How Long Are You Going To Self-Doubt & Play Disempowered?

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Recently I clicked on a link which led me to another link where I watched a short video of a woman explaining what happens to her when she channels. She said she has no conscious awareness of what’s happening and being written while she’s channeling and writing down the channeled material. By her own admission she tells the viewers she’s completely unaware of what’s going on when she channels, however, she says she knows with absolute certainty that she channels God—with a capital G—as in The All That Is, as in Divine Source. She knows she channels God and that IT is a “he” because she called IT “him”.

I have news for you. Some very high frequency nonphysical beings cannot get that close to God—with a capital G—and survive direct energetic contact. But you believe whomever and whatever you want.

Channeled material is only as elevated and accurate as the individual human receiver is capable of reaching at the time. The lower the human’s personal frequency range, the lower the quality and accuracy of channeled material. This is why some channelers hearts are in the right place but their channeled information is often wrong or partially wrong and repeatedly. The higher the human’s personal frequency range, the higher the quality and accuracy of channeled material. The point however is that people increase their inner frequency rate enough to be able to directly access Higher Awareness themselves. When this is achieved there is no need for anyone or anything else to do so for them. The non-physical channeled middleman, the physical religious leader, the guru, the new age group(s) are not needed. When enough individual energetic sovereignty has been reached, it changes everything and continues to do so the more one embodies.

There’s various ascension teachers/writers who continuously invent more programs and products to sell on their websites to keep money coming in. I’ve seen some of these people create new programs and products to make money by using certain other ascension teachers/writers terms and names for certain ascension related things. Basically they steal certain ascension teachers longstanding term, terms, names etc. but their information using certain others terms and names is distorted or altogether incorrect but it goes up for sale on their sites and blogs. Some people in the ascension community put together new products and programs to sell and don’t know or don’t care that what they’ve intentionally created is incorrect information. What does truth and integrity matter when there’s more money to be made? More followers to collect? More consciousness to redirect, hijack, confuse? But you believe whomever you want and purchase their programs and products if you have so little faith in the natural Universal Ascension Process that’s present, been happening all along, and is free.

There’s websites created to promote the site owners, and in some cases their new age and/or ascension related products. Over the years some of these online sites have become what I call Pay-Per-View sites where you have to pay to read the site owner’s articles, join the site’s private inner group, read or write comments or access the site’s private forum.

People that spend a lot of energy, time, and their own money on their websites and write information intended to help readers should not do so for free. For the time being we all still need to make money each month, plus we should be reimbursed for the higher level information (Light) we directly access ourselves and put together in hopefully coherent written linear format for readers. I am not exempt from this. I decided years ago that I would do this by Donations only however and intend for the best. But you do what you honestly feel is the right thing.

There’s those parasitic websites whose owners don’t write themselves, don’t channel, don’t have the ability to access Higher Awareness themselves so they use ascension teachers writings and other’s channelings to have a website, collect readers/followers, and grow their popularity in the online ascension and/or conspiracy communities.

Years ago I did my best to justify this parasitic behavior, and often Intellectual Property copyright infringement, with some of them in the online ascension community as a “nice way” to have different ascension teachers writings and channelers channelled messages in one convenient online location. Over time this practice became increasingly obvious that it was only certain people’s writings and certain channelings being used, quoted and promoted on these websites and blogs. The site owners only quoted certain ascension teachers and never others, which is their right. However this has lead to what it’s lead to. No need to elaborate on this as everyone knows exactly what I’m talking about. But you believe and value whomever and whatever you want.

I’ve backtracked some of my articles to certain websites and blogs over the years and discovered those site owners had put their donation button into my articles they’d quoted to make money off of what I had written. And I am certainly not the only ascension teacher/writer that these types of parasitic actions have been done to. On and on and on all of this crap—and more I didn’t mention—has gone the entire time I’ve been writing online about the Ascension Process. Honestly, I thought more people would have evolved beyond this negativity, greed, tactics, parasitism, Service to Self consciousness and actions, continued focus on external fixes (no matter how expensive) instead of natural and free internal evolution, and blatant Intellectual Property copyright theft but obviously I’m wrong.

“Mea colpa. King Kamehameha colpa.”  — Technical Boy, American Gods

My Embodiment Process

Personal computers and the Internet are really great and very helpful in so many wonderful ways but they’re also used by many to do bad things that affect everyone in a variety of bad ways. I’ve thought a lot about these things in connection to the Ascension Process since I started writing online about it in 2003, then only at TRANSITIONS from 2007 through 2013, then at HighHeartLife from 2013 to today. Because of the continued negativity, egos, greed, online moneymaking hustling, lies, distortions, dishonesty, lack of integrity, and lack of true Higher Awareness by many in the ascension community I’ve had an increasingly hard time continuing to write about the Ascension Process since 2014. Every year since 2014 it’s gotten increasingly difficult for me to do so amidst so much growing NOT ascension behaviors and distorted information by so many.

My nearing completion Embodiment Process leaves zero space within me (or anyone living it) for these low frequency actions and Service to Self behaviors and consciousness by others. The energetic gap is too great; the disappointment and frustration too much to deal with daily. I have to continue on ahead by myself like I’ve done at all previous levels and big shift points. If you’re living this too then you also have to continue on ahead by yourself, like it or not.

The more you grow the more you know. What automatically comes with increasingly knowing (I do not mean old lower frequency intellectually) more is you are increasingly less willing or capable of tolerating all old lower frequency people and all that goes along with them no matter who or what it’s coming from or working through. Higher and lower cannot co-exist in the same space isn’t a clever ascension one-liner, it is a hard fact.

Here’s another aspect of this energetic hard fact that sometimes temporarily goes a bit pear-shaped or seemingly so.

The more Light and NEW energies, NEW codes and higher frequencies that you embody, your doing that automatically, instantly and continuously vibrationally increases the overall frequency rate on Earth, in humanity, in our solar system, in this galaxy and beyond. The higher your personal, individual, internal frequency rate or ‘light quotient’ becomes, the same thing automatically happens externally simultaneously.

