In The Light, EVERYTHING Is Eventually Disclosed

800x800 treeheart 2First of all, Happy March 2016 Equinox everyone, and secondly, how’s everyone doing with it all so far? It’s been kinda weird, kinda wonderful, definitely painful, and kinda frustrating at times but highly educational and reality changing. I wouldn’t expect anything less at this point within the Process. And there’s the final Eclipse (Lunar) to come on March 23rd at 3° Libra 17′.

2016heart2In January 2016, I suddenly had some old Ascension symptoms return that I hadn’t had for years. I was not impressed that they were back again, even if greatly reduced in nastiness and intensity. Some of these old symptoms for me have been burning hot bottoms of my feet. I lived with this one for the first twelve years of my physical Ascension Process and couldn’t wear shoes the entire time because of it, not that I much minded that but it was and still is one very miserable Ascension symptom. I experience it when my body is doing more detoxifying of poisons from the physical environment. I also experience it when I’m embodying more NEW higher Light Energies and they’re flowing through my body and out the bottoms of my feet and into Gaia/Earth. You can see how the first phase needs to happen so the second phase of it can. This is typical of almost all these strange Ascension symptoms.

Another old symptom that returned for me at the same time was the miserable old upper belly bloat or Buddha Belly business. I also swelled all over, not just in my upper belly/diaphragm. My whole body swells slightly when higher frequency Energies/Light etc. comes in and interacts with it. My body and muscles respond to amplified higher Energies almost like it would with any “irritant”; it builds up fluid around the perceived invasive “irritant” in trying to cope with what’s happening to it. I have Pisces ASC/Rising (Water) and suspect that many people with Water signs Rising and/or multiple planets in Water signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) may experience the body swelling somewhat like this when it gets hit with more Light Energies and Photonic Light.

Another old symptom that returned along with these others is the old eating food business. It just seems that while all these other changes are taking place it gets difficult for a while to want to and/or even be able to eat much of anything and not feel like you’ve committed slow-motion suicide via ingesting food! Here we go again with having to detox from having eaten something while God was electrocuting you, with LOVE Light.

A bit more seriously here, during March 2016 I’ve felt, as I know many of you have, building, growing, amplifying Energies and pressures that affect each of us slightly differently. I felt a confrontation building, which happened on the Equinox in my little world, but was instantly cleared/transmuted/Neutralized by me. It was like it had to happen and while it was, I was hyper aware that something major had changed and this confrontation and revealing more honesty and feelings about certain things was a reflection of that massive change.

What I felt come in with this March 2016 Equinox was something I’m going to call Divine Will or the Will of Source because I don’t know what else to call “IT”. This Energy felt to me like Divine Will is now fully and completely in place on Earth within the physical in this NEW way and higher level. Divine Will has always been there before but never like this and wow, does “IT” feel different and great. Said another way, this 2016 Equinox arrival and implementation of what I’m calling NEW Divine Will feels like the old patriarchy negativity of the past many thousands of years on Earth got fully and permanently removed. It’s like the NEW boss is in town for good and all the “bad guys” are leaving because they won’t risk staying. Giddy heart joy and a booming, multidimensional, told ya so assholes sort of feeling with this one!

What I’m feeling and experiencing since the March 19, 2016 Equinox is that a NEW rule—which is a NEW blueprint/template—is now fully in place on Earth at the physical level and functioning and because of this all sorts of quick changes will begin; all wonderful and positive even though much of them will probably seem terrifying and horrible to those that know nothing about the evolutionary Ascension Process.

