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Intense Personal & Collective July 2018 Clearing

August 4, 2018August 4, 2018Denise Le Fay

There are epic Ascension Process months and July 2018 was certainly another one of them! For me July was a month of constant intense deeper level clearings from this life, this physical body, and having to make big inner changes over certain lifelong habitual focuses I’ve had around my income and eventual retirement. July also entailed intentionally ending connections with a few other timelines that contained some current life family members in them through lucid dream Work. This included my intentionally ending connections with certain other timelines and non-family people and friends in them that I don’t know in this timeline but do in them. July also included my being financially assaulted by heartless individuals employed by and thoroughly dedicated to the old patriarchal systems and have power over the amount of my annual income. Hold that judgement and keep reading please.

For me there’s nothing worse than having an unaware, low consciousness person devoid of all heart, honesty and integrity have power over me in any way for any reason, which is exactly what the entire pre-Ascension world has been for everyone. People who should never have power over others but do means you’ve got to survive their unremitting dedication to upholding the old negative patriarchal systems at any cost. People that cannot conceive of anything better for everyone, and have zero heart and honesty, are the last people who should have any form of power over other people yet that is exactly how the old negative patriarchal world was set up and run and why should be obvious. These people have been and still are today the psychopathic junkyard guard-dogs over humanity which has profoundly bothered me from early childhood but is unbearable in 2018, which is the whole point. What has been accepted and endured as “normal” by everyone in this country and elsewhere, even though I’ve hated and rebelled against it all of my life, is not supposed to continue now which is why we’re individually and collectively having people or a group of people control you and your life, your income, actions, beliefs, movements and so on.

I experienced the IRS make an unbelievable change to what was taxed but now isn’t in my annual income in January 2017, and in July 2018, had someone else cut my income by almost half. Things couldn’t be any clearer, but actually making the current mandatory inner changes within myself took a lot of Work and releasing on my part. Those last habitual holdout bits we’ve clung to within ourselves— whatever they are for each of us even though we may have hated and resented them for decades—came under direct Divine Intervention throughout the month of July 2018. It was me and my certain remaining habits against evolution and guess which side won? Both because the Divine Intervention did exactly what was intended; it forced me/you/each of us that needed it to release whatever we each needed to and “ascend” to a higher level of self-empowerment. Translated that just means I had to release those old patriarchal habitual “survival” ways and beliefs I’ve had around my finances, taxes and eventual retirement benefits etc. Even though I’ve resented them all my life I had, as we all have because we’ve lived in a world that demands continual monthly financial payments for our very physical existence on Earth, I had to release and disengage entirely with every aspect of those old lower ways of “survival” in physical reality. Sounds easy but was painful in that I had to Work my way through the seething anger and hatred I had at the individuals and nationwide systems that maintain human slavery and misery in this country.

As Within, So Without

As usual these super intense periods of amplified clearing and releasing of more patriarchal stuff within each of us is simultaneously taking place in our external world too because they’re one and the same thing. You/me/we change internally and external reality changes too because of it. If you’ve watched any news in July 2018, you know that this country (and in Greece, Sweden etc.) has been experiencing next-level patriarchal purging through massive physical fires in the west and floods in the east. Fire and water have been the primary elements used to remove negative patriarchal energies, emotions, consciousness etc. Oftentimes it’s only through great trauma and tragedies that the unaware lower consciousness people’s hearts are activated. When there’s layer upon layer of old negative stuff and consciousness to get through, it’s often through sudden traumatic shocks and mandatory changes that cause people and their hearts to open to NEW higher levels.

In July the Cranston fire quickly burned through much of Idyllwild and the surrounding mountain areas near where I live in SoCal. I’m fine here in the valley at the foot of that mountain but the smoke got difficult for a while, combined with the excessive heat. The Cranston fire is 95% contained as of August 4th. There were four days in July here where the temperature reached 116° and abnormally high temps are supposed to happen again next week. It’s the overnight lows of 78–81° that quickly wear thin because there’s just no relief whatsoever from the now nearly year-round heat anymore.

During the July Cranston Idyllwild fire I dealt with feeling the fears and deaths of wildlife animals and a couple of people’s pets too plus the fears, pains and anger from people who lost their homes and property in this fire. (A man from another city set this and eight other fires in this area.) For about a week I clairvoyantly Saw and felt dead wildlife moving about in my house. I deeply love animals so having to See so many ghost animals killed by this fire inside my house and help move them on was another big issue for me. The more 5D connected and unified you become within yourself, this is what reality feels like, looks like and is for you; all is interconnected to each other and you feel all constantly.

