Further Review & Release Required

In the second half of 2020 I began experiencing another NEW aspect of my ongoing Denise evolution and Embodiment that continued into the early months of 2021. This was a sudden greater clarity about all the negativity I’ve experienced in my lifetime. Again, there was no new information received or revealed, no new revelations, simply a higher level view and much more clarity to what I’ve always known about how profoundly negative life on Earth has been for myself because I am a Volunteer.

From my perspective this was like what I’ve always consciously known anyway about the severity of negativity on Earth—Team Dark aliens and humans, entities, demons, Portal People etc.—and how I’ve been targeted because I was, am, a Volunteer was greatly clarified and expanded. It was as if I’d always seen and known this knowledge but through say, 20 dirty glass windows all my life, until the second half of 2020 into 2021 when those 20 dirty glass windows were abruptly removed leaving me with a larger crystal clear higher perspective.

This recent elevation and expansion of my incarnate Volunteer perspective about Team Dark negativity against myself took place in full emotional and mental Neutrality so this was not entirely horrid and heart crushing. I did however lower my head and purse my lips a few times during this elevated overview about the unrelenting negativity that has always been aimed at me. As severe as it’s been my whole life, I couldn’t shed a tear because Higher Awareness knowns in higher ways from higher levels that it just was and is what it has been and why.

Because we’re in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process it’s time again for some to go through this higher, larger overview perspective of our personal Volunteer lives lived in what has been a totally dark, dense and thoroughly negative Earth up to this point. I mean, this is why we Volunteered in the first place — to intentionally incarnate on physical Earth at this time to assist with and physically embody the Universal Ascension Process.

We’ve gone through previous of these Life Reviews before. Everyone did so at some time during December 21, 22, 23, 2012 whether you consciously remember it or not. It was mandatory at that time of the expiration of the old previous Great Cycle. Humanity had to go through a living Life Review during the December 2012 Solstice. (It was the ‘Three days’ that some got entirely wrong years prior.) Normally this Life Review is done after we die but because of the current evolutionary ascension it was done at that time the way it was because everyone had to go through an alive Life Review before humanity shifted into the start of the next higher level Great Cycle beginning in 2013. And we’ve been energetically, vibrationally inching our ways upward ever since.

When Phase 1 of the Ascension Process (1998–1999 through the end of December 2019) was completed physically, we needed another short period of compressed personal higher overview that pushes us to review & release more of whatever and whoever each of us needs to now in these early levels of Phase 2. We all need to repeatedly review & release whatever it is that each of us needs to every few years during this Ascension Process because any lower inner emotional and mental stuff n’ junk baggage cannot go any higher with you in your ongoing Ascension Process. The repeated quick personal inner clarifying, cleaning and clearing is ongoing for each of us until it’s no longer needed at all, and none of us are near that very advanced level yet. And so, in 2021 Phase 2, more people are finding themselves with sudden slightly higher yet personal perceptions that give them a more clarified overview, insight, understanding and personal higher knowing. I do not mean THE end-all higher all-knowing. I mean simply the next energy stairstep level for each of us personally, and again this is ongoing, this embodying more and higher which requires periods of further reviewing and releasing.

Some Related Side Effects

Increased Dreaming — My dreaming has increased like crazy since this started for me in the second half of 2020 and has continued through today. I mean ridiculously so. I’ve never experienced such an extended onslaught of, to me, mostly stupid dreams in my life. For some of you reading this you may have just begun this Phase 2 review & release process which means you too most likely are or soon will be experiencing a big increase in dreams coming from you.

I’ve always been able to tell the difference between my dreams that are coming from me and dreams that are real, actual lucid events happening in some non-physical location(s). I’ve always been able to tell when I’m dreaming Denise dreams that are personal issues I need to review & release, and, when I’m lucid in another dimension and Working etc. What I’m talking about here is an onslaught of me dreams that mostly have been about my dead mother, dead younger bulimic drug addict sister, old homes, old neighbors that were used as Portal People and so on. You try 24/7/365 caretaking of an elderly parent while you age who had dementia and Parkinson’s which meant she/he/they were easily accessed and used by non-physical negative Team Dark entities. Trust me, you too would soon discover that you’ve got some lingering inner frustrations, anger and emotional scarring that must quickly and thoroughly be reviewed & released immediately. Such have been my numerous nightly Denise dreams every night since late 2020.

