First Half of August 2014

This article will be much like its two predecessors in that it’s a continuation of the extreme inner and outer physical and energetic changes we’re going through in 2014. For those who’ve been at this Ascension Process business from the start, these changes within the NEW energies are a bit weird in that the entire world population is fully involved now at some level. It’s one thing dealing with ones own issues, fears, emotional wounds, karma, duality integration/resolution, physical and emotional pain(s) etc., but it’s something very different when one has to witness the rest of humanity doing it. For ultra-sensitives, empaths and those with Higher Awareness, it takes real HighHeart to steadfastly hold neutral higher space and allow everyone to go through whatever it is that they must now, which is a lot. What we’re all going through this year is a lot!

86x72 goldgem heart Around August 3rd I perceived rather loudly, ‘Get ready, be prepared because when IT arrives you’ll hit the ground running’. I feel ‘IT’ has/is/will continue arriving here and as usual we’ll move through it incrementally, step by step so ‘IT’ doesn’t break us or our bodies, minds etc. (‘IT’ is the NEW energies and how they continue being embodied and activated at NEW levels within us.)

86x72 goldgem heart August 4th I woke up with intense depression which I knew was not “mine”. I’ve already written about this in Shift to August & Severity of August 4, 2014, so won’t go into it again but only add it to a growing list of pretty tough days and nights throughout this year.

86x72 goldgem heart I received an email from Chalotte ❤ about how intense and miserable August 4th was for her too and how a lot of tears fell that day, plus plenty of inner body heat was felt and other symptoms.

86x72 goldgem heart I received an email from Beth ❤ about multiple NEW Higher Awareness, Higher Visions she’d had on August 5th.

86x72 goldgem heart I received an email from Debora ❤ on August 7th and she told me that ‘…the first train of Jews pulled into Auschwitz on August 4th…’ Also ‘…August 4th was the day Anne Franke was arrested.’ And that ‘…August 6th Hiroshima Japan was bombed, and Nagasaki on August 9th during WWII.’ Thanks Debora for that information because I didn’t know about those dates either.

As the many knots of multiple timelines connected to large negative hotspots such as Earth’s World Wars are untangled and ended, things will ease up and be much less intense and painful on multiple levels so hang in there everyone.

86x72 goldgem heart August 8th— 8-8 —I received an email from Beth telling me how she was doing a lot of crying and was ‘feeling off’.

86x72 goldgem heart August 9th my inner ears rang all day (still are as I write this. They’ve been ringing like crazy off and on—mostly on since January 1, 2014) and the pains and pressures pouring in constantly from ABOVE like a focused Light-beam flowing down into my Crown chakra and upper head and further down into my Third Eye/Brow chakra and Pituitary gland had built all day. August 9th was one very long and physically painful day for me due to these NEW energies being embodied into my physical body and being a little more. This is old hat at this point and I’m only adding it because I know many of you have gone through similar energy embodying and further activations of the NEW in these same areas too very intensely during July and August 2014. Know that more of this is coming, much more.

I couldn’t wait for the Sun to set on August 9th because I knew just that would ease the pressures and physical pains a bit and then I could sleep at night and “reboot” the NEW within myself on all levels. But, before I fell asleep that night I thought I should take a clairvoyant look at my Pituitary gland to See why it was hurting so differently. I’ve looked within like this many times throughout these Ascension years, but, the way I “saw” and what I saw, perceived, felt, knew etc. was radically different this time from any other higher vision(s) I’ve ever had in this life and that’s the point behind all this.

When I did this I had a NEW type Higher Vision in a NEW way. Very briefly and simply because I cannot do this Higher Vision justice with mere words.

The biggest difference and most important thing about this in my opinion is that I and what I was viewing, perceiving, knowing and feeling were all the same thing. In other words, there was no “distance”, no “separation”, no perceived or believed “space” between me and what I was seeing/feeling/knowing in those timeless moments of viewing what I did. This NEW Higher Awareness continued until I had an old left brained thought about what I was viewing which instantly dropped me out of that level of Higher Awareness. Said another way, I lost that particular vision because I thought about it! I stepped back (separated from it) to think (intellectualize) about it all which took me out of being One (unified) with what I was perceiving. It’s that simple and that big.

Thinking is old lower world perception and we’re evolving into a NEW (to us in these bodies I mean) form of tremendously higher perception that has nothing to do with linear, analytical left brained thinking. This is how we learn about the NEW blueprints; trial and error until we understand how to use our NEW abilities.

Forget about how spectacular and beautiful what I saw actually was (my NEW and improved multidimensional Pituitary) and instead focus on how as we increasingly embody the NEW within us that automatically evolves us and our consciousness allowing us to perceive, know, feel and understand in vastly larger and more complex ways than we could with the old lower frequency consciousness tools we had. Those tools were an energetic match to that old frequency range; these NEW tools are an energetic match to the NEW energies/blueprints within a NEW space and level of creative being. Yes its fifth dimensional (5D) but it’s NEW within 5D which is even more exciting.

Back to how beautiful and spectacular my NEW Pituitary gland or Power Plant I should now call it looked to me at that time.

The split-second I had the thought to clairvoyantly look in on my physical Pituitary gland to See what was going on in there, that thought and intention alone was what instantly shifted me/my perception into what I desired to See.

In the past when I’d do this I would be in one place (as in only a few feet away) viewing whatever it was I was Seeing clairvoyantly that, from my perspective and level of awareness at that time, seemed to be existing some distance away from where “I” was and seemed to be “separate” from myself and myself from it. Don’t misunderstand me here because I could be in 4D, 5D, 6D, 7D, 8D in this old way and everything and everyone I saw clairvoyantly via my old Third Eye vision still felt and looked to me (at that time) to be separate from me/me from it etc. This visual, emotional and intellectual level of perception is what we’d call normal old 3D perception, higher sight and beliefs where we were “separate” from one another and other Beings etc. with greater or lesser “space” between us.

The NEW energies now however are evolving, shifting us into 5D “Unity” consciousness and HighHeart being which means we’re increasingly perceiving and physically and emotionally feeling more and more OTHERS as ourselves — or more accurately there being zero distance, zero space, zero separation between me or you or him or her or it or all of them etc. That old saying ‘We are all One’ is taking on a different meaning to us as we embody more and more of the NEW, causing us to feel and know that we are connected to each other being on Earth and beyond in very NEW to us in these bodies and consciousness sorts of ways. Mouthing some well-know spiritual line is easy; actually living it from a higher, more complex level of consciousness and being is something entirely different and is exactly what more and more people are and will be finding themselves doing/feeling/realizing. Try manifesting a war or any crime against anyone anywhere when you can feel them in your body and being as other aspects of Source/God/All That Is. It’s impossible, inconceivable.

I was my NEW and improved Pituitary gland and it me and there was, is zero separation or distance between us. When this happened on August 9, 2014, it looked and felt to “me” (whatever that means anymore!) like a brilliant, huge, living, counterclockwise rotating complex geometric shaped Star of Light radiating multiple beams of Light out in all directions throughout multiple dimensions simultaneously. Like I said earlier, it felt to me like my Pituitary is now a very different and NEW Power Plant within my brain/head/being and I haven’t as yet even begun to discover its many NEW abilities. And that is just my (our) NEW Pituitary glands! How much fun is life and “reality” going to be with these NEW and greatly improved tools we have to create with?

All that and I’m still not satisfied with my description of what I perceived, saw, felt, knew. Oh well, until the 5D and higher HighHeart telepathic mother-tongue returns, this inadequate form of communication will have to suffice. 😉

86x72 goldgem heart August 10th was the Full/Super Moon at 18º Aquarius which only helped amplify old things dualized and NEW things unified. If Sunday, August 10th was rough for you, this Full Moon that was another Super Moon was one more layer to all this.

86x72 goldgem heart August 11th Robin Williams ❤ intentionally exited physicality and massive numbers of people’s hearts and HighHeart Consciousness opened a little more. Lots and lots of tears have fallen over this because Light is Light and Heart is Heart and more people are starting to “wake up” to the fact that carrying Light and having real Heart in what’s been a very Dark world takes a great and oftentimes devastating toll on the person carrying such a lofty weight in such a dense and violent place for decades.

86x72 goldgem heart August 12th was the last day of the annual Lion’s Gate energy transmissions so things will shift and change again slightly on August 13th. What we’ll find ourselves dealing with on the other side of 2014’s Lion’s Gate will continue to be highly transformational and we’ll most likely still need to release more of our old selves and our old 3D habits and beliefs about “reality” and what’s doable etc.

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Some symptoms that have been prominent lately are Hot Flashes (body sex doesn’t matter) or the return of them and their intense inner heat that manifests in a nanosecond and burns like an internal spiritual wildfire and quickly radiates out through your physical body to the surface of your skin and beyond by a good foot or more! Burn the old world trash and stuff away so the NEW can take up residence within you.

Other common symptoms now are more of old 3D linear time consciousness and its reality borders disappearing for longer period of “time”. Atomic clock anomalies, weird time jumps, skips, leaps and drop-offs, time dragging forever one day and rushing extremely fast the next, increasingly finding oneself beyond the old familiar 3D linear time space altogether. We’re not stuck in or restricted to old linearity or solid density anymore but are oozing out, tumbling out in different NEW directions occasionally and getting a peek at and feel for some more of the NEW space we’re now in.

Heart pains and pressures much like what I described earlier in my head, Brow and Pituitary. The Heart is also going through more changes and expansions which sometimes hurt and/or feel like added pressure in the entire upper chest area.

The old Ascension Flu aches and pains have been present lately too but vastly less severe than years past thank goodness. Just us adapting, adjusting, rearranging our selves, our DNA, our consciousness etc. to embody more of the NEW energies.

Inner ear ringing, vision distortions or blurring, seeing energies, colors and other anomalies which are higher frequency energies and beings etc. We’re still in transition so sometimes there’s a lot of space between individuals and will be for a while so adapt to the NEW larger playground and know it’s all very positive despite feeling rather strange. At other times we’re all crammed in very close together where multiple timelines converge and we’re working our ways through those tight bottleneck areas.

Sore lungs, extreme overall exhaustion, back of the neck pains and stiffness and occasional muscle weakness have been common once again too. No fear, just compressed evolution, but if honestly concerned about something then see a trusted doctor.

My heartfelt thanks go out to everyone for living your Path of Transformation and Ascension so bravely and with such determination during this incredible year. The positive results are coming online within each of us every day now so hang in there because these NEW abilities will go a long way in making life fun and so creatively ours.

Denise Le Fay

August 13, 2014

Copyright © Denise Le Fay & HighHeartLife, 2014. All Rights Reserved.

