The Different Layers of Lightwork & the Ascension Process

In recent Comments J, Lenny, and Cat were talking about how much Ascension-related physical and psychological pain they’ve experienced and were wondering where the OFF switch is with all this, plus why some experience so much more pain than other people. Here’s J’s Comment.

“Reading the comments i see others question why we are in lockdown and for how long this has been so for SOME? I just read a page on a forum of people feeling they cant go on any longer alone, housebound, where life stopped and there is no way to see how to get beyond the enforced isolation/limitation lockdown.

“Watching the celeb lightworkers traveling the world, not being forced to let go their self-importance and workshop shit, their life still as it’s always been and they take the next steps for this years worldly travels.

“WTF is going on, does anyone actually know why only some are living years of this living death? Are we all doin the polarity dance, or only some?
Its like this is forced onto us, and why for so long, and i mean a decade or even more for some. Denise, if you have any ideas as to why this is i know many of us would be grateful to find a chink of light, cause this is crazy making and i know all is built from within but despair is setting in now, no one cares if they stay or go it seems now and we need some help down here and not from some channel who never lived what they spout about, (yes, Denise, so true) so HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP anyone!”

I think many can relate to what J is saying and feeling, plus I had a giggle over J’s “celeb lightworkers” term. Sulaireland also asked about these very public “Lightworkers” who travel extensively lecturing, doing workshops etc., but either don’t experience any Ascension symptoms or they’re tremendously reduced and short-lived. The question is…how can those Lightworkers do all they do publicly while other Lightworkers (plus many regular ascenders) are so severely affected by Ascension energies and the symptoms they cause that they can barely leave their houses to do the necessary monthly grocery shopping?  Pre-incarnational soul contracts; individual Service LightWork experience; the ability to house a wide range of frequencies in one’s body and awareness and not loose it!

I fall under the group of housebound Starseed Lightworkers who’ve suffered constantly from nearly unending Ascension symptoms. It’s improved tremendously for me over the past three years from how it was (and today, 4-4-11, has felt amazingly positive and NEW!), but it’s still difficult and painful. I chose the book publisher I did ( because I knew self-publishing my books would free me from any and all control of a publishing company expecting or demanding that I travel to do book signings, book tours, book readings etc. Because my Ascension symptoms were so severe, I knew I couldn’t physically, mentally, emotionally or psychically do that so I needed a book publishing company where I was in control over these issues. does this perfectly for me.

I also chose to share higher information/knowledge—which is Light—at TRANSITIONS for free because I’m intentionally trying to acclimate people to the NEW 5D reality and awareness that we don’t need money and can share everything with everyone for free. Evolved higher societies and their free-flowing open-ended systems function like this and don’t have, need, or use money. I realize we’re still in the middle of this old lower frequency money and money consciousness transition, but the more we evolve and expand our thinking, expectations, and creativity out of the old lower patriarchal ways, the faster the higher unified ascended NEW will manifest for All. Change the consciousness and reality quickly changes to reflect it.


Back to J’s question. There’s no fast answer to this for the simple reason we’re each at a slightly different level/timeline/phase/stair step within the compressed Evolutionary Ascension Process. I’ve tried to explain this concept before using the term stair steps or images of stairs or an escalator to help people understand that, even though we’re all heading in the same direction on the symbolic escalator, we’re each doing so at different stair steps in slightly different timelines (by days, weeks, months, or years) within this Process than everyone else is and this is perfectly normal.

Some people have lived the Ascension Process much longer than others and are obviously farther along within the Process. Other people are standing on a stair step that’s directly above or below someone else and those people find it easier to communicate and interact because they’re both so energetically close to each other at that moment within that timeline. Some move on faster than others, while some decide to hang-back and wait for loved ones, family or friends to catch up or to help them by sharing information/Light about the Ascension Process. Some move ahead farther and faster than others so they can aid them by passing on what they’ve learned and lived themselves. And of course other people are currently standing on much lower stair steps (stages, levels and timelines) within this ongoing Process so they’re experiencing different Ascension symptoms than someone farther along within it whose transmuted more.

Another aspect to all this is that Starseed Lightworkers, Lightworkers, Path Cutters, Wayshowers etc. are vastly more sensitive than regular or “normal” people which means we feel and are affected by higher frequency energies hitting and transmuting the lower frequencies within and around us a great deal more than they ever will. (Don’t forget that what you do Starseed/Lightworker creates an easier and faster Pathway for the “normal” folk to traverse.) Also, some of us have more karmic energies or residual unresolved emotional energies/wounds/projections/fears/polarity that are still being transmuted and integrated. Said another way, Starseeds/Lightworkers/Path Cutters can handle and cope with MUCH MORE  transformational  energy and energy Work than “normal” folk can; we’re built for it.

