ve spent all of those decades in a totally male dominated negative patriarchal world and have plenty of scars to prove it, as do most females on Earth. Because of this I’m acutely sensitive to and aware of every time, every moment the old patriarchy crumbles some more and some human (both males and females because there are throngs of patriarchal females) on mindless, heartless autopilot for the patriarchy loses more power over other humans and the world. It’s been amazing and highly gratifying to personally witness this aspect of the Ascension Process where the patriarchal humans with power over others and the world have been increasingly losing their unseen backing as unseen Team Dark is cutoff and disconnected from everything they’ve been used to. Be ready for a few more years of these humans in old patriarchal uniforms—whatever those uniforms may be (governmental, tax, law, law enforcement, military etc.)—to realize that things have changed and they have zero backing, support, sympathy, power, influence and control over other humans and the world as they’ve been used to for their entire lives. They’re energetically empty elitists that have lost their backing, power, support and direction yet are still wearing their old patriarchal uniforms—whatever they may be—getting increasingly frustrated because you/me/we aren’t cowering in fear under their suppression any longer.

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Another aspect of these current changes are some pretty intense body changes—good old Ascension symptoms—that I’ve been experiencing in amplified ways so far in 2015. Because we each are affected by the NEW energies in our own unique ways, not everyone is or will experience these same symptoms or side effects.

One of the changes I’ve been dealing with this year is my body shifting out of what its been in since the start of my biological Ascension Process in early 1999. I was menopausal at that time too which is something my Soul/Higher Self often does; it ‘bundles’ multiple spiritual Ascension Process intensities and events so I get through it all faster…if I survive the bundling that is! Pre-incarnationally it all sounded like a really great plan. Down here, different story altogether. I know you can relate.

With the start of 2015, the ending of the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Square transits, and the return of the Divine Feminine NEW, much has been released recently from the first phase of the Ascension Process including what our bodies went through, held, endured, transmuted etc. during that phase. All that is no longer needed and is or has all been released, cast off like a heavy dead layer of old wet clothing from some horrible ancient war. That was our old Forerunner, Lightworker, Lightwarrior, Transmuter “uniforms”. 😉

 Because of this early 2015 change, many of us are having some new symptoms, new side effects from both the casting off and the embodying more of the NEW in its place. For me the sudden start of intense deep itching (from the waist down) is one of these side effects and is related to my old lower chakras and spine and how I wasn’t well energetically anchored into the old Earth as a Forerunner of the Forerunners. The NEW is now flowing through my lower half and connecting me to the NEW Earth and that process is causing deep nerve itching which causes skin pain from my excessive scratching. This is temporary and energy related and it too will pass just like all the other horrific symptoms I’ve had. No fear, no worries, no doctors, no meds, just more Light being embodied and flowing through us.

Another symptom is my body is finally releasing some of (I’m intending a lot of!) the weight it gained primarily so I’d survive what all I went through and accomplished since 1999. That fat anchor held me in place throughout that long Ascension storm, but now it too isn’t needed so it’s automatically coming off just like it automatically came on when all this started! Oh happy day huh? Higher activated weight loss finally.

And another symptom is reduced sleep but this too will adjust and/or I’ll adapt to these changed sleep needs, lengths and patterns.

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Another recent huge change I’ve experienced is the end to just about every block I’ve encountered repeatedly for many of these Ascension years. Blocks caused by people, by Team Dark, by my Higher Self, by some of my Ascension Assistants because they knew it wasn’t yet time for certain things to happen down here in physicality for me. I knew it too but wanted them nonetheless. The Divine Brakes have been on for so long that now they’re being released finally I’m literally rushing day and night to keep up with the NEW flow. From dead stop for many years to GO overnight has left me a bit dazed n’ amazed but ever so grateful. I’ll catch up and adapt and get creative once again and it will be ever so good. ❤

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Basically that was the article I’d intended to write about ten days ago or so. Now I’ll share what happened Monday, May 11, 2015 that caused me to ask for donation help while in a state of shock and confusion.