A 2014 Buddha Moon Gift

My May 2014 Buddha Moon gift is a free read of Chapter 8 from The Temple of Master Hotei: A Unique Past Life Memory. If you enjoy it, I hope you’ll consider buying the book so you can read all the other equally interesting chapters. Happy, prosperous, and enlightening Buddha Moon everyone. ❤

Denise Le Fay

May 14, 2014



Jade One slowly wove his way through the trees and plants of the vast Outer Temple garden with the intent of energetically absorbing earth energies. By walking throughout the garden in this manner, he could magnetically collect the diverse energies that radiated from the ground, the abundant plant life, sunlight, and the water element. The rich earthiness of the garden always gave the boy a great sense of comfort and a very conscious connection with the earth. It was like swimming through water; one can feel the water washing away fatigue, cleansing energetically, balancing the different energy bodies and creating increased alignment and connectedness throughout the whole body and being. The healing greenery of the many garden plants and trees was deeply soothing, healing, and grounding in this way. The pure gemstone colors of the numerous flowers were invigorating, while the clear bubbling water of the fishpond and stream offered deep tranquility to body, heart, and mind.

As Jade One made his way through the garden grounds a particular group of flowers caught his attention and drew him in. They were vivid bright pink and white flower petals with pure clear yellow-gold centers. He paused for many minutes to absorb and enjoy their beauty and uniqueness. After a few moments, he made his way around to the back half of the gardens and continued appreciating the many different varieties of flowers there. Their richness of color and silken textures were perfect living works of art. The entire garden grounds were a living, breathing, pulsing visual poem.

Later that evening Jade One had an unusual dream concerning Master Hotei and a flower. In his dream, Hotei was seated on cushions inside his Temple before the huge dragon tapestry. Over his head was a large sphere of light. Inside the sphere of light was a single lotus flower. To Hotei’s left and far behind him was the same strange man of golden-white Light he had perceived during his first encounter inside the Inner Temple. The man was in the identical seated position as Master Hotei was, but was outdoors beneath a large tree. The unusual looking man wore a long garland of multicolored flowers around his neck. Jade One was awakened from this dream by the sound of his voice crying aloud—do not leave me here alone! He sat upright in the blackness with his heart pounding in his head. His solar plexus had gone hollow and he suddenly felt very much alone in those few moments in the night.

The next morning Jade One returned to the garden to enjoy the fragrances created by the sunlight weaving throughout the lush, living green beings. The boy let his eyes absorb the visual spectacle all about him while he inwardly reviewed his unusual and powerful dream. He was at a loss once again. He had not heard Hotei speak in his dream, and why the two men both had flowers was a mystery. Jade One decided it best to investigate all of the garden’s flowers again to see if he could scrape together more insights into this expanding mystery.

This time the boy methodically inspected every group of flowers within the entire garden. There were only two types that spoke to his heart—the same pink and white blossoms he had been drawn to the previous day, and the lotus blossoms floating in the fishpond. The boy stood entranced before the pink and white flowers, searching internally for any small hint or subtle insight. Abruptly he remembered he was to make a garland from the pink and white flowers but pick only one single lotus blossom. He was to take them to the Inner Temple as soon as he had completed creating the flower garland. Why he was supposed to do these things he did not know.

When he had finished stringing together the flower garland, a sudden deep and cutting sadness enveloped him as he sat holding the beautiful pink and white blossoms. Jade One felt as though the child within him had suddenly vanished altogether. He felt as though he had traveled too far to turn back again. He did not understand why the pink and white flower garland had prompted such an intense emotional sadness and pain in him, but they certainly had.

Heading back to the Inner Temple with his flower gifts cradled lovingly in his arms, Jade One now felt strangely disconnected from the entire unusual business. A sort of melancholy detachment had overtaken his heart. The boy did not even care if the flowers or time was an incorrect telepathic message from Master Hotei; he only knew he must give these two flower gifts to his teacher immediately.

As One Like Jade entered the Golden Temple, he saw Hotei seated upon his gold stool, apparently waiting on his arrival. The boy bowed, walked up to his teacher and silently placed the flower garland around his neck, then handed him the single lotus blossom. He bowed again, retreated to his emerald stool and seated himself before the great Master.

The two sat silent in the smoky, citrine colored haze of the Inner Temple staring at each other for quite a few minutes. Hotei’s gaze was more serious and pronounced than usual and he thoroughly inspected the boy internally and externally. Master Hotei sat motionless while the intensity of his focused energies felt as if he would soon relocate the entire Temple to another place and time. Jade One had never seen his teacher like this before, but then, he had never felt the way he did before either.

Master Hotei’s unusual behavior was due to Jade One’s easily perceived emotional state. The purity of childhood was gone from the boy because a part of him had died after his dream, and in its place was birthed an older, more somber stranger. This stranger felt things that the Jade One of yesterday had not. He held a most profound joy in his heart, yet simultaneously, an equally profound sense of sadness and longing for something just beyond his reach caused his heart to grieve and ache terribly. Jade One was aware however, that he was blessed for simply sensing and feeling that something he could not yet completely grasp or understand.

From his stool Master Hotei leaned forward and tenderly placed his palm on the boy’s chest over his heart and said, “Welcome home One Like Jade, welcome home.” The great Master then eased back on his stool and relaxed, his intense emanations immediately transforming back into his characteristic loving compassion again.

“Why do you bring me two objects child when I mentally asked you for only one?” Hotei asked lovingly with pleased tears in his eyes because he already knew the answer to his question.

“The single lotus flower is for you Master Hotei. The garland of flowers is for Him—the strange man of Light,” Jade One answered somberly.

“I see Little One,” Hotei replied as he lovingly stroked the smooth garland petals.

“This is very interesting Jade One. My mental instruction was for you to bring me a single lotus blossom from the pond. Now, tell me of your dream child,” he bid and lowered eyes.

Jade One related the entire dream experience dispassionately. When the boy had finished, Hotei with his chin in his palms, silently gazed off into the distance for quite a while; a distance not hampered in the least by the physical confines of the Temple walls, the gardens outside, or the great, high mountain it all sat on. Master Hotei had left and was elsewhere viewing multiple timelines and reading different probable realities, and so, the boy respectfully lowered his eyes to give his teacher privacy with his inner visions. Minutes later the great Master returned to his physical body and his patiently waiting student.

“Jade One, today is a very special day for you! Today you are to view one of the Masters. It is time. Come child, I will show you where He sits in preparation,” Hotei said with a renewed gleam in his eyes and delight in his voice.

The Master led the confused boy to a rather secluded section at the far back corner of the gardens. In all the years Jade One had spent within Hotei’s Temple walls, never had he seen or been told of any other Master residing there with them. Hotei carefully seated the boy under a large tree and had him prop himself against its massive trunk.

“You may view Him from here only Jade One. Any closer would be dangerous for you now. This is one of the Lords of Above—please do not forget that child. He is only in His body of Light for He is not of this physical realm,” Hotei stated intensely and sat down beside his increasingly intrigued student.

Hotei began to laugh, leaned forward cupping the boy’s face in his hands and lovingly placed his forehead against the child’s forehead. He held this position with the youth for a few moments as if he were making some form of energetic link between the two of them through their foreheads.

“Dearest One Like Jade, do not be a foolish child and indulge in this. Do not let this Master’s great energies overwhelm you. He is a Great One indeed, but nonetheless, please try to maintain some level of self-control and dignity child. If you indulge in this, it could harm you greatly Little One,” Hotei stuttered due to laughing so hard.

Jade One saw nothing humorous whatsoever about any of this. In fact, he was rather disappointed with Hotei’s uncontrollable laughter and attitude over one of the most important moments of his entire young life. He was after all, about to witness a phenomenon most men spend entire incarnations striving and struggling to attain. They would fast themselves to near death to become receptive enough to be able to perceive something or someone from the higher dimensions. They would smoke potent herbs to achieve an altered state of consciousness so they could, possibly, catch a glimpse of one of the Great Ones dancing the eternal universal dance of creation.

However, Jade One was suddenly having this profound experience handed to him by a hysterical round laughing man telling him to watch his self-control! At moments like this, Jade One questioned Master Hotei’s grasp on reality. He wondered if the Master realized to what extent most spiritual seekers would go to experience something as extraordinary as this; a great and rare event that Hotei obviously took for granted and even thought was humorous.

“If a man is not supposed to fall to his knees in divine respect and humbleness at the sight alone of one of the Great Ones, what then is the correct and proper human response? Anything less it would seem would be unthinkably disrespectful!” Jade One internally grumbled to himself as he observed Master Hotei laughing hysterically before him. He sat there with furrows of frustration etched across his young brow, watching Hotei laughing like a disrespectful and unaware common man.

The boy was snapped out of his internal dialog over his beliefs concerning the proper etiquette to use when dealing with Divine Entities by the roaring, bellowing, uncontrollable sounds of Hotei’s near hysterical laughter. The Master’s face was covered with tears of pure merriment. He was actually having trouble catching his breath and struggled not to choke.

“Oh Ja…Jade One. You will…indulge…to…the fullest extent!” Hotei roared uncontrollably, laughing so hard he nearly tipped over.

“I can see it all now! Well, it does not matter because I will be close at hand to rescue you from yourself before you can cause permanent damage.”

Master Hotei finally calmed down and became more serious but it was purely for the boy’s sake. He knew that if he did not behave and communicate in a very precise way at this moment, his eager young student would not pay attention to everything he was trying to prepare him for and teach him. Knowing this, Hotei transformed himself back into serious teacher guise again and became as somber and reverential sounding and looking as he could produce at that moment for his disciple.

“Child, let your mind be very still and watch the seemingly empty area beneath the large tree over there,” Hotei said and pointed towards a massive tree some thirty feet away from them. The boy’s eyes immediately darted over to the designated sacrosanct but physically empty area.

“Soon you will be able to see Him. Watch, listen, feel, remember, and learn what it is that you need to learn now from this experience Little One,” Master Hotei said with sparkling eyes and lovingly cupped the enthusiastic boy’s face in his hands. The Master’s face was still flushed from his intense laughter over his determined student, but Jade One was at least listening to him again.

At this point Master Hotei stood up and left the area. Jade One watched his teacher giggling his way down the gravel footpath back to his Inner Temple, leaving him alone with the great spiritual mystery that lay only a few feet before him. The boy could hardly contain himself. After Hotei had completely disappeared from sight, the boy anxiously returned his physical gaze back to the indicated area of rare, spiritual phenomenon. He breathed in deeply a few times to calm himself and then began to focus on the physically empty area beneath the huge tree Hotei had pointed out.

Within a few minutes, Jade One began to perceive blinding silver-white light radiating outward in all directions from under the huge tree’s leafy canopy. Within the center of the brilliant silver-white light was the transparent ethereal form of the peculiar looking man of Light he had clairvoyantly seen before.

Astonishingly, there under a huge elder tree in the far back corner of Master Hotei’s Temple gardens sat another Master; a magnificent nonphysical Light Being that appeared to be within deep ethereal meditation.

The great man of Light sat motionless with his eyes closed. He wore a long garland of flowers around his neck and his black hair was pulled up and twisted tightly on top of his head. He generated energies that sparked, popped, and literally radiated out with tiny explosions all around him. Jade One stared silently at this spectacular rare vision, carefully analyzing every inch of it and compared it to how he had observed this man of Light before.

