Getting Familiar With The 2018 Next-Level Energies

“We know why the December 21, 2017 Solstice through March 20, 2018 Equinox quarter was extra difficult and isolating for many of us; we’re about to get energetically blasted like never before, so an intense preparation period was required beforehand to be able to Embody and seed what’s coming. We (specifically the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the Forerunners, the First Ascenders, First Embodiers etc.) have completed another flight of Ascension / Embodiment Process energy Stair-steps and reached a totally NEW higher frequency Landing and are about to start ascending a NEW flight of Stairs. Because of this, most of us have found ourselves confined over these winter months (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer in the Southern) forcing us to deal with whatever issues each of us needed to be consciously aware of, see, feel, resolve, release.

I’ve never felt any previous winter quarter keep me as isolated and housebound as this one has, and not because of bad winter weather, but because I had some more things, issues, old 3D focus and emotions to go through before they were released. This mandatory personal inner focus time finally released for me at the end of the second week of March. It still amazes me every time I find more stuff and junk I have remaining in those tiny unlit blind corners of my inner self after three-plus decades of continuous serious Inner Work! Packed to the Crown chakra we’ve all been with stupid dense unaware tidbits, old 3D habits, beliefs and limited expectations that cannot go one more step with us on our Embodiment Process. Every time we reach another higher Landing, we’re confronted with whatever remaining stuff and junk is in us that has to be acknowledged, transmuted and released so we can ascend to higher frequency ground minus any remaining old dense 3D travel souvenirs we were still hauling along with us…”

This quote is from my March 14, 2018 article, NEW Embodiment Level Incoming Now. I’m linking to it here because it feels like it was written ten lifetimes ago when it’s actually only been three months ago! Linear time and consciousness continues disappearing and being replaced by Now Moment quantum consciousness. Just roll with it and be glad you’re functioning from each Now Moment. We’re all re-learning this one now too, along with all the other new NEW stuff, abilities, AP and EP side effects and profoundly higher frequency next-level energies.

https://highheartlife.com/2018/03/14/new-embodiment-level-incoming-now/

 

  Remember how Saturn was hit by seven solar flares in April 2017? Remember how I repeatedly mentioned it (still am) and how excited I was about it having happened? I knew at the time that everyone didn’t understand what I was saying in relation to Saturn being freed from old Team Dark encodments via seven solar flares and why I was so excited about it. Point is that you’re feeling it, living it, dealing with it and Embodying it throughout 2018 and beyond but at these next-level, higher frequency, energetic Stair-step level(s). The old reality codes and magnetic glue that assisted in holding it all in place within old 3D Earth physicality is no more, and the Forerunners, First Embodiers, Pathpavers etc. have been feeling all this in new-to-us ways ever since. This is us heading up a totally NEW and much higher flight of energy Stair-steps and it’s why most of us have experienced some super amplified AP and EP symptoms or side effects.

The more habituated I become to existing within Now Moment quantum consciousness, the more difficult it is for me to locate myself within linear time and space etc. The old familiar AP side effect commonly called ‘brain fog’ was mandatory to help us, help humanity expand beyond the limitations and narrow consciousness blinders of old lower frequency 3D physicality on Earth. All those old constraints to our consciousness, perceptions, linear thinking, awareness and sole egoic self focus and consciousness had to be incrementally undone to free us from the old lower codes and templates, grids and magnetic glue, hardcore linear left-brain patriarchal consciousness and more. Was it fun or pleasant not knowing which end was up due to your old wiring being Rewired to embody tremendously higher frequency Light energies and NEW codes? Of course not, but it was necessary, just like all the other AP side effects were and continue to be today.

All of the now familiar Ascension Process (AP) symptoms or side effects happened to us, in us and through many of us at much lower frequency Stair-step levels of the AP. This is important to keep in heartmind now because you/me/we are not existing at, functioning from, Working within or Consciously creation from the same level or levels that we have since 1998–1999. What I’m saying is that experiencing ‘brain fog’ today is nothing like it was a decade or more ago. Neither is experiencing another bout of inner Kundalini heat in 2018, or dreams and dreaming, empathically feeling and effected by humanity’s fears and/or anger over just about everything now, and living through other AP and Embodiment Process (EP) side effects.

