return of Divine Feminine

Welcome To The Evolutionary Ascension Process World

January 20, 2018April 4, 2023Denise Le Fay

Recently Courtland asked me why so many teachers and channels within the Spiritual Ascension Communities have said that the current president of the USA — the T creature as I refer to him — is so great, so positive, is “the one” whose causing so much positive change in this country. Here’s where I point out the top main image I chose for this article. It’s to remind everyone that each of us is standing on different energetic Stair-steps of development, consciousness, awareness, focus, abilities, growth, Ascension Process and so on. This has always been the case, but each year since the end of 2012, the gap between different people’s levels of awareness and consciousness has widened tremendously. Hence the Separation of Worlds or as it’s also called, the ‘Bifurcation’ of Worlds. And this great gap between the awake and aware and learning constantly, the awake and less aware, the awake and just starting to learn, the currently awakening, and the still asleep unaware people is NOT going to suddenly go from these many different Stair-step levels to everyone suddenly having the same awareness, development, focus, consciousness, Higher Awareness, and living the Ascension Process in the same way. It has not and still does not work this way even though the Ascension Process is evolving everyone at every different Stair-step level finally now that we’ve reached 2018.

There isn’t anything or anyone within the old lower 3D patriarchal world that was or is or will be “the one” that will magically fix everything or make things right or equal in this country or any other. That is old lower frequency Duality consciousness; disempowered consciousness that constantly projected outside of itself most everything. The T creature is unknowingly doing a very good job of forcing people worldwide to see how Duality functioned in our country’s government and consciousness, and how corrupt it all was and still is. Elephants and donkeys, donkeys and elephants, red and blue, Republicans and Democrats, it was all Duality but it was Duality within an illusion of vast differences and great choices for the people, the voters, but there never really was any. It was all an illusion of choice for the people of this country and was just Duality playing out at that old lower patriarchal level. This is the “end times” of all that, not the beginning of correcting those old systems at that lowly level but of evolving far beyond them all.

People who still believe in and are only capable of perceiving of power and answers, salvation and justice etc. as something outside of themselves and in someone else like a politician(s), ruler, religious leader(s), groups, set of beliefs or whatever are still functioning within the old and very low frequency of the global patriarchal Duality consciousness. Problem with this is that entire system has Expired and has no energies sustaining it or them any longer, and beating that dead horse won’t bring it back to life and power again. That energy, time, consciousness, life and reality has energetically ended and humanity is currently evolving beyond all of it now, hence all the chaos, insanity and high drama.

There’s about 7.5 billion people alive on Earth now which means there’s 7.5 billion individual belief systems and personal takes on “reality” all happening now. Since December 2012, the old global patriarchal frequency, codes and templates fully Expired even though there’s still billions of people worldwide that continue to live their daily lives from that old consciousness and beliefs. The big and really great news about this is that with the start of 2018, 7.5 billion people worldwide are, like it or not, know it consciously or not and most do not know about the Ascension Process at all, 7.5 billion people are now under the NEW energetic influences of the evolutionary Ascension Process and NEW Light, NEW energies, NEW codes, templates, blueprints, emotions and evolving global consciousness.

All 7.5 billion people on Earth now are living in the time of planetary, solar system, galactic and universal evolutionary Ascension whether they’re consciously aware of this fact or not. 2018 activated the NEW for 7.5 billion, so even though the majority of people around the world are still living and functioning in and from the past old lower frequency patriarchal consciousness and beliefs about everything, they are now ALL living the Ascension Process and subject to the ever-increasing NEW Light energies, Codes and rapidly evolving consciousness worldwide. They and their consciousness and physical bodies and all else are, as of 2018, living within the compressed evolutionary Ascension Process and are being positively changed because of it and the majority of them don’t even know this. It’s not mandatory that they do, but it is mandatory for ALL to be living it in 2018 and beyond. If that’s not something they want to do, then they will exit via physical death.

Many years ago I wondered how in the universe this Ascension Process was going to impact, change and evolve the unaware human masses globally. I wondered this and many other related things because 1) Free Will still exists and 2) humanity has always existed on 3D Earth from a wide range of different consciousness levels and development. The personal developmental, focus and awareness gaps have always existed on Earth but it’s been extreme for the past many thousands of years. Because of these two main things, I wondered how the Ascension Process would affect the unaware people without abusing their personal Divine Free Will. The primary answer to that question is that all 7.5 billion souls alive on Earth now during the Ascension Process, Age change, great Galactic Alignment, the “end times” of the global patriarchy, and exit out of the many years of Galactic Alignment and entrance into the NEW Ascending Earth world with its NEW Light and Codes are incarnate now because they wanted to be here for all this. They wanted to live it, witness it, help with it or resist it. These 7.5 billion souls are here now because they’ve earned a rare and special incarnation during these difficult, tumultuous, painful and chaotic times of powerful compressed Ascension Process evolution. Do they consciously remember this? Most do not but that doesn’t change anything for each of them. They’re here to individually live and take part in the universal Ascension Process knowingly and/or unknowingly.

