The Parasite Haters

  Like many who write about the Ascension Process (AP) and related topics, I’ve had to deal with certain readers over the years who have very different perspectives about what “Love” is, what Light is, what negativity is, which spiritual and Ascension related information is correct, which is not, and which people who teach and write about the Ascension Process are correct and which are not.

Many of these readers have always believed they have the right to write public Comments on my sites with links to other AP teachers, writers, channels and/or channeled material etc. that they believe wholeheartedly and have benefited from. They want to share that information with other readers, which I completely understand. I’ve quoted and linked to a very small few other AP teachers/writers myself in some of my articles for the same reasons; I want to share correct, high frequency information with people. Problem is that these people want to spread certain information they believe by parasitically using me, my sites and my decade-plus online AP writing Works to do that, and, if I don’t give them what they want they attack me in a response Comment(s) and they typically call their attacks “Love”.

What does the owner of an online site(s) who is an Ascension teacher/writer do when a person or people writes a Comment(s) under your article(s) with a link or links in it to another site or sites with information that you know to be incorrect and/or distorted? What do you do in such a situation? On the one hand you could just publish these people’s Comment(s) — which by the way are for readers to write a Comment about the article or post that you have written on your site, not try to promote other people and their writings — even though you know the information is slightly or greatly distorted intentionally or unintentionally. Does one not only compromise themselves and their personal AP Work and website(s) in such a situation, but does one also pass along that link/information to their readers knowing it has certain distortions, disinformation or plain incorrect information in it? How is doing that staying true to oneself and one’s personal lengthy and difficult First Waver, Forerunner, First Embodier, Pathpaver Ascension Process Work and knowledge? Do you publish certain people’s Comments on your site under your article(s) that contain links to other writers works when that information has discrepancies and/or distortions great or small in it, in them just to placate that reader/Commentor? Or do you live what you teach, what you write about, what you live yourself and risk vicious hate-filled response Comment attacks and etheric drive-by shootings from them aimed squarely at yourself? What does one do? Is it even a question really? Not for me it isn’t and never has been.

How do you deal with people with parasitic consciousness who only see other people as their ways and means to get what they want? How does one honestly communicate online with people like that? How does one bridge the growing glaring gap between integrity, Higher Awareness, HighHeart and lack of greater awareness, ego and complete parasitic consciousness and being? How does one deal with online Ascension Process bullies, haters, parasites, Portal People, disinformation spreaders both knowingly and unknowingly, the “consciousness police” people, selfish tantrum throwers, and attackers doing their best to bludgeon you to death with their written words?

I received one of the most hate-filled Comments earlier this month (January 2018) that I’ve ever received, and believe me when I tell you that that’s saying something because I’ve dealt with Comments and emails since 2003 that would shock and amaze in their sheer negativity and hatred of me. This person used my use of forward slash / in another article too much as their reason and excuse to rip me to shreds with their profound written viciousness and hatred. A few years ago another person emailed me with an explosion of hatred about my constantly confusing the difference between the words effect and affect in my articles. Other people have written me Comments and emails about how negativity does not exist but is all inside of me. Other people have written me that you’re probably familiar with from having read their websites, that wanted to know how I know what I do when I don’t channel. The fact that someone could directly access Higher Awareness, higher Light, and higher dimensions etc. was too much for them evidently during the past decade and because of their level of awareness I have been suspect in many AP people’s eye’s over the years. If you’re a Walk-In then that’s instantly accepted and okay; produce endless reams of information like a tireless energizer bunny even if it’s scattered and hard for most readers to relate to. If you’re a channel for another being or beings in another dimension then that’s instantly accepted and okay, even if you don’t have the ability to discern and energetically read those beings to know on your own that they indeed are or are not who and what they claim to be.