As most of you know I live in southern California and have the majority of my life. I’m intimately familiar with what we here in California call the Shake & Bake. It’s hot here 98% of the year, oftentimes with really low humidity — like 4 or 5% humidity which makes your nostrils bleed, your lips try to fall off because they’re so dry, your hair to look like corpse hair, your skin to dry out, tighten and hurt etc. which is the Bake part. The Shake part is of course the earthquake activity we have here and how we’re so used to the ground literally shaking under us. We shake, we bake, we carry on as usual just like people do in other states and countries with the weather events and such that they deal with.

What I’m not used to at all here is tornadoes or funnel clouds. We get what we call Santa Ana winds here which are horrible dry winds or windstorms in some cases but tornadoes and/or funnel clouds? No, not familiar with those and don’t want to be thankyouverymuch!

Monday, May 11, 2015 was a beautiful day here in sunny SoCal. The temp was about 85, zero winds, sunny skies, only a few wisps of clouds way up high. Typical in other words for this area. And then something super strange happened at my house around 3:30 PM. Suddenly there was the sound of something huge and heavy crash-landing on my mobile home roof which sounded like the world was ending. As the sound is happening I automatically blasted out Light Protection over our house. After a few heart-pounding seconds I got up and checked on my Mom and she was okay but scared and confused too. The cat was hiding under my bed which was fine at that point. The next thing I had to do was go outside and actually see exactly what caused that loud, horrible sound.

Some of my neighbors were already outside looking at my house in utter amazement talking excitedly, asking others if they knew what had happened. My next door neighbor on the south side was outside, hysterical and scared because she and her adult son had been in their house in front of their sliding glass door and saw the thing that caused the damage and it was a small tornado they said. WHAT?! A tornado? The wind wasn’t even blowing, the sky is clear, the weather is perfect, what the hell are you talking about a freaking tornado?!? My mind could not grasp what had happened in near perfect weather with NO winds blowing.

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After twenty minutes or so I finally walked over to the far side of my neighbors mobile home and that’s when things began to make some sense to me. Her entire 60-65 foot-long mobile home awning roof and posts etc. was gone, missing, no, not missing but on my awning roof! I walked back to look at the mangled metal debris half on and half hanging off of my awning roof, then back to look at her missing awning roof again. It took all that before my mind was able to put two and two together. Had it been storming with high winds (or just a Santa Ana windstorm) rain and thunder and all those other typical things I would have instantly figured this all out but the weather was the complete opposite of all that.

No, we had a small tornado or funnel cloud drop down and mess with some of us and just as quickly rise up again and spin off to the other end of the valley to mess with other people. I saw it, the little tornado/funnel cloud thing, spinning way up in the sky a mile away or so carrying with it some mobile home metal siding or something. It was surreal, it was jarring, it was like getting hit on the top of your head by some demented elemental being that then ran away quickly, giggling with mischievous delight.

Next on the tornado scene was a large Code Enforcement Officer in his bulletproof vest because ya just never know how traumatized tornado folks might react! 😐 This man (40 something) is 6’4 and in a bulletproof vest and he’s barking out demands at me (5’2 and a senior living in a senior only mobile park) and my female next door neighbor (67ish) less than a thirty minutes after we just had our houses damaged by “an act of God” as I heard others call it. Typical patriarchal tactics; hit em hard while they’re down and in shock.

He informed us both that we had 24 hours to remove the metal mess from my roof, and 20 days to get building permits and hire licensed contractor(s) to do all the repairs. When someone, anyone like this makes demands on me in the way that he did, I get really pissed and do the opposite. Can’t help myself, I’m a ‘System Buster’, not a get on my knees or kiss ass sort of gal. My Divine Feminine has balls like no other and has never taken this type of patriarchal abuse well at all.

Needless to say I called a handyman who was out the next morning, Tuesday May 12th at 8:30 AM with his truck and trailer to remove and haul away the mangled awning and repair the large hole it created in my awning because we knew rain was coming by Thursday into Friday. As I write this it’s Sunday.