Starseeds/Lightworkers also Work while asleep and out-of-body doing their part in the Planetary and Collective transmuting of past lower frequency negative or Dark actions and residual emotional energies created by others through the Ages within both physical 3D and astral 4D. And, increasing numbers of people now have more conscious awareness of one or more of their past lives and selves and are currently integrating and transmuting those unresolved emotional issues, wounds, karmic energies and so on also.

Most people living the Ascension Process are not Lightworkers and are only dealing with their own lower frequency emotional energies, polarity, projections, fears, wounds etc. Because the First Wave Starseed Lightworker Group literally paved the way for this Process to be available within 3D physicality for humanity while they were in it themselves, their Ascension journey is much less painful, difficult, dangerous and intense as it was for the original Path Cutters who began it in total Darkness. They were the only Light in 3D physicality at that time, but now the Light is everywhere pressuring the Dark to evolve or be reabsorbed back into Source. Their time and Work is done. Add to this the profoundly compressed and accelerated 2011 timeline and these Ascension energies and symptoms cycle in and out so much faster than they did many years ago.


1) This Group have pre-incarnational contracts to do Ascension-related Lightwork as public teachers or channelers. They either do this teaching Lightwork from self-knowledge gained from past-lives, multidimensional awareness, wisdom’s gained from lucid dream astral and higher dimensional experiences, conscious multidimensional interactions with Starbeings/ETs/Lightbeings etc. Far more commonly however they channel a non-physical, other-dimensional Being or Group of Beings and are more of a 3D middle-man or mouth piece to transmit higher dimensional information/Light for other Lightworkers and regular folk living the Ascension Process. For many who channel, the act of channeling itself is a specific teaching and awakening process for them. They needed to see, hear, feel and understand that reality and their consciousness and body is far more complex and multidimensional than what they’d believed or could perceive before they began channeling.

For other people who channel it was  more about their pre-incarnational contract to work with specific higher dimensional Groups of Beings and channel information from them to assist Lightworkers and other people living and struggling with the Ascension Process. These people aren’t “Lightworkers” in that they do not transmute lower frequency energies through their bodies, but they certainly do spread Light in the form of higher dimensional channeled information around the country or countries for others to benefit from.

In more rare cases the human who is doing the channeling and/or teaching or writing for other Starseeds and Lightworkers is directly connected to the higher dimensional Groups of Beings they are channeling or writing about. They are oftentimes a deliberate seeded aspect of that 5D, 6D, or higher Group of Beings whose chosen to physically incarnate on Earth during the Ascension Process to very directly help others on Earth, and further their individual spiritual growth, learning, and development.

2) This Group are Lightworkers and Starseed Lightworkers with pre-incarnational contracts to incarnate as the first Group (the First Wave) to do the darkest, most dense, difficult and dangerous energetic transformational Lightwork from within the physical planetary system in physical human bodies. They are literally designed to and excel at transmuting Dark, negative, dense lower frequency energies from within the negativity and muck while in physical bodies themselves. They are the Path Cutters who energetically bulldoze through and transmute lower energies in physical 3D and astral 4D. Doing this Work creates energetic Pathways for increasing amounts of Light Energies to rain down on humanity…just like cosmic waters pouring out from Aquarius’ jug.

These Starseed Lightworkers infiltrate and live like spies in a foreign land (on Earth within the third dimension) doing transformational Lightwork the entire time and typically have different connections back to their higher frequency Home dimensions, Family and Assistants (5D, 6D and higher) who function like Guides while both awake and asleep to help the Starseed Lightworker in 3D physicality with their multidimensional planetary Ascension Service Work. This Group of Starseed Lightworkers live the Ascension Process and do their Planetary Service Work in and through their physical bodies and are usually in no shape to travel around the country or world lecturing, teaching, channeling or doing much of anything else other than what they do!

During Phase One of the Ascension Process this Group were the workhorses doing the groundbreaking work so that everything and everyone else could come in afterward and do what they excel at doing. During Phase Two of the Ascension Process the First Wave Starseed Lightworkers—those workhorses—are again the first Group living, housing, grounding and anchoring the NEW higher Energies through their NEW Rewired bodies, brains and hearts, and as usual, quietly from behind the scenes and totally for free.

This Group had to transmute and clear the lower dense energies first (Phase One), and now in Phase Two of the Ascension Process they’re the first ones doing the Conscious Creating/Co-Creating in the NEW over the lower collapsing, corrupt man-made laws, systems, belief systems and ways etc. Think of this as this Group of Lightworkers invisibly redesigning, redecorating, and replacing all the old patriarchal world system with NEW.

(This is why I do not care about who claims to have done or created the latest dirty deed or earthquake disaster on the planetary stage. This is why I don’t care about who claims such n’ such about some negative action or evil technology created by the elite because they are no longer running or steering this planet, this world, and most certainly not the NEW reality! The First Group of Starseed Lightworkers are with plenty of help from higher dimensions and the Beings of Light therein. So…give it a rest and I suggest you take an honest look at where your consciousness is and which system its feeding and supporting now and why.)

