The Parasite Haters

  Like many who write about the Ascension Process (AP) and related topics, I’ve had to deal with certain readers over the years who have very different perspectives about what “Love” is, what Light is, what negativity is, which spiritual and Ascension related information is correct, which is not, and which people who teach and write about the Ascension Process are correct and which are not.

Many of these readers have always believed they have the right to write public Comments on my sites with links to other AP teachers, writers, channels and/or channeled material etc. that they believe wholeheartedly and have benefited from. They want to share that information with other readers, which I completely understand. I’ve quoted and linked to a very small few other AP teachers/writers myself in some of my articles for the same reasons; I want to share correct, high frequency information with people. Problem is that these people want to spread certain information they believe by parasitically using me, my sites and my decade-plus online AP writing Works to do that, and, if I don’t give them what they want they attack me in a response Comment(s) and they typically call their attacks “Love”.

What does the owner of an online site(s) who is an Ascension teacher/writer do when a person or people writes a Comment(s) under your article(s) with a link or links in it to another site or sites with information that you know to be incorrect and/or distorted? What do you do in such a situation? On the one hand you could just publish these people’s Comment(s) — which by the way are for readers to write a Comment about the article or post that you have written on your site, not try to promote other people and their writings — even though you know the information is slightly or greatly distorted intentionally or unintentionally. Does one not only compromise themselves and their personal AP Work and website(s) in such a situation, but does one also pass along that link/information to their readers knowing it has certain distortions, disinformation or plain incorrect information in it? How is doing that staying true to oneself and one’s personal lengthy and difficult First Waver, Forerunner, First Embodier, Pathpaver Ascension Process Work and knowledge? Do you publish certain people’s Comments on your site under your article(s) that contain links to other writers works when that information has discrepancies and/or distortions great or small in it, in them just to placate that reader/Commentor? Or do you live what you teach, what you write about, what you live yourself and risk vicious hate-filled response Comment attacks and etheric drive-by shootings from them aimed squarely at yourself? What does one do? Is it even a question really? Not for me it isn’t and never has been.

How do you deal with people with parasitic consciousness who only see other people as their ways and means to get what they want? How does one honestly communicate online with people like that? How does one bridge the growing glaring gap between integrity, Higher Awareness, HighHeart and lack of greater awareness, ego and complete parasitic consciousness and being? How does one deal with online Ascension Process bullies, haters, parasites, Portal People, disinformation spreaders both knowingly and unknowingly, the “consciousness police” people, selfish tantrum throwers, and attackers doing their best to bludgeon you to death with their written words?

I received one of the most hate-filled Comments earlier this month (January 2018) that I’ve ever received, and believe me when I tell you that that’s saying something because I’ve dealt with Comments and emails since 2003 that would shock and amaze in their sheer negativity and hatred of me. This person used my use of forward slash / in another article too much as their reason and excuse to rip me to shreds with their profound written viciousness and hatred. A few years ago another person emailed me with an explosion of hatred about my constantly confusing the difference between the words effect and affect in my articles. Other people have written me Comments and emails about how negativity does not exist but is all inside of me. Other people have written me that you’re probably familiar with from having read their websites, that wanted to know how I know what I do when I don’t channel. The fact that someone could directly access Higher Awareness, higher Light, and higher dimensions etc. was too much for them evidently during the past decade and because of their level of awareness I have been suspect in many AP people’s eye’s over the years. If you’re a Walk-In then that’s instantly accepted and okay; produce endless reams of information like a tireless energizer bunny even if it’s scattered and hard for most readers to relate to. If you’re a channel for another being or beings in another dimension then that’s instantly accepted and okay, even if you don’t have the ability to discern and energetically read those beings to know on your own that they indeed are or are not who and what they claim to be.

In the past people used to be burned at the stake for not strictly following the church and state rules and regulations. In our time it’s about being repeatedly attacked online by anyone that is unhappy with you, what you’re writing about, how you’re saying it, how you’re not saying it, and anything else they can come up with to cover the fact that they’re viciously attacking you because they hate you. Too many repeated misspelled words for someone? Too many /// in an article for someone else? Not allowing yourself and your website(s) to be parasitically used to advertise and promote someone else’s site and writings via some persons Comment with links in it under one of my articles? Plus being attacked, disrespected, hated and generally abused because you didn’t instantly give that parasitic person exactly what they wanted and them believing and/or claiming that what they said and did was in the sacred high name of “Love”. Welcome to 2018 everyone; the time and place where the Light really hits the road and all the bullshit, negativity, ego, imbalances, prejudice, hatred, parasitism, manipulations, con jobs, distortions, control tactics, lack of higher awareness, physical, verbal, written and etheric attacks and ever-flowing lies and deceptions are out in the open Light for those with eyes, heart and balls enough to honestly see, feel and openly call a spade a spade when it really is a spade promoting itself as something else. The unaware have always believed that everyone else has been as unaware as they are. We are not and never have been.