There have also been other dreams during this same timeframe that didn’t involve my dead mother or sister or anyone else. These dreams are just weird, strange seeming nonsense dreams. I get the strong sense that, just like we have physical areas where numerous ‘Chaotic Nodes’ intersect with numerous others, we also have non-physical areas of these same ‘Chaotic Nodes’ intersecting with other worlds and realities. And, some of us have been and continue to be having greatly increased dreams every night stemming from some of these other Chaotic Node worlds and realities intersection points etc.

Many of these dreams I’ve been having since late 2020 have nothing whatsoever to do with me here in my world and reality. I’m not on an ascension mission where I’m needed to go into another timeline and do some specific ascension related energy Work. I did that occasionally during Phase 1, this is completely different. This seems more like multiple worlds and reality bleed-throughs because we’re deep within numerous physical ‘Chaotic Nodes’ now.

Increased Discombobulation — I’ve experienced this many times during Phase 1 but they’ve grown to epic levels of WTF sort of periods since about this time last year. They are moments that can be only minutes long or hours long but they are what I’d call Spherical Consciousness and are quantum. To me this makes all sorts of sense because I can perceive multiple (not all but many more than just one) worlds, realities, dimensions, timelines, probable realities etc. at the same “time”. This is all fine and wonderful so long as you’re NOT interacting with another human in the same world and time as you and your physical body are currently in. And, certainly do not try to count money and pay that person for anything while in Spherical Consciousness because chances are you’ll mess it up terribly. I recently did exactly that on May 11, 2021.

Some of us are increasingly discovering in Phase 2 that it now takes about as much energy, work and tight focus to restrict ourselves to only one single reality stream as it used to to expand into a higher altered state before the Ascension Process started! Talk about the shoe on the other foot! Wow… Linear consciousness vs. Spherical Consciousness. Until we’ve got a good higher handle on this NEW one, be extra aware, careful and teeth-grindingly focused while driving and/or using cash! One tiny other reality thought and you’ve messed up and probably won’t realize you did until much later in “time”. Live and learn.

Refrain from engaging with humans — Do so unless you know with Higher Awareness that it’s appropriate for you to do so at that moment. Otherwise let it go. Don’t try to be old human when you’re NEW human because that too is rapidly becoming an epic and obvious failure. It just does not work so don’t waste your precious energy trying to bridge the impossibly vast gap between yourself and someone who exists in lower frequencies with lower consciousness. You can beam the heck out of them all you want with the Light that you are now but don’t expect instant miracles. Just do the Work you’re capable of now and forget about having human friends. We continue to be traveling through numerous ‘Chaotic Nodes’ intersecting and affecting each other and we’re all, in our own ways and levels, having a hell of a time this year. Stay in your lane and continue on.

There’s more but these are the most prominent issues I’ve been experiencing and dealing with since about this time last year. The important news about all of this is that every time we go through another mandatory review & release period, it’s because we’re about to make another HUGE evolutionary step up again soon. Exactly when “soon” is for you personally I can’t say because it’ll be slightly different for each of us but we’re very close now. For some it will begin after the June 2021 Solstice, for others it will be later this year, and for others it will start in January 2022 and so on.

Just roll with the increasing weirdness, excessive dreaming and seriously strange not-coming-from-you dreams. Don’t get stuck in your head over any of it. Just a brief head mind dip in and out again and back up into your NEW HighHeart Homebase. The head isn’t up for these NEW higher experiences and perceptions, the HighHeart is. The anomalies—timewise and otherwise—are only going to increase for a good while. It’s all prep Work and ongoing shifting for the next BIG higher level we’re speeding towards. Review, release and keep expanding from further embodying as that is our ascending normal.

Denise Le Fay

May 23, 2021

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Steady As She Goes

Steady as she goes may refer to:

  • Steady as she goes, an order for a helmsman to keep a ship’s current course.

We know what’s happening and why and we know every bit of it is due to the current Universal Ascension Process. We know this on numerous levels, all the way down to our painful swollen electrified evolving cells and nerve endings and yet, at times, it’s easy to momentarily become genuinely concerned about the current state of insanity, greed, violence and old bottom-of-the-barrel negativity happening locally and globally.

