True Lightwork

“Dear Denise
I have been reading your blogs since past 10 years and found that you have been facing challenges daily, monthly and years by years in terms of your finances, your own aweful physical symptoms, your mother’s health, recurring issues with your neighbours, and other service providers like gas stations, hospitals, grocery stores, convenience stores etc. And also with the nasty comments of many readers of your blog. My question is that inspite of your 20+ years of ascension journey the main aim of which is to transmute darkness, do you really think you or other lightworkers/everythingers are able to achieve that in least possible way? Do you really think the nearest dark world around you (the places I mentioned above like your neighbours, stores etc,) has changed even a bit? Since first everythinger are scattered around the world, has the world become a better place after collective transmutation of darkness for which the lightworkers have signed for in their current lives? Your own country America and most of the countries in the world are facing several kinds of challenges for last many years.The lightworkers all who comment here all have a sad story to share everyday on your blog. I haven’t heard anything positive from any of the commentators so far except their ongoing woes and challenges on daily basis. Don’t take me wrong by deleting my comment but my sincere question is who exactly is getting benefitted from transmutation of darkness by you and other everythingers if not your own self, your immediate surroundings, your family, your district, your country or any other place in the world? Hope you would impart clarity for many of us who have been following your blogs for years
Thanks and regards” — revital71

“Dear Denise,

You must have the BRIGHTEST LIGHT in you to be attacked this much and from all fronts, and at such a trying time. I send you truest love, strength and courage in this final stretch of your road to FREEDOM.

Thanks for sharing everything, including what your mom has been going through. From your experiences, we all gain so much even though this means you suffer. I cry for you in empathy and gratitude.

You’re the STRONGEST and the BRIGHTEST LIGHT!” — Jain Lee

I’m including these two Comments to show to those who need a deeper understanding, the very different levels of awareness about these issues. One doesn’t fully understand what real Lightwork has and continues to be for some of us, while many others do understand very well as Jain Lee clearly stated. Different ascension stair-steps is all.

First let’s address the common misunderstanding about ‘the main aim of the ascension journey being to transmute darkness’. Speaking as a Volunteer elder First Everythinger whose always written about the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process from my personal experiences, knowledge and mission Work, my job has never been about completely transmuting ALL of the old lower negativity, density, darkness and duality. It was my job—as it has been for most First Everythingers regardless of physical age—to transmute a certain percentage of the old lower negativity, density, darkness and duality. A certain percentage of it, not ALL of it. That was never the mission because it was not, is not necessary. What hasn’t been transmuted by us has been slowly dying because there is no more energy supporting and sustaining it.

We were needed to transmute, clear and energetically neutralize a certain percentage of it for multiple reasons. (1) To clear an energetic Path, “Pathpave” through the global negativity and density that’s been here for many thousands of years so the Light could get back in with as little trauma to Earth and all life on Earth as possible and be available to humanity. We were simultaneously transmuting a certain percentage of old negativity and density but we were also constantly assisting the Light energies to get back in on physical Earth and anchoring them here. We’ve been doing both and more simultaneously since 1998–1999. True “Lightwork” is doing both and much more.

And (2), many First Everythingers have also had the job of personally experiencing and personally energetically documenting many of the horrendous things Team Dark has done to living and dead 3D humanity, to 3D Earth, to 2D Earth, to the old 4D Astral, and in other timelines they’ve intended to continue for their further use and survival. I have been one of the First Everythingers that has had this as another aspect of my personal Ascension Mission Work and direct personal experiences.

