The Initiatic Evolutionary Journey: Stair-steps To Freedom

Wild times lately huh? Wild, enlightening and wonderful, and the higher level overview is always so much more impressive, simplified and clear than the previous level we were in. The higher we ascend, the more we see, feel and understand as we continue our evolutionary induced ascent. Climb baby climb!

I knew more Higher Awareness was just around the cosmic corner because we’d reached a more elevated NEW landing on these Ascension Embodiment Process stair-steps with entry into 2018. Some of what’s been expanding for me so far this year has been a higher overview and more detailed understanding about the different Initiatic Ascension Process (AP) energy stair-steps and higher landing levels for people coming up behind the Forerunner Pathpavers etc. As a Forerunner of the Forerunners I believed that the extreme Initiations I went through that started on the physical and biological levels 1998–1999, were more dangerous, negative, bloody and difficult because no one had cleared the energetic Ascension Path way back then. I was a point man, one of a very small First Wave Forerunner of the Forerunners group far out front with machetes hacking away for two decades at the internal and external, personal and collective dense negative overgrown 3D jungle foliage to clear an Ascension pathway for not only myself, ourselves, but for all who would be coming along—Ascending—behind this small but hearty first Pathpaving group.

When You Start “Waking Up”, You Do So In The Old DARK

One of the first realizations that hits people when they start to “wake up” from being activated by the evolutionary AP, is that almost immediately they’re under attack by pretty much everything and everyone. People and lifestyles, old lower level consciousness, habits and expectations etc. suddenly aren’t satisfying or fulfilling once one is in the “waking up” phase of the AP. Your family, friends, neighbors, partners, mates, husband or wife quickly become dense unaware jerks, or worse, from your newly activated ascending perspective. And usually they don’t want you to change and some greatly resent you for changing and no longer conforming to the family tribe and human collective herd. There’s also your old pre-Ascension friends and buddies that you find you have outgrown almost overnight. You’re suddenly faced with the painful fact that old lower frequency, density and consciousness relationships of all types (and everything else for that matter) no longer work for you because you’ve changed in positive and sudden maverick-like ways that they’re not anywhere near ready to deal with or understand. Because of this and hundreds of other things, you have to continue on the AP path, and as you do your once heavily populated life quickly becomes a lone solo journey into the great and seemingly endless unknown, and typically while under varying degrees of negative physical and psychic, etheric and Astral attacks.

The unaware and heartless people still existing in the DARK don’t take kindly to you “waking up” and rocking the old negative 3D patriarchal boat with your newfound beginner amount of LIGHT so, you come under repeated attacks by them because of it. Way freaking harsh treatment for simply being activated by the natural evolutionary Ascension Process but this is how it’s been for most of us. My point is that during the early phase of the AP, we all are repeatedly attacked by low consciousness people, some of them profoundly worse than others, who are frequency matching conduits with and portals for negative aliens, beings, entities, demons etc. or Team Dark as I call them all. As harsh as this all is, what’s worse is that most people who’ve been activated by the AP Light energies to quickly evolve don’t even understand why they’re being attacked by negative humans and nonhuman beings. This beginning period of the AP for most of us is so hard and confusing, not to mention terribly dangerous and painful in multiple ways, while we slowly realize what’s going on and why. It’s like a baby bird getting pushed out of the nest and having to figure out how to not get eaten by predators and quickly master flying at the same time. The learning curve at this stage is very intense, steep and usually one big blur of physical, psychic, etheric, emotional and mental pain and confusion while trying to not get murdered or mutilated beyond repair by Team Dark (TD) human psychopaths and/or nonphysical aliens, demons and whatnot. This is not at all exaggerated information but greatly and intentionally diluted information.

My only child, my adult son, is dangerously deep in this phase of physical negative old world human psychopaths trying to kill him, kill those close to him, mutilate him, poison him, break him in a number of ways and/or scare him away from their perceived physical territory. What I didn’t realize until I was physically with him Tuesday of this week after not seeing or talking with him for a few years (for AP reasons for myself at my stair-step and him at his), is just how archetypal these early Ascension Process Initiatory stair-step phases are. His personal experiences are slightly different from the ones I experienced from 1999 on—and included much of in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010)—but they are archetypal in that Dark is Dark and Light is Light and all that’s got to be resolved as my book title indicates, and personally integrated, Alchemically transmuted and unified and finally transcended into something much higher in frequency by each of us individually. Resolving personal internal and external Duality, polarity, separation etc. to ascend beyond it and exist in a higher frequency and state of being and reality. Simultaneously, human psychopaths fighting and killing others over old negative 3D beliefs, territories and expectations that are all going extinct anyway, or simply because someone is ascending and Embodies Light in their territorial darkness. Time is short kids, “wake up” quickly and get your Inner Work done and physically move if needed and move on up energetically to the next higher Initiatic flight of AP stair-steps. Learn to fly and not get eaten by lowly insane predators; the evolutionary Light has your back, your heart and is the energetic force under your NEW wings so “fly” like everything depends on you getting more elevation quickly.

