The Initiatic Evolutionary Journey: Stair-steps To Freedom

Wild times lately huh? Wild, enlightening and wonderful, and the higher level overview is always so much more impressive, simplified and clear than the previous level we were in. The higher we ascend, the more we see, feel and understand as we continue our evolutionary induced ascent. Climb baby climb!

I knew more Higher Awareness was just around the cosmic corner because we’d reached a more elevated NEW landing on these Ascension Embodiment Process stair-steps with entry into 2018. Some of what’s been expanding for me so far this year has been a higher overview and more detailed understanding about the different Initiatic Ascension Process (AP) energy stair-steps and higher landing levels for people coming up behind the Forerunner Pathpavers etc. As a Forerunner of the Forerunners I believed that the extreme Initiations I went through that started on the physical and biological levels 1998–1999, were more dangerous, negative, bloody and difficult because no one had cleared the energetic Ascension Path way back then. I was a point man, one of a very small First Wave Forerunner of the Forerunners group far out front with machetes hacking away for two decades at the internal and external, personal and collective dense negative overgrown 3D jungle foliage to clear an Ascension pathway for not only myself, ourselves, but for all who would be coming along—Ascending—behind this small but hearty first Pathpaving group.

When You Start “Waking Up”, You Do So In The Old DARK

One of the first realizations that hits people when they start to “wake up” from being activated by the evolutionary AP, is that almost immediately they’re under attack by pretty much everything and everyone. People and lifestyles, old lower level consciousness, habits and expectations etc. suddenly aren’t satisfying or fulfilling once one is in the “waking up” phase of the AP. Your family, friends, neighbors, partners, mates, husband or wife quickly become dense unaware jerks, or worse, from your newly activated ascending perspective. And usually they don’t want you to change and some greatly resent you for changing and no longer conforming to the family tribe and human collective herd. There’s also your old pre-Ascension friends and buddies that you find you have outgrown almost overnight. You’re suddenly faced with the painful fact that old lower frequency, density and consciousness relationships of all types (and everything else for that matter) no longer work for you because you’ve changed in positive and sudden maverick-like ways that they’re not anywhere near ready to deal with or understand. Because of this and hundreds of other things, you have to continue on the AP path, and as you do your once heavily populated life quickly becomes a lone solo journey into the great and seemingly endless unknown, and typically while under varying degrees of negative physical and psychic, etheric and Astral attacks.

The unaware and heartless people still existing in the DARK don’t take kindly to you “waking up” and rocking the old negative 3D patriarchal boat with your newfound beginner amount of LIGHT so, you come under repeated attacks by them because of it. Way freaking harsh treatment for simply being activated by the natural evolutionary Ascension Process but this is how it’s been for most of us. My point is that during the early phase of the AP, we all are repeatedly attacked by low consciousness people, some of them profoundly worse than others, who are frequency matching conduits with and portals for negative aliens, beings, entities, demons etc. or Team Dark as I call them all. As harsh as this all is, what’s worse is that most people who’ve been activated by the AP Light energies to quickly evolve don’t even understand why they’re being attacked by negative humans and nonhuman beings. This beginning period of the AP for most of us is so hard and confusing, not to mention terribly dangerous and painful in multiple ways, while we slowly realize what’s going on and why. It’s like a baby bird getting pushed out of the nest and having to figure out how to not get eaten by predators and quickly master flying at the same time. The learning curve at this stage is very intense, steep and usually one big blur of physical, psychic, etheric, emotional and mental pain and confusion while trying to not get murdered or mutilated beyond repair by Team Dark (TD) human psychopaths and/or nonphysical aliens, demons and whatnot. This is not at all exaggerated information but greatly and intentionally diluted information.

My only child, my adult son, is dangerously deep in this phase of physical negative old world human psychopaths trying to kill him, kill those close to him, mutilate him, poison him, break him in a number of ways and/or scare him away from their perceived physical territory. What I didn’t realize until I was physically with him Tuesday of this week after not seeing or talking with him for a few years (for AP reasons for myself at my stair-step and him at his), is just how archetypal these early Ascension Process Initiatory stair-step phases are. His personal experiences are slightly different from the ones I experienced from 1999 on—and included much of in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010)—but they are archetypal in that Dark is Dark and Light is Light and all that’s got to be resolved as my book title indicates, and personally integrated, Alchemically transmuted and unified and finally transcended into something much higher in frequency by each of us individually. Resolving personal internal and external Duality, polarity, separation etc. to ascend beyond it and exist in a higher frequency and state of being and reality. Simultaneously, human psychopaths fighting and killing others over old negative 3D beliefs, territories and expectations that are all going extinct anyway, or simply because someone is ascending and Embodies Light in their territorial darkness. Time is short kids, “wake up” quickly and get your Inner Work done and physically move if needed and move on up energetically to the next higher Initiatic flight of AP stair-steps. Learn to fly and not get eaten by lowly insane predators; the evolutionary Light has your back, your heart and is the energetic force under your NEW wings so “fly” like everything depends on you getting more elevation quickly.

