The Real War Is Over Your Consciousness

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Most have heard that the real battle or war happening is over human consciousness, the human mind, human thoughts and mental focus. This isn’t new information but it as a fact of our current lives and reality has been greatly amplified from 2014 to date. Here we are in late August 2015, and this “war” over human consciousness is something that’s a constant issue now and for many is a constant and very real “battle”. Again, knowing something is very different from living it, from struggling with it daily or even minute by minute, and for many of us, that’s exactly what we’ve experienced repeatedly this summer and to a degree we’ve never had to deal with before.

I’ve been paying attention to how the negativity, or Team Dark (TD) as I call it all for ease and speed of communication, has changed in my life over these many Ascension years. I’ve mentioned in previous articles about how the ways TD used to directly interact and attack me have changed multiple times. They’ve gone from directly interacting with me in face to face meetings and telepathic communications (spewing hate rages and vile threats at me is more accurate) and attacks etc., to attacking me through manipulating other living humans (Portal People as I’ve called them).

The next layer and tactic of this I’ve experienced nonstop since the start of 2014, is a much more indirect method of nearly constant onslaughts of attacks taking the form of constant “problems” such as sudden expenses, vandalism, delays, interference, derailments, life-changing events etc. with just about everything and everyone I’m dealing with. There’s also new and very different physical body problems but that’s an article by itself so I won’t include it here, but let me tell you it’s been unbelievably severe since April 2015. Some of you will relate to this.

In other words, the direct face to face, toe to toe battles of the recent past with nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark beings/aliens/entities have changed into indirect problems, setbacks, extra expenses, confusion, second guessing and the growing fatigue and frustrations these types of things cause over time. Said another way, this constant barrage of BS from every corner of life is intended to wear me down, intended to wear all Forerunners and others living the Ascension Process carrying Light within us down, down, down. If TD can’t directly get in your face and beat the holy hell out of you that way, then they’ll use other humans to accomplish it. When that doesn’t work or isn’t getting the mental and emotional energetic reactions TD intended, then these indirect ways are utilized to wear us down emotionally, mentally, physically, financially etc. Obviously, when we’re weary from constant battle onslaughts like what’s happening, it’s very easy to eventually become discouraged, depressed, angry, frustrated, hateful, unbalanced and of course fearful and just want to have yourself one giant Pity Party for a while! Look at how these indirect TD tactics are working now by simply never letting up on us. We’re covertly being assailed and worn down by invisible forces which make it very easy to “fall” back down into fear and other lower frequency thoughts and emotions over all sorts of things, money being at the top of the list typically.

There is a war, a battle raging, and it’s intended to get you down to the lower frequency, lower consciousness levels and keep you/me/us there where we’re constantly preoccupied with having to fix stuff. Clever tactic TD and very efficient way to siphon off valuable life-force energies—Light—from humanity in general but certainly from Forerunners who weary occasionally from escalating battle fatigue. The obvious test with all this at this point is, as best I can tell at this moment of pain and exhaustion is, how good are you/me/we at remaining in our High Hearts and ‘Neutral Observer’  frequency and level when under constant attack in whatever forms that’s taking for each of us in 2015? How does one tap into their happy happy higher place when under heavy attack from any number of unexpected things or people? How does one carry on amidst this war, this now constant and very real battle over our valuable individual consciousness? How does one not “fall”?

Eat chocolate candy. Well that and consciously know what’s going on and why it is and then get your butt, with chocolate candy in tow, back up into your High Heart no matter what and stay there no matter what. 😀 And when you do “fall” and you will, maybe repeatedly until you perfect this NEW ability and level of consciousness and being, just understand what’s happened and why and how you got had by TD and climb back up into your High Heart and ‘Neutral Observer’ state again, eat a couple pieces of chocolate candy, and completely and honestly be absolutely un-phased by Team Dark and all the stupid shit. Know the stupid shit is there and will be for a while longer, but as with demons, you’ve got to carry on like they’re NOT there and that they cannot affect you in any way whatsoever. Acknowledge what’s really there and what’s really happening and why but don’t buy into any of it. Keep the higher High Heart frequency and consciousness and be the Master ‘Neutral Observer’ to all the stupid shit taking place at record speeds all around you/me/us all. None of it can touch you unless you focus in on it for too long, which is exactly what TD wants you to do. Do not. Redirect your gaze, your emotional and mental focus to where YOU want it, not where TD wants it. Now keep it there. Easier said than done in many cases but this is what’s on our spiritual plates at the moment so dive in.