3) This group are NOT Lightworkers, NOT Starseeds, NOT Path Cutters yet they channel, or lecture, tour and travel extensively, write books, have websites or blogs, are on TV or write or make movies etc., but they’ve always played for the other team—Team Dark. These people have taught and promoted what’s been called “New Age” material over the past thirty-plus years, and made plenty of money doing so, but it’s mostly highly distorted material from the Dark Ones. All of the weird, harebrained and distorted “New Age” movement stuff should make a lot more sense to many knowing the majority of it was from the Dark side to prevent as many people as they could from recognizing or utilizing real Light and higher Energies to help them through the Ascension Process.


We’ve all heard so much hype about creating abundance, attracting money, the great and desirable need for abundance and money. My question to you is, why would you need to attract money or abundance if you exist within the planetary Ascension Process and are evolving beyond that level of reality and consciousness?

The most obvious thing to me is that a group of some bodies don’t want you focused on taking advantage of and living the current Ascension Energies to evolve. They want everyone to stay entrapped within lower frequencies and consciousness and be endlessly preoccupied with money and materialism. So here comes that deliberate distorted disinformation via the Dark Ones we were talking about earlier. To keep the portions of humanity seeking a higher way distracted and misinformed, the Dark Ones manipulate and direct certain humans to teach, write, lecture about how they can intend and envision increasing money, wealth, youth, happiness etc. coming into their lives via their particular “New Age” belief system and techniques, usually for a hefty price of course.

A couple years ago I wrote an article about this money business and consciousness and the Ascension Process. What bothers me about this topic and so many others like it is that some are trying very hard to keep everyone focused on money (and gasoline and oil and all the other old patriarchal Piscean Age negativity) and not on how we’re currently evolving beyond that level of consciousness and need for those things and methods. Like I’ve said before, how many Ascended Masters, Starbeings, ETs, Lightbeings, Angelic Beings or higher evolved Races of Beings have you ever seen or read about that carried wallets, purses, money or credit cards? My point exactly.

Denise Le Fay

April 4, 2011

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88 thoughts on “The Different Layers of Lightwork & the Ascension Process

  • Hi Densie,

    First I wanted to say, thank you for your blog and all of the info that you have put on here…I may have “lost it” otherwise!

    I have been going through the Ascension Process and have lost my job, my home(had to move in with my parents,) my furniture and most personal belongings and finally my car! I have dealt with the others pretty well, since I knew it was part of the process, but still challenging! However, the car is REALLY bothering me!! I have never lost a car in my life and it has always been such a source of independence for me!! It has been challenging enough to live with my parents again, but I have done pretty well with it! But now, being “stuck” here all day, everyday has been trying to say the least! I was on unemployment for a while and while that was challenging to live on, when it ran out, it seemed as if all of the doors that were normally very open for me to be employed were closed! There were literally many itmes were I had NO income coming in! I received the mssg that this was a time for me to rely on God as my source of abundance and nothing else in the material world. I guess I have somewhat of a handle on that because money is starting to miraculously come into my experience again! I know that it has been said that there will be no money in 5D, but now we are in 3D, and money is what is used NOW! I believe this is about releasing my past and my 3D attachments, but I am having a real hard time with not having a car! Also, it has been quite a challenge to explain all of this to my friends and family; even though I attempted to give them a “brief” explanation…they still have no idea what is going on to the woman who always seemed to have it all together. All they see is a woman who has been talking about changing your thinking and emotions can change your life and they see me lose everything…I don’t assume it is too enticing for any of them to change their belief systems, while seeing what happened to me; although I know the reasons for it…. Which brings me to my final thought. I don’t see anyone around me, neither friends nor family that is concerned with their spiritual life. So I often wonder, “Will I never see my friends and family after the Shift?”

    I know I did a lot of rambling, but I would appreciate any thoughts about this:)

    Thank You,


    • “Which brings me to my final thought. I don’t see anyone around me, neither friends nor family that is concerned with their spiritual life. So I often wonder, “Will I never see my friends and family after the Shift?””


      You will see them if and when they too begin evolving via the current Ascension Process. All it takes for humans to take advantage of the current Ascension Process is to let the cosmic, solar, astrological and galactic Light Energies do what they are to rapidly evolve (ascend) their physical bodies and other energy bodies, brains, consciousness etc. If a person is ready to evolve like this now, and they have a heart that actually works (feels, is capable of compassion etc., is aware of others besides only their EGO self and focus and desires etc.) then they are currently living the Ascension Process even though they aren’t consciously aware of any of it. I’ve been observing this for the past 13 years and it always amazes me to witness other people evolving and their consciousness slowly expanding bit by bit which further opens human hearts like crazy. 🙂 I’ve heard and watched people be telepathic and empathic and not even consciously catch what they’ve just said and perceived this way! Amazing to me that “normal” people are expanding this quickly and still not be aware of it. They will eventually however.

