I’ve experienced varying degrees of continual exhaustion since February 1999 when my physical body began Phase 1 of the Ascension Process and started embodying higher Light energies while simultaneously transmuting old dense ones and negativity. I’ve also had varying degrees of upper diaphragm belly bloat since then too—aka Buddha Belly. I’ve had a variety of ongoing unusual internal body and head pains and pressures including periods of tremendous inner heat and/or cold since 1999 and much, much more as I know some of you reading this have too. It all was Phase 1 levels of the Ascension Process, but since we entered Phase 2 in January 2020, some individuals have been experiencing Ascension Embodiment Process symptoms in slightly different ways, plus the exhaustion has gotten worse. This has, is and will force more into having to further change their personal daily behaviors to conserve the small amount of life-force energy each person currently has.
Since the start of 2017 I’ve experienced a steady annual increase of needing to sleep during the daytime, daily. My necessary current daytime sleeping is between 45 minutes to 2 to 4 hours of deep sleep depending on what I’m embodying, transmuting and clearing on a daily basis.
Because of my age during the early years of Phase 1, I often made the mistake of assuming that some of the severe ascension symptoms I was having were age related, and/or menopause related, and/or due my having had scoliosis and arthritis since my teens. My mind did it’s best in those really horrible early ascension years to rationalize many of the severe body aches, pains, pressures, constant hot flashes, sudden inability to sleep, extreme belly bloat, inability to eat and digest much of anything while gaining weight, periods of embarrassing and frustrating mental focus loss—aka Brain Fog, and a hundred other genuinely miserable and bizarre ascension symptoms.
Because my age was in the normal menopausal range years at the start of Phase 1, plus my preexisting body aches and pains from scoliosis, it was often hard for me to know what exactly was causing the pains and extreme inner heat etc. that I was experiencing. I wrote-off a lot of the body aches and pains as things other than ascension symptoms, however as the years and symptoms continued, I eventually discovered they all were caused by the Ascension Process.
Another aspect of all this was, for a very long time now, my being, feeling and often looking and moving like I was recently in a bad car crash and was in shock or traumatized which affected my ability to focus mentally and hold mental focus for extended periods. Things that before the Ascension Process started were effortless, automatic and highly developed in me. I’ve often moved about in grocery stores, hardware stores, auto repair places and other such locations I had to go to while I could barely function physically and mentally. Both conditions were miserable but having my familiar and highly developed mental focus and intuitive abilities so profoundly impaired was very hard for me. It often made me feel vulnerable physically, etherically and energetically. Included in all that was normal female aging in a harsh patriarchal world simultaneously which simply added to an already unpleasant, difficult and dangerous process of continual personal internal and external transformation.
Another extremely important aspect of some First Everythingers personal Ascension Process is something that hasn’t been written about much but explains the continual negativity some of us still experience. What I’m talking about specifically is how some of us have been living in and from a higher frequency level for many years that is entirely NON parasitic. NEW Earth and NEW Humans will be completely NON parasitic in all ways.
How each individual reaches this higher NEW baseline frequency is by embodying more and more Light energies into their physical bodies. This is exactly what some of the First Everythingers, Volunteers, Starseeds, Pathpavers have been doing energy stairstep by energy stairstep since Phase 1 of the Ascension Process started. Eventually all the hard Work of having embodied ever greater and higher Light energies into one’s physical body reaches the required internal amount which then automatically causes an energetic ascension CHANGEOVER shift out of the old Duality parasitic patriarchal energy templates and frequency up into NEW Triality ones that are entirely NON parasitic. Said another way, once an individual has embodied enough higher Light energies into their physical bodies, they naturally evolve or ascend out of that old lower parasitic frequency range that was patriarchal Earth into a higher frequency level and state of personal being and existence. This higher frequency level and state of being and existence is referred to as becoming energetically sovereign.