  I shouldn’t need to tell those of you with Higher Awareness and development from having lived the AP and EP processes longer, deeper and further than most that all of 2017, and these first 15 days of January 2018, have been pretty physically painful and sometimes psychologically trying at certain levels. (No doubt more to come beyond today so heads and hearts up First Embodiers/Forerunners/Pathpavers.) Fifteen days into 2018, and some are quickly becoming even more unhinged than they were before. Big clue there. Guess what things will look and feel like with the massive energetic changes coming throughout 2018? If ever there was a time to constantly fly above the fray as best you can it’s now HighHearts.

The many reasons why you’ve been in amplified physical pain, emotional pain, mental disarray and experiencing increased interference physically, mentally, etherically and increased tech interference lately is because we’ve Embodied more of the latest NEW much higher frequency Light energies and Codes over the past few months and days even. In a few months these ongoing Embodiment energetic actions and events we’ve done within our selves and physical bodies will manifest in the outer world as more dramatic physical changes for the human masses worldwide. The increase in recent global earthquakes, volcanoes, weather extremes, fires, floods, mudslides, record-breaking freezing storms and such is another manifestation of the latest Embodiments and NEW Codes being anchored in by and through the First Embodiers. When Uranus enters Taurus in May 2018, reality/realities will be tweaked again and in very important ways that will lead humanity out of the past patriarchal controlled global monetary systems and matching consciousness. What humanity finds of worth, value, of importance, and of real beauty (all these are Taurus energies) is and will continue to dramatically change into something so different that most people cannot even imagine it today. They will over time however, and every Solar wind that blows further pushes them into compressed evolution farther and farther away from everything of the old lower frequency consciousness and world views and beliefs. Some will handle this and everything else that’s coming far better than some other people are and will. It’s to be expected as the Separation of Worlds becomes increasingly visible to just about everyone on all sides.

As many of you know already, when the negativity increases for a while it’s always because another BIG energetic improvement change is coming or has just arrived. It just is what it is and nothing more at this point. Let them scream and attack and complain about you not allowing them to use, disrespect and take advantage of you and your online places of Work. “Me Too” and “Time’s Up” means everyone everywhere with everything. Not just females and males and patriarchal consciousness of old over sex, power and control. “Time’s Up” with anyone abusing, using, attacking, parasiting off of another person, group, place and system. At higher levels this has nothing to do with sex or sexual abuse and males and females etc., but about humans and humanity and how NONE of ANY lower traits and tactics will be allowed to continue harming another person or people. The sexual abuse etc. aspects of “Me Too” and “Time’s Up” are just the very tip of the evolutionary iceberg people. This will continue and expand until ALL aspects worldwide are included in the NEW ascended/ascending human consciousness and HighHearts of humanity. Why do you think some are lashing out and attacking certain people now so much worse than ever before? Because mass  global humanity has reached “Time’s Up” across the board and they’re not happy about this, are frightened by it, don’t know what to do about it other than lash out at those helping to manifest “Time’s Up” old lower everything and everyone.

Denise

January 15, 2018

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‘All Hearts On Deck’

In one of Sandra Walter’s recent articles she used this great term ‘All hearts on deck’ indicating that, well, it was needed now. I’m borrowing it for this article for multiple reasons.

Before I go any further, this is one of those articles/information where I paused before writing it to inquire and discern at higher levels whether or not it was something I should share publicly now. Usually when what I write about is based exclusively on what I’ve experienced, there’s no need for me to check at higher levels if it’s appropriate to share certain information or not. If it isn’t I sense it and just leave those parts out of my article(s). However, in this case what I’ve experienced was connected to another person, one I admire and respect greatly for their elevated and accurate Ascension related Works. I’m talking about Sandra Walter, so, because another person’s energetic and physical Works were involved to a certain degree with what I’ve experienced, I checked in at higher levels first to decide if my experience would be insightful enough to call for it being shared publicly. I perceived it would so I’m going to go ahead and share what I’ve experienced in relation to Sandra Walter’s (weekly) Sunday ‘Global Unity Meditation’ recently. At first it may sound like I’m talking about a big negativity but I’m not. All hearts on deck remember? Not fear on deck, not weakness, retreat, shock or confusion but all Radiant HighHearts on deck… and bring your Lightwarrior attitude with you for the moment as well. 🙂

Since September 2017, I’ve repeatedly sensed that I should make a PayPal donation to Sandra Walter at the end of December this year. Every time I’ve felt this over these past months I’ve wondered what was up but didn’t ponder it any deeper than acknowledge it and try to remember to do so before this year is up. I’ve never perceived this before with her or anyone else so it has remained a highlighted question point in my awareness since September.