Our ongoing embodying of these increasingly higher Light energies daily now is us incrementally manifesting NEW Earth day-by-day, energetic embodiment hammering-by-energetic embodiment hammering. We are the living Separation of Worlds unfolding physically. We are the living manifesters of NEW Earth and NEW realities unfolding by our continued embodying of more and higher NEW Light energies. And you thought you just felt achy, half sick, angry at and repulsed by the unaware people, their negative actions and greed, and that you’ve been quarantined since January 2020!

Let’s briefly go back to Phase 1 of the Ascension Process so where we are now in Phase 2 hopefully makes a bit more sense. I’m talking to the Volunteers here, and specifically the First Everythingers.

When some of us began the Ascension Process physically in 1998–1999, we did so within a totally dark, negative, dense, controlled Earth world. We started in that darkness and negativity, intentionally incarnate in the physical like invading aliens into a foreign hellscape planetary prison. Our camouflage — our physical human bodies.

We energetically Worked so hard and long to slowly break through the energetic planetary negativity, density and frequency fence from within that dark system to get the process of ascension on physical Earth started here. Being first to begin energetically, vibrationally freeing a planetary system and its inhabitants by entering it with the intention of incrementally embodying greater and greater amounts of Light energies from within it to energetically override it all and remove the negative “landlords” is almost beyond description. Almost beyond doing yet that’s exactly what’s been accomplished.

As we Worked our ways through Phase 1 (1998 or 1999 thru December 2019) and the other Volunteer Wave groups were energetically activated one after another to begin their part in all this, we were making a serious dent in the global density, darkness and negativity. Remember all your many years of vivid dream reminders of your Volunteer Soul Contract to “clean up the most filthy public bathrooms you’ve ever seen”? Aah, the universal glory of planetary ascension Lightwork shit detail. 😉

I’d said multiple times years ago at TRANSITIONS how as a First Everythinger Volunteer I’d become so used to keeping my head down and constantly Working The Ascension Job that it was sometimes easy to overlook how much incredible progress we were actually making year after year throughout Phase 1. I was often too exhausted, extremely energy sick and in severe body pain to stop Working and lift my head to see just how much darkness and density had been transmuted and transcended by us in Phase 1.

Then Phase 2 began with the start of January 2020 and the Divine Cease & Desist Order was given because of that and we all were abruptly put in what at first seemed like only the COVID-19 pandemic quarantine lockdown and financial and supply chain chaos. For the First Everythinger Volunteers it was an enormous reverberating Divine message informing us that we’d completed Phase 1 and had abruptly begun Phase 2. It took many Volunteers half of 2020 or longer to fully receive that Divine Cease & Desist information and begin making mandatory personal changes. For mass humanity it seemed like it was a physical pandemic and financial upheaval; a rude, obnoxious, lingering interference to their personal daily and nightly habits, hedonism, greed, addictions, need to socialize and physically be with same consciousness others and remain in lower frequency human herd groups, and of course their personal freedom. If you’re greedy, hedonistic, addicted, violent, patriarchal, Service to Self social animal/butterfly, you haven’t been free since you chose and/or were suckered into those lowly frequencies, consciousness and negative Earth prison activities.

Because of the Phase 1 to 2020 Phase 2 ascension shift, our focuses, energies, specialties, individual ascension Work Orders etc. graduated to the next higher and very different level and phase of the Ascension Process. It took me a few weeks in early 2020 to override the human pandemic chaos noise—which was and still is physically real in that there is a deadly virus running rampant across Earth now. Once I got above the global human pandemic fears, lies and distortions roar I perceived what was going on from a higher level and it wasn’t and still isn’t today about only one thing but many. Higher NEVER does only one thing at a time but multiple things quantumly for the simple fact that we are multidimensional beings that exist in multiple levels and in varying degrees of energetic density, frequency and expression. Higher does ALL at once for all layers, levels, dimensions, worlds, frequencies and individual expressions.

What I first perceived in January 2020 was that a very important Alchemical energetic tipping point had been reached within the Ascension Process. It was time to lift our weary First Everythingers heads and take a good look and feel around to discover that the “filthy public bathrooms” were as clean as needed and we now had to shift ourselves to Phase 2 levels and agendas.

Phase 1 was, for the First Everythinger Volunteers, energetically Working within a totally dark, negative, profoundly dense controlled patriarchal Earth world. It was us literally against the entire world and human population.

Phase 2 is, for the First Everythinger Volunteers, extremely different because Earth is now only in and of the Light and still evolving, still ascending. The old everything and everyone has zero power or control over ascending Earth and ascending humanity. We’ve gone from total darkness, density and a negative controlled Earth to total Light, much less density, and a truly free NEW Earth world and we’re only one year into Phase 2.

Because of these massive and impressive energy changes made throughout Phase 1, in Phase 2 (2020) I was perceiving the importance of the First Everythinger Volunteers to “stay at home” so we could do the Phase 2 energy Work of driving, steering, maintaining the highest direction of ascending physical Earth physically delivered to NEW Earth HOME level. Translated this meant we were, and still very much are needed to energetically navigate ascending Earth from ascending to full, 100% ascended NEW Earth. For that to happen in Phase 2 we’re needed to “stay at home” so we all can soon always be at HOME on NEW ascended Earth. What at first looks like a great uncomfortable restriction, a pandemic con job, a patriarchal power grab hijacking is actually Divine and a tipping point separation where we who are ascending are and those that aren’t, won’t, don’t want to now are going elsewhere.

Said another way, instead of us doing Phase 1 public bathroom cleaning for mass humanity across time, fighting off nonphysical Team Dark beings and physical human Portal People, Phase 2 needs some of us to now Work from and with the Light that ascending Earth is, is currently within, and from what each of us individually have personally embodied so far. We’re no longer needed to fight off monsters, transmute humanities residual etheric atrocities haunting old lower Earth, single handedly push energy boulders of Light up mountains to free humanity, Earth, the solar system and more.