In this NEW Light and NEW blueprint/template, nothing can continue being hidden or kept secret or not said, not revealed and not fully disclosed. Nothing, not individually, not collectively, not by the governments of the world, not by the remaining but quickly disappearing elite patriarchy, not by anyone or anything or any group(s) etc. My pressurized confrontation that unfolded on the Equinox was this NEW rule, this NEW law, this NEW fact playing out in my personal life, and despite it not being tons of fun, it was necessary and highly positive because everyone under this roof finally laid all their emotional “cards on the table” right out in the Light for all to see, know, feel and understand. This is one big aspect of HighHeartLife and how it works; honesty all the time with self and others because trying to hide anything anymore in this level of Light just doesn’t and cannot happen. Not having full “disclosure” with all things, situations, feelings etc. is impossible in this NEW higher Light and when we do try to withhold something, we instantly feel it in our bodies as building inner pressure that’s highly uncomfortable. And now with this NEW level of Divine Will anchored in earthly physicality, you can see and sense how quickly things, people, beliefs, habits etc. will be changing this year in preparation for an even higher energetic start with 2017.

Another aspect of all this is that now if I get angry, loud, pissed off, emotional in these lower sorts of ways, the HighHeart doesn’t do well with lower frequencies and there’s immediate physical sensations in my upper center HighHeart chest area of rapid and hard pounding heartbeats that feels scary bad. :/ I can focus on getting back up pretty quickly which instantly ends the hard and fast heart pounding, but I intend to not need to do this ever again because it feels terrible in my body now.

The first two times I experienced this I knew I was learning what it feels like in my body when I try running old lower crap through NEW higher inner tools and that it ain’t such a great idea! I know this, I know this, I know this… but I’ve obviously needed to experience it a few times at this even higher frequency level so I’d know exactly what it feels like trying to run old lower crap through NEW higher gold wiring. 😉 And I can tell you that it feels horrible and I better understood from doing this that eventually we reach a level where we cannot ever go back down energetically for any reason and have to learn how to deal with all things from the NEW higher platform/blueprint/template etc. Many of the Forerunners are having to learn and Master this in themselves in 2016, so that by 2017, they won’t ever drop or fall back down into old familiar methods of the past.

The weird dreaming continues too along with the return (temporary only so don’t panic) of some old Ascension symptoms/side effects. A few weeks ago I had a dream about ETs—not the good ones—coming on or around Easter 2016, and that this event was going to be seen by everyone but not understood by most. Typical. Now I’m well-aware that this sort of deliberately created mass message sent out to all but only picked up by those that can remember their dreams is nothing new whatsoever. I’ve experienced it most of my life and have learned to discern these negative created mass messages from my own personal dreams and from higher dimensional actual lucid dream experiences. There’s the Team Dark created mass media type of messages sent out at sleep levels; there’s our individual personal subconscious dreams that help us work on and eventually heal things in us and our lives; and there are actual events that take place in higher dimensions. This dream I had before the Equinox about ETs arriving around Easter 2016, felt to me like it was a negative created mass media message.

The closer we got to the Equinox, I began understanding things a bit better; things like this dream message about ETs arriving on Easter or there about, and, things like the arrival of Divine Will with the March Equinox 2016, and things like how more and more of the Forerunners of the Forerunners are currently going through the final stages of “Resurrection” or embodying, merging the Higher and Lower Selves in their physical bodies and embodying more of the Solar Christic/Crystal Energies. I began understanding that this year, 2016, Easter is going to be something totally NEW and very different in that more people will complete and/or begin the “Resurrection” phase of the Ascension Process. I’m not going to say much more about this but let you and your HighHearts float and feel in it for yourselves.

It makes perfect sense to me that Team Dark—aka the powers that used to was—know that enough Forerunners have succeeded in embodying, merging Higher Self and Solar Christ frequencies in themselves now that they needed to put out another BS mass message (dreams) to try to sidetrack, derail, confuse, distract as many people as possible, and ETs arriving around Easter and/or “disclosure” around that time would certainly do the trick for most people! These frantic TD tactics are only going to increase all year because of what’s already happened and what else is coming. No fear as these are just last-ditch efforts to continue what has been by the dying negative patriarchy. None of it will work however.

Do you see the connections between the arrival of what I’m calling no-nonsense Divine Will at the March Equinox; the completion of and/or near completion of the “Resurrection” phase for some of the Forerunners now; the mass belief and/or expectation that some ETs will be revealing themselves around Easter this year; and how we’ve all GOT to disclose everything now in this 2016 amplified Light or feel like we’ll be crushed by the growing pressures of not doing so? All these things are connected and no doubt much more I’m not consciously aware of at the moment.

