Some Current Alignment Side Effects

 

 

“hi Denise – am trying to make sense of whats going on atm. I know this portal is opening and affecting everyone massively. feeling v bloated/upset stomach/sort of cystitisy feelings – needing to wee a lot more and rushing to the loo more generally – headachey/pain over one eye  blurry eyes – feeling like you’re living in a parallel in universe where everything is the same but nothing is – feeling v down, tearful, generally odd, doomy feelings – hot and cold temp changes back again – feeling vaguely fluey – sleeping for short periods of time at odd times of the day and night – I am awake in the middle of the night – feel like my day and night are reversing and so on…  Susan “
I wanted to write a little something about the latest potent cosmic alignment blast that arrived after the August 11, 2018 Solar eclipse but I’ve needed some recuperation, integration and recovery time because it was that intense. From my perspective the ongoing Embodiment Process is simply intense, with certain massive phases such as what’s just happened on August 12 through the 13th thrown in that take all this to another level we’ve not experienced before, ever. By August 14th it felt like I’d adjusted and recovered just enough from the 12–13th blast, but this morning August 15th, another type of higher energy is here now. Such is 2018, Mastery on levels we didn’t even know existed.
As is always the case with the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process, your mileage will vary because we individually experience these evolutionary processes uniquely. We all agree that another big and very intense energy blast happened during the days mentioned, but how we personally experienced it, them, is unique to each of us.
About a half hour after I went to bed on Sunday August 12, 2018, an AI inorganic device creature thing manifested etherically in my room. Before it appeared etherically however, it manifested a really horrible burning smell which was so physical that I thought something was actually burning inside my house or possibly outside. As you know we’ve had multiple fires in this area for over a month but this particular smell was not the same smell as burning hillsides. This had a more chemical smell to it so I got up and checked the house inside then went outdoors to check on my A/C unit to see if it was okay. (In this heat it runs almost all day.) Everything was fine, in fact it smelled nice and clean outside so I went back to bed and turned off the light. It was about fifteen minutes or so after this that I clairvoyantly saw the etheric manifestation of an AI device creature thing manifest in the space at the end of my bedroom. I’ll share what it looked like to me ONLY for educational purposes, not to titillate or fixate on or fear.
[If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission then you may remember that a demonic entity and/or negative aliens—basically the same things—placed an etheric box-shaped AI device at the threshold of my physical bedroom door in that house. I could clairvoyantly see it sitting there for months and so too could one of our cats. He would jump over it every time he entered and exited my bedroom where our second cat acted like it wasn’t there.]
After smelling this unpleasant burning smell for almost a half hour while laying there in bed trying to figure out what it was and wasn’t, an etheric flat circular-shaped AI device the color of inorganic fake “White Light” appeared in the air a few feet away from the foot of my bed. It looked somewhat like a 2.5 foot circular shaped circuit-board that had AI intelligence. The second I saw it I knew what it was and that it was producing the horrible burning smokey chemical smell. That smell is fairly common when negative aliens, demons and certain Team Dark AI devices are present, but this time the smell was slightly different from what I’ve smelled before at another house between 2000–2004 while under demonic and negative alien attacks. (See A Lightworker’s Mission for more information about those events.) This event of August 12, 2018 just before midnight in my bedroom smelled slightly less strong, less potent than what I’ve smelled years before. Nevertheless I discerned the situation because, to be honest, I was surprised that a negative thing could manifest inside my house in 2018 and stink the place up to the extent it did. This negative burning smoky chemical smell lingered for three days and nights in my room and house after I removed the etheric AI intruder the night it manifested. Something else was happening in relation to this attempted attack and I wouldn’t understand it all until August 13th when something else happened. I was aware when I was viewing it of having a sense that this etheric AI device was about to die, about to be permanently destroyed and that this was its last attempt at doing harm to me.