First Everythinger Volunteers are now needed to Work the Light, direct the Light, hold, maintain and Consciously Create anew with, in, and from the Light to complete the ascension of ascending Earth into becoming full and complete NEW ascended Earth. The more we embody, the more this and many other wonderful and very powerful things happen and manifest physically. The more you embody, not the more you buy of ascension related products and programs that claim to help you do this. Do you really need to pay for someone to tell you how to sit in the Sun and absorb what it’s radiating? Do you really need to pay for someone to give you lengthy details on how to feel from your HighHeart? To exist from your HighHeart? To intend and Consciously Create from your HighHeart? If you honestly believe you do then purchase as many people’s products and programs as you can afford. If however you honestly do not need to do that, then maybe an occasional donation to someone like me might be appropriate. But you do what you honestly feel is the right thing to do.

So you can buy more and more ascension related products and programs and so on, or, you can truly help the whole Ascension Process and everyone by embodying the continuous NEW higher Light energies into your physical body. You can help all of us and the entire Ascension Process by shifting your focus from external to internal. From believing you need to pay someone else to instruct you and walk you up these natural energy stairsteps to just doing it yourself. Read, study, learn more yes, but in the end the ONLY thing that honestly changes and helps you and everyone else is each of us continuing to embody the NEW higher Light energies and codes. You can now go direct internally, all on your own, which Phase 2 is going to seriously push everyone no matter which level they’re now on increasingly into. We’re in “it” now even though it may not look or sound like it externally yet. That noise you hear is the old doing its best to not die off and permanently disappear. It’s the grotesque rumbling sounds the patriarchal human dinosaurs make in their final frantic moments. Pay it no mind, stay in your HighHeart and Work the Light.

Denise Le Fay

March 12, 2021

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Another Look At ‘Chaotic Nodes’

Here’s a Tom Kenyon Hathors message from 2009. Sometimes an unshaken look and unruffled emotional feel back over old ascension information means more today because we’ve been living it for many years. Sometimes re-reading older articles, posts and messages is of greater help and insight today than they were when originally written and originally read.

Don’t fixate on the 2009 date because we’ve been living in and through increasing and worsening ‘Chaotic Nodes’ constantly for many years now and this will continue for a while longer. Make a mental note when you read what the Hathors said about possible catalysts such as solar flares, bacterial and viral mutations, ecosystem distress, severe fluctuations in weather and weather patterns, the potential lack of food and water, increased earth changes, financial instability, and political ineptitude creating more within greater Chaotic Nodes. We can relate to every one of those things the Hathors listed in 2009. We’ve been living all of those things and more very intensely since Phase 2 of the Ascension Process started in January 2020 and it’s not over yet.

Anything in Tom Kenyon’s Hathor message that’s in bold was done by me to draw attention to it. Thank you Tom Kenyon and the Hathors. ❤     Tom Kenyon » Hathors Archives

Denise Le Fay

February 26, 2021

Chaotic Nodes

April 27, 2009

“Any energetic system that shifts to higher or lower orders of coherency passes through chaotic events in its journey to a new resting energy state. Your earth is no exception to this.

With this in mind, we anticipate a planetary increase in chaotic events. By this we mean that a large-scale chaotic event(s) is near. We call such events, “Chaotic Nodes.” They are a precursor to geometric progressions of chaotic events, and you are at the threshold of such a node.

Chaotic Nodes are actually crests in quantum wave potential driven by the interaction of many energetic domains simultaneously.

Let’s take a look at water as a metaphor for what we are discussing, and then we would like to extrapolate this to your world situation.

When you boil water, the molecules that comprise the water (which are made from the bonding of atomic hydrogen and oxygen) speed up. This is unseen by you because this domain is too small for you to see. But if you touch the pot, you will feel warmth. As the heat continues, the water molecules move around even faster, bumping into each other more often, creating even more friction. Some of the water moves into a faster rate of vibration and changes its nature from water into steam. If you touch the pot at this point, you would describe it as hot. Indeed, it would burn you if you kept your hands on the pot of boiling water too long.

Prior to the application of heat to the water, one could say that the water resided within a certain energy domain, which you could measure via its temperature. As the temperature increases, due to the application of heat, there is an increase of chaos as the water molecules start moving more rapidly.

Now, if water molecules had the human characteristic of resistance to change, then they would find the increased heat and the resulting chaos difficult to contend with.

When the water reaches boiling point, it enters what we call a Chaotic Node. This is a shifting of energy state, and if you look into a pot of water just before it starts to boil, you can see this.

At first there is a trickle of bubbles up to the surface, and as these reach the surface of the water, steam is emitted. At first you will see just a little bit of steam, but as the entire pot of water reaches the boiling point, you will see what is called a “roiling boil.” At this point, the water is very turbulent and a lot of it starts to change its energy state from a liquid (water) into a gas (steam).

The point we wish to make here is that a Chaotic Node is similar to water shifting to a roiling boil, in that it (water moving from being hot to a roiling boil) is a sudden shift that is inherently volatile. And once a Chaotic Node manifests, it is very difficult to predict what will happen next.

If you were a single molecule of water in this roiling boil that just entered a Chaotic Node, you would be hard pressed to know where you might be at any moment. You might be at the bottom of the pot and suddenly find yourself driven up to the surface by rapidly moving convection currents. And in a swift unanticipated moment, you could shift your energy state from water to vapor (steam).

This is a metaphor, of course. And we are not implying that you are as simple as water. But the principles of Chaotic Nodes apply to all energy systems including both your energy systems and the energy systems of earth.

As we said, we anticipate that you are at the cusp of one such Chaotic Node. And there are any number of factors that can start the process. As we said earlier, Chaotic Nodes are driven by the interaction of many energetic domains simultaneously. And there are a large number of possible catalysts, including but certainly not limited to, increased solar flare activity, bacterial and viral mutations, ecosystem distress, severe fluctuations in weather patterns affecting the availability of food and water, earth changes including volcanic and earthquake activity, financial instability, and political ineptitude in managing world events.

