June Difficulties Provide Greater Embodiment of Higher With Lower

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I’ve mentioned more than once how difficult 2016 has been, plus how I’ve dealt with waves of depression this year. June 2016 was another of those extra painfully intense months where I’m presented with more spiritual Ascension opportunities in the form of tests/initiations that certainly aren’t fun or easy for the me in those moments, but in the end are worth everything it took to get myself through them so I’d be permanently free from those old lower situations, energies, codes, beliefs and consciousness from the past. Such are the seemingly unending Stair-steps of this Ascension Process.

The on again/off again periods of depression I’ve had this year have confused me but something happened recently that let me see it and understand the why of it very clearly and simply. From that point forward it’s a cake-walk, a non issue, whereas only moments before it had been devastatingly all-consuming and self-imprisoning. How many times does one need to go through this Process to have the initiatory steps burned into their conscious awareness? As many times as it takes, no more, no less. The great news is that moving through these Processes now are very fast compared to decades ago and the PTSD from them is non-existent. One just gets back into their HighHeart after the latest test/initiation to a higher level of being and all is grand once again. Progress.

Again, not everyone reading this now is at the exact same place within the Ascension Process, level of awareness, individual development, abilities and so on meaning not everyone will relate to some of this information. Use what is relateable now and back burner the rest for a later time.

Some Ascension writers have talked about the tremendous stresses and strains put on Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers physical bodies and central nervous systems from “time jumping”, from deliberately moving forwards in “time”, then moving backwards in “time” and reentering this particular Ascension timeline. This is part of being consciously aware of ones multidimensional nature and being and simply using those abilities as a Forerunner for self, Self, humanity and All everywhere.

I’ve dealt with this many times and after spending some “time” down the road in the “future” a bit, and/or some “time” down the road in the “past”, when I’d reenter this timeline my body and nerves are often frazzled and need some down time in the timeless HighHeart Now Moment to recuperate and anchor in that space once again. What I didn’t realize until recently however was that for me now in 2016—and this is an important difference from earlier years of doing this same type of Ascension Work—I was becoming depressed after I’d moved around in “time” like this for a while.

The energetic contrast from moving forward in time a bit or back in time a bit is now so profoundly amplified to me, my body and current awareness that I’d become depressed for a while after I’d returned to this Ascension timeline. I suspect this is normal for this type of energetic Ascension work at this time for those living the Process of Embodying Higher with Lower in their physical bodies. It won’t always be so amplified thankfully as this too shall pass and the sooner the better! But, until I get there more fully myself, I’ll continue to feel and be affected by the extreme energetic differences between timelines, dimensions and the selves in those timelines with their different levels of development, awareness, consciousness and matching energies.

Example: The other day I stepped out my back door into my carport area and the second my physical body crossed the threshold of my house into outdoors, my body instantly registered that slight energetic drop as “depression”. This was not mental nor emotional but how my body is now responding to drops in or lower levels of Light Energies. It amazed me only because this used to register as, affect me as physical pain in my body whereas lately my body is feeling it as emotional depression. You know that old saying about how, ‘You can’t go back’? You can, even in “time” to do needed Ascension Work, but there are energetic repercussions (small and large) that have gotten much more obvious when one does this Work now. Like I said, sliding up and down, forward and backward in linear time won’t always make me/you feel pain or depression, extreme exhaustion or fried nerves etc. For me now however, when I do “time travel” to energetically Work (clear, transmute) on things in my personal life I need to continue evolving on the Ascended Timeline, the changes in energetic Light pressures etc. is causing my body and sometimes me to feel “depressed” from spending any amount of time in lower frequency timelines, considering old lower versions of myself in this life’s “past”, or simply having to spend some time in the world out there to buy groceries and such. Obviously I have yet to fully Master being Sovereign and in my HighHeart level of frequency and being constantly while shopping, driving my car in heavy traffic, dealing with sociopathic males I’ve hired and been inside my house etc. As will always be the case, I continue working on it.

I’m All Alone Again

In A Lightworker’s Mission I wrote about how my three Starbeing kinsfolk, Guides, Assistants from this life and timeline and from one ancient past life and timeline in Egypt of 12,600 B.C. (one from 8D Orion, one from 6D Sirius, one from 5D Pleiades), began retreating from me a couple of years prior to the physical start of my biological Ascension Process in 1999. It was slow and subtle at first and I didn’t say anything to them about it for over a year. Once it was clearly obvious that the three of them were indeed leaving me, I asked them why and they told me their time with me as I had been up to that point was ending. They’d fulfilled their Soul Contracts with me and vise versa. They let me know that for no reason whatsoever would they interfere with or help me with what I was about to begin, which turned out to be the start of my physical, biological Ascension Process.

We said our goodbyes to one another, gave our Love, Gratitude and deepest thanks to each other and then they went their way and I went mine. This is normal and common and happens many times throughout our lifetimes. Why? Because our Guides and ourselves do the Work needed at that time so that we all can move on and continue growing and creating.

I’ve gone through beloved old Guides leaving me when I was 29, when I was 39, when I was 46, 47, 57 and on and on. This changing of the Guides happened again recently this year which I’ve been expecting because I continue growing, evolving, changing. Don’t mourn the loss of your old beloved nonphysical Guides, Ascension Assistants, ET buddies or even certain Angelic groups, thank them for the Work they did with you, on you, for you so that you could better do your Work. ❤

Earlier this year I once again felt my latest Higher Team diminish, retreat and eventually not be there at all. It’s at these times that I’ve often said in articles how ‘I feel so alone’ or ‘I feel more alone than I ever have before’ etc. And it’s true at those moments and there’s nothing wrong with being on your own for periods; it’s called growing up spiritually and Mastering some more of the NEW things, abilities, awareness and so on and testing how well you can maintain or not maintain those NEW energies within yourself and your current life and reality.

I used to really miss my Higher Team when they’d leave like this, now I know it’s test/initiation time again so get yer stuff together cause here it comes! In my case this latest test/initiation was the entire month of June and a few days into July 2016. It was hard, ugly at times, plus was dangerous at times, but in the end it was as is always the case, freeing and empowering because I did (more) required Inner Work. I “fell” from some of these tests/initiations and landed in old lower emotional muck and filth but nothing brings the point home like “falling” back down into the old stank again and wallowing around in it for as long as one needs to figure it out and get oneself back up and out of it once and for all. One hopes it’s once and for all at least!

What’s really important about this information is that “right” or “wrong”, “good” or “bad”, “failure” or “success” is NOT the point, never has been plus this is Duality consciousness. What is the point is did one do what they needed to at the time and/or elsewhere in “time” past or future so you’d be free from both that old stuff, energies, emotions etc. in the Now Moment which is the HighHeart and also the Ascension timeline? It matters not what or who or how long or how dirty and filthy or difficult or painful the test/initiation was or wasn’t; the only thing that matters is did one dare to do the Inner Work that automatically frees them? That’s it, nothing else matters.

Who Left A Light On?