When my AP started on the physical level with the start of 1999, not only did I have severe brain fog much of the time but I also suddenly couldn’t accurately interpret some of the physical objects I’d see. A piece of black plastic trash-bag hooked to a barbed-wire fence looked and felt to me like a dead rhinoceros on the side of the road. “Reality” was suddenly not clearly discernible and glued and locked in place for me when the AP started back then. It was and continues today to be an ongoing incremental process of dismantling the old and all our tools of perception etc. that went with it, while simultaneously Embodying more and more NEW levels and layers of New Earth and all the NEW tools of perception etc. that go with it. On the best of days that is an absolute mind blower!

Unless I make a notation on my calendar about when I experienced something, it’s become really difficult for me to remember when it or much of anything happened. For this reason I’m going to say that it was sometime during the first half of 2018 that this old familiar ‘brain fog’ side effect returned for me, but, it did so at this vastly higher frequency level and space of being we’re in now. How brain fog affected me nearly twenty years ago is nothing like it is today, which is the case with most all other AP and EP symptoms or side effects, including the also recently returned inner Kundalini heat I’m feeling in the bottoms of my feet again. I recognize these old AP symptoms yet they’re very different now because I’m very different now due to having lived and Embodied since 1999. Pull way back and up for better perspective when in doubt.

A couple of months ago or so the old ‘brain fog’ thing returned, but it’s been a very different experience from what it was a decade or two ago. Now it encompasses both a continued dismantling and freeing of Denise self and familiar identity with ongoing Embodiment of greater and higher Self/Selves, some consciously known and remembered and many not. In 2018, ‘brain fog’ is happening on a vastly larger scale and with far more players involved than previously consciously known or capable of. What’s scrambled now is our own sense of self and Self and SELF as they continue merging and melding one into another like a grand spiritual Family Reunion. It’s glorious, it’s disturbing, it’s indescribable, plus I know there’s much more to all this coming. Brain fog used to be not being able to remember the correct word or name for things; now it’s not being able to clearly define one’s current sense of Self and Selves “identity” while the NEW continues being created and the old continues being un-created. Is it any wonder…

Another normal side effect of our 2018 next-level AP and EP processes is one I think many need to be reminded of now, and, with ZERO guilt or shaming or insulting or anything else like that over it. It is the business of one being in an evolutionary Ascension phase, Process and Stair-step level where one cannot get one’s backside extricated from where one is at that time no matter how hard one tries. Said another way, I can suddenly find myself once again in an unpleasant place emotionally, psychologically etc. and be very consciously aware of this fact and yet I’m not able to lift, push, insult, threaten or hug myself out of it. I’ve learned, repeatedly over these many long hard evolutionary years that when one is in the muck, whatever the muck is for each of us, that it is profoundly important and each of us needs to utilize our being in the muck once again to… Master the muck. Yes, this is about each of us Mastering our personal muck, and also Mastering most of humanities muck too, which is in my opinion the highest thing anyone could do to help themselves and All others as well. It just is what it is, which in this case is the AP.

When I find myself deep in the muck yet again in 2018 mind you, and cannot get myself out of it, it’s an important situation for each of us experiencing it now. There’s so much more going on than what we might think at first, like is this my muck or is it someone else’s or is it mass humanities muck that’s currently flying all over the place due to the accelerated dismantling of the old everything? Does it even matter at this point whose muck it actually is? That question was directed to the Forerunners. My answer is yes and no; yes if it’s my muck because I can learn more from it, and no if it’s humanities muck because I’ve been clearing their mass muck across time on Earth and the Astral and higher since 1999. This too just is what it is which is part of the Great Cosmic Janitorial Work that some of us excel at.  😉

The point to this is that it’s one hell of a place to find oneself in, this squeezed out of the old lower patriarchal world with its escalating insanity and collapse, and simultaneously not yet fully anchored into the NEW ascended 5D Earth world and matching reality. Not pleasant at all in fact being in this transitional weirdness of not all there and not all here yet either. After almost twenty years I’ve gotten used to lingering in this transitional place and state of evolutionary shift and have made myself a temporary “home” in this not-here not-there ascension zone. What pisses me off however is when the old lower patriarchal world demands that I jump through some more of their corrupt, dysfunctional failing hoops and pay top dollar for it. For me the gap between myself and them has become so great that it’s physically painful and profoundly insulting to me and I do not want to ever have to jump through patriarchal hoops for any reason whatsoever anymore. I’m so, so done with it and them.