If you are on Sandra Walter’s mailing list and receive updates from her, then you’ve heard about her having been in a car accident Saturday, December 16, 2017. I don’t know any more about this than what she wrote in her latest notification sent out yesterday, December 19th. Evidently she is okay, no doubt feeling rather beat-up, bruised and sore from head to toe however, but her car died in this accident. So there’s my answer as to why I was sensing I needed to make a donation to Sandra by the end of December 2017. All hearts on deck. ❤

The next layer is that for the past three months I’ve experienced energetic and mental interference every Sunday when I’d try to join in with Sandra Walter’s ‘Global Unity’ meditations done weekly at 8:11 AM, 11:11 AM and 5:11 PM. I’d never experienced this before three months ago so this too was another question point in my awareness over why was this suddenly happening to me in relation to my attempting to participate in her Sunday meditations. I repeatedly experienced this same type of negative interference back in 2012, every time I’d reach a certain point within Lisa Renee’s ’12 D Shield meditation’ technique, so this is NOT something new to me or something related only to Sandra Walter and/or her Sunday meditations. This is NOT about any of that, but something else, something that some of you reading this already know all about because you’ve experienced it many times too over these arduous and oftentimes dangerous Ascension years.

In the case of my trying to join in with Sandra’s Sunday meditations over these past few months (prior to three months ago I’d never experienced any interference or problems whatsoever) it was getting increasingly difficult for me to do something that’s usually effortless and immediate. I’m very familiar with what negative interference feels like no matter what latest form it takes or method it tries; you are blocked from entering something you want to enter and/or are repeatedly interfered with in an attempt to derail you or exhaust you to the point where you just give up trying to push forward and go do something else instead. This is Team Dark remaining unseen but doing their best to prevent you from gaining access to a higher frequency. In this case it was to stop me from entering the Group Collective or what Sandra calls the ‘High Vibe Tribe’ to further Consciously Create, assist, build, anchor, Embody etc. via her Global Unity meditations.

It wasn’t so much that this happened to me, again, but it was the timing of it that surprised me and it shouldn’t have but did. Did you catch that I started doing Lisa Renee’s ’12 D Shield’ visualization in 2012 and was almost constantly interfered with? And here we are five years later during the last few months and now days of 2017 and I’ve experienced repeated interference nearly every Sunday when I’d entered Sandra Walter’s Global Unity meditations. Not a coincidence which is telling in itself.

I’m going to backtrack for a moment here and include some information that I haven’t talked much about since 2015 when it started up, again, for me only because I was so glad and relieved I’d evolved to a high enough point there for a while to be out of range from Team Dark (TD) and their always changing tactics, methods and more advanced tools. It was short-lived but so very wonderful to be free of them for a while a few years ago. Once one has tasted true freedom from TD, one never wants to ever have to be affected by them or their devices etc. again. Said another way, this old Lightwarrior Elder got a bit “fluffy” after decades of hand-to-hand combat with TD constantly. Once the attacks and interference reduced and eventually disappeared for me personally a few years back, I relaxed and adjusted to their absence, celebrated, ate too much pie, got casual and thought it was finally over blah, blah, blah. And as we all know, when one gets too much like this something often comes flying back in and kicks you in your tender privates to remind you that, It ain’t over yet dip-shit! 😐 You know what I’m saying and hopefully why I’m saying it now.

By 2015 however there were small but continuous clues I was perceiving each year that TD had changed their tactics and increased their intent from what I was familiar with, and that my past brief celebrations needed to be combined with more stealth and Higher Awareness and to not fully retire my Lightwarrior gear quite yet. I was not happy about any of this but knew that, and this is the super important part, as the negative increased/increases, simultaneously so too was the positive. I know how strange and unnatural that all sounds, and is, but there it is; the old lower negativity doing its best to survive the Universal Ascension Process no matter what while at the same time the NEW is manifesting. Books could be written about just this one aspect of all this…

In the old super Dark days of old TD would simply abduct me from the Astral while I was physically asleep and OOB, because it was so easy, fast and unseen for them. Years after this it became outright face-to-face battles with nonhuman negative aliens and demons and other lesser negative entities and myself. Years after that it became TD using living humans, Portal People, to get at me because I was getting advanced enough to not be so easily reachable by them directly so they increased using other living humans to do their attacks on me and this went on for many long and miserable years too. After that level the TD attacks, tactics, methods and devices etc. seemed from my perspective to have changed rather dramatically and overnight. This happened as best I was able to perceive, post December 2012. Stair-steps, even with them and the Separation of Worlds.