In the past people used to be burned at the stake for not strictly following the church and state rules and regulations. In our time it’s about being repeatedly attacked online by anyone that is unhappy with you, what you’re writing about, how you’re saying it, how you’re not saying it, and anything else they can come up with to cover the fact that they’re viciously attacking you because they hate you. Too many repeated misspelled words for someone? Too many /// in an article for someone else? Not allowing yourself and your website(s) to be parasitically used to advertise and promote someone else’s site and writings via some persons Comment with links in it under one of my articles? Plus being attacked, disrespected, hated and generally abused because you didn’t instantly give that parasitic person exactly what they wanted and them believing and/or claiming that what they said and did was in the sacred high name of “Love”. Welcome to 2018 everyone; the time and place where the Light really hits the road and all the bullshit, negativity, ego, imbalances, prejudice, hatred, parasitism, manipulations, con jobs, distortions, control tactics, lack of higher awareness, physical, verbal, written and etheric attacks and ever-flowing lies and deceptions are out in the open Light for those with eyes, heart and balls enough to honestly see, feel and openly call a spade a spade when it really is a spade promoting itself as something else. The unaware have always believed that everyone else has been as unaware as they are. We are not and never have been.

  I shouldn’t need to tell those of you with Higher Awareness and development from having lived the AP and EP processes longer, deeper and further than most that all of 2017, and these first 15 days of January 2018, have been pretty physically painful and sometimes psychologically trying at certain levels. (No doubt more to come beyond today so heads and hearts up First Embodiers/Forerunners/Pathpavers.) Fifteen days into 2018, and some are quickly becoming even more unhinged than they were before. Big clue there. Guess what things will look and feel like with the massive energetic changes coming throughout 2018? If ever there was a time to constantly fly above the fray as best you can it’s now HighHearts.

The many reasons why you’ve been in amplified physical pain, emotional pain, mental disarray and experiencing increased interference physically, mentally, etherically and increased tech interference lately is because we’ve Embodied more of the latest NEW much higher frequency Light energies and Codes over the past few months and days even. In a few months these ongoing Embodiment energetic actions and events we’ve done within our selves and physical bodies will manifest in the outer world as more dramatic physical changes for the human masses worldwide. The increase in recent global earthquakes, volcanoes, weather extremes, fires, floods, mudslides, record-breaking freezing storms and such is another manifestation of the latest Embodiments and NEW Codes being anchored in by and through the First Embodiers. When Uranus enters Taurus in May 2018, reality/realities will be tweaked again and in very important ways that will lead humanity out of the past patriarchal controlled global monetary systems and matching consciousness. What humanity finds of worth, value, of importance, and of real beauty (all these are Taurus energies) is and will continue to dramatically change into something so different that most people cannot even imagine it today. They will over time however, and every Solar wind that blows further pushes them into compressed evolution farther and farther away from everything of the old lower frequency consciousness and world views and beliefs. Some will handle this and everything else that’s coming far better than some other people are and will. It’s to be expected as the Separation of Worlds becomes increasingly visible to just about everyone on all sides.

As many of you know already, when the negativity increases for a while it’s always because another BIG energetic improvement change is coming or has just arrived. It just is what it is and nothing more at this point. Let them scream and attack and complain about you not allowing them to use, disrespect and take advantage of you and your online places of Work. “Me Too” and “Time’s Up” means everyone everywhere with everything. Not just females and males and patriarchal consciousness of old over sex, power and control. “Time’s Up” with anyone abusing, using, attacking, parasiting off of another person, group, place and system. At higher levels this has nothing to do with sex or sexual abuse and males and females etc., but about humans and humanity and how NONE of ANY lower traits and tactics will be allowed to continue harming another person or people. The sexual abuse etc. aspects of “Me Too” and “Time’s Up” are just the very tip of the evolutionary iceberg people. This will continue and expand until ALL aspects worldwide are included in the NEW ascended/ascending human consciousness and HighHearts of humanity. Why do you think some are lashing out and attacking certain people now so much worse than ever before? Because mass  global humanity has reached “Time’s Up” across the board and they’re not happy about this, are frightened by it, don’t know what to do about it other than lash out at those helping to manifest “Time’s Up” old lower everything and everyone.