      So just keep doing what you’ve been living through yourself (like you could stop it! 😉 ) and know that your loved ones will catch up with you eventually. It may be next year or ten years from now but it will happen if they’re capable of allowing themselves to grow spiritually and consciously.

      I suggest you read and/or re-read my article The Bridge Builders & Forerunners Crossing It Now. And read Kryon’s channeled message in this article that I quoted. In it he explains more about your question so that article will help you to better understand how the Ascension Process works for everyone no matter which Stair Step they’re on now.


      • Thanks for getting back to me so quickly Denise, and for your reply! I will also re-read the article you suggested.

        Do you have any thoughts about the moeny issues I mentioned…the losing all of your personal items…investments, savings and the fact that I have been kind of “banned” from doing any kind of employment right now. The living with my parents, which I have done pretty good with so far, but since losing my car, I am really “losing” patients!! My car was my independence! As I wrote that sentence, I believe it came to me that that is exactly it…I think my car is my independence…but I know that comes from within…ugghhh, another thing I need to figure out how to find that inner independence!!…lol

        I also have thoughts that maybe NOTHING will happen with this Shift and I have done all this and lost all of this for nothing! My credit is ruined, I’m living with my parents, no car, NO life!! Although I know deep within me that I am following my path, but I sometimes go here…especially lately! I have always been such a social person..I thrive being out in a social environment with other people and I haven’t been able to do that lately…feel like I am on house arrest!…and I feel like I have held it together for a long time now…but it seems to keep continuing!

        And just one more thing…something else came to mind prior to me typing this. I know that the New Age is supposed to be about love and abundance, instead of what we are currrently living(fear and scarcity.) However, if we are to live a unity consciousness and love and abundance for all, what will there be to strive for anymore?? If everyone is living in peace and harmony, what will there be to “master?” It just seems that in this current life, there were certain things that we set out to overcome…most of them revolved around letting go of fear and choosing love. So, I just am questioning if everyone is living in peace and harmony, what will be the purpose for life?…I know to love, but I would just think that once we have overcome all of our karma, that there ould be no purpose to incarnate anymore…hope this all makes sense:))))

        • ” As I wrote that sentence, I believe it came to me that that is exactly it…I think my car is my independence…but I know that comes from within…ugghhh, another thing I need to figure out how to find that inner independence!!…lol “


          🙂 Very well done you, see how this works? When we ask questions and are open enough to perceive any type of answer, one is usually always there for us. You perceived that one and that’s great.

          I too had to go through a long process over the last 21 years of HAVING to release all of my old physical material possessions I had to work so hard to get. For many of us this outer layer is what must go first; the house or apartment, the job, the money, the old 3D security that our money gave us in that lower frequency world, our car, furniture, lifestyle, habits, smoking cigarettes or whatever it is for each of us that’s been used as a way of not feeling and dealing with certain emotions and having to feel them.

          The second layer for most of us has to do with excavating deeper and deeper into our bottom three chakras where we’ve all sorts our wounds, fears, hates, guilt, projections, repressions etc. This layer is really rough but it’s the only true way to get ourselves honestly and permanently freed from that egoic based density duality stuff.

          The third layer is usually to do more of the second layer years after you believed, honestly believed, that you’d already cleared/transmuted all of your Inner Junk! 😉 Just keep going until you know that you are close to completely transmuted. Whatever is left will go dormant because you’ve evolved up beyond it because you did all that painful, scary, and very difficult inner Alchemical work on yourself.

          I’ve asked this question before in an attempt to get this important point across. How many times have you ever seen or heard or read about ANY Angelic being, ANY Starbeing, ANY ET, ANY Lightbeing carrying a wallet or purse or credit cards? Exactly! None because they’ve evolved beyond the need for money and groups of humans and other Beings who’ve done this automatically create external realities that are a match to themselves, to their level of consciousness and so on. Humanity is just now at the beginning of this HUGE and frightening transition out of a world reality and egoic consciousness that needs money to survive — to– a world reality where it will not be needed because everyone has evolved to a frequency range where everything is openly and equally shared with all others. Egoic consciousness cannot even comprehend this, but evolved High Heart consciousness automatically just does it, is it, creates it for all around them within the same frequency range.

          But…because we’re on the cusp of this money transition and many others that go along with it of course, we’re all a little skiddish and concerned about our money or our lack of it and/or how we’re going to get more of it etc. THE answer to this money thing and all others like it is the same and it is that the sooner we get ourselves across that Bridge, the sooner this Shift out of the old and into the new High Heart level will happen. It’s happening now and has been but we’re right within the big transitional change or shift now and this is why it’s so exciting and so nerve-racking at the same time! To reach the next higher level we need to let go of the lower level we have a death-grip on! 😉

          We’ve all had the horrific thought, “What if the Ascension doesn’t really happen?!” That’s our fear talking and us worrying about having to remain in the negative Team Dark patriarchal Shit Pit. We won’t, we aren’t even though it’s gonna look pretty dicey at times over the next four or five years. Once each of us crosses that Bridge and Expiration Date, it’s all about Consciously Creating and Co-Creating which many of us elders have been doing all along anyway.