As most of you know my mom had a triple bypass suddenly and unexpectedly in late August 2014, and two weeks later while in a Nursing Home recovering from that she had a related Stroke. Needless to say my attention and energies were suddenly sucked over into all this unexpected mess since 2014, all the while consciously knowing that I was (and my mom too but in different ways due to her diminished mental state) in a very different state and place energetically and physically due to all this and that I needed to be extra wise and aware. Why? Because TD never misses an opportunity to kick someone when they’re down and do as much damage to them as possible because of it all. I’m not being dramatic nor am I exaggerating. I’m being honest about something even I would like to not have to deal with anymore at this late date within the global Ascension Process (AP).

Since the start of 2015, I’ve paid close attention to the new ways that TD influences were affecting me and they’ve all been very stealthy and unseen for the most part. It’s easy to recognize when negative aliens and monsters are trying to bash your skull in or fracture our soul, kill your physical body or drive you mad. It’s easy to recognize when negative aliens and/or monsters are using living humans—Portal People–to attack you, discredit you, disrespect you, use you and so on. What’s not as quickly or easily recognized has been TD’s post 2012 methods which have, for the most part, been about both interference with me when I want to join in with like-others to meditate to Consciously Create more NEW to benefit all, and intense periods of attempting to keep me focused on lower frequency issues, situations, possibilities, concerns and so on. In other words, onslaughts of interference when doing or attempting to do intentional Higher Work while awake such as meditations/visualizations/creation Work etc. combined with amplified blankets of unseen lowly thoughts and emotions designed to keep one in lower levels and within frequency range of direct Team Dark interactions etc. Lisa Renee has written extensively about this, and her December 2017 monthly article, which I haven’t even read entirely yet, talks about these new TD tactics.

My reasons for sharing this short recap of some of my new and different negative experiences since 2014, more so in 2015 and each year since was to show how TD have amplified their attempts to stop the Ascension Process and those of us (Forerunners etc.) Embodying and anchoring in the NEW energies. They want to survive and have prepared for this “end times” too, just as we of Team Light have. This old Duality battle is nearly over now however but these last moments of it are serious, important and not to be taken lightly. Are they going to “win” this? No, it’s a done deal already, this is just us at the physical level finishing up all the Work, layers, parts and aspects.

Back to current energies in current time.

On Sunday December 17, 2017, the day of Sandra Walter’s weekly Global Unity Meditations’ at 8:11 AM I went into meditation to join in this as I try to do every Sunday. This day however, which was also the New Moon which was conjunct the GC (Milky Way Galactic Center) during this week and last month of 2017, once I was in the meditation I clairvoyantly Saw a large dark-colored metal looking barricade blocking my entrance to higher levels of this particular meditation. My first thought on Seeing this was that it was “just me” not focused enough so I gathered up my determination and focus and tried again, and yet again. I even went around this etheric metal barricade impediment not thinking much about it honestly other than it was a minor nuisance and what the hell was it doing there! After trying this and suddenly finding myself back in front of that etheric metal looking barricade, the unexpected happened and is the point of this article.

  There suddenly in my Higher Awareness was a close up view of a lizard (Reptilian) eye and parts of the side of its scaly face staring back at me defiantly. I’ve experienced this exact event a few times many years ago with another nonphysical Reptilian being. It’s evidently the way they prefer allowing themselves to be clairvoyantly Seen; up close and only one eye and parts of one side of their head. It’s as if they’re intentionally looking through a small portal “window” from another dimensional or extradimensional level at whoever it is that they know can See them. They want to be Seen but in this small, limited way and only for a few seconds and then they close that interdimensional viewing “window”.

What this move informed me of was that the etheric metal looking barricade I’d Seen and struggled to get around was intentionally created by them. Mind you this was Sunday, December 17th, Sandra’s car accident happened the day before on Saturday, and I didn’t learn about her car accident until I received her mass emailing notice about it yesterday evening Tuesday, December 19, 2017. Am I suggesting that Reptilians caused Sandra Walter’s car accident? Of course not, although I wouldn’t put it past them to try. I’m sharing all this ONLY to connect some more dots so it becomes ever more obvious to everyone how deep into the NEW and the changes we are at this moment. Team Dark only resorts to stunts like this when they’re desperate and doing their best to derail what’s happening no matter what they do or try to do. I’m sharing all this because these cheeky bastards intentionally revealed themselves to me yet again, and this time while I was trying to enter Sandra’s Sunday Global Unity meditation. I’m sharing all this to draw your attention to the timing of it all now at the end of December 2017. That in itself is another HUGE insight as to how dramatically the global changes are about to become. All hearts on deck now. All HighHearts on deck now for not only self, for all, and for ALL everywhere. This is who we are and what we do. Rest and recuperate well and as long as needed Sandra Walter and thank you for everything you do from every level. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

December 20, 2017

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