The next day, Monday August 13, 2018 I awoke and scanned my room, house and property for the etheric AI intruder creature thing and it had remained gone. I could still smell the scent it produced in my bedroom and different areas of my house from time to time, but it was gone. I went about my morning routine and got things done that needed to be taken care of when suddenly I got hit and hit HARD with the most intense and potent ascension related cosmic alignment energies I’ve experienced to date. What I’m going to describe next, I’ve experienced dozens and dozens of times before over the years, but never as big and strong and powerfully as the energies that arrived most of the day on August 13, 2018.
Thankfully I got my morning choirs chores completed when these cosmic alignment energies arrived and the phase of Embodying them began for me about 12 hours after the negative etheric AI device and stink manifested in my bedroom. A short 12 hours later Source-sent evolutionary energies arrived to be Embodied by those of us able to house them in our physical bodies. I spent the entire day flat on my back with my heart pounding so hard in my chest than anyone else would have rushed me to the ER! I knew what it was however and immediately surrendered and fully opened myself to it, to this level of energy and Embodiment Process and let my heart and HighHeart pound and expand and push out a lot of old lower frequency stuff inside my body, my cells, my bones, my muscles and organs etc. I lay there and had my heart and HighHeart pound so hard all day as I viewed old lower frequency codes, energies, patterns, beliefs, habits, density, toxicity and so on literally be pounded out of me and my physical body by incoming higher frequency NEW Light energies. It was glorious… and painful… and freeing to a degree I’d not experienced to this extent ever before. As another layer of old density junk, gunk and muck within me was permanently pounded out like a chef hammering thin a slab of meat, I knew why the negative etheric AI device had manifested 12 hours earlier; it was taking its last attack swing at me before it was destroyed. 12 hours later some more of my own old lower stuff was also permanently destroyed via extended heart and HighHeart jack-hammering by Source delivered energies. When it’s time for another big layer of old lower residual stuff—personal and collective, positive and negative, internal and external—it ALL gets cleared out in many different ways.
After the energy pounding Embodiment Process I and many of you experienced since the Solar eclipse of August 11, 2018, my physical body was so sore and swollen, hot and beat up feeling like I’d been hit by a truck, that I had to do very little Tuesday the 14th because I was so weak and sore. Today, August 15th much of those side effect pains, weakness, body aches, bruised ribs front and back, internal heat and internal swelling from SO much super high frequency Light energies having been Embodied has eased up and I can do a bit more now. But because this latest cosmic blast was more intense than anything we’ve experienced before, give yourself and your physical body and anything else that needs it, plenty of time to recover from Embodying so much so quickly, and from releasing so much so quickly simultaneously.
This morning I feel different energies coming in, more Solar feeling and in the head than what happened the past three or fours days. 12 to 24 hours now seems to be the time we have between evolutionary cosmic energy onslaughts so use them wisely because the recovery down-time doesn’t last long before another bout arrives. So no, you’re not doing anything wrong nor are you failing your personal Ascension Process or Embodiment Process, neither have you gotten lost within the process or hung up on old lower stuff; you’ve just gotten hammered in whatever ways and areas you personally need by Divine Source and the cosmos so you can get another good-sized chunk of HOME Embodied within yourself and your physical body in this here and this now. ❤ ❤ ❤
Denise
August 15, 2018
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Getting Familiar With The 2018 Next-Level Energies

