Tag: being honest enough to personally change

Over the past 19 years I’ve written online about the Ascension Process, I’ve received numerous emails from people around the world asking me a variety of questions about it, the majority have been about the negativity they’re experiencing because they’re living it. I received a few emails from some people in different countries like this in May 2022, and because of that, I feel this topic needs a serious, sobering dose of honesty and clarity laid on it.

People without the ability to honestly discern for themselves—and lack of true knowledge about these things—are easily tricked into all sorts of negative Team Dark inverted information, lies, untruths and distortions about the Ascension Process, about Lightworking, about energy transmuting, about self, the human ego, energy parasitism and many other related things and don’t realize it. The second layer of this serious problem is that those people spread the lies that Team Dark has told them online, causing more and more people to believe those lies and distortions. This is a classic Team Dark tactic that’s worked very well on many people throughout these ascension years. Obviously, they still are as you’ll see in these emails I’ve received in May 2022 from a few people in different countries.

♦ Pre-Ascension Process Human Ego — An aspect of human identity, sense of self, and a 3D tool to navigate the old low frequency patriarchal earth world and reality.

♦ The Negative Human Ego — The low side of the human ego that feels and expresses greed, hate, fear, is manipulative, power obsessed, fame and fortune seeking, emotionally needy, controlling, deceptive, elitist, violence and a thousand other negative things.

Imposter Entities & Imposter Spirits

I’m going to borrow Lisa Renee’s term ‘Imposter entities and spirits’ to express this. Normally I lump it all in my heading of Team Dark (TD), because that’s what they all are. This distinction needs to be made however so people better understand some of TD’s tactics on humans during this evolutionary Ascension Process and end of the Neptunian Piscean Age. I deliberately included Neptunian because there’s monumental global human Neptunian deception, delusion, self-deceptions, self-delusions, intentional mass deceptions and mass delusions rampant now on this planet. So much of this has to do with the end of the Age of Pisces and its ruling planet Neptune, and the low, negative aspects of the human ego and consciousness.

Negative human egos, global and personal Neptunian deceptions and self-delusions, and Team Dark taking advantage of every access point in each of us evolving, ascending humans alive now. A type of perfect negative storm for people that don’t understand the multidimensional seriousness of what’s really happening; cannot discern for themselves; who haven’t done near enough personal Inner ascension Work on themselves; and the endless lies coming from everywhere constantly. Especially in and through the ascension communities online and elsewhere.

I’ve stressed the absolute need for discernment for years and I’ve tried in numerous articles to explain why it’s so important for every person to learn to discern — learn how to read energies, read energy signatures for themselves. ‘Energy signature’ is a term someone created that simply refers to the energies that each living physical human gives off, and the energies that each nonphysical, nonhuman being both positive and negative, both Service to Self and Service to Others, entity, alien, demon, dead human spirit etc. naturally gives off.

Being in the frequency range vicinity of a Lightbeing or an Angelic feels radically different from being in the frequency range vicinity of a negative alien, entity or demon. In fact, it’s very easy to feel the energetic differences between different nonphysical, nonhuman beings and entities. It’s something that once experienced, one never forgets. Contact with both high and low beings, entities, aliens and the energies each gives off is something permanently imprinted in your body, heart and consciousness forever.

I’ve had numerous people from around the world email me about something they’re experiencing that they believe, suspect or know is negative. In other cases, the person emailing me does not realize that what they’re experiencing is negative, but honestly believes it to be entirely positive and of the highest Light and for the ascension. I received another of these emails in May 2022, from someone I’ll call J from another country. His is one more of so many I’ve received over the years that have all been very similar.

J told me his story and it’s an all too common one unfortunately. J said he’s been experiencing an etheric device placed in him in 2017, three more of them since then, that are what he called ‘energetic clearing devices that clears the crap from people’s auras automatically.’ He went on to say, ‘The first device went in five years ago in 2017, and have become ever more elaborate, sophisticated and debilitating ever since.’

J went on to tell me that, ‘His Guide since 2019, Kuthumi, leads a large group of beings who operate and maintain these shit clearing devices through possibly hundreds or even thousands of people working 24 hours a day. You can imagine the problems I have been experiencing with dark forces as a result of what is being done through me. What I also find interesting is no matter what I do, I can’t stop what is being done through me. It just continues day after day to varying degrees and although I block it to a certain degree, it just continues by force. All I am told is “Acceptance”. Accept what you came to do and accept what can’t be changed. There is no other solution.’

Every filthy, obscene, deceptive, ascension derailing word of what’s been told to J sounds and feels like the highest Light coming from a high being or master or teacher or alien of Light, right? Right?  RIGHT?