          Don’t worry about or get hung-up on getting bored in the new World reality. We’re going to be creating an entire new world which is going to keep many people very busy for a long time. 😉 And, Mastery never ends for any of us so that’s an ongoing situation for everyone and everything everywhere. Many years ago I read Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians say that, “LIGHT is information; LOVE is creation.”


        • I know what you are saying about the third layer!!…I believe that’s where I am at now…alll the other material things have gradually went…I just keep thinking…okay, I’ve transmuted enough and now it is time to move on…and I’m still here…and even though we will not be using money in the future, we are now and…I have to admit, it makes we angry when I can’t do the things I used to and be able to do things with friends or family(like go to a nice dinner) or struggle to buy someone a bday gift!!…working through the anger though!!

          Thanks for another enlightening message!

    • Laurie,
      Same happened to me – I basically lost everything over the last year and 1/2. But I still have my dog and cat (tho, my pup had to stay with a friend for several months). I watched as slowly everything seemed to be pulled from me. I was left to operate on pure faith and things eventually worked out but surely not in any way I thought. People I thought would help when I had no food, or even gas in my car – were not there; but others that I didn’t really expect to help – were there. Huge amount of learning for me and I was faced with some real ‘growing up’ (I’m 55) in the sense of not holding on to things/people that I knew really didn’t care but I tried to keep the relationships going out of fear of losing them. I had to give up control completely and learn to go with the flow. I have released most every relationship in my life – save for a handful. And, it feels great. I now have a great job (well, I’m really ready to move on but until that time comes and I have to make 3d money – I’m working) and moved across the country to take this position. I didn’t think I’d get here, but again, several people pooled their resources and loaned me the money to do this. Others, were huge emotional support for me. One friend kept my dog and took care of all of his expenses – even giving me enough food/treats/heartworm meds, etc. to get me through our first six weeks back together. I hope this helps, maybe just knowing you are not alone.
      PS – My car had to be towed here – it wouldn’t have made it on its own 😉 Funny thing is I rented a house without even knowing where my office was – it’s a small town – but I found out work is less than 2 miles from my home. If my car gives out – I could walk to work. We will all make it thru this eye of the storm. Blessings to you.

      • Thanks Morgean!…it does help to hear other’s stories! Thank God for people like Denise who have put up these blogs and websites to keep us all sane during this process!!! It really helps to be able to “vent” and talk with others and receive insight about this process.

        I could pretty much accept with ease most of the things that were being “taken away” from me. The more challenging part was seeing my friends and family’s reaction to it and trying to come up with an explanation that they could understand…which I never was able to…they don’t get it…they just think I have hit “rock bottom!” I am living with my parents and I so much want to move on, but wasn’t able to get work the fast way that I used to. So, i got the message that that was not what I was supposed to be focusing on, but my family saw it as I was not looking for work…they couldn’t understand it as I have worked and had nice things and shared my prosperity with everyone. They said they were “very worried” about me. The thing is is that my parents can barely take care of themselves and I really don’t want to borrow or have to have people take care of me any longer. I guess I am not real comfortable with people taking care of me anyways. I pretty much was on my own after the age of 16. By on my own, I mean with finding ways to support myself, have a car, spending money, etc. We did not have a lot lf money growing up, which I hated! It made me feel very inferior to others. So I made a vow to myself that I would have money; and I did a pretty damn good job of keeping that promise! I guess that was part of what I had to let go of. I was using a very masculine approach of earning money. I needed to take a more feminine, “being” kind of approach to that process, which I was not very comfortable with. I was not comfortable with letting go and letting God! Nobody ever took care of me(not for very long)….”I” took care of me!!… And while I know we will not be using money in the future, we are using it now. I did have money come to me miraculously when I did not know where my next dollar was coming from. I wanted to thank this guy, whose website I had been going to for several years, for writing about his Dark Night of the Soul experience. My only intention was to thank him; his words gave me such comfort during this challenging time! To my surprise he emailed me right back and we corresponded back and forth for a while. He gave me a lot of encouragement and sent me a check for $500.00!!!! I was blown away! And now I did receive a temporary job; quite effortlessly! So, I must have somewhat mastered the feminine approach for abundance and the doors must be open for me to receive some type of income while we still need to earn money in this 3D world! But, not going to lie…I still miss my car! I have read some articles that say a lot of our “things” will not make it into 5D earth…maybe including automobiles..but again…i’m still existing on 3D earth and I can accomplish much more without having to rely on others!