Denise Le Fay

March 20, 2016

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Ascension & Dreaming

Dreaming was a very important way for us—prior to the start of the Ascension Process—to work on and work through whatever issues we had that we couldn’t cope with while awake and functioning within the old lower 3D world. Dreaming was a powerful way we all could work through massive amounts of emotional issues and stuck energies while outside physicality. So very much can be accomplished through our night lives—our dreams/dreaming, that only takes minutes or an hour or so. In physical 3D reality, working through those same personal issues usually took us years, decades, or even many lifetimes to move through and resolve.

But because these lives are happening during the planetary ascension process, we seriously had to move through piles of our own inner wounds, fears, projections, unresolved issues in record time. There was no more time to fool around and ignore our unresolved issues and aspects of ourselves. We’ve HAD to deal with so many of our longstanding issues within Phase One of the ascension process, and to do that and do it quickly, we’ve used dreaming to work through tons of our stuff in a very short time period.

What I’ve noticed now that I’m through Phase One and have resolved the majority of my longstanding issues, is that my dreaming has reduced greatly. I now hardly dream at all, but when I do, it is different from the dream work I did all my life prior. In Phase Two our need to dream to help us quickly work through or resolve our issues, doesn’t exist in the same ways it did prior to, and then during Phase One of the ascension process. If you have dealt with your primary issues, integrated them, resolved the majority of them and all the polarized energies and everything else, then your need to dream to work on your issues doesn’t exist like before.  I know, I know, I can hear so many of you grunting frustratedly about how you can’t even sleep anymore, let alone dream!  That is part of all this too, and how we don’t require eight or more hours of deep-level sleep like we did while we were in polarized physical 3D bodies/consciousness in the old lower world. You see where I’m going with this.

What I’m now noticing is that I (we all) seem to enter into phases of intense and compressed dreaming that can be rather strange. I’ve noticed that any little bit of lower junk that I still have within me, or that I allow to get back in via any vehicle (other people and my reactions to them, TV, movies etc.), will be something that I dream about that very same night. It literally cannot remain within me energetically now that I’ve cleaned up (transmuted) my inner house or landscape via Phase One of the Ascension Process. If any little issue, energy, frustration, emotion, concern and so on manifests within me now, literally only hours later I’ll have one or more fast-paced dreams to resolve those feelings, energies, issues etc. Lower crap simply cannot co-exist within myself, my body, my mind, my heart, and numerous dreams now immediately help to restore balance and peace to my personal inner landscape. I suspect many of you have experienced this same new and rather weird dreaming onslaught after experiencing something or someone who got back under your skin again! Actually, it’s a rather cool new feature and safeguard, and one that won’t allow us to drop back down energetically and become re-contaminated by lower frequency anything!

Prior to Phase One our inner landscape was a vast, scary wasteland littered with monsters, emotional landmines, wounds, projected, unloved aspects of ourselves, our fears across time and so on. After navigating and transmuting that dark territory within ourselves during Phase One we now find ourselves vastly brighter and shiny in Phase Two where we can still back-slide, but there are instant consequences and the need to make immediate repairs and clean up yet again. That seems to be what much of our dreams are about now. ANY lower frequency crap, junk, stuff that we allow back in, or was still in there, needs to be transmuted almost immediately so we don’t feel so miserable and uncomfortable. Now it appears we’ll purge whatever we need to via a bunch of fast-paced rather weird dreams in one night instead of the old way of months and years of recurring dreams to help us eventually resolve our inner issues. I suspect that—like sleeping—we’ll need to dream less and less for the purpose of inner health, balance, sanity and maintenance the more we adapt to the new 5D higher frequency energies and consciousness.

Denise Le Fay

February 23, 2010

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You Had ET Sex With Who?!