So, one lives the test/initiation and is changed, further evolved because of it and often times one does this while one’s latest Higher Team has moved on to help someone else, which is part of your current test/initiation because one feels very alone during an extra difficult time.

Typically one “falls” into old lower levels from the past, either physically in very direct ways, and/or one “falls” emotionally from time jumping back into one’s past to do more Inner Work on something there that you either missed or simply need to do much deep Inner Work on now to continue evolving. In my case it was both of these; I had two highly programmed negative sociopathic patriarchal males in my house in June (fence guy and an electrician), plus I had to go back in “time” to do some more and very finalizing Inner Work on me with my only child. My Higher Self has always believed in giving me multiple things to deal with since I’m going to feel miserable, frustrated and sick anyway! 😉 And I finally agree; pile it on baby, let’s get this stuff done once and for all, time’s short after all.

After all this and more that goes with it all, one is bruised and swollen for a bit from all the Inner and Outer battles but what one gains is beyond measure, beyond value. One gains Alchemical change in themselves and therefore their Ascension timeline, and in varying degrees, widens the Ascension road for the rest of humanity coming in later.

Once I’d done the Inner and Outer Work I needed to at that time, I had the much-needed down time to lick my wounds, tally up my hard-earned booty, review how well or how badly I dealt with situations and people, be proud of myself for getting through the test/initiation without any Higher Team members in the sidelines, and then napping my exhausted self as much as I could.

The next thing in line after a big test/initiation is that another Higher Team is assigned to you because you passed said test/initiation. After such a long period with no Higher Team crew around, and after going through such difficult Inner/Outer tests/initiations, the way in which my NEW latest Higher Team manifested for me at that time was so wonderful, so heartening, so comical and I knew they did this on purpose. They put on a show just after the 4th of July (firework insanity here in the USA) at the end of my hallway as the most beautiful higher dimensional, nonphysical, exploding, flashing, sparkling Lightbeings “fireworks” display you can imagine! I just sat there at the other end of the house and watched them put on a higher dimensional fireworks show for me, clearly introducing themselves and letting me know they were here and connected with me for the time-being, congrats on my recent successful tests/initiations, and that depression time is over. I think I’m going to enjoy this NEW crew, I very much appreciated their humor and theatrics. ❤

Do the Work, get filthy if necessary to really get it done down in those deeper levels, crawl up and out again, rest, recuperate, wait for your NEW Higher Team crew to show up, get familiar with the NEW larger you that you’ve become due to your latest tests/initiations. Expect more in the near “future” if needed but don’t feel bad or like you’re failed or any other such nonsense because this is the evolutionary Ascension Process at work in most Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers. Rinse and repeat as many times as necessary and stay Neutral/HighHeart/Now Moment about it all.

The other night in bed in the dark I could see through closed eyes that some bright light was shining and keeping me awake. I laid there for a moment resenting having to get up again to turn off whatever light I’d left on. I opened my eyes and saw that there was no light left on. What I’d seen through closed eyes was the Light I emit. Another perk from latest test/initiation; more Embodied higher Light Energies.

I’ve seen this Light around myself, my physical body many times in July so I’m radiating more “fireworks” myself. Many of us are due to what we’ve gone through this year but certainly throughout June and July so far. The energies have shifted and lifted again which is why I can write about what I’ve experienced. It’s going to get easier for many Forerunners, harder for some others, and really difficult for mass humanity. Stair-steps remember? Even at this we’ve made the Process so much easier and faster for mass humanity yet they’ve still GOT to go through the Process to be changed by it. Like our Higher Teams, ETs, Angelics and Guides do for us, step back out-of-the-way while humanity lives for themselves all they must now to be energetically a close enough match to the Ascension timeline. Be respectful of their journey through their coming Dark Night of the Soul on a planetary level like you’re Higher Team was for you when you went through it. Same same peeps, just all of us standing on different Stair-steps. ❤

As usual there’s much more with periods of clairvoyantly Seeing heavy activity and movements and ongoing transitions of nonphysical beings and old lower energies and god knows what all else moving around in and through my house and life. Out with the old lower and in with more of the NEW higher. This will continue so get used to Seeing and Feeling the unusual, especially as more and more “regular people” enter the Ascension Process Dark Night of the Soul. Old stuff, junk, gunk, lower emotions, patriarchal mental and emotional instability etc. will become epic for a while and it’s up to those who can to embody and radiate the Light and LOVE and not get sucked into the lower frequency drama of the patriarchal “end times”. Expect the unexpected has been my personal lesson of late, plus learn how to not be unhorsed by it when it arrives out of the blue. Sometimes easier said than done of course but do it anyway. 🙂 ❤

Denise

July 12, 2016

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The End of the Old Negativity

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There have been two times in April and once so far in May 2016, that I’ve participated with a small group of other Team Light (TL) beings in a higher dimension to, yet again, deal with a small group of representative Team Dark (TD) beings. These TD beings consider these meetings to be negotiations’, they are however strictly informational. There will be no negotiations.

We of TL were, once again, meeting with these particular ancient TD beings because they wanted to try again to “negotiate” with us to be allowed to continue living and carrying on as they always have. We informed them, once again, that that was not going to happen because that time has expired and they must now, like everyone else, evolve. They have repeatedly resisted this information, this fact. Every meeting with them however, they have been slowly realizing that this is indeed happening and that they have to change, evolve, or cease existing as they have. Of course they’re not happy with any of this and so have called for repeated meetings with our small group to attempt more “negotiations”. The calm neutral patience of TL with them about this has been impressive. The slowly diminishing rage and growing angst of TD has been impressive to witness firsthand in these meetings also. This is a first for TD and it’s been rough going for the majority of them. Some of them have seen the light and chosen change instead of extinction. Others have been hanging on and on in hopes that this wasn’t really happening and that they could navigate around it via another timeline(s) etc. Not gonna happen or be allowed however. This is why some Forerunners/Starseeds worked so long and hard on closing down and dead-ending many different timelines over the past four years. Alternate timelines couldn’t exist at the old lower level of frequency because TD would have used them as escape routes and/or alternative realities where they could try to continue existing energetically off of others. Sometimes “payday” takes some time in this dimension to show up and make more sense.

At first they didn’t believe and thought they could scream and rage and demand to get their way. They’re not used to not getting what they want or to be interfered with or outright prevented, so to have things not work any longer has been a difficult and shocking situation for them. It’s taken some time for them to stop screaming and threatening everyone and for them to finally realize that this change is really happening and that there isn’t anything they can do to override it, steal it, distort it, derail it or manipulate their ways out of anything.

Personally, I’ve never before seen TD do anything other than heartlessly plow through everyone, so for me as incarnate-on-earth-Denise to witness and participate in these meetings with them in a higher dimension has been… fulfilling. I’ve come, we’ve come full-circle and are now at a totally NEW place. It’s been good to see the end of this in this particular way after all I’ve been through at their hands throughout this incarnation. This is one of many reasons why I was in this particular TL group informing this TD group about the expiration of their old ways; I (incarnate Denise) needed to experience the end of this ancient negativity and witness those involved with it make the choice. Another reason was so I could share this information with you incarnate here on earth that may not be consciously aware of some of the complexities taking place at higher levels with TD.