Life lived in the eye of the hurricane…Master it as best and as quickly as you can because this won’t be slowing down for a while yet. The pressures will only increase between the old Dark and the expanding NEW Light reality and worlds as these two radically different levels literally repel, push apart from each other finally. Until we fully reach that point however, these pressures and TD tactics will only increase so we’ve got to Master staying in our High Hearts no matter what or who tries to manipulate, derail, distract, or wear us back down into the war/battle zone repeatedly. Practice makes perfect as the old saying goes so don’t beat yourself up when you do “fall”. Use what you learn from it all and get yourself back up into your higher frequency and consciousness High Heart and Master staying there.

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Denise

August 18, 2015

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Second Half of August 2014: More intense than the first!

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This is for my readers who, from 5D HighHeart awareness feel/sense/know that something big is up with me now. I’ve always felt all of you but I know more and more are feeling me now too as this is a primary aspect of what life, consciousness, reality and being is within a fifth dimensional (5D) level and frequency of being. This is the ‘we are all One’ business but while we’re still individuated. I should also preface this by saying that I’m exhausted (nothing new with that however!) and terribly sleep deprived at the moment not to mention overly emotional in both highly positive 5D ways, and saddened in other personal ways too so please bear with me.

For the past six years I’ve wanted to move and own a home (mobile home, I’m not talking big expensive deal here) where I own the land it sits on too. The mobile home I’ve owned since 2004 is in a senior “park” and everyone pays monthly space rent… which goes up every year while our incomes do not. Not ideal but the best we could do back in 2004, and if you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission, you know the back-story to all that.

I’ve saved every dollar (mine plus your Donations) for ten years to be able to buy, outright, something semi-decent within our price range that I and my Mom could live in but not have to pay park rent or a bank mortgage because our incomes are below the national poverty levels, plus, life is what it has been and still is due to the Ascension Process. I would never let us get ourselves into any financial situation that we couldn’t immediately payoff entirely ourselves. No loans, no risks, no selling of souls, no magical deluded thinking would ever happen. Remaining here and saving every dollar until I could buy another house in-full would be the only way I’d do this during these collapsing volatile times. And we suddenly came so very close to doing this this month. (I’ve had an all cash offer on another house since February 2014, but it remains in real estate foreclosure limbo so I finally emotionally and physically released it as a possibility for us this month.)

I was impulsed two weeks ago to quickly get mom and myself in the car and rush over to another mobile (own the land/lot) I’d seen online the day it went on the market in early August 2014. It’s the impulsed part that made me wonder and I know to follow those intuitive pushes. It turned out that those sellers (wife same age as my mom and her husband in his late eighties and has had multiple open-heart bypass surgeries in recent years and is having a very difficult time now with vertigo and falling and getting more injuries from that) where needing to move to the Pacific northwest to be near their daughter (who is two years older than me) because Dad’s falling every week. Boomers care taking their elder parents is one thing; doing so as a Forerunner is another thing entirely.