The other aspect of this with my son was, after he shared what he’s been going through with all this, not that he was consciously aware it was the AP, was what if anything should I do or not do about these dangerous Initiatic situations he’s in now. As I do with all things, I step way back to get a higher and larger overview of what’s all going on at that moment. Once I’ve expanded my awareness and perspective, I know what to do and/or not do, and in this case I wanted to discern who the people are that are trying to kill my son and where they live physically in relation to where he now lives. Once I’d done that and understood why they’re doing all they have for a very long time to anyone who takes up residence and employment in what they believe is their territory, I intentionally anchored layers and layers of higher frequency Light into that entire physical land area. I’ve been doing this all week and after that I called upon one archangel to help protect my son and his wife so they can continue their “waking up” phase of the AP long enough to realize they need to physically relocate asap, like it or not, ready or not, can afford it or not and they cannot. How many times have each of us HAD to move for similar reasons throughout our AP Initiations? Initiatic stair-steps.

The first day of my intentionally Working more Light into that land area I clairvoyantly Saw increased dark etheric activity inside my house which is fairly common still. After three days and nights of me Consciously Creating a Light saturated safe space for him and his wife to continue their AP, plus flooding hundreds of miles of land in the local area and state he lives in with higher frequency Light, I had an old familiar archetypal nightmare. I’ve had these victimizer/victim nightmares all my life up until the point I ascended out of frequency range of the old lower TD Earth world and negative Astral a few years ago. It was glorious to finally evolve myself out of range of these frequencies, beings, energies, emotions and consciousness. However, my extended focusing on negative TD humans and aliens (aliens because they’re involved with all this) for three days and nights was all it took to experience another of these horrific murder-spree type nightmares where human psychopaths hunt, capture and murder innocent humans, usually females but certainly not limited to. This is another reason it’s best to not look back but continue moving forward with your AP/EP. Unless you’ve got abundant personal Forerunner Light, knowledge and training under your own Divine belt and know how to deal with negative repercussions caused by your actions, just keep expanding and Embodying and take a pass for the time-being on evicting the Dark negativity. This is how some Forerunner Pathpavers Wayshowers learn; we push, we test, we intentionally drive the AP and EP higher and higher because we excel at this and more, and when TD retaliates, we learn from that too and continue on ever more empowered.

There Are No Coinky Dinks

 On Saturday April 14, 2018, Sandra Walter will be in Sedona Arizona with others to have a ‘Light Tribe Gathering’. See her website for information if interested. I mention this because everything I’ve discussed about my son and what he’s been going through for years already but is currently highly amplified has been happening only a few physical miles south of Sedona. Everyone please read between the 5D lines here again. The ‘Light Tribe’ intentionally Works the Light in all sorts of creative and beneficial ways both known and unknown for people—family and strangers alike—in different places on and off Earth and at different times but always for the AP and EP processes of everyone at every stair-step. The timing of these individual Initiations, struggles and difficulties, ongoing evolutionary shifts for more of humanity, intentional ‘Light Tribe Gathering’, my personal and collective Working of the Light in this particular physical location this week in highly amplified ways is no coincidence. It’s another intentional higher-level directing of the AP and EP Light energies by the Pathpaving Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners etc. for everyone everywhere. There will be more NEW positive repercussions from this week’s Light Work by myself from my level(s), home and space, by my son from his level and space, from tomorrows ‘Light Tribe Gathering’ in Sedona, and by other Forerunners unseen but also highly focused on Working the Light from the privacy of their physical homes and properties plus multidimensional levels of being and awareness as well. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

April 13, 2018

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No Energies Left in the Old Codes

 

Some readers were talking in Comments under another article, about how “dead” most everything of the old lower patriarchal Earth world feels to them. The reason for this is because those Source created old Cycle energy codes fully expired December 21, 2012, and along with them all the Team Dark (TD negative aliens and different entities and negative humans) hijacked distortions and overlays of those old codes. So between both the original Source created past Evolutionary codes, and the hijacking and horrendous distortions of those codes by TD to more easily control humanity, Earth and life and reality on Earth, everything is very much dead in that old Earth world and timeline(s). It’s all disappearing like the dinosaurs and more and more people are very aware of and feeling the passing of the old Evolutionary Cycle and its codes.