In the early stages of individual energetic sovereignty, each of us quickly discovers that we’re functioning on our own in this NEW way meaning we’re no longer existing and functioning in a parasitic world reality. Because we’re new to this mega ascension CHANGEOVER we typically learn the hard way for a while that each of us only has a very small amount of sovereign personal energy to use and live off of each day. Our personal levels will increase over time as we continue embodying and evolving, but for now, we’ve each got a tiny wee bit of personal sovereign lifeforce energy we’re living, functioning and Working with each day and night. We no longer live in or sustain ourselves in the old lower frequency parasitic Earth world where everyone just sucks in someone else’s lifeforce energies when their personal energy tank gets low. We’ve evolved into a higher state where we have to depend on ourselves energetically and not on any other lifeform to sustain us energetically. We’ve evolved from lower level energy parasitism up to individual self-sustaining energetic sovereignty. What goes with that major ascension shift however is the absolutely mandatory need to conserve our energy constantly. All old superfluous actions, thoughts and emotions that carelessly burned up your precious life-force energies each day and night must now be permanently ended for the simple reason that you don’t have an extra drop of vital life-force to waste, sacrifice, or stupidly give away to anyone or anything.
Some of the First Everythinger individuals have been existing from this higher frequency range level and state of personal being for one or two decades now, but here’s the truly difficult and highly frustrating part about this. We’ve been existing and Working our personal ongoing Ascension and Embodiment Processes as energetically sovereign, self-contained NEW Humans while everyone around us are still low level energy parasites. Ever wonder why most people continue running around like the Ascension Process hasn’t been happening? Ever wonder why people older than you are behaving like they’re younger than you and completely pain-free? Every wonder why the “regular people” aren’t exhausted, all beat to hell 99% of the time, and in some type of physical pain constantly? Fast answer is because they still exist and live in the old lower frequency of everyone being energy parasites that constantly “feed” off of other living humans. So unfair isn’t it? So frustrating isn’t it? So insulting isn’t it, especially when a parasitic person or people try to absorb your tiny wee bit of self-contained sovereign lifeforce energy for them selves while hating you because, in some strange way, you are very, very different from them and they sense it.
This repulsive parallel worlds reality will continue until the full Separation of Worlds is complete—and it’s close—which means any who’ve reached this ascended frequency state of existence must continue to protect your personal life-force energies from parasitic level and consciousness people constantly trying to steal it. That was not a judgement because we all came from that old lower patriarchal world reality. The whole point is to evolve out of that now and stop energetically feeding yourself off of other people’s energies.
As the term Phase 2 should indicate, we’ve entered a higher and very different level within the Ascension and Embodiment Processes as of January 2020. A huge part of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process is the entrance into full planetary-wide Divine Mother Feminine NEW energy templates and energy patterns with the start of 2022.
In late 2018 some NEW Triality energy template patterns and codes were applied to ascending Earth and embodied by those who could embody them at that time. In late 2019 more NEW Triality energy template patterns and codes were added and embodied by those that could do so at that time and so it’s been unfolding incrementally during the final years of Phase 1 — 1998, 1999 through the end of December 2019.
But, when we enter 2022, we will do so into FULL physical NEW Triality-based Divine Mother Feminine energy template patterns that are seriously, fiercely, extremely more powerful and “masculine-like” in an entirely NEW-to-humanity way.
Old lower Duality patriarchy no longer applies — we’re on completely NEW Triality ground now with it going much higher via the full global activation of the NEW Divine Mother Feminine planetary energy template in 2022. This is good, this is really good, but as you can well imagine the parasitic patriarchal people unwilling or unable to evolve now will react very negatively to this major 2022 energy CHANGEOVER shift rapidly bearing down on us. Embody, embody, embody First Everythinger individuals to help with this extra big planetary energy CHANGEOVER. Many more people will suddenly become even more emotionally, mentally and physically unstable than they’ve already been. Plus many more people will be dying that do not, can not, or don’t want to remain in their current physical bodies and evolve into the NEW Triality Divine Mother Feminine energy template. The numerous global human deaths of 2020 and 2021 were the beginning of this massive exit of people that, for whatever their personal reasons, won’t remain in-body and ascend. Stairstep levels up and stairstep levels out.