The other aspect of this with my son was, after he shared what he’s been going through with all this, not that he was consciously aware it was the AP, was what if anything should I do or not do about these dangerous Initiatic situations he’s in now. As I do with all things, I step way back to get a higher and larger overview of what’s all going on at that moment. Once I’ve expanded my awareness and perspective, I know what to do and/or not do, and in this case I wanted to discern who the people are that are trying to kill my son and where they live physically in relation to where he now lives. Once I’d done that and understood why they’re doing all they have for a very long time to anyone who takes up residence and employment in what they believe is their territory, I intentionally anchored layers and layers of higher frequency Light into that entire physical land area. I’ve been doing this all week and after that I called upon one archangel to help protect my son and his wife so they can continue their “waking up” phase of the AP long enough to realize they need to physically relocate asap, like it or not, ready or not, can afford it or not and they cannot. How many times have each of us HAD to move for similar reasons throughout our AP Initiations? Initiatic stair-steps.

The first day of my intentionally Working more Light into that land area I clairvoyantly Saw increased dark etheric activity inside my house which is fairly common still. After three days and nights of me Consciously Creating a Light saturated safe space for him and his wife to continue their AP, plus flooding hundreds of miles of land in the local area and state he lives in with higher frequency Light, I had an old familiar archetypal nightmare. I’ve had these victimizer/victim nightmares all my life up until the point I ascended out of frequency range of the old lower TD Earth world and negative Astral a few years ago. It was glorious to finally evolve myself out of range of these frequencies, beings, energies, emotions and consciousness. However, my extended focusing on negative TD humans and aliens (aliens because they’re involved with all this) for three days and nights was all it took to experience another of these horrific murder-spree type nightmares where human psychopaths hunt, capture and murder innocent humans, usually females but certainly not limited to. This is another reason it’s best to not look back but continue moving forward with your AP/EP. Unless you’ve got abundant personal Forerunner Light, knowledge and training under your own Divine belt and know how to deal with negative repercussions caused by your actions, just keep expanding and Embodying and take a pass for the time-being on evicting the Dark negativity. This is how some Forerunner Pathpavers Wayshowers learn; we push, we test, we intentionally drive the AP and EP higher and higher because we excel at this and more, and when TD retaliates, we learn from that too and continue on ever more empowered.

There Are No Coinky Dinks

 On Saturday April 14, 2018, Sandra Walter will be in Sedona Arizona with others to have a ‘Light Tribe Gathering’. See her website for information if interested. I mention this because everything I’ve discussed about my son and what he’s been going through for years already but is currently highly amplified has been happening only a few physical miles south of Sedona. Everyone please read between the 5D lines here again. The ‘Light Tribe’ intentionally Works the Light in all sorts of creative and beneficial ways both known and unknown for people—family and strangers alike—in different places on and off Earth and at different times but always for the AP and EP processes of everyone at every stair-step. The timing of these individual Initiations, struggles and difficulties, ongoing evolutionary shifts for more of humanity, intentional ‘Light Tribe Gathering’, my personal and collective Working of the Light in this particular physical location this week in highly amplified ways is no coincidence. It’s another intentional higher-level directing of the AP and EP Light energies by the Pathpaving Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners etc. for everyone everywhere. There will be more NEW positive repercussions from this week’s Light Work by myself from my level(s), home and space, by my son from his level and space, from tomorrows ‘Light Tribe Gathering’ in Sedona, and by other Forerunners unseen but also highly focused on Working the Light from the privacy of their physical homes and properties plus multidimensional levels of being and awareness as well. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

April 13, 2018

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The Parasite Haters

  Like many who write about the Ascension Process (AP) and related topics, I’ve had to deal with certain readers over the years who have very different perspectives about what “Love” is, what Light is, what negativity is, which spiritual and Ascension related information is correct, which is not, and which people who teach and write about the Ascension Process are correct and which are not.