Mental and emotional illness, plus what I’d call serious negative Neptunian ego delusions from the ending Piscean Age, are easily seen and heard in so many people now. The dark negativity used to be hidden in plain sight in the predominant global dark negativity that was believed to be normal. However, throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process it’s been increasingly perceived by more and more people as greater Light continually arrives. Now in Phase 2 there’s nowhere for the dark negativity and matching frequency people to hide (or remain) in all this NEW Light which is the reason for the escalating pressures between the Service to Self’ frequency and consciousness people, and the ‘Service to Others’ frequency and consciousness people. Said another way, that is the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, that is the reason for the shift, separation, split or whatever you want to call it. A human is either currently ‘Service to Self’ oriented energetically or is ‘Service to Others’ oriented energetically which is why the need for the current Separation exists.

Although we know the Ascension Process is happening, and the separation shift is finally taking place, there are repeated periods where I am, where you are deep in some dark nasty negative waters once again. I felt we’d entered another area of dark negativity before Mother’s Day, May 9, 2021 and it lasted most of that week. We’re sailing along in our Ascension Process and separation shifting when suddenly we’ll encounter another period and area where old lower frequency dark negativity rebels and pushes back a bit again, doing it’s best to survive and maintain its old life and lifestyle.

Typically these periods are experienced as greatly increased human noises like “partying” outside all night like they’re the only human(s) on Earth. Also excessive dog barking for hours every day is common during these periods as is increased illegal actions, violence, vandalism, thefts, arguing and fighting, vehicles racing through the streets, and vehicles on the street that are not street legal and on and on. In other words, the lower frequency people push back against the latest recently arrived Light frequencies for a while and they’re not consciously aware that’s what they’re doing or why they’re doing it. Every time more Light arrives and causes more positive evolutionary changes, the people that are negatively affected by that get louder and more self-absorbed than they were before and often violent and more unstable and destructive.

Another aspect of this are the myriad ‘Chaotic Nodes’ we’ve been navigating and will continue to sail our way through as best we can for the rest of this year and 2022 and probably beyond that but gradually reducing each year. In another article I used the imagery of numerous different overlapping freeway on/off ramps to visually depict Chaotic Nodes, which to me look more like this image of numerous different colored energy lines. They intersect in certain areas (for periods of time for those traveling through them) and that produces turbulent energy knots and locations that are easily felt by most. I’ve often clairvoyantly Seen Higher Awareness images much like this photo of different colored energy lines coming into contact with each other which energetically create what Tom Kenyon’s Hathors call ‘Chaotic Nodes’. I’d call these abundant energy lines and intersecting points probable worlds and realities and points where some people get on another “freeway on/off ramp” to a different ascending or descending Earth world. Other ascending and descending Earth worlds with their very different potential realities and physical events.

Realities and events like war or multiple wars. Like the end of democracy in the USA. Like dictatorships in all countries globally by the most negative ‘Service to Self’ humans you can imagine. Like global famines. Like global sea rise reducing productivity, foods and livable land areas worldwide. Like revamped old religious beliefs by people that still believe themselves to be separate from Source God All That Is. Like very young infantile levels of ascended groups and groupthink beliefs with gurus and followers. Like very young levels of ascended groups that still believe all power, healing and knowledge etc. is outside themselves, not within themselves individually. In other words, all sorts of different ascending Earth worlds with matching frequency and consciousness levels for everyone.

Look at the photo above of the different colored energy lines of Light and how they intersect with each other creating many different energetic knots or ‘Chaotic Node’ points. Now in your mind’s eye add to that photo a tiny ascending Earth world ship that you’re on doing its best to navigate all those different probable worlds and reality lines, those numerous ‘Chaotic Node’ knots and intersecting points and remain on course and Steady as she goes. 

I know some of you also feel the many times we’ve already come OMG!!! close to one or more of these other ascending and/or descending Earth worlds energy intersection points. We know this because the Earth we’re on suddenly again feels darker, vulnerable, more volatile, endangered, exposed and susceptible because of the startling abrupt proximity to one or more other energy probabilities lines, aka Chaotic Nodes, intersecting numerous energy lines and therefore Earth worlds. The overall ascension sea gets very choppy and dangerous again for a while as we continue sailing through these numerous volatile energy intersection points where it feels, seems, sounds and looks like we’re on the brink of being blown completely off course and thrown into the sea and sucked into a lower frequency Earth world.

