In the second half of 2020 I began experiencing another NEW aspect of my ongoing Denise evolution and Embodiment that continued into the early months of 2021. This was a sudden greater clarity about all the negativity I’ve experienced in my lifetime. Again, there was no new information received or revealed, no new revelations, simply a higher level view and much more clarity to what I’ve always known about how profoundly negative life on Earth has been for myself because I am a Volunteer.
From my perspective this was like what I’ve always consciously known anyway about the severity of negativity on Earth—Team Dark aliens and humans, entities, demons, Portal People etc.—and how I’ve been targeted because I was, am, a Volunteer was greatly clarified and expanded. It was as if I’d always seen and known this knowledge but through say, 20 dirty glass windows all my life, until the second half of 2020 into 2021 when those 20 dirty glass windows were abruptly removed leaving me with a larger crystal clear higher perspective.
This recent elevation and expansion of my incarnate Volunteer perspective about Team Dark negativity against myself took place in full emotional and mental Neutrality so this was not entirely horrid and heart crushing. I did however lower my head and purse my lips a few times during this elevated overview about the unrelenting negativity that has always been aimed at me. As severe as it’s been my whole life, I couldn’t shed a tear because Higher Awareness knowns in higher ways from higher levels that it just was and is what it has been and why.
Because we’re in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process it’s time again for some to go through this higher, larger overview perspective of our personal Volunteer lives lived in what has been a totally dark, dense and thoroughly negative Earth up to this point. I mean, this is why we Volunteered in the first place — to intentionally incarnate on physical Earth at this time to assist with and physically embody the Universal Ascension Process.
We’ve gone through previous of these Life Reviews before. Everyone did so at some time during December 21, 22, 23, 2012 whether you consciously remember it or not. It was mandatory at that time of the expiration of the old previous Great Cycle. Humanity had to go through a living Life Review during the December 2012 Solstice. (It was the ‘Three days’ that some got entirely wrong years prior.) Normally this Life Review is done after we die but because of the current evolutionary ascension it was done at that time the way it was because everyone had to go through an alive Life Review before humanity shifted into the start of the next higher level Great Cycle beginning in 2013. And we’ve been energetically, vibrationally inching our ways upward ever since.
When Phase 1 of the Ascension Process (1998–1999 through the end of December 2019) was completed physically, we needed another short period of compressed personal higher overview that pushes us to review & release more of whatever and whoever each of us needs to now in these early levels of Phase 2. We all need to repeatedly review & release whatever it is that each of us needs to every few years during this Ascension Process because any lower inner emotional and mental stuff n’ junk baggage cannot go any higher with you in your ongoing Ascension Process. The repeated quick personal inner clarifying, cleaning and clearing is ongoing for each of us until it’s no longer needed at all, and none of us are near that very advanced level yet. And so, in 2021 Phase 2, more people are finding themselves with sudden slightly higher yet personal perceptions that give them a more clarified overview, insight, understanding and personal higher knowing. I do not mean THE end-all higher all-knowing. I mean simply the next energy stairstep level for each of us personally, and again this is ongoing, this embodying more and higher which requires periods of further reviewing and releasing.
Some Related Side Effects
Increased Dreaming — My dreaming has increased like crazy since this started for me in the second half of 2020 and has continued through today. I mean ridiculously so. I’ve never experienced such an extended onslaught of, to me, mostly stupid dreams in my life. For some of you reading this you may have just begun this Phase 2 review & release process which means you too most likely are or soon will be experiencing a big increase in dreams coming from you.
I’ve always been able to tell the difference between my dreams that are coming from me and dreams that are real, actual lucid events happening in some non-physical location(s). I’ve always been able to tell when I’m dreaming Denise dreams that are personal issues I need to review & release, and, when I’m lucid in another dimension and Working etc. What I’m talking about here is an onslaught of me dreams that mostly have been about my dead mother, dead younger bulimic drug addict sister, old homes, old neighbors that were used as Portal People and so on. You try 24/7/365 caretaking of an elderly parent while you age who had dementia and Parkinson’s which meant she/he/they were easily accessed and used by non-physical negative Team Dark entities. Trust me, you too would soon discover that you’ve got some lingering inner frustrations, anger and emotional scarring that must quickly and thoroughly be reviewed & released immediately. Such have been my numerous nightly Denise dreams every night since late 2020.