        Thanks again for sharing your story!…glad to see things have turned around for you 🙂

  • D, I’m a newbie here…sort of. I would read about some of the stuff you’ve dealt with, Denise, & feel like I must be at the bottom of the staircase, if you know what I mean. But I keep being led back here & resonating with so much. I want to thank you so much for this. I love that you’ve mentioned a lot of the New Age media being influenced by Team Dark, because I’ve had really strong vibes about that. And also sort of conformation of what I’ve strongly felt my mission has been for about thee last 20 years – transmuting historic atrocities through my body. This includes mainly wrongly accused, tortured, horrifically murdered, etc. Fdrddrd

    Oops! That’s me “trying” to learn to input from the phone. I used to be an engineer; didn’t have any problem releasing that identity! My brain just turned to mush…duhhh. Anyway, just wanted to say I FEEL your pain; sometimes wonder how I’m still alive! 🙂 So glad to be HERE!
    Much LOVE!,

  • TY Irv:
    Did the edema come/leave with any acquired extra Ibs.
    I lived a similar condition 7months ago, the edema is gone but the tons grounding water has lingered all over my body (30Ibs).

    On a similar note my digestive system has been renewed (was off track since 90), whatever I ingest is flushed out in about 8hrs leaving constantly hungry.

    • Reply to divsy: Your situation was more severe than mine. I haven’t paid any attention to weight over the past year, nor (of course) any shift in it, but I don’t suppose my edema was more than 10-15 lbs. And the bowel situation is still in process of evolving, so I cannot say as to that part, except to note that indications seem promising for the effects you describe. –Irv

  • Recently, I was shown what I think was a portion of a past life regarding Egypt and a tall statue of an Egyptian god that was like a corner post. I know that it had something to do with me, or me with it, and that it was somehow an anchor. You mention that there is now a second tier of Lightwork being done by those who are to be “anchors.” Could you please explain that further?

    Many thanks!

  • I also feel that these “teachers” and “healers” should teach others how to heal and teach themselves. We all have the ability to do this, we may just need some guidance. It’s like the story about teaching the boy how to fish…The money issue makes it difficult for me to know who I can get good information from. Does anyone feel this way??”


    After going around in circles and/or wasting money realizing nothing worked, the best resource I found eventually for myself was The Presence Process by Michael Brown. His work is SELF-facilitated emotional work. Like Denise says, the only way is throught it!

    • Thank you! I will check this out.

      I will say when I was 24 (20 years ago) and started the ascension process (I now know what I was going through), I was very sick. I had fibromyalgia, etc. I went through a very spiritual time and after maybe three years was able to give up my illness to the Divine at which point, I was healed. To this day, my blood tests show I do not have fibro or any other ANA disease. This was a painful but amazing time in my life. I know we can learn to heal ourselves with G-d’s help.

      I still disagree about healers on some level. I believe some of them can heal us IF we are ready to be healed. If we still have the psychological issues that caused the illness in the first place, then the illness can’t leave us. I do also think healers can help us on the emotional healing process so that we can get to the physical healing. At the time I was sick, I went to an acupuncturist who was definitely an empath and a healer in her heart. Although the acupuncture did not heal my physical symptoms, the treatments helped me to move through my spiritual process. I had amazing things happen while getting treatments. It was beautiful!

      • “Although the acupuncture did not heal my physical symptoms, the treatments helped me to move through my spiritual process”


        My point exactly! The “treatments”, in whatever form those take — physical or psychological or emotional etc.– helped YOU to move through YOUR spiritual process.

        I’m NOT a “healer” and never have been nor never will be, but I hope that my writings help or confirm or validate certain other people’s personal experiences at the moment/moments they need some with THEIR ongoing spiritual journey. The Inner Work is and always has been each of ours to live so that we are REALLY transformed/healed/enlightened etc. at those deeper levels and layers of being.


        • To Denise and all…
          I want to say, on these issues, that I’ve been experiencing major healings for the past month or so that are nothing short of miracles. My legs and feet have virtually lost their former continual edema, gained significant hill-walking power and my feet actually SHRUNK overnight (on 11/20) so that I’ve no more need for a shoehorn! This despite the fact that I’ve completely rejected medical prescriptions for a full year, now, and the further use of any I had at the time.
          Additionally, my bowels — a major and lifelong problem area — have been getting ‘doses’ of healing for the past month, mainly in several major ‘waves’ that have left me feeling like a new person each time. I attribute all of this to no ‘healer’ but to my own belief processes over the course of this past year.

  • I went to see “John of God” and other “healers” and nothing changed. Luckily I figured it out pretty quickly. Like Denise says NOBODY can heal you. I don’t care who they say they are.

    And “healers” have their own emotional issues just like the rest of us.

  • I love what you are saying here! There is so much information out there, particularly on the web, it’s tough to discern. I am having a lot of trouble with all the sites that talk about helping you through the process for $$$$! These people tend to have a professional photoshopped picture of themselves all made up and beaming! This really bothers my heart! I don’t understand any of this. I also feel like if you are getting your healing or information from a higher being, why should the vessel be paid for this? I am really not trying to judge, only understand this. I also feel that these “teachers” and “healers” should teach others how to heal and teach themselves. We all have the ability to do this, we may just need some guidance. It’s like the story about teaching the boy how to fish…The money issue makes it difficult for me to know who I can get good information from. Does anyone feel this way??