If you’ve noticed however these reality pirates come in repeatedly, puff themselves up and display their silly negative selves and agendas and after a temporary period of increased chaos, ego bluster, old patriarchal saber rattling, outrageous lies and other negative attempts they always disappear under the waves and we, well we just continue on, Steady as she goes.

Hold the highest Light. Hold your highest Light. Hold the higher course. Hold your higher course. Take notice of the rocks, coastlines, storms, huge waves, choppy seas, occasional sea monsters and reality pirates but always remain Steady as she goes because it works and we ARE getting to where we want to go despite these probable reality intersection points, different worlds and reality on/off ramps, Chaotic Nodes, other people’s different levels, agendas and beliefs. See them, feel them, be aware of them all yes but do not get lured or worried off course my fellow helms people by any other reality you honestly do not want to be on or participate with. Continue sailing through and beyond all of them if you know where you truly want to be today and end up tomorrow. These temporary periods of upheaval, rebellion, interference, attempted coups, chaos, violence and insanity are indeed temporary on the higher ascending Earth world ships. Never forget that when the seas again become dark, stormy and dangerous for a while, which they will this year and next. We have been and will continue to navigate our ways through all of them and reach where we are going. Steady as she goes.

Denise Le Fay

May 16, 2021

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Another Look At ‘Chaotic Nodes’

Here’s a Tom Kenyon Hathors message from 2009. Sometimes an unshaken look and unruffled emotional feel back over old ascension information means more today because we’ve been living it for many years. Sometimes re-reading older articles, posts and messages is of greater help and insight today than they were when originally written and originally read.

Don’t fixate on the 2009 date because we’ve been living in and through increasing and worsening ‘Chaotic Nodes’ constantly for many years now and this will continue for a while longer. Make a mental note when you read what the Hathors said about possible catalysts such as solar flares, bacterial and viral mutations, ecosystem distress, severe fluctuations in weather and weather patterns, the potential lack of food and water, increased earth changes, financial instability, and political ineptitude creating more within greater Chaotic Nodes. We can relate to every one of those things the Hathors listed in 2009. We’ve been living all of those things and more very intensely since Phase 2 of the Ascension Process started in January 2020 and it’s not over yet.

Anything in Tom Kenyon’s Hathor message that’s in bold was done by me to draw attention to it. Thank you Tom Kenyon and the Hathors. ❤     Tom Kenyon » Hathors Archives

Denise Le Fay

February 26, 2021

Chaotic Nodes

April 27, 2009

“Any energetic system that shifts to higher or lower orders of coherency passes through chaotic events in its journey to a new resting energy state. Your earth is no exception to this.

With this in mind, we anticipate a planetary increase in chaotic events. By this we mean that a large-scale chaotic event(s) is near. We call such events, “Chaotic Nodes.” They are a precursor to geometric progressions of chaotic events, and you are at the threshold of such a node.

Chaotic Nodes are actually crests in quantum wave potential driven by the interaction of many energetic domains simultaneously.

Let’s take a look at water as a metaphor for what we are discussing, and then we would like to extrapolate this to your world situation.

When you boil water, the molecules that comprise the water (which are made from the bonding of atomic hydrogen and oxygen) speed up. This is unseen by you because this domain is too small for you to see. But if you touch the pot, you will feel warmth. As the heat continues, the water molecules move around even faster, bumping into each other more often, creating even more friction. Some of the water moves into a faster rate of vibration and changes its nature from water into steam. If you touch the pot at this point, you would describe it as hot. Indeed, it would burn you if you kept your hands on the pot of boiling water too long.

Prior to the application of heat to the water, one could say that the water resided within a certain energy domain, which you could measure via its temperature. As the temperature increases, due to the application of heat, there is an increase of chaos as the water molecules start moving more rapidly.

Now, if water molecules had the human characteristic of resistance to change, then they would find the increased heat and the resulting chaos difficult to contend with.

When the water reaches boiling point, it enters what we call a Chaotic Node. This is a shifting of energy state, and if you look into a pot of water just before it starts to boil, you can see this.