Let’s recap.

Daily temps where I live are between 105–115, 116° with overnight lows reaching only 78–81°. Murdered, incinerated wildlife hanging out in my house because they know you care and See them and want your help with their sudden horrific deaths, and I needed to go through this with them and not go into an emotional human hate-fest because of it. Super amplified stabbing physical body pains repeatedly jumping from one place to another and another throughout July. The return of hot flashes (on top of the extreme external heat) because you’re releasing decades of this life’s “survival” money-based issues and more. In July certain individuals further reduced my monthly income by about 40–45%. Monthly bills, food and gas costs rising again. Six planets retrograde forcing everyone to re-view, re-work, re-do, re-place, re-evaluate, repair and release whatever needs to be. A Total Lunar eclipse that was the bookend to 2017’s Total Solar eclipse across the USA. Over stimulation of the mind and emotions. Intentionally ending my involvement in and connections to other timelines that had some family members and friends in them. Multiple very intense situations, tests, Initiations if you will for me to NOT go into anger and hate the unaware low consciousness people hurting other people and animals. The Divine Intervention alignment inflow of NEW blasting the hell out of much more old patriarchal world realities both personally and internally and collective and external. Feeling isolated and alone in this incredibly intense phase of rapid removal of huge chunks of patriarchal energies individually and collectively, internally and externally.

July 2018 felt profoundly Initiatic and every time I succeeded in releasing different things I personally needed to, I was instantly changed for the better. Was it easy? Not really. Was it worth it? Absolutely. Am I hot and tired? You bet ya and I know I’m not, we’re not done with all this yet but we’ve made unbelievable progress throughout July even though it many not feel or look that way yet. Walking on water? Yep and include walking on air and space and nothingness too as we continue transitioning into the NEW everything with nothing substantial under our feet yet. Faith, trust, determination, higher knowing Embodying and overriding lower levels of each of us that continued to clutch old systems of survival because we don’t yet completely understand how this Separation of Worlds Shift will manifest physically. Transitioning is hard in every way and July tested us all exactly where we each needed to be tested. Thank you six retrograde planets, eclipses, Divine Intervention cosmic alignments, and unaware heartless human shits that force us out of old lower world realities and habits and into real freedom. To reach the next rung on the ladder you’ve got to let go of the rungs you’re standing on and clutching. July 2018 has pushed most of us to do exactly that and more, which means some big NEW stuff is coming soon to replace what we’ve released within ourselves and in the external world. Well done everyone and please, carry on. ❤

Denise

August 4, 2018

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Getting Familiar With The 2018 Next-Level Energies

July 3, 2018July 3, 2018Denise Le Fay

“We know why the December 21, 2017 Solstice through March 20, 2018 Equinox quarter was extra difficult and isolating for many of us; we’re about to get energetically blasted like never before, so an intense preparation period was required beforehand to be able to Embody and seed what’s coming. We (specifically the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the Forerunners, the First Ascenders, First Embodiers etc.) have completed another flight of Ascension / Embodiment Process energy Stair-steps and reached a totally NEW higher frequency Landing and are about to start ascending a NEW flight of Stairs. Because of this, most of us have found ourselves confined over these winter months (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer in the Southern) forcing us to deal with whatever issues each of us needed to be consciously aware of, see, feel, resolve, release.

I’ve never felt any previous winter quarter keep me as isolated and housebound as this one has, and not because of bad winter weather, but because I had some more things, issues, old 3D focus and emotions to go through before they were released. This mandatory personal inner focus time finally released for me at the end of the second week of March. It still amazes me every time I find more stuff and junk I have remaining in those tiny unlit blind corners of my inner self after three-plus decades of continuous serious Inner Work! Packed to the Crown chakra we’ve all been with stupid dense unaware tidbits, old 3D habits, beliefs and limited expectations that cannot go one more step with us on our Embodiment Process. Every time we reach another higher Landing, we’re confronted with whatever remaining stuff and junk is in us that has to be acknowledged, transmuted and released so we can ascend to higher frequency ground minus any remaining old dense 3D travel souvenirs we were still hauling along with us…”