Once there the wife saw us in the car and came out and asked if we’d like to see the inside of the house. We were embarrassed because we were practically in our pajamas and did NO preparations for going out in public! In other words we looked a mess, me much more so than mom. Thank god we’d put bras on at least! 🙄

After seeing the inside/outside of the house/lot, mom and I both thought, “Holy crap batman, we might just be able to buy this place and have it work for us and our current needs!” I made an offer through my realtor the next day that was too low but, I had a plan, and it would or would not work and I was fine either way. I had to get the ball rolling with these people as quickly as possible based on the fact the wife (owner) was willing to let us into their home without any realtors involved. That was key and a clue to me. They were in need of selling fast, and we liked their house and all the improvements they’d done to it that I wouldn’t have to do myself. Been there done that many times in the past and I don’t want to do it again now.

Long story short is that the two home owners and my mom and I were coming to each others houses over the past week to work out the few thousand dollars I was short and see if we all could reach a fair compromise. We did and it was so HighHeart on all sides which was glorious to experience with strangers. My plan was working, up until…

Up until I went to my bank later that day to transfer some cash I’d saved over a decade and had in a Safe Deposit Box there into a checking account there for the sole purpose of buying a house. While doing this I discovered much to my shock and horror that $3,000 cash was missing. Make that stolen because I didn’t steal my money or misplace it which left me with the sad, sick knowledge that a low consciousness bank employee probably did it. My heart crash-landed in that moment and I became angry because I’ve banked there for decades. Because of this loss piled on top of my already not having the full asking price, I felt it was too much to lay on the sellers. I told them what had happened and that I couldn’t come up with what I needed, PLUS the stolen three thousand dollars. We all were saddened about this.

The next day they returned to our house to make me and mom an “offer”. He was willing to let us make payments on the remaining amount I didn’t have and we agreed after discussing all aspects of both sides doing this. It seemed safe, plus we’d pay off the rest of the debt once we sold our current house which I estimated would be about four or five months. The four of us had all honestly comprised and come up with a way that would benefit all four of us without any direct realtor involvements. We all did this ourselves. Then we’d call our separate realtors to have them do their parts in the selling/buying process. I’m emphasizing this aspect because it clearly shows how people are taking back power to do things, to create the reality they want and need now instead of standing back and letting “professionals” take all the power and control in their lives. The old heartless and usually ruthless ways.

Now here’s where things go off the rails. While they were at our house a couple days ago my mom had another sudden onset of pain at her neck/throat area, upper chest, shoulders and both elbows down through both lower arms and hands. She’d been having this off and on for the past two weeks and we repeatedly discussed what we thought was causing it and what she wanted to do about it etc. It was a mystery only because she, we both have always had physical pain of some sort piled on top of 16 years of Ascension pains and pressures etc.

Point is that the husband and wife sellers were present when this happened to mom again, but within 15 minutes she felt better so we finished up our discussion about buying their house. That took place about 3:00 PM. By 3:00 AM I called 911 and our suspicions were confirmed by the EMT’s doing an EKG on mom in our living room. They promptly took her to the hospital where the surgeon ran a tube from her groin up into the heart to see what’s blocked. It turned out that she needed open-heart triple bypass surgery which she went through Thursday August 28, 2014 from noon to 6:00 PM. All is well so far, but she’s 84 and this has changed both of our lives and reality. It will be a long, hard road for her to recover from such an invasive surgery at her age under such intense Ascension Energies, but, Angels are helping her and me and the two house sellers as well. At this point it’s stay sane, focus in the HighHeart, trust, intend and let things play out however they’re going to for all involved. Because of this I am suddenly “unemployed” and without income so this is affecting us on multiple levels.

Because of this I’m going to ask those who can to donate when they can so I can hold things together during this change. Like I said before, I’m terribly sleep deprived now due to all these events and I apologize if I’m less tactful at the moment. After I write this I’m going to try to nap a bit but there’s so much I must take care of if and when mom makes it back home.

Did I mention that it’s near 105 degrees here and it’s a four-day holiday weekend here in the USA and traffic is crazy, I’m sleep deprived, emotional, and HATE heat, holidays and needing to drive to places I’ve never been before especially during holidays, summer heat and heavy traffic?

