Personal Update

heartangelcircle 4 My mom was moved from the hospital (entered August 28th around 4:00 AM) to a care facility (intense physical rehab or bypass boot camp as I like to call it) September 3rd around 5:00 PM. She’s doing much better than those first five days at the hospital, which were questionable at best. We’re both much relieved to see her regaining some strength, not nearly choking to death due to the lung congestion, mental clarity returning, hallucinations decreasing, no infections and all the rest of it.

On the early morning she was taken to the hospital, after rushing around like a lunatic for a few hours, I finally got to the hospital (a place I’d never been to before in another city) to see her and talk with the surgeon before she went in for triple bypass surgery at noon. Once I got back home and sat down in hopes of calming down, I Saw two Lightbeing Angels flanking Mom’s right and left shoulders in her hospital bed. They looked exactly the same as the two Lightbeing Angels that assisted her and I a couple of years ago at the grocery store and getting across the parking lot and into the car and home.

Each was positioned slightly behind her right and left shoulders facing forward or her feet. After about twenty minutes a third Lightbeing Angel appeared slightly elevated above the first two and directly behind the top of her head. Once that happened the two Light Angels that were at her sides rotated a quarter turn to face Mom and each other for twenty, thirty seconds, then they’d both simultaneously rotate back to their original position of facing forward or looking at Mom’s feet if you will. The third slightly elevated Light Angel at her head never moved or rotated. I got the sense from their actions that the¬†three were creating, building a multidimensional protective energy barrier and space around Mom, her physical and energy bodies to help and protect her through the dangerous and lengthy surgery and recovery period.

I cannot tell you how instantaneously relieved I was Seeing that there were three of them instead of only two. In that second of Seeing three of them I knew those beautiful, amazing, steadfast Lightbeing Angelics were there to protect her energetically and create a safe higher space around Mom throughout her surgery. Seeing them told me they were there not to escort her through a physical death process, but to help keep her safe and protected during the surgery and for as long as needed after it because she was supposed to live a while longer, not die now. I sent as much Love and Gratitude as I could produce then to the three (trinity, triality, unified not dualized etc.) Light Angels for helping her, me, all of us and for my Seeing them so I’d know what was going on at higher levels with Mom and why and could share that information with all of you.

Briefly, these Lightbeing Angelics looked to me like brilliant, tall, fairly small diameter white-Light energy tubes with few facial details and no features below their waists, just brilliant white-Light. Viewing them from the heart up looked to me like there were very tall “wings” on their backs resembling lines of Light that went up, up, up to their Home dimension frequency range. What could be interpreted as angel “wings” looked to me like vertical Light lines they descended/ascended to enter/exit this, our frequency range in physicality. I saw this in 2012 too when the two Light Angelics helped Mom at the grocery store parking lot. Energetic Angelic Light elevators! ūüėČ

They emanated no emotions whatsoever because they’re far beyond “emotions” as we currently think of them. They telepathed nothing to me because it wasn’t needed. They are Light Love Source and not much more is needed beyond that! You feel them, their intentions and energies and are forever changed because of it. These Beings are the same type I’ve Seen encircled above me since January 1, 2014, and are my and many of our NEW Crew or NEW Entourage as I called them when I wrote about this earlier this year.

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And lastly, I want to Thank each and every one of you dear Light-filled, HighHeart souls who helped me, us, by making a HighHeart donation to help me financially during this period of unemployment and emotional physical upheaval. The money is and will be a profound help to me, however, everyone’s heartfelt Love and support has affected me even more so and for that grand and glorious 5D gift, there is nothing I can say but Thank You each from my 5D HighHeart to your 5D HighHeart and beyond.

I intend to soon write more about this and other personal mini revelations, plus the latest energy change, which felt like a blessed relief Hug from Home that came in September 3, 2014, around 7:00 PM my time PDT. When it arrived, it felt like I’d survive now too so this latest energy is special, different in some ways from earlier ones.

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Gratitude Hugs to All,

Denise Le Fay

September 5, 2014

Second Half of August 2014: More intense than the first!

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This is for my readers who, from 5D HighHeart awareness feel/sense/know that something big is up with me now. I’ve always felt all of you but I know more and more are feeling me now too as this is a primary aspect of what life, consciousness, reality and being is within a fifth dimensional (5D) level and frequency of being. This is the ‘we are all One’ business but while we’re still individuated. I should also preface this by saying that I’m exhausted (nothing new with that however!) and terribly sleep deprived at the moment not to mention overly emotional in both highly positive 5D ways, and saddened in other personal ways too so please bear with me.