While he’s removing the metal mess the Code Enforcement guy drives up again and either doesn’t see what’s going on right in front of him, or he enjoys dispensing orders at people already under stress from “acts of God”. Wanker. After he drove off the handyman males there working to solve this problem made fun of him, which I thoroughly enjoyed for a change.

Long story short we got my damage taken care of that day and I called Building & Safety to find out what I needed to do and a young female, yes, female checked and returned my call hours later to inform me that I didn’t need a building permit nor did I need to have someone else redo what I’d already paid the handyman to remove and repair. Ha, a bullet straight to the bulletproof vest of you know who. 😆 How Code Enforcement man copes with these female activities and decisions remains to be seen. I suspect not well at all.

One more thing and I’ll end this long ramble.

When I first saw what caused the huge horrible sounds on my roof and the damages it caused, my mouth uncontrollably spewed out loud to that female next door neighbor and anyone else close enough to hear me, ‘God damn it, I’m three or four days away from closing Escrow!’ I didn’t want anyone to know this until my realtor placed a For Sale sign in my front yard, but my mouth let that one escape under the stress of this so-called “act of God”. But, thanks to many of you who made your kind and wonderful tornado donations this past week not even knowing what my personal disaster was, I was able to pay for those awning roof repairs (my tiled house roof wasn’t damaged at all) and removal and keep moving forward…and soon moving out of here altogether. I’ll close Escrow tomorrow or Tuesday. I’ve worked and saved and saved and worked for the past ten years to finally be able to move out of here and into another old mobile home, but one that’s on its own land so I’ll have no rent to pay every month. I want all of you who’ve helped me knowingly and unknowingly with your donation/donations to know that YOU have helped me accomplish this in these NEW High Heart ways. Thank you, thank you, thank you each so very much.

Group tornado Gratitude Hug,

Denise

May 17, 2015

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“Grounding” into the LIGHT

Denise Le Fay

In the past we typically did our “grounding” into the physical density that was 3D Earth. We visualized anchoring into 3D physical Mother Earth and/or deeper down into Elemental 2D and/or all the way down into Earth’s 1D core as the way we “grounded” or threw out our anchors into 3D physical duality density. However, due to the Ascension Process this maneuver doesn’t work so well anymore and many people have struggled trying to figure out how and what to ground or anchor into now. Instead of us being able to visualize ourselves “grounding” into earthy dense 3D, we’ve been increasingly discovering that the space beneath our feet has transmuted from 3D earthy density into growing 5D Light.

Since January 2012, I’ve clairvoyantly been witnessing the astonishing day-by-day unfolding event of 1D, 2D, and 3D (there’s more beyond 3D of course but what I’ve been seeing in 2012 has dealt mainly with dimensions 1 through 4) literally ascending up into a higher frequency range and location. I wrote about this in a couple of articles throughout 2012 and what I’d seen and felt was happening in and with the Elements and Elemental beings of 2D and other related things in 4D Astral. The real issue has been and is that it’s not just physical Earth with humanity living on the surface in the 3D frequency range that’s being affected and altered by the Ascension Process, but all dimensions and all beings everywhere.

In January and February 2012, I was suddenly seeing daily growing changes taking place in the dimensions below my physical feet in the Elements/Elementals of 2D frequency range, and in Earth’s 1D core frequency range also. Prior to this everything in 2D had appeared to my higher vision as completely blacked out, super dense and dark. But by January and February this dense blackness was being dramatically broken up by The Light and massive positive changes were unfolding very quickly, which of course was/is evident in all of the other dimensions too. What has been totally black, dense, congested, trapped, and carefully maintained in the second dimension was rather suddenly being blasted apart by The Light. The negativity created by Team Dark in 2D (and also in 4D Astral) was being transmuted, excavated, opened up to let the Light back in and numerous beings — elemental, human, demonic, and negative aliens — were being freed and/or relocated to different areas for the time-being. I haven’t witnessed every aspect of this massive reclaiming by the Light so I can’t speak about it all but only about what I have seen, felt and understood at the time.