“We know why the December 21, 2017 Solstice through March 20, 2018 Equinox quarter was extra difficult and isolating for many of us; we’re about to get energetically blasted like never before, so an intense preparation period was required beforehand to be able to Embody and seed what’s coming. We (specifically the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the Forerunners, the First Ascenders, First Embodiers etc.) have completed another flight of Ascension / Embodiment Process energy Stair-steps and reached a totally NEW higher frequency Landing and are about to start ascending a NEW flight of Stairs. Because of this, most of us have found ourselves confined over these winter months (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer in the Southern) forcing us to deal with whatever issues each of us needed to be consciously aware of, see, feel, resolve, release.

I’ve never felt any previous winter quarter keep me as isolated and housebound as this one has, and not because of bad winter weather, but because I had some more things, issues, old 3D focus and emotions to go through before they were released. This mandatory personal inner focus time finally released for me at the end of the second week of March. It still amazes me every time I find more stuff and junk I have remaining in those tiny unlit blind corners of my inner self after three-plus decades of continuous serious Inner Work! Packed to the Crown chakra we’ve all been with stupid dense unaware tidbits, old 3D habits, beliefs and limited expectations that cannot go one more step with us on our Embodiment Process. Every time we reach another higher Landing, we’re confronted with whatever remaining stuff and junk is in us that has to be acknowledged, transmuted and released so we can ascend to higher frequency ground minus any remaining old dense 3D travel souvenirs we were still hauling along with us…”

This quote is from my March 14, 2018 article, NEW Embodiment Level Incoming Now. I’m linking to it here because it feels like it was written ten lifetimes ago when it’s actually only been three months ago! Linear time and consciousness continues disappearing and being replaced by Now Moment quantum consciousness. Just roll with it and be glad you’re functioning from each Now Moment. We’re all re-learning this one now too, along with all the other new NEW stuff, abilities, AP and EP side effects and profoundly higher frequency next-level energies.

https://highheartlife.com/2018/03/14/new-embodiment-level-incoming-now/

 

  Remember how Saturn was hit by seven solar flares in April 2017? Remember how I repeatedly mentioned it (still am) and how excited I was about it having happened? I knew at the time that everyone didn’t understand what I was saying in relation to Saturn being freed from old Team Dark encodments via seven solar flares and why I was so excited about it. Point is that you’re feeling it, living it, dealing with it and Embodying it throughout 2018 and beyond but at these next-level, higher frequency, energetic Stair-step level(s). The old reality codes and magnetic glue that assisted in holding it all in place within old 3D Earth physicality is no more, and the Forerunners, First Embodiers, Pathpavers etc. have been feeling all this in new-to-us ways ever since. This is us heading up a totally NEW and much higher flight of energy Stair-steps and it’s why most of us have experienced some super amplified AP and EP symptoms or side effects.

The more habituated I become to existing within Now Moment quantum consciousness, the more difficult it is for me to locate myself within linear time and space etc. The old familiar AP side effect commonly called ‘brain fog’ was mandatory to help us, help humanity expand beyond the limitations and narrow consciousness blinders of old lower frequency 3D physicality on Earth. All those old constraints to our consciousness, perceptions, linear thinking, awareness and sole egoic self focus and consciousness had to be incrementally undone to free us from the old lower codes and templates, grids and magnetic glue, hardcore linear left-brain patriarchal consciousness and more. Was it fun or pleasant not knowing which end was up due to your old wiring being Rewired to embody tremendously higher frequency Light energies and NEW codes? Of course not, but it was necessary, just like all the other AP side effects were and continue to be today.

All of the now familiar Ascension Process (AP) symptoms or side effects happened to us, in us and through many of us at much lower frequency Stair-step levels of the AP. This is important to keep in heartmind now because you/me/we are not existing at, functioning from, Working within or Consciously creation from the same level or levels that we have since 1998–1999. What I’m saying is that experiencing ‘brain fog’ today is nothing like it was a decade or more ago. Neither is experiencing another bout of inner Kundalini heat in 2018, or dreams and dreaming, empathically feeling and effected by humanity’s fears and/or anger over just about everything now, and living through other AP and Embodiment Process (EP) side effects.