                                                              (Artist unknown)

I have sensed for a while that with the Separation of Worlds many people would suddenly enter a new phase of more conscious contact with certain Starbeings/ETs/Other Dimensionals etc. I sense 2010 will begin this type of growth for many people and it will only increase from here on out.

I was told a couple of wonderful and hilarious ET experiences by a dear friend/reader last month. Because I have experienced very similar type ET encounters in the dream state, I could totally relate to both her personal ET bird-like experience, and also her girlfriends hilarious sexual dream ET experience. I feel it is important to share not only her (only one of many) ET dream encounters, but also the seemingly sexual one that her girlfriend had weeks later.

Back in November 2009, this reader friend emailed me about an awake experience she was having in the middle of the night. Evidently she was having an ET or cluster of ETs communicating with her via mind’s eye visuals and other-dimensional energies. She told me that she saw many different types of ET beings, many of which looked like birds or had bird heads. I found this interdimensionally amusing only because I too have had a lifelong passion for the way birds smell, their eyes, the falcon-headed Egyptian God Horus and so on. (I’ve written about this and the ET Bird Beings last year here if interested— “Ancient Feathered Friends” I think it’s titled.)  At the time she emailed me about her experiences I was writing in my new book (manuscript)  about the super-ancient ET Bird Beings and there is an accurate and wonderful illustration of one of them in it. More cosmic koinky-dinks as I like to call the higher consciousness synchronicities.

She also told me about numerous dreams she had in the past of parakeets but she was beginning to suspect that they really weren’t parakeets at all but ETs/Starbeings that looked like birds. She also felt a deep emotional connection and love of these ancient ET Bird beings, which again, I could totally relate to. She also said in this email something that I know is indeed very true and I want to quote her (Robin) here:

“…The thing I get is that the gates have opened indeed and there are a quadzillion different beings out there very excited, hyper almost, about trying to get in and make the connection, even if it is through this method and only for a second or two. Just like people who have crossed over – they tend to flock towards those (this has happened to me since forever, and at times I absolutely curse it, too) that are tuned in – in such a way because they want to have the contact or be seen/felt/acknowledged/ whatever. It’s the same premise, I think.”

Again I know this is deeply true because I have experienced numerous conscious and dream-state contacts with different Starbeings/ETs since age three. I’m going to add here before I forget, that people usually have ET contact and interactions while they are asleep and out of their physical bodies mainly because it is easier and faster for them and the Starbeings/ETs to exchange information/visuals/emotions and, for the person to remember the interdimensional meetings or contacts when they wake up. It takes A LOT more energy and grounding to be able to have fully conscious interdimensional ET meetings and conversations while fully awake AND retain the memory of everything  you saw/heard/learned/felt from Them. (My new book is full of my interdimenaional experiences with both awake and dream state Starbeing/ET meetings, teachings and information exchanges.)

A month later I think it was, Robin emailed me with a really funny story about a girlfriend of hers. This girlfriend was so freaked out about what she was going to tell Robin, that she got drunk first! Evidently, she was not only nervous about sharing such a weird dream experience with her close girlfriend, but that it was sexual in nature as well and so she got drunk. I found that hysterically funny.

Anyway, this girlfriend of Robin’s had a dream recently where she had lusty and wonderful sex with a strange-looking, blue-skinned man. Robin found this hysterically funny because she herself had had a previous dream meeting with a beautiful male blue-skinned being who had a female with him. She was told by this female being, “…that he has been known by many different names, one of them being Krishna…” (I hope I’ve remembered all of the details correctly and that I haven’t left any really important parts out! I do apologize if I have.)

During the time this happened I had been writing in my new book about the Orion ET being/beings I’ve known for 12,600 years. I’ve had a deep, personal stellar kinship with 8D and the eighth dimensional Orion system and an Orion Starbeing family member who had milk-white skin with a pale light blue tint. In other words, some of them had/have milky-white light blue skin! My ancient 8D Orion friend/teacher/stellar family had deep sapphire colored eyes and blue-black hair. I’ve talked about him—the Orion—in past posts here. He was one of  three Starbeings in my past life in Egypt of 12,600 B.C., and there is a portrait of him, plus the Sirian ET, and the Pleiadian ET beings as I knew them in that past life in my new book also. (In my new book,  A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution there is an illustration of a male ET Bird being, a male and female ET Lion being, a humanoid Orion, Sirian, and Pleiadian, and others.)