This personal energetic collection recording and documentation has been collected in different ways, but in many cases by some of us its happened through our personally experiencing (feeling both the perpetrator(s) and the victim(s) experiences) many of the negative actions done across time on Earth and in the Astral. By us directly and in every way experiencing those negative actions past and present done to humans by non-humans and humans too, those events are automatically recorded within our individual energy fields and is then transmitted to higher dimensional Team Light beings (they’re just terms) to use to further their Work with this entire Ascension Process and Shift into a NEW higher evolutionary cycle. Many of those Team Light beings deal with Team Dark beings crimes done against humanity. I’ve witnessed a few ancient negative aliens being dealt with in higher dimensions so I’d have conscious memory of it at that level of this process as well. I’ve also witnessed (only up to a certain point because I couldn’t safely go any further directly towards Source) one of these ancient high-ranking negative aliens be escorted back to Source by three Lightbeings to be entirely re-absorbed by Source because, after many efforts to educate and help it evolve, change and stop harming others, it vehemently refused. Nobody gets away with anything anywhere ever. This Team Dark being lost its individuality and was re-absorbed back into Source. To avoid this, many other Team Dark aliens and negative beings have recently agreed to turn back towards the Light and begin a very long and difficult ongoing process.

So again, the Volunteers ascension related Mission Work was never about incarnating to clear out all the negativity on Earth and the Astral across time within these past horrible Dark Ages. It was to incarnate and cut and clear an energetic path through it so Light could get back in and start doing what it has been ever since. ALL negativity did not and does not need to be transmuted by Lightworkers, Lightwarriors, Forerunners, First Everythingers, Starseeds, Pathpavers etc., only enough to break through the physical and etheric density and negativity and aid the Ascension Process by helping the Light re-enter here. That’s been accomplished many years ago, so if any of you are still doing that now you need to stop immediately and SHIFT your focus on embodying the NEW in yourself and forget about what’s already been accomplished. What negativity that still remains has no energetic support anymore and is quickly dying. Put down your cleaning focus and tools and walk away and right into the NEW and totally release the past in all ways now.

     

This next bit further explains how the incoming Light energies and waves have been and continues literally blasting apart and destroying the old Dark Ages negativity and density.

As you probably well know, life has been unusually severe, rather intense, difficult and increasingly surreal for many of us since April 2019. May wasn’t much better, and June has topped them all and there’s more to come. 2019 is the Shift out of the post December 21, 22, 23, 2012 last-minute cleaning up and get free years. We all were asked if we wanted to complete certain things, certain personal issues each of us individually still had at the 12-21-2012 Expiration Date. Each of us that wanted to finish up our remaining personal stuff—whatever it was for each of us—instantly said we wanted to have a bit more time (start of 2103 up to June 2019) to complete them so we’d be totally CLEAR and absolutely FREED from the, from our past(s) and transparent energetically and emotionally ready to enter the NEW. Most people don’t have conscious memory of their personal living Three Days weighing of the heart Life Review that took place for every living human on Earth between December 21, 22, and 23, 2012. I do however and wrote about it at that time at TRANSITIONS.

Never forget that when we’re out of our physical bodies and interacting with nearly incomprehensible spiritual energies, consciousnesses and grand forces, we NEVER think, feel or respond like we do when we’re in our physical bodies. If anyone were to ask you if you wanted to stay in-body physically and suffer some more so that you could evolve even farther, most would immediately cry NO! But, when we’re confronted with the same question by a massive Source connected Energy Consciousness representative, most of us instantly respond with a heartfelt and deeply grateful resounding YES, absolutely, and thank you for offering me this! That is what the December 21, 22, and 23, 2012 three days living Life Review was for all of humanity then. The old had Expired fully and we then entered a three day long period where every living human on Earth at that time went before that Divine spiritual Intelligence and had a living, not dead but living Life Review. Normally we are dead when this Life Review happens but it was given to all of humanity at the great cyclical Expiration Date. Those of us who wanted to finish up our stuff, our issues etc. began doing so at the start of January 2013. Those who did not began to die-off from the start of January 2013, with each year from that date forward having more people increasingly dying and exiting their physical bodies.