When my AP started on the physical level with the start of 1999, not only did I have severe brain fog much of the time but I also suddenly couldn’t accurately interpret some of the physical objects I’d see. A piece of black plastic trash-bag hooked to a barbed-wire fence looked and felt to me like a dead rhinoceros on the side of the road. “Reality” was suddenly not clearly discernible and glued and locked in place for me when the AP started back then. It was and continues today to be an ongoing incremental process of dismantling the old and all our tools of perception etc. that went with it, while simultaneously Embodying more and more NEW levels and layers of New Earth and all the NEW tools of perception etc. that go with it. On the best of days that is an absolute mind blower!

Unless I make a notation on my calendar about when I experienced something, it’s become really difficult for me to remember when it or much of anything happened. For this reason I’m going to say that it was sometime during the first half of 2018 that this old familiar ‘brain fog’ side effect returned for me, but, it did so at this vastly higher frequency level and space of being we’re in now. How brain fog affected me nearly twenty years ago is nothing like it is today, which is the case with most all other AP and EP symptoms or side effects, including the also recently returned inner Kundalini heat I’m feeling in the bottoms of my feet again. I recognize these old AP symptoms yet they’re very different now because I’m very different now due to having lived and Embodied since 1999. Pull way back and up for better perspective when in doubt.

A couple of months ago or so the old ‘brain fog’ thing returned, but it’s been a very different experience from what it was a decade or two ago. Now it encompasses both a continued dismantling and freeing of Denise self and familiar identity with ongoing Embodiment of greater and higher Self/Selves, some consciously known and remembered and many not. In 2018, ‘brain fog’ is happening on a vastly larger scale and with far more players involved than previously consciously known or capable of. What’s scrambled now is our own sense of self and Self and SELF as they continue merging and melding one into another like a grand spiritual Family Reunion. It’s glorious, it’s disturbing, it’s indescribable, plus I know there’s much more to all this coming. Brain fog used to be not being able to remember the correct word or name for things; now it’s not being able to clearly define one’s current sense of Self and Selves “identity” while the NEW continues being created and the old continues being un-created. Is it any wonder…

Another normal side effect of our 2018 next-level AP and EP processes is one I think many need to be reminded of now, and, with ZERO guilt or shaming or insulting or anything else like that over it. It is the business of one being in an evolutionary Ascension phase, Process and Stair-step level where one cannot get one’s backside extricated from where one is at that time no matter how hard one tries. Said another way, I can suddenly find myself once again in an unpleasant place emotionally, psychologically etc. and be very consciously aware of this fact and yet I’m not able to lift, push, insult, threaten or hug myself out of it. I’ve learned, repeatedly over these many long hard evolutionary years that when one is in the muck, whatever the muck is for each of us, that it is profoundly important and each of us needs to utilize our being in the muck once again to… Master the muck. Yes, this is about each of us Mastering our personal muck, and also Mastering most of humanities muck too, which is in my opinion the highest thing anyone could do to help themselves and All others as well. It just is what it is, which in this case is the AP.

When I find myself deep in the muck yet again in 2018 mind you, and cannot get myself out of it, it’s an important situation for each of us experiencing it now. There’s so much more going on than what we might think at first, like is this my muck or is it someone else’s or is it mass humanities muck that’s currently flying all over the place due to the accelerated dismantling of the old everything? Does it even matter at this point whose muck it actually is? That question was directed to the Forerunners. My answer is yes and no; yes if it’s my muck because I can learn more from it, and no if it’s humanities muck because I’ve been clearing their mass muck across time on Earth and the Astral and higher since 1999. This too just is what it is which is part of the Great Cosmic Janitorial Work that some of us excel at.  😉

The point to this is that it’s one hell of a place to find oneself in, this squeezed out of the old lower patriarchal world with its escalating insanity and collapse, and simultaneously not yet fully anchored into the NEW ascended 5D Earth world and matching reality. Not pleasant at all in fact being in this transitional weirdness of not all there and not all here yet either. After almost twenty years I’ve gotten used to lingering in this transitional place and state of evolutionary shift and have made myself a temporary “home” in this not-here not-there ascension zone. What pisses me off however is when the old lower patriarchal world demands that I jump through some more of their corrupt, dysfunctional failing hoops and pay top dollar for it. For me the gap between myself and them has become so great that it’s physically painful and profoundly insulting to me and I do not want to ever have to jump through patriarchal hoops for any reason whatsoever anymore. I’m so, so done with it and them.