With the start of 2018, the NEW evolutionary Ascension Process Light and NEW Codes and NEW energies and so forth are here on the physical fully finally. The NEW is here and it’s the new normal on secondary ascending Earth world with it’s 7.5 or thereabout inhabitants, all with their 7.5 billion different levels of consciousness, beliefs, expectations, fears, intentions and so on. They ALL now exist on the secondary ascending Earth world meaning they ALL are living under the NEW Codes, NEW Light energies, NEW rules and so forth even though they don’t consciously know any of this.

Since the 1970s I’ve been an etheric “Guide” to many people while I (and they) were asleep and out of our physical bodies. This isn’t something I decided I’d do in my twenties, but was another of my many Soul Contracts I’ve had in this Ascension Process lifetime. Many Forerunners/Starseeds/First Embodiers/Pathpavers have had this particular Soul Contract in these lives and have been “Guides” to certain other people during the sleep state that were ready for that type of one-on-one spiritual, energetic and consciousness educations from us. Stair-steps, even with this because most people in the early stages of their awakening couldn’t psychologically cope with say an ET showing up to teach them certain things. Others wouldn’t benefit from or feel comfortable around a Guide looking like say an Angel or Lightbeing, so many people need their Guides to look human so they can more easily focus on what they’re being taught and not fixate on or be shocked or frightened by nonhuman other-dimensional beings showing up in their lives as personal Guides.

From my early childhood until the start of my first Saturn Return at age 29, my primary etheric Guide was a male being who always appeared in a brown hooded monks robe, but where his face should have been was intentionally blacked-out for this very reason. By him deliberately not allowing himself to present a face to me, he prevented me from becoming fixated on him, possibly becoming infatuated with him, being sidetracked by his appearance, or making our temporary relationship emotionally dependent and so on and wasting our precious and limited years together.

There are numerous different levels to being an etheric Guide to certain people, just like the first image at the top of this article; all Guides—human and nonhuman—evolve and move on to new students over time, especially so during the Ascension Process because everyone constantly learns more, grows more and needs to change and move on to higher, more complex Stair-step levels. This directly ties into the two topics above; 2018 is entrance into the secondary ascending Earth world for about 7.5 billion people and that means they have entered a NEW-to-them phase of spiritual, energetic, consciousness and reality evolutionary growth. This also means that NEW Guides have been and will continue to be added, changing, changed, swapped out, leaving, entering and changing again for these people to help them learn about these evolutionary Ascension Process changes affecting consciousness and external reality and so forth from the sleep state. Why the sleep state? Because so much more can be accomplished very quickly and with less trauma and drama that way for all parties. Because of all this some Forerunners/First Embodiers/Starseeds will most likely experience more changes with this and related Mission Work in their lives now. Just a hearts up co-workers. ❤

Because of the 2018 activation’s of these many NEW changes to mass humanity, the Forerunners/First Embodiers/Wayshowers etc. are going to suddenly be finding ourselves in NEW territory too with NEW etheric jobs be that higher level “Guidance” to certain other humans or any number of other NEW-to-us Mission Work jobs. In other words First Embodiers/Forerunners etc., expect new etheric level clientele if you are to continue being a Guide and counsel certain living humans about the Ascension Process.

Disclosure Is Firstly Spiritual & Energetic

Most people think of “disclosure” as UFOs, ETs and governments covering up their knowledge of and dealings with certain ET groups and nothing beyond that. However, over just the past couple of months a massive and incredibly important issue was seemingly suddenly revealed to the masses; it was disclosure concerning females and the worldwide inequality and sexual abuses etc. they’ve lived with throughout the thousands of years of global patriarchal rule and consciousness on old 3D Earth. This, like all other old patriarchal issues accepted as “normal” worldwide, have become so “normal”, so accepted and believed to be normal that for many males but many females too, this absolutely necessary first disclosure issue has, is and will continue to happen because in 2017 the return of Divine Mother/Feminine began energetically across the NEW secondary ascending Earth world.