I confessed that because I’ve learned in 2014 that, whatever it is that I, that you, that each of us doesn’t like, is afraid of, is worried about, is confused over etc. are exactly the things that are popping up for me/you/each of us to deal with and prove to ourselves that we can do it and quickly release those old limits, beliefs, fears etc. to continue embodying the NEW. Repeatedly this year I and my mom have experienced this exact Process of suddenly having to deal with whatever it is that we individually must to continue moving forward and embody more of the NEW higher frequencies into our bodies and consciousness.

I’ve also noticed this year that, for me at least, the last month of every season (spring, summer, fall, winter) is super intense in this. It’s playing out so far this year that from the last month of each season from the first day of that month to the next Equinox or Solstice are super intense, super compressed like it’s the last days to accomplished whatever it is we individually must BEFORE the next Equinox / Solstice arrives and activates the NEXT NEW phase of this ongoing Process. I suspect that from September 1st through to the Equinox on September 22, 2014 will probably be increasingly intense from our perspectives. We’re climbing the steps of the NEW energy ladder so to speak and this Process is unfolding faster and faster every week, every month, every season. The NEW is not going to ever go away, reduce in intensity, or slow down which means we’re having to quickly make whatever last-minute inner/outer adjustments so we can cope with the NEW and comfortably embody the changes, improvements it is bringing in.

I’m going to end this here because I may be rambling and I’m tired enough to not even know it! I’ve just felt many of you wondering where I’ve gone and what’s happening and I wanted to let everyone know the onslaught of latest lessons me and mine are going through now. I’ll write when I can and have better insights, which are now covered in exhaustion and repeated emotional weeping over the human and nonhuman Angels that have helped me recently with these issues, plus my mom’s condition, the house etc. It’s difficult and sad and yet I know we’re transitioning into something so much better and NEW.

One more quick thing. All month I’ve clairaudiently heard more people talking and other weird sounds I cannot tell what caused them or if it was even physical in nature than I have throughout my entire life. It seems we’re again in a stage of massive transition and movement into more of the NEW which typically causes plenty of energy wakes which sometimes we not only See with Higher vision but Hear with Higher hearing too etc.

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Denise

August 29, 2014

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April 15, 2014 Lunar Eclipse Energy Wave

Here’s a couple of links to helpful and accurate messages by Cosmic Awareness at Rainbow Phoenix. The first link is about the NEW energies coming in through the April 15th Lunar Eclipse at 25º Libra 16′ which is the first of a series of Stair-step Energy Waves pouring into this dimension throughout April and beyond.

April 15 Begins a New Flow of Energies

The second link is to another great and accurate message by CA about how much multidimensional Work we really do while asleep and out-of-body each night. This article is important for any who still feel or believe that they’re not doing enough within the Ascension Process’ etc.

Important Work Being Done during the Dream State

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Denise

April 15, 2014

And we’ve learned what so far?

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Well we just made it through the first month (Libra) after the end of the Nine Month period and how many of you feel like the same person you were before the September 21-22, 2013 Equinox? Does it feel or seem like only one month has elapsed, or more like six or seven months compressed into those intense 30 days? How much have you lived through, felt and realized and therefore changed in yourself in this first month into the NEW?

Were you judgmental of other people during Libra (September 21st through October 21st?) Did you need to do it publicly? Were you or are you still now in Scorpio (October 22nd through November 20th) locked into your current personal spiritual ascension-related beliefs about things, or, were you open and receptive to even more expanded higher awareness? Did you lie to someone or a group of others? Did you feel the need to preserve your current beliefs and publicly disrespect someone else’s? Were you hurtful and disrespectful to someone? Or were you wounded by others during the first month into the NEW? I certainly was and because of it had to do some more Inner Work and letting go of things I needed to during the 30 days of Libra. And I’m fairly certain I wounded a couple of Libran “Others” myself during that time too even though that was not my intention.