How do I and you reading this that can honestly relate change all this? We Embody more, we Work more, we evolve more, we dive in fully into these much higher frequency next-level energies of the AP and EP processes because there is nothing else for us to do but this. Yes it all feels slightly different from what we’ve already been through but at least you’ve got that to use as a comparison. Most people don’t have a clue about what’s going on now and why and continue to drink deeply from the patriarchal Orange Kool-Aid being pushed at them constantly. So the bottoms of our feet are on fire again, it’s because we’re building the Pathway to NEW ascended Earth! 🙂 So our perceptions occasionally get scrambled and we can’t extricate ourselves from another Shit Pit layer for a short period. It’s because we’re Divine transmuters clearing out more lowly crap that has to be removed from ourselves if that’s the case, and/or from the negative leftovers created by mass humanity. It’s AP and EP business as usual in other words, just at this MUCH higher, much more complex, higher frequency next-level than what we’ve become used to. Just do it and don’t judge self or others for anything. We are renowned throughout the Universe for being Mighty Muck Masters so don’t beat yourself up—or let anyone else do so to you—for having this much-needed higher ability.

Briefly because I’m tired, since June 24, 2018 the physical pain level of these different next-level AP and EP things have been record-breaking for me and many of you. And then yesterday, July 2nd happened, which was an epic culmination pain-wise since June 24th. Yesterday, all day and even after the sun set, was one of those lay there and don’t move or think days and just open and do your best to survive what’s happening energetically inside and through your body and being. But as is always the case, when I/we get through one of these next-level levels, we instantly gain more, know more, are more and Create more. And repeat as usual too. Thank you for your ongoing Higher Services. ❤

Denise

July 3, 2018

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Transitional Pains & Greater Higher Awareness & Sovereignty

  Many have felt some different Ascension Embodiment Process pains in 2018, myself included. For the most part they’ve been sudden and severe, causing many to second-guess whether something has suddenly gone haywire in the lower half of their physical bodies. Many have experienced severe pains in bones and/or joints in one or both feet, the heel(s), ankle(s), leg(s), hip(s) joints, and sometimes all the way up into the tailbone area and lower vertebra in the spine causing sciatica pains. I’ve dealt with this since the first few days of April 2018, and it’s continued into May. These mainly heel bone foot ankle pains reduced for me for about three days earlier this month and I celebrated but it was short-lived because they returned even stronger a few days later.

It’s common to feel the potent magnetic changes taking place in the Earth, the Sun and our physical bodies as sudden waves of usually short-lived nausea. I usually experience this in the mornings but it can happen any time of the day or night. Think of it as Ascension related energetic magnetic changes “morning sickness” for both sexed humans.

Another common symptom or side effect of these ongoing magnetic changes in Earth, the Sun and our bodies are periods of sudden weeping, crying over nothing, crying over the profound beauty, crying over the shocking horrors, crying because the blessed Ascension Process is simply happening. These massive magnetic changes impact some people far more intensely than others so don’t beat yourself up if you’re one who suddenly finds yourself crying over anything and nothing out of the blue.

Other common side effects of magnetic changes are vertigo, sense of slowly spinning or rotating, sudden dropping, rising, tipping over; changing sense of self as a singular entity and identity; head and body pains and pressures and heart and HighHeart sensations as well. Because the magnetic fields held codes of the previous Evolutionary Cycle in place, they also did the same for each of us and our bodies and individual sense of self and personal identities and so forth. So as the old magnetic energies and fields have disintegrated and disappeared, so too has our old 3D sense of physical-only self, our old lower frequency identities, our old 3D locations within linear time, and our old place and focus within life on Earth.