Many of these readers have always believed they have the right to write public Comments on my sites with links to other AP teachers, writers, channels and/or channeled material etc. that they believe wholeheartedly and have benefited from. They want to share that information with other readers, which I completely understand. I’ve quoted and linked to a very small few other AP teachers/writers myself in some of my articles for the same reasons; I want to share correct, high frequency information with people. Problem is that these people want to spread certain information they believe by parasitically using me, my sites and my decade-plus online AP writing Works to do that, and, if I don’t give them what they want they attack me in a response Comment(s) and they typically call their attacks “Love”.

What does the owner of an online site(s) who is an Ascension teacher/writer do when a person or people writes a Comment(s) under your article(s) with a link or links in it to another site or sites with information that you know to be incorrect and/or distorted? What do you do in such a situation? On the one hand you could just publish these people’s Comment(s) — which by the way are for readers to write a Comment about the article or post that you have written on your site, not try to promote other people and their writings — even though you know the information is slightly or greatly distorted intentionally or unintentionally. Does one not only compromise themselves and their personal AP Work and website(s) in such a situation, but does one also pass along that link/information to their readers knowing it has certain distortions, disinformation or plain incorrect information in it? How is doing that staying true to oneself and one’s personal lengthy and difficult First Waver, Forerunner, First Embodier, Pathpaver Ascension Process Work and knowledge? Do you publish certain people’s Comments on your site under your article(s) that contain links to other writers works when that information has discrepancies and/or distortions great or small in it, in them just to placate that reader/Commentor? Or do you live what you teach, what you write about, what you live yourself and risk vicious hate-filled response Comment attacks and etheric drive-by shootings from them aimed squarely at yourself? What does one do? Is it even a question really? Not for me it isn’t and never has been.

How do you deal with people with parasitic consciousness who only see other people as their ways and means to get what they want? How does one honestly communicate online with people like that? How does one bridge the growing glaring gap between integrity, Higher Awareness, HighHeart and lack of greater awareness, ego and complete parasitic consciousness and being? How does one deal with online Ascension Process bullies, haters, parasites, Portal People, disinformation spreaders both knowingly and unknowingly, the “consciousness police” people, selfish tantrum throwers, and attackers doing their best to bludgeon you to death with their written words?

I received one of the most hate-filled Comments earlier this month (January 2018) that I’ve ever received, and believe me when I tell you that that’s saying something because I’ve dealt with Comments and emails since 2003 that would shock and amaze in their sheer negativity and hatred of me. This person used my use of forward slash / in another article too much as their reason and excuse to rip me to shreds with their profound written viciousness and hatred. A few years ago another person emailed me with an explosion of hatred about my constantly confusing the difference between the words effect and affect in my articles. Other people have written me Comments and emails about how negativity does not exist but is all inside of me. Other people have written me that you’re probably familiar with from having read their websites, that wanted to know how I know what I do when I don’t channel. The fact that someone could directly access Higher Awareness, higher Light, and higher dimensions etc. was too much for them evidently during the past decade and because of their level of awareness I have been suspect in many AP people’s eye’s over the years. If you’re a Walk-In then that’s instantly accepted and okay; produce endless reams of information like a tireless energizer bunny even if it’s scattered and hard for most readers to relate to. If you’re a channel for another being or beings in another dimension then that’s instantly accepted and okay, even if you don’t have the ability to discern and energetically read those beings to know on your own that they indeed are or are not who and what they claim to be.

In the past people used to be burned at the stake for not strictly following the church and state rules and regulations. In our time it’s about being repeatedly attacked online by anyone that is unhappy with you, what you’re writing about, how you’re saying it, how you’re not saying it, and anything else they can come up with to cover the fact that they’re viciously attacking you because they hate you. Too many repeated misspelled words for someone? Too many /// in an article for someone else? Not allowing yourself and your website(s) to be parasitically used to advertise and promote someone else’s site and writings via some persons Comment with links in it under one of my articles? Plus being attacked, disrespected, hated and generally abused because you didn’t instantly give that parasitic person exactly what they wanted and them believing and/or claiming that what they said and did was in the sacred high name of “Love”. Welcome to 2018 everyone; the time and place where the Light really hits the road and all the bullshit, negativity, ego, imbalances, prejudice, hatred, parasitism, manipulations, con jobs, distortions, control tactics, lack of higher awareness, physical, verbal, written and etheric attacks and ever-flowing lies and deceptions are out in the open Light for those with eyes, heart and balls enough to honestly see, feel and openly call a spade a spade when it really is a spade promoting itself as something else. The unaware have always believed that everyone else has been as unaware as they are. We are not and never have been.

