2012 TO DO LIST
- 2012 is the last year of the twenty-five yearlong (1987 to 2012 Winter Solstice) galactic alignment (conjunction) of our Winter Solstice Sun to the galactic axis.
- Be ready to let go of whatever limiting patriarchal belief systems, religious beliefs, personal identity beliefs, any residual lower emotions etc.
- Be prepared to let go of any loved one, family member, mate, friend etc. if the gap between you and them has become so large that it’s holding you back in any way from your ongoing Ascension Process. 2012 will bring this up for you to deal with.
- Be prepared to work on your Mental Body and any old lower frequency patriarchal beliefs and belief systems still housed in there. You’re evolving beyond them so be prepared to release them and repeatedly if needed.
- Expect to do more fine-tuning integration energy work on your right/left brain and inner male/female energies.
- Expect increased conscious connections and embodiment of the masculine “god” aspect of Source within you regardless of which sex body you have.
- Expect increased conscious quantum out-of-linear time communications with your Higher Self and its vast knowledge. Get more familiar with higher awareness knowing as opposed to lower frequency linear ego-based thinking.
- If needed, expect fast-paced back-to-back Mental and Emotional Body tests/Initiations throughout 2012 as a way to repeatedly check ourselves for any remaining issues/beliefs that need more transmuting and releasing.
- Learn to deal with (and/or just dodge when necessary) the people feeling the building Light Energy pressures but aren’t coping well with them. Mental and emotional instability will escalate dramatically in many people so just be aware.
- Be prepared for expanded levels of consciousness which means encountering greater multidimensional layers of reality plus both positive and negative beings, entities, aliens, dead humans etc. that exist within them. Our reality territory is getting much larger due to our expanding consciousness so be prepared to have occasional encounters with non-physical beings and of course discern everything.
- Ignore the lies, distractions, negativity and BS in the media because it’s only their desperate attempts to remain in control of humanities consciousness. Their time has expired, override them and continue Consciously Creating and Co-Creating above them just as we’ve done all along. The potential exists in 2012 for things to get more chaotic and potentially violent as the negative patriarchal systems disintegrate so hold your higher focus and level of being no matter what else is happening around you.
- Learn to discern energies. Learn to discern (feel, sense, know) who really embodies Light, and who claims to be the Light but is actually the Dark.
- Many will be living through the beginning symptoms and stages of the Ascension Process (due to those different developmental and timeline Stair Steps I’ve talked about) and are and will continue looking for the higher consciousness spiritual teachers of the ascended Earth to help them understand what they’re experiencing and why. Just radiate your Light and High Heart and these students will find you if it’s time and a good match.
- Many more people will choose to exit (die) their physical bodies and continue their Ascension Process in a non-physical realm instead of this one. There are no wrong choices so wish them well on their continued spiritual process.
- Get yourself out of your old 3D left-brained ego and Solar Plexus seat and up into your 5D whole-brain High Heart seat! Release the old lower (and more familiar) frequency ways of being, perceiving, feeling and thinking.
- Let the 2012 solar and galactic Light energies do what they’re here this last year to help all of us do. The solar and galactic energies coming to Earth and humanity throughout 2012 will be even higher than what we’ve dealt with since 1987, 1999, or 2011. These final 2012 energies will be more potent and will more quickly elevate far more human consciousness and hearts than has happened so far.
The mysterious year 2012 has loomed large in humanities minds and imaginations for many years and we’ve finally arrived at its much-anticipated doorstep. Because there’s been tremendous speculation and anticipation about what 2012 really is, what it means, what it will cause, what it won’t cause, what the 2012 Winter Solstice will trigger or won’t trigger etc., there’s some robust thought-forms out there created and fed by different people about 2012. Many of these human created thought-forms are based on distorted patriarchal religious beliefs about the end of the world and so on. It is the “end of the world”; the end of the world as humanity has known it and that’s a very positive thing, not so to the “Powers that Were” however. It’s the end of a lot of things because the old Evolutionary Cycle expired on October 28, 2011, and with the start of 2013, a new Evolutionary Cycle begins on multiple levels.