Denise

January 15, 2018

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Accelerated Ascending & Descending

alarm Warning: I’m still raw from the sudden illness and death of my cat and haven’t fully stabilized yet, not that most of us are doing so great at stabilizing ourselves from everything that’s happened and will continue to happen. Because of all this and more, this article may contain some serious cursing, heartbreak sobbing from one sentence to the next, general frustrations and sadness shifting suddenly into abrupt joy and excitement caused by Higher Awareness Knowings, all of which will hopefully be explained clearly enough by myself below. Hopefully, but maybe not. I need more sleep, rest and releasing. Thanks for understanding.

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I don’t need to say how unbelievably miserable, shocking, painful, unnerving, frightful and downright traumatic life and reality has been since November 8, 2016, election day here in the USA. If you’re a Sensitive/Empath, you FELT (yes, in caps!) massive waves of repeated emotional shock, disbelief, pain, fear, anger, confusion and sheer panic from the human masses in the USA and around the world, and it continues and will increase as this American Brexit-like change becomes increasingly conscious in more people around the globe. Problem is that the masses aren’t consciously aware that all this chaos, negativity, blatant hustle, ugly revelations of what’s always been hidden in darkness and silence until now and wild changes have a positive causation behind them — that being highly compressed evolution. Many times the “monsters” are used to get The Higher Job Done, which in this case is to force humanity to wake up very quickly, and the “monsters” aren’t consciously aware of it due to their monumental egos, narcissism, limited awareness, delusions of grandeur and other low imbalances, illnesses, weaknesses and consciousness.

There’s “disclosure”, which many have demanded from governments for decades, and then there’s real full-blown, ugly and suddenly in-everyone’s-face type disclosure and that’s what humanity suddenly has now. You can’t demand or expect that only the specific bits and pieces be “disclosed” that you want in exactly the ways you expect them (UFOs, ETs and other related things), not during the Ascension Process. No, this is all-inclusive, high low, throw in the kitchen sink spiritual disclosure and it’s not what most were hoping for or expecting but is light-years beyond and is utterly necessary for mass humanity. They need to consciously know so they’ll redirect themselves towards evolving now. Things are so much easier to do and change when you honestly know how profoundly horrible, dark and evil they’ve actually been all along.

One of the main things I’ve been concerned about for myself over these evolutionary Ascension years is if I’d be able to not be affected by other people’s emotional energies when major things like what we’re fully in now happen. Most Forerunners/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos were born Sensitive/Empathic (and much more) and have—like it or not—always felt humanity and their emotional energies. For the sake of our sanity and health we’ve had to learn how to not be run-over, derailed or broken by other people’s lower frequency emotional energies just because we can feel them.

Decades ago I could barely stand the period from Friday evening through Sunday evening because of beliefs the masses held (and many still do) about those hours and days and the almost mandatory “partying” — getting drunk, high, laid or whatever that people were hellbent on achieving every weekend because… because… because it was what everyone did! Repulsive herd mentality. Same with Summer here in the USA and “vacation” time and beliefs that goes with that. Next were the primary “holidays” here, all of which are war and/or religion related. It has not been easy or pleasant living amidst this constant stream of lower consciousness and reality that the unaware and unthinking masses endlessly produce.

What we’re in now is 1,000 times more intense and many have been flattened, shell-shocked, emotionally traumatized by the onslaught of other people’s emotional energies in November 2016. You realize there’s much more to come right? This means the Forerunners have to get ourselves up out of the muck yet again and get back to Higher Work shining the NEW Light that is us while the patriarchy devours itself for all to finally see in this global reality show. Often being a Lightwarrior is far easier than maintaining 5D HighHeart centered life while the old world and consciousness around you descends even farther into negativity and darkness. This is the Separation of Worlds and it’s very visible physically now. Much of it now has to do with those same human masses I was complaining about earlier, very quickly waking up and evolving into something they’ve never even known was possible before November 2016. That is some major evolution happening very quickly and the Forerunner Sensitives and Empaths are and will continue to feel humans and what they’re going through so get back to your HighHeart center and stay there as best you can. Easier said than done sometimes I certainly understand but it’s what we’ve got to do for ourselves, for them, for Gaia, for everything and everyone everywhere. We are the Living Embodied Light and we help stabilize and anchor during profoundly extreme times and shifts like what we’re in now and will be throughout 2017.