How do I and you reading this that can honestly relate change all this? We Embody more, we Work more, we evolve more, we dive in fully into these much higher frequency next-level energies of the AP and EP processes because there is nothing else for us to do but this. Yes it all feels slightly different from what we’ve already been through but at least you’ve got that to use as a comparison. Most people don’t have a clue about what’s going on now and why and continue to drink deeply from the patriarchal Orange Kool-Aid being pushed at them constantly. So the bottoms of our feet are on fire again, it’s because we’re building the Pathway to NEW ascended Earth! 🙂 So our perceptions occasionally get scrambled and we can’t extricate ourselves from another Shit Pit layer for a short period. It’s because we’re Divine transmuters clearing out more lowly crap that has to be removed from ourselves if that’s the case, and/or from the negative leftovers created by mass humanity. It’s AP and EP business as usual in other words, just at this MUCH higher, much more complex, higher frequency next-level than what we’ve become used to. Just do it and don’t judge self or others for anything. We are renowned throughout the Universe for being Mighty Muck Masters so don’t beat yourself up—or let anyone else do so to you—for having this much-needed higher ability.

Briefly because I’m tired, since June 24, 2018 the physical pain level of these different next-level AP and EP things have been record-breaking for me and many of you. And then yesterday, July 2nd happened, which was an epic culmination pain-wise since June 24th. Yesterday, all day and even after the sun set, was one of those lay there and don’t move or think days and just open and do your best to survive what’s happening energetically inside and through your body and being. But as is always the case, when I/we get through one of these next-level levels, we instantly gain more, know more, are more and Create more. And repeat as usual too. Thank you for your ongoing Higher Services. ❤

Denise

July 3, 2018

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March 2018 Embodiment Process Side Effects

  These February and March 2018 energies are so much higher in frequency, amount, are now direct plus are more never encountered Photonic Light. Because of this, many Forerunners, Pathpavers, First Embodiers, First Everything-ers have experienced some extra unusual side effects they’ve never had before throughout the entire Ascension Process (AP) and Embodiment Process (EP) to date.

When we move, travel, ascend and evolve deeper into more NEW energetic Light territory, we’re naturally further activated by those energies and suddenly find ourselves having some very new-to-us side effects in just about every way imaginable; physical, emotional, mental, etheric, psychic, Higher Awareness and so on. These symptoms and side effects of the AP and EP are much more than only having certain physical body and/or head aches, pains, pressures and related anomalies. As many of you already know, this also includes profound and ongoing evolutionary changes to our DNA, our psyche, our current level of consciousness, our sense of ego self and ascending Self and Higher Selves, multidimensional experiences, our personal lives and realities, and our physical and energetic interactions with the external Earth world and far beyond.

Right before these February and March 2018 NEW energies arrived, I found myself doing something I rarely ever do which was reach out to a couple of people online. I’ve always been able to retain discernment and honestly question myself and my actions, even when eyeball-deep in some seriously strange, confusing and intense AP and EP stuff. While doing this I was simultaneously aware that some part of myself knew that some unusual big self evolving energies and experiences where coming soon and an aspect of the old human part of me wanted to maintain some lower level of familiarity with other humans. I cannot tell you how utterly unusual this was coming from me, and I’m being honest about it to show how we can consciously know we’re evolving quickly beyond what we’ve been our entire physical 3D incarnations in these lives yet at times within this EP just want to be “normal” and have a like-minded “buddy” in our lives again… after 27 years of not having any.

Because this was an old lower self want on my part, the reaching out failed as it should have because of those reasons. After all, I am not here on Earth now to have plenty of lower self-soothing “buddies” to chitchat with. I’m here now—as are every one of you reading this—to evolve, to ascend to a higher level of being and consciousness, to Pathpave The Way for the rest of humanity, and to build NEW worlds for all to further create within and on and on and on. At some point the chit-chatting may happen, but for now there’s so much more important things to get done by and through each of us. When you have a momentary longing for old “normalcy”, not that I know what that is, just remind yourself that you Volunteered to incarnate on Earth now to be a direct part of the AP and EP for All everywhere.

Short List of March Side Effects

Inner Body Vibrations — These have reached very NEW levels of intensity so far in early 2018, and we’re just getting started! Expect more, much more, and much higher in frequency and intensity. Don’t get rattled over being rattled internally to a degree you’ve not experienced before. All of March it often feels to me like I’m having violent inner earthquakes in my physical body. I’ve consciously monitored the Inner Body Vibrations within my physical body since I first felt them around 2001, and every time I’ve thought they wouldn’t get any larger or more intense they did and continue doing so. This month they’ve been record-breaking and I know there’s more coming. No fear, just us getting more up to even higher Light speed.

