When I go quiet for a while and don’t write anything at TRANSITIONS, it’s always because I’ve been soul-deep in BIG changes once again. We all have the continuous smaller Ascension related symptoms, aches and pains and changes. However, every few months or so (your mileage may vary) we reach another of those really BIG phases within the Ascension Process where we suddenly take a quantum leap forward. Or so it seems from our old perspective. This was another of those BIG, major transition points for me personally. I suspect many of you reading this have also recently (the summer and fall of 2011) found yourself in some major inner changes. If you haven’t yet, not to worry because it’s coming. We’ve all got plenty of them coming now that we’re at the end of this Evolutionary Cycle, Mayan calendar October 28, 2011.
I’ve repeatedly used the term Stair Steps in the past to express that the entire Ascension Process is done by us moving up many energy and consciousness levels or stair steps. We don’t and cannot go from the bottom of these many flights of Stairs (dense, dark, distorted, linear time and consciousness in duality in 3D) all the way to the top floor (Light-filled, much less dense, non-linear time and higher consciousness in unity in 5D) in one giant leap, not in our physical bodies that is. To make this grand transformation with our physical body we must travel up the different energetic stair steps to repeatedly adapt and adjust to the continuous frequency ascent. Eventually we each reach a landing at the top of a flight of these ascension stair steps, but to continue we must make a sharp 90° turn on that BIG re-directional landing to further continue up the next flight of ascension stair steps of this transformational Process and our individual soul missions within it.
My point is that there’s been constant Ascension Stair Steps since entering the Eighth Wave on January 5, 1999, but with less of these landings. Since we entered the Ninth Wave on March 9, 2011, there’s been far more of these landings (phases) where we cast-off more of our old lower aspects, consciousness and ways, while simultaneously embodying more Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint.
Said in the opposite incoming direction, these landings are intense phases when one physically embodies another large chunk of the Divine Blueprint within themselves and their physical body. Transmuting lower and Embodying higher, Transmuting lower and Embodying higher and on and on up those flights of energy Ascension Stair Steps with their potent landings.
What I’ve been experiencing building and expanding since the summer (of 2011), was my arriving at another of these BIG embodying/casting off landings with its sharp 90° turn. These larger embodying and simultaneous further casting off of one’s old aspects and habits phases (because the two cannot co-exist so the old lower frequency parts are cast-off) are comparable to your Higher Self suddenly grabbing you up by the nap of your neck and transporting you to a new energetic neighborhood and dropping you there. After the dust settles you start to better understand what just happened and why, but until then, it’s one intense transformational shift and major redirect.
IN TWO WEEKS THE MAYAN CALENDAR ENDS!
For many years we’ve read about the famed end of the Mayan calendar but there hasn’t been much in-depth talk about what to expect after it. Words like “Unity Consciousness” have been used as have “fifth dimension” and “ascending into the great Golden Age of Light”, and “creating new timelines” and “changing timelines” and probably realities and High Heart Consciousness etc. But what’s really coming now that we’ve finally made it to the Expiration Date?
We are and will continue to Transmute our lower frequency whatever that’s still there everything and Embody more of the higher Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint and adapt and adjust to it all. But we won’t all be doing this at the same exact time (in the same timeline) because we’re not all existing on the same identical Stair Step or evolutionary level together. In this regard, things are as they always have been, but on the other side of October 28, 2011, and certainly on the other side of 11-11-11, everyone will be existing in a higher field of unified Light within an entirely new cycle and higher dimension on Earth. The Dark Ones are no longer in control and their negative, multidimensional distorted programs are and will continue turning to ash in the increasing Light.
Because so many are still using the lens of Duality linear consciousness, or they’re at the beginning stages of being able to access integrated Unity or HighHeart Consciousness, they read my words through whatever lens and level they have access to at the moment. If the gap between my words and their awareness is too great, then my words sound to them like I’m saying something very different from what I actually am; hence my occasional frustration and need to back-off and/or escape for a bit so that I don’t let myself get drawn back down into a lower frequency place and state that I’ve worked hard to extricate myself from and override. With time and more understanding this won’t be as difficult for me as it’s been throughout 2011. Until I reach that level of personal development and 5D anchoring, I will continue to distance myself from certain people, places and situations.
SOME STARSEED NINTH WAVE GROWING PAINS
Because we entered the Ninth Wave March 9, 2011, with it came the new Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint all the way down into physicality and many of the Starseeds bodies to embody it and simultaneously override the Dark Ones horrific perversions. All of 2011 has been extra difficult in some ways for me, while simultaneously, 2011 has shown the most improvements as well.
The difficult things I’ve had to deal with since January 2011 (and they’ve increased each month this year) have been an INCREASE in my already ultra-sensitive senses, awareness, and being. The more Light “architecture” and Divine Blueprint I embody, the more sensitive I become to any and all lower frequency energies—not less sensitive—more sensitive. And just so there’s no confusion, by lower frequency energies I mean people, emotions, thoughts, thought-forms, foods, actions, belief systems, systems, locations, the patriarchy, consciousness, most TV programs and movies, most old world sounds or noise etc. etc.