The amount of pure, higher light energies that emanated from him was so great that it shown out in all directions from his Light body. Jade One watched as the ethereal form became more tangible, more seemingly dense and physical. This Master’s Light body was no less real than the boy’s physical body was.

Jade One desperately wanted to physically get up, walk over, and sit within the brilliant silver-white light energy field around the Master’s Light body. He quickly discovered however that it was nearly impossible to move any part of his physical body. After closely examining the great being of Light with his inner vision, Jade One desired to enter into its Light emanations and bask in the very energies that were Him.

“If I cannot move physically, then I will project myself into His field of Light and experience Him from that position,” Jade One decided.

Quickly and easily the boy intentionally redirected his consciousness out of his physical body and over into the silver-white light emanating from the great Being of Light. From this energetically intimate position, the boy intermingled with the etheric energy body of the nonphysical man of Light. For an unknown amount of time, Jade One deliberately merged his consciousness with the brilliant energy corona of the etheric Master’s Light body.

This astounding Light was very much like Master Hotei, and yet, slightly different at the same time. He was a man with a personality like any other, but He seemed to carry a great sense of responsibility that literally encompassed the planet. Not just a small patch of land in one particular country, or a few family members, or local fellow citizens; His family was all of humanity incarnate on earth.

His consciousness and heart streamed forth igniting tiny sparks within the hearts of many different peoples. He spoke to all, yet only a small number felt anything from Him. He was preparing a road, a great pathway of higher awareness and emotions that would be traveled by many, but in a different time.

As Jade One traveled deeper into the essence of Him, he began to understand and yet he did not. He saw some great Universal Plan preparing for Itself a massive roadway between the heavens and earth that would be traversed by great numbers of people at a later time. Yet, even now the complex building and preparations were being created, carefully crafted, and dedicatedly worked into place on multiple unseen levels and dimensions by thousands of nonphysical, higher dimensional beings.

Hundreds of thousands of souls were willingly being swept up into these higher energy currents to participate and experience this complex and far-reaching cosmic plan. They were preparing for themselves and others the numerous sequences of events that would enable them to walk this road, to follow this pathway later on physical earth in physical bodies.

Jade One perceived the numerous layers of plans in the form of vivid visions along with an inner knowingness. However, they escalated in speed and energetic intensity to such a degree that eventually Jade One felt himself losing his inner balance and sense of location and fall over onto his side. Whether the universe was speeding up and away from him, or, if he was falling from his lofty seat of inner visions the boy could not accurately discern. The tremendous energetic pressure, higher vibrations and speed of it all were quickly becoming unbearable and Jade One became unconscious from his abnormally high-level flight. Unwillingly he entered a rapid free-fall and wild, tumbling spin that he wondered he would even survive.

The boy fought off nausea unsuccessfully as he was catapulted through numerous layers of space and time. Wave after wave of both divine and human voices cried out in love, fear, pain, mystical bliss, and profound struggle until Jade One was completely lost amidst their songs of enlightenment, initiation, increasing density and polarization, confusion, suffering, and final dense amnesia.

“I fear I have gone mad and shall never find my way home to Master Hotei’s garden again!” Jade One screamed aloud, but his voice simply became one more of the millions of others that also cried out their own screams of ecstasy and terror.

Suddenly the boy felt a heavy, partially numb thud on his forehead that sent rippling waves of pain and further nausea throughout his body. A vague sensation of pressure in both his wrists and shoulders at least helped distract his attention away from his endlessly somersaulting stomach. His skull felt three times larger and heavier than normal and he thought the pressure of it alone might kill him.

Faintly and very far-off the boy began to hear the blessed familiar sounds of Master Hotei’s laughter. Interspersed between his laughter were words he could not understand. There was nothing more in the world, in fact the entire universe, that Jade One wanted to hear at that exact moment than Master Hotei’s precious, glorious laughter. He forced his mind to focus on nothing else but it.

“Master Hotei… I truly do love to hear you laughing,” the nauseated and imbalanced disciple whimpered. In the vast blackness he clearly heard Master Hotei laugh in response to his words, which assured him that they were at least somewhere in the same cosmic vicinity. The pain in his wrists and shoulders grew quickly however and traveled relentlessly down his backside.

“I think I have gone blind Master Hotei! I cannot see anything but blackness,” Jade One blubbered out loud, deeply hoping Hotei was still near enough to hear him. Roaring, uncontrollable laughter was the immediate reply.

“BLIND JADE ONE? ARE YOU SURE? TRY OPENING YOUR EYES CHILD!” Hotei screamed and coughed hysterically.

Because the boy’s eyes were already open, he labored further to bring his higher inner vision back down energetically into his physical eyes. Slowly he began to see the hazy, grayish-white outlines of familiar trees and plants within his beloved garden. He also realized that his body was physically moving. Jade One blinked frantically, trying to force full awareness back into his numb, over-sized feeling head and face. As he struggled, Master Hotei’s laughter thankfully grew louder, closer, and much clearer. Looking upward, the boy could finally physically see the beautifully blue sky cut into jagged sections by overhead tree branches. His body was still moving and his backside and arms were truly in pain now.

“HOTEI, I can see! Look at the sky—it is so beautifully blue today…” the boy gratefully complimented, his voice trailing off.

“Yes Little One, it is the same glorious color today as it was yesterday,” Hotei replied chuckling, “and I suspect it will be the same spectacular color tomorrow as well. The gods are good indeed are they not One Like Jade?”

The boy scanned the familiar garden greenery with deep, genuine gratitude and relief. Twisting around he clearly saw the ground moving painfully under his physical body. He glanced up quickly at his hands, only to finally be able to see Master Hotei dragging him by his wrists through the garden!

Hotei immediately stopped and bent down to help his now earthbound, earth connected student sit upright. The Master walked up to a group of rocks where he had previously placed a tray of hot tea and numerous sweet cookies. Hotei quickly brought his disorientated and battered student a cup of tea, which he drank slowly, smiling up weakly and gratefully at his beloved spiritual teacher and friend.

Suddenly Jade One remembered having been sick to his stomach and quickly inspected his clothing with acute embarrassment. Master Hotei laughed openly at the boy’s vanity, even at a moment such as this.

“Do not concern yourself Jade One, you got sick out there,” Hotei said giggling and pointed up at that beautiful blue sky they had been talking about earlier.

The warmth and aroma of the tea and sweet cookies helped to ground the boy’s finer etheric bodies and anchor them once again into his physical body. Hotei sat quietly, letting his disciple eat and drink his fill, knowing that it would greatly help him regain both his inner and outer equilibrium and physical, earthy connection again.

As usual, the boy had dozens of provocative questions for his teacher and could hardly wait to be physically able to voice them all. Hotei sensed this and waited patiently for the student’s barrage of inquiries. Finally, with the pain, nausea, spinning and disorientation a thing of the recent past, Jade One began his long list of questions.

“Master Hotei, why were you dragging me around the garden?” the boy asked with real confusion.

Hotei’s eyebrows rose quickly causing his eyes to grow large and round. After what seemed a brief moment of holding his breath, Hotei burst into another belly laugh that echoed gorgeously throughout the garden. The boy smiled weakly at his greatly amused teacher.

“Of all the profound blessings you have just experienced, your first question is why I was dragging you around? Oh Little One, you are wonderful indeed! Very well then,” Hotei said giggling and smiled at his still blurry and wobbly student.

“I had to move your physical body away from the vicinity of the Master’s Light body. You became unconscious from the intensity of His emanations because YOU moved much too close to Him! I warned you of this, but I also knew you would become snared by your deep curiosity and enter His higher frequency light energies anyway. Therefore, I had to drag your physical body to a safer distance away from His energy field.

“I could also see that you had traveled very far and knew it would be difficult for you to find your way back home; home here in my physical Temple gardens now I mean,” Hotei said grinning widely and winked at his befuddled student.

“By my moving your physical body across the ground, it became increasingly magnetized with earthly, physical energies. This—plus the physical pain it caused you—helped to give you something to focus on and grab a hold of emotionally and energetically; a painful physical target to aim at and eventually connect with once again,” Hotei said in a sudden serious tone.

“Why could I not see anything Master Hotei?” the boy asked as he refilled his teacup for the third time and grabbed yet another handful of cookies. Suddenly he was ravenous and needed to fill his stomach to help ground him better within his physical body. Jade One was immensely grateful that Master Hotei had food and drink there ready and available for him after his great and vast cosmic excursion.

“Your consciousness was functioning in two different realms, two different dimensions and levels of awareness at once. I confess that this was partly due to my actions here with your physical body. I was prematurely forcing your awareness back down into your physical body here. At the same time however, you still had a large portion of your awareness in a much higher dimension with the great Lords of Above.

“Different frequency energy realms overlap each other easily at certain areas, like borders between dimensions Jade One. This makes it difficult for a student to adjust, and then immediately readjust while traveling through those overlapping energetic dimensional areas. It takes some practice to become able to move through those powerful, transitional border areas and not become confused, disoriented or completely lost.

“The areas where two or more realms intersect create unique and powerful vortex points. Certain of these areas would appear to our logical minds and ego selves as places where lunatics and strange, wild creatures and beings inhabit. Your senses would perceive fragments from these multiple levels and, if you allowed your logical mind to attempt to decipher them, you would most likely become quite lost and confused yourself. A great many things are not to be dealt with, nor can they be understood by using the rational mind alone Little One. It is not a suitable tool for the job and can be very dangerous trying to do so,” Hotei said and winked at the boy.

Hotei stopped shortly to pour himself a cup of tea. He sipped it briefly and then returned to his explanations and further teachings.

“You could not see physically Jade One because you were still seeing with your faster and higher vibrating inner, mind’s eye vision. You were still functioning within a less dense, higher realm using the correct perceptive tools for it. At the same time however, enough of your consciousness had reentered your dense physical body—just enough to let you know that more of you was still elsewhere than down here with me!” Hotei said giggling while rolling his eyes in exaggerated, comical circles.

“I know of your great affinity with and love of the elements of this earthly garden Little One, so I both coaxed and directed you back into your physical body by charging it with the energies of the earthly physical realm.

“Do you remember the first thing you said when you could finally see physically again child? You commented on how beautiful and blue the sky was! There is nothing lacking in wondrous spirituality right here in this physical, earthly realm my boy. Never forget that the real distance between the many great Lords of Above and us on Earth is due entirely on our awareness or closed hearts. Never forget this child,” Hotei said and smiled warmly at his attentive but exhausted student.

“You experienced something in which it felt to you as if a great physical distance had been traveled. Actually, you only traveled a fraction of an inch energetically inside your own awareness, heart and self. Always remember that, that which is without, is that which is within Little One.”

At this statement, Hotei exploded into a fit of rapturous laughter, which Jade One comfortably floated along on also. He understood why his teacher was laughing over that particular statement because he had just experienced a snippet of it himself. Because of his recent experience, the boy happily rode along on Master Hotei’s uplifting laughter and pure, higher heart joyfulness. After his laughter subsided, Hotei sat back and silently finished his tea. He suddenly seemed very far away, deep in thought over matters the boy could not fathom and was far too exhausted to try. Jade One sat quietly and utilized the time to organize his thoughts and the many remaining unanswered questions he had for his teacher.