When a Chaotic Node arrives on your time line it is likely that several of these factors will escalate and interact with each other in ways that cannot be anticipated.

As we view it, there is a high probability that you will experience other Chaotic Nodes in the next ten years, with increasing intensity and frequency (meaning that there will be an increase in their numbers).

From the vantage point of a being who wishes to reside in lower energy states and its attendant lower states of consciousness (i.e. your average human), the arrival of a Chaotic Node is not an easy thing to contend with. This is because all types of unpredictable events and relationships will arise as the chaos reaches a crescendo point. Many people will tend to mental and emotional instability in the face of a Chaotic Node. This is a result of their perceived reality collapsing.

Indeed, in the coming years, many facets of your individual and collective realities will be challenged.

From our perspective, this increase in Chaotic Nodes is both an inescapable aspect of energy-state physics and a requirement for your shift into higher dimensions of consciousness.

This will be a challenging time for many as the world they thought they knew morphs (changes) before them. But it is also a period with immense potential for accelerated evolution (meaning a shift into higher dimensions of consciousness). By higher dimensions of consciousness, we specifically mean an awareness of time and space that is simultaneously not confined by these perceptions. At present, humanity is keenly aware of its material existence, but not so aware of its existence in other realms of energy (dimensions). When the bulk of humanity experiences the existence of other realms of energy collectively, it will enter a Golden Age.

But alas, you are still in the birthing process of this and have not yet been collectively born into this reality.

Some individuals are making this shift, even in the midst of increased chaos. In fact, if you are prepared, these Chaotic Nodes can actually assist you to shift your own energy states to a higher order. The result of this shift in consciousness is that you will become more creative when dealing with new and novel situations. And shifting to an energy state that is of a higher order (increased coherency) will allow you to directly experience your transcendent nature, which is beyond the constraints of time and space even while you live an embodied life.

Our advice during Chaotic Nodes is to engage the Holon of Ascension as often as possible. This will shift your energy state and allow you to pass through the chaotic elements of your reality more graciously and with greater fluidity, allowing you to more likely be in “the right place at the right time” rather than in “the wrong place at the wrong time.” In point of fact, from our view, there is no right or wrong place to be. It is what you do with what presents itself to you that matters.

As humanity collectively begins to pass into this imminent Chaotic Node, expect more of the unexpected than you could ever imagine even in your wildest sci-fi movies. Engage the Holon of Ascension often. Shift your own energy. Move up the ladder of consciousness.”

The Hathors April 27, 2009


Thoughts and Observations from Tom

“Although this message deals with physics, I think it is pretty self-explanatory. And I certainly think the water metaphor is apt, because if nothing else, the “heat” seems to be turning up, so to speak.

After receiving this particular message, I did ask the Hathors to clarify their statement that this Chaotic Node was imminent. My experience with higher dimensional beings is that they have a very different sense of time than us, and what may seem like an eternity to us, is but a blink of the cosmic eye for them.

And so when I asked for clarification, they said that as they view it now, there are multiple domains of increasing chaos that are interacting in new and novel ways. Thus predicting when the exact moment a Chaotic Node will manifest on our timeline is, necessarily, variable.

Let’s take a look at this Hathorian concept by picking three arbitrary domains. First is our biosphere. Due to global warming, whatever the reasons, wild life is being threatened due to loss of habitat and food sources. This threat includes a whole host of species, from the Lemurs of Madagascar who are under so much stress some have stopped reproducing, to polar bears who are losing the ice that was their territory, to whales that are losing food sources, to even certain types of trees that have stopped producing oxygen. This is just one domain we could loosely call our ecosystem.

Then there are the ever-increasing weather anomalies that are wrecking havoc all over the globe.

What we, the human species, seem to forget is that we are part of the ecosystem. We may be at the top of the food chain, and we may be the dominant species in terms of being able to affect the environment around us. But if the stresses affecting other species are so intense as to affect their reproduction, then are we next?

Indeed, some strong studies coming out of Canada indicate that the use of certain plastics, such as are used in plastic baby bottles, seems to be affecting the reproductive ability of boy babies. There is growing evidence that as some of these male children mature, their reproductive systems are failing them. Will we follow in the steps of the Lemurs?

And so we have here, for the sake of discussion, three interacting domains: 1) the ecosystem itself, 2) erratic weather patterns that are stressing plant and animal life, and 3) our technological civilization that seems to be radically affecting the other two domains of ecology and weather (not to mention the possible reproductive ability of its own male children—at least in Western industrialized nations).

As the changes in these domains increase at an accelerated pace, chaotic elements naturally arise.

Take for instance the recent snafu at a major university that emailed acceptance letters to thousands of students that had actually been rejected—a chaotic element at work albeit clerical in nature.

What the Hathors are saying is that there are so many domains interacting with each other at the same time, the rate of chaos is increasing.

As a result, little chaotic elements are at play and interacting to create larger chaotic elements. When you have enough large chaotic elements interacting, you have a Chaotic Node. And that is what the Hathors are alerting us to.

So back to their word “imminent.” When I pressed them for a timeline, they said that they see a high probability of a Chaotic Node manifesting anywhere from a period of several weeks from the day they gave the message (April 27, 2009), up to nine months or so. But they insisted that this was only an educated guess. The volatility of the times makes it impossible to say with certainty when “the pot will start to roil.”

The point they are trying to make is that chaos is a natural part of the evolutionary process and not to be frightened by it, but instead to use it as a means to further accelerate our own personal evolution—regardless of what those around us might or might not be doing.

There is one other thing about their message I wasn’t clear about. What did they mean when they said “political ineptitude in managing world events?” Well it turns out that the term has a larger context for them than I thought.

For them, political ineptitude includes the usual human stupidity, greed and ignorance, and when you add this to the mix of chaotic world events, you have a combination that could and would likely make things worse.