These planetary, solar and human body magnetic fields hold the energy codes and patterns in place throughout the entire Evolutionary Cycle. They are the magnetic glue that holds the energetic codes in place for that whole cycle and all life lived throughout it, so when we enter the completion phase of an Evolutionary Cycle such as what we’ve been living in these incarnations, these magnetic changes begin because the old Evolutionary Cycles energies and matching codes have reached their Expiration Dates and start reducing and eventually disappear altogether. This has been unfolding since 1998–1999, because we’ve been in this cuspal stage of transitions out of the old Evolutionary Cycle with its matching energies and codes while simultaneously evolving, ascending into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle with its matching NEW higher frequency energies and codes within a higher dimension within a higher Universal octave or level.

The old lower everything has wound down all these laborious AP decades while the Forerunners helped transmute and clear out copious amounts of residual negativity and density from the expiring old cycle on multiple dimensions while simultaneously Embodying increasing amounts of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle’s NEW energies and matching codes in their physical bodies and selves.

For all this and more to happen, the old 3D magnetic fields and codes had to expire and diminish over time and eventually be completely replaced by NEW more complex higher frequency magnetic energies and fields. That sentence sounds so simple and easy but as many of us know, living it in our physical bodies as First Everything-ers has been anything but! As the old magnetic energies and fields have reduced and disappeared, so too has our old physical identities, sense of self, locations we’ve called “home” within these current incarnations on Earth, and our awareness of ourselves and “reality” within 3D linear time. The old magnetic fields that held everything of the earlier Evolutionary Cycle in place are gone and have been replaced with NEW magnetic fields in ascending Earth, the Sun and in our physical bodies. This is easily felt in 2018 by those who’ve been involved with the AP all along, but to the unaware, it must feel like their only reality and sense of self and very lives are rapidly disappearing under their feet. And because these changes are increasingly obvious to the unaware people in 2018, their lower ego-based fears are front and center and squarely aimed at anyone who may possibly cause them more fear—work, worry, stress, effort, time, cost, focus, energy etc.—over anything than they already have.

The Dark, in all its many forms, has nowhere to hide anymore because there’s nothing left now but Light with more of it coming in and of higher and higher frequencies every day. This long-awaited shift change is causing all people’s fears—large and small—to instantly be easily seen, felt and recognized by more and more people. There’s nowhere to hide your/my/our fears and darkness anymore like in the bad old days of the precious cycle. This is happening multiple times every day for most everyone now in 2018; honest clear and in-your-face awareness of other people’s (and your own) remaining fears and anything else of a lower frequency that they/you/me are still clutching and hauling around in all this NEW Light. To do so hurts, is burdensome, repulsive, embarrassing and none of it goes with your outfit… 🙄

People are scared, on edge and ready to attack over the smallest of things because the NEW magnetic energies holding the NEW codes and patterns are unfamiliar to them and all the old familiar 3D patriarchal stuff, even though completely negative, not being available is terrifying to unaware people who don’t have a clue about what’s going on and why. There’s two distinct and easily seen and felt groups of people in 2018; those whose hearts have or are being activated to evolve now which produces compassion, honesty, openness, integrity and increasing inner strength, stability and individual sovereignty — and those still existing in the old lower frequency and consciousness range where ego was god, fear was food, and control over others was mandatory. What a thing to co-exist with for the time being, with eyes-wide-open and HighHeart flowing and dip into, move through and not be damaged or unbalanced by any of the lower frequency people and fear-based consciousness they still have and then leave and go back up into the NEW.

This article is nothing like what I’d intended but I’m going to let it ride anyway because who knows. Point is that big change continues in all ways on all levels and dimensions both internally and externally. As your NEW sense of Self continues to expand and evolve into something more NEW every few days, be glad and proud and stay open to even more NEW in you and You and YOU as all that continues to align into something NEW too. ❤

Denise

May 20, 2018

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