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As more of these ancient TD beings finally accept that their old ways and days are done and gone, there’s been, if you’re sensitive to them, some pretty potent blasts of real anguish flying about lately. All that has been can be no more in the NEW Light and the TD die-hards are grieving and are in mourning over what they’ve lost and what they now must do to continue existing and evolving. Spoiled *&^%wits! Sounds much like the current political arena in the US doesn’t it?

Yes lots of beloved, unique humans have exited this dimension like crazy this year so far and because of this we’ve all felt the loss and pain lately but, there’s much more going on than only that. There’s much more “dying” now than certain humans. Entire ancient negative systems, structures and ways of being and existing have ended and there’s plenty of wailing, thrashing about and intense mourning going on in multiple dimensions because of it. All this while simultaneously more and more complex and even higher frequency Light pours in and through each of us. Is it any wonder why some of us feel a tad overwhelmed one moment then euphoric the next? Or, both at the same time? That’s what I’ve felt; both at the same time! I guess this is me burning old Duality into my soul’s memory banks before I evolve beyond it. Nice but strange feeling.

Stay the course, don’t get distracted by the old insanity playing itself out at lower levels, keep your HighHeart on the prize and you’ll be just fine. This is also how you/me/we Forerunners and first to Embody help the rest of humanity navigate these choppy waters of change. Thank You for your great Works. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

May 7, 2016

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In The Light, EVERYTHING Is Eventually Disclosed

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First of all, Happy March 2016 Equinox everyone, and secondly, how’s everyone doing with it all so far? It’s been kinda weird, kinda wonderful, definitely painful, and kinda frustrating at times but highly educational and reality-changing. I wouldn’t expect anything less at this point within the Process. And, there’s the final Eclipse (Lunar) to come on March 23rd at 3° Libra 17′.

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In January 2016, I suddenly had some old Ascension symptoms return that I hadn’t had for years. I was not impressed that they were back again, even if greatly reduced in nastiness and intensity. Some of these old symptoms for me have been burning hot bottoms of my feet. I lived with this one for the first twelve years of my physical Ascension Process and couldn’t wear shoes the entire time because of it, not that I much minded that but it was and still is one very miserable Ascension symptom. I experience it when my body is doing more detoxifying of poisons from the physical environment. I also experience it when I’m embodying more NEW higher Light Energies and they’re flowing through my body and out the bottoms of my feet and into Gaia/Earth. You can see how the first phase needs to happen so the second phase of it can. This is typical of almost all these strange Ascension symptoms.

Another old symptom that returned for me at the same time was the miserable old upper belly bloat or Buddha Belly business. I also swelled all over, not just in my upper belly/diaphragm. My whole body swells slightly when higher frequency Energies/Light etc. comes in and interacts with it. My body and muscles respond to amplified higher Energies almost like it would with any “irritant”; it builds up fluid around the perceived invasive “irritant” in trying to cope with what’s happening to it. I have Pisces Rising (Water) and suspect that many people with Water signs Rising and/or multiple planets in Water signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) may experience the body swelling somewhat like this when it gets hit with more Light/Energies/Photonic Light. ‘Electrocuted by God’ as Lauren Gorgo called it years ago and that sure is how it feels! 😆

The inner heat and pressures from the incoming Light Energies builds up in whatever way(s) that they do in your body and it responds in equally unique individual ways for each of us. I puff up like a blowfish, often accompanied with attitude caused by internal pressures, but much less so today thank goodness. Aah, more fun times.

Another old symptom that returned along with these others is the old eating food business. It just seems that while all these other changes are taking place it gets difficult for a while to want to and/or even be able to eat much of anything and not feel like you’ve committed slow-motion suicide via ingesting food! Here we go again with having to detox from having eaten something while God was electrocuting you, with LOVE Light.

A bit more seriously here, during March 2016 I’ve felt, as I know many of you have, building, growing, amplifying Energies and pressures that affect each of us slightly differently. I felt a confrontation building, which happened on the Equinox in my little world, but was instantly cleared/transmuted/Neutralized by me. It was like it had to happen and while it was, I was hyper aware that something major had changed and this confrontation and revealing more honesty and feelings about certain things was a reflection of that massive change.

What I felt come in with this March 2016 Equinox was something I’m going to call Divine Will or the Will of God/Source because I don’t know what else to call “IT”. This Energy felt to me like Divine Will is now fully and completely in place on Earth within the physical in this NEW way and higher level. Divine Will has always been there before but never like this and wow, does “IT” feel different and great. Said another way, this 2016 Equinox arrival and implementation of what I’m calling NEW Divine Will feels like the old patriarchy negativity of the past many thousands of years on Earth got fully and permanently removed. It’s like the NEW boss is in town for good and all the “bad guys” are leaving because they won’t risk staying. Giddy heart joy and a booming, multidimensional, told ya so assholes sort of feeling with this one!

What I’m feeling and experiencing since the March 19, 2016 Equinox is that a NEW rule—which is a NEW blueprint/template—is now fully in place on Earth at the physical level and functioning and because of this all sorts of quick changes will begin; all wonderful and positive even though much of them will probably seem terrifying and horrible to those that know nothing about the evolutionary Ascension Process.

In this NEW Light and NEW blueprint/template, nothing can continue being hidden or kept secret or not said, not revealed and not fully disclosed. Nothing, not individually, not collectively, not by the governments of the world, not by the remaining but quickly disappearing elite patriarchy, not by anyone or anything or any group(s) etc. My pressurized confrontation that unfolded on the Equinox was this NEW rule, this NEW law, this NEW fact playing out in my personal life, and despite it not being tons of fun, it was necessary and highly positive because everyone under this roof finally laid all their emotional “cards on the table” right out in the Light for all to see, know, feel and understand. This is one big aspect of HighHeartLife and how it works; honesty all the time with self and others because trying to hide anything anymore in this level of Light just doesn’t and cannot happen. Not having full “disclosure” with all things, situations, feelings etc. is impossible in this NEW higher Light and when we do try to withhold something, we instantly feel it in our bodies as building inner pressure that’s highly uncomfortable. And now with this NEW level of Divine Will anchored in earthly physicality, you can see and sense how quickly things, people, beliefs, habits etc. will be changing this year in preparation for an even higher energetic start with 2017.

Another aspect of all this is that now if I get angry, loud, pissed off, emotional in these lower sorts of ways, the HighHeart doesn’t do well with lower frequencies and there’s immediate physical sensations in my upper center HighHeart chest area of rapid and hard pounding heartbeats that feels scary bad. :/ I can focus on getting back up pretty quickly which instantly ends the hard and fast heart pounding, but I intend to not need to do this ever again because it feels terrible in my body now.