What I’ve witnessed about this particular ascension-related event throughout 2012 was a total take-back, retrieval and freeing up of 1D, 2D, 3D, and 4D by The Light from Team Dark and all their horrific actions and multidimensional prisons and fueling feeding systems and structures etc. In the past I’ve referred to these types of major positive changes being done by The Light as the Cosmic Cavalry finally arriving in physicality because it was time to make these massive multidimensional changes. What I’ve been working on and also witnessing in very pronounced ways throughout 2012 has been the multidimensional version of what’s been increasingly happening to the human patriarchal elite “powers that were” across Earth; mass evictions, mass dethroning’s, arrests, outings to the public, removal from positions of power over others, and growing revealing’s of all the negativity, greed, lies, corruption and overall mind-controlled insanity and outright possessions in many cases. If things are happening on Earth with “the powers that were”, their global structures and systems etc. and humanity, then know that things have really been happening in the other dimensions too and they’re very similar.

In 2012 I often witnessed this particular happening from the Higher Awareness sidelines and watched massive transiting of different imprisoned beings being freed and relocated elsewhere. It has been a truly amazing thing to not only work on myself as a Forerunner Lightworker (Gridworker, Energy Transmuter etc.) as many of us have, but to also have the opportunity to witness the Cosmic Cavalry arriving from HOME and blasting through Team Dark’s multidimensional pirated cable TV structures — aka stolen and parasite-ized use of humans and elemental beings throughout dimensions 2, 3 and 4D. Again, there’s much more to this than only dimensions 2, 3 and 4, but those are the dimensions and beings I’m referring to in relation to the darkness being broken up by The Light in 2012 below our feet.

Since September 2012 there’s nothing but brilliant Light below our feet and all of Team Dark’s evil actions have been transmuted and removed within 2D, plus Earth’s 1D core has embodied much higher frequencies to be able to embody the new Evolutionary Cycle blueprints for the ascended Earth and ascended humanity. Now it’s just pure Source/God Light energies radiating everywhere below our physical feet, which is grand beyond belief, but it’s also why so many people are unable to “ground” into the old familiar 3D density. It’s simply not there anymore because we’ve been traversing those ascension Stair Steps very quickly throughout 2012.

Because of this major change and improvement, we’re having to get the hang of “grounding” into The Light from our High Heart Centers instead of through our feet down into the Earth below them. Now to anchor and “ground” you do it from and through your High Heart and you ground into Light directly. Your High Heart and the Light is the new “grounding” method. It is sitting in, functioning from your HighHeart Center in the Light and BEING from this new level, dimension and awareness. You being the Light in your ascended/evolved High Heart is how we now “ground”.

The why of all this and so much more is because of what’s happening right now today, tomorrow, the next day, and so on through 12-21-12. The multiple dimensions and beings that exist within them and/or those that had been hijacked and held prisoner by Team Dark and used to feed/fuel off of could not remain in that frequency range and space because of the approaching Cosmic, Galactic Center, Sun and Earth conjunctions or alignments and direct sight line and downloads from Source/God that these alignments naturally produce at the Expiration Date of an entire grand Evolutionary Cycle. It’s all been prep work for what’s unfolding this week.

When in doubt or confusion just ground into the Light that radiates from your HighHeart Center. Well done everyone and USE this week as best and as high as you’re currently capable of.