Seeing Light Flashing Inside Your Physical Body — I’ve seen the Sun flash repeatedly strobe-like in the sky a few times so far, and I’ve also seen it blast out huge pulses of Light with minutes in between each pulse. What I’ve seen so far in March 2018, is this same solar Light flashing repeatedly in that strobe-like fashion but from within my own physical and energetic bodies. I and the Sun are ONE; we are in sync and are living, circulating aspects of each other. What the Sun does and transmits energetically now is the same thing and process that’s taking place with many of us living the Embodiment Process. Don’t think it to death, just FEEL it and recognize the truth of it and make whatever adjustments you may need to with your priorities. There’s what’s important and then there’s what’s important.

Extra Busy & Unusual Dreams Again — We go through periods where we dream some rather strange dreams every night for weeks and this is another clue that you/me/we have ascended, traveled, evolved into yet another NEW-to-us energetic area. We Work on and with all these changes constantly while awake and asleep, while conscious in-body and while out of it. There is no down-time anymore with the AP and EP, there is just IT and us living and being IT in and through our evolving and merging, unifying many selves and Selves and Greater Selves. Dream away and don’t think this to death either as much of it is just passing old stuff that does NOT need your attention to fix or repair or integrate any of it.

Greatly Increased Inner Ear Ringing — This has been going on for a while now but those inner ear high-pitched constant ringing sounds have recently not only gotten MUCH louder but higher in frequency as well. Oftentimes from my perspective, this latest cacophony of inner noise has been too much. We’ve experienced these increases in inner ear sounds, ringing, buzzing racket over the ascension years, just like we’ve experienced different levels and layers of smelling nonphysical scents and/or hearing nonphysical sounds and seeing nonphysical lights and other such things, patterns, geometries in code form like this.

At times this latest NEW level of inner ear noise that’s so big it’s both  inside and outside of your head by two or three feet, has been so loud and high-pitched that it’s causing me to also hear other strange nonphysical sounds, voices, noises and such in that typical clairaudient way. It’s like we’re hearing some of the sounds of the Universe moving and slowly grinding through cycles throughout the cosmos. It’s both interesting and annoying at times, but this is just another of many NEW situations and levels of our ongoing Embodying so again, no fear and don’t think things to death. Pay attention yes, but don’t linger too long on any one NEW side effect because so much more is happening, and coming.

Bones or Joints Suddenly Hurting — I’ve experienced this since the Total Solar eclipse of August 2017. Certain joints suddenly go from fine and have never hurt to hurt like all hell and can’t move them then suddenly back to feeling fine again. Last year this happened in my right elbow and shoulder joints; this year it’s one heel bone and now up into the arch of my foot to the point it’s hard to walk. When body parts suddenly hurt seriously for extended periods, one occasionally considers the unthinkable — actually going to a doctor! No, anything but that!  When in doubt go within and discern for yourself. If you don’t trust yourself with this ability yet and believe that a doctor visit will solve the situation then go to a doctor. But know they most likely won’t find anything “wrong” or worse they’ll put you on some drug you don’t need. Discernment.

Saturn, which has to do with structures such as our physical skeletal structure, bones, joints etc., went into Capricorn, its ruler in December 2017, but it did so as a 5D free and clear entity no longer housing old Team Dark distortions forced upon it. Because of this and plenty of other related and ongoing AP and EP energies and changes, it doesn’t surprise me at all that our physical skeletal structures are going through more NEW-to-us DNA upgrades and other related improvements. Know that the pains in certain joints and vertebra etc. is hitting hard and highly focused now but will not last forever so self-care and don’t go into fear over these and other AP and EP related changes.

Difficulty Expelling Urine — This is another of those certain Ascension Process side effects that most of us aren’t in a big hurry to share with the world. I’ve had this one since about 2000 and at first thought it, along with sudden and repeated bladder spasms, were due to menopause until a young woman in her early 30’s with two young children mentioned that she and her kids (a boy and girl) were all having difficulty pushing all the urine out when they went to the bathroom. That’s when I knew this lovely symptom was ascension related and not strictly about changing hormones from menopause.