The first two times I experienced this I knew I was learning what it feels like in my body when I try running old lower crap through NEW higher inner tools and that it ain’t such a great idea! I know this, I know this, I know this… but I’ve obviously needed to experience it a few times at this even higher frequency level so I’d know exactly what it feels like trying to run old lower crap through NEW higher gold wiring. 😉 And I can tell you that it feels horrible and I better understood from doing this that eventually we reach a level where we cannot ever go back down energetically for any reason and have to learn how to deal with all things from the NEW higher platform/blueprint/template etc. Many of the Forerunners are having to learn and Master this in themselves in 2016, so that by 2017, they won’t ever drop or fall back down into old familiar methods of the past.

The weird dreaming continues too along with the return (temporary only so don’t panic) of some old Ascension symptoms/side effects. A few weeks ago I had a dream about ETs—not the good ones—coming on or around Easter 2016, and that this event was going to be seen by everyone but not understood by most. Typical. Now I’m well-aware that this sort of deliberately created mass message sent out to all but only picked up by those that can remember their dreams is nothing new whatsoever. I’ve experienced it most of my life and have learned to discern these negative created mass messages from my own personal dreams and from higher dimensional actual lucid dream experiences. There’s the Team Dark created mass media type of messages sent out at sleep levels; there’s our individual personal subconscious dreams that help us work on and eventually heal things in us and our lives; and there are actual events that take place in higher dimensions. This dream I had before the Equinox about ETs arriving around Easter 2016, felt to me like it was a negative created mass media message.

The closer we got to the Equinox, I began understanding things a bit better; things like this dream message about ETs arriving on Easter or there about, and, things like the arrival of Divine Will with the March Equinox 2016, and things like how more and more of the Forerunners of the Forerunners are currently going through the final stages of “Resurrection” or embodying, merging the Higher and Lower Selves in their physical bodies and embodying more of the Solar Christic/Crystal Energies. I began understanding that this year, 2016, Easter is going to be something totally NEW and very different in that more people will complete and/or begin the “Resurrection” phase of the Ascension Process. I’m not going to say much more about this but let you and your HighHearts float and feel in it for yourselves. ❤

It makes perfect sense to me that Team Dark—aka the powers that used to was—know that enough Forerunners have succeeded in embodying, merging Higher Self and Solar Christ Energies in themselves now that they needed to put out another BS mass message (dreams) to try to sidetrack, derail, confuse, distract as many people as possible, and ETs arriving around Easter and/or “disclosure” around that time would certainly do the trick for most people! These frantic TD tactics are only going to increase all year because of what’s already happened and what else is coming. No fear as these are just last-ditch efforts to continue what has been by the dying negative patriarchy. None of it will work however.

Do you see the connections between the arrival of what I’m calling no-nonsense Divine Will at the March Equinox; the completion of and/or near completion of the “Resurrection” phase for some of the Forerunners now; the mass belief and/or expectation that some ETs will be revealing themselves around Easter this year; and how we’ve all GOT to disclose everything now in this 2016 amplified Light or feel like we’ll be crushed by the growing pressures of not doing so? All these things are connected and no doubt much more I’m not consciously aware of at the moment.

I can’t wait to see what the Lunar Eclipse on the 23rd brings to this interesting mix.

Denise

March 20, 2016

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UFOs, ETs & Ascension in Early 2016

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Yesterday was the Full Moon at 3° Virgo, plus it was 2-22, which may or may not have anything to do with any of what I’m going to share. The only reason I’m sharing this is because the weirdness factor pushed hard multiple times yesterday and I know to pay attention and discern it all when something wants me to be consciously aware of it. It doesn’t matter to me what “it” is, only that I perceive it as accurately as I can and go from there.

Before I go any further with this, I want to remind everyone about how human and nonhuman Team Dark (TD) excels at combining some actual truth with a whole lot of untruths and then pitching it long and hard at the masses. Brain washing at light speed! I got the sense that this next bit of info has both truth in it and some deliberate disinformation and distortions in it as well. Because I trust your ability to discern information for yourself, I’ve decided to share this strange tidbit of ET and UFO related info. As always discern, and in many cases with the Forerunners of the Forerunners, this won’t even apply to your life or reality now so just look upon all this as entertainment if nothing else. 🙂

Yesterday morning I had to go to Home Depot (huge warehouse of building supplies etc.) to return some plumbing stuff it turned out I didn’t need. There were two young women working at the Service/Returns/Refunds area so this experience was for just the three of us evidently. I can feel when other people are being deliberately kept away so that something can happen and/or be said, heard, told, seen or felt etc. The vibe in a place suddenly goes very private and isolated from the rest of the world and people and “time” diminishes meaning something is getting ready to happen or come through so pay attention. This is what happened as I walked up to the Home Depot Returns area so I went into hyper awareness and waited for the show to begin, whatever it was going to be.

While the one young woman went through the routine of refunding me, her personal cell phone rang, she answered and all three of us could hear a male on the other end excitedly telling her, ‘It’s all on the TV news right now!’ I watched her face as she listened to her husband excitedly tell her about reports on the TV he was watching. Once she hung up, both I and the other female employee asked her what was going on. She said her husband was watching the TV and that there were reports about multiple people seeing multiple UFOs last night—early AM February 22, 2016—which both she and her husband saw too only because their two dogs ‘barked like crazy all night last night’ so they both went outside in the middle of the night to see why. While outside they both saw multiple UFOs. They live in the town next to the one I live in which is just a few miles away.

I’m hearing all this and had already felt the slight shift in frequency in that area the three of us were in inside Home Depot so I knew I needed to be super aware and careful with my words. Whaddaya gonna do or say or not say Denise?’ was the issue for me in that moment. I heard the words spill out of my mouth, ‘Oh here we go…’

The two young women were glued to my every word and that sense of responsibility that Wise Ones feel when they open their mouths to speak (or type words) was extremely obvious to me in that moment yesterday. This is us experiencing our Mastery as NEW Planetary Teachers/Masters/Guides etc. and it feels very different from what it’s ever been before.

With that awareness in every speck of my being, I spoke carefully and slowly and told them that UFOs and ETs are real but that people need to think for themselves and be smart about things all the time. It felt to me like they wanted me to talk for two hours about ETs and UFOs and share what I know about it all and yet, the level of restraint I felt necessary in that moment was huge, like being really careful about telling a child the truth about Santa or the Tooth Fairy etc. Weird sensation, and I got another larger feel into what being one of the NEW Teachers is about. I’m used to hiding who and what I am and now I am supposed to reveal myself in ways like this and never apologize for any of it. Really weird sensation for me after all these decades of hiding in plain sight my entire life.

This situation comes to an end and I leave the two young women to their work and go about my business. Strangely, I forgot about this unusual event a couple of hours later and because I evidently needed to connect more ET/UFO dots, I got another event dropped in my lap later that evening. This is how it usually goes if we don’t consciously get enough of something, more gets delivered until we do.