Let’s be honest. If most global males and many females too unfortunately, cannot as yet even think of or honestly consider the possibility that human females are equal to human males and that females worldwide have been used and abused in just about every way imaginable throughout the patriarchal reign on old 3D Earth, then most males are nowhere near ready to be openly dealing with ETs. First things first however, and in the Ascension Process the first thing is the Return of Divine Mother/Feminine energies and consciousness globally on the secondary ascending Earth world. What has been kept suppressed, limited and profoundly reduced on Earth and in mass human consciousness, life, creativity and reality has been the Divine Mother/Feminine, and because of this the first thing that’s being reintroduced back into global human consciousness and external reality for everyone from here on out is the Divine Mother/Feminine energies and consciousness.

Disclosure is happening, just not the way most people, most male people expected it to because it’s spiritual and energetic disclosure. If you want to know about ETs and other dimensional beings and issues etc., then FIRST you must integrate the other half of the freaking human population—females—into mass human consciousness, life, reality and all else on ascending Earth! Profoundly imbalanced humans will never be able to directly meet or interact with higher dimensional ET beings or anybody else while they haven’t evolved into integrated human beings themselves yet regardless of which sex physical body they currently have. Unity begins on ascending Earth and within each and every individual human. Once that’s been energetically accomplished via the evolutionary Ascension Process and NEW Codes and Light energies, then individuals will naturally and automatically be safe and sane enough for most ETs and other off-world beings and higher dimensionals to start being perceived directly by individual humans. Needing, demanding and endlessly expecting the corrupt old patriarchal governments and people to finally reveal that they sold the souls of humanity to negative aliens long ago so they’d have superior weaponry to use on anyone, even their own people and country, won’t matter one bit to individuals who have gained the ability to directly perceive, discern, and telepathically and etherically (for starters) interact with certain other ET beings on their own. You want disclosure about ETs and related information? Then first you’ve got some major evolving to do yourself and first up is integrating what’s been deliberately removed from human consciousness, life and reality on Earth by negative aliens a very long time ago.

‘Information is Stored in Stone & Bone’

Twenty-some years ago I read something channeled by Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian group that said, ‘Information is stored in stone and bone.’ That sentence instantly made deep sense to me as how the Codes, templates, blueprints and DNA levels of the time were embodied by the Earth through the stones (and other elements too) and by humans through their bones. My being a Capricorn, stones and bones have always been prominent in my life and consciousness. I’ve always felt the energies imprinted in them holding those old codes and other energy structures.

In early 2017 when Saturn was hit with seven solar flares, I got very excited about those events because I knew the previous old Codes and negative distortions intentionally done to them by negative aliens and beings were being energetically obliterated and removed by very high evolutionary forces. The physical level global slate was being wiped clean energetically; the old Codes and distortions completely removed because the NEW Codes and energies where replacing them all throughout 2017. Now in 2018, they are the NEW everything for mass humanity which means there’s been and will continue to be some major evolutionary upgrade changes taking place in both physical Earth and stones, structures, physical reality etc., and in physical skeletal structures and bones of every human. Why? Because all the old information stored in them both—the old energetic Codes, templates, blueprints, level of DNA etc.—have been going through an intense and relatively fast process of dropping them while simultaneously Embodying more and more of the NEW higher frequency Codes, templates, blueprints, energies, higher DNA and so on. And right on higher frequency Ascension Process schedule, transiting Saturn crossed the Milky Way Galactic Center at 27° Sagittarius in late 2017 for the last time at that level of awareness, and in December entered its natural home of Capricorn where it will stay until December 2020.

This is another of many aspects of how the old Codes and energies are quickly disappearing and being replaced by NEW Codes and energies in both the physical structural systems on and in Earth and within humans and human bodies too. The Earth and your bones have been aching and hurting because of these tremendous evolutionary and DNA changes.

First Embodiers Learning Personal Energetic Sovereignty

Over the past few years I’ve often used the term of, our small daily allotment of Source fuel, and how many of the First Embodiers have learned how this works and doesn’t work for each of us. I’ve compared this higher NEW non-parasitic 5D way of being, consciousness, life and reality as having only an 1/8 of a tank of gas fuel each morning when you wake up and you’ve got to learn to conserve it just to get through each day. By the end of each day you’re running your body and life on fumes and are super exhausted. The next morning you get up and start your day again with just that allotted 1/8 of a tank of gas fuel for the entire day. After running out of your daily allotment of Self-Sovereign fuel before the day is over, you quickly realize you HAVE to change how you use your precious energy fuel each day.