Denise Le Fay

December 18, 2012

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2012 TO DO List

Denise Le Fay

2012 TO DO LIST        

  • 2012 is the last year of the twenty-five yearlong (1987 to 2012 Winter Solstice) galactic alignment (conjunction) of our Winter Solstice Sun to the galactic axis.
  • Be ready to let go of whatever limiting patriarchal belief systems, religious beliefs, personal identity beliefs, any residual lower emotions etc.
  • Be prepared to let go of any loved one, family member, mate, friend etc. if the gap between you and them has become so large that it’s holding you back in any way from your ongoing Ascension Process. 2012 will bring this up for you to deal with.
  • Be prepared to work on your Mental Body and any old lower frequency patriarchal beliefs and belief systems still housed in there. You’re evolving beyond them so be prepared to release them and repeatedly if needed.
  • Expect to do more fine-tuning integration energy work on your right/left brain and inner male/female energies.
  • Expect increased conscious connections and embodiment of the masculine “god” aspect of Source within you regardless of which sex body you have.
  • Expect increased conscious quantum out-of-linear time communications with your Higher Self and its vast knowledge. Get more familiar with higher awareness knowing as opposed to lower frequency linear ego-based thinking.
  • If needed, expect fast-paced back-to-back Mental and Emotional Body tests/Initiations throughout 2012 as a way to repeatedly check ourselves for any remaining issues/beliefs that need more transmuting and releasing.
  • Learn to deal with (and/or just dodge when necessary) the people feeling the building Light Energy pressures but aren’t coping well with them. Mental and emotional instability will escalate dramatically in many people so just be aware.
  • Be prepared for expanded levels of consciousness which means encountering greater multidimensional layers of reality plus both positive and negative beings, entities, aliens, dead humans etc. that exist within them. Our reality territory is getting much larger due to our expanding consciousness so be prepared to have occasional encounters with non-physical beings and of course discern everything.
  • Ignore the lies, distractions, negativity and BS in the media because it’s only their desperate attempts to remain in control of humanities consciousness. Their time has expired, override them and continue Consciously Creating and Co-Creating above them just as we’ve done all along. The potential exists in 2012 for things to get more chaotic and potentially violent as the negative patriarchal systems disintegrate so hold your higher focus and level of being no matter what else is happening around you.
  • Learn to discern energies. Learn to discern (feel, sense, know) who really embodies Light, and who claims to be the Light but is actually the Dark.
  • Many will be living through the beginning symptoms and stages of the Ascension Process (due to those different developmental and timeline Stair Steps I’ve talked about) and are and will continue looking for the higher consciousness spiritual teachers of the ascended Earth to help them understand what they’re experiencing and why. Just radiate your Light and High Heart and these students will find you if it’s time and a good match.
  • Many more people will choose to exit (die) their physical bodies and continue their Ascension Process in a non-physical realm instead of this one. There are no wrong choices so wish them well on their continued spiritual process.
  • Get yourself out of your old 3D left-brained ego and Solar Plexus seat and up into your 5D whole-brain High Heart seat! Release the old lower (and more familiar) frequency ways of being, perceiving, feeling and thinking.
  • Let the 2012 solar and galactic Light energies do what they’re here this last year to help all of us do. The solar and galactic energies coming to Earth and humanity throughout 2012 will be even higher than what we’ve dealt with since 1987, 1999, or 2011. These final 2012 energies will be more potent and will more quickly elevate far more human consciousness and hearts than has happened so far.

The mysterious year 2012 has loomed large in humanities minds and imaginations for many years and we’ve finally arrived at its much-anticipated doorstep. Because there’s been tremendous speculation and anticipation about what 2012 really is, what it means, what it will cause, what it won’t cause, what the 2012 Winter Solstice will trigger or won’t trigger etc., there’s some robust thought-forms out there created and fed by different people about 2012. Many of these human created thought-forms are based on distorted patriarchal religious beliefs about the end of the world and so on. It is the “end of the world”; the end of the world as humanity has known it and that’s a very positive thing, not so to the “Powers that Were” however. It’s the end of a lot of things because the old Evolutionary Cycle expired on October 28, 2011, and with the start of 2013, a new Evolutionary Cycle begins on multiple levels.

In some ways 2012 will be a year filled with more chaos, panic, confusion, violence, hate, fear and growing rebellion than 2011 was. Most people are frightened of change and 2012 (and beyond) is all about change and more change. To help with humanities fears about change, the negative human greed monsters have—and will continue to during 2012—reveal just how profoundly greedy, negative, selfish, corrupt and disrespectful they really are toward their fellow humans and Earth. This accelerated revealing of the Dark in its many forms and global systems to more of the masses is exactly what the masses need to become consciously aware of so they finally are ready for change. Waking up and seeing—for themselves—just how negative and corrupt the global patriarchy really is and always has been is exactly what they need to help them make a quick shift out of their old lower frequency consciousness cages. And the cosmic, galactic, solar and planetary (astrological) energies are doing everything to help them and all of us make these massive transitions during the last year of the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process.