If any of what J said he’s been told by this Imposter Entity sounds and feels to you to be coming from a real etheric Master or any other nonphysical being of Light, then you’re at high risk of being duped and energetically used and worse too.

‘You can imagine the problems I have been experiencing with dark forces as a result of what is being done through me.’  

No, no J, it’s a result of what’s being done TO YOU by dark forces.

You bought into what a negative Team Dark ‘Imposter Entity or Spirit’ tricked you into believing and allowed it to use you and your lifeforce to energetically feed itself. These Team Dark creatures, aliens and entities are all energy parasites, energy vampires. You’ve been duped by one of many of these negative nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark entities into believing that by allowing this to be done to you and your physical and etheric bodies that you are doing “positive energy work on and for other people”. Other people that, by the sounds of your email, did not ask you to do it to or for them. All that trespassing, lying and parasitic energy theft is 100% how Team Dark works. All that is precisely the exact opposite of how Team Light works.

Does everyone see how this negative Team Dark Imposter Entity has tricked J into believing it’s an old Mahatma known in the past physical world as Koot Hoomi/Kuthumi? Do you see how this Imposter Entity or Spirit has duped J into believing that the increasing body pains he’s been suffering for years are caused by the “positive energy work” he’s doing by clearing energetic crap from other people?

What a clever distortion manipulation usage of the human beliefs about the normal Ascension Process physical body symptom aches and pains many feel and live with due to the ongoing evolution of ourselves, physical bodies and consciousness. Team Dark Imposters convince whoever they can that what their negative etheric feeding devices siphoning off his/her lifeforce physical pains and energy depletions are caused by him/her “doing energy clearing on other people.” Do you see how Team Dark works and what they use against humans such as our own negative egos and self-deceptions and deceptions we buy into coming from other people?

Some people with a little bit of online or book knowledge about the current ascension often come under the influence of Team Dark entities, aliens, creatures and demons because they’re not personally familiar with or capable of discerning energies, entities, aliens or people. Most people automatically and unquestioningly believe that whatever phenomena they’re experiencing and/or perceiving being communicated in whatever form to them is coming wholly from what I call Team Light. Unfortunately, the majority of the time it’s actually Team Dark masquerading as, presenting themselves as, claiming to be the Light, an ascended Master, Jesus, Mary, positive savior aliens and whatever or whomever.

They are etheric imposters. They are negative etheric imposter entities and spirits deliberately tricking and using you, using any unaware human they can, and the more negative ego a person has, the easier and faster it is for Team Dark to do all sorts of horrid things to you and also to your family and friends. If your negative ego is still alive and well, and you can’t discern who’s who and what’s what, then most likely something negative will repeatedly attack you and/or etherically attach on to you to feed from you. And because most people honestly cannot tell if what they’re experiencing is indeed Kuthumi or Jesus or a Team Dark Imposter Entity or Spirit, they’re easily tricked into some very serious life, sanity and ascension threatening situations such as what J has been experiencing for years.

Another email I received in May 2022, was from a young woman I’ve emailed back and forth with occasionally over the past few years. This time she wanted to know if I was aware of any recent changes with Team Dark because she and one of her young children have again been experiencing negativity, and negative etheric and physical dream manipulations and attempted mind control-like suggestions. [In years past I too have experienced nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark entities telling me to ‘Kill myself’.  They’ll try anything and everything.]

Because this person asked me to be deceptive for her for reasons I won’t go into, plus some other deceptive things she said to me concerning what she told me, I’m dealing with her differently than I’d first planned. The reason for this is because she asked me to be deceptive in my article so she could continue some deception(s) she has with some of her friends.

What is deceptive in humans? The negative human ego. And a lot of “fluffy” ascension folks with egos they’ve not transmuted and transcended yet, don’t believe in Team Dark, or that people like them could ever be affected by anything negative. Self-deceptions, deceptive group beliefs, negative human egos, general bullshit delusions and Team Dark ever there using you and your negative ego and egoic issues like crazy continually.

We’ve reached the point in this where everyone needs to know that as nasty, vile, evil, filthy and against Source God Light that Team Dark is, that Team Dark gets at us through whatever ego-based thing, large or small, that WE still have within ourselves.

Team Dark are parasitic, vampiric energy predators, hungry-hungry monsters always searching for a way into each of us to energetically feed off us, manipulate, direct, derail, control and prevent our ascension, and those entry points, those access points are our negative egos and as yet unresolved ego-based issues. Negative ego itself, fears, desires, needs, weaknesses, self-delusions, delusions of grandeur, greed, power over others, control over others, fame, fortune and so on.

