Before I attempt to describe some of what I’ve been experiencing with my consciousness in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, I want to recap the Phase 1 levels of our Rewiring process.
The physical and biological levels of the evolutionary Ascension Process started in 1998–1999–2000 in the first Volunteers to be activated. They’ve been called ‘The First Wave’, and there were two following Volunteer wave groups activated to start the Ascension Process a few years later than each previous group.
Back when Phase 1 of the Ascension Process began on the physical and biological level, those of us that were activated first automatically began experiencing severe hot flashes caused from Kundalini activation.
I vividly remember my consciousness stopping like it had been paused every time I had a hot flash, which was often. The powerful transformative firestorm of evolutionary induced Kundalini caused my consciousness, my cognitive mental processes and ability to mentally focus, to abruptly stop for about 20 minutes or so. This was less difficult when it happened at home and no one saw what I was going through, but when it happened out in public it was an embarrassing disaster. During those minutes of having my consciousness suddenly put on pause while sweating profusely, shaking internally, being completely unable to function mentally and physically, I did my best to disappear in a corner to ride it out. I wasn’t mentally or physically capable of anything other than getting out of other people’s way and riding out the Kundalini hot flash and temporary consciousness stop or pause that each one caused.
This process was much like driving a car and suddenly the engine stalls, forcing you to pull over to the side of the road to get out of traffic. And there you sit in your stalled car, hoping that if you kindly give it 15 minutes to rest and recover it will somehow magically start up again.
I can’t tell you how many hundreds of times I did this very thing with my physical body and consciousness when out in public during Phase 1 and a Kundalini hot flash caused my cognitive mental processes and ability to focus to “stall”, forcing me to park myself and my shopping cart somewhere out of the way and wait until I could think and physically function again — until the whole process happened again about 30 minutes later.
In the early ascension years my brain, mind, consciousness, ability to think, remember, hold mental focus, mentally retain anything was repeatedly shattered due to ongoing ascension caused Kundalini fire burning away all that needed to be within me. However, in the second decade of Phase 1 this total mind, brain, consciousness stopping or pause business turned into something slightly different due to the lengthy Rewiring process. In the ascension community this symptom was coined, ‘brain fog’.
During this body and brain Rewiring phase most of us at least no longer had our consciousness come to a screeching full stop every 20–35 minutes. Now it would suddenly become foggy and uncertain, confused, disorientated, forgetful, couldn’t mentally retain anything, couldn’t remember the names of certain common objects, and often didn’t recognize reality as “reality”. This was the brain fog phase of our ongoing evolving consciousness changes.
- Phase 1 repeated Consciousness stopped or paused periods
- Phase 1 repeated Consciousness brain fog periods
That’s the Body & Brian REWIRING process we’ve incrementally lived and embodied our ways through during Phase 1 of the Ascension Process — 1998 through end of December 2019.
This brings us up to the start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process which began January 1, 2020.
In the last six months of 2021, and into 2022, some have been experiencing periods of dramatic new-to-us consciousness changes. As with all thing’s ascension related, your personal mileage will vary so keep that fact in HighHeart HighAwareness as you read through this. It’s simply where we’re at now in Phase 2, plus we’ve only just entered the beginner stages of the NEW Divine Mother Feminine template energies for ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans as of January and February 2022. Tremendous and continuous evolutionary change is upon us all.
I’ve put off writing about this because I’m still living it and will continue to be for who knows how long. And it’s really different, not to mention difficult to put into linear words but this is the next level of our ongoing ascension caused consciousness evolution. As weird, horrible and frustrating as the Phase 1 consciousness stop or pause periods were — as weird, frustrating and embarrassing as the Phase 1 consciousness brain fog periods were — so far to me they were miniature compared to this Phase 2 level and period of our ongoing consciousness evolution. If you lived and embodied the different stages and levels of the Phase 1 Kundalini and Rewiring process, then you know what I’m saying about this being a very big deal, a very intense ascension caused big deal.