Over the years I’ve referred to what’s happening to the global patriarchy as The Downfall of Atlantis Part 2. Some of these Powers that Were have and will exit quietly in hopes that no one discovers the depth and breadth of their evil greedy deeds. Others of them will remain in the limelight and fight and become more negative and imbalanced as their power and control disintegrates under the growing pressures of the increasing Light. Their time is done but many of them will fight and lash out wildly to remain in control and power. In 2012 there’s going to be plenty of hair pulling, crying, tantrum throwing, probable increased violence against those who protest (all “Occupy” people), growing money problems, growing unemployment, and increased attempts to illegally prevent the Light from spreading by the patriarchal Powers that Were.

Let’s quickly follow that dire sounding paragraph with some positive things that 2012 will bring. One that I sense will happen very quickly and in ways that most “normal” people won’t even fully be aware of at the time is sudden psychic or ESP (Extra Sensory Perception) and HSP (Higher Sensory Perception) abilities. I’ve been sensing that throughout 2012 growing numbers of “normal” people (by normal I mean people who are not consciously aware of the Ascension Process, the new Age, HSP, other dimensions and Beings etc.) will suddenly be consciously aware of things they might not have even believed in prior, which is kinda funny when you think about. But this is how I sense more and more “normal” people will suddenly shift (incrementally, not in one huge single shift) out of the old familiar lower frequency consciousness; in sudden and rather dramatic bursts of expansion. Oh happy day huh?!

Another thing I sense that will become a growing issue for more people in 2012 is certain “channeled” material supposedly coming from positive ETs and/or the Light but who are actually Dark beings/entities and always have been. I expected to hear more people, and even some who channel, finally realizing this in 2011 and maybe it did and I just didn’t hear about it. I do sense however that more people will finally realize they’ve been lied to, distracted and duped by certain non-physical Dark beings/entities who’ve claimed to be the Light for many years. This realization will be hard for many people to admit to themselves and make the necessary adjustments in their beliefs etc. and yet they must learn to discern energies in both people and non-physical Beings. They need to realize that this is the time for each one of us to do the Inner Energy Work ourselves and stop waiting for ET saviors or anyone/anything else to rescue humanity and Earth. It is not going to happen. We are our saviors now and that is part of this evolutionary Initiation process into 5D unity consciousness.

I can physically feel that the Ascension symptoms I’ve lived with since 1999 have diminished greatly; some of them I hardly have anymore, and some symptoms have been replaced with newer ones like the major head/skull/brain and eye pressures and pains I’ve had intensely since 2009, more so in 2010 and primarily all on the left side, and very intensely on all sides, right/left and front/back for months during 2011. But, despite these painful head/skull/brain pains and pressures, many of the old Ascension symptoms have diminished so much that they’re a non-issue at this point. Added to that miracle is the fact that leaving my house to go shopping out there now is VASTLY improved due to the tremendous increase of Light Energies on and in Earth over the past few years. Said another way, there’s finally enough Light out there in the world that it’s much more physically and energetically comfortable when I have to go out now. Between the decreased Ascension symptoms—I’m talking about the really horrible difficult ones and having them over the past almost thirteen years—and the greatly increased Light on the planet, it’s getting increasingly comfortable to go back out into the world out there. This will increase rather dramatically I think throughout 2012 as we prepare to fully enter the New.

There’s an Expiration Date to this Ascension Process and we’ve got 2012 to deal with, transmute, resolve, release etc. whatever it is we each still need to, plus, adapt to the 2012 incredibly potent push of even higher frequency solar and galactic energies to prepare us energetically for the new higher level Evolutionary Cycle that begins with 2013. 2012 is the grand cosmic energetic push to complete this twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process so we’re vibrating fast and high enough to cope with becoming Beings of Light in 2013 and beyond. I feel you thinking about this linearly so knock it off and just open and let more come in than that!