Abruptly Master Hotei returned his gaze to the boy and his dilated pupils contracted and stabilized once again. Jade One had learned over the years that when the Master’s eyes did this it was due to his having been elsewhere himself and in communication with higher dimensional beings. His transition back to the physical dimension always caused his pupils to briefly and repeatedly expand and contract like that.

Hotei smiled a warm smile of appreciation at his awaiting student for his patience and silence. This silent smile was the boy’s cue that his bombardment of questions could begin again. The Master chuckled softly and shifted his body slightly to face the boy more directly.

“Do you recall believing that I was unimpressed and dispassionate because I supposedly took the man of Light for granted?” Hotei asked. Jade One squirmed uncomfortably and instantly lowered his head.

“You believed you were about to experience something so profound that you could not understand my complacency over it all. Yet, your first question was about your physical body, my actions with it, and of the beautiful blue sky. You still have not asked nor referred to anything you personally experienced that was of Him or the many other Beings you saw. Now who is taking Him for granted?” Hotei asked and lightly smacked the boy on the shoulder giggling at him.

“This is very good however Jade One for He, they, do not enjoy nor is He moved to a level of pristine exaltation when we fall to our knees in subservient homage to Him or any of them! Child, they rejoice when a soul encounters them for they long to interact with all of us. Preferably, to have a conscious working link between them and us at all times.

“Just think Little One how difficult and discouraging it is for them when finally that long-awaited link is made and all we can do in their presence is wallow devotionally at their feet! Wailing prayers of adoration at their awesomeness and prodigious wisdom does nothing for anyone! The precious link has finally been made, but then we tie their hands with our lowly emotional reactions and limited understandings. This is indeed terribly sad Little One. We separate ourselves from them due to our exaggerated false beliefs and misplaced respect. They do not desire deification—they want to assist us!

“You have now discovered Jade One, that one of the Great Lords resides a small portion of Himself in His Light body under one of the trees at a quiet back corner of my Temple garden. He has been here as long as I have been here, and that child, has been a very long time indeed!” Hotei said and raised his eyebrows in an exaggerated and mysterious gesture and laughed.

“Not one of the students that have passed through my Outer Temple gardens over these many years has ever sensed Him. That is why you perceiving and seeing Him during our telepathy training and again in your dream intrigued me so. When you brought me the garland of flowers, I knew it was time for you to see where He resides within the Temple gardens Jade One.

“There are reasons however why you sensed Him, why you dreamt of Him, and those answers lay deep within your heart Jade One. If you desire, you may further investigate this matter within your heart and soul child. I will not reveal it to you, because it is for you alone to discover,” Hotei said and bowed respectfully to his student. Jade One bowed in response and felt his heart uncontrollably flutter, jump, and thud hard in the very center of his chest. Something extraordinarily magnificent was unfolding, but the boy did not fully understand it all.

Master Hotei returned his attention to his now empty teacup and saw to its replenishing. The boy watched him silently, pondering over his next question. He waited until his teacher had half emptied his cup again before he spoke, assuming that was a politely sufficient amount of time between questions.

“Master Hotei, who is He? When will He come fully to Earth?” the boy asked with minor hesitation. He was actually slightly concerned of his teacher’s answer to this particular question.

“Little One, that is a difficult and complex question,” Hotei answered very seriously.

“He is one of the Lords of Above, of which there are many. It is however nearing the time for Him to descend completely into this physical dimension and Earth world. He is—with the assistance of so many other Beings—preparing Himself for this unique experience. I say unique because it is very challenging for any of the Higher Ones to function in this extremely dense physical realm. They have existed for so very long within their higher bodies of Light, and some beyond that, that to come back down into such extreme density requires meticulous planning by many nonphysical beings; great planning for not only Him, but for all of humanity and Earth as well.

“He will be called different names by different people. He will be accepted and loved by many, and also rejected, misunderstood and ignored by many more. He will be called the Bringer of Light, the Buddha, the Enlightened One.

“As you have now witnessed for yourself Jade One, there is still much work to be done by many before He can fully enter physicality. He is not ready for Earth and she is not ready for Him!” Hotei said and giggled like an excited child.

Suddenly Jade One thought his teacher looked like he was radiating a warm golden light around his entire body as he spoke about this other Master of Light existing in his Temple garden. Jade One had never noticed this golden light energy emanating from Master Hotei before and was greatly intrigued. He stared intently at his teacher and the surrounding golden light radiating off from him and wondered if it had always been there. When Hotei began speaking again, the boy had to shift more of his attention back to his teacher’s words and not the newly discovered golden light he emanated.

“All things Jade One, all, are first created in the higher, faster vibrating, unseen realms wherein their birth expands and expresses itself farther and farther outward energetically until it finally manifests a portion of itself here in this dense physical world and dimension.

“A small portion of His Light body and being is manifest and anchored here in my Temple garden for specific reasons. He also has another aspect of His Light body and being anchored at another place on Earth very far from our land Jade One.

By projecting a portion of His consciousness into this much more dense and slower vibrating physical realm in this manner, He is able to slowly build upon His different bodies while working on numerous higher, fast vibrating unseen levels and dimensions simultaneously with many other nonphysical Beings.”

With a deeply confused look on his face Jade One asked, “But why has He chosen to manifest much of His body of Light here in your Temple garden Master Hotei?”

“A large part of that answer lies within you Jade One. If you wish to look into the future, it is there awaiting your investigation,” Hotei responded mysteriously and waved his arms overhead indicating the vast space about them.

“After I have finished my earthly Work in this body, this location, and this time, I will spend a period without any physical form. After that, I choose to enter into the scope of consciousness that He will be manifesting while He exists within physical form on Earth. It will be from within that energetic point that I will exist and express a large portion of myself. You see Jade One, I choose to exist within the right big toe of the Buddha!” Master Hotei declared and burst into a glorious belly laugh that filled the entire garden with shimmering golden delight.

“This is only one small portion of what the future holds for me. As for yourself Jade One, you can look to see and sense how the future affects you here and now. Use this potent time to grow and learn about situations, possibilities, and different outcomes that would not ordinarily be available in this manner for this is another important time of change on Earth and for all humanity.”

Because the late afternoon sun was rapidly disappearing below the mountain range, Master Hotei got up, collected the teacups and tray, then turned back to his young disciple. The boy still sat on the ground looking up at his teacher with wide, confused eyes. It had been a very long, powerful, and enlightening day for all concerned.

“You have had a full and potent day Little One. Go now and rest well. We will continue tomorrow Dear One,” Hotei said and smiled lovingly at his student.

Master Hotei quietly headed back to his Temple and Jade One directly to his warm, awaiting bed. He was indeed far more exhausted than he had realized. Lying in bed that night Jade One concentrated upon the great Divine One, the Lord of Above he had energetically united his consciousness and being with earlier that day. Holding the powerful, beautiful, radiant image of the nonphysical man of Light in his inner vision, he mentally asked a question repeatedly from his highest, most pure heart.

“What am I to do Great One? Please show me, please help me to understand whatever it is that I now need to learn and know about all of this.” With his mental question circulating through his exhausted mind and body, Jade One finally drifted off into a dark, dreamless, restful place of protected sleep.

End of Chapter 8

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Remember Volunteering For This?


One afternoon in the early 1980’s I had a sudden intense memory surface within my Denise consciousness. Because this memory happened before the start of the Ascension Process (1987), it was unusually intense for me to make a fully conscious quantum connection with this particular memory—more accurately the actual event happening simultaneously. During the minute or so of my remembering and seeing in my mind’s eye this simultaneous quantum event, I instantaneously had sweat running down my back and was shaking mildly from the conscious connection with this higher, larger aspect of myself. That’s how much more difficult it was some thirty years ago to make a conscious quantum connection with a very high dimension and aspect of SELF like this. I—not just this Denise aspect but many other aspects of my greater SELF also—was/am aware of existing simultaneously in multiple forms in multiple dimensions. Here’s what I suddenly remembered that special day thirty years ago.

Suddenly I was aware of being a Being of Light that exists vibrationally closer to Source with a small group of other like-Beings or Spiritual Family. There were maybe five or so of these similar Beings standing in front of the rest of us like-Beings. We’d gathered together to discuss something very important and make equally important decisions about it. I was one of the Beings listening to the other Beings informing the rest of us about these situations and the changes needed.

The short discussion consisted of us being informed that THE Plan needed help from some of us to be corrected, separated, completed, and lifted up to an entirely new level and dimension. That was all that needed to be understood or discussed because it was instantaneously known by all of us what was happening, what would happen, what was needed and why. At this point I raised my hand and announced, “We’ll go!” and that was that. That’s all that was required to volunteer to seed an aspect of one’s Greater SELF to incarnate within lower frequency 3D on Earth as a Starseed Lightworker/Lightworker/Wayshower/Path Cutter to work from within that dimension and Earth world disguised as a local to seed, embody, and manifest the transformational energies of the Ascension Process.

To take this topic one more quantum step—which we must to be completely honest about this—if your Greater Self volunteered for this current Ascension Mission, then this part of You didn’t seed and send out only one aspect of You to do this, You most likely seeded many aspects and deliberately sent them to incarnate in different timelines and countries around Earth (aka your “past lives”). Why? Because it was/is a quantum crash-course in learning about living and functioning within polarized 3D physicality; living, perceiving and functioning within dense polarized male and female physical bodies; existing, functioning and perceiving within greatly restricted linear time; and learning to function with greatly restricted awareness and consciousness etc.


When this call went out for volunteers to help with dislodging humanity and Earth up and out from the dark mud-pit it had fallen into thanks to some other stubborn and confused aspects—aka the Dark Ones—YOU intentionally seeded different aspects of Yourself to incarnate on 3D Earth to all work on this particular Mission simultaneously. I know, I know, just breath and don’t think linear thoughts and linear time! Let your sense of self, selves, Self, expand back to what it really is which is NOT linear and separated at all.

The Greater Self You volunteered to help with getting THE Plan back on-track and to accomplish this It seeded aspects of Itself into, let’s say, Lemuria, Atlantis, ancient Egypt, ancient China, Asia, north, central, and south America as native Indians, Mayans etc., Tibet, India, north and south Africa, different countries and timelines throughout Europe and so on. And It seeded these different aspects of Itself into these different countries and timelines in both male and female bodies so that as much knowledge, learning, creativity and integration could be gained. (Think spherical not linear.)

In many of these past/simultaneous lives you were trained by other Master Teachers, other Starbeings and by other-dimensional Beings (who in some cases where also other aspects of You as well) all to help the overall quantum Mission and teach these different incarnated aspects of You the things you/You/YOU all needed/need to know from firsthand experience within the third dimension and polarized physicality. How could you possibly help anyone or anything if you/You/YOU didn’t know what it’s like living in a dense physical body with limited consciousness in a profoundly polarized physical world? So, crash-course to learn, to live, taste, feel, to know for yourself/selves how and why and all the in’s and outs of a life in 3D. And because You have inserted aspects of Self within this Earth world and THE Plan, you’re not breaking any universal Freewill Laws by making the needed Ascension-related changes. Now the many different you’s have some serious personal knowledge tools to work with during the last leg of this quantum Mission, plus no one’s Freewill has been infringed upon either.