In some ways 2012 will be a year filled with more chaos, panic, confusion, violence, hate, fear and growing rebellion than 2011 was. Most people are frightened of change and 2012 (and beyond) is all about change and more change. To help with humanities fears about change, the negative human greed monsters have—and will continue to during 2012—reveal just how profoundly greedy, negative, selfish, corrupt and disrespectful they really are toward their fellow humans and Earth. This accelerated revealing of the Dark in its many forms and global systems to more of the masses is exactly what the masses need to become consciously aware of so they finally are ready for change. Waking up and seeing—for themselves—just how negative and corrupt the global patriarchy really is and always has been is exactly what they need to help them make a quick shift out of their old lower frequency consciousness cages. And the cosmic, galactic, solar and planetary (astrological) energies are doing everything to help them and all of us make these massive transitions during the last year of the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process.
Over the years I’ve referred to what’s happening to the global patriarchy as The Downfall of Atlantis Part 2. Some of these Powers that Were have and will exit quietly in hopes that no one discovers the depth and breadth of their evil greedy deeds. Others of them will remain in the limelight and fight and become more negative and imbalanced as their power and control disintegrates under the growing pressures of the increasing Light. Their time is done but many of them will fight and lash out wildly to remain in control and power. In 2012 there’s going to be plenty of hair pulling, crying, tantrum throwing, probable increased violence against those who protest (all “Occupy” people), growing money problems, growing unemployment, and increased attempts to illegally prevent the Light from spreading by the patriarchal Powers that Were.
Let’s quickly follow that dire sounding paragraph with some positive things that 2012 will bring. One that I sense will happen very quickly and in ways that most “normal” people won’t even fully be aware of at the time is sudden psychic or ESP (Extra Sensory Perception) and HSP (Higher Sensory Perception) abilities. I’ve been sensing that throughout 2012 growing numbers of “normal” people (by normal I mean people who are not consciously aware of the Ascension Process, the new Age, HSP, other dimensions and Beings etc.) will suddenly be consciously aware of things they might not have even believed in prior, which is kinda funny when you think about. But this is how I sense more and more “normal” people will suddenly shift (incrementally, not in one huge single shift) out of the old familiar lower frequency consciousness; in sudden and rather dramatic bursts of expansion. Oh happy day huh?!
Another thing I sense that will become a growing issue for more people in 2012 is certain “channeled” material supposedly coming from positive ETs and/or the Light but who are actually Dark beings/entities and always have been. I expected to hear more people, and even some who channel, finally realizing this in 2011 and maybe it did and I just didn’t hear about it. I do sense however that more people will finally realize they’ve been lied to, distracted and duped by certain non-physical Dark beings/entities who’ve claimed to be the Light for many years. This realization will be hard for many people to admit to themselves and make the necessary adjustments in their beliefs etc. and yet they must learn to discern energies in both people and non-physical Beings. They need to realize that this is the time for each one of us to do the Inner Energy Work ourselves and stop waiting for ET saviors or anyone/anything else to rescue humanity and Earth. It is not going to happen. We are our saviors now and that is part of this evolutionary Initiation process into 5D unity consciousness.
I can physically feel that the Ascension symptoms I’ve lived with since 1999 have diminished greatly; some of them I hardly have anymore, and some symptoms have been replaced with newer ones like the major head/skull/brain and eye pressures and pains I’ve had intensely since 2009, more so in 2010 and primarily all on the left side, and very intensely on all sides, right/left and front/back for months during 2011. But, despite these painful head/skull/brain pains and pressures, many of the old Ascension symptoms have diminished so much that they’re a non-issue at this point. Added to that miracle is the fact that leaving my house to go shopping out there now is VASTLY improved due to the tremendous increase of Light Energies on and in Earth over the past few years. Said another way, there’s finally enough Light out there in the world that it’s much more physically and energetically comfortable when I have to go out now. Between the decreased Ascension symptoms—I’m talking about the really horrible difficult ones and having them over the past almost thirteen years—and the greatly increased Light on the planet, it’s getting increasingly comfortable to go back out into the world out there. This will increase rather dramatically I think throughout 2012 as we prepare to fully enter the New.
There’s an Expiration Date to this Ascension Process and we’ve got 2012 to deal with, transmute, resolve, release etc. whatever it is we each still need to, plus, adapt to the 2012 incredibly potent push of even higher frequency solar and galactic energies to prepare us energetically for the new higher level Evolutionary Cycle that begins with 2013. 2012 is the grand cosmic energetic push to complete this twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process so we’re vibrating fast and high enough to cope with becoming Beings of Light in 2013 and beyond. I feel you thinking about this linearly so knock it off and just open and let more come in than that!