This quote is from my March 14, 2018 article, NEW Embodiment Level Incoming Now. I’m linking to it here because it feels like it was written ten lifetimes ago when it’s actually only been three months ago! Linear time and consciousness continues disappearing and being replaced by Now Moment quantum consciousness. Just roll with it and be glad you’re functioning from each Now Moment. We’re all re-learning this one now too, along with all the other new NEW stuff, abilities, AP and EP side effects and profoundly higher frequency next-level energies.

https://highheartlife.com/2018/03/14/new-embodiment-level-incoming-now/

Remember how Saturn was hit by seven solar flares in April 2017? Remember how I repeatedly mentioned it (still am) and how excited I was about it having happened? I knew at the time that everyone didn’t understand what I was saying in relation to Saturn being freed from old Team Dark encodments via seven solar flares and why I was so excited about it. Point is that you’re feeling it, living it, dealing with it and Embodying it throughout 2018 and beyond but at these next-level, higher frequency, energetic Stair-step level(s). The old reality codes and magnetic glue that assisted in holding it all in place within old 3D Earth physicality is no more, and the Forerunners, First Embodiers, Pathpavers etc. have been feeling all this in new-to-us ways ever since. This is us heading up a totally NEW and much higher flight of energy Stair-steps and it’s why most of us have experienced some super amplified AP and EP symptoms or side effects.

The more habituated I become to existing within Now Moment quantum consciousness, the more difficult it is for me to locate myself within linear time and space etc. The old familiar AP side effect commonly called ‘brain fog’ was mandatory to help us, help humanity expand beyond the limitations and narrow consciousness blinders of old lower frequency 3D physicality on Earth. All those old constraints to our consciousness, perceptions, linear thinking, awareness and sole egoic self focus and consciousness had to be incrementally undone to free us from the old lower codes and templates, grids and magnetic glue, hardcore linear left-brain patriarchal consciousness and more. Was it fun or pleasant not knowing which end was up due to your old wiring being Rewired to embody tremendously higher frequency Light energies and NEW codes? Of course not, but it was necessary, just like all the other AP side effects were and continue to be today.

All of the now familiar Ascension Process (AP) symptoms or side effects happened to us, in us and through many of us at much lower frequency Stair-step levels of the AP. This is important to keep in heartmind now because you/me/we are not existing at, functioning from, Working within or Consciously creation from the same level or levels that we have since 1998–1999. What I’m saying is that experiencing ‘brain fog’ today is nothing like it was a decade or more ago. Neither is experiencing another bout of inner Kundalini heat in 2018, or dreams and dreaming, empathically feeling and effected by humanity’s fears and/or anger over just about everything now, and living through other AP and Embodiment Process (EP) side effects.

When my AP started on the physical level with the start of 1999, not only did I have severe brain fog much of the time but I also suddenly couldn’t accurately interpret some of the physical objects I’d see. A piece of black plastic trash-bag hooked to a barbed-wire fence looked and felt to me like a dead rhinoceros on the side of the road. “Reality” was suddenly not clearly discernible and glued and locked in place for me when the AP started back then. It was and continues today to be an ongoing incremental process of dismantling the old and all our tools of perception etc. that went with it, while simultaneously Embodying more and more NEW levels and layers of New Earth and all the NEW tools of perception etc. that go with it. On the best of days that is an absolute mind blower!

Unless I make a notation on my calendar about when I experienced something, it’s become really difficult for me to remember when it or much of anything happened. For this reason I’m going to say that it was sometime during the first half of 2018 that this old familiar ‘brain fog’ side effect returned for me, but, it did so at this vastly higher frequency level and space of being we’re in now. How brain fog affected me nearly twenty years ago is nothing like it is today, which is the case with most all other AP and EP symptoms or side effects, including the also recently returned inner Kundalini heat I’m feeling in the bottoms of my feet again. I recognize these old AP symptoms yet they’re very different now because I’m very different now due to having lived and Embodied since 1999. Pull way back and up for better perspective when in doubt.