  I shouldn’t need to tell those of you with Higher Awareness and development from having lived the AP and EP processes longer, deeper and further than most that all of 2017, and these first 15 days of January 2018, have been pretty physically painful and sometimes psychologically trying at certain levels. (No doubt more to come beyond today so heads and hearts up First Embodiers/Forerunners/Pathpavers.) Fifteen days into 2018, and some are quickly becoming even more unhinged than they were before. Big clue there. Guess what things will look and feel like with the massive energetic changes coming throughout 2018. If ever there was a time to constantly fly above the fray as best you can it’s now HighHearts.

The many reasons why you’ve been in amplified physical pain, emotional pain, mental disarray and experiencing increased interference physically, mentally, etherically and increased tech interference lately is because we’ve Embodied more of the latest NEW much higher frequency Light energies and Codes over the past few months and days even. In a few months these ongoing Embodiment energetic actions and events we’ve done within our selves and physical bodies will manifest in the outer world as more dramatic physical changes for the human masses worldwide. The increase in recent global earthquakes, volcanoes, weather extremes, fires, floods, mudslides, record-breaking freezing storms and such is another manifestation of the latest Embodiments and NEW Codes being anchored in by and through the First Embodiers. When Uranus enters Taurus in May 2018, reality/realities will be tweaked again and in very important ways that will lead humanity out of the past patriarchal controlled global monetary systems and matching consciousness. What humanity finds of worth, value, of importance, and of real beauty (all these are Taurus energies) is and will continue to dramatically change into something so different that most people cannot even imagine it today. They will over time however, and every Solar wind that blows further pushes them into compressed evolution farther and farther away from everything of the old lower frequency consciousness and world views and beliefs. Some will handle this and everything else that’s coming far better than some other people are and will. It’s to be expected as the Separation of Worlds becomes increasingly visible to just about everyone on all sides.

As many of you know already, when the negativity increases for a while, it’s always because another BIG energetic improvement change is coming or has just arrived. It just is what it is and nothing more at this point. Let them scream and attack and complain about you not allowing them to use, disrespect, and take advantage of you and your online places of Work. “Me Too” and “Time’s Up” means everyone everywhere with everything. Not just females and males and patriarchal consciousness of old over sex, power and control. “Time’s Up” with anyone abusing, using, attacking, parasiting off of another person, group, place and system. At higher levels this has nothing to do with sex or sexual abuse and males and females etc., but about humans and humanity and how NONE of ANY lower traits and tactics will be allowed to continue harming another person or people. The sexual abuse etc. aspects of “Me Too” and “Time’s Up” are just the very tip of the evolutionary iceberg people. This will continue and expand until ALL aspects worldwide are included in the NEW ascended/ascending human consciousness and HighHearts of humanity. Why do you think some are lashing out and attacking certain people now so much worse than ever before? Because mass  global humanity has reached “Time’s Up” across the board and they’re not happy about this, are frightened by it, don’t know what to do about it other than lash out at those helping to manifest “Time’s Up” old lower everything and everyone.

Denise

January 15, 2018

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The Phoenix-Like June 2016 Solstice

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A short note to mention how different and multidimensional the June 2016 Solstice and same-day Full Moon period has felt, and been.

A dear online Forerunner friend recently shared a vision she had the other day about a huge, powerful and beautiful Phoenix bird flying and circling overhead. Her vision felt to me exactly like what I believe many of the Forerunners of the Forerunners and some Forerunners have personally gone through during this June 2016 Solstice. It’s very much felt to me like:

  1. Another living transitional death process out of our old selves and reality
  2. Another trek through some Astral-like junk and gunk type experiences
  3. Immediately after June Solstice we were reborn anew from our own ashes like great and beautiful Phoenix birds

This has felt terrible, wonderful and extremely frustrating beyond belief at times, dead quiet and isolated at times, and blissful and self-fulfilled—Sovereign—at other times. It’s also very much felt like I’ve gone through another living death process and have transitioned into something NEW and Phoenix-like. I believe many of us have had this recent June 2016 Solstice/Full Moon period experience over these past few days and weeks.

A very big and different corner has been rounded by many of us over these past few days, and in many ways, it’s still taking place as I write this. As usual this too will take some time for us to adjust and acclimate to and better consciously understand all that we’ve just gone through internally and how that automatically helps evolve everything externally.

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Very well done everyone, Thank You and keep flying anew.

Denise

June 22, 2016

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