First of all, Happy March 2016 Equinox everyone, and secondly, how’s everyone doing with it all so far? It’s been kinda weird, kinda wonderful, definitely painful, and kinda frustrating at times but highly educational and reality changing. I wouldn’t expect anything less at this point within the Process. And there’s the final Eclipse (Lunar) to come on March 23rd at 3° Libra 17′.
In January 2016, I suddenly had some old Ascension symptoms return that I hadn’t had for years. I was not impressed that they were back again, even if greatly reduced in nastiness and intensity. Some of these old symptoms for me have been burning hot bottoms of my feet. I lived with this one for the first twelve years of my physical Ascension Process and couldn’t wear shoes the entire time because of it, not that I much minded that but it was and still is one very miserable Ascension symptom. I experience it when my body is doing more detoxifying of poisons from the physical environment. I also experience it when I’m embodying more NEW higher Light Energies and they’re flowing through my body and out the bottoms of my feet and into Gaia/Earth. You can see how the first phase needs to happen so the second phase of it can. This is typical of almost all these strange Ascension symptoms.
Another old symptom that returned for me at the same time was the miserable old upper belly bloat or Buddha Belly business. I also swelled all over, not just in my upper belly/diaphragm. My whole body swells slightly when higher frequency Energies/Light etc. comes in and interacts with it. My body and muscles respond to amplified higher Energies almost like it would with any “irritant”; it builds up fluid around the perceived invasive “irritant” in trying to cope with what’s happening to it. I have Pisces ASC/Rising (Water) and suspect that many people with Water signs Rising and/or multiple planets in Water signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) may experience the body swelling somewhat like this when it gets hit with more Light Energies and Photonic Light.
Another old symptom that returned along with these others is the old eating food business. It just seems that while all these other changes are taking place it gets difficult for a while to want to and/or even be able to eat much of anything and not feel like you’ve committed slow-motion suicide via ingesting food! Here we go again with having to detox from having eaten something while God was electrocuting you, with LOVE Light.
A bit more seriously here, during March 2016 I’ve felt, as I know many of you have, building, growing, amplifying Energies and pressures that affect each of us slightly differently. I felt a confrontation building, which happened on the Equinox in my little world, but was instantly cleared/transmuted/Neutralized by me. It was like it had to happen and while it was, I was hyper aware that something major had changed and this confrontation and revealing more honesty and feelings about certain things was a reflection of that massive change.
What I felt come in with this March 2016 Equinox was something I’m going to call Divine Will or the Will of Source because I don’t know what else to call “IT”. This Energy felt to me like Divine Will is now fully and completely in place on Earth within the physical in this NEW way and higher level. Divine Will has always been there before but never like this and wow, does “IT” feel different and great. Said another way, this 2016 Equinox arrival and implementation of what I’m calling NEW Divine Will feels like the old patriarchy negativity of the past many thousands of years on Earth got fully and permanently removed. It’s like the NEW boss is in town for good and all the “bad guys” are leaving because they won’t risk staying. Giddy heart joy and a booming, multidimensional, told ya so assholes sort of feeling with this one!
What I’m feeling and experiencing since the March 19, 2016 Equinox is that a NEW rule—which is a NEW blueprint/template—is now fully in place on Earth at the physical level and functioning and because of this all sorts of quick changes will begin; all wonderful and positive even though much of them will probably seem terrifying and horrible to those that know nothing about the evolutionary Ascension Process.
In this NEW Light and NEW blueprint/template, nothing can continue being hidden or kept secret or not said, not revealed and not fully disclosed. Nothing, not individually, not collectively, not by the governments of the world, not by the remaining but quickly disappearing elite patriarchy, not by anyone or anything or any group(s) etc. My pressurized confrontation that unfolded on the Equinox was this NEW rule, this NEW law, this NEW fact playing out in my personal life, and despite it not being tons of fun, it was necessary and highly positive because everyone under this roof finally laid all their emotional “cards on the table” right out in the Light for all to see, know, feel and understand. This is one big aspect of HighHeartLife and how it works; honesty all the time with self and others because trying to hide anything anymore in this level of Light just doesn’t and cannot happen. Not having full “disclosure” with all things, situations, feelings etc. is impossible in this NEW higher Light and when we do try to withhold something, we instantly feel it in our bodies as building inner pressure that’s highly uncomfortable. And now with this NEW level of Divine Will anchored in earthly physicality, you can see and sense how quickly things, people, beliefs, habits etc. will be changing this year in preparation for an even higher energetic start with 2017.