    • “I love what you are saying here! There is so much information out there, particularly on the web, it’s tough to discern. I am having a lot of trouble with all the sites that talk about helping you through the process for $$$$! These people tend to have a professional photoshopped picture of themselves all made up and beaming! This really bothers my heart! I don’t understand any of this. I also feel like if you are getting your healing or information from a higher being, why should the vessel be paid for this? I am really not trying to judge, only understand this. I also feel that these “teachers” and “healers” should teach others how to heal and teach themselves. We all have the ability to do this, we may just need some guidance. It’s like the story about teaching the boy how to fish…The money issue makes it difficult for me to know who I can get good information from. Does anyone feel this way??”


      I certainly have always felt this way. This is why I’ve always used a FREE WordPress blog as my place to FREELY offer what I know, what I’ve learned, what I’m still learning and struggling with and so on instead of a costly website. Pre-incarnationally I set it up with my Higher Self that my income would come from a source other than the very people I would be trying to help through my teachings (writings) and knowledge. We’ve all got to eat and pay rent/mortgage etc. so we all need money to survive in a money-based society until that changes too, which it’s doing right now. Free for all is coming because that is 5D unity High Heart consciousness.

      And while I’m at it… 🙄 “healers” can’t really “heal” anyone; they can temporarily move some energy around but if the person getting this so-called “healing” doesn’t resolve THEIR inner issues (whatever they are), that energy goes right back to where it was before the expensive “healing”. Said another way…no healing really happened did it? The only way out of one’s crap is through it! (None of that mini rant was directed at you Debbie!)

      The Ascension Process has been Source’s cosmic healing for everyone everywhere, and it too has been totally free. 😉


      • Wow! The healing thing makes so much sense! Right-we have physical illness and issues because of emotional blocks so how could anyone heal anyone else really. I do think we can heal IF the person is ready-look at “John of God.” I have heard that he cannot heal if the person is not emotionally ready. What do you think? I totally know you weren’t ranting at me!! I totally get what you are saying.

  • Denise/Susan – thank you for your posts – I have very similar concerns. This is one belief system that has to go – but I have been afraid to try things out w/out a job….again…I did it for awhile – honestly, I worry about my pets – if it were just me I know I’d be ok but I feel very responsible for them and being sure they have food/water/shelter. Based on your post today Denise – I guess this month is it – we will have to pony up and change those beliefs and really start living from this new place. Thanks, Irv again, for pioneering this path for us. Thanks, as always, Denise, for your words of wisdom/encouragement and the time and energy you put into your blog. It is very appreciated.

  • @Denise Thank you so much for responding. Sometimes it seems so easy to believe and sometimes in the thick of things it seems very difficult. Back in June when my partner and I were seeing ships fly over our house nightly — there was an excitement in the air and I could feel it, if that makes any sense. In July and Aug, they’ve been somewhat visible, but they are much more distant — definitely not satellites though, as they fade out. I’m just patiently waiting for some sort of confirmation on this through the media.

    @Irv Thanks for the info. I looked up some things and after reading, it is very encouraging. It’s like I’ve had the feelings or thought patterns along those lines – have even experienced some of that serendipitous stuff when I followed the Grateful Dead around on tour a while back. I’ve brought up some of these stories in conversation recently, partly to remind myself that it is possible to get by that way. I’ve had some fabulous meals cooked for me that were from scavenged food, whether it be from nature or a dumpster, lol! 😀 There’s a little imp inside me that is itching to somehow get a school bus and convert it to veggie SVO/WVO and make it an adventure again. We shall see where the four winds blow me in the near future.

    It’s funny, before learning about the Galactic Federation or any of that stuff, my partner and I had long discussions about how wonderful it would be to live in a moneyless society. It’s like he has memories of it from either a past life on another planet or maybe even a future life. He’s always had this feeling — since he was a child — of how things weren’t right with the way things are here. Has always seen through the propaganda. I pray that things move swiftly and that we truly are in the wave of a better way happening. When the doubt sets in, I guess the only thing to do is to focus on what brings me joy and peace.


  • Oh, Susan, there is so much to be said, in response to you, that I don’t intend to even TRY and cover it. The seriousness of your query only demonstrates the limitations of your world . . . your reality! First of all, you must use Google Search and enter the phrase “Living without money”. You’ll immediately get back a half-million site leads! If you do the same thing on a Google Image search, the response mainly begins with a book of that name by a German woman named Schermer: an elderly woman who has the topic entirely nailed down (I didn’t look further among the leads).

    But I, myself, have lived for four decades, now, with practically no wage-earning jobs, and today I live (at 84) on a monthly cluster of ‘benefits’ that come to about $800 per month. But they only go back about 25 years. Before that, it was whatever came to hand.