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The second message came later that evening when a TV movie came on that I’d already seen a few times four or five years ago. The movie was, The Fourth Kind (released in 2009). One of the things that was meaningful to me personally in that movie was the year those events began at another level. (I don’t care if the movie is truth or untruth or a mixture of both, I only know what I’ve experienced myself and when and how similar it is or isn’t to these types of movies.) The year these events took place according to the movie was 2000, with October peaking evidently. If you’ve read my book A Lightworker’s Mission, you know that April 2000 was when the demonically possessed, used, manipulated and entirely owned and operated two male next door neighbors moved in next to us (at another house). April 2000 was the start of four horrific years of demonic abuse, much of which happened through the two physical human neighbors (brothers), and much of it directly from the nonhuman, nonphysical demonic entity.

I’m absolutely certain that all sorts of highly unpleasant negative shit began across planet Earth simultaneously with the start of Galactic Alignment around 1998–1999. As the Light arrived and activated many of the Forerunners/Starseeds etc. at that time, Team Dark—negative aliens, negative beings, entities, demonics etc.—also went into high action to combat that energy and us. The thinning and eventual disappearance of the natural old “Veils” between dimensions made these attacks, abductions, possessions and such all the easier, faster and more prevalent so it’s the timing of things along with what happened that I find interesting.

During this particular four years of demonic abuse (April 2000 through June 2004), I repeatedly would be awakened around 3:00 or 3:30 or 3:33 AM to what sounded to me to be a large diesel truck running down the street for 30–45 minutes. It sounded like it was parked a block or so down the street with its engine running and it would wake me up in the middle of the night and seriously piss me off! It never dawned on me that it could have been anything other than what I assumed it was at that time, like possibly some type of UFO craft hovering overhead. However, when I also smelled horrible burning rubber mixed with strange chemical-like smells at the same time as hearing this running engine sound, I started to consider that something else was taking place.

The connections between astral demons and other negative beings/entities and negative aliens/ETs is basically all the same thing as far as I’m concerned. All the same business. All the same group of Team Dark beings doing what they’ve done for so long to humanity. To me there is no difference between being physically or astrally abducted by negative aliens or attacked by a demonic beings. It’s all the same thing done by the same nonhuman, nonphysical negative beings. Some are more clearly seen as demons while others are more clearly seen as aliens/ET beings but they’re all Team Dark.

I have a vague memory of reading something long ago by Whitley Strieber about him hearing the sound of a strange machine or engine running and discovering it was a UFO. That memory helped me finally consider that the sound I heard off and on for four years via my next door demonically used human neighbors was not a parked diesel truck engine but more likely a UFO. I even got dressed a couple of times and went outside, unlocked the front gate and walked into the street to look for the damned diesel truck because I was frustrated enough to confront the driver at 3 AM. I never found any truck or any other vehicle(s) anywhere. I sort of wished I’d thought to look up to see if anything was hovering overhead. Or, maybe it’s a good thing I didn’t.

My point with this is that it’s all Team Dark — ETs, UFOs, demons, negative entities etc., and when one is experiencing any aspect of TD, you don’t much care if it’s aliens or demons, you just want to survive the crushing nightmare.

I didn’t hear anything on the SoCal TV news about any UFO sightings on Monday, February 22, 2016 here in my area or anywhere else. Does that matter? Not to me. I don’t doubt that those people in the next town who claimed to have seen UFOs did indeed see some. Why and why now is more important to me. Like I’ve said before, I’ve never known any positive ET that needed a UFO to get anywhere or to make contact with me, so my first impression when UFOs are spotted is that it’s probably Team Dark or some much less evolved alien beings. As always, discernment is critical.

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The other meaningful thing with all this has been how separate or removed it is from me and where I now am. Stuff can, is and will happen but it won’t affect you if you’re existing at a higher frequency level and consciousness/awareness than it. Layers of reality like different onion skins all existing close to each other. My sense with this recent ET and UFOs business here in SoCal in 2016, is that something is brewing and possibly getting ready to manifest this year. Does that mean it will be what it or someone else or a group of people claims it to be? Of course not so be smart, be wise, discern and maintain your current higher level consciousness and frequency.

A lot of old Dark is still coming to the surface, coming up into the NEW Light and most of this is for the masses now and not you or me. It’s their time to further wake up and smell the abundant, longstanding deceptions and then deal with the responsibilities that greater knowledge always brings. Stair-steps for the masses now which produces more agitation, more irritation, more frustration for many. If you too are ultra-sensitive to anything the global masses produce/think/feel/create etc., then you too have been or will most likely be feeling more pains and aches in your body as they continue waking up. Spiritual growing pains affect us all in a variety of ways. 😉 Stay in your HighHeart as the masses go through what they are and will at their different levels. It all reverberates as the old lower clanks up hard against the higher NEW causing many of the ultra-sensitives bones to rattle from it all! This is the winter quarter prep period before the 2016 March Equinox arrives and lifts, blasts, pushes, pressures All of us to higher and higher levels of being, awareness, creativity and reality.

I realize how random and disconnected this article may sound but this is all of us—at our individual levels—adapting to all this NEW in very NEW ways. The more I try to think with my head the worse everything becomes very quickly. The more I simply perceive reality from my HighHeart, the more sense it all makes very quickly. Thanks for wading through this strange one with me. ❤

Denise

February 23, 2016

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2015’s 11/11 Not What I Expected

This is for any who may have had a less than pleasant 11/11 2015. What a surprise this was. I was expecting great, high, wonderful things to come through on November’s 11/11 Angelic portal or gateway and I know they did, but what I personally experienced was anything but great, high and wonderful at first. And if I experienced this, then I know a handful of you probably did too, which is the only reason I’m sharing this particular information.

Just when you think all the dark and ugly is done and gone… but wait, read on…

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There I was on November 11th, 11/11, and because I’ve had a decent conscious working relationship with some Lightbeing Angelics for the past few years, I was expecting them to come through on 11/11 and they certainly did, just not how I’d anticipated. Obviously this was something I either needed to experience in this particular way or, it was part of my Ascension Process Forerunner job or, they wanted me to share this information now in this public way or all of the above and probably more.

(Most of this information I’m going to share are things I’ve known all along so it wasn’t any new, shocking info to me. What was shocking about it was that it happened now and that I needed to witness it from and through grand, wonderful Lightbeing Angelics. Seeing more of the super ancient big picture is sometimes hard to cope with and this was one of those times. The Angelic Lightbeings needed me to release some more of my old wounds caused by the “monsters” and this was a brilliant and quick way to accomplish that for us all.)

I was in a mild meditative state all day for the 11/11 energies, but was intentionally deeply receptive at exactly 11:11AM and 1:11PM and so on throughout that day. The 11:11AM moment on 11/11 was the start of this for me, however it hung heavy in my being until I fell asleep hours later that night. I’d planned on staying awake for the 11:11PM on 11/11 but fell asleep ten minutes before and missed it. Higher plans again evidently, I was just glad that day was behind me, behind us All.

Here’s what I experienced and in the way I was given the information by the group of Lightbeing Angelics. I want you to receive this info in as similar a way as to how they gave it to me.

I’m receptive and anxious to interact with these amazing Lightbeing Angelic beings when they instantly began feeding me mind’s eye visions in super fast succession of dozens and dozens of nonphysical Team Dark Draconian beings specifically, along with many living humans carrying Draconian consciousness in their physical bodies in these current lives. (Again, this wasn’t new information to me because I’ve clairvoyantly seen many Draconian beings over the decades just as I have many Reptilian beings, negative Grey ETs, demonic beings, different negative entities, living humans known and unknown and so on.)