In the early stages of this evolutionary Ascension Process change from parasitic feeding off everyone constantly and vice versa, to, learning how to be individually energetically sovereign each day and conserve your small beginner amount of daily Self-Source generated energy fuel supply, some running out of fuel before the day is out happens to us all. I used to watch people older than myself and be amazed at how full of energy they were and how pain-free and how they ran around doing things like it was nothing for them. Most of the time it was all I could do to physically carry out a few normal daily tasks each day and I was dragging around exhausted and in physical pain much of the time. I didn’t understand this painful new discrepancy at first but I eventually realized they were and still are functioning in the old lower frequencies and consciousness of parasitism and taking other people’s energy fuel for themselves left and right and vise versa. I was exhausted and running out of energy fuel late each day because I was not being parasitic and hadn’t yet learned how important it was to conserved my beginner amounts of sovereign energies/fuel.

You quickly learn what you can and cannot do when your daily energy fuel is generated by only you and Source and not parasitically taken from other people constantly. Because of this you also discover that wasting your small beginner amounts of daily fuel on stupid crap, parasitic people, BS, lies, manipulations and all other such negativity is something you can no longer afford to do, put yourself through, or are willing to endure at all. You don’t have the fuel to waste on any of this type of lower stuff so you cut it off and out of your life and reality and slowly continue increasing your daily allotment of Self-Source generated energy. Many of you reading this have lived this way for many years already, but with the entry into 2018, this has become very important for all of us to be conscious of constantly. Being Sovereign means being your own fuel source and Mastering that process and constantly increasing it over time. Parasitism has also Expired and a lot of people are going to have a hard time learning this important evolutionary change.

There’s much more but this is a decent start with many of the huge 2018 changes taking place constantly and finally in all of humanity, not just the Forerunners and Indigos and Pathpavers etc. More to come when Uranus enters Taurus in May 2018, much more, but I’ll save that for its own article because it’s so very important and will be a huge reality and consciousness changing event. Welcome to 2018 and the Ascension Process world!

Denise Le Fay

January 20, 2018

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How Does This Work?

December 5, 2017April 4, 2023Denise Le Fay

“I would love to get your opinion on this Transition…. I have followed you and Sandra Walter and Lisa Renee since my awakening in 2012.

I am very aware of the recurring encouragements to be in our mastery, to look within for answers, to trust our instincts, etc. and I GET IT! I’m not a victim, I’m awake but what I cannot yet wrap my head around is this:

I’ve read from multiple sources we’ve accomplished this evolution faster than any other attempt (i.e. One generation). I have certainly felt the commensurate amount of negativity to process. However, how on earth does a corresponding change happen in the physical? Especially since the planet is like a physical body full of the remnants of cancerous growth (TD) in the form of every social structure that exists, and the majority completely unaware?

Btw, lately I have identified more and more with your account of the demonic dudes at the gas station. I.e. When I have to venture out there it feels even more bizarre than ever.

Thank you SO MUCH for any insight you can provide.”

Love,

Heather

Thanks for your November 2017 question Heather and thank you for allowing me to share it in an article in hopes of helping more people who wonder how this is can happen in the physical. ❤

I’m using my favorite drawing again here to help express this massive concept of evolving from a lower frequency level, world and dimension (3D in this case) up enough to enter a higher dimension (5D in this case) and frequency and all else that goes with such a dramatic evolutionary leap as what’s already happened. The angel hauling Earth up the Stair-steps in my drawing represents all the Forerunners/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Pathpavers that volunteered to incarnate into 3D physicality during the end of the old Evolutionary Cycles and assist All by Embodying and anchoring the NEW higher codes and Light energies of the NEW higher Evolutionary Cycle.

I’ve often said that Divine Source has thrown out NEW “balls” and because of this there needed to be plenty of gifted “catchers” strategically positioned across the “outfield” (the entire physical Earth) to catch (Embody and anchor) all those balls (the NEW Source-created evolutionary codes, Light, LOVE) that were mandatory for the NEW Evolutionary Cycle. The higher dimensional Earth Angels, Starseeds, Forerunners, Wayshowers etc. are the Volunteers who incarnated on old 3D Earth to do exactly that; “catch” NEW Source created “balls” soon to be thrown out and help energetically ascend Earth, therefore giving humanity and future humans a NEW higher frequency Earth world in a higher dimension to step into. This we’ve done and more, so much more.

I’ve also used the term Expired over the years to try to help people understand that the old Evolutionary Cycle was, as they all are, designed with natural and automatic Expiration Dates built in. December 21, 2012 was the Expiration Date of the past Evolutionary Cycle. Each grade in school only lasts for so long and then it expires and the children “graduate” to the next higher grade in school and continue on from there for another period of time. These grand Universal Evolutionary Cycles are the same; they each have their intended codes or “curriculum’s” but they also have Source created builtin Expiration Dates because nothing remains the same forever.