For the past six years I’ve wanted to move and own a home (mobile home, I’m not talking big expensive deal here) where I own the land it sits on too. The mobile home I’ve owned since 2004 is in a senior “park” and everyone pays monthly space rent… which goes up every year while our incomes do not. Not ideal but the best we could do back in 2004, and if you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission, you know the back-story to all that.

I’ve saved every dollar (mine plus your Donations) for ten years to be able to buy, outright, something semi-decent within our price range that I and my Mom could live in but not have to pay park rent or a bank mortgage because our incomes are below the national poverty levels, plus, life is what it has been and still is due to the Ascension Process. I would never let us get ourselves into any financial situation that we couldn’t immediately payoff entirely ourselves. No loans, no risks, no selling of souls, no magical deluded thinking would ever happen. Remaining here and saving every dollar until I could buy another house in-full would be the only way I’d do this during these collapsing volatile times. And we suddenly came so very close to doing this this month. (I’ve had an all cash offer on another house since February 2014, but it remains in real estate foreclosure limbo so I finally emotionally and physically released it as a possibility for us this month.)

I was impulsed two weeks ago to quickly get mom and myself in the car and rush over to another mobile (own the land/lot) I’d seen online the day it went on the market in early August 2014. It’s the impulsed part that made me wonder and I know to follow those intuitive pushes. It turned out that those sellers (wife same age as my mom and her husband in his late eighties and has had multiple open-heart bypass surgeries in recent years and is having a very difficult time now with vertigo and falling and getting more injuries from that) where needing to move to the Pacific northwest to be near their daughter (who is two years older than me) because Dad’s falling every week. Boomers care taking their elder parents is one thing; doing so as a Forerunner is another thing entirely.

Once there the wife saw us in the car and came out and asked if we’d like to see the inside of the house. We were embarrassed because we were practically in our pajamas and did NO preparations for going out in public! In other words we looked a mess, me much more so than mom. Thank god we’d put bras on at least! ūüôĄ

After seeing the inside/outside of the house/lot, mom and I both thought, “Holy crap batman, we might just be able to buy this place and have it work for us and our current needs!” I made an offer through my realtor the next day that was too low but, I had a plan, and it would or would not work and I was fine either way. I had to get the ball rolling with these people as quickly as possible based on the fact the wife (owner) was willing to let us into their home without any realtors involved. That was key and a clue to me. They were in need of selling fast, and we liked their house and all the improvements they’d done to it that I wouldn’t have to do myself. Been there done that many times in the past and I don’t want to do it again now.

Long story short is that the two home owners and my mom and I were coming to each others houses over the past week to work out the few thousand dollars I was short and see if we all could reach a fair compromise. We did and it was so HighHeart on all sides which was glorious to experience with strangers. My plan was working, up until…

Up until I went to my bank later that day to transfer some cash I’d saved over a decade and had in a Safe Deposit Box there into a checking account there for the sole purpose of buying a house. While doing this I discovered much to my shock and horror that $3,000 cash was missing. Make that stolen because I didn’t steal my money or misplace it which left me with the sad, sick knowledge that a low consciousness bank employee probably did it. My heart crash-landed in that moment and I became angry because I’ve banked there for decades. Because of this loss piled on top of my already not having the full asking price, I felt it was too much to lay on the sellers. I told them what had happened and that I couldn’t come up with what I needed, PLUS the stolen three thousand dollars. We all were saddened about this.

The next day they returned to our house to make me and mom an “offer”. He was willing to let us make payments on the remaining amount I didn’t have and we agreed after discussing all aspects of both sides doing this. It seemed safe, plus we’d pay off the rest of the debt once we sold our current house which I estimated would be about four or five months. The four of us had all honestly comprised and come up with a way that would benefit all four of us without any direct realtor involvements. We all did this ourselves. Then we’d call our separate realtors to have them do their parts in the selling/buying process. I’m emphasizing this aspect because it clearly shows how people are taking back power to do things, to create the reality they want and need now instead of standing back and letting “professionals” take all the power and control in their lives. The old heartless and usually ruthless ways.

Now here’s where things go off the rails. While they were at our house a couple days ago my mom had another sudden onset of pain at her neck/throat area, upper chest, shoulders and both elbows down through both lower arms and hands. She’d been having this off and on for the past two weeks and we repeatedly discussed what we thought was causing it and what she wanted to do about it etc. It was a mystery only because she, we both have always had physical pain of some sort piled on top of 16 years of Ascension pains and pressures etc.