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Having said all that great sounding stuff I want to share with you how my 11½ year-old Ascension buddy and best physical friend cat began his physical death process on November 8, 2016, election day, and died on November 16th. Like humanity freaking out that day over the presidential win wasn’t enough. So much for maintaining HighHeart in the eye of the storm for me. Good god almighty this has been the longest 9 days (yes, 9 energies of Completion lasting 9 days) from November 8–16th out of time Zero Zone experience with nearly every fucking minute lasting half an eternity and being emotionally and physically, heart and body painful to the extreme. I’ve worked to stay conscious through all this plus not steer it one way or another but let it unfold while I discerned, as honestly as I could under these highly emotional conditions, what was best for my cat and myself now. This was a 9 energy test/transition for me in so many ways.

My cat was dying because it was time for him to do so, but how I dealt with it and what I learned from it all was/is as valuable as our 11½ years together were. This little feline guy has literally been at my side since Spring 2005, and he’s been attacked by Team Dark multiple times right along with me. He’s been my physical Ascension buddy and partner and I’m glad he exited at the end of these 9 energies of 2016, to have a good long and much-deserved rest and play elsewhere. Our relationship was appropriate from early 2005 through 2014, but I’ve known that after his two strokes in early 2015 (5–6 months after my Mom had her stroke in September 2014), that I could Care-give them both for only so long before it took a toll on me and/or interfered with or diminished my Forerunner work. I knew the cat would exit before my Mom, but he and I still had to live and die through all that. What a time it’s been since the start of 2014…

The point I’m trying to make is that because we’re at the threshold of the last 9 yearlong cycle at the end of 2016, and the start of a totally NEW higher evolutionary spiral in January 2017, a lot more people, pets and everything else like companies, systems etc. will suddenly be dying/exiting and no more. Do your best with their sudden leaving and get back in the Ascension saddle as quickly as you can Forerunner because you and your abilities are needed now so very much. The crying continues and will for a while because our fur friends are so, so special, especially these Ascension companions. What Lightwarriors of Love and loyalty they have been for Forerunners and those awakening during such difficult and dangerous times.

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Wait, crying again, can’t see the computer screen… sobbing

Physical sounds have been very Zero Zone-ish recently meaning what I’ve heard sounds to me to be highly amplified and slightly distorted in some unusual ways. Space, distance, travel speed etc. has sounded (and been) unnatural again, indicating we’re moving into another NEW area physically and energetically. Also I’ve been clairvoyantly Seeing flashes of human and nonhuman faces and bodies and other strange beings from across time and space. Some very weird-looking beings and many of them really pissed off! We’re most definitely transitioning between the last 9 at a lower level and the NEW 1 at a higher level and it’s drawn in some very strange beings and creatures, both positive and negative into this unusual space we’re traveling through. I’m too exhausted at the moment to give much of a shit one way or the other however. I suspect that’s a positive thing considering how emotionally beat-up I’ve been since November 8th over my cat exiting in super slow motion—in addition to the political patriarchal shit-show insanity and most of humanity reacting to it.

What did everyone think or expect the downfall of the patriarchy was going to look like and be and how did you think the unaware folks would react to it all? Some people want big change but much bigger change is what they’re going to get and not for the reasons or through the people they believed would bring it. Sometimes some people’s “heroes” or “leaders” etc. are just the physical vehicles to collapse what needs to disappear altogether because its time and structures have Expired. The trump chump crew needs to do exactly what they are to shock people into their HighHearts and consciousness so they take personal responsibility and stop endlessly handing over their hopes, dreams, expectations, thinking and power to other people. 5D life and reality requires people to be Self-Empowered, Self-Source-contained and connected or individually Sovereign in other words. Sometimes seeming “monsters” are needed to push people into growing and changing when they don’t know how to or want to. Things are not what they seem at the surface level but so much more, and all very positive because they’re causing people to wake up fast. 2017 will be much more of this as old systems disintegrate under the Light and individuals and smaller Groups everywhere starting to do and build for themselves in 5D HighHeart ways and exit completely from the old ways and beliefs.