But ineptitude, for the Hathors, also includes nefarious and evil-intent on the part of the “shadow governments” of some countries to intentionally mislead the people and in some cases, actually manipulate and control human destiny. The Hathors specifically used the word ineptitude in referencing the shadow governments not because they are clumsy or unskilled, but because the behaviors they are currently choosing (i.e., to control and manipulate) are leading to their own devolution. And in spite of their cleverness, they are on a dead-end path.

So all of this is part of the mix, which to use a good French term is like a mélange of the good and the bad, the beautiful and the ugly. The soup is on, and the heat is definitely turned up.

What each of us does in our collective pot will certainly be a show worth watching.

Lastly, whatever comes out of the cosmic kitchen (so to speak), I can personally vouch for the Hathors’ comments about the Holon of Ascension being a powerful way to shift consciousness.

Ever since they gave me the Holon of Ascension, I have been experimenting with it in all types of situations. And I must say that it is remarkably effective at shifting my own energy state and perception even when I am feeling funky, fatalistic and generally negative about the world, my life and the human condition.

But the only way for you to assess if the Holon of Ascension will be as powerful for you as it is for me, is to try it for yourself.

Click for a complete description of how to engage the Holon of Ascension.

I suggest you take it for a spin and see what happens.

You can hear and/or download a free audio recording of the Planetary Holon Meditation that took place on April 5th, 2009 in Seattle, Washington. Click on the tab that reads Planetary Holon Meditation in the main menu to the left.

 

The Many Non Compos Mentis

Non Compos Mentis — not of sound mind.

So Many in Ascension Community Still Perceiving Everything With Duality Consciousness

Like myself some of you have been aware during these ascension years that many people who present themselves online and/or physically as ascension teachers, writers, channels etc., plus large numbers of people within the ascension and conspiracy communities have been hijacked and aren’t even aware of it. Not only have they been hijacked but the majority of them still have only Duality consciousness they’re perceiving reality, politics, the ascension, COVID-19 and everything else with. That means they’re still focused externally for solutions, fixes, answers, saviors and leaders be that a president, an old patriarchal Duality reality two-party political party, a patriarchal Duality consciousness conspiracy group(s), a religious leader/leaders, and they’re doing this with old Duality consciousness still.

What’s been playing out politically in this country—very visibly and for important reasons worldwide—and what’s been playing out globally and in all areas of old patriarchal Earth life and reality are the same things that have been happening to everyone in the ascension and conspiracy communities. The ascension teachers, writers, lecturers, the videos they make of themselves, and people who channel are at the top of that list because they influence large numbers of readers globally with a click of their computer mouse. As great as personal computers and the internet are, like everything else they’ve been used negatively to intentionally hijack humans and human consciousness away from the natural evolutionary Ascension Process, NEW higher Triality frequencies and consciousness, and NEW Earth.

Some want you to remain in old lower frequency Duality consciousness fighting, rebelling, being and feeling victimized and disempowered, protesting, paying for everything while getting nothing, hating, attacking, projecting on to the dualized other person/people/group/groups because if you are focused on those things, you are not evolving beyond them. You are still in lower frequency Duality consciousness and, amazingly to me, many in the ascension community are convinced that is the ascension! It is not, it’s the end of Duality and patriarchy reality on Earth. It’s also some people’s negative ego and lack of discernment and higher awareness being hijacked by itself and/or by someone or something else and derailed and duped for all sorts of personal reasons into loitering in old lower frequency Duality consciousness and reality.

It’s sad, frustrating and hard to witness anyone including some well-known online ascension teachers, writers, lecturers, channelers be so easily hijacked in their personal Ascension Process either by some parasitic human Portal Person and/or some nonphysical, nonhuman negative alien or entity. However this has been the case since the Ascension Process started.

The best protection from negative ascension hijackings is to honestly know what negative energy feels like. When you’re honestly familiar with that, you instantly sense IT in any physical portal person and/or any etheric alien, being, entity and instantly take whatever actions are necessary in that moment. To protect yourself from negativity during the ascension, you need to honestly know what that energy feels like and unfortunately most people don’t which is why so many have been hijacked, even by their own negative egos.

Because we’ve just completed the 2020 November and December holidays, many of you who dealt with family members, in-laws, friends and neighbors during them have fresh experiences (wounds, damage, frustrations, guilt, plus some big helpful insights) with portal people trying to hijack you and/or energetically emotionally parasite, control, guilt, create self-doubt and derail you in any way they still can.

If you’ve been strong, aware, discerning and brutally honest with yourself in every way you can imagine all these ascension years, then you’ve foiled countless physical human Portal People and etheric Team Dark attempts to hijack you and worse. Congratulations are in order as that is no easy task. Not only that, but you’ve learned a lot about yourself, consciousness, duality and duality consciousness, nonhuman Team Dark and human Portal People and negative ego and how all that has and continues working on, in and through those who’ve been hijacked and/or are still only using lower frequency Duality consciousness.

This next bit I’ve known about for the past few years but it was confirmed a few days ago when I watched only two minutes of someone’s latest video. This so-called ascension teacher/writer/lecturer was hijacked a few years ago which is clearly visible in her eyes, lack of Light generally and in her eyes, her actions, words and by who is controlling her and her ascension teachings. Pay attention, feel, look, listen, discern as it’s all right there out in the open now and in many cases video taping themselves! Learn and recognize what’s happened to her, to him, to them and that none of them are aware of any of it. Recognize these things but keep moving forward. Some people are roadkill, some are temporary roadkill, some will recover, some won’t. They are not your responsibility, you are. Keep doing what you came here to do Embodier and Pathpaver and know it will make things easier for those who still are looking at the ascension with only Duality consciousness at this point.