Point is that the husband and wife sellers were present when this happened to mom again, but within 15 minutes she felt better so we finished up our discussion about buying their house. That took place about 3:00 PM. By 3:00 AM I called 911 and our suspicions were confirmed by the EMT’s doing an EKG on mom in our living room. They promptly took her to the hospital where the surgeon ran a tube from her groin up into the heart to see what’s blocked. It turned out that she needed open-heart triple bypass surgery which she went through Thursday August 28, 2014 from noon to 6:00 PM. All is well so far, but she’s 84 and this has changed both of our lives and reality. It will be a long, hard road for her to recover from such an invasive surgery at her age under such intense Ascension Energies, but, Angels are helping her and me and the two house sellers as well. At this point it’s stay sane, focus in the HighHeart, trust, intend and let things play out however they’re going to for all involved. Because of this I am suddenly “unemployed” and without income so this is affecting us on multiple levels.

Because of this I’m going to ask those who can to donate when they can so I can hold things together during this change. Like I said before, I’m terribly sleep deprived now due to all these events and I apologize if I’m less tactful at the moment. After I write this I’m going to try to nap a bit but there’s so much I must take care of if and when mom makes it back home.

Did I mention that it’s near 105 degrees here and it’s a four-day holiday weekend here in the USA and traffic is crazy, I’m sleep deprived, emotional, and HATE heat, holidays and needing to drive to places I’ve never been before especially during holidays, summer heat and heavy traffic?

I confessed that because I’ve learned in 2014 that, whatever it is that I, that you, that each of us doesn’t like, is afraid of, is worried about, is confused over etc. are exactly the things that are popping up for me/you/each of us to deal with and prove to ourselves that we can do it and quickly release those old limits, beliefs, fears etc. to continue embodying the NEW. Repeatedly this year I and my mom have experienced this exact Process of suddenly having to deal with whatever it is that we individually must to continue moving forward and embody more of the NEW higher frequencies into our bodies and consciousness.

I’ve also noticed this year that, for me at least, the last month of every season (spring, summer, fall, winter) is super intense in this. It’s playing out so far this year that from the last month of each season from the first day of that month to the next Equinox or Solstice are super intense, super compressed like it’s the last days to accomplished whatever it is we individually must BEFORE the next Equinox / Solstice arrives and activates the NEXT NEW phase of this ongoing Process. I suspect that from September 1st through to the Equinox on September 22, 2014 will probably be increasingly intense from our perspectives. We’re climbing the steps of the NEW energy ladder so to speak and this Process is unfolding faster and faster every week, every month, every season. The NEW is not going to ever go away, reduce in intensity, or slow down which means we’re having to quickly make whatever last-minute inner/outer adjustments so we can cope with the NEW and comfortably embody the changes, improvements it is bringing in.

I’m going to end this here because I may be rambling and I’m tired enough to not even know it! I’ve just felt many of you wondering where I’ve gone and what’s happening and I wanted to let everyone know the onslaught of latest lessons me and mine are going through now. I’ll write when I can and have better insights, which are now covered in exhaustion and repeated emotional weeping over the human and nonhuman Angels that have helped me recently with these issues, plus my mom’s condition, the house etc. It’s difficult and sad and yet I know we’re transitioning into something so much better and NEW.

One more quick thing. All month I’ve clairaudiently heard more people talking and other weird sounds I cannot tell what caused them or if it was even physical in nature than I have throughout my entire life. It seems we’re again in a stage of massive transition and movement into more of the NEW which typically causes plenty of energy wakes which sometimes we not only See with Higher vision but Hear with Higher hearing too.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise Le Fay

August 29, 2014

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The April 2014 Explosion of Change

heartrays multi After April 2014, there shouldn’t be one bit of doubt in anyone’s heartmind that the NEW has fully arrived within this physical dimension and world. I don’t know about you, but my life exploded thanks to the April 2014 energies and demanded some much-needed changes, which will despite it being difficult at the moment, manifest some much-needed improvements. I do love how you can know something for years, decades even, and when “it” finally arrives, “it” does so in a way or ways that you never thought of before. Aah, that wondrous Divine Creativity.

Thanks to those reality changing/improving April 2014 energies, many of us immediately found ourselves having to make some necessary course-corrections now with those things, people, living situations, jobs, monies, old habits etc. that cannot continue as they have been up to this mega Shift point. The 5th Cardinal Square/”Cross” of April 2014 was the energetic explosion that permanently blew old things out of their old habitual grooves for good. The month of May is reevaluation time to reconsider what each of us truly values and finds valuable after all we’ve been through up to this point within the Ascension Process. June will be hit the road time for many in whatever ways those changes of location, residence, employment etc. manifests for each of us. June‚ÄĒespecially after the Solstice‚ÄĒwill begin a NEW level of physically implementing the changes/improvements that the April “Cross” explosions thankfully brought to physicality.