So here comes the real mind-bender with all this. Breath, expand your sense of self and relax.

This current incarnation, this current life you aspect is the really, really important volunteer piece in this massive elaborate quantum Mission. I know it doesn’t seem like you are and it sure as hell doesn’t feel like you are, but you are nonetheless. This current self you and incarnation is the real anchor aspect to all this; the real incarnation body/mind/soul that’s the one living, transmuting, and embodying within the Ascension, the “End Times”, the end of the 16 billion-yearlong Plan timeline to actually do the deed of Ascension through yourself, your bodies, your heart and soul. All the rest of it has been, is, quantum prep-work and support for this particular aspect of You in this life, this incarnation and timeline to wrap this Mission up and bring it home, Home, HOME.

Many years ago I read something channeled by Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadians. They called us Starseeds/Lightworkers/”System Busters” the “Standard Bearers of our Souls”. When I first read that term I wasn’t positive of what they meant by it. A few weeks later I totally understood. We are indeed the aspects that are embodying and living the Alchemical Ascension Process and 16 billion-yearlong polarity resolution transformational work within and through our current bodies and selves to get THE Plan back on-track and provide a way out of the old stuck mud-pit Earth now for any who wish to extricate themselves from the endless negativity, darkness, polarity, violence, suffering, greed, lack, pain and tears.

Let your greater quantum identity and volunteered role sink in a bit and go have a bowl of ice cream or something and cut yourself some slack. Is it any wonder why so many of us are exhausted beyond comprehension at this point? Well done everyone and just a little way left to go now.

Denise Le Fay

July 9, 2011

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The Many Quantum Multidimensional You’s

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This article is more 5D quantum-like and spherical and covers something I haven’t talked about before. If you wish, allow it to help you expand your current perception of yourself to a slightly larger and more complex level of awareness and being. Some of you already know what I’m going to talk about and have for a long time. Others have wondered and privately questioned the possibilities of it. Many other people will be hearing this information for the very first time. Stair steps…always stair steps with everything.

From the important mid-point (now but officially on July 3, 2011) of the final and very short Ninth Wave forward, the word responsibility is going to be coming up much more than it has over the past thirteen Ascension years (the start of the Eighth Wave on Jan. 5, 1999). This article reveals another aspect of us needing to currently take on some more responsibility for who we’re evolving into and the abilities we have and will have because of that. The expanded awareness and consciousness that our Ascension brings automatically carries new 5D responsibilities/abilities. This is easier than it may sound so please don’t panic or worry.

I/Denise began consciously integrating many, but not all, of my Multidimensional Selves at the beginning of my physical, biological Ascension Process in February 1, 1999 (days after we entered the Eighth Wave). Doing so was simply one more aspect of my living the Ascension Process because, as consciousness expands, so too does one’s identity and sense of self/Self/Selves/Higher Self both in and outside of time. For me this information was just another aspect of the Ascension Process and my needing to consciously know more about myself as a Multidimensional Being. In 1999, my perception of current life Denise needed to be expanded, upgraded to match all that I was and would be living through via the entire Ascension Process. This is really nothing more than me, you, each of us consciously evolving into more of ourselves.

In early 1999 I realized some of my ancient past-life multidimensional Starbeing family that helped seed me as the male Starseed human I was in 12,600 B.C. Egypt, were actually other multidimensional aspects and layers of ME—or more accurately—me/Denise is an aspect of all of them and much more. The 8D Orion, the 6D Sirian, and the 5D Pleiadian Starbeings I have known and consciously interacted with in both this current Denise life and my ancient Egyptian past-life at the beginning of the astrological Age of Leo, were actually different dimensional stellar Beings that were/are different aspects of me/Denise. Confused? Let me try this from another angle.

Ever wonder why the current you so deeply and profoundly LOVES some of your non-physical, other-dimensional Starbeings, ETs, Lightbeings, guides, teachers, ascension assistants etc. so very much? Ever wonder why they feel like Beings you’ve known since before dirt ever was? Ever wonder why you admire, respect, trust, depend upon and LOVE them as deeply and unconditionally as you do?

I mentioned this and much more in A Lightworker’s Mission but will repeat some of it here. One of my non-physical, other-dimensional stellar Beings who was another of my ascension assistants during the 1990’s, informed me one afternoon that I LOVED him as much as I did because we are basically the same Being. He did not lay that line of, “We are all One” business on me because that was not what he meant. He was letting me know—because I’d thought to ask him—that literally he and I were cut from the same original frequency fabric, the same soul material. It was because he was one of many of my (Denise’s) higher dimensional other-Selves who has never involuted into 3D physicality. I/Denise and many of my simultaneous past-life selves have however.

Dualized consciousness perceives reality such as all here or all there where the multidimensional quantum truth is here, there and all other places too, and all simultaneously!  Why? Because we’re really multidimensional Beings that exist in multiple places, dimensions and timelines simultaneously and some aspects of US help, aid, guide, remind and teach other aspects of ourselves in the dimensions and timelines they’re in doing what they’re doing. This is especially true with Volunteers/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers who are incarnate on Earth now to work from within the dense physical dimension to help humanity and all else ascend now. Typically some of the ETs, Starbeings, Lightbeings, Angelics that contact and interact with you consciously and in the dream realm also are other aspects of YOU that exist within higher dimensions who are assisting this you to carry out what you volunteered to come to Earth now to do; help humanity and Earth ascend up out of the darkness, which also allows all else to evolve to their next phase also.

You and I are here within physicality now in this place, space and timeline yet we also have different seemingly past lives or simultaneous lives on physical Earth across time as well. We also have other multidimensional, non-physical aspects of ourselves that rarely, if ever, incarnate into physicality that exist simultaneously that assist, guide, teach and remind the aspects of us that do incarnate into lower frequency dimensions in Service to Others. See how we are currently expanding our sense of self from a strictly separated, linear, physical, Earthbound human Starseed Lightworker to a more expanded and multidimensional 5D model? This is another reason why there are new 5D responsibilities/abilities manifesting for and in us Starseeds/Lightworkers living the Ascension Process in physicality now during the second half of the Ninth Wave.

Denise Le Fay

June 27, 2011

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The Different Frequency Earth Worlds & Evolving Beyond Linear Time

On April 13, 2011 Debora wrote in a Comment:

“Hey everyone! Got a question about all the weirdnesses going on for each of us and for all of us collectively…

On other “non-spiritual/ascension” sites, people are talking about what I can only describe as “timeline blips”. One guy was talking about having talked to a very distinctive sounding guy about ordering a very specific package of software on Wednesday, ordering it, and then on Friday the distinctive guy calls again to order the software. The guy checks for the order he remembers placing and no order there…

My point here is that I have had lots of little timeline blips like this — sort of deja vu all over again but not really deja vu — I *know* I did something and now it isn’t done. The prevailing theory on this non-spiritual website is that there are timeline blips because of multiple running timelines. I know that I have read that there are several possibilities at the *end* of this period, one where the dark ones go forward on the catastrophic timeline (3D), one were we all go off and live in happy spiritual communities (4D) and one where we are light bodies (5D). My personal jury is still out on this particular theory but I’d love to hear what everyone else says.

Lastly, I guess I am also asking if anyone else is experiencing these blips and actually having to do something over again that you *know* you did only a few days before.

Be well, stay centered and ride the energy waves!
Love ‘n light!”

This subject covers a lot of multidimensional Ascension ground but let’s scratch away at it.

Think of pre-Ascension 3D (third dimension) as a very narrow frequency band with highly specific and dualized energies and matching consciousness all happening within linear time in dense physicality within specific cycles of time within specific locations in physical space. Having lives within physical 3D is like riding the most intense, dangerous, fastest, frightening and exciting ride at any amusement park anywhere. Life in physical 3D is like believing in Santa Clause and the Tooth Fairy because you have amnesia to ALL that naturally exists beyond the narrow band of physical 3D. What would be the point of incarnating in 3D physicality if you consciously remembered that the Tooth Fairy and Santa don’t really exist? So, to get the highly polarized full effect, and hopefully the different spiritual learning’s and impact from lives lived in physical 3D, our Higher Self helps us put on awareness blinders and descend into linear time with amnesia when we enter 3D physicality so we can deliberately forget everything that exists elsewhere—including the greater aspects of ourselves. This way we can focus entirely within the physical polarized 3D ride within linear time.

It is the compressed Ascension Process that’s breaking apart the stuck old polarized linear 3D world we all incarnated into because we’ve reached the Expiration Date for this polarized physical 3D ride on this Earth. This Expiration Date is a built-in safeguard so the Dark Ones, Team Dark—most who’ve also become lost within this ride—would not continue controlling, limiting and destroying humanity, the planet and much more. Freewill of course but within time limit because Source/The All That Is ain’t stupid!

Polarized consciousness thinks in highly polarized ways, so people typically think and believe things are black/white, good/bad, either/or etc. Sometimes they think in those old polarized linear ways about the Ascension Process and this is why many run into difficulties trying to comprehend which “reality”, which “world”, which “Earth” etc. will be the one. The truth is that there will be (and are already) three primary Earth worlds and timelines born out of the Ascension Process; actually there could be many more but let’s focus on the main probable Earth worlds that are manifesting out of the Ascension Process and coming Expiration Date, 12-21-2012.

EARTH # 1, EARTH # 2, EARTH # 3

# 1) This is the Earth that’s been taken from Team Dark and energetically, vibrationally cleansed, transmuted, Rewired, ascended, lifted up energetically, relocated and re-positioned to house vastly more Light and Unity or HighHeart Consciousness. This Ascension Process hasn’t completed yet and is still unfolding today, albeit at a very accelerated pace from 2011 on. This NEW Earth is a non-polarized, unified, physical 5D frequency Earth world and reality that exists within an entirely NEW timeline in a different location in space. It exists within a dimension that can perceive and be quantum as opposed to strictly linear, and its Ascended, evolved inhabitants won’t be handicapped with awareness blinkers and amnesia but will naturally have a much larger multidimensional consciousness and perspective beyond old lower frequency linear time and space and Duality and Duality consciousness.

1 a) There will exist a wide range of souls on this NEW Ascended Earth world and dimension. However, everyone must be functioning within a specific higher frequency range to even be capable of energetically, vibrationally reaching and existing on this NEW Earth world. There will be a hierarchy of people—those energy Stairsteps—who are much more familiar with functioning beyond the 3D polarized Duality frequency, reality and consciousness Earth ride of old that will be the NEW Teachers, the NEW Guides, the NEW multidimensional Assistants etc. Everyone will exist within a tremendously higher frequency physical 5D Earth world with individually unified hearts and evolving unified consciousness but there will be a wide range of souls existing, working, growing and evolving within this NEW ascended 5D Earth world frequency range.