The January 2020 Divine Cease & Desist Order was no joke — it was an unconditional mandate, a divine decree from On High that was for all of us incarnate on Earth now. Slow moving Shift. Slow moving Separation of Worlds is what’s been unfolding rapidly all of 2020, and for years before it, but much of humanity eventually got the Divine message in one form or another that (not that they knew that’s what it was) things had been instantly and permanently changed across Earth in January 2020. Because of that we all had to Cease & Desist most everything we’d been doing. That was a profound blessing and giant assist actually which some people have been slowly discovering throughout 2020. Many have not however. Most needed a few months to personally Cease & Desist what they’d been doing for so long, many resisting for a good while at that. As I’ve said many times over these ascension years, you can intellectually know something but living it as a manifest physical reality is a whole different story. Many ascension teachers, writers, channelers have taught and written about this, some for years, and yet when it suddenly became a manifest reality physically many of them resisted it for a variety of personal reasons.

I wrote a few articles in 2020 that dealt with some of these hard and unpleasant truths and I did so because it needed, needs to be understood. Just because we’re all incarnate on Earth now during this very rare universal Ascension Process does not mean everyone makes it to the highest level or highest NEW Earth together or at the same time. There are many ascension teachers/writers/channelers and other people that have been pulled off, lured off, hustled off, romanced off, ‘Smash & Grabbed’ off the ascending path they were on for different personal reasons. Whatever personal weakness and blind spots you and I have are taken advantage of and used to derail you, me, each of us from our personal Ascension Process. That plus you cannot take those weaknesses and blind spots with you into the NEW codes and Light and NEW Earth.

You know why people and many ascension teachers/writers/channelers get derailed like this? Because they don’t live what they teach, write, preach or channel. You have to embody it yourself and even after that we’re all repeatedly tested at every higher energetic stairstep to see if each of us is capable of maintaining the latest higher frequencies we’ve embodied and not be derailed, tricked or manipulated by anyone or anything from what you’ve embodied energetically to date. If you cannot maintain the higher frequencies while under duress or while someone or something attempts to redirect you to where they want you to be, and say or write to your readers what they want you to say and write, then you’ve been hijacked and won’t go higher until you solve your derailment hijack problems. In other words, you’ve “fallen” ascension teacher, writer or channeler because you couldn’t hold the latest embodied higher frequencies while dealing with whatever and whoever it was or still is that’s doing their best to bring you down vibrationally, or stop your personal ongoing Ascension Process, and/or use you and your writings or videos etc. to misinform people. And there’s been a lot of misinformation about the ascension since it started.

The Much More Intense Energies of Phase 2

Since the start of December 2020 the latest incoming Light energies have and continue to be vastly more intense than the month, months and year, years before. The ascension energy stairsteps go up, not down, so expect the energetic and physical side effects of that to continually increase and also change into more new and NEW and slightly different symptoms and abilities. This is our current lives and this compressed evolution won’t end in our lifetimes so except constant change for the NEW, higher and better.

There are moments, sometimes longer as in hours or days when the latest incoming NEW higher Light energies, solar transmissions, deeper Photon Light, NEW codes and Triality consciousness and reality get very, very intense and cause momentary concern over the pressures and pains and if your physical body can embody them. December 2020 into January 2021 has been that constantly.

Sometimes when the embodying of these much higher Phase 2 frequency energies briefly overwhelms me, it causes me to momentarily weep or moan aloud but I always willingly surrender to yet another higher level of transformation and personal Embodiment. Sometimes this just hurts physically. Sometimes it’s more emotional, and sometimes it’s a profoundly spiritual moment of me embodying more of ME which sometimes feels like it could kill my physical body because, well, how do you fit a bit more of the Divine into your physical body, self and life? You sit or lay there and let IT happen a bit more. Then you do it some more a few hours later or the next day and the day after than and so on and so on and so on. Spiritual energetic “layering” like putting on more layers of clothes!

I’m sharing this because I want you to know that embodying these 2020 and now 2021 higher still energies is not always a blissed out affair. It can and sometimes is but typically it’s a combination of both OMG! and I AM!  because we’re going HOME by becoming HOME by embodying more and more and more of our Higher Self/Soul into our living physical selves and bodies. OMG physical you meet divine higher YOU. This embodying and Embodying produces a NEW and different physical you/You/YOU, obviously. There’s no harm or shame or weakness etc. in being occasionally overwhelmed by this Process. What you, me, we have been doing all along is cosmically breathtaking, and the Process entered Phase 2 one year ago this month, which means we’re doing even higher frequency, more vast and complex cosmically breathtaking embodying now hourly since December 2020.

Some of the continued distortions being written and said by certain ascension teachers and ascension community people now is that we need to gather together in groups to accomplish and create higher level energetic things, realities, NEW Earth etc. I strongly disagree that this is now “needed” for embodiers and Embodiers to Consciously Create anything. We’re not in those old lower levels and states of being and consciousness anymore. What is needed now is that you gather together in a group that contains you and You and YOU to make your own personal, individual unified Triality based NEW Light human Self.

The NEW “groups” are you, You and YOU aligned, integrated, embodied and unified within and through the physical incarnate you and your body. When there’s more individuals who’ve done that in themselves, well, now we’ve got a NEW group of individuals that are whole within themselves, are energetically sovereign and empowered and don’t need anyone else to complete the package or gather together in groups to amplify the overall energy and quicken the manifestation of anything. What’s required is individuals becoming “groups” within themselves first by embodying the NEW energies, DNA and codes etc. It is internal, not external. It is individual, not a church service or spiritual gathering with other people. It is required that you get your own inner “group” embodied and unified within yourself FIRST. Once that is done the rest is cake… is NEW Conscious Creator cake. 😉

In as polite and gentle a way as I could, I just tried to show you how the distortions are serious hijack derailment attempts by some so-called teachers, writers, and channels in the ascension community. There are no shortcuts with the Ascension Process. There is Do-It-Yourself, embody the ongoing higher and higher still NEW Light energies, DNA and codes while continuing to walk your way through the maze of sundry lower frequency lies, cons, distortions, BS and general lack of Higher Awareness of others. You are on your own in all this however you’ve got You and YOU at your disposal which means you’re golden!