These are some of the ways to who, how and why the old negative infested 3D patriarchal Earth world reaches its Expiration Date (12-21-2012), but life continues on through some rough transitional periods for the masses, but continues on as it unknowingly transitions through a grand multidimensional evolutionary Ascension Process, astrological Age change, and entire dimensional shift from 3D Duality up to 5D Unity and isn’t even consciously aware that all this is really what’s been unfolding around them for decades!

Remember that great line in the 1989 movie Field of Dreams — “If you build it they will come”? The Forerunners/Starseeds/Earth Angles/Wayshowers have “caught the balls” and “built it” and in 2017 more humans have woken up and decided they’re no longer content with being used and abused by the horrible global élite humans. They may eventually come to learn about the nonphysical nonhuman “élite” negative aliens and other beings that have controlled the élite humans on Earth, but for now it’s enough that they’re drawn to the higher energies of the NEW ascended Earth worlds. We Forerunners have “built it” and humanity is steadily making their ways to the NEW higher frequency, higher dimensional ascended Earth world. We’ve built it and they are and will continue to come to it. Next we’ll Wayshow for them more of the NEW higher ways of life, reality, consciousness, being, Consciously Creating on the NEW Earth and so much more.

Once the Expiration Date is reached all the old codes, blueprints and energetic support for that entire Evolutionary Cycle and all the worlds, systems, structures and timelines in it/them literally runs out of energetic fuel and dead-ends. It reaches its “End Times” and goes extinct in all timelines and disappears.

While that phase was taking place, Volunteers had intentionally incarnated decades before to “catch”—Embody—the NEW higher codes, NEW higher blueprints, NEW higher energetic supports for the NEW ascended Earth worlds and timeline from within the physical system itself when it was time for that phase to begin. The Forerunners deliberately infiltrated the old lower 3D Earth world of Duality density in disguise as humans to do both our personal and group Ascension Work from within that density and negativity and help break it down and intentionally dead-end many negative Team Dark timeline offshoots during its “End Times” via Embodying and anchoring into Earth the NEW higher Light codes and frequencies. By our doing this from within the old lower frequency physical Earth world, we Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers literally Worked the Light as Multidimensional Beings from within the third dimension (3D) to help energetically ascend it up to the fifth dimension (5D) and frequency and from outside of it in higher dimensions also.

“If you build it they will come.” Well, we did build it, and they, most of humanity is indeed coming to exist in the NEW Evolutionary Cycle’s great creative game on the NEW ascended Earth. The old lower negative Earth world that Expired fully on December 21, 22, and 23, 2012—five years ago this month—is no longer energetically supported and is for a very short time nothing more than a Walking Dead Zombie-esk world with matching inhabitants. All that’s left of the old are the people who are still unaware and/or polarized towards the Descending Earth world. There is no more influence of the old lower negative over the NEW higher Earth world in any way or ways. The Separation of Worlds & Timelines has happened, and if you’re reading this, then you are within frequency range of either the primary or secondary (more inhabitants to date) ascending Earth worlds.

Even some of the Forerunners/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc. occasionally get confused about their own multidimensional natures, Selves and simultaneous Ascension Process Works on multiple dimensions and timelines. It helps Forerunners to consciously remember that you did indeed raise your hand and Volunteer to come down into 3D physicality and incarnate as a human to Work the Ascension Process from within the global negativity of the old lower world. Working the “outfield”, catching NEW balls and building the NEW ascended Earth world so “they will come”. If you can remember that, then it’s easier to comprehend just how much ascension progress has actually happened already and how much more is coming for greater numbers of humanity throughout 2018.

As usual there’s much more to say about all of this but I’ll leave further questions and explanations to the Comments section about Heather’s question and my answer to it. Well built and done Forerunners, now put your NEW Crown on and prepare for the next level of your Embodiment Process and the Ascension Processes of more of humanity throughout 2018. It’s going to be an amazing year, even more so than 2017 was! ❤

Denise Le Fay

December 5, 2017

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Increase in Multi-D Bleedthrough & Other Anomalies

May 17, 2015April 4, 2023Denise Le Fay

I’ve noticed a big increase in phenomena and other anomalies throughout April into May 2015, and I’ll clarify what I mean by phenomena and other anomalies in a minute. I’m used to clairvoyantly Seeing different beings, energies and nonphysical, other-dimensional things but this is different, far more vast and downright strange at times even for me.