  Because there is no more energetic life, fuel and support in or for the old expired codes from Source, and also from nonphysical TD and their distortions of those old hijacked codes, all the TD humans that have lived their lives, generation after generation, being gleefully supported by nonhuman TD aliens and entities are wondering why things aren’t working as they always have. They’re used to getting away with bloody murder and worse across the entire Earth playing field, but increasingly their old familiar energetic juice, energies, unseen support and supplies and eons-old backup just isn’t there any longer. These humans continue however to go through the only motions/life/reality/consciousness they know, which is constant lying to just about everyone about everything, endless thefts, predatory behaviors, using others for self gain, manipulating, bottomless greed, violence, warring addiction and the insane need to rule the planet and beyond. All those negative patriarchal things that ruled and ran the old Earth world we all incarnated into.

To more and more people, not just those who are consciously aware of and have been living the Ascension and Embodiment Processes for many years or decades, are increasingly feeling this dead, lifeless, empty, non-vibrant, grotesque and energetically flat landscape that used to be planet Earth; the negative anti-life and anti-human global patriarchal reality run by nonhuman aliens and entities at the unimaginable expense of mass humanity, Earth and beyond for thousands of years.

  The farther within the NEW Light and NEW codes we evolve into, the less all the old codes—original Source created and the TD hijacked distortions of them—the more quickly this whole AP is manifesting. The first week of November Gateway was really rough for me on the physical body level. Sunday, November 5th was severe pain coming in from above my head and pushing down as is fairly normal with these intense higher Light energies being Embodied. However, this time it was severe to the point that it felt like a borderline migraine which causes nausea and super sensitivities to everything. This wasn’t a migraine but an extra rough, for me, energy Embodying process. Monday November 6th was less painfully intense but Tuesday the 7th was even worse than Sunday the 5th and I knew then that something else was happening. Luckily I was able to clairvoyantly See this large etheric thing that I believe was an old TD etheric implant placed in my head. It looked to me like it was metal but was etheric, nonphysical, was large and the upper third of it stuck out of the top of my head, while the bottom 2/3 of it resided in the left side of my head.

I spent most of Tuesday laying down with no sounds in the house at all because the pain was that severe. Once this vision of this etheric thing inside my head became visible to me, I could See and feel how this Gateway’s energies were literally impacting this thing, like a Divine hammer repeatedly pounding on an old negative implanted anvil, and the pain from all this was extreme. With closed eyes I watched this vision of my head being Worked on energetically and asked what this large metal looking thing was and what was happening. The immediate answer I got was, and I quote because this was really interesting to me, “It’s just like what happened to Saturn recently and why.”

I’ve repeatedly mentioned about what happened to Saturn in April 2017, which was that it was intentionally blasted by seven Solar flares to energetically free it from the TD distortions (inverted) they’d placed over Saturn and its organic energies to better control 3D physicality, reality, humanity and life on Earth. Because I’d been very aware of what and why these seven Solar flares happened to Saturn earlier this year, the image I Saw on November 7, 2017 of some etheric thing, device, impediment, implant etc. inside my head made instant sense as to why it was hurting so severely due to these latest Gateway energies. It felt like this immovable thing would cause my jaw to break under the repeated blows from these energies. My spine reverberated from them and all I could think of was how profoundly handicapped humanity has been thanks to Team Dark’s actions.

After hours and hours of this reaching a breaking point late Tuesday, it finally did happen, the breaking point! Amidst the severe head, jaw and upper spine pains and growing pressure from the NEW Light hammering repeatedly on my head and this etheric thing there on the left half of it, I heard a tiny single sound like a pop in or near my Pineal and Pituitary glands and instantly the etheric thing vanished and all the immense physical pain stopped. It was done. Block, distortion, implant or whatever it was was gone thanks to the latest Gateway NEW Light and NEW codes being literally hammered into me through the entrance point above the top of my physical head. My inner ears are still ringing but thank gawd the severe pain is gone and I can feel these latest NEW Lights and codes flowing unimpeded into and through me and my HighHeart and physical body. Oh Saturn, I can so relate to what you went through this year and why. ❤

I shared this story because many Forerunners forget that we’re simultaneously releasing, transmuting and clearing old codes when and where needed but also negative energies, implants and other TD created parasitic distortions while Embodying larger and higher amounts of NEW Light and NEW codes. All this is often felt as one big painful process and we forget or don’t realize that much more is taking place than only Embodying more NEW Light within our physical bodies.