We dropped a lot of Light and our individual You and YOU aspects to get the greatly reduced you aspect incarnate into physical reality now to live and embody the ascension on physical Earth. This is the return HOME part of that whole trip. This is when we embody and Embody the You and YOU aspects of our Higher Selves and Soul in our physical body, self and consciousness. Instead of dropping and setting aside our other “layers” to incarnate in density, we’re now embodying them to become the HOME we want to return to. It’s called you/You/YOU of NEW Earth and we’re well on our ways. But you need to become your own “group” first, which is what many have been doing and we’ll continue doing it throughout 2021 at these much higher levels with these much higher frequency Light energies and NEW Triality codes. And yes it will at times still cause some physical and emotional pains, pressures and possible momentary doubts but you’ve been doing this long enough now to be familiar with the embodying steps. You’ve discovered, many times, that you repeatedly survive the continued onslaughts of embodying a bit more and a bit more at higher and higher still levels and frequencies. It’s time to stop second guessing yourself over this Embodiment Process and own it and be conscious of every time you embody a bit more.

Ignore the misinformation, distortions and negative egos of others that are not living what you are now. Ignore the 2021 continued chaos and BS because it’s going to take some more time to clear the old patriarchal swamp and swamp people. The NEW is here which is why the swamp is a frothing, rolling mess of Duality insanity at it’s very end of life. Know that the NEW is behind it all pushing it up and out of existence so the HOME we’ve been Working on embodying can begin manifesting physically. Do not get distracted by the lowly stuff, people and their consciousness. Maintain the NEW in yourself, your HighHeart and body and keep doing what you’ve been doing because it’s working perfectly. Thank you for your continued Service to the highest Light and the altogether NEW.

Denise Le Fay

January 3, 2021

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Everything Will Go Back To Normal Now!

Dream on deluded, self-deluded, unaware and misinformed people. Nothing will ‘go back to normal’ now or in 2021 or in March 2021 or in 2022 or ever. Of course many will continue trying to keep things exactly as they’ve been but it won’t work because “old normal” has expired. The Great Cycles turn to the next higher rung on the evolutionary spiral and NEW template codes and energies replace everything that went with the previous lower frequency rung.

A new president isn’t the end-all solution to the current problems, nor are the coming numerous patriarchal Big Pharma COVID-19 vaccinations. Many people believe that one or the other or both of these things will return life in this country and elsewhere back to old familiar “patriarchal normal” but they won’t. It didn’t work with the reds (Republicans) and it won’t work with the blues (Democrats) because that is old lower level Duality consciousness and reality and we are not there anymore people. You can pretend, lie, self-delude and cling to the patriarchal past all you want but nothing will “go back to normal”. This is not a time of old familiar “normal” but of profound and continual compressed evolution for the rest of our lives and well beyond them.

I’ve written about this multiple times in 2020 and used different visual images to help with that information but it needs repeating in December of this intense, reality-altering year of constant internal energy embodying and external old “patriarchal normal” world demolition.

Too many people in the ascension community still think, view, perceive, believe and project into the near future with old Duality consciousness. Many of them still think in either/or, black/white/ up/down, left/right Duality consciousness. To them it’s still all this or it’s all that on the lower pre-ascension flat horizontal reality playing field. You can think, believe and do whatever you want but it isn’t and won’t be done on the same Earth world(s) that other people are on.

These are some of the images I’ve used in previous articles to help people understand that there are multiple ascending Earth worlds currently available because every person that’s ascending now is not the same and does not have the same beliefs, consciousness, expectations, level of development, focus, intent, awareness and so on. That is normal, and to accommodate the large variances in peoples individual consciousness and development there are MULTIPLE ascending Earth worlds currently available to all of them. This won’t always be the case however because the lowest frequency ascending Earth worlds will eventually disappear, but for now they all exist to help humanity make these transitions out of the old lower and into higher NEW everything.

Stair-steps of people, Ascension Process embodiment, consciousness expansion and numerous different ascending Earth worlds for all to exist on and use as transitional energy stair-step worlds to higher and higher still ascending Earth worlds. Some individuals will go further and higher than others and that’s normal too but they all will exist within the 5D+ frequency range and will have embodied the matching NEW codes.

For Some 2020 Has Been the Completion Phase of Their Embodiment Process

This has been unfolding all along but with the start of Phase 2 in 2020, for many Volunteers living the Embodiment Process it’s been a growing daily process of absolutely HAVING to go our own ways now. I’ve also written about this more than once this year.

More of us in the ascension community have HAD to release, let go of, physically, emotionally and energetically completely and fully disengage from everyone from family members, loved ones, our adult children, friends, and others who teach and write about the Ascension Process. This hasn’t been a conscious decision on my part or those of you going through this too. The reason this is happening is because once a certain level of individual Embodiment (capital “E” I mean) is reached it automatically happens. It’s a normal byproduct of your personal Embodiment Process and activates when you reach a close enough frequency range with your Higher Self/Selves and Soul.

After slowly and incrementally Working your way up innumerable energy stair-steps over decades, you finally become physically and energetically capable of not only withstanding but embodying the frequencies your higher aspects are and you become Embodied in the physical. Said another way, “Earth you” gradually comes within frequency range of “Heaven Higher Self/Selves, Soul YOU” in the incarnate aspect known as this physical you. That grand Event changes you, your consciousness, your entire energetic and physical structures, your reality and more considerably.

Non-physical Higher and physical lower aspects of you/You/YOU are finally vibrationally aligned and unified in the physical through tremendous and lengthy personal Inner Ascension Work. Physical incarnate you finally becomes a high enough frequency that it becomes a conscious energetic coequal with your non-physical Higher Self/Selves and Soul. What had been separated and distanced from each other due to radically higher and lower frequencies and Light levels etc. is, through effort and dedication, eventually brought into alignment and direct connection because all aspects are now within the same frequency range and vibratory rate of each other. This produces unity individually. This produces unity consciousness individually. This produces a physically incarnate Conscious Creator on ascending Earth(s).