Denise Le Fay
January 2, 2012
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Carolyn, I think you and I must be twins! I am experiencing the exact same thing!! To make matters even more interesting, while I am having the base of skull pressure/pain on the right side, my husband has it on the left! So very interesting, and a tangible evidence that we really are being molded into new humans.
Here’s that X type thing I kept seeing late last year in each of us regardless of which sex body we’re in now. Thanks for sharing what’s happening in you (currently) feeling these painful changes in your female body’s RIGHT (masculine) side, while your husband is (currently) feeling them in his LEFT (feminine) side. Polarity Resolution/Integration within both sexes brains and bodies. Just imagine how fab we’re all going to be when we’re UNIFIED within ourselves individually! 🙂
Hugs to you both,
Denise and all,
Similar to Susan, I’ve been having an issue for the past couple of weeks with muscle spasms occurring on the right side of my body. It actually got bad enough last week that I went to a chiropractor, something I would not ordinarily do, for help in balancing things out. When he told me the cause of the spasms and pain along the right side of my body was actually being caused by a tightening on the left side of my tailbone, I immediately thought about the feminine and masculine energies and how they relate to the left and right side of the body and what I’d read about them in this post, including somewhere else on this blog site, something about the tailbone. As the doctor put it, my right side was in a “hyper-state” because it was trying to keep up with what the left side was doing and was having difficulty doing so. That description was kind of interesting when you think about the feminine energy leading the way.
He said an imbalance in the tailbone had caused a twist to develop in my pelvis which then moved up into my lower spine. After a couple of weeks like this my ribs and shoulder on my right side were also thrown out of alignment — it was like my whole body was being torqued by these two energies, feminine and masculine, as they try to integrate and come into a new balance. And while knowing that is sort of cool, it’s still needless to say very painful and not a fun experience. 😦
The doctor fixed the twist in my pelvis and realigned my ribs and shoulder, which helped a lot, but the spasms along the right side of my body are still happening and that whole side of my body remains very sore, even a week later.
I was meditating today, and it became clear to me that I was feeling very strong energy just on the left side of my body. I put this together with the fact that I have a recurring right sided muscle spasm along my right spine, which I thought might be caused by resistance to male energies.(I believe the left side of the body is supposed to be guided by feminine energies, and the right by male.) I felt I needed to give permission for the male energies to be integrated into my body. This was a deep intuitive knowing, no words or messages in the “normal” sense. I thought of your “to do” list, eg.
I suppose, given that I have spent my life transmuting the oppression of women that I should not expect it to just “happen”, and having to give my express permission makes sense. I just thought I would share this in case you have any comments, or in case it might help someone else.
We’ve lived in a sick, distorted, and profoundly negative patriarchal world for the past 5-6,000 years so everyone’s left side has or still is seriously messed up! Transmuting this has been and still is a huge issue for all of us leading the Way in the Ascension Process. No, DO expect it to “just happen” because it is in and through us because this is what Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers do; we transmute the old and embody the new which helps manifest and anchor the “new templates” or energetic blueprints for the rest of humanity.
Denise & Divsy,
Thank you so much for the feedback. Some days I feel so alone in this process, and find myself crying very easily. It’s a different kind of cry…it doesn’t really stem from joy or pain…simply WAKING UP. It’s mourning the loss of what I used to “believe” and embracing the messages I receive in profound ways. I hear the Earth, and the synchronicity she plays. I suppose it’s the thinning of the veil, but my emotions are all over the place. I know that this is the year fulfill my blueprint, but I’m wrestling with “ego” so much that I don’t know what to do. Each day I strive to embrace the stillness around me, and just “be.” Surrendering to the Universe is almost second nature now. Yet, at times I feel like there is something I’m supposed to do, something that will take me out of my comfort zone, but then I wonder if that’s my ego interfering. I feel compelled to speak my truth, but don’t want to do it for reasons that might be egocentrically based. Each month I have an opportunity to testify to a congregation, but I stay seated because I don’t want to feel like a fool. Deep down I wonder if the ascension symptoms linger because I’m not speaking love’s truth, and I’m holding back. I wonder if I’m causing the block or if this is simply part of the process (maybe both). I’m ready to go home, and I don’t want to be the last one in line.
We are in the same boat – my old symptoms have all resurfaced,
Some symptoms are as a result of anchoring greater Light in specific locations on the Earth as part of the master plan and not everybody volunteered to carry this option.