 

  Speaking of old world TD parasitism…

I’m finally going to mention this because it’s time. It’s been going on for many years but it’s time to shine the Light on this parasitic aspect too. It should be blatantly obvious to everyone but it sadly isn’t, not yet. I’m talking about those people who teach/preach Ascension information that believe themselves to be and/or claim themselves to be of the NEW Light when in fact their very actions and words prove they are not. Their actions and/or words prove them to be either false light—a nice little padded sounding term for inorganic Team Dark negativity presenting itself as organic Source created NEW Light when its anything but—or these people are simply unaware or don’t understand certain things yet or are delusional and/or have huge egos or all the above. In any case it’s very unpleasant for the people who are aware and Embodying more and more NEW Light and NEW codes.

There are some people and websites who will remain nameless by me but are well-known by most in the Ascension communities that are, based on my awareness, of the false light and are highly parasitic. There’s one person that has repeatedly quoted some of my articles on his/her website, which I allow in my Copyright Notice under my articles, but this person places a large donation button IN my article under its title and above my article. The way this person places THEIR donation button IN my articles makes it look to their readers like it’s my donation button but it’s the donation button of the person whose quoted my article on their site. Parasitism within the Ascension community at its absolute lowest.

To the readers of other people’s websites that quote not only some of my articles but other Ascension writers as well, I ask you to honestly consider how authentic someone is that deliberately tries to make money in the form of donations off of other Ascension writers/teachers articles and material actually is. Are these the actions of someone whose honestly living the Ascension Process and evolving themselves? Or are these negative parasitic actions done by some to try to make money from other people such as myself in this particular case? When the actions and/or words of someone claiming to be of the Light aren’t at all, then it’s very ease to see this and instantly know that you, the readers of their websites are being manipulated and used by people who utilize this negative tactic against the people whose articles they’ve quoted on their websites.

On an only slightly less offensive level, there are certain people who don’t have websites but have YouTube accounts where they take other Ascension writers/teachers articles or materials and use a disgusting robotic sounding reading device to read my articles (and other Ascension teachers) in the hopes of making some money from some YouTube advertisements. Again, these are terrible parasitic actions done by certain people, but what’s worse to me as the author of stolen for profit articles is that it sounds like my very words are being spoken by an AI voice that removes all the organic life and higher frequency Light and energies out of my words and articles… and then tries to make money off them.

The silence right there is my being saddened, angry, frustrated and disappointed by the unaware people living in such fear still that they do their utmost to steel and suck the life and Light out of other people’s Ascension articles. There’s much more, so much more, but enough of these people and their TD parasitic tactics. Readers beware, be wise, be honest with yourselves and discern these and other related actions and words by those people and/or supposed Ascension “teachers” who should know better IF they were indeed really living the Ascension Process themselves. Just like all the sexual predators being publicly outed now, ALL predators doing all sorts of negative parasitic actions to other people for gain of whatever type—money, sex, fame, leadership/guru type delusions, ego inflation etc.—will from here on out be increasingly outed. It’s time for this to happen across the board and there is nothing that can or will stop it or hide it, deflect it or derail it. Be the NEW Light, Embody the NEW Light, live by the NEW Light and NEW codes or be exposed for what you really are to everyone in the Light. This is not my personal war-cry or decree but Source’s. Try to f*** with that and see what happens to you and your life and very quickly now. No one is exempt from this, no one anywhere.

Now that I’ve gotten that off my HighHeart chest let’s have ice cream and cookies or something. ❤  Man, this is no walk in the park kids, and as the old organic and inorganic energies and codes for that old now expired Cycle completely run out of footing, fuel and fumes of that old fuel, these parasitic people and all their parasitic actions and words will become increasingly obvious and repulsive to more people because their food and fuel supply is going, going, gone. No more head in the sand people. No more turning the other cheek. No more polite silence. No more enabling by any of us who do know better and have always been very aware of these people and their parasitism. See it, acknowledge it, call it what it really is and soon it won’t be able to exist at all in the NEW Light and NEW codes and ascending Earth world(s).

Denise

November 9, 2017

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