Another aspect of all this is that now if I get angry, loud, pissed off, emotional in these lower sorts of ways, the HighHeart doesn’t do well with lower frequencies and there’s immediate physical sensations in my upper center HighHeart chest area of rapid and hard pounding heartbeats that feels scary bad. I can focus on getting back up pretty quickly which instantly ends the hard and fast heart pounding, but I intend to not need to do this ever again because it feels terrible in my body now.
The first two times I experienced this I knew I was learning what it feels like in my body when I try running old lower crap through NEW higher inner tools and that it ain’t such a great idea! I know this, I know this, I know this… but I’ve obviously needed to experience it a few times at this even higher frequency level so I’d know exactly what it feels like trying to run old lower crap through NEW higher gold wiring. 😉 And I can tell you that it feels horrible and I better understood from doing this that eventually we reach a level where we cannot ever go back down energetically for any reason and have to learn how to deal with all things from the NEW higher platform/blueprint/template etc. Many of the Forerunners are having to learn and Master this in themselves in 2016, so that by 2017, they won’t ever drop or fall back down into old familiar methods of the past.
The weird dreaming continues too along with the return (temporary only so don’t panic) of some old Ascension symptoms/side effects. A few weeks ago I had a dream about ETs—not the good ones—coming on or around Easter 2016, and that this event was going to be seen by everyone but not understood by most. Typical. Now I’m well-aware that this sort of deliberately created mass message sent out to all but only picked up by those that can remember their dreams is nothing new whatsoever. I’ve experienced it most of my life and have learned to discern these negative created mass messages from my own personal dreams and from higher dimensional actual lucid dream experiences. There’s the Team Dark created mass media type of messages sent out at sleep levels; there’s our individual personal subconscious dreams that help us work on and eventually heal things in us and our lives; and there are actual events that take place in higher dimensions. This dream I had before the Equinox about ETs arriving around Easter 2016, felt to me like it was a negative created mass media message.
The closer we got to the Equinox, I began understanding things a bit better; things like this dream message about ETs arriving on Easter or there about, and, things like the arrival of Divine Will with the March Equinox 2016, and things like how more and more of the Forerunners of the Forerunners are currently going through the final stages of “Resurrection” or embodying, merging the Higher and Lower Selves in their physical bodies and embodying more of the Solar Christic/Crystal Energies. I began understanding that this year, 2016, Easter is going to be something totally NEW and very different in that more people will complete and/or begin the “Resurrection” phase of the Ascension Process. I’m not going to say much more about this but let you and your HighHearts float and feel in it for yourselves.
It makes perfect sense to me that Team Dark—aka the powers that used to was—know that enough Forerunners have succeeded in embodying, merging Higher Self and Solar Christ frequencies in themselves now that they needed to put out another BS mass message (dreams) to try to sidetrack, derail, confuse, distract as many people as possible, and ETs arriving around Easter and/or “disclosure” around that time would certainly do the trick for most people! These frantic TD tactics are only going to increase all year because of what’s already happened and what else is coming. No fear as these are just last-ditch efforts to continue what has been by the dying negative patriarchy. None of it will work however.
Do you see the connections between the arrival of what I’m calling no-nonsense Divine Will at the March Equinox; the completion of and/or near completion of the “Resurrection” phase for some of the Forerunners now; the mass belief and/or expectation that some ETs will be revealing themselves around Easter this year; and how we’ve all GOT to disclose everything now in this 2016 amplified Light or feel like we’ll be crushed by the growing pressures of not doing so? All these things are connected and no doubt much more I’m not consciously aware of at the moment.
Denise Le Fay
March 20, 2016
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