Someone recently said to me that “…I’m very sensitive to criticism…” which is true because criticism typically comes from people with unrecognized and unresolved negative ego baggage that the person and/or people doing the criticizing are not even consciously aware of. Because I’m sensitive and feel and have a slightly larger conscious perspective, I do see and feel people’s negative egos and personal baggage that THEY hiss and spew at me that actually has nothing to do with me. Carrying more Light and Higher Consciousness comes with much more responsibility and this cosmic Law certainly doesn’t apply to only me. When you attack, insult, parasite, demean and use people Light embodied, it’s your clue to deal with YOUR unresolved, ignored, projected negativity and darkness.
Another 2011 increase I’ve been dealing with is being more consciously aware of people’s actions, emotions, thoughts, dreams, intentions, pains and problems. I don’t necessarily want to perceive any more of this type of stuff from strangers but there it is. Thankfully I sense that this will shift or evolve within me once I’m on the other side of 11-11-11. Not end entirely on November 12th but shift a bit more and then a bit more in December 2011, and then much more throughout 2012. Funny how embodying more Light makes it that much easier to be fully aware of and feel the Dark in people, places, systems, beliefs etc.
Another 2011 side effect is a fairly large change in my sleep/wake hours and pattern. I have no reason whatsoever to get up at 4 or 5 or 6 AM but this is the new schedule evidently. From 6 AM on it’s impossible for me to fall back to sleep so, after pushing the sleep envelope a bit harder, I realize it ain’t gonna happen so I just get up between 6 and 7 AM now. Kinda a big bummer at the moment.
Now that I’m up between 6–7 AM I must get my daily choirs done very early because by 11:30–12:30ish I’ve used up my daily allotment of fuel and become amazingly exhausted and absolutely have to take a nap. And on really intense days—which are almost every day or every other day in 2011—I fall asleep for much of the afternoon! I’m talking snoozing almost half of the day which is something I’ve never done in my life. But no matter how hard I push against this new schedule it overpowers me and puts me out almost every afternoon. It’s like we HAVE to get out of our physical bodies at different times now because the energies and their cycles or pulses or waves are that different. Basically, it’s like 5 or 6 hours is the equivalent of 12 or 14 hours of old lower world linear time, which makes sense while we’re teetering on the Cusp of so many BIG changes, timelines and realities.
Another 2011 side-effect I’ve had is being quickly shown when I’ve looked outside myself for some external help, guidance, direction etc. is that I’m immediately shown by my Higher Self that I’ve evolved to the level where I am and have the answers and guidance I need or want so stop looking outside of myself for them. Old habits die-hard but this is how we discover how much we really have evolved, and now in 2011 and 2012, we’ve GOT to use our expanding and evolving abilities and consciousness. Looking outside of ourselves will become increasingly ineffective until we fully and consciously put on our individual higher consciousness, powers and abilities.
One more 2011 side-effect and then I’ll end this. We can’t forget to look at the BIG changes, shifts of power, and Light improvements that have happened in 2011 so far, but from another angle entirely. That angle is from how most people who aren’t aware of the Ascension Process—and even many who are—but haven’t as yet transmuted their own lower frequency unresolved ignored issues, ego, negative habits and belief systems stemming from the Emotional and Mental Body perversions done by the Dark Ones. All that plus their own lower frequency ego-based lens focus on reality makes these potent endings and new beginnings EXTREMELY trying for most of them.
I’ve witnessed increasing numbers of people having growing difficulties because their old familiar vampirized food supply system has diminished in 2011 (and will continue to) due to the Light Energies and changes that began with the Ninth Wave phase. We see this manifesting in a myriad of ways on the News every day now and it’s going to get worse before it gets better.
As these people’s Dark patriarchal world and reality disintegrates under them and their old familiar negative ego-based ways of emotionally manipulating others and/or being manipulated themselves to feed from other people’s energies isn’t working as it has, there’s going to be increasing numbers of people becoming sick, more energetically starved, frantic, increasingly mentally and emotionally imbalanced and yet not know how to not invade or manipulate other people to get their energetic food supply in this dark old way. I’ve watched this escalate in certain people all year and it’s amazing to see but horrific and repulsive at the same time. That plus the old familiar ego manipulations and lying not working like they always have are also causing further frustrations and chaos with lower frequency, lower consciousness people and systems.
Just like those transformational ascension flights of stair steps with their embodying landings, the masses that don’t know what’s really happening and why have to make huge changes now too or exit. Protect yourself and your loved ones and pets as we transition across the Expiration Date and 11-11-11 and simultaneously embody more Light and Divine Source Blueprints/Templates from Home. It is indeed the best of times but at lower levels it is the worst of times.
Denise Le Fay
October 14, 2011
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