Human ego exists in the lower frequencies where Team Dark have existed, where Imposter Entities and Spirits and much more have existed. Work on your ego-based issues, whatever they are, and after a lot of hard, honest, continual personal Inner Work, you’ll incrementally ascend beyond that frequency range and its negative residents and their influences. This has always been about you, about me, about each one of us individually transmuting ourselves, not other people. That lie is Team Dark speaking and working through the religious inversions they created for the entire 2,100+ years of the past Piscean Age to derail and control humanity during those years and now during this time of evolutionary ascension.

It doesn’t matter how many expensive crystals you own, how many etheric guides and others you have, how many followers you have, how many angels you can call in. None of those things matters one bit if you have lower negative human ego and ego-based issues you haven’t yet resolved, transmuted and transcended in yourself. Period. End of all bullshit, lies, cons, hustles, deceptions, self-deceptions, self-delusions, false projections of yourself at friends and family.

You get yourself to ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans by becoming a NEW Human!

None of us can take any of that old lower egoic crap with us into ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans. Not a drop, so stop trying to fool those of us that honestly can tell who’s still got negative ego and personal ego-based issues they haven’t deal with in themselves yet. More importantly, stop fooling yourself about this. The sooner you honestly understand this one about the Ascension Process, the sooner you’ll “get there”. This is precisely how those people that are not ready for NEW Earth are kept out of it — by their old negative egos and ego-based issues.

I know from personal experience that the higher I evolve, ascend, embody etc., the less and less Team Dark is able to get at me directly. They still try, especially when I have moments of doubt, worry or weakness of any kind, but it has lessened over the years, plus the more I change due to the ongoing Ascension and Embodiment Processes, the more they alter their tactics on me. The same can be said about each and every one of us, so pay attention and be honest with yourselves. What’s honestly more important to you? You evolving, ascending to NEW Earth or you maintaining your old negative ego and all the issues it still has?

Team Dark can and does tell humans whatever they know that human will personally respond to, and they work from there. Any weakness, any fear, any wound, any negative ego, any ego-based anything any of us still has, and I mean ANY OF US including myself in any moment, is precisely where Team Dark Imposter Entities and/or Spirits and the rest of them easily gain access to each of us.

I’ll tell you what I told J.

That is NOT of the Light and NOT who and what you’ve been duped into believing it or he or she or they are. It is an Imposter Entity that’s using you to feed off of energetically and lying to you that everything that’s happened and continues happening is because you’re “clearing negativity out of other people.” Classic Team Dark reversal con job. And sadly, these types of Team Dark negative lies and etheric actions are far more common within the spiritual ascension communities.

This is what you get when you are not capable of honestly being able to discern energies, read energies, read different beings, aliens, entities and dead humans’ energies or “signatures” for yourself. This or something similar is often what you get when you have undealt with ego-based issues you’ve not honestly Worked your way through and transmuted yet. People that haven’t cleared their own ego-based personal stuff, junk, wounds, issues etc. are easily duped by Team Dark lies into believing they’re doing positive ascension Work when the truth is they’ve become an energetic food source for some Team Dark alien or entity or dead human Imposter claiming it’s Kuthumi or Jesus or a Pleiadean or an Archangel or and ascended Master.

True, honest, actual Ascension Work is on ourselves, not anyone else. That is how you truly help others — you Work on yourself.

This massive confusion and ego-based self-delusion about some of the Ascension Process is because so many people have read online articles, posts (including some of mine), books and watched ascension videos that were in years past and currently are specifically intended for Volunteers, First Everythingers, Forerunners and Starseeds, not unaware and energetically and psychologically unprepared people on lower ascension energy stairsteps. But this is one thing that has happened when multidimensional, Mystery School level information is openly shared online and people that are not ready for it read it or watch it in videos and their egos want and believe they are Volunteers when they’re not, and their egos want and believe they’re Forerunners when they are not. The true Volunteers and Forerunners considered this and more before we incarnated as Volunteers and Forerunners of the Ascension Process and decided it was a side effect that had to be risked for the greatest, highest good of All. And this is another reason why I’ve repeatedly stressed the need for each person to learn how to discern energies, beings, aliens, humans and all else for themselves. 

Forget about “helping others” and help yourself. Work on yourself constantly, and by that, I mean honestly remember that you are an aspect of Divine Source God currently in a physical life of evolving a lot in one, fast lifetime. We all are, and your only job, your only mission is you becoming more of You and YOU in this lifetime by utilizing all the NEW evolutionary Light energies, templates and codes that are constantly raining down on every living thing on Earth now and embodying them. You aren’t needed to clear anything in anyone else, that’s Team Dark trying to derail you from living and embodying the Ascension Process. Deal with your stuff and junk, your negative ego and ego-based issues to get yourself clean and cleared and forget about the rest of it. You do that, you’ll increasingly and automatically know what to do next for yourself and the greatest, highest good of All. First things first, however.

Denise Le Fay

May 28, 2022

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