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Weird amplified sounds. Intrusive never-before-seen other dimensional beings popping in suddenly to have a look-see and feel at me/us here. My body and heart/chest/spine at the heart area hurting terribly due to periods of intense kitty mourning and it letting me know that living with an expanse of high and low is not good because the energetic gap is way too much. Severe physical and emotional exhaustion causing need to sleep/nap/rest and be motionless because we’re in profound transition now. Feeling, Seeing, Hearing multiple dimensions, realities and beings all crammed up next to each other and humanity as the old world and reality enters accelerated Descension and the rest enter accelerated Ascension. Just that’s bound to feel, look, sound and be rather weird and unusual at times. Have you noticed the great increase in Angelic activity recently too? The higher levels and dimensions are as busy, chaotic and yet perfect in all this too but occasionally it feels rather unnerving down here to See Angelic Beings hustling to keep up with so much change everywhere.

I’ve seen the number combination of 1 0 0 1 constantly this month. It’s not 10:01 as in time, but in 0 representing the Zero Zone space after the 9 energies of Completion and before the start of the 1 energies of New Beginnings (January 2017) on a higher evolutionary spiral of existence. Combine all this and it’s no wonder we’re exhausted, excited, dazed and amazed, achy both physically and emotionally, perceiving NEW stuff and beings and much more.

As painful and exhausting as it can be when something or someone in your personal life dies and is physically gone, understand that this too is part of the ongoing changes we’re all going through. If they need to exit, let them and love them for the gift they were in your life. None of us can live in the past now in any way and this can and usually does take some sudden and unexpected manifestations in all of our lives so be prepared to let go of even more. This transition is huge and not all will remain in-body to go through it and that’s perfect. There’s been times when I’ve wondered if I was going to be able to remain in this Denise body and ride this thing to the other side. I think we’ve all had moments when we’ve thought this about ourselves and that’s perfect too.

What a ramble this has been and I’m sorry but I’m not here nor there but in the in-between, the Zero Zone, participating in the release of the old in preparation for NEW fires and connections to be fully lit in our HighHearts and Souls. What does it look like and feel like when your Higher Self and your Lower Self merge in a physical body? We’re finding out as I write this so don’t throw the towel in at this point! ❤

Denise

November 17, 2016

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Increase in Multi-D Bleedthrough & Other Anomalies

I’ve noticed a big increase in phenomena and other anomalies throughout April into May 2015, and I’ll clarify what I mean by phenomena and other anomalies in a minute. I’m used to clairvoyantly Seeing different beings, energies and nonphysical, other-dimensional things but this is different, far more vast and downright strange at times even for me.

This transitional phase of the Ascension Process is causing another increase in multidimensional bleedthroughs. The so-called old Veils or energetic boarders between dimensions and their inhabitants seems to me to be nonexistent. This is so because we have moved so far beyond the old 3D location and level of frequency we were born into that we are now within range of so much more life and reality than we could have perceived or coped with before the Ascension Process began. Years ago I mentioned that we’d be incrementally evolving (ascending) into a much larger playground. Well, we’re at the outer edges of that now from our current level of awareness, and it’s up to us to adapt and adjust and get used to there being far more going on around us than most were consciously aware of before.

I’ve experienced Seeing other dimensional structures and beings and other things I wasn’t sure what they were throughout these Ascension years. A few years ago I began Seeing superimposed over actual physical structures in the town I live in, beautiful futuristic looking buildings that are always silver colored (metal?) with clear (glass?) that radiate bright white Light Energy that’s not electricity or some other man-made thing. I’ve seen fifth dimensional and higher “Crystal Cities” that looked just like this but far more delicate, refined and advanced than the superimposed structures I’m occasionally Seeing on Earth now.

Along with Seeing these future crystal-like buildings on this Earth, I’ve been suddenly Seeing new-to-me humanoid beings in my space, such as a few feet away from me in my house and elsewhere, observing me/you/us, the “newbie kids on the Universal block”, with calm interest and quiet respect. Very interesting things starting this spring for far more than just us.