- 2020 — Give humanity a fast way to die and exit physicality if that’s desired, needed or required in early Phase 2 which was a primary reason the pandemic manifested physically then. The global delivery of the Divine Cease & Desist Order to force everyone to CHANGEOVER from Phase 1 to Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process if doing that as well.
- 2021 — Give the First Everythinger Volunteer individuals that are capable of doing so this whole year to continue their individual Embodiment Processes in these higher Phase 2 energy levels. 2021 is more energetic and physical prep Work some First Everythinger individuals do for themselves and ascending Earth plus aid ascending humans entrance into 2022 making it a bit easier, faster, safer and less traumatic overall.
- 2022 — Full implementation of and entrance into the global NEW Divine Mother Feminine energy templates, patterns and codes of ascending Earth. Lower frequency and consciousness parasitic patriarchy people will react even more negatively to this global energy template changeover. They won’t consciously know what “it” is but they will feel the intense pressures of it. Far more people will be dying in 2022 because of this evolutionary shift on Earth into full Triality frequencies and the NEW Divine Mother Feminine energy templates, patterns and reality codes.
As has always been the case during the Ascension Process, the First Everythinger individuals have to do it first, have to go there first, have to embody and changeover shift first and anchor it all first. It’s why we’re called Pathpavers because that is exactly what we do; we embody first and physically anchor in or “seed” the NEW higher energies on ascending Earth so they’re there for ascending humanity to step into.
For me there is absolutely no difference between my living the ongoing Embodiment Process and the internal energetic building and external manifestation of ascending NEW Earth. It’s one and the same thing, one and the same Process. It’s for this reason that some of the Volunteer First Everythinger individuals have had to make greater personal changes in our lives and the actions we take or don’t take in Phase 2. The Ascension Process is about massive, continual energetic changes. It is not about things, people, lives, blogs and reality remaining the same.
The last few years of Phase 1 there were a number of NEW energy codes that arrived on and in ascending Earth, which means many of us. A little more NEW Triality-based energies added here, a little more NEW Triality-based energies added there. Slowly a little more and a little more of the NEW Triality-based energies and codes have been incrementally added to ascending Earth these past few years. However, what’s about to begin fully at an entirely NEW higher, more complex beautiful level in 2022, will cause everyone CHANGEOVER challenges we’ve never experienced before. As scary as that may sound to some, know that the prep Work has and continues being embodied and done throughout 2021 so this epic 2022 CHANGEOVER shift won’t rip ascending Earth or us apart.
Typically when I perceive higher frequency information it’s in the form of visual images. I don’t get words, instructions or complex descriptions from higher dimensional beings and haven’t since my Ascension Process began in early 1999. Now I primarily perceive visual images — images of some of the stunningly beautiful NEW Triality 6D and 7D energy templates, patterns and codes. These NEW complex sixth dimensional 6D geometric pattern packages often resemble intricate colorful kaleidoscope-like visual images. Some of these NEW seventh dimensional 7D Light and Sound energy templates, patterns and codes are also complex Light energy templates and patterns, some of which resemble geometric shapes while others resemble liquid Light energy wave-flow patterns that include different sounds and tones. 7D is Light and Sound that, when flows down into 6D, become structured and typically into geometric shaped energy pattern packets that we call “reality” or “realities” when they down step further into what’s now our 5D level.
Those of you who also See some of these gorgeous NEW 6D geometric energy pattern packets or parts of some of them, know how breathtakingly stunning they are. Look upon them as some of the NEW Earth Triality energy templates and energy patterns of those templates. We don’t always need to know what exactly they do or where they go or how they function. Don’t get stuck in the old lower head with things like this. Use your HighHeart and feel, sense and open to them in new-to-you ways now in Phase 2.