This is the main reason why things didn’t instantly turn all glittery, pleasant and stunningly perfect post December 21, 2012; we’ve had some really big and important personal stuff each of us wanted to deal with, resolve, release and become permanently FREE from thanks to our living Life Review extension period. That phase has just been completed on June 1–2, 2019 for many of us. Not all but many, with many more entering it every day for the rest of 2019 and into 2020.

First Everythingers and their lives suddenly got ignited by this incredible and very powerful Shift point (there’s been numerous Shift points already however, this June 2019 one is MAJOR because it’s connected back to the December 2012 living Life Review.

On June 1st or 2nd 2019, many First Everythingers abruptly found their lives exploding out of the old and into the NEW and this time, with no strings attached to the past old lower world. June 1–2, 2019 began a very tangible, very physical level Shift and separation point or Separation of Worlds for many of us. It certainly did for me on June 2, 2019 and continues as I write this.

Many of those things, those issues that, when I was asked on my December 22, 2012 living Life Review day if I wanted to complete more thoroughly during the time from January 2013 until June 1–2, 2019 so it’s turned out, and I said Yes and thank you for the time to complete these remaining issues!, have been dealt with and will continue to be dealt with by me to not only FREE me but FREE anyone else connected to me/me to them that need to go our own ways now in 2019.

The main points I’m trying to make with this article is that there’s a very important connection between what each of us agreed to accomplish and complete in our personal lives at the time of our individual living Life Reviews in December 21–23, 2012, which started January 2013 and has been in effect up to 2019. Specifically April and May 2019 have led us into this June 2019 massive Shift point and this past 2013–2019 personal completion phase has completed and we’ve been catapulted into an even higher level organic NEW ascension and Embodiment minus all past connections to the old world etc.

June 2, 2019 was the day this separation Shift began for me personally and I’ve shared some of this already and how my mom and her Home Hospice in my house now is the primary part of it for us both. When she entered the first hospital on June 7th, I began Seeing with higher vision something portrayed in a way I’ve never Seen before. The message and information it carried I already knew and very well, however I’d never seen it depicted in this way before. This higher visual image I Saw represents what’s happening this month to not only me but to every First Everythinger that’s suddenly had their lives seemingly exploded suddenly like Uranus launched freedom Light Bombs directly at us!

What I Saw with higher vision were constant huge explosions above us that the current Light, Light energies, energy waves, plasma, Galactic Center pulses and Solar transmission etc. are now having on the entire old lower frequency and consciousness Earth world and inhabitants. What I Saw were literally Light Bombs exploding almost constantly above and all around us and Earth and the entire solar system. Massive continual exploding “bombs” of Light are demolishing everything that is not Light. With each explosion another huge chunk of the old lower patriarchal world with its matching frequency and consciousness inhabitants, beliefs and structures is rapidly being obliterated by the Light, by compressed evolution in 2019.

This goes back to what I was saying about how the Lightworkers, the First Everythingers, the Lightwarriors, the Pathpavers etc. didn’t need to transmute ALL of the negativity, darkness and density from the Dark Ages on old 3D Earth and the 4D Astral. We were needed to transmute a certain percentage of it, enough to clear a large energetic path of Light on to and down into Earth and humanity so more Light could constantly rain down on Earth and humanity. That we’ve done and so very much more. Now not only is more and higher frequency Light energies and NEW codes etc. raining down on humanity and Earth but in 2019 this has intentionally been escalated into these ongoing explosions of Light, these continual Light bombs exploding above and all around us quickening the removal of the old lower everything. This is the really big, higher transmuting Work taking place throughout all of 2019, clearing out the old lower because all of humanity will, ready or not, enter the NEW codes and matching NEW Light and energies etc. fully with no strings attached to the lower past in any way. 2020 should be highly entertaining, not to mention deeply satisfying for those of us who’ve plowed the energy fields with our bodies, hearts and souls so another Harvest could happen, this one on Earth.