It’s hard to describe some of these new-to-me humanoid beings I’ve been Seeing the past two months. These first connections, these first observances between me/you/us and some of them is short and silent so far as everyone gets to know each other in these NEW ways. Let me add in case anyone reading this is concerned about these beings being negative or “bad” etc. They most certainly are not and are fifth dimensional and higher positive beings that couldn’t interact with us until we evolved (ascended) far enough to be safe to them and safe within the NEW space and level we’re now existing within. This is the beginning of our reentry and introduction back into Universal Society. Hot damn this is exciting to be experiencing in-body, wide awake in the physical dimension!

Some of these new-to-me beings look humanoid in that they have one head, two arms like we do but that’s about the extent of the comparison. Some of them have skin colors and textures (don’t know if it’s “skin” but I’m calling it that just to communicate this) that we on Earth don’t have which makes describing them difficult. One male being I saw last week looked like he had “skin” like a dolphin or whale but was a dark tan color. He was hairless and his eyes were a bit unnerving in their difference but like I said, he wasn’t negative, just very different from anything I’ve Seen so far. We all need to get used to this and not act like crass infantile foreigners when we encounter some new-to-us other dimensional beings. We look and feel equally strange to some of them too. Universal Society etiquette time in other words.

Some other beings I’ve Seen recently in my space in my house I mean, have kept themselves tucked back a bit and just revealed themselves slightly, like they’re giving us both the time to See and sense each other and not freak out or scare any of us. A slow and cautious introduction on both sides which I also find interesting. I half expect some unusual, new-to-me being to pop up somewhere in my life and space with the equivalent of a homemade cake or casserole and happily welcome me to the Universal neighborhood. 😆 Really interesting times we live in now fellow Ascenders!

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Another aspect of this spring 2015 change so far has been a very large reintroduction, re-insertion of the Divine Feminine back into our physical world, consciousness and blossoming NEW realities. I could not be happier about anything. With this vital Divine ingredient back in this NEW way for all of us, old patriarchal reality is falling apart faster than it has been since 12-21-12 Expiration Date was reached. Again, I could not be happier about anything. Sanity now returns. Creativity returns. Real freedom returns, if you have the High Heart and girl balls for it that is. 😉 I hope you get my integrated male/female humor and don’t think I’m merely talking about flipping Duality out from the old patriarchy into the matriarchy. We’ve gone way, way beyond that Duality flipping; we’ve integrated lower Duality and are now NEW unified beings Heart building a NEW unified world reality to match the changes in us, and vice versa.

The ways I’ve experienced the return of the Divine Feminine in this integrated way so far has been nothing short of miraculous for me personally. In case miraculous sounds a bit extreme, you’ve got to keep in HeartMind my current age (63.5) and that I’m female, meaning, I’ve spent all of those decades in a totally male dominated negative patriarchal world and have plenty of scars to prove it, as do most females on Earth. Because of this I’m acutely sensitive to and aware of every time, every moment the old patriarchy crumbles some more and some human (both males and females because there are throngs of patriarchal females) on mindless, heartless autopilot for the patriarchy loses more power over other humans and the world. It’s been amazing and highly gratifying to personally witness this aspect of the Ascension Process where the patriarchal humans with power over others and the world have been increasingly losing their unseen backing as unseen Team Dark is cutoff and disconnected from everything they’ve been used to. Be ready for a few more years of these humans in old patriarchal uniforms—whatever those uniforms may be (governmental, tax, law, law enforcement, military etc.)—to realize that things have changed and they have zero backing, support, sympathy, power, influence and control over other humans and the world as they’ve been used to for their entire lives. They’re energetically empty elitists that have lost their backing, power, support and direction yet are still wearing their old patriarchal uniforms—whatever they may be—getting increasingly frustrated because you/me/we aren’t cowering in fear under their suppression any longer.

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Another aspect of these current changes are some pretty intense body changes—good old Ascension symptoms—that I’ve been experiencing in amplified ways so far in 2015. Because we each are affected by the NEW energies in our own unique ways, not everyone is or will experience these same symptoms or side effects.

One of the changes I’ve been dealing with this year is my body shifting out of what its been in since the start of my biological Ascension Process in early 1999. I was menopausal at that time too which is something my Soul/Higher Self often does; it bundles’ multiple spiritual Ascension Process intensities and events so I get through it all faster…if I survive the bundling that is! Pre-incarnationally it all sounded like a really great plan. Down here, different story altogether. I know you can relate.