    What you cannot yet know is what I learned during those years: There is a ‘force’ (I used to call it Providence; now I recognize that it’s the inner spiritual connection we all have) that comes to our assistance, providing us — in one way or another — with what we need. Often it’s not what we want, but it proves to be what we need.

    I have a couple books out there that my name should lead you to, that tell about my experiences. But you really have to open yourself to the learning and experience of it, for yourself.

    Irv Thomas

  • What I don’t get about the money thing — is how to survive without it in the now moment. My partner and I have had some super traumatic experiences that are financial related over the past 2 years for some lesson or another. It’s gotten to the most root space of base survival.

    What does one do when they are looking at being homeless? The primal part of my physicality just wants to dig a hole in the dirt and live off of the land. If it was “allowed” it would be great! Freedom! I would actually be able to do what I’ve longed to do for some time now – focus on cultivating native plants, learn to live off the land, etc. No money, just live a wonderful relationship with the planet and it’s plant and critter inhabitants.

    I’m faced with the cold harsh reality that winter will be arriving in a few months and I have no idea where I will be living. I could try to camp out in some national or state forest somewhere, but really?

    I guess what I am trying to say is that I would love to just go and dig a hole in the ground or build a tipi or yurt or something and live with no money, but don’t see how it’s possible right now.

    Therefore thoughts of “creating my own reality” with one of “generating money” just tears me up at the emotional core right now. I just want to dig my little rooted grounded earthen home in Gaia — but the rules!! There are rules and land ownership and all of that jazz. So I turn to thoughts of money coming in so I can buy an RV and maybe a couple of acres of land somewhere???

    Hopefully this will all blow over soon and we’ll be beyond the need for money to survive — but when one is living life at such a root chakra survival mode — it’s sorta tricky to grok this all.

    By the way, everything I’ve read on your blog is beautiful. I’m just trying to understand this lesson or whatever it is that I’m going through right now, lol.

    I apologize for my rant there. I read the responses and it pretty much describes things. I guess the money thing just triggered that ole’ survival thing….


    • Susan,

      No apologies necessary…we’ve all felt exactly the same way.

      The big important thing about the things your talking about are changing/dying/being transmuted right NOW. Watch how much of the negativity/patriarchy/Dark Ones goes away in Aug. 2011 never to return. Seriously…we’re that close NOW to things dramatically and permanently changing/improving so all you’ve got to do right now is find some place where you can safely be comfortable to ride out this current dying process. Forget about that New Age BS about “generating money, generating prosperity” etc. because we’ve evolved (are still evolving) far beyond that lower consciousness, ego based, materialistic type of crap. (I’ve been Lightworking energetically for the past couple of years to have the numerous empty houses across the USA be freely opened to people who’ve lost their homes and other homeless people, so be prepared when this manifests.)

      Forget about the old falling ways and rules and man-made laws because all of that is dying and quickly now. Focus in your High Heart on what you want, desire, need now to be safe, warm, comfortable, dry etc. Now do it from a Heart place of no money, no ownership in the ways we’re used to, no fees, no taxes, no any of the old patriarchal negative control systems. Huge changes/improvements to reality are unfolding right now and this will only accelerate and get better. I know how hard that is to believe after all of the pain and suffering but positive change has finally arrived in physicality.

      ♥ Hugs,

  • I realize you wrote this a while ago, but I just read this now. I am working my way through your website. I love this article! What you say about money really makes sense. I had never thought that maybe some of the focus on attracting abundance could be a ruse to keep us distracted. Well said!

  • Wow! I found you! Sweet!
    I am a light worker of some sort, don’t know that I care what type anymore. Anyway, I hadn’t really done much research on the ascension process going on, I just knew it was happening and that I was going to ascend. But I kept finding holes in my understanding so it was time to look and wade through the huge amount of info and writing out here in cyber space.
    I have been awaking all my life but things kicked into high gear in September of ’09. Had an event, exactly like the originator of reiki. Which is appropriate, as I am the originator of a new reiki. Designed at the 7th dimensional level for spiritual awakening. It clears the gunk that we collect over multiple life times. The tool is actually for our guides to use. We just have to be open to the ride. And this reiki is a fast ride.
    But what I really wanted to write about after my little bit of self promotion is this: Thank you! I was missing something and this question and answer page has shed light on my journey. I am one of those heavy duty energy workers. I have channeled energy to Gaia on several occasions and thought I would split my skin but it was wonderful, too. I have awakened other planets! Whole races of people. And I have been in this holding pattern too. Waiting…..boring! My karma is cleared and I feel like I have nothing to do except wait and keep ego under control. But thanks to your light, I see something else. My guides are more than happy to help me heal others, irregardless of dimension. I can get to work now. I see that my job here is minor, no one here really is interested in my reiki. Maybe it is too soon, I don’t know. But there are other places to heal. Thanks again!

    Love and light to you and yours
    Lisa LightWeaver Lambert

    Gods children hear my voice!
    Namaste Awaken Kristoss!

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