At first there is a trickle of bubbles up to the surface, and as these reach the surface of the water, steam is emitted. At first you will see just a little bit of steam, but as the entire pot of water reaches the boiling point, you will see what is called a “roiling boil.” At this point, the water is very turbulent and a lot of it starts to change its energy state from a liquid (water) into a gas (steam).

The point we wish to make here is that a Chaotic Node is similar to water shifting to a roiling boil, in that it (water moving from being hot to a roiling boil) is a sudden shift that is inherently volatile. And once a Chaotic Node manifests, it is very difficult to predict what will happen next.

If you were a single molecule of water in this roiling boil that just entered a Chaotic Node, you would be hard pressed to know where you might be at any moment. You might be at the bottom of the pot and suddenly find yourself driven up to the surface by rapidly moving convection currents. And in a swift unanticipated moment, you could shift your energy state from water to vapor (steam).

This is a metaphor, of course. And we are not implying that you are as simple as water. But the principles of Chaotic Nodes apply to all energy systems including both your energy systems and the energy systems of earth.

As we said, we anticipate that you are at the cusp of one such Chaotic Node. And there are any number of factors that can start the process. As we said earlier, Chaotic Nodes are driven by the interaction of many energetic domains simultaneously. And there are a large number of possible catalysts, including but certainly not limited to, increased solar flare activity, bacterial and viral mutations, ecosystem distress, severe fluctuations in weather patterns affecting the availability of food and water, earth changes including volcanic and earthquake activity, financial instability, and political ineptitude in managing world events.

When a Chaotic Node arrives on your time line it is likely that several of these factors will escalate and interact with each other in ways that cannot be anticipated.

As we view it, there is a high probability that you will experience other Chaotic Nodes in the next ten years, with increasing intensity and frequency (meaning that there will be an increase in their numbers).

From the vantage point of a being who wishes to reside in lower energy states and its attendant lower states of consciousness (i.e. your average human), the arrival of a Chaotic Node is not an easy thing to contend with. This is because all types of unpredictable events and relationships will arise as the chaos reaches a crescendo point. Many people will tend to mental and emotional instability in the face of a Chaotic Node. This is a result of their perceived reality collapsing.

Indeed, in the coming years, many facets of your individual and collective realities will be challenged.

From our perspective, this increase in Chaotic Nodes is both an inescapable aspect of energy-state physics and a requirement for your shift into higher dimensions of consciousness.

This will be a challenging time for many as the world they thought they knew morphs (changes) before them. But it is also a period with immense potential for accelerated evolution (meaning a shift into higher dimensions of consciousness). By higher dimensions of consciousness, we specifically mean an awareness of time and space that is simultaneously not confined by these perceptions. At present, humanity is keenly aware of its material existence, but not so aware of its existence in other realms of energy (dimensions). When the bulk of humanity experiences the existence of other realms of energy collectively, it will enter a Golden Age.

But alas, you are still in the birthing process of this and have not yet been collectively born into this reality.

Some individuals are making this shift, even in the midst of increased chaos. In fact, if you are prepared, these Chaotic Nodes can actually assist you to shift your own energy states to a higher order. The result of this shift in consciousness is that you will become more creative when dealing with new and novel situations. And shifting to an energy state that is of a higher order (increased coherency) will allow you to directly experience your transcendent nature, which is beyond the constraints of time and space even while you live an embodied life.

Our advice during Chaotic Nodes is to engage the Holon of Ascension as often as possible. This will shift your energy state and allow you to pass through the chaotic elements of your reality more graciously and with greater fluidity, allowing you to more likely be in “the right place at the right time” rather than in “the wrong place at the wrong time.” In point of fact, from our view, there is no right or wrong place to be. It is what you do with what presents itself to you that matters.

As humanity collectively begins to pass into this imminent Chaotic Node, expect more of the unexpected than you could ever imagine even in your wildest sci-fi movies. Engage the Holon of Ascension often. Shift your own energy. Move up the ladder of consciousness.”

The Hathors April 27, 2009


Thoughts and Observations from Tom

“Although this message deals with physics, I think it is pretty self-explanatory. And I certainly think the water metaphor is apt, because if nothing else, the “heat” seems to be turning up, so to speak.