With the start of 2015, the ending of the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Square transits, and the return of the Divine Feminine NEW, much has been released recently from the first phase of the Ascension Process including what our bodies went through, held, endured, transmuted etc. during that phase. All that is no longer needed and is or has all been released, cast off like a heavy dead layer of old wet clothing from some horrible ancient war. That was our old Forerunner, Lightworker, Lightwarrior, Transmuter “uniforms”. 😉

 Because of this early 2015 change, many of us are having some new symptoms, new side effects from both the casting off and the embodying more of the NEW in its place. For me the sudden start of intense deep itching (from the waist down) is one of these side effects and is related to my old lower chakras and spine and how I wasn’t well energetically anchored into the old Earth as a Forerunner of the Forerunners. The NEW is now flowing through my lower half and connecting me to the NEW Earth and that process is causing deep nerve itching which causes skin pain from my excessive scratching. This is temporary and energy related and it too will pass just like all the other horrific symptoms I’ve had. No fear, no worries, no doctors, no meds, just more Light being embodied and flowing through us.

Another symptom is my body is finally releasing some of (I’m intending a lot of!) the weight it gained primarily so I’d survive what all I went through and accomplished since 1999. That fat anchor held me in place throughout that long Ascension storm, but now it too isn’t needed so it’s automatically coming off just like it automatically came on when all this started! Oh happy day huh? Higher activated weight loss finally.

And another symptom is reduced sleep but this too will adjust and/or I’ll adapt to these changed sleep needs, lengths and patterns.

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Another recent huge change I’ve experienced is the end to just about every block I’ve encountered repeatedly for many of these Ascension years. Blocks caused by people, by Team Dark, by my Higher Self, by some of my Ascension Assistants because they knew it wasn’t yet time for certain things to happen down here in physicality for me. I knew it too but wanted them nonetheless. The Divine Brakes have been on for so long that now they’re being released finally I’m literally rushing day and night to keep up with the NEW flow. From dead stop for many years to GO overnight has left me a bit dazed n’ amazed but ever so grateful. I’ll catch up and adapt and get creative once again and it will be ever so good. ❤

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Basically that was the article I’d intended to write about ten days ago or so. Now I’ll share what happened Monday, May 11, 2015 that caused me to ask for donation help while in a state of shock and confusion.

As most of you know I live in southern California and have the majority of my life. I’m intimately familiar with what we here in California call the Shake & Bake. It’s hot here 98% of the year, oftentimes with really low humidity — like 4 or 5% humidity which makes your nostrils bleed, your lips try to fall off because they’re so dry, your hair to look like corpse hair, your skin to dry out, tighten and hurt etc. which is the Bake part. The Shake part is of course the earthquake activity we have here and how we’re so used to the ground literally shaking under us. We shake, we bake, we carry on as usual just like people do in other states and countries with the weather events and such that they deal with.

What I’m not used to at all here is tornadoes or funnel clouds. We get what we call Santa Ana winds here which are horrible dry winds or windstorms in some cases but tornadoes and/or funnel clouds? No, not familiar with those and don’t want to be thankyouverymuch!

Monday, May 11, 2015 was a beautiful day here in sunny SoCal. The temp was about 85, zero winds, sunny skies, only a few wisps of clouds way up high. Typical in other words for this area. And then something super strange happened at my house around 3:30 PM. Suddenly there was the sound of something huge and heavy crash-landing on my mobile home roof which sounded like the world was ending. As the sound is happening I automatically blasted out Light Protection over our house. After a few heart-pounding seconds I got up and checked on my Mom and she was okay but scared and confused too. The cat was hiding under my bed which was fine at that point. The next thing I had to do was go outside and actually see exactly what caused that loud, horrible sound.

Some of my neighbors were already outside looking at my house in utter amazement talking excitedly, asking others if they knew what had happened. My next door neighbor on the south side was outside, hysterical and scared because she and her adult son had been in their house in front of their sliding glass door and saw the thing that caused the damage and it was a small tornado they said. WHAT?! A tornado? The wind wasn’t even blowing, the sky is clear, the weather is perfect, what the hell are you talking about a freaking tornado?!? My mind could not grasp what had happened in near perfect weather with NO winds blowing.