The second this visual collage began from the Angelic Lightbeings, I knew I simply had to go with it and reach the end to fully understand what, why, when etc. as clearly it was important and timely information from these Angelic Lightbeings being given on 11/11 2015.

They’re giving me these visual mind’s eye images of nonphysical Draconian beings AND images of humans that carry Draconian consciousness and energy in themselves, their consciousness and physical bodies. The Angelics showed these images to me in side-by-side images like viewing professional photos or head shots’ of these nonhuman Draconian beings and humans. This was deliberate and I’d just love to include photos and images like this for you to see in this article but no doubt I’d get sued by someone. I’ve wanted to do this same thing with Reptilians (for the past decade) and the physical humans carrying those energies and consciousness on Earth but have restrained myself for the same reason. Suffice it to say that there is a strong physical resemblance in humans to the nonphysical Draconian and Reptilian beings and their other creations or second cousins like the Greys etc.

I’m viewing these many quick images of Draconian beings and incarnate living humans carrying that same consciousness on Earth, but am waiting for the Angelics to come to the punch line with all this. When they finally did, that’s when my heart began hurting and I understood the reasoning behind why the Angelic Lightbeings were having me See and Know this information now. Sigh…

They wanted me (and you) to know now that these Team Dark beings were once very advanced, high and wonderful beings themselves. In other words, the “monsters” didn’t start out monstrous, but full of divine Light and unquenchable divine Creativity just as we all did. We’re All aspects of God/Source/All That Is, even the dark ugly aspects that have totally forgotten who and what they really are underneath all that time spent in the last Grand Universal Plan of this recent Evolutionary Cycle.

Remember those short but potent insights in great archetypal Duality movies like Star Wars and Lord of the Rings where the dark evil “monsters” are revealed to the viewers to have originally been of the Light, been beautiful evolved Elves, been the highest manifestations of ‘The Force’  before IT was separated into Duality? Remember how shocked, how wounded in your HighHeart you were when you discovered that some of the highest of the high, the most beautiful of the beautiful, the most evolved of them all “fell” for whatever their reason(s) and became something very dark, evil, cruel, hate filled and vicious? Having to know that the highest of the high, the most beautiful of the beautiful can “fall” and have fallen is heartbreaking. “Monsters” are easy to hate, easy to turn your back on, but when you know that they once were of the highest Light and of divine Source/God, well, then it all feels very different and makes one’s HighHeart and Soul hurt in the worst of ways. We want ALL of God’s/Source’s aspects back again, free and empowered with conscious knowledge of who and what they really are. The play is finally over, take your dirty old costume off and remember who you really are.

This was the Angelic Lightbeings 11/11 2015 punchline for me, for you. Next obvious question is why and that’s even more interesting and telling.

From what I saw, felt, knew and remembered in those moments thanks to the Angelic’s November 11th, 2015 gift, was that this time of Duality and disconnect from divine Source/God/All That Is during the Grand Experiment of Duality within this just completed Great Evolutionary Cycle means these ancient beings—Team Dark, Draconians, Reptilians, Greys, demons, entities etc.—are done. This time has expired, finally, and this 11/11 2015 Angelic portal or gateway was one very big way that the Angelic Lightbeings helped everyone everywhere step through those two Dual pillars (11 11) and evolve beyond this ancient, tired old dualized negativity.

In years past I’ve participated in plenty of 4D Astral mop up work to help reduce and remove (neutralize and return to Source) some more of the abundant “trash n’ crap” left there in the 4D Astral wastelands by the Human Collective and the nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark beings and entities. This 11/11 2015 Angelic event topped them all. This was massive, all encompassing, all freeing and so very important and telling in that it shows us how far into the NEW we now are. And by NEW I mean totally and completely in all ways NEW!

Breath, sigh, let your HighHeart be at peace once again. All of the past Evolutionary Cycle’s “players” are where they need to be now and it’s no longer your concern or job to deal with any of it. Your job, my job is now to Create anew.

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Here’s a few images and photos that come as close to what I’ve seen of the Draconian beings and some of the humans carrying those energies and consciousness. Most of the humans I know carrying Draconian consciousness are people that you know too and have seen on TV, the World News, politics, religion, in movies, in “new age”, channeled, ET, and even Ascension communities. Oh yes, there’s always been plenty of them talking in your ear one way or another, and the trick has always been for everyone to learn to discern who’s really who. Just because someone says they and/or who they’re channeling is of the Light doesn’t mean they are. I’d love to share but you discern for yourselves because that’s more valuable to you anyway.

The Draconians that I’ve seen have always looked much like the famous Nosferatu being in that old 1922 movie. They all have a large dome shaped top to their heads that shrink way down to narrow, pointed chins. They typically have larger pointed ears on their domed heads and have dark features and evil eyes that radiate hatred, secrecy and unending blood-lust.

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Classic Grey ET from my book, A Lightworker’s Mission

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Pope Ratzinger

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Like I said, there’s a lot more I’d like to share, especially within the “new age”, ETs and Ascension communities. If you compare the Nosferatu image with it’s head shape, eyes and so on then you’ll easily recognize the same qualities in humans who have them. Same is true with the Reptilian beings and the humans carrying that consciousness. But, the Angelics have helped all by helping us move through the November 11/11 2015 threshold and out of these super ancient distortions and into the NEW Light-fill potential overflowing with NEW Creativity at a vastly higher level of being.

Just when you think that nothing much has really happened you suddenly know that so very much actually has.

If you were involved in any way with the Creation of any aspect or aspects of the past Evolutionary Cycle as I was, then you may also need to know this information now at the completion of it. Full circle and all that. Deepest Gratitude Angelic Lightbeings and All else. Lets Create entirely anew.

Denise

November 14, 2015

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A July 2015 Pleiadian Channeling by Barbara Hand Clow

Minutes ago I was impulsed to go to Barbara Hand Clow’s website and check her News page and sure enough, there was a new posting by her entitled, The Nine Underworlds of Creation and the Nine Dimensions from the Pleiadians, a channeled message by Barbara Hand Clow.

The only other material that I’m aware of that BHC channeled was her great book, The Pleiadian Agenda: A New Cosmology for the Age of Light  published in 1996. So, this channeled article must be something special now at the end phase of the Galactic Alignment / Ascension Process cycle. I haven’t even read it yet but sense it will give us many explanations about why life and reality has been so difficult since 2014. Here’s a link to BHC’s News page and her latest channeled Pleiadian message and Thank You Barbara Hand Clow and Pleiadians for it. ❤

http://www.handclow2012.com/bhcnews.htm

http://www.handclow2012.com/News/NineUs_NineDs.pdf

Denise

August 24, 2015

Increase in Multi-D Bleedthrough & Other Anomalies

I’ve noticed a big increase in phenomena and other anomalies throughout April into May 2015, and I’ll clarify what I mean by phenomena and other anomalies in a minute. I’m used to clairvoyantly Seeing different beings, energies and nonphysical, other-dimensional things but this is different, far more vast and downright strange at times even for me.