            

At the old lower pre-ascension level of consciousness and being, Aquarius and its ruling planet Uranus, and its opposite sign Leo and its ruling planet the Sun, were very different energetically from how they are now due to our going through this Ascension Process. Along with the Ascension Process, many of us have also chosen to live the Embodiment Process as well. The Embodiment Process (which I indicate by always writing that word with a capital E. Lower case e indicates embodiment which all humans do when the NEW Light energies, plasma, Photon Light, solar transmissions and NEW evolutionary codes etc. enter their physical bodies), is a person intentionally choosing to unify with, merge with, become One with, marry not only the masculine and feminine energies in their physical body but the higher Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within their physical bodies and selves too. These are however just the first few mandatory stair-steps of Embodiment. Beyond those first lower level energetic steps are the higher, more difficult bigger ones which are the literal joining of, connection of, the merging with, the Embodiment of the Higher Self/Selves with, in and through the incarnate physical body you and self that’s reading this. So-called lower self and Higher Self moving in together right within your Ascension exhausted, battered and bruised, weary and battle fatigued professional Lightworker, Pathpaver physical body. And that’s why I always write it with a capital E, because it deserves it!

In old lower 3D pre-ascension astrology, Aquarius had to do with groups of people. Aquarius rules the ankles and is an AIR sign meaning mental, thinking, thoughts, intellectual, prone to mental illness and/or mental imbalances and so on.

In old lower 3D astrology Leo is the sign opposite Aquarius and it has a lot of influence during the entire Age of Aquarius because of this connection with Aquairus and vice versa. Think two sides of one coin. Old lower pre-ascension Leo ruled the lower 3D physical heart and is a FIRE sign meaning spiritual, egoic, self-centered and self-focused. Before any Leo Sun folks want to kill me, let me quickly describe both Leo and the Sun and Aquarius and Uranus from the much higher evolved level of having lived the Ascension Process and now exist within the base frequency of the fifth dimension. Huge difference with both of these signs (all of them).

In the 3D pre-ascension years, Aquarius had to do with groups of people functioning at that old lower 3D level and consciousness. It also had to do with unique or eccentric individuals and/or groups. In the 5D and higher Ascension time, Aquarius has to do with Groups of individuals who’ve each been living the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process and because of that have all reached a nearly identical NEW higher frequency range of being, life and matching consciousness. These NEW Groups of increasingly Self-Sovereign Conscious Creator individuals are referred to as ‘The High Vibe Tribe’ or human Team Light members or the NEW Crystalline Humans etc.

The old 3D Aquarian group (lower case g ) has evolved and ascended to the NEW 5D+ Aquarian Group (capital G ) or NEW Light Tribe Collective. This is not a closed NEW Group and will be added to whenever an individual reaches this mandatory ascended, evolved NEW higher level of frequency and personal inner unity within themselves, their HighHearts and their overall consciousness. That is what each individual must have to become a part of the NEW Aquarian Group.

In the old lower 3D pre-ascension times Leo energies were manifested through people’s egos. Some of the more developed and advanced people could manifest higher traits of Leo and the Sun but for the most part it’s been all about the ego, the spotlight, fame and fortune and all sorts of imagined self-greatness with little to actually back it all up with.

In the NEW ascended time Leo energies are unrecognizable to the old lower 3D ones! Ascended, evolved Leo energies are not about the human physical heart but the ascended HighHeart. NEW higher Leo energies are not about the human ego, but about Crystalline Christ Embodied humans with their seat of focus and being now in their HighHearts. In the old 3D level, Leo was the showman, the entertainer, the performer. At 5D+ NEW levels, Leo represents The Way because that’s been Embodied and is lived constantly by every Crystalline Individual.