Phase 2 Level Consciousness Evolution
Some Volunteers have been experiencing moments of this new-to-us higher level and stage of our consciousness changing the past few years. More so since 2020, with each year since more obvious that things are changing quickly now within our consciousness and how we perceive it’s “working” at the moment. I say at the moment because I know this will continue to evolve and change repeatedly just like it energetically and physically had to throughout all of Phase 1 at those levels and stages. Relax into these higher Phase 2 levels as it’s going to take some time for us to embody and adjust to in increments so we’re able to continue functioning while our consciousness continues evolving into something very different than it’s been.
I have thought/not thought but HighHeart felt/perceived into this topic for a good while now because, as I said earlier, this is not easy to describe or write about. In many ways even my attempting to put this current NEW stage of my personal consciousness changing into words and terms that I can write, and you can read, is a disservice to the very thing that’s happening. To try to use old lower terms and consciousness to describe evolving consciousness now functioning within higher NEW templates and codes is in my opinion both ridiculous and futile, but persevere we must nevertheless.
I’ve experienced—as I know many of you reading this have too—moments, days, weeks and years where I’ve felt seriously vulnerable physically and mentally, cognitively, because I’ve been the only one (where I physically live) who is experiencing living, existing, learning, functioning and perceiving from the higher NEW (beginner) levels of changing consciousness. I’m a brand-NEW, not yet complete first-run model of a NEW Human of NEW Earth. I’ve been living in and from a space, place, frequency and level of NEW higher Triality and HighHeart HighAwareness consciousness amidst humans that currently are NOT. Eventually more of them will, but for now, not so much which means that I have, and I know some of you have also felt periods of enormous vulnerability from time-to-time over the past few years because of this ongoing consciousness evolution. Going first and literally energetically, physically, and consciously Pathpaving for the rest of humanity requires some major trust and determination to embody and live these dramatic consciousness changes while the world is falling apart, Separating, parasitic people increasingly targeting (attacking, stealing from, swindle, dupe) people, and so many are not coping well with all these increasing evolutionary changes, pressures and collapsing of everyone’s global realities.
We’re literally the first to walk NEW Earth for NEW Humans but we’ve been doing so without any NEW Humans there yet. We did this same thing however throughout Phase 1, it’s just that we’ve gotten to the point in this where our individual consciousness is changing so dramatically now that it’s forcing each living it to get quiet and private to safely learn about and get familiar with one’s continually changing consciousness in Phase 2.
I gave everyone a big, important clue about what’s started in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and human consciousness many years ago when I wrote in articles and A Lightworker’s Mission (2010), about how my from birth three Starbeing kinfolk started retreating from me the closer my Ascension Process start-date became, which for me was February 1999. Once I was energetically activated to start living and embodying it, my 8D Orion, 6D Sirian and 5D Pleiadean Starbeing friends and kinfolk left because their Contracts with me were completed at that time. Don’t focus on them leaving me in 1999 because that is NOT what’s important; my starting the Ascension Process and have myself, my body and consciousness continually changed is.
Some of you may have noticed how certain ascension teachers/writers and certain people that also channel have been plagiarizing certain ascension teachers/writers Copyrighted online material recently. I’m going to explain why some of them have been doing it, but that doesn’t excuse them or anyone else from committing Intellectual Property theft.
The reasons for the Phase 2 2020, 2021 and 2022 increase in online plagiarism by certain people that write and/or channel information is because their consciousness has been changing because it’s evolving which means that HOW they’ve received and perceived higher frequency information in the past will continue to change into NEW ways of perceiving Higher Awareness information.
How do I know this? Because I’ve been experiencing it over the past many years, with each year getting a bit harder for me to access higher information because the WAYS in which I’ve done so in decades past NO LONGER WORK.
Why do they no longer work? Because I’m evolving beyond them.