This transitional phase of the Ascension Process is causing another increase in multidimensional bleedthroughs. The so-called old Veils or energetic boarders between dimensions and their inhabitants seems to me to be nonexistent. This is so because we have moved so far beyond the old 3D location and level of frequency we were born into that we are now within range of so much more life and reality than we could have perceived or coped with before the Ascension Process began. Years ago I mentioned that we’d be incrementally evolving (ascending) into a much larger playground. Well, we’re at the outer edges of that now from our current level of awareness, and it’s up to us to adapt and adjust and get used to there being far more going on around us than most were consciously aware of before.

I’ve experienced Seeing other dimensional structures and beings and other things I wasn’t sure what they were throughout these Ascension years. A few years ago I began Seeing superimposed over actual physical structures in the town I live in, beautiful futuristic looking buildings that are always silver colored (metal?) with clear (glass?) that radiate bright white Light Energy that’s not electricity or some other man-made thing. I’ve seen fifth dimensional and higher “Crystal Cities” that looked just like this but far more delicate, refined and advanced than the superimposed structures I’m occasionally Seeing on Earth now.

Along with Seeing these future crystal-like buildings on this Earth, I’ve been suddenly Seeing new-to-me humanoid beings in my space, such as a few feet away from me in my house and elsewhere, observing me/you/us, the “newbie kids on the Universal block”, with calm interest and quiet respect. Very interesting things starting this spring for far more than just us.

It’s hard to describe some of these new-to-me humanoid beings I’ve been Seeing the past two months. These first connections, these first observances between me/you/us and some of them is short and silent so far as everyone gets to know each other in these NEW ways. Let me add in case anyone reading this is concerned about these beings being negative or “bad” etc. They most certainly are not and are fifth dimensional and higher positive beings that couldn’t interact with us until we evolved (ascended) far enough to be safe to them and safe within the NEW space and level we’re now existing within. This is the beginning of our reentry and introduction back into Universal Society. Hot damn this is exciting to be experiencing in-body, wide awake in the physical dimension!

Some of these new-to-me beings look humanoid in that they have one head, two arms like we do but that’s about the extent of the comparison. Some of them have skin colors and textures (don’t know if it’s “skin” but I’m calling it that just to communicate this) that we on Earth don’t have which makes describing them difficult. One male being I saw last week looked like he had “skin” like a dolphin or whale but was a dark tan color. He was hairless and his eyes were a bit unnerving in their difference but like I said, he wasn’t negative, just very different from anything I’ve Seen so far. We all need to get used to this and not act like crass infantile foreigners when we encounter some new-to-us other dimensional beings. We look and feel equally strange to some of them too. Universal Society etiquette time in other words.

Some other beings I’ve Seen recently in my space in my house I mean, have kept themselves tucked back a bit and just revealed themselves slightly, like they’re giving us both the time to See and sense each other and not freak out or scare any of us. A slow and cautious introduction on both sides which I also find interesting. I half expect some unusual, new-to-me being to pop up somewhere in my life and space with the equivalent of a homemade cake or casserole and happily welcome me to the Universal neighborhood. 😆 Really interesting times we live in now fellow Ascenders!

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Another aspect of this spring 2015 change so far has been a very large reintroduction, re-insertion of the Divine Feminine back into our physical world, consciousness and blossoming NEW realities. I could not be happier about anything. With this vital Divine ingredient back in this NEW way for all of us, old patriarchal reality is falling apart faster than it has been since 12-21-12 Expiration Date was reached. Again, I could not be happier about anything. Sanity now returns. Creativity returns. Real freedom returns, if you have the High Heart and girl balls for it that is. 😉 I hope you get my integrated male/female humor and don’t think I’m merely talking about flipping Duality out from the old patriarchy into the matriarchy. We’ve gone way, way beyond that Duality flipping; we’ve integrated lower Duality and are now NEW unified beings Heart building a NEW unified world reality to match the changes in us, and vice versa.

The ways I’ve experienced the return of the Divine Feminine in this integrated way so far has been nothing short of miraculous for me personally. In case miraculous sounds a bit extreme, you’ve got to keep in HeartMind my current age (63.5) and that I’m female, meaning, I’ve spent all of those decades in a totally male dominated negative patriarchal world and have plenty of scars to prove it, as do most females on Earth. Because of this I’m acutely sensitive to and aware of every time, every moment the old patriarchy crumbles some more and some human (both males and females because there are throngs of patriarchal females) on mindless, heartless autopilot for the patriarchy loses more power over other humans and the world. It’s been amazing and highly gratifying to personally witness this aspect of the Ascension Process where the patriarchal humans with power over others and the world have been increasingly losing their unseen backing as unseen Team Dark is cutoff and disconnected from everything they’ve been used to. Be ready for a few more years of these humans in old patriarchal uniforms—whatever those uniforms may be (governmental, tax, law, law enforcement, military etc.)—to realize that things have changed and they have zero backing, support, sympathy, power, influence and control over other humans and the world as they’ve been used to for their entire lives. They’re energetically empty elitists that have lost their backing, power, support and direction yet are still wearing their old patriarchal uniforms—whatever they may be—getting increasingly frustrated because you/me/we aren’t cowering in fear under their suppression any longer.

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Another aspect of these current changes are some pretty intense body changes—good old Ascension symptoms—that I’ve been experiencing in amplified ways so far in 2015. Because we each are affected by the NEW energies in our own unique ways, not everyone is or will experience these same symptoms or side effects.

One of the changes I’ve been dealing with this year is my body shifting out of what its been in since the start of my biological Ascension Process in early 1999. I was menopausal at that time too which is something my Soul/Higher Self often does; it bundles’ multiple spiritual Ascension Process intensities and events so I get through it all faster…if I survive the bundling that is! Pre-incarnationally it all sounded like a really great plan. Down here, different story altogether. I know you can relate.

With the start of 2015, the ending of the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Square transits, and the return of the Divine Feminine NEW, much has been released recently from the first phase of the Ascension Process including what our bodies went through, held, endured, transmuted etc. during that phase. All that is no longer needed and is or has all been released, cast off like a heavy dead layer of old wet clothing from some horrible ancient war. That was our old Forerunner, Lightworker, Lightwarrior, Transmuter “uniforms”. 😉

 Because of this early 2015 change, many of us are having some new symptoms, new side effects from both the casting off and the embodying more of the NEW in its place. For me the sudden start of intense deep itching (from the waist down) is one of these side effects and is related to my old lower chakras and spine and how I wasn’t well energetically anchored into the old Earth as a Forerunner of the Forerunners. The NEW is now flowing through my lower half and connecting me to the NEW Earth and that process is causing deep nerve itching which causes skin pain from my excessive scratching. This is temporary and energy related and it too will pass just like all the other horrific symptoms I’ve had. No fear, no worries, no doctors, no meds, just more Light being embodied and flowing through us.