Denise Le Fay

January 2, 2012

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Completing 2011: Preparing for 2012

Denise Le Fay

So far, the week of December 4–10, 2011 has been a nearly constant daily/nightly onslaught of severe pain and pressure in my head, skull and eyes again. Just like six months ago from the summer Solstice energies. This head/skull/brain/eye pain is accompanied by pain down my spine to the area between my shoulder blades or the High Heart (Thymus) chakra/area. As my throbbing head and I attempt to write this today, it’s the total Lunar eclipse at 18° Gemini 11′. No doubt this has much to do with this December buildup of painful, pushing energies. From today through the New Moon on December 24, 2011 is one energy event after another so I assume we’ll all be feeling these energies in varying degrees of intensity. Happy Holidays!

  • December 10, 2011 total Lunar eclipse/Full Moon 18° Gemini 11′
  • December 12, 2011 is 12-12-11, which I suspect is like a dress rehearsal for 12-12-12
  • December 18–21, 2011 is the Galactic Crossing—the Sun transiting across (aligning or conjunction with) the Galactic Plane or equator which means major energy downloads
  • December 21, 2011 is the Winter Solstice—the Sun enters 0° Capricorn at 9:30 P.M. Pacific Time
  • My 60th birthday sandwiched between the escalating Winter Solstice energy downloads and general holiday insanity cheer
  • December 24, 2011 the New Moon at 2° Capricorn 34′

2011 REVIEW

For many of us—it certainly was for me—2011 was difficult because it was a much more compressed and intense year of having to, if not master, then at the very least get vastly better with regards to our Emotional Bodies and our reactionary emotional reactions to whomever or whatever it is that WE still let get to us. It doesn’t matter in the least who or what those emotional triggers are; what matters is that you/me/each of us evolves beyond this lower level and gets ourselves free and clear. Why? Because Conscious Creators aren’t allowed to Create if they still have loose emotional cannons rolling around within themselves that other people or situations can ignite at any moment! Can’t you just see some sudden horrible emotional creation I/you/each of us created and manifested all because someone or something pushed one of our unresolved Emotional Body buttons? Not gonna happen, and this is a very good thing for everyone’s sake!

Before the full-on 5D Conscious Creating and Co-Creating business begins, I/you/each of us MUST first—as in Cosmic Safety Precaution Law—master our Emotional Body and its old familiar reactionary ways. There’s no shame or guilt in any of this, only evolution/ascension to a higher dimension, state of being, consciousness and reality. It seems that the “Goddess” and 11’s of 2011 were primarily about this transformational task and many of us have made great headway with this particular Ascension issue and will soon be able to check it off our Ascension list of things to transmute prior to the end of December 2012.

This plus the Dark Ones, in all their forms and positions in this dimension and others, have been GREATLY reduced during 2011. By greatly reduced I mean that many of these Dark Ones have—sorry but I can’t resist using this line—seen the Light and retired from their distorted perspectives and jobs being the “Bad Guys” during the past Evolutionary Cycle. During 2011 many of them just laid down their attitudes and bad-ass selves and willingly walked into the Light! Wow…what a trip that’s been!

Remember I mentioned recently that I’d been getting the symbolism of a big X lately? This big X has indicated there’s polarity integration happening at higher levels. Said really simply, this big X shape I’ve been perceiving indicated that in 2011 many of the Dark Ones had to integrate enough Light for them to continue evolving too, or not, and be reabsorbed by Source. And if 2011 was this phase for the Dark Ones, then, unless I’ve misunderstood what I’ve perceived, 2012 is the year for the Light Ones to do the same and integrate enough Dark within themselves at the levels and dimensions they exist on now. And we down here in 3D thought it was just us having all the high drama, intensity and excitement!

All of this is so everyone everywhere is free and clear and ready for the massive Cosmic Energy Imprinting of the New Evolutionary Cycle that will come through the alignment of Earth with the Milky Way galactic center one year from now.