In the NEW ascended, ascending 5D+ time, Leo which is ruled by the Sun, is each individual embodying the Sun energies within themselves and their physical bodies directly. In the NEW ascended 5D+ time, Leo is the Sun, the HighHeart, the Solar transmissions, the Solar Flashing and flickering but all within each of us individually and our physical bodies. What the external Sun does and transmits is exactly what you and I have embodied and Embodied within ourselves and our physical bodies and continue to do so. There is zero difference between you and the Sun, the Sun and what’s inside of you because you’ve embodied those energies and continue to embody more and more at higher and higher levels. That’s why our HighHearts continue to pound almost out of our entire chests sometimes. We’re embodying more of the NEW Solar transmissions, the NEW Solar flickering flashes codes etc. to the point where those solar energies and codes are now within your body so much so that you can actually see them flickering and flashing within your energy field when you view reality through it.

I’ve watched this in myself since this time a year ago around mid-2018. I can easily see the solar flickering and flashing against my home’s white ceilings when I look at the ceiling and/or walls. Those solar flashes are coming from me, not from the Sun now because I have embodied enough of the NEW Solar flashing energies and codes that I’m now energetically aligned with it constantly. I have become One with the Sun in other words and many of you reading this have too or are in the process of doing so.

So, take a bunch of embodied and Embodied (and still in the Process of Embodiment) 5D+ Leo energy, HighHeart, Crystalline, Self-Sovereign ascended/ascending Light-filled Individuals together as a NEW Aquarian Group and you can start to better understand where all this is going now at this NEW 5D+ level that is.

Lastly and briefly, the reason some have experienced such extended difficulties and attacks from all corners, negative beings and people during the ascension decades is because those who pose the greatest threat to the opposing team are the ones who’ve been under constant assault by them. From their perspective those with the most Light, higher awareness, and positive influence on other people concerning the Ascension Process are the “bad guys” that they must stop any way they can. It’s way too late for that but that’s the reason for the extra misery some of us have endured getting the Light back in here and assisting in anchoring, elevating and Pathpaving everything up and out of the old negativity.  We’ve had the biggest bounty’s on our heads all along because we’re very capable of taking care of what’s needed.

Denise

June 23, 2019

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Let Us Talk Shift

Before the physical level Ascension Process started (1998–1999) I had above average abilities to mentally focus and hold that focus while still being aware of my surroundings physically, energetically and psychically. I could read a book in a day or two and retain memory of all of it and even where certain information was located in the book(s). In other words, before the Ascension Process started I was very good at intentionally focusing on something and holding that focus with little effort. Evidently I had developed this ability to mentally focus to a high degree, which I wasn’t aware of really until the Ascension Process started and this and other abilities were decimated overnight.

I went from loving to read books to suddenly not being able to read much of anything because my well developed abilities to hold mental focus and retain what I’d read was seemingly unplugged, disconnected, severed by the very Process I was going through. I know many of you can related because you’ve lived this Alchemical evolutionary Ascension Process over these many years too and have gone through the mandatory dismantling of your 3D ego-based, left-brained linear intellect.

Left-brained intellect was a match with the old lower frequency 3D patriarchal Earth world we incarnated into but it’s an impediment and hazard to your expansion and evolution into more complex higher levels of personal integration — inner Triality unity. Because of this, the people living the Ascension Process first have been going through the steady dismantling of their old familiar linear 3D intellect and matching tools of perception. The days of being able to pick up only one channel are over for those living and energetically leading (Pathpaving) the evolutionary Ascension Process. Because of your current accelerated evolution and implementation of more and more NEW codes and more complex DNA, you are increasingly capable of picking up multiple channels simultaneously and on multiple dimensions now.

All this sounds fine and dare I say easy until your old familiar linear mental abilities and focus are unplugged due to compressed evolution. Then it’s (1) a scramble to learn how to function with those old 3D tools suddenly no longer working and (2) quickly perceive in higher NEW and different Spherical ways that are completely nonlinear, minus that old beloved high horse-powered muscle car straight down the linear consciousness runway level of mental focus you once had.