A couple of months ago or so the old ‘brain fog’ thing returned, but it’s been a very different experience from what it was a decade or two ago. Now it encompasses both a continued dismantling and freeing of Denise self and familiar identity with ongoing Embodiment of greater and higher Self/Selves, some consciously known and remembered and many not. In 2018, ‘brain fog’ is happening on a vastly larger scale and with far more players involved than previously consciously known or capable of. What’s scrambled now is our own sense of self and Self and SELF as they continue merging and melding one into another like a grand spiritual Family Reunion. It’s glorious, it’s disturbing, it’s indescribable, plus I know there’s much more to all this coming. Brain fog used to be not being able to remember the correct word or name for things; now it’s not being able to clearly define one’s current sense of Self and Selves “identity” while the NEW continues being created and the old continues being un-created. Is it any wonder…

Another normal side effect of our 2018 next-level AP and EP processes is one I think many need to be reminded of now, and, with ZERO guilt or shaming or insulting or anything else like that over it. It is the business of one being in an evolutionary Ascension phase, Process and Stair-step level where one cannot get one’s backside extricated from where one is at that time no matter how hard one tries. Said another way, I can suddenly find myself once again in an unpleasant place emotionally, psychologically etc. and be very consciously aware of this fact and yet I’m not able to lift, push, insult, threaten or hug myself out of it. I’ve learned, repeatedly over these many long hard evolutionary years that when one is in the muck, whatever the muck is for each of us, that it is profoundly important and each of us needs to utilize our being in the muck once again to… Master the muck. Yes, this is about each of us Mastering our personal muck, and also Mastering most of humanities muck too, which is in my opinion the highest thing anyone could do to help themselves and All others as well. It just is what it is, which in this case is the AP.

When I find myself deep in the muck yet again in 2018 mind you, and cannot get myself out of it, it’s an important situation for each of us experiencing it now. There’s so much more going on than what we might think at first, like is this my muck or is it someone else’s or is it mass humanities muck that’s currently flying all over the place due to the accelerated dismantling of the old everything? Does it even matter at this point whose muck it actually is? That question was directed to the Forerunners. My answer is yes and no; yes if it’s my muck because I can learn more from it, and no if it’s humanities muck because I’ve been clearing their mass muck across time on Earth and the Astral and higher since 1999. This too just is what it is which is part of the Great Cosmic Janitorial Work that some of us excel at. 😉

The point to this is that it’s one hell of a place to find oneself in, this squeezed out of the old lower patriarchal world with its escalating insanity and collapse, and simultaneously not yet fully anchored into the NEW ascended 5D Earth world and matching reality. Not pleasant at all in fact being in this transitional weirdness of not all there and not all here yet either. After almost twenty years I’ve gotten used to lingering in this transitional place and state of evolutionary shift and have made myself a temporary “home” in this not-here not-there ascension zone. What pisses me off however is when the old lower patriarchal world demands that I jump through some more of their corrupt, dysfunctional failing hoops and pay top dollar for it. For me the gap between myself and them has become so great that it’s physically painful and profoundly insulting to me and I do not want to ever have to jump through patriarchal hoops for any reason whatsoever anymore. I’m so, so done with it and them.

How do I and you reading this that can honestly relate change all this? We Embody more, we Work more, we evolve more, we dive in fully into these much higher frequency next-level energies of the AP and EP processes because there is nothing else for us to do but this. Yes it all feels slightly different from what we’ve already been through but at least you’ve got that to use as a comparison. Most people don’t have a clue about what’s going on now and why and continue to drink deeply from the patriarchal Orange Kool-Aid being pushed at them constantly. So the bottoms of our feet are on fire again, it’s because we’re building the Pathway to NEW ascended Earth! 🙂 So our perceptions occasionally get scrambled and we can’t extricate ourselves from another Shit Pit layer for a short period. It’s because we’re Divine transmuters clearing out more lowly crap that has to be removed from ourselves if that’s the case, and/or from the negative leftovers created by mass humanity. It’s AP and EP business as usual in other words, just at this MUCH higher, much more complex, higher frequency next-level than what we’ve become used to. Just do it and don’t judge self or others for anything. We are renowned throughout the Universe for being Mighty Muck Masters so don’t beat yourself up—or let anyone else do so to you—for having this much-needed higher ability.

Briefly because I’m tired, since June 24, 2018 the physical pain level of these different next-level AP and EP things have been record-breaking for me and many of you. And then yesterday, July 2nd happened, which was an epic culmination pain-wise since June 24th. Yesterday, all day and even after the sun set, was one of those lay there and don’t move or think days and just open and do your best to survive what’s happening energetically inside and through your body and being. But as is always the case, when I/we get through one of these next-level levels, we instantly gain more, know more, are more and Create more. And repeat as usual too. Thank you for your ongoing Higher Services. ❤

Denise

July 3, 2018

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