This is typically how many of the higher dimensional Starbeings/ETs roll; they talk to many of us in these complex and layered quantum ways. They’ll connect with one or more of us Starseed/Wanderers on Earth either clairvoyantly and/or through lucid dreaming. That’s sort of like the main anchor to all of the following contacts they will make with other people we know in some way. The whole ET communication process is like cosmic tele-conferencing on multiple dimensions with many people (us) while both awake and asleep. It is so complex and yet so perfect that it’s hard to explain or even catch all the interdimensional coincidences between all the meetings between all the linked people (us reading and discussing all this)!  But, this is one small aspect of our learning about quantum consciousness or Spherical-like awareness as I call it, that all of us are currently having to get the hang of interdimensionally with many Starbeings/ETs. These beings talk to us in grand and often funny giant weavings and multiple interweavings just like this, and we have to learn to read between the lines with these ETs and communicating in this much more nonlinear and symbolic quantum way. It is fun and often funny once you learn to catch more of their messages and symbols coming at you from so many other people, plus their dreams, and so on. We’re used to linear consciousness like this _____, but ET and interdimensional, increasing quantum consciousness and awareness is much like the glyph for Aquarius aquarius1 up/down up/down-like Energy Waves that we’re learning how to ride and better understand.

With our ascension/evolutionary process and everything else that is happening to us energetically/DNA/brain/consciousness etc., we are now needing to learn how to perceive and communicate in these higher dimensional, nonlinear, non left brained type of ways with increasing numbers of nonphysical, interdimensional Starbeings/ETs. Because of our ascensions and rapid growth, many of them have been and will continue to trigger us into remembering more about ourselves as interdimensional beings and not only physical humans. ETs communicate in symbols, visuals and emotions all at the same time. To grasp this type of larger more unified communications with them, we’ve got to learn to catch the symbols and coinky-dinks—aka synchronicities—because that is literally how they perceive and express.

I had three or four dreams with an ET being in the early 1980s that were profoundly emotional and important to me. In them this amazing looking being looked like an Amazonian shaman would suddenly appear in my dream. The first second I saw him, I loved him more than anyone I had known. What was really surprising about him, was that despite him looking like a strange savage from the jungles of South America, when he spoke in these dreams he sounded like an ascended Master! That was 1980’s ET clue #2. Clue #1 was that I instantly loved him like he was an aspect of me, which he could have been.

At some point in one of these dreams with him, we hugged and had Heart Sex. Yep, we experienced something akin to making love, very high loving sex, but at the Heart Chakra/chest level, which was beyond incredible. It was literally Heart Sex or Heart Mating and merging and it happened with him during a hug. I didn’t even need to get drunk to share that with all of you! 

Point is that we’ve reached the time (2010) where many people will suddenly be having both dream meetings and awake clairvoyant and telepathic communications, so be ready for that plus visuals, symbols, feelings and emotions all together (at the speed of light) Starbeing/ET contacts and educations. It is simply time for this level of our ascension/evolution/expansion back into Universal Society and increasing interdimensional awareness. Many of my posts during 2010 will be about this subject and our remembering how to perceive and communicate with different interdimensional ETs and Other Beings now that we’re functioning within our New World and new evolving and rapidly expanding consciousness.

Thanks Robin for sharing with me, and also for allowing me to share your Starbeing/ET parakeet or Bird ET meetings, plus your girlfriends seemingly from her perspective sexual encounter with the blue-skinned ET… who has also been known as Krishna. Be mindful of the seeming coincidences everyone because they are often deliberate interdimensional ET communications. ❤ ⭐

Denise Le Fay

January 6, 2010

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