Typically this one is more pronounced throughout the night (but I have experienced it a few times during the daytime too) and one has to repeatedly push and push and push out the urine to empty ones bladder. This side effect has to do with many AP related things such as hormone changes, DNA changes, repeatedly purging old 3D patriarchal created toxins over the years, density changes both externally and internally and so on. But again, discern this and all other symptoms and side effects to decide what you feel is right at the time for you and your body or your children’s bodies.

This is Very Personal — No, not personal physically but personal psychologically, emotionally, psychically, spiritually and energetically. This side effect is from the ongoing Embodiment Process and has to do with one’s repeatedly changing sense of old self incrementally unifying with one’s Greater, Higher Selves. It also has to do with our also ongoing 5D unifying with the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine within ourselves and our bodies and consciousness. Didn’t that sentence sound so easy-breezy fluffy and nice? Well, if you’ve been and are living this down into every cell and fiber of your being and physical body, then you know it’s anything but easy-breezy fluffy and nice! It’s freaking hard Work that usually hurts a good bit physically, emotionally and psychologically. Little self, open up and make room for incoming Bigger Self, Higher Selves, Divine Mommy, Divine Daddy and much more, and stop freaking out and running around like your hair is on fire because it all!  Again, it all looks so great and easy on paper but is a very different situation when happening to and in you! Breath, there’s more than enough stretchy pants room for in here for a great big God upgrade right inside you and your physical body.

I joke only because this is some serious shit taking place now for many of us. Glorious, divine, rare beyond belief, magical but so real physically it often hurts in multiple ways. Everyone desirous of and willing to do the Work to Embody 5D and higher Unity frequencies within themselves and their physical bodies knows how profound and how profoundly personal this phase and level of the Embodiment Process is to each of us. We’re all doing the same thing, Embodying, but it is a highly unique, sacred and individual process. You are changing; I am changing; we are and will continue to change dramatically and in ways so wonderful it’s hard for me to even think about without it causing me to tear up. Please, carry on. ❤

Time Is & Is Not — The linear time business and the quantum no time business and our getting re-familiarized with living in the eternal Now Moment business is both fun, entertaining, exciting, creative, confusing, exhausting, frustrating and weirdly wonderful. Over the past few years, learning how to work both within and outside of linear time has been interesting to say the least. But in 2017, and much more so in 2018, this has evolved into us being much more comfortable with our existence and lives lived in the Now Moment from moment to moment. This has become the NEW normal for many First Embodiers already and we’re getting more aware of how to bend, hold, push, stretch, compress or just float in the timeless quantum Now Moment. It’s easier than one would believe to live and move about your day or night and not have linear time eating you and your energies up minute by minute. This is not an intellectual thing, but an intentional and conscious creation thing that takes place in and from one’s HighHeart. If you want time to speed up then make it so. If you want it to slow or go away for you, then make it so. Some of the NEW crayon colors showing up in our NEW crayon boxes are really exciting First Everything-ers! Much more to come too.

Sleep When Needed & Forget About Time of Day or Night — For years I had to step out of body during the daytime via naps to assimilate the latest incoming NEW Light energies. This has never been something I’ve intentionally done but something that happens to me suddenly, informing me that I’m about to Embody some more NEW-to-me Light energies and it’s so much easier to do so when one is out of their physical body.

Another new side effect this year for me has been the sudden inability to sleep at night. There are nights now where I just don’t want to go to bed and sleep which is unheard of for me! Night and bed and sleep has always been a sacred space and time for me so to have this lifelong habit suddenly do a 180° turn has been strange. Nonetheless, this is just another NEW change that many are finding themselves dealing with, and it also shows us where we still have old familiar beliefs about certain things such as it’s nighttime so that means it’s bed time and sleep time. Not so anymore, just like eating and foods and other old 3D habits we all have. This sleep business is connected to the time and no time business so give yourself permission to sleep and catnap whenever you, your body and CNS (Central Nervous System) needs to because of the EP and ongoing Light energy increases. Release the old habits and beliefs and expand into the NEW in more and more ways. We’re great at adapting.

There’s more of these current NEW-to-us side effects from March but this these are some of the most pronounced ones I could think of now. As usual after I hit the publish button I’ll think of three more important ones I forgot but if so we’ll cover them in Comments under this article. Hang in there Trailblazers as all this won’t be ending in our lifetimes so deep breath, wide open HighHeart, smile at Source for everything and please, carry on. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

March 25, 2018

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