In Phase 2 more people are experiencing this evolution caused stone wall obstacle side effect too, just as I have been over the past few years. Again, don’t focus on my three Starbeings leaving me in 1999 because I’d started the Ascension Process, but on WHY they left me at that time. The same is the case now with WHY this increase in certain ascension writers and certain of them who channel have been plagiarizing certain other people’s written online Intellectual Property lately.
In the early 2000s a well-known website owner and writer emailed me wanting me to explain ‘how I knew what I wrote about when I didn’t channel?’ This man honestly did not understand how I could directly access higher information on my own and not need an etheric channeled entity to do so for me. I tried to explain it to him back then, but it was too large of a consciousness leap for him to make. And so, I became “suspect” and “untrustworthy” to certain people in the ascension community with the same consciousness and belief systems that he had back then.
My three contracted Starbeing kin friends left me when my physical level, biological Ascension Process started in 1999, because it was time for me to start evolving myself in all ways so I no longer needed them or anyone else to guide, direct, or feed me higher information. I’d reached the (ascension) point in 1999 when I HAD to start doing all these things and more on my own. I HAD to start learning how to access higher information directly myself in 1999 and have been doing so ever since, and in increasingly different ways due to the Ascension Process, the body and brain Rewiring, and the ongoing consciousness changing process and more.
Did you, do you really think, believe and expect that living and embodying the evolutionary Ascension Process would mean that the way(s) you used to access higher information would remain exactly the same? Did you, do you still believe that certain Pleiadeans, or Jesus, or Archangel whomever would continue feeding you information (which is Light) throughout your lifetime during the Ascension Process? Or are some of you starting to realize that all that has changed and now you HAVE to start learning how to directly access higher information on your own? Are some of you starting to realize that you HAVE to recognize and adapt to the fact that your consciousness is changing which means how you access higher information, how you perceive it, how you communicate, write and speak it is and will continue changing? Stop stealing from others because your old lower methods are increasingly no longer working for you and figure this one out for yourselves. I’ve HAD to do this and am still dealing with my ongoing changing consciousness and probably will for the rest of my life.
Since Phase 2 of the Ascension Process started in January 2020, this has become the case for all of us, for all Volunteers, for all Starseeds, for all Embodiers, for all First Everythingers, for all Pathpavers, Wayshowers and for all channelers. It is next level grow up time people. We’ve reached the point within the Ascension Process where our individual consciousness, our individual cognitive mental processes are in the evolutionary process of dramatically CHANGING from what it was and how it worked to something totally and completely NEW.
I’m going to share some of the personal consciousness changing symptoms I’ve been experiencing for the past few years. I’m doing this so you know that it’s normal to NOT feel, look, sound and act like you’ve got your shit totally together and aren’t occasionally seriously dismayed and sometimes feel really vulnerable and “ungrounded” by some of what your cognitive mental processes have been doing lately. Some people want you to believe it’s all easy-breezy blissy angels party time when I know it’s not, not for those embodying it first. It could be loads of fun when each of us is much better with these huge changes taking place in our consciousness this year and beyond, but for now, it’s not always so easy or attractive or safe feeling.
Consciousness System Changeover Periods — Just like the old Phase 1 hot flashes, there’s times now in Phase 2 where my familiar consciousness abruptly acts like it’s going through another stage of leaving the old lower frequency consciousness system and template and changing over to the NEW higher consciousness system and template. That may have sounded like I meant this is a once and done thing when that is NOT what I’ve been experiencing at all, just the opposite actually. What I sense is happening with this is that it too is doing this incrementally so we can embody and adapt to each small step of this incredible process.
When I experience this it’s like my old familiar consciousness suddenly is no more and I’m free-falling and have to trust that something will kick back in quickly so I have something to hang my consciousness hat on so to speak! Our sense of self and personal consciousness and how we’re used to it all working is so much a part of our personal identity that it’s shocking when they start changing.