2014 is a totally NEW cycle of us working our ways through those annual Herculean 12 Labors of astrological Stair-steps within physicality… but the NEW physicality for the very first time. This is why every day, every week and every month in 2014 so far feels and looks so amazingly amplified and different… because it is!

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I remember thinking during the April 15th Lunar Eclipse how easy that was.  dielaughing

Next I remember thinking during the 5th Cardinal Square/Cross how easy that was as well and I became slightly nervous because I knew the ‘other shoe was about to drop’, it had to. By April 24th it had indeed finally dropped for me personally and I felt, saw and experienced “reality” go extra weird in a NEW way that day and it hasn’t stopped since. I don’t expect it will any time soon either and that’s not a “bad” thing at all, quite the opposite actually.

I had hoped however that I’d move through this April 2014 first impact transition more gracefully than I did, but, sometimes things become just severe enough that they finally cause full release so things must move off in different but appropriate directions. Such has been the case for me with the April energies, and I know many of you reading this have experienced these energies in similarly intense and life-altering ways too.

I haven’t written anything due to these intense ongoing changes I’ve experienced since April, and my needing to clean up after the literal physical and emotional debris caused by that Divine explosion. There’s damage caused by the April energies that I’ve needed to clean up, repair, throw in the trash, course-correct and so on and I’m not remotely finished yet. The rest of 2014 will be many of us making these NEW changes/improvements.

Another thing that the April 2014 explosion brought to many people was a sudden NEW level of Higher Awareness, profound insights, and plenty of personal revelations about self, about others, situations, old habits good and bad etc. Said another way, more Divine NEW Light came in, immediately illuminating more of our internal/external stuff (whatever that is for each of us at this point within the ongoing Ascension Process) helping us to easily and quickly See and Know exactly what needs to be changed internally/externally now due to our being in the NEW.

And another thing that the April 2014 explosion caused was an even greater gap between the old lower frequency world, people, consciousness, beliefs, systems and ways of doing things and the NEW. From my current perspective post April, the world literally looks (and feels) very different to me. There are certain differences to many buildings, houses, streets, structures etc. such as their placement, distance and location etc. I was driving through town this past week running errands and I couldn’t believe how different much of the city actually looks now. It’s different from the pre-April 2014 city I know so well and that is a very good sign of how much Shift has recently happened within the physical plane. (Separation of Worlds and Timelines)

[I should add here that I’m well-aware that for many of you April 2014 was not an explosion at all but merely another¬†Shift into more of the NEW energies of the ongoing Ascension Process. For many people however it was very much of an explosive type transition and we’re deep in mop-up mode now.]

Another noticeable change caused by the April¬†explosion¬†energies are varying degrees of change within some of the Ascension symptoms we experience. For me this has manifested as a greater amplification of pains and pressures of the NEW energies being embodied physically. I feel this mainly at the top of my head, my entire head, top of my spine all the way down to my High Heart and Solar Plexus area. During huge energy amplifications and Shift periods such as what we’ve just gone through in April (and continue to so just adapt to it all), the entire area from above my physical head down to my Solar Plexus feels these amplifications the most intensely. It just is how my body reacts to embodying and being changed, improved, evolved by these NEW Divine energies. Your mileage will vary but know that the aches and pains and pressures are all part of this galactic and universal evolutionary ‘growing pains’ and are normal. In comparison dying is easy, whereas remaining in-body and dying/being reborn at a higher level is far more complex, lengthy, painful, difficult, and at times downright worrisome, but we wanted to be here for this more than anything. The worst of the worst is over so don’t throw the towel in at this point within The Process!

Between reality literally looking, feeling and being very different than it was only a couple of weeks ago, to many of us having our personal lives turned upside down for the better even though it may not feel like it at the moment, the physical weather getting even more extreme and unpredictable, we’re well on our ways into our NEW lives in our NEW world in the NEW evolutionary cycle. Trust The Process, let the needed changes happen so you and others can move on to where each need to be now, and know that you are a far more powerful Creator Being than you yet realize. We’re doing great even though it may look like utter chaos and destruction out there. The Angels are impressed with us, and that my friends is something to be really proud of and tremendously inspired by.¬† ‚̧

Hugs of LoveLight,

Denise Le Fay

May 11, 2014

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