Some brief and random tidbits before I forget them.
‘Unity Consciousness’ means you, You, YOU, and Soul you, and you as Source, and Source are embodied enough in your current physical body to be capable of perceiving everything holistically because you/You/YOU have become holistic internally yourself. ‘Unity Consciousness’ begins when someone embodies enough to naturally evolve and shift out of the old lower separation and Duality frequency range up to individually integrated and unified with all of your own other aspects, Selves and Source. When an individual is at or close to making that monumental evolutionary CHANGEOVER, their consciousness becomes increasingly unified, holistic, One and the Same. ‘Unity Consciousness’ is not about you and another person or other people or group of people all thinking along the same lines or deliberately focused on the same things for whatever reasons. Real ‘Unity Consciousness’ is about you raising your energetic Light frequencies enough to vibrationally be able to perceive things, everything, people, events etc. as your Higher Self/Selves, Soul, and you as Source do. You become “One” with the other aspects of you which means what you perceive is not isolated and disconnected from the higher and more complex levels and states of being.
In the early AM hours of July 2, 2021, I abruptly woke up and before I opened my physical eyes I Saw very big and extremely bright white Light flashing horizontally inside my head. I got the sense that the act itself is what woke me up suddenly. I’ve never Seen this exact thing before and was impressed at the size and amount of lightning bright white Light rapidly flashing and pulsing across the insides of my head. I got up, went to the bathroom and then back to sleep a bit before sunrise.
I’d been up that July 2nd morning for a couple of hours when I suddenly got the old ascension “vertigo” symptom. Thankfully I don’t get this often or very severely but it was fairly intense for me all day and night on July 2nd. For your entertainment — While seated on the toilet one time on July 2nd, I nearly fell off. My body did one of those sudden jerk tilt sort of movements. Typically this has happened only when we’ve been asleep and are suddenly re-entering our physical body way too fast and way too hot which causes a sharp jerking of the body upon reentry contact. And yes, I nearly did tilt jerk my body off the toilet seat! This was a new one for me and I wasn’t impressed whatsoever. Newsflash: Woman dies from falling off toilet seat while sitting on it. 🙄
Then this morning, July 5, 2021, I discovered Celia Fenn’s Message of the Day she posted July 3, 2021. I’ll include a link to it in its entirety below my copyright notice. We had our first X-class solar flare in four years on July 3, 2021 so say those at Spaceweather.com.
“…The Solar flares are carrying intense loads of Light Codes that overstimulate the brain and the pineal, leading to symptoms such as insomnia and anxiety…” — Celia Fenn
What does all this teach us? We’re in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and the Sun is and will continue to up its transmissions because of that. It also let’s us know to be more careful when seated, anywhere , so as to not fall off due to any ascension related energy blast, Pineal expansion, body change actions, timeline changing, or any other phenomena.
Plus there’s all the almost constant etheric traffic moving, walking, flying, zooming, rolling, flashing etc. through our spaces, homes and bedrooms. The etheric traffic has been greatly increased for a month now which tells me we’re moving, we’re ALL moving much more and much farther than some of us are fully aware of.
And then there’s the always freaky and distracting sounds that sound like they’re physical but they’re not, they’re etheric sounds. It could be sounds of what you think are airplanes overhead; the Earth creaking and groaning; energies and whatever else moving in the air, the sky, the space above us; people talking; the sounds of god knows what screeching and/or screaming or wailing etc. up in the sky at any time of the day or night.
I’ve been clairaudient since early childhood and these ascension caused sounds sound to me like they are 100% physical but every time I go outside to try and see what’s happening, there’s nothing. These types of voices, strange sounds, screams, howling etc. are etheric sounds, not physical sounds. Just more fun, excitement, confusion and occasional WTF was that?! moments. And here comes 2022. 🙂
Denise Le Fay
July 5, 2021
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