Another symptom is my body is finally releasing some of (I’m intending a lot of!) the weight it gained primarily so I’d survive what all I went through and accomplished since 1999. That fat anchor held me in place throughout that long Ascension storm, but now it too isn’t needed so it’s automatically coming off just like it automatically came on when all this started! Oh happy day huh? Higher activated weight loss finally.

And another symptom is reduced sleep but this too will adjust and/or I’ll adapt to these changed sleep needs, lengths and patterns.

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Another recent huge change I’ve experienced is the end to just about every block I’ve encountered repeatedly for many of these Ascension years. Blocks caused by people, by Team Dark, by my Higher Self, by some of my Ascension Assistants because they knew it wasn’t yet time for certain things to happen down here in physicality for me. I knew it too but wanted them nonetheless. The Divine Brakes have been on for so long that now they’re being released finally I’m literally rushing day and night to keep up with the NEW flow. From dead stop for many years to GO overnight has left me a bit dazed n’ amazed but ever so grateful. I’ll catch up and adapt and get creative once again and it will be ever so good. ❤

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Basically that was the article I’d intended to write about ten days ago or so. Now I’ll share what happened Monday, May 11, 2015 that caused me to ask for donation help while in a state of shock and confusion.

As most of you know I live in southern California and have the majority of my life. I’m intimately familiar with what we here in California call the Shake & Bake. It’s hot here 98% of the year, oftentimes with really low humidity — like 4 or 5% humidity which makes your nostrils bleed, your lips try to fall off because they’re so dry, your hair to look like corpse hair, your skin to dry out, tighten and hurt etc. which is the Bake part. The Shake part is of course the earthquake activity we have here and how we’re so used to the ground literally shaking under us. We shake, we bake, we carry on as usual just like people do in other states and countries with the weather events and such that they deal with.

What I’m not used to at all here is tornadoes or funnel clouds. We get what we call Santa Ana winds here which are horrible dry winds or windstorms in some cases but tornadoes and/or funnel clouds? No, not familiar with those and don’t want to be thankyouverymuch!

Monday, May 11, 2015 was a beautiful day here in sunny SoCal. The temp was about 85, zero winds, sunny skies, only a few wisps of clouds way up high. Typical in other words for this area. And then something super strange happened at my house around 3:30 PM. Suddenly there was the sound of something huge and heavy crash-landing on my mobile home roof which sounded like the world was ending. As the sound is happening I automatically blasted out Light Protection over our house. After a few heart-pounding seconds I got up and checked on my Mom and she was okay but scared and confused too. The cat was hiding under my bed which was fine at that point. The next thing I had to do was go outside and actually see exactly what caused that loud, horrible sound.

Some of my neighbors were already outside looking at my house in utter amazement talking excitedly, asking others if they knew what had happened. My next door neighbor on the south side was outside, hysterical and scared because she and her adult son had been in their house in front of their sliding glass door and saw the thing that caused the damage and it was a small tornado they said. WHAT?! A tornado? The wind wasn’t even blowing, the sky is clear, the weather is perfect, what the hell are you talking about a freaking tornado?!? My mind could not grasp what had happened in near perfect weather with NO winds blowing.

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After twenty minutes or so I finally walked over to the far side of my neighbors mobile home and that’s when things began to make some sense to me. Her entire 60-65 foot-long mobile home awning roof and posts etc. was gone, missing, no, not missing but on my awning roof! I walked back to look at the mangled metal debris half on and half hanging off of my awning roof, then back to look at her missing awning roof again. It took all that before my mind was able to put two and two together. Had it been storming with high winds (or just a Santa Ana windstorm) rain and thunder and all those other typical things I would have instantly figured this all out but the weather was the complete opposite of all that.

No, we had a small tornado or funnel cloud drop down and mess with some of us and just as quickly rise up again and spin off to the other end of the valley to mess with other people. I saw it, the little tornado/funnel cloud thing, spinning way up in the sky a mile away or so carrying with it some mobile home metal siding or something. It was surreal, it was jarring, it was like getting hit on the top of your head by some demented elemental being that then ran away quickly, giggling with mischievous delight.

Next on the tornado scene was a large Code Enforcement Officer in his bulletproof vest because ya just never know how traumatized tornado folks might react! 😐 This man (40 something) is 6’4 and in a bulletproof vest and he’s barking out demands at me (5’2 and a senior living in a senior only mobile park) and my female next door neighbor (67ish) less than a thirty minutes after we just had our houses damaged by “an act of God” as I heard others call it. Typical patriarchal tactics; hit em hard while they’re down and in shock.

He informed us both that we had 24 hours to remove the metal mess from my roof, and 20 days to get building permits and hire licensed contractor(s) to do all the repairs. When someone, anyone like this makes demands on me in the way that he did, I get really pissed and do the opposite. Can’t help myself, I’m a ‘System Buster’, not a get on my knees or kiss ass sort of gal. My Divine Feminine has balls like no other and has never taken this type of patriarchal abuse well at all.

Needless to say I called a handyman who was out the next morning, Tuesday May 12th at 8:30 AM with his truck and trailer to remove and haul away the mangled awning and repair the large hole it created in my awning because we knew rain was coming by Thursday into Friday. As I write this it’s Sunday.

While he’s removing the metal mess the Code Enforcement guy drives up again and either doesn’t see what’s going on right in front of him, or he enjoys dispensing orders at people already under stress from “acts of God”. Wanker. After he drove off the handyman males there working to solve this problem made fun of him, which I thoroughly enjoyed for a change.

Long story short we got my damage taken care of that day and I called Building & Safety to find out what I needed to do and a young female, yes, female checked and returned my call hours later to inform me that I didn’t need a building permit nor did I need to have someone else redo what I’d already paid the handyman to remove and repair. Ha, a bullet straight to the bulletproof vest of you know who. 😆 How Code Enforcement man copes with these female activities and decisions remains to be seen. I suspect not well at all.

One more thing and I’ll end this long ramble.

When I first saw what caused the huge horrible sounds on my roof and the damages it caused, my mouth uncontrollably spewed out loud to that female next door neighbor and anyone else close enough to hear me, ‘God damn it, I’m three or four days away from closing Escrow!’ I didn’t want anyone to know this until my realtor placed a For Sale sign in my front yard, but my mouth let that one escape under the stress of this so-called “act of God”. But, thanks to many of you who made your kind and wonderful tornado donations this past week not even knowing what my personal disaster was, I was able to pay for those awning roof repairs (my tiled house roof wasn’t damaged at all) and removal and keep moving forward…and soon moving out of here altogether. I’ll close Escrow tomorrow or Tuesday. I’ve worked and saved and saved and worked for the past ten years to finally be able to move out of here and into another old mobile home, but one that’s on its own land so I’ll have no rent to pay every month. I want all of you who’ve helped me knowingly and unknowingly with your donation/donations to know that YOU have helped me accomplish this in these NEW High Heart ways. Thank you, thank you, thank you each so very much.

Group tornado Gratitude Hug,

Denise

May 17, 2015

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