# 2) The old lower frequency patriarchal controlled 3D Earth world has separated from the #1 evolving, ascending Earth world and reality. It’s done so because those people have no interest at this time in utilizing the evolutionary Cosmic and Galactic Light Energies currently available to everyone to evolve and vibrationally ascend. Those people still desire and/or need to experience that particular density and negative physical linear reality so they will have an appropriate world in another space, Earth world and timeline to do exactly that. It just will not and cannot be the same Earth, the same world, the same reality or frequency that ascending Earth #1 is. A lower frequency cannot co-exist within a higher frequency so there are two, three or however many Earth worlds created that are needed; one for each level and group of souls to continue learning and evolving within.

# 3) There will be a third Earth-like world created out of the current Ascension Process and Expiration Date that has far less polarized extremes in it. It will still have Duality for those souls who want and/or need to learn within a polarized physical world reality but it will be less negative and controlled than the current patriarchal Earth world we incarnated into. In other words, the Dark Ones, Team Dark, the Negatives and the human elite will not control this probable polarized world as they have the 3D world we incarnated into.

# 4) This Earth world is one I’ve clairvoyantly seen and felt working very hard to build and form itself throughout my entire current lifetime. It’s a totally negative dark world where humans are looked upon exactly as most humans have viewed cattle, pigs, chickens etc.— as sources of food and beasts of burden only. The humans on this world are treated with utter disrespect and they don’t even know it. There is no freedom whatsoever, they’ve been severely altered genetically, most are implanted with certain AI machines to further remove them from their true spiritual Source/All That Is awareness plus make them even better unaware, unthinking, heartless worker automatons.

This probable world is so evil, so dark and totally controlled by Team Dark and there is no Light at all in it. It is the extreme polar opposite and humanity is seen by the Dark Ones as deficient in every way. It’s an elitist world where humans are the planetary food and fuel source and beasts of burden slave labor. The humans have been so thoroughly deceived by the Dark Ones that they believe being implanted with high-tech machines and AI is special and therefore makes them special and more valuable. Of course all it really does is make them less human, less conscious, more trapped and more easily controlled by the Dark Ones. This Earth world was where our Earth was being steered towards by Team Dark and the human elite and it’s what would have manifested as a primary world had the Expiration Date and Ascension Process not happened. In other words, there would not have been a Separation of Worlds & Timelines if the Ascension Process had not happened, which is impossible.

As I said, I’ve seen and felt this horrible probable Earth world being designed and built year by year by Team Dark and their human elite puppets all of my Denise life. I couldn’t believe that the masses didn’t realize what has been trying to manifest in this world and timeline and overtake them entirely. However, once the Forerunners, Starseeds, Lightworkers Volunteered to incarnate on Earth (think quantum, not linear) to take back the planet from Team Dark and the human elite and create a wide Pathway for the Light to enter and anchor, this incomprehensibly negative probable Earth world has been slowed considerably and now will be prevented from manifesting any further (all that’s finally happening in 2011 worldwide). But it was headed in this direction prior to the start of the Ascension Process and I’ve spent my life seeing and feeling it and knowing where it was being intentionally directed. The negativity that’s not been allowed to grow and manifest is almost beyond comprehension.

Over only the past couple of years I’ve perceived that this strong probable negative world won’t be allowed to manifest anywhere. In other times it would have, but it won’t now because of the Expiration Date. Mission accomplished on multiple levels, dimensions and in multiple timelines.


Because of the Ascension Process and Expiration Date many people are already experiencing periods of non-linear time and their consciousness starting to perceive multiple dimensions. Remember those mandatory awareness blinkers and amnesia we put on to incarnate into 3D physical reality in linear time? Now that we’re Ascending/evolving beyond the narrow band of frequency and consciousness that physical reality on Earth has been, we’re starting to undeniably experience time and space in grander more complex ways. This is why so many people are experiencing time slips, time distortions, no time, timelessness or quantum consciousness, time accelerations, past/present/future bleeding together and so on. The dimensional and time borders are gone and we’re Crossing Over; linear time and single dimension consciousness doesn’t apply in higher frequency dimensions above 3D.

All of the borders, boundaries, frequency and consciousness fences and linear time constraints that used to help us stay focused in 3D polarized linear physicality are dissolving rapidly now. It used to be very helpful having time be perceived as only linear, and physical reality as having very clear-cut borders so we couldn’t wander off and get lost in another dimension and/or timeline. Oh but how all that is changing now! We’re all driving but those helpful painted lines in the roads that kept us in our lanes and others in theirs are disappearing and we’re learning how to get around in very NEW ways now in very NEW vehicles.

We’re experiencing linear time and consciousness melting away (thanks to the body and brain Rewiring Process) and us being in and perceiving increasingly quantum-ness or existing within the spherical NOW moment. This is us taking baby steps in 5D reality and consciousness now and slowly familiarizing ourselves with it and how it feels, looks and functions. Guess what’s coming next within this unfolding Stair-step Process?

After we’ve experienced non-linear time and multidimensional space a few times so we don’t panic or get lost in the quantum multidimensional moment, the next step is us re-entering Universal Society. In other words, the Starbeings, ETs and many Others that have always existed out there in other dimensions and timelines will be within a close enough range to where we’ve Ascended/evolved into that we’ll be seeing and interacting with many of them finally. I believe we’ll enter this NEW level of consciousness and being after we transition through the 11-11-11 portal/gate coming November 11, 2011. Every day, week, month and monthly 11-11 portal we move through between today up to November 2011, is us living this Process step by step and inching our way vibrationally closer to Ascended individual and collective contact with other-dimensional Beings, Starbeings, ETs etc.

So every time linear time disappears for you and you’re not sure of what, where, when or why, go immediately into your High Heart Consciousness and BE and perceive from that space within your NEW 5D expanded self and awareness. The second you do that all the other crazy collapsing insanity holds no power over you because you know from a NEW space of 5D High Heart feeling awareness/consciousness that exists in a very different space and timeline. Get familiar with BEING more in a larger space and timeline so when you suddenly and unexpectedly have a face-to-face meeting with some Starbeings, ETs and/or Other Dimensional Beings you won’t panic or get lost or confused or wonder if they’re the “Good Guys” or the “Bad Guys” — you will simply Know.

Denise Le Fay

April 17, 2011

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Clairaudiently Hearing Clicking Sounds


Recently I mentioned how I’ve been hearing what sounds like high-pitched, electronic, very fast Morse Code-like clicking. I’ve been hearing this since 1994 so this isn’t anything new to me. It did however take me a few years to figure out what it was and how to perceive or interpret it as higher dimensional transmissions and not just clairaudient clicking. Because I’ve recently received a few emails from people about this inner ear clairaudient Mores Code-like clicking, I thought I should write about it again now.

I’ve been a clairaudient since early childhood which just means I could sometimes hear non-physical sounds and voices. Typically they were residual sounds and conversations created by living people but remain, ghost-like. Sensitive children and adults whose perceptual range is larger, deeper and more Multi-D in nature can hear, feel, see, smell, sense and communicate with these not in current time leftovers and other energies and beings. So for me, hearing sounds and voices that were not physically there in current time is something I’m used to. However, being clairaudient (or clairvoyant, empathic etc.) in 3D prior to the start of our biological Ascension Process around 1998–1999, is totally different from being clairaudient (or clairvoyant, empathic etc.) on the other side of 1999! It’s an entirely different and much more complex level with very different non-physical leftovers and transmissions to learn how to perceive, read, and feel correctly.

As I said, I’ve been clairaudiently hearing this inner left ear only (for me) Morse Code-like clicking since 1994. The first and so far, only person I discovered that mentioned experiencing this too, was Barbara Hand Clow in The Pleiadian Agenda: A New Cosmology For The Age Of Light (1995). I’ll quote what she said about this in the second paragraph of her Preface:

“When the Pleiadians first began to impulse me as an adult in 1984, I heard their transmissions for months in Morse Code! Gradually their voices clairfied, but the next thing I experienced was a great deal of confusion about the way they discuss Earth sciences, human behavior, and spiritual evolution. To put it simply, what they were saying about us was like trying to decode light going through a kaleidoscope; their view of us is multifacted and geometrically interrelated and it can be difficult to translate. In the late 1980s, their complex point of view seemed jumbled and confused to me, but I kept on transmitting their perspective because what they had to say was more fascinating than anything I was hearing on Earth. I have to admit, this was not an easy time for me. It was often very psychologically complex because the more I got to know the Pleiadians, the more I realized that their voice was actually my own inner child voice; these wisdom teachings coming in stronger and more clearly were forcing me to remember my true and nonimprinted natal self. As I saw that, I began to remember myself all the way back to when I was four months old, when a whirlwind swished the curtain next to me crib and the beautiful small blue beings came to visit me. As hard as it was, I knew I was finally totally integrating this presence, and then Satya began speaking to me in 1992. As a result of her appearance, I wrote The Pleiadian Agenda in anticipation of a reality splitting that the Pleiadians say is coming in 1998. Satya has a very clear voice, as you will see, and so, it’s time for Satya to just speak with you…”

This 5D Pleiadian Satya female being is an aspect of Barbara, or more accurately this could be said the other way around and that Barbara is an aspect of her incarnate on 3D Earth. I’ve said this before, that we Starseeds in human bodies living on Earth now have other-dimensional stellar Starbeing/ET aspects of our Greater Selves that seeded us so we would be living and working on Earth from within this 3D system to manifest and anchor higher frequency Light “Ascension” Energies here for humanity. We are many of the multidimensional players and cosmic creators, and Starseeds in human bodies typically have seemingly strange ETs/Starbeings/UFO sightings, dream meetings and/or larger Inner Planes gatherings, multidimensional communications and guidance with our Multi-D stellar family and friends from our different Multi-D stellar Homes. Also, many of us were triggered during the early stages of our Ascension Process so we could clairaudiently hear these 5D Pleiadian transmissions or Morse Code-like clicking sounds from them to help us down here on Earth.

But pre-ascension, 3D clairaudient abilities are nothing like 5D (and higher) Ascension related transmissions from, in this case, the 5D Pleiadians. Old lower 3D linear clairaudient abilities were easy in comparison to hearing super-fast Morse Code-like clicking transmissions! And by the way, these Pleiadian clicking sound very much like that fast clicking sounds hummingbirds and dolphins make. Even though I was used to clairaudiently hearing non-physical sounds and voices—plus having other-dimensional Starbeing/ET telepathed linear conversations—these Morse Code-like clicking sounds are a vastly more complex form of information or Light transmissions.

After listening to them for about a year and trying to hear, think, analyze, rationalize and do all those left-brained things to figure out what these clicking sounds were and may be saying, I realized left-brain tools weren’t going to work. They rarely do with these types of higher energies and beings. Eventually I tried going limp as it were or become very open and receptive psychically and NOT THINK, but just receive, feel, and watch whatever flashed clairvoyantly. That worked of course, so from that point on I began learning how to perceive these information transmissions from this more integrated and receptive way.