There have also been other dreams during this same timeframe that didn’t involve my dead mother or sister or anyone else. These dreams are just weird, strange seeming nonsense dreams. I get the strong sense that, just like we have physical areas where numerous ‘Chaotic Nodes’ intersect with numerous others, we also have non-physical areas of these same ‘Chaotic Nodes’ intersecting with other worlds and realities. And, some of us have been and continue to be having greatly increased dreams every night stemming from some of these other Chaotic Node worlds and realities intersection points etc.
Many of these dreams I’ve been having since late 2020 have nothing whatsoever to do with me here in my world and reality. I’m not on an ascension mission where I’m needed to go into another timeline and do some specific ascension related energy Work. I did that occasionally during Phase 1, this is completely different. This seems more like multiple worlds and reality bleed-throughs because we’re deep within numerous physical ‘Chaotic Nodes’ now.
Increased Discombobulation — I’ve experienced this many times during Phase 1 but they’ve grown to epic levels of WTF sort of periods since about this time last year. They are moments that can be only minutes long or hours long but they are what I’d call Spherical Consciousness and are quantum. To me this makes all sorts of sense because I can perceive multiple (not all but many more than just one) worlds, realities, dimensions, timelines, probable realities etc. at the same “time”. This is all fine and wonderful so long as you’re NOT interacting with another human in the same world and time as you and your physical body are currently in. And, certainly do not try to count money and pay that person for anything while in Spherical Consciousness because chances are you’ll mess it up terribly. I recently did exactly that on May 11, 2021.
Some of us are increasingly discovering in Phase 2 that it now takes about as much energy, work and tight focus to restrict ourselves to only one single reality stream as it used to to expand into a higher altered state before the Ascension Process started! Talk about the shoe on the other foot! Wow… Linear consciousness vs. Spherical Consciousness. Until we’ve got a good higher handle on this NEW one, be extra aware, careful and teeth-grindingly focused while driving and/or using cash! One tiny other reality thought and you’ve messed up and probably won’t realize you did until much later in “time”. Live and learn.
Refrain from engaging with humans — Do so unless you know with Higher Awareness that it’s appropriate for you to do so at that moment. Otherwise let it go. Don’t try to be old human when you’re NEW human because that too is rapidly becoming an epic and obvious failure. It just does not work so don’t waste your precious energy trying to bridge the impossibly vast gap between yourself and someone who exists in lower frequencies with lower consciousness. You can beam the heck out of them all you want with the Light that you are now but don’t expect instant miracles. Just do the Work you’re capable of now and forget about having human friends. We continue to be traveling through numerous ‘Chaotic Nodes’ intersecting and affecting each other and we’re all, in our own ways and levels, having a hell of a time this year. Stay in your lane and continue on.
There’s more but these are the most prominent issues I’ve been experiencing and dealing with since about this time last year. The important news about all of this is that every time we go through another mandatory review & release period, it’s because we’re about to make another HUGE evolutionary step up again soon. Exactly when “soon” is for you personally I can’t say because it’ll be slightly different for each of us but we’re very close now. For some it will begin after the June 2021 Solstice, for others it will be later this year, and for others it will start in January 2022 and so on.
Just roll with the increasing weirdness, excessive dreaming and seriously strange not-coming-from-you dreams. Don’t get stuck in your head over any of it. Just a brief head mind dip in and out again and back up into your NEW HighHeart Homebase. The head isn’t up for these NEW higher experiences and perceptions, the HighHeart is. The anomalies—timewise and otherwise—are only going to increase for a good while. It’s all prep Work and ongoing shifting for the next BIG higher level we’re speeding towards. Review, release and keep expanding from further embodying as that is our ascending normal.
Denise Le Fay
May 23, 2021
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Remember my recent article about my Seeing a negative etheric harness looking device applied over my upper body? Applied over all of humanities upper bodies? Keep that in mind as you read this next part.
When Christians/Catholics cross themselves they start with touching their forehead at the Brow or Third Eye. From there it’s down to their lower Heart chakra. From there it’s up to the left shoulder, which in old Duality reality and consciousness represented the entire left feminine receptive side of the human body in both sexes. Next is to their right shoulder, which in that same old system represented the masculine and therefore considered “good” side of the body.
During Phase 1 of the Ascension Process (1998–1999 through end of December 2019), those of us that were capable of transmuting large quantities of previous human and nonhuman residual etheric negativity and density across time on 3D Earth and 4D Astral, did so in the ways each of us were capable of then. This entire etheric Work was, for many Volunteers, symbolized in numerous dreams during Phase 1 as our having to clean up the most filthy public restrooms (or actual gruesome crimes across time) you could ever imagine.
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