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After twenty minutes or so I finally walked over to the far side of my neighbors mobile home and that’s when things began to make some sense to me. Her entire 60-65 foot-long mobile home awning roof and posts etc. was gone, missing, no, not missing but on my awning roof! I walked back to look at the mangled metal debris half on and half hanging off of my awning roof, then back to look at her missing awning roof again. It took all that before my mind was able to put two and two together. Had it been storming with high winds (or just a Santa Ana windstorm) rain and thunder and all those other typical things I would have instantly figured this all out but the weather was the complete opposite of all that.

No, we had a small tornado or funnel cloud drop down and mess with some of us and just as quickly rise up again and spin off to the other end of the valley to mess with other people. I saw it, the little tornado/funnel cloud thing, spinning way up in the sky a mile away or so carrying with it some mobile home metal siding or something. It was surreal, it was jarring, it was like getting hit on the top of your head by some demented elemental being that then ran away quickly, giggling with mischievous delight.

Next on the tornado scene was a large Code Enforcement Officer in his bulletproof vest because ya just never know how traumatized tornado folks might react! 😐 This man (40 something) is 6’4 and in a bulletproof vest and he’s barking out demands at me (5’2 and a senior living in a senior only mobile park) and my female next door neighbor (67ish) less than a thirty minutes after we just had our houses damaged by “an act of God” as I heard others call it. Typical patriarchal tactics; hit em hard while they’re down and in shock.

He informed us both that we had 24 hours to remove the metal mess from my roof, and 20 days to get building permits and hire licensed contractor(s) to do all the repairs. When someone, anyone like this makes demands on me in the way that he did, I get really pissed and do the opposite. Can’t help myself, I’m a ‘System Buster’, not a get on my knees or kiss ass sort of gal. My Divine Feminine has balls like no other and has never taken this type of patriarchal abuse well at all.

Needless to say I called a handyman who was out the next morning, Tuesday May 12th at 8:30 AM with his truck and trailer to remove and haul away the mangled awning and repair the large hole it created in my awning because we knew rain was coming by Thursday into Friday. As I write this it’s Sunday.

While he’s removing the metal mess the Code Enforcement guy drives up again and either doesn’t see what’s going on right in front of him, or he enjoys dispensing orders at people already under stress from “acts of God”. Wanker. After he drove off the handyman males there working to solve this problem made fun of him, which I thoroughly enjoyed for a change.

Long story short we got my damage taken care of that day and I called Building & Safety to find out what I needed to do and a young female, yes, female checked and returned my call hours later to inform me that I didn’t need a building permit nor did I need to have someone else redo what I’d already paid the handyman to remove and repair. Ha, a bullet straight to the bulletproof vest of you know who. 😆 How Code Enforcement man copes with these female activities and decisions remains to be seen. I suspect not well at all.

One more thing and I’ll end this long ramble.

When I first saw what caused the huge horrible sounds on my roof and the damages it caused, my mouth uncontrollably spewed out loud to that female next door neighbor and anyone else close enough to hear me, ‘God damn it, I’m three or four days away from closing Escrow!’ I didn’t want anyone to know this until my realtor placed a For Sale sign in my front yard, but my mouth let that one escape under the stress of this so-called “act of God”. But, thanks to many of you who made your kind and wonderful tornado donations this past week not even knowing what my personal disaster was, I was able to pay for those awning roof repairs (my tiled house roof wasn’t damaged at all) and removal and keep moving forward…and soon moving out of here altogether. I’ll close Escrow tomorrow or Tuesday. I’ve worked and saved and saved and worked for the past ten years to finally be able to move out of here and into another old mobile home, but one that’s on its own land so I’ll have no rent to pay every month. I want all of you who’ve helped me knowingly and unknowingly with your donation/donations to know that YOU have helped me accomplish this in these NEW High Heart ways. Thank you, thank you, thank you each so very much.

Group tornado Gratitude Hug,

Denise

May 17, 2015

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