As best as I can perceive to date, these Morse Code-like clicking sounds are large chunks of complex information with clairvoyant visuals and corresponding empathic emotional information that naturally goes along with the visual information. The transmitted information is often in beautiful and simple symbol form, which, in this more unified state of consciousness makes perfect and instantaneous sense. It is not linear but quantum, or what I call spherical consciousness and is typically how many Starbeings/ETs and Other Dimensional Beings naturally communicate.

Prior to the start of my biological, physical Ascension Process in February 1999, my Multi-D Starbeings/ETs family and friends would communicate telepathically and in a linear way with me. However, once the Ascension Process began, these old lower 3D ways of receiving guidance, help, visual, emotional, and empathic information from multidimensional beings and locations evolved and expanded to this current level. (This will continue to evolve as we do so don’t think this is the end-all form of Multi-D communications and information or Light transmissions!) It’s sort of like the difference between two cans strung together and talking in slow, cumbersome linear sentences, in comparison to living, feeling, seeing, hearing, and knowing different things in a split-second because you’ve not just perceived them, but lived and felt them in a most intimate higher way. There is no comparison between the two levels of communications/transmissions and we Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers are having to get up-to-speed with these new ascended Multi-D, whole-brained consciousness tools and ways of perceiving, communicating, and interacting with certain Other Dimensionals. Fun stuff even though it’s been confusing and slow going since 1994, but we’re adapting fast now due to all our brain and body Rewiring and male / female integration work.

My suggestion to any of you hearing these particular 5D Pleiadian transmissions as clairaudient Morse Code-like clicking is to not use your old familiar left-brain intellectual tools but use your whole-brain (High Heart) to simultaneously perceive, feel, see and know. Relax into this and don’t think but feel and just pay attention to whatever you perceive. Get familiar with how this feels, how it works, how incredibly fast it happens. These clicking Pleiadian transmissions are usually rather large and complex concepts in symbol form in visual images, emotions, and instantaneous deep level Knowing that’s perceived in only one or two seconds of “time”. Knowing is knowing and it happens in quantum, spherical No Time so get familiar with this new higher and larger perceptual tool and way of receiving transmitted Multi-D Light information.

Denise Le Fay

December 8, 2010

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Having A Real Time With TIME

Over the past decade I’ve had increasing difficulty remaining firmly anchored within physical linear 3D time, not to say that’s a bad thing! There has been so many times when I couldn’t tell what time of the year it was — are we just entering fall, or are we entering spring, or is winter right around the corner? Is it 1962 or 1987 or 2005 or what? Where exactly am I anyway? There would be wonderful free-floating moments where I honestly did not know where I was within the old 3D seasonal cycles, which was highly enjoyable. It felt nice being that free from structured 3D reality and blinkered consciousness. It did however seriously mess with those physical responsibilities that absolutely must be dealt with in time ON TIME! Things like paying the monthly utility bills, rent, car insurance, getting your taxes done etc. So it’s taken a bit more work and double, triple, quadruple checking things to make sure that I actually did physically pay bills that must be paid ON TIME each month throughout the year and not only think about paying them.

I’ve really noticed since January 2010, that the linear time and perception business has had the magic dial turned up another five notches or so! What I’m now noticing—and I know many of you have been too—is that my perception has changed even more to where I’m now having much more difficulty locating myself within TIME. The joke is that we are evolving energetically and physically beyond 3D and its linear rules, regulations and highly limited consciousness that worked well within it (but not anywhere else), and we’re supposed to be going increasingly consciously quantum now. We’re quickly re-learning how it all works outside physicality in linear and polarized 3D, and I suspect we may look a bit silly at the moment from a higher level. I suspect some great ancient beings who’ve never entered dense, lower frequency/consciousness realms or dimensions, are entertained by our dazed n’ amazed looks and fumbling as we adapt to casting off the tight blinkers of lower 3D perception and get our 5D bearings outside of it and linear time/space.

The main way I’ve been realizing how much I am not functioning within lower linear awareness and time is by how lost I’ve been when I try to figure out exactly what day, week, month or year it is. The big glaring issue I’m currently discovering is that when I now THINK (Aquarius) of something in my mind or FEEL something emotionally in my heart (Leo) from this growing higher 5D perspective, it seems and feels to me that I have actually lived or done those feelings and thoughts—but I haven’t physically. The new burning question has become, “Did I just think that or did I actually do it physically?” What I’m learning is that the old 3D business of doing physically is rapidly morphing into 5D thinking and feeling and that is often doing in 5D. This is the real Age of Aquarius but evolved/ascended well beyond lower dense and linear 3D.

So now when I think of doing things and/or when I have emotional feelings about something, from my expanding awareness and existence outside of linear physicality, from this perspective I have actually done those things, and yet I have not physically done them. Translated this means that from my perspective a lot of linear TIME has passed because I have thought of many things, felt many things, or lived through and perceived many things internally, therefore a lot of linear time must have passed externally, right? Nope, only moments from one perspective, hence why many of us are a bit confused and maybe lost in and out of linear time.

Are you comprehending how and why humanities consciousness has been so astonishingly controlled and intentionally herded by the lower frequency negative jerks in 3D? As Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadians have said and I quote, “The real war now is over the human mind.”  Many of the lower frequency planetary controllers have long known of the coming Age of Aquarius (an Air or mental sign, whereas Pisces was a water or emotional sign), and have simply done what they’ve done for eons; shift gears right along with the naturally changing astrological energies and use them to create what they want within each Age. Now it’s all about mass mind control (low or negative vibrating Aquarian energies) and endless new technologies (low or negative vibrating Uranus energies) to completely sidetrack, steal away, and trap people’s consciousness from the present ascension/compressed evolutionary energies naturally flooding the planet. “Those who do not think to think are easily controlled.”

As our compressed evolution continues with more and more DNA activations via solar, cosmic, and galactic energy wave transmissions, we will continue discovering that we are indeed going quantum and can perceive from within multiple dimensions simultaneously. Instead of the old lower, dense, linear time and awareness that went with 3D and that level of development and focus, we will continue expanding and adapting to what I’ve been calling Spherical Consciousness or Awareness. Spherical Consciousness or awareness (quantumness) is us being able to perceive, feel, be aware of and take in multiple dimensions, multiple aspects of Self, within multiple locations across a vast, timeless expanse. In other words, our sense of “self” is rapidly evolving and expanding to consciously take in far, far, more of us as we exist in multiple dimensions simultaneously. These versions of us are becoming more consciously aware of other aspects of Self in multiple locations and dimensions etc., and we’re going to remember how to not get lost in all that vast awareness and space outside of linear time.  Have you read the wonderful books by Jane Roberts called The Trilogy of Oversoul Seven ? I would recommend reading them now because they are a fun and humorous look at what we’re currently re-learning ourselves.

As your perception continues evolving and greatly expands beyond the old lower borders of linear 3D time and consciousness, be prepared to become momentarily lost within the vastness that is really you and me and all of us within multidimensional levels. Linear time, seasons, locations, worlds, personal identities and all other familiar reality defining borders will continue to fall away the more we grow and evolve. We’ve just got to get the hang of playing in a vastly larger sandbox than we got used to within small and limited 3D. This is going to be a lot of fun so do not worry, just stretch out and enjoy the new freedoms and space to be you/YOU while you re-learn how to juggle far more balls than was doable in 3D before.

Denise Le Fay

March 31, 2010

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You Had ET Sex With Who?!

                                                              (Artist unknown)

I have sensed for a while that with the Separation of Worlds many people would suddenly enter a new phase of more conscious contact with certain Starbeings/ETs/Other Dimensionals etc. I sense 2010 will begin this type of growth for many people and it will only increase from here on out.

I was told a couple of wonderful and hilarious ET experiences by a dear friend/reader last month. Because I have experienced very similar type ET encounters in the dream state, I could totally relate to both her personal ET bird-like experience, and also her girlfriends hilarious sexual dream ET experience. I feel it is important to share not only her (only one of many) ET dream encounters, but also the seemingly sexual one that her girlfriend had weeks later.

Back in November 2009, this reader friend emailed me about an awake experience she was having in the middle of the night. Evidently she was having an ET or cluster of ETs communicating with her via mind’s eye visuals and other-dimensional energies. She told me that she saw many different types of ET beings, many of which looked like birds or had bird heads. I found this interdimensionally amusing only because I too have had a lifelong passion for the way birds smell, their eyes, the falcon-headed Egyptian God Horus and so on. (I’ve written about this and the ET Bird Beings last year here if interested— “Ancient Feathered Friends” I think it’s titled.)  At the time she emailed me about her experiences I was writing in my new book (manuscript)  about the super-ancient ET Bird Beings and there is an accurate and wonderful illustration of one of them in it. More cosmic koinky-dinks as I like to call the higher consciousness synchronicities.

She also told me about numerous dreams she had in the past of parakeets but she was beginning to suspect that they really weren’t parakeets at all but ETs/Starbeings that looked like birds. She also felt a deep emotional connection and love of these ancient ET Bird beings, which again, I could totally relate to. She also said in this email something that I know is indeed very true and I want to quote her (Robin) here:

“…The thing I get is that the gates have opened indeed and there are a quadzillion different beings out there very excited, hyper almost, about trying to get in and make the connection, even if it is through this method and only for a second or two. Just like people who have crossed over – they tend to flock towards those (this has happened to me since forever, and at times I absolutely curse it, too) that are tuned in – in such a way because they want to have the contact or be seen/felt/acknowledged/ whatever. It’s the same premise, I think.”

Again I know this is deeply true because I have experienced numerous conscious and dream-state contacts with different Starbeings/ETs since age three. I’m going to add here before I forget, that people usually have ET contact and interactions while they are asleep and out of their physical bodies mainly because it is easier and faster for them and the Starbeings/ETs to exchange information/visuals/emotions and, for the person to remember the interdimensional meetings or contacts when they wake up. It takes A LOT more energy and grounding to be able to have fully conscious interdimensional ET meetings and conversations while fully awake AND retain the memory of everything  you saw/heard/learned/felt from Them. (My new book is full of my interdimenaional experiences with both awake and dream state Starbeing/ET meetings, teachings and information exchanges.)

A month later I think it was, Robin emailed me with a really funny story about a girlfriend of hers. This girlfriend was so freaked out about what she was going to tell Robin, that she got drunk first! Evidently, she was not only nervous about sharing such a weird dream experience with her close girlfriend, but that it was sexual in nature as well and so she got drunk. I found that hysterically funny.

Anyway, this girlfriend of Robin’s had a dream recently where she had lusty and wonderful sex with a strange-looking, blue-skinned man. Robin found this hysterically funny because she herself had had a previous dream meeting with a beautiful male blue-skinned being who had a female with him. She was told by this female being, “…that he has been known by many different names, one of them being Krishna…” (I hope I’ve remembered all of the details correctly and that I haven’t left any really important parts out! I do apologize if I have.)