Suddenly, gone are the old patriarchal glory days of parading your overly developed left-brain intellect around, getting paid well for having it, and being looked upon by society as an intellectual superior because you couldn’t do anything other than that one thing, albeit very well at that old lower level of reality and consciousness.

Our transition out of the old 3D consciousness and perceptual tools and energies have meant we’ve been continually losing our old ability to mentally focus in our left-brains to function in that matching lower frequency reality, which has been changing right along with us too of course. This has been happening since 1998–1999 for the First Everythingers but it’s reached a NEW level now in 2019 where everyone else is now having to begin making this and may other inner evolutionary shifts to exist in the NEW.

One aspect of this was aided and anchored energetically by all the NEW Trinity codes—energetic templates or blueprints—that have been pouring down on us physically since December 2018, in the form of extreme amounts of rain and flooding most everywhere. The rainwater had, has the NEW Crystalline unified Trinity codes in it and has saturated everything, literally embedding them into this physical dimension, us, Earth and all else. You already know about the conductivity of water and the amplification of crystals and Crystalline energies and what the two can do. This has been, since late last year, one main way how the NEW codes and energies have been physically embedding into ascending Earth and those people capable of embodying and Embodying them in their physical bodies and their unifying Selves.

I’ve been living through this constant Ascension Process business of having my old linear left brain intellect dismantled while simultaneously having that replaced, upgraded, evolved into greater and greater higher whole brain unity but this doesn’t end in our heads. This reunification of our two old Dualized brain halves has been evolving us into our HighHearts because that is humanities NEW tool of perception, seat of awareness, consciousness and reality, realities.

As many of you already know from reading the Comments at HighHeartLife, my mom’s health condition has worsened and she’s been in  the hospital (two different ones so far) since June 7, 2019. On June 1 and 2 she suddenly started complaining that her ankle was hurting her, and every time I had to get her up to go to the toilet, she’d limp trying to keep her weight off of that one painful ankle. I’m including the dates of these events because they’re indicators of this current MASSIVE ascension related Shift that many of the First Everythingers, Forerunners, Pathpavers have been experiencing in profoundly amplified and accelerated ways since June 1, 2019. So bear with me please as I go through these explanations about what’s happened and continues happening to her, and me, because they are all entirely related to this MASSIVE 2019 Shift happening now.

  June 1–2, 2019 is the first my mom had this new ankle pain. I checked it carefully and found nothing wrong with the ankle or bone etc. No discoloration, swelling or anything. The only thing I did find was that the ankle was cool to the touch, which I interpreted as some problem with blood circulation. As some of you may remember, she required an emergency triple bypass surgery in 2014, and had a stroke two weeks later. Stupidly, I didn’t make the connection that her “heart disease” could possibly be manifesting in other parts of her body besides just her heart.

Each day of the first week of June 2019, this sudden new pain in her one “ankle” increased until she couldn’t even stand up for me to take her to the toilet. She’s been rapidly declining in general since February 2019, but that amplified and accelerated greatly on June 1st that by June 6th I knew I HAD to call 911 to get her help. I also knew that the minute I made that call I would be intentionally reentering a much lower frequency, lower consciousness, lower everything old patriarchal run Earth world reality and that my re-entrance into it would instantly not be appreciated by many of its negative human inhabitants. I also knew that the day I called 911 and they removed my mom from my house that I’d become unemployed that day. So, knowing what was coming and that most of it would be negative for me and for my mom but for different reasons, I called 911 the morning of June 7, 2019. Two paramedics came, one sane, honest and helpful and the other the complete opposite as he was very negative and fixated on me in those Team Dark manipulated Portal People sorts of ways. I’ve experienced this so many times throughout my lifetime and can See and feel it, them before it, them and I even come into physical contact with each other in the physical world. This is the past old lower Earth world reality.