What I’m talking about is not old ‘brain fog’ nor is it consciousness stop or paused periods, but NO recognizable consciousness system and template that I’m used to. It’s shocking when it happens, and I’ve experienced it many times so far, and you’re not able to do anything about any of it. You simply must live it, embody what’s happening to your consciousness and your sense of self identity in it and trust that this is part of the Ascension Process and that what’s replacing your momentary missing consciousness system and platform is indeed an evolutionary changeover taking place. But damn!
Periods of Feeling Vulnerable due to Consciousness Changes — Again, when your personal and familiar consciousness does things its never done before and/or doesn’t do things you’re used to it doing, or simply not be there for you as it always has been, that can make one feel incredibly vulnerable, ungrounded, momentarily unsure of oneself, wildly unprotected, and uncomfortably discombobulated mentally and physically. When this happens when you’re out in public say doing your grocery shopping or something, it is not pleasant or easy having your old familiar primary reality navigational tool suddenly disappear on you. No stop pause, no fog, just completely gone! Thankfully these periods have, so far, been fairly short moments of what feels to me to be total consciousness disconnect moments. I get the sense that this has to do with the changeover from the old lower internal and external templates, systems, reality and consciousness up to the NEW templates, systems, reality and consciousness. Nonetheless, when you experience your familiar consciousness turn into something unrecognizable to you within you, it causes some moments of feeling very vulnerable, especially if you’re out in public when these moments happen.
Perceiving important personal lifelong insights that are and feel like nothing you’ve experienced before — I’ve experienced this NEW consciousness changing thing a few times in 2021 and 2022. It is not old familiar Duality consciousness meaning when it happens it doesn’t act or feel “positive” or “negative”. It acts and feels totally Neutral in a higher and very large way that takes some getting used to. Honestly, the first couple of times I experienced this last year, I could NOT tell if it was my own Embodied Higher Awareness or if it was Team Dark using some new method on me! It was that big and that strange that I couldn’t tell, couldn’t discern between those two possibilities and I’ve ALWAYS been able to instantly tell the difference.
Every time this NEW to me consciousness change has happened, I’ve suddenly perceived a massive insight about my life, about someone in my life, about the person or people that have played a big part in my current life. The good, bad and the ugly of it all but, and this is the important part to this particular NEW consciousness change, it contains more information or insights that are vast, huge, important and totally emotionally neutral in all ways.
When I’ve experienced this, every time the insight was profoundly larger than life type event, which I eventually figured out is, most likely, how it feels to Embodied me/Me/ME and that is vast higher knowledge about one’s life and those important individuals in it, mainly blood family members and it all being wholly emotionally neutral. So big it’s scary to realize in such vast honesty and nakedness and yet it’s entirely NON emotional understanding about yourself, your whole life, and about some of the important family members and your child/children in this lifetime during the Ascension Process.
I sense the easiest and most accurate way to describe this consciousness change is that it’s not ONLY incarnate physical you that perceives the insight, but the greater and much larger Embodied you/You/YOU that does, which is why it feels the way is does when it happens. We’re not used to perceiving and feeling in this higher, larger, more complete and Neutral way so it feels rather foreign and cold. The vastness and total energetic Neutrality and emotional neutrality to these personal life Higher Awareness Knowing insights feel so different when experienced from within your physical body and current consciousness for the simple fact that you have Embodied enough You and YOU that you are starting to perceive, receive awareness, knowledge and insights from THAT level of your NEW Human Embodied Self/Selves.
♦ Not thinking is the NEW Awareness.
♦ Not knowing is the NEW Knowing.
♦ Not steering your consciousness is the NEW way of “steering” your consciousness.
♦ Unfocused is the NEW way of “focusing” one’s consciousness
♦ HighHeart-based Feeling is the NEW “brain” of NEW Humans
♦ NEW Rewired & unified old lower right & left brain halves now working as ONE individually.
♦ NEW HighHeart & HighAwareness unified and working as ONE individually.
♦ NEW Higher and lower Self/Selves unified and working as ONE individually.
♦ All this and more is the NEW template of individually integrated and unified NEW Humans of ascending NEW Earth.
Denise Le Fay
April 18, 2022
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