This transitional phase of the Ascension Process is causing another increase in multidimensional bleedthroughs. The so-called old Veils or energetic boarders between dimensions and their inhabitants seems to me to be nonexistent. This is so because we have moved so far beyond the old 3D location and level of frequency we were born into that we are now within range of so much more life and reality than we could have perceived or coped with before the Ascension Process began. Years ago I mentioned that we’d be incrementally evolving (ascending) into a much larger playground. Well, we’re at the outer edges of that now from our current level of awareness, and it’s up to us to adapt and adjust and get used to there being far more going on around us than most were consciously aware of before.

I’ve experienced Seeing other dimensional structures and beings and other things I wasn’t sure what they were throughout these Ascension years. A few years ago I began Seeing superimposed over actual physical structures in the town I live in, beautiful futuristic looking buildings that are always silver colored (metal?) with clear (glass?) that radiate bright white Light Energy that’s not electricity or some other man-made thing. I’ve seen fifth dimensional and higher “Crystal Cities” that looked just like this but far more delicate, refined and advanced than the superimposed structures I’m occasionally Seeing on Earth now.

Along with Seeing these future crystal-like buildings on this Earth, I’ve been suddenly Seeing new-to-me humanoid beings in my space, such as a few feet away from me in my house and elsewhere, observing me/you/us, the “newbie kids on the Universal block”, with calm interest and quiet respect. Very interesting things starting this spring for far more than just us.

It’s hard to describe some of these new-to-me humanoid beings I’ve been Seeing the past two months. These first connections, these first observances between me/you/us and some of them is short and silent so far as everyone gets to know each other in these NEW ways. Let me add in case anyone reading this is concerned about these beings being negative or “bad” etc. They most certainly are not and are fifth dimensional and higher positive beings that couldn’t interact with us until we evolved (ascended) far enough to be safe to them and safe within the NEW space and level we’re now existing within. This is the beginning of our reentry and introduction back into Universal Society. Hot damn this is exciting to be experiencing in-body, wide awake in the physical dimension!

Some of these new-to-me beings look humanoid in that they have one head, two arms like we do but that’s about the extent of the comparison. Some of them have skin colors and textures (don’t know if it’s “skin” but I’m calling it that just to communicate this) that we on Earth don’t have which makes describing them difficult. One male being I saw last week looked like he had “skin” like a dolphin or whale but was a dark tan color. He was hairless and his eyes were a bit unnerving in their difference but like I said, he wasn’t negative, just very different from anything I’ve Seen so far. We all need to get used to this and not act like crass infantile foreigners when we encounter some new-to-us other dimensional beings. We look and feel equally strange to some of them too. Universal Society etiquette time in other words.

Some other beings I’ve Seen recently in my space in my house I mean, have kept themselves tucked back a bit and just revealed themselves slightly, like they’re giving us both the time to See and sense each other and not freak out or scare any of us. A slow and cautious introduction on both sides which I also find interesting. I half expect some unusual, new-to-me being to pop up somewhere in my life and space with the equivalent of a homemade cake or casserole and happily welcome me to the Universal neighborhood. 😆 Really interesting times we live in now fellow Ascenders!

Another aspect of this spring 2015 change so far has been a very large reintroduction, re-insertion of the Divine Feminine back into our physical world, consciousness and blossoming NEW realities. I could not be happier about anything. With this vital Divine ingredient back in this NEW way for all of us, old patriarchal reality is falling apart faster than it has been since 12-21-12 Expiration Date was reached. Again, I could not be happier about anything. Sanity now returns. Creativity returns. Real freedom returns, if you have the High Heart and girl balls for it that is. 😉 I hope you get my integrated male/female humor and don’t think I’m merely talking about flipping Duality out from the old patriarchy into the matriarchy. We’ve gone way, way beyond that Duality flipping; we’ve integrated lower Duality and are now NEW unified beings Heart building a NEW unified world reality to match the changes in us, and vice versa.

The ways I’ve experienced the return of the Divine Feminine in this integrated way so far has been nothing short of miraculous for me personally. In case miraculous sounds a bit extreme, you’ve got to keep in HeartMind my current age (63.5) and that I’m female, meaning, I’ve spent all of those decades in a totally male dominated negative patriarchal world and have plenty of scars to prove it, as do most females on Earth. Because of this I’m acutely sensitive to and aware of every time, every moment the old patriarchy crumbles some more and some human (both males and females because there are throngs of patriarchal females) on mindless, heartless autopilot for the patriarchy loses more power over other humans and the world. It’s been amazing and highly gratifying to personally witness this aspect of the Ascension Process where the patriarchal humans with power over others and the world have been increasingly losing their unseen backing as unseen Team Dark is cutoff and disconnected from everything they’ve been used to. Be ready for a few more years of these humans in old patriarchal uniforms—whatever those uniforms may be (governmental, tax, law, law enforcement, military etc.)—to realize that things have changed and they have zero backing, support, sympathy, power, influence and control over other humans and the world as they’ve been used to for their entire lives. They’re energetically empty elitists that have lost their backing, power, support and direction yet are still wearing their old patriarchal uniforms—whatever they may be—getting increasingly frustrated because you/me/we aren’t cowering in fear under their suppression any longer.