Because my mom had bumped her forehead against the bathroom sink on June 2nd because she hasn’t been able to stand upright since the 2014 stroke, plus because her ankle was hurting severely when I made her stand up to go to the toilet, she had a bruise on her forehead. The negative paramedic focused on that only and reported to the head ER nurse that I had “abused” my mom. She attacked me in the ER room and reported this abuse to the police. Welcome back to the very low levels of the old negative patriarchal world with its totally unaware human population. Let the attacks instantly begin on anyone with Light in them who dares to reenter that old lower world and frequency!

Long story short, after many tests done on her in that local ER hospital, they discovered that the artery in that leg with the painful “ankle” was due to it being totally blocked. So it wasn’t her ankle after all, it was a blocked artery in that leg. Three days later she was transferred to a better hospital in another city where they did further tests and discovered that both legs had completely blocked arteries in them, and according to the doctor I talked with, this like her heart has been increasing over the years and didn’t happen last week or last month etc. Big insight for me here; heart disease happens in other body parts too, not only the heart. Who knew, certainly not me.

Need to backtrack briefly for the first part of this article about linear left brain thinking to make better sense. Since the Ascension Process began for me at the start of 1999, I’ve been going through the dismantling of my linear left brain intellect and simultaneous activation of what I’ve called nonlinear quantum Spherical Consciousness which begins from having had one’s left and right brain halves Rewired into an integrated, unified state physically and energetically. That in turn automatically activates the start-up of one’s HighHeart as their NEW evolved much higher frequency seat of focus, awareness and very reality. I’ve Worked very hard since 1999 going through this natural evolutionary shift from left brained patriarchal intellect up into my fifth dimensional and higher unified Crystalline Christ frequency HighHeart as my primary perceptual tool and seat of ascending, merging Self Selves, just as many of you reading this have.

For me to suddenly have to go back down into an old lower dying level of the negative patriarchal world to get “help” for my mom who I know is dying, and have to tap into my linear intellect to give linear dates and related information to those particular people attacking and accusing me of abusing my mom was more difficult than I ever would have guessed. When you’ve moved to a higher more complex level of frequency, consciousness, awareness and being, it’s very difficult to compress yourself back down into a lower state and perceive in a linear frequency only. It’s been hard evolving out of that and it was hard having to go back into it while under pressure from people who only want to harm you for reasons they’re not even fully aware of.

After some work on my part I was able to access the linear dates clearly in my awareness in that limited linear fashion those people needed and expected. What none of us would know for days, a week in fact, was the real cause of her “ankle” pain and growing week-long inability to stand was due to the arteries in BOTH legs being completely blocked and for many years. June 1–2, 2019 was the tipping trigger point with this which is so much more than what it first appears. I’m deliberately describing what I’ve been going through this month in this linear way to help you when you find yourself suddenly having to deal with someone or something from the old lower negative patriarchal world because the First Everythingers have fully entered the NEW on June 1–2, 2019 and we’re having to make massive changes due to this Shift and intentionally disconnect ourselves in all ways from the, from those old lower patriarchal Earth worlds.

As usual, what makes describing any of this difficult for me is that it’s NOT linear at all nor is it a singular, disconnected from everything else event, quite the opposite in fact.

For me this June 2019 event took some professional medical and social worker Portal People idiots accusing me of abusing my mom and having the police come to my house to check me and it out while searching for anything confirming that abuse did happen. None was found because none has ever happened. It took this level of actual bullshit abuse on me however to finally reveal what I now must do (and have done and am continuing to do) which is intentionally disconnecting myself completely from her and all she’s connected to that’s of and in the negative dying patriarchal Earth world. I have intentionally withdrawn all of my energies, energetic connection to and focus on all of it as of last week.