Once this level has been reached you no longer search outside yourself or follow anyone because you do not need to. This is what the Embodiment Process does to each person that has chosen it in this ascension life and time — it makes you sovereign individually. There’s no spinning this, no BSing this, no lying about it, no distorting it, no faking it, and no fooling those who have about whether you have achieved this level of personal integration unity or not yourself.

There is you not being Embodied. There is you inching your energetic way towards Embodiment for years. Then when you’ve done enough energetically to be capable of safely co-existing in the higher frequency range of your higher selves and Soul, physical you becomes Embodied, aligned with, re-unified with, re-connected with the higher parts of you. When you reach that point in your Embodiment Process, the natural and automatic byproduct is you become energetically sovereign, self-contained and you know what you know and you know who has not reached this level of personal integration, unity, transcendence and individual Embodiment. You rely on and utilize integrated conscious you/You/YOU and Source and you as Source and no one else. The most advanced ascension teacher, writer, lecturer, channel or group will never come close to what you/You/YOU aligned and unified and functioning as One is. Hence the need to go your own way and continue the Ascension Process from this NEW level of being. I AM the I AM that I AM.

                                                                     

“Every twenty years when Saturn conjoins Jupiter in the sky, a new twenty-year political cycle begins. The Roman Empire ran their systems by this cycle for 900 years. The previous conjunction was in May 2000 when George W. Bush got into power and lit the Middle Eastern fuse. Miraculously, at the exact moment of the Winter Solstice December 21, 2020, Jupiter conjoins Saturn in zero degrees Aquarius trine the Pleiades, the dawning of the Aquarian Age.” — Barbara Hand Clow 

We however are evolving much higher than just a new and improved political system. We already have transcended the need for any and all political systems and governments whatsoever. However, give this the time and space it needs to unfold physically, even at the greatly accelerated speed it finally is now. Everything is in transition from how it’s been to what it’s becoming. The unaware have and will continue to embody the NEW codes even though they don’t know any of this. You can see glimmers of ascension change in some people already — tiny bits of HighHeart, the return of more of Divine Mother/Feminine, and the desire for better for ALL is showing energetically in some individuals already. Trust the Ascension Process is and will continue doing to the unaware what it’s been doing to you reading this for many years or decades. At this point it still looks and sounds like the same old Duality patriarchal crap but it is not. Know this, trust it and watch them and everything else change right before your eyes and HighHeart.

There’s a lot happening energetically via certain astrological transits in December 2020. One of them is the annual transit of the Sun in Sagittarius up to and then conjuncting the Milky Way Galactic Center—GC—aka the Great Central Sun, which from our perspective on Earth is located at 27° Sagittarius 08 in December 2020. Because it’s the GC we’re talking about, an orb of only 1° is used, meaning from 26° to 28° Sagittarius the Sun will be conjunct the GC, the Great Central Sun. The dates of this annual conjunction are December 18–20, 2020. Again, this is an annual event just as every Equinox and Solstice is, however this year the Sun transiting and conjuncting the GC will be different just like everything else has been this year. Some, not all but some of the energetic differences that will be transmitted through this December 2020 Sun and GC conjunction are due to the individuals that reached Embodiment this year. Everything is connected and interactive. I’ve written about this also many times over the years but we’re finally there now and I sense it’s going to be another powerful instantaneous shift point for everyone throughout the entire month of December 2020. And then January 2021 begins at a NEW higher level.

Because often certain ascension symptom typically make it hard for me to hold really large astrological transit cycles in my awareness when brain fog is affecting me, I don’t do lengthy astrological transit cycles. Certain other people are far better at that than I am. Barbara Hand Clow recently talked about the 250-yearlong astrological cycle of Jupiter and Saturn and how those particular transits all happened only in EARTH signs (Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn) for those past 250 years. The big deal about the December 21, 2020 Solstice and same-day Jupiter Saturn conjunction is that they change signs after 250 years and enter the AIR signs (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) for the next 250 years. That is a huge and very important energetic change and will profoundly further shift ascending humanity and human consciousness and external reality.

Another important transit completes on December 23, 2020, the third and final Mars and Eris in Aries square Pluto in Capricorn happens. On the one hand this may look, sound and feel like the Underworld has been turned inside out, spilling all its long hidden angry and frustrated contents out into the NEW Light in front of everyone. Personally I think that is very positive even though it may get rather volatile, ugly and uncomfortable at times for most of humanity. Massive rapid evolution, growth and change is rarely attractive. Personally I don’t care but that’s because I have energetically prominent natal Eris and Pluto. 😉

On the other hand, this final transit will do much to further return another aspect of Divine Mother/Feminine to ascending humans and Earth. Sarah Varcas wrote an excellent article about Eris, ‘The Radical Feminine Rises’ which I suggest everyone read. Patriarchal planetary rule, consciousness and reality is permanently over and the imbalances of that, plus the distortions and outright rejection of the majority of Divine Mother/Feminine and all of ITS/HER many different aspects by the patriarchy will be hard for those who believe that was “normal”. Divine Mother/Feminine has been incrementally returning over the past few years but with the start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in January of 2020, IT/SHE has been returning in much larger energetic chunks and very quickly. This is profoundly positive but as we’ve all been seeing very clearly for many years, there are those who are rebelling against this aspect of the evolution of humanity, Earth and all else. It won’t of course matter one bit how pissed off the Old Boys Club is over this.

One more astrological tidbit as we Work our way through these incredible December 2020 ascension changes. Ascended, higher rung on the evolutionary spiral, 5D+ Aquarius (AIR) is Higher Triality Consciousness and Awareness. The opposite sign to Aquarius is Leo (FIRE), and at these ascended NEW levels is HighHeart and Crystalline-based Triality Creativity. Here comes NEW Earth with more and more of its matching frequency NEW Humans. ❤

Denise Le Fay

December 4, 2020

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