Another aspect of these current changes are some pretty intense body changes—good old Ascension symptoms—that I’ve been experiencing in amplified ways so far in 2015. Because we each are affected by the NEW energies in our own unique ways, not everyone is or will experience these same symptoms or side effects.

One of the changes I’ve been dealing with this year is my body shifting out of what its been in since the start of my biological Ascension Process in early 1999. I was menopausal at that time too which is something my Soul/Higher Self often does; it ‘bundles’ multiple spiritual Ascension Process intensities and events so I get through it all faster…if I survive the bundling that is! Pre-incarnationally it all sounded like a really great plan. Down here, different story altogether. I know you can relate.

With the start of 2015, the ending of the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Square transits, and the return of the Divine Feminine NEW, much has been released recently from the first phase of the Ascension Process including what our bodies went through, held, endured, transmuted etc. during that phase. All that is no longer needed and is or has all been released, cast off like a heavy dead layer of old wet clothing from some horrible ancient war. That was our old Forerunner, Lightworker, Lightwarrior, Transmuter “uniforms”. 😉

Because of this early 2015 change, many of us are having some new symptoms, new side effects from both the casting off and the embodying more of the NEW in its place. For me the sudden start of intense deep itching (from the waist down) is one of these side effects and is related to my old lower chakras and spine and how I wasn’t well energetically anchored into the old Earth as a Forerunner of the Forerunners. The NEW is now flowing through my lower half and connecting me to the NEW Earth and that process is causing deep nerve itching which causes skin pain from my excessive scratching. This is temporary and energy related and it too will pass just like all the other horrific symptoms I’ve had. No fear, no worries, no doctors, no meds, just more Light being embodied and flowing through us.

Another symptom is my body is finally releasing some of (I’m intending a lot of!) the weight it gained primarily so I’d survive what all I went through and accomplished since 1999. That fat anchor held me in place throughout that long Ascension storm, but now it too isn’t needed so it’s automatically coming off just like it automatically came on when all this started! Oh happy day huh? Higher activated weight loss finally.

And another symptom is reduced sleep but this too will adjust and/or I’ll adapt to these changed sleep needs, lengths and patterns.

Another recent huge change I’ve experienced is the end to just about every block I’ve encountered repeatedly for many of these Ascension years. Blocks caused by people, by Team Dark, by my Higher Self, by some of my Ascension Assistants because they knew it wasn’t yet time for certain things to happen down here in physicality for me. I knew it too but wanted them nonetheless. The Divine Brakes have been on for so long that now they’re being released finally I’m literally rushing day and night to keep up with the NEW flow. From dead stop for many years to GO overnight has left me a bit dazed n’ amazed but ever so grateful. I’ll catch up and adapt and get creative once again and it will be ever so good. ❤

Basically that was the article I’d intended to write about ten days ago or so. Now I’ll share what happened Monday, May 11, 2015 that caused me to ask for donation help while in a state of shock and confusion.

As most of you know I live in southern California and have the majority of my life. I’m intimately familiar with what we here in California call the Shake & Bake. It’s hot here 98% of the year, oftentimes with really low humidity — like 4 or 5% humidity which makes your nostrils bleed, your lips try to fall off because they’re so dry, your hair to look like corpse hair, your skin to dry out, tighten and hurt etc. which is the Bake part. The Shake part is of course the earthquake activity we have here and how we’re so used to the ground literally shaking under us. We shake, we bake, we carry on as usual just like people do in other states and countries with the weather events and such that they deal with.

What I’m not used to at all here is tornadoes or funnel clouds. We get what we call Santa Ana winds here which are horrible dry winds or windstorms in some cases but tornadoes and/or funnel clouds? No, not familiar with those and don’t want to be thankyouverymuch!

Monday, May 11, 2015 was a beautiful day here in sunny SoCal. The temp was about 85, zero winds, sunny skies, only a few wisps of clouds way up high. Typical in other words for this area. And then something super strange happened at my house around 3:30 PM. Suddenly there was the sound of something huge and heavy crash-landing on my mobile home roof which sounded like the world was ending. As the sound is happening I automatically blasted out Light Protection over our house. After a few heart-pounding seconds I got up and checked on my Mom and she was okay but scared and confused too. The cat was hiding under my bed which was fine at that point. The next thing I had to do was go outside and actually see exactly what caused that loud, horrible sound.