2012 PREVIEW

It’s hard to believe, especially if you’re a Starseed who’s been transmuting and embodying your guts out every second for the past twelve years, that we’re not yet ready for the Cosmic imprinting tsunami that we’ll orbit into one year from now. How many times have we asked ourselves or our Ascension Assistants or Source on those extraordinarily difficult moments, “Is it soup yet?” And how many times over the years have we been told ever so gently, “Not yet…close but not quite yet.” Gads really? Well okay, what’s another mile at this point, right?

Looking back it’s easy to see that we’ve already transmuted tons of Dark energetic stuff within ourselves, other timelines, negative actions done by other people in this and other timelines, the planet, and the 4D lower Astral plane. But to realize in December 2011 that there’s one last years’ worth of transmuting, embodying, releasing and mastering to do before we’re vibrating fast and high enough to step into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle energies arriving in one year is almost too much to deal with while one’s head feels like mine does now! But that’s exactly why my head feels like it does now. So, there it is in all its this-side-of-the-finish line dull glory. I know that you and I will be singing a very different song about this time next year however so hang in there with me my fellow exhausted and pain ridden Starseed Reality Transmutors.

What I’ve perceived about 2012 so far is escalating world chaos; increased mental and emotional illness in many; general dysfunction; violence; solar energies repeatedly shutting down the Internet, cell phones and whatever else; increasing lack of jobs and money; corrupt systems falling apart under the Light; and certain gigantic egos with their beliefs fighting to the end to never relinquish power and control. Simultaneously to all this we’ll be putting the finishing touches on our personal Ascension Process throughout 2012. I sense that throughout 2012 many people will finally have to consciously face the fact that the Dark Ones (physical humans and non-physical non-humans) exist and the evil deeds they’ve done and how humanity went along with it all. This revealing of different world “heroes” and “leaders” as actually egocentric and sick monsters will be shocking to many, but 2012 is grow-up time because nothing and no one can hide from the Light any longer and the masses need to consciously know to what extent they’ve been lied to, used, manipulated and paid for it all.

To heal you’ve first got to know and acknowledge the negative, the Dark, the hidden, the projected, wounded etc. then go from there. Much of the masses will be profoundly shocked to discover how severe and complete the Dark has run this planet and humanity and for how long. Yet, at the same time, many of these people will quickly become ready to move through this phase and be able to accept the new High Heart ways of existing. We laid the Path for them to do this many years ago and in 2012 we’ll continue watching growing numbers of people willingly walk out of the old darkness and step on to this higher frequency Path.

For the rest of us Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers we’ve got 2012 to refine and complete anything we need to before December 2012. I sense we’ll have more work to do on our Mental Bodies and belief systems throughout 2012, just like we had to do with our Emotional Bodies and knee-jerk reactions during 2011. We and the masses both have plenty of old reality beliefs/belief systems to let go of in greater ways than we have so far. These beliefs can be as subtle as things like your age, your physical health, expectations, worth, how consciousness works, what 5D is like and so on. No matter how small or large our beliefs may be at this late date, if they restrict us in any way they’ll present themselves to be greatly expanded or fully released. Time is short so these final lessons and issues will surface fast and furiously throughout 2012 in an attempt to HELP us get free and clear. Just do it.

During 2012 we’ve got to consciously know more about Source, multidimensional reality, quantum existence outside of time so that we can embody it and more within ourselves. 2012 will be about consciously knowing much more and not becoming imbalanced or ungrounded because of our evolving base of operations and sense of “Self”. Said another way, 2012 is when we’ll embody more of our Higher Selves, “God” or Source in conscious ways. Remember we worked long and hard to cast-off these higher, larger aspects of ourselves to even get down into 3D physicality. Now on the return trip we’re required to pick these aspects of our Selves back up and put them on once again. This last year of the Ascension Process will appear highly polarized as the old lower fights to survive while we remain steadfast and focused on embodying and getting up-to-speed energetically for next December’s Cosmic energy tsunami.

Denise Le Fay

December 10, 2011

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