Whenever I’ve had to go back down into lower levels of old dying Earth reality, it’s an unpleasant ordeal for sure. Going to the grocery store and whatnot is one thing because those places and people are closer to the surface of the Light and the NEW. But, those well established dug-in massive old patriarchal systems, structures and places such as the entire medical system and everything connected to it—doctors, nurses, paramedics, hospitals, pharmacies, Big Pharma, social workers, social security for the disabled etc., police officers, insurance companies, nursing homes facilities and on and on—exist at a much lower more dense and dark location within the old dying patriarchal world. Going all the way down there is very different and far more dangerous and exhausting than a quick jaunt to one’s local grocery store that exists at a much higher level.

Since my mom had the stroke in September 2014, I’ve struggled with how in the world I could continue my Ascension Process and Embodiment Process while having to continue caring for her. Because she is not wealthy (we are not wealthy), she can’t afford to spend the rest of her life in a Nursing Home care facility, her insurance doesn’t cover it. And because I don’t have the money to pay for it we’ve both been stuck with each other through this entire Ascension Process. I’ve always known there would come a point with the Ascension Process where the two of us could not continue on together any further because it was hurting us both; me because I’ve never been able to give 1000% to my Ascension and then Embodiment Process because of her medical physical and mental conditions which keep her tied to that old patriarchal world, the one I’ve disliked my entire life. And, she’s been tied to me while she constantly diminished physically and mentally since the 1990’s making it harder for her to be around me. Talk about a rock and a hard place for both of us.

However, with negative unaware people with power over me, my life, my income and my freedom at that old lower level coming at me as some of them, not all but some, in June 2019, I was finally given the answer I’ve searched for since 2014. That answer is that I have, you have, we have, and Earth and all the rest of humanity including the majority of unaware humanity, have finally reached the Shift point where I, where you HAVE to intentionally and from our HighHearts release, let go of, disconnect from everything and everyone that’s connected to the old lower negative dying Earth world(s).  What I’ve been confused about with this has finally arrived for all of us June 1, 2019 and the answer is for me and many of you reading this, we’ve reached that place and time within the Separation of Worlds Shift point where WE have to consciously and intentionally release ourselves from them, from it, from all that it still is, and from all it has stood for and been in the old patriarchal world. Many of us have made this Shift at some point since June 1, 2019. Many more will do so every day from here on out. Do so when it’s YOUR perfect time to completely release yourself from the old lower levels and world(s), and trust me when I tell you that you’ll know exactly when that is because you’ll absolutely HAVE to do so.

I’ve endured a lot with my mom’s dementia and stroke; hallucinations, her being repeatedly “jumped” by negative entities for the purpose of tormenting and attacking me because I’m of the Light and doing what I am etc. I’ve endured a lot due to her needing to be constantly taken back down into the old lower world where her doctor and pharmacy and hospitals all else exists. And I’ve endured a lot because my income has come from her being elderly, disabled and poor and the incredible bunch of very negative and nearly insane social workers (not all of them but around 98% of them) that I’ve personally dealt with over the years are nothing but Portal People. But it was the accusations of my abusing my mom and being interrogated by a police officer and social worker and nurses etc. that was the last straw for me. Once that level of real “abuse” was reached last week, I knew it was time for ME to send her on her way to freedom from her broken body and mind and me to my freedom from her and her broken body and mind and all that’s connected to that. It’s been MY responsibility since June 7, 2019 to completely and in every way end this with her and the old negative world, and I’ve done just that and I’ll continue doing that energetically, intentionally. It’s now time for this for all of us no matter what your personal situation is. Just do it and do not feel bad or guilty for doing so because it is exactly what HAS to happen now.

Thanks for wading through this lengthy explanation about what it’s been like from my personal perspective intentionally and with great determination, focus and power releasing myself from the old. There’s much more to all this but I’ve probably prattled on enough about my personal first half of June 2019. Don’t you know that the second half of it will be even more interesting as we continue intentionally releasing ourselves from the past lower everything and Embodying more of the NEW everything.  My deepest Gratitude to each of you for your individual help, love, kindness, understanding, support, and financial donations during this Shift process. Thank You, thank you, thank you.  ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

June 15, 2019

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