After receiving this particular message, I did ask the Hathors to clarify their statement that this Chaotic Node was imminent. My experience with higher dimensional beings is that they have a very different sense of time than us, and what may seem like an eternity to us, is but a blink of the cosmic eye for them.

And so when I asked for clarification, they said that as they view it now, there are multiple domains of increasing chaos that are interacting in new and novel ways. Thus predicting when the exact moment a Chaotic Node will manifest on our timeline is, necessarily, variable.

Let’s take a look at this Hathorian concept by picking three arbitrary domains. First is our biosphere. Due to global warming, whatever the reasons, wild life is being threatened due to loss of habitat and food sources. This threat includes a whole host of species, from the Lemurs of Madagascar who are under so much stress some have stopped reproducing, to polar bears who are losing the ice that was their territory, to whales that are losing food sources, to even certain types of trees that have stopped producing oxygen. This is just one domain we could loosely call our ecosystem.

Then there are the ever-increasing weather anomalies that are wrecking havoc all over the globe.

What we, the human species, seem to forget is that we are part of the ecosystem. We may be at the top of the food chain, and we may be the dominant species in terms of being able to affect the environment around us. But if the stresses affecting other species are so intense as to affect their reproduction, then are we next?

Indeed, some strong studies coming out of Canada indicate that the use of certain plastics, such as are used in plastic baby bottles, seems to be affecting the reproductive ability of boy babies. There is growing evidence that as some of these male children mature, their reproductive systems are failing them. Will we follow in the steps of the Lemurs?

And so we have here, for the sake of discussion, three interacting domains: 1) the ecosystem itself, 2) erratic weather patterns that are stressing plant and animal life, and 3) our technological civilization that seems to be radically affecting the other two domains of ecology and weather (not to mention the possible reproductive ability of its own male children—at least in Western industrialized nations).

As the changes in these domains increase at an accelerated pace, chaotic elements naturally arise.

Take for instance the recent snafu at a major university that emailed acceptance letters to thousands of students that had actually been rejected—a chaotic element at work albeit clerical in nature.

What the Hathors are saying is that there are so many domains interacting with each other at the same time, the rate of chaos is increasing.

As a result, little chaotic elements are at play and interacting to create larger chaotic elements. When you have enough large chaotic elements interacting, you have a Chaotic Node. And that is what the Hathors are alerting us to.

So back to their word “imminent.” When I pressed them for a timeline, they said that they see a high probability of a Chaotic Node manifesting anywhere from a period of several weeks from the day they gave the message (April 27, 2009), up to nine months or so. But they insisted that this was only an educated guess. The volatility of the times makes it impossible to say with certainty when “the pot will start to roil.”

The point they are trying to make is that chaos is a natural part of the evolutionary process and not to be frightened by it, but instead to use it as a means to further accelerate our own personal evolution—regardless of what those around us might or might not be doing.

There is one other thing about their message I wasn’t clear about. What did they mean when they said “political ineptitude in managing world events?” Well it turns out that the term has a larger context for them than I thought.

For them, political ineptitude includes the usual human stupidity, greed and ignorance, and when you add this to the mix of chaotic world events, you have a combination that could and would likely make things worse.

But ineptitude, for the Hathors, also includes nefarious and evil-intent on the part of the “shadow governments” of some countries to intentionally mislead the people and in some cases, actually manipulate and control human destiny. The Hathors specifically used the word ineptitude in referencing the shadow governments not because they are clumsy or unskilled, but because the behaviors they are currently choosing (i.e., to control and manipulate) are leading to their own devolution. And in spite of their cleverness, they are on a dead-end path.

So all of this is part of the mix, which to use a good French term is like a mélange of the good and the bad, the beautiful and the ugly. The soup is on, and the heat is definitely turned up.

What each of us does in our collective pot will certainly be a show worth watching.

Lastly, whatever comes out of the cosmic kitchen (so to speak), I can personally vouch for the Hathors’ comments about the Holon of Ascension being a powerful way to shift consciousness.

Ever since they gave me the Holon of Ascension, I have been experimenting with it in all types of situations. And I must say that it is remarkably effective at shifting my own energy state and perception even when I am feeling funky, fatalistic and generally negative about the world, my life and the human condition.

But the only way for you to assess if the Holon of Ascension will be as powerful for you as it is for me, is to try it for yourself.

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I suggest you take it for a spin and see what happens.

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