Some of my neighbors were already outside looking at my house in utter amazement talking excitedly, asking others if they knew what had happened. My next door neighbor on the south side was outside, hysterical and scared because she and her adult son had been in their house in front of their sliding glass door and saw the thing that caused the damage and it was a small tornado they said. WHAT?! A tornado? The wind wasn’t even blowing, the sky is clear, the weather is perfect, what the hell are you talking about a freaking tornado?!? My mind could not grasp what had happened in near perfect weather with NO winds blowing.

After twenty minutes or so I finally walked over to the far side of my neighbors mobile home and that’s when things began to make some sense to me. Her entire 60-65 foot-long mobile home awning roof and posts etc. was gone, missing, no, not missing but on my awning roof! I walked back to look at the mangled metal debris half on and half hanging off of my awning roof, then back to look at her missing awning roof again. It took all that before my mind was able to put two and two together. Had it been storming with high winds (or just a Santa Ana windstorm) rain and thunder and all those other typical things I would have instantly figured this all out but the weather was the complete opposite of all that.

No, we had a small tornado or funnel cloud drop down and mess with some of us and just as quickly rise up again and spin off to the other end of the valley to mess with other people. I saw it, the little tornado/funnel cloud thing, spinning way up in the sky a mile away or so carrying with it some mobile home metal siding or something. It was surreal, it was jarring, it was like getting hit on the top of your head by some demented elemental being that then ran away quickly, giggling with mischievous delight.

Next on the tornado scene was a large Code Enforcement Officer in his bulletproof vest because ya just never know how traumatized tornado folks might react! 😐 This man (40 something) is 6’4 and in a bulletproof vest and he’s barking out demands at me (5’2 and a senior living in a senior only mobile park) and my female next door neighbor (67ish) less than a thirty minutes after we just had our houses damaged by “an act of God” as I heard others call it. Typical patriarchal tactics; hit em hard while they’re down and in shock.

He informed us both that we had 24 hours to remove the metal mess from my roof, and 20 days to get building permits and hire licensed contractor(s) to do all the repairs. When someone, anyone like this makes demands on me in the way that he did, I get really pissed and do the opposite. Can’t help myself, I’m a ‘System Buster’, not a get on my knees or kiss ass sort of gal. My Divine Feminine has balls like no other and has never taken this type of patriarchal abuse well at all.

Needless to say I called a handyman who was out the next morning, Tuesday May 12th at 8:30 AM with his truck and trailer to remove and haul away the mangled awning and repair the large hole it created in my awning because we knew rain was coming by Thursday into Friday. As I write this it’s Sunday.

While he’s removing the metal mess the Code Enforcement guy drives up again and either doesn’t see what’s going on right in front of him, or he enjoys dispensing orders at people already under stress from “acts of God”. Wanker. After he drove off the handyman males there working to solve this problem made fun of him, which I thoroughly enjoyed for a change.

Long story short we got my damage taken care of that day and I called Building & Safety to find out what I needed to do and a young female, yes, female checked and returned my call hours later to inform me that I didn’t need a building permit nor did I need to have someone else redo what I’d already paid the handyman to remove and repair. Ha, a bullet straight to the bulletproof vest of you know who. 😆 How Code Enforcement man deals with these female activities and decisions remains to be seen. I suspect not well at all.

One more thing and I’ll end this ramble.

When I first saw what caused the huge, horrible sounds on my roof and the damages it caused, my mouth uncontrollably spewed out loud to that female next door neighbor and anyone else close enough to hear me, ‘God damn it, I’m three or four days away from closing Escrow!’ I didn’t want anyone to know this until my realtor placed a For Sale sign in my front yard, but my mouth let that one escape under the stress of this so-called “act of God”. But, thanks to many of you who made your kind and wonderful tornado donations this past week not even knowing what my personal disaster was, I was able to pay for those awning roof repairs (my tiled house roof wasn’t damaged at all) and removal and keep moving forward…and soon moving out of here altogether. I’ll close Escrow tomorrow or Tuesday. I’ve worked and saved and saved and worked for the past ten years to finally be able to move out of here and into another old mobile home, but one that’s on its own land so I’ll have no rent to pay every month. I want all of you who’ve helped me knowingly and unknowingly with your donation/donations to know that YOU have helped me accomplish this in these NEW High Heart ways. Thank you, thank you, thank you each so very much.

Group tornado Gratitude Hug,

Denise Le Fay

May 17, 2015

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