During the time this happened I had been writing in my new book about the Orion ET being/beings I’ve known for 12,600 years. I’ve had a deep, personal stellar kinship with 8D and the eighth dimensional Orion system and an Orion Starbeing family member who had milk-white skin with a pale light blue tint. In other words, some of them had/have milky-white light blue skin! My ancient 8D Orion friend/teacher/stellar family had deep sapphire colored eyes and blue-black hair. I’ve talked about him—the Orion—in past posts here. He was one of  three Starbeings in my past life in Egypt of 12,600 B.C., and there is a portrait of him, plus the Sirian ET, and the Pleiadian ET beings as I knew them in that past life in my new book also. (In my new book,  A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution there is an illustration of a male ET Bird being, a male and female ET Lion being, a humanoid Orion, Sirian, and Pleiadian, and others.)

This is typically how many of the higher dimensional Starbeings/ETs roll; they talk to many of us in these complex and layered quantum ways. They’ll connect with one or more of us Starseed/Wanderers on Earth either clairvoyantly and/or through lucid dreaming. That’s sort of like the main anchor to all of the following contacts they will make with other people we know in some way. The whole ET communication process is like cosmic tele-conferencing on multiple dimensions with many people (us) while both awake and asleep. It is so complex and yet so perfect that it’s hard to explain or even catch all the interdimensional coincidences between all the meetings between all the linked people (us reading and discussing all this)!  But, this is one small aspect of our learning about quantum consciousness or Spherical-like awareness as I call it, that all of us are currently having to get the hang of interdimensionally with many Starbeings/ETs. These beings talk to us in grand and often funny giant weavings and multiple interweavings just like this, and we have to learn to read between the lines with these ETs and communicating in this much more nonlinear and symbolic quantum way. It is fun and often funny once you learn to catch more of their messages and symbols coming at you from so many other people, plus their dreams, and so on. We’re used to linear consciousness like this _____, but ET and interdimensional, increasing quantum consciousness and awareness is much like the glyph for Aquarius aquarius1 up/down up/down-like Energy Waves that we’re learning how to ride and better understand.

With our ascension/evolutionary process and everything else that is happening to us energetically/DNA/brain/consciousness etc., we are now needing to learn how to perceive and communicate in these higher dimensional, nonlinear, non left brained type of ways with increasing numbers of nonphysical, interdimensional Starbeings/ETs. Because of our ascensions and rapid growth, many of them have been and will continue to trigger us into remembering more about ourselves as interdimensional beings and not only physical humans. ETs communicate in symbols, visuals and emotions all at the same time. To grasp this type of larger more unified communications with them, we’ve got to learn to catch the symbols and coinky-dinks—aka synchronicities—because that is literally how they perceive and express.

I had three or four dreams with an ET being in the early 1980s that were profoundly emotional and important to me. In them this amazing looking being looked like an Amazonian shaman would suddenly appear in my dream. The first second I saw him, I loved him more than anyone I had known. What was really surprising about him, was that despite him looking like a strange savage from the jungles of South America, when he spoke in these dreams he sounded like an ascended Master! That was 1980’s ET clue #2. Clue #1 was that I instantly loved him like he was an aspect of me, which he could have been.

At some point in one of these dreams with him, we hugged and had Heart Sex. Yep, we experienced something akin to making love, very high loving sex, but at the Heart Chakra/chest level, which was beyond incredible. It was literally Heart Sex or Heart Mating and merging and it happened with him during a hug. I didn’t even need to get drunk to share that with all of you! 

Point is that we’ve reached the time (2010) where many people will suddenly be having both dream meetings and awake clairvoyant and telepathic communications, so be ready for that plus visuals, symbols, feelings and emotions all together (at the speed of light) Starbeing/ET contacts and educations. It is simply time for this level of our ascension/evolution/expansion back into Universal Society and increasing interdimensional awareness. Many of my posts during 2010 will be about this subject and our remembering how to perceive and communicate with different interdimensional ETs and Other Beings now that we’re functioning within our New World and new evolving and rapidly expanding consciousness.

Thanks Robin for sharing with me, and also for allowing me to share your Starbeing/ET parakeet or Bird ET meetings, plus your girlfriends seemingly from her perspective sexual encounter with the blue-skinned ET… who has also been known as Krishna. Be mindful of the seeming coincidences everyone because they are often deliberate interdimensional ET communications. ❤ ⭐

Denise Le Fay

January 6, 2010

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All Time IS Simultaneous

I think it was around 2001 that I had an interesting wide awake experience that taught me a bit more about “time” and quantum consciousness. It taught me that all life/time/existence is simultaneous and not a long linear line like we believe it is. It’s more like a massive living geometric kaleidoscope with all its little sections and parts deeply interconnected and working together multidimensionally. Our consciousness has not been able to break free of the profoundly narrow band of frequency and awareness that was 3D polarized physicality to perceive anything else, but that’s changing fast finally.

As I’ve shared a bit already I’ve had conscious memory of some of my so-called “past” lives for most of this life. Maybe it’s because I have Pisces Rising but I reincarnated with more conscious past life memory and therefore more direct connections with some (much more so than others) of my past life selves; these other aspects of ME that live in other times and locations on Earth and beyond.  Because of this I’ve always felt more like I’m a composite of many of these “past” life people I’ve been. They ALL are me/Denise in this life or maybe this is just what it feels like when we begin to be more consciously aware of the other aspects of ourselves. Our image of self expands to take in more and more of the other incarnated “selves” too, which leads to a closer connection to our Higher SELF and multidimensional or quantum consciousness and so on.

One day I was sitting reading something totally unrelated to all this when I suddenly had a beloved 5D Pleiadian friend from my past life in Egypt at 12,600 B.C. come through psychically. There he was suddenly in all his golden blond 5D Pleiadian wonderfulness! He telepathically told me that he needed my help with something very important at that moment. I told him it was my great pleasure seeing him again and I’d help in any way I possibly could. He then proceeded to tell me/Denise, here in this time and location, what he had up his beautiful 5D sleeve and why.

The Pleiadian showed me that he was at that moment back in ancient Egypt with the male ME I’d been in that “past life”. Yeah, I know, this gets a tad bit strange and complex when you interact with other aspects of yourself that are from YOUR PERSPECTIVE a “past” life self. In this past life in ancient Egypt, I was a Starseeded male as many of us were back then. Because this is another huge connection and why this experience even happened—that Egyptian past life of 12,600 B.C.—is exactly opposite our NOW time on the Astrological Wheel of Great Ages. In other words, it was in that male Starseeded Egyptian past life during the very beginning of the Age of Leo. We here now in this time living these lives, these “current” incarnations at the beginning of the astrological Age of Aquarius – the opposite sign, and most of us in opposite sex female bodies now as well. This is why the Pleiadian did this to BOTH me/Denise in my time and astrological point on the Great Wheel, and why he did it to the male Starseeded past life “me” incarnate in ancient Egypt in his timeline with those three Starbeings back then, one of them was this same 5D  Pleiadian male. Confused yet? Give me time and I’ll get you there.

The Pleiadian I knew in 12,600 B.C. Egypt (and in this current life also) was called by us back then, Astar (not to be confused with today’s “Ashtar”). I’m finally sharing his name ONLY to make this story a little bit easier to understand and express. The Pleiadian shows me/Denise in my here and now himself with the male Starseeded “me” who lived/lives in Egypt 12,600 B.C. at the start of the Age of Leo. But here’s where it got really interesting from my point of view – Astar also revealed me/Denise in my time and location here in southern California to the male Starseeded Egyptian past life “me” back there with him in their current Egypt timeline. Guess which one of us was more blown away by this introduction?

This was like some sort of across time and astrological Ages live video phone call where all three of us were able to see and hear each other with Astar the 5D Pleiadian running the show from both sides at the same time. I loved every second of it all of course and thought it was so great that the male Starseed past life “me” in ancient Egypt could be seeing this “me”/Denise here now in my timeline. I sat watching and listening to the psychic vision in my mind’s eye with a huge grin on my face that went all the way back to 12,600 B.C. 😉

I heard the Pleiadian tell the male Egyptian past life version that, I/Denise, was the female aspect that was anchoring the Ascension Phase at the beginning of the Age of Aquarius. Now here’s what I found interesting. The Egyptian male Starseeded past life “me” said with great concern and fear, “But she’s just a lone female and very sick at that! How can she possibly, in her condition with so much against her and all alone, make the final connections in her time and space?”

The Pleiadian responded to him as I/Denise watched and listened to all of this. “Because she IS a lone very sick female and won’t be noticed much because of it! She’ll have a far better chance of doing her personal and collective Work because she’s practically invisible in her time period. Plus, she had to be in a female body in that life and timeline to balance you here in this timeline (because he Ascended years later in that life in a male body) and also, to anchor back in the Great Female Energies and Consciousness on 3D Earth. Many of you Starseeds are reincarnated in her timeline in female bodies for these reasons. Male bodies here…female bodies there. For others it’s reversed.”

I was smiling at how shocked and concerned the male Starseeded Egyptian past life “me” actually was at seeing the condition of me/Denise and the lowly Dark energies present in 2001 (this current timeline). I can’t blame him because I was a physical mess due to my ongoing Ascension Process which made me terribly ill and in nearly constant pain. I’d have worried about it all too!  But the Pleiadian knew what he was doing with/for/to both of us and why. He was helping both of the aspects living in opposite Great Ages, to connect more of the invisible dots between those astrological Ages, energies, awareness and long-term plans for all of us, Earth and far beyond.

Eventually the male Starseeded Egyptian “past” life me understood but he was profoundly shocked that the whole thing had gone so dark and extreme at this, our current end. He had trouble comprehending the human darkness and severely limited consciousness in this, our time here now. I/Denise had been well aware of how dark, dis-empowered, and downright stupid we’d become because I’d remembered my “past” life in Egypt of 12,600 B.C. at the beginning of the Age of Leo in the Photon Band, before the great fall that struck the planet a couple hundred years later. I remembered being this male Starseeded Egyptian who was taught by these three ET beings from Orion, Sirius and the Pleiades, when we were whole beautiful wise beings. He however only met me/Denise living in this dark time period on that one day in my 2001 timeline. He was deeply shocked at how far humanity had fallen into Darkness and dis-empowerment and his Heart hurt badly for many days due to what the Pleiadian had revealed to him.

Some of you have heard me say many times before about how we’re going to have a huge and exciting Family Reunion soon. Well, this is one of the reasons why I claim this, plus I’ve had a couple other connections with other “past” life aspects of me in other lives, in other locations on Earth in other time periods. We are so much more than what we believe ourselves to be.

At the time this meeting happened the male Starseeded Egyptian past life me didn’t know that he would Ascend or have a fully conscious death years later. He did which is another aspect of why I’m in a female body here now (as are many of you reading this) to transmute and Ascend, but this time in a female body and without leaving it through physical death but fully conscious Ascension. Balance in all ways across “time” and throughout the dimensions because we really are multidimensional beings.

[See A Lightworker’s Mission (2010) for more information.]

Denise Le Fay

April 13, 2008

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