Being wounded by some others publicly and privately however forced me to grow and change some more which obviously was needed or I wouldn’t have been emotionally wounded in the first place. It was the public wounding by certain others (who I believed should know better) that caused me to grow and helped me better understand the NEW level we’re in now, and so it was well-worth the emotional pain in the end.

I know not everyone experienced the first month (Libra) anywhere near the same way(s) that I did, but I do know that Libra energies do what they do nonetheless. Because of that, what did you learn through what “Others” did and/or said to you or about you etc? Equally, what did you do and/or say to others and so on during those 30 days that have caused you to grow some more in the NEW?

One of the main things about the NEW that the first month taught me was much more about how anything and everything goes now. The NEW is nothing like the old blueprints and ways and beliefs etc. and everyone is and will be for a long time I’m afraid, struggle to evolve, expand and accept that so much more is now allowed and available in this NEW than ever was in the old lower world. Most people are and will for a while still be applying their old lower beliefs and expectations and habits etc. in the NEW, not yet understanding how they’re limiting themselves, their beliefs, their relationships and pretty much everything else. It will simply take some “time” for more people to honestly, personally, individually realize that the NEW playground is vastly larger and more complex, and because of this, much more is available to express itself through each of us than was the case in the old lower pre-ascension world.

Said another way, lets say that as of today there’s six billion or so people living on this same earth world that I currently am. That means that, within the energetic blueprints of the NEW, there are about six billion possibilities that can manifest for each of those six billion people. In the old lower earth world this level of creativity and expression was not available because we weren’t ready for it. Most still aren’t but we’ll all eventually realize that much more is able to manifest now in this NEW Evolutionary Cycle than the old lower one and — here comes my punch line — because of this everyone is and will be learning that more personal creativity and diverse unique differences of individual focus etc. (within the parameters of these NEW blueprints I mean) is now available and allowed.

We’re all working with and in these NEW energetic blueprints of the NEW and they contain a much larger and higher frequency field of personal creativity and High Heart consciousness and being — all of which are very fifth dimensional in nature — so how about more ‘Live and Let Live’  attitude from everyone now within the NEW?

I remember a couple of years ago listening to one of Steve Rother’s channelings that contained one sentence I thought was really humorous and highly telling. His ‘group’ said how they were looking forward to ‘how all the little gods were going to get along with all the other little gods’ or something to that effect. And here we are in the NEW, all seven billion plus ‘little gods’ learning how to let all the other ‘little gods’ have the room and respect they each deserve to create, experience, and learn in their own unique ways within this vastly more spacious, complex and creative level and time of the NEW.

So my fellow blossoming ‘little gods’, how well are you or are you not allowing greater 5D creativity and space for the many other ‘little gods’ now in the NEW? Do you have the answer to things and feel or believe you have the right to roll your current beliefs and level of awareness over the other ‘little gods’? Or, are you like me, beginning to understand that 5D and the NEW is about more creativity and creative potential in each and every ‘little god’… including yourself and myself and all the many Other Selves?

To be super clear about this, I’m not saying we’re now in some free for all zone and therefore anything goes. I’m saying that because we’ve evolved (are continuing to evolve), we now have more space and conscious ability (and spiritual need) to create on a larger canvas than we did when we existed in the old lower frequency, consciousness, space and Evolutionary Cycle of dense 3D Duality controlled by Team Dark!

Yes we’re still working within a specific set of energetic blueprints of the NEW, but they’re so much larger and more complex, in the same ways that dense Dualized 3D is different from less dense and more Unified 5D. This isn’t difficult information. It is to most of us now only because we’re living it from the inside! It’s not an intellectual only concept we’re speculating about from the outside; we’re now having to live IT from within IT at a very NEW and higher level, and most of us are and will continue to wrestle with adjusting to the NEW in these NEW ways over the months and years ahead. Because of this I ask all of you to make an effort to be more kind, more allowing, more understanding of the Others with their slightly different from your current set of beliefs and awareness’. That’s all… just some real 5D High Heart tolerance and respect of the many Others.

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Denise

October 23, 2013

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