Ascension symptoms vary (number, type, magnitude, frequency) in sympathy with our karmic loads and soul contract. We all experience this process and symptoms in divers ways, modes, intensity as they vary from person to person. We are all unique, on different – infinite healing paths, ascending and shifting in a multitude of ways – scenarios. As this cycle speedily draws to a close with time collapsing on itself, the repercussions of these purifications and symptoms would accelerate in order to clear our slates, our pending karmic balance.
Our body elements under normal working life, repeatedly suffer from a variety of dis-ease partially due to the inflicted conditions of the etheric body (unforgiveness, judgment, resentment, stress……); so the passage then of currents associated to these energy shifts depending on the magnitude would further affect our fragile bodies thereby manifesting as symptoms. This implies that if our physical, astral, mental, etheric bodies were whole, we would be transparent to these symptoms but for the inherent energy anatomy – carbon to crystal metamorphosis and the constant upgrading of our running system/software with an adapted version to accommodate our new template
Mankind has evolved in a society where most religious traditions disfavor spiritual aspects of life there by penalizing the development of our etheric bodies – compromising our energy templates. These templates which have been holding our energy in a physical form will be fully released with time depending on our rate of energy integration – it’s a gradual process.
Whatever it is we are experiencing shows us where we still have some work to do, something that needs releasing because it’s blocking our being a clear vessel for the higher energy.
In The Light
Why doesn’t everyone have ascension symptoms? I’ve read many articles on this subject, but I feel like I’m “missing” something. I do believe the ascension process is very personal, and can be experienced differently, but I’d love any insight you might offer. I feel like I’ve been in ascension hell, and often wonder if it’s my fault or if this was something I agreed to take on. All I can do is be still, integrate all virtues, and trust. I’m trying to gain a better understanding of the “why.” Is the necessary internal work contingent upon this pain? Will it ever go away? Am I supposed to go vegan? I gave up caffeine, and eat tons more fruits/veggies. Deep down I know I have all the answers, but some days I struggle with patience. It’s the never-ending pressure, my neck, skull, ears, and body. I just don’t want to screw this up. Somedays I’m worried that the pain lingers because I’m not doing enough. Other days I think the pain is there because there is much it is doing. Somedays I think I’m just flat out nuts, but then I remind myself of all that has transpired. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.
It’s not about you or any of us having done anything “wrong”. The short answer is that it’s painful transmuting our unresolved, ignored, projected lower frequency stuff – wounds, fears, hates etc. The other short answer is that if you’re a Starseed/Lightworker/Wayshower etc. and you volunteered to come to 3D Earth not to do this then you’re one who transmutes old lower frequency 3D stuff and embodies higher frequency 5D stuff such as new blueprints, new patterns, new grid systems etc. and that is usually a painful process. I also know that the more you and I transmute, the more any tiny little bit of old lower frequency crap that we come into contact with FEELS — from our greatly cleared state — like it’s 100% worse than it really is! It’s like the Princess and the Pea thing; we still feel even the smallest of lower energies in and around us and that hurts too!
Some people don’t experience as intense ascension symptoms as other “regular” or NON Starseed/Lightworker/Wayshowers people for a number of reasons. Some of this is due to them having already resolved a lot of their lower emotional issues, karma etc. And some people are experiencing minor ascension symptoms but don’t know that’s what they are. They believe they’re health related or age related or diet related and so on. They’re experiencing the ascension process but don’t consciously know that’s what they’re actually going through.
The other thing you’ve got to realize and not forget is the “doing” thing. Living this Ascension Process is something we live through. We don’t “do” it…it sort of does us and we just hang on through it all! Like I’ve said, it’s not easy or pain-free transmuting ones entire physical body (and so much more) into a new species that embodies Light and then will exist in a higher dimension than the one they incarnated into! When you feel horrid rest and pamper yourself until you feel a bit better again. Yesterday was HORRIBLE for me personally with some old ascension symptoms that suddenly reappeared that I haven’t had for a few years. It was very hard to take after all I’ve been through, and yet, if another layer of something within me needs addressing now in 2012 then it’s going to happen no matter how much I’d prefer all this was totally finished! 2012 is think is going to be like this for most of us; the final year to resolve anything that still needs tending to for whatever our personal reasons. No guilt or shame in this just our Higher Selves making sure we’re “transparent” enough to cope with the big shift into 2013 and beyond.
I hope this helps a bit and know that you’re doing a perfect and wonderful job just BEING and LIVING this. 🙂
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