Increase in Multi-D Bleedthrough & Other Anomalies

I’ve noticed a big increase in phenomena and other anomalies throughout April into May 2015, and I’ll clarify what I mean by phenomena and other anomalies in a minute. I’m used to clairvoyantly Seeing different beings, energies and nonphysical, other-dimensional things but this is different, far more vast and downright strange at times even for me.

This transitional phase of the Ascension Process is causing another increase in multidimensional bleedthroughs. The so-called old Veils or energetic boarders between dimensions and their inhabitants seems to me to be nonexistent. This is so because we have moved so far beyond the old 3D location and level of frequency we were born into that we are now within range of so much more life and reality than we could have perceived or coped with before the Ascension Process began. Years ago I mentioned that we’d be incrementally evolving (ascending) into a much larger playground. Well, we’re at the outer edges of that now from our current level of awareness, and it’s up to us to adapt and adjust and get used to there being far more going on around us than most were consciously aware of before.

I’ve experienced Seeing other dimensional structures and beings and other things I wasn’t sure what they were throughout these Ascension years. A few years ago I began Seeing superimposed over actual physical structures in the town I live in, beautiful futuristic looking buildings that are always silver colored (metal?) with clear (glass?) that radiate bright white Light Energy that’s not electricity or some other man-made thing. I’ve seen fifth dimensional and higher “Crystal Cities” that looked just like this but far more delicate, refined and advanced than the superimposed structures I’m occasionally Seeing on Earth now.

Along with Seeing these future crystal-like buildings on this Earth, I’ve been suddenly Seeing new-to-me humanoid beings in my space, such as a few feet away from me in my house and elsewhere, observing me/you/us, the “newbie kids on the Universal block”, with calm interest and quiet respect. Very interesting things starting this spring for far more than just us.

It’s hard to describe some of these new-to-me humanoid beings I’ve been Seeing the past two months. These first connections, these first observances between me/you/us and some of them is short and silent so far as everyone gets to know each other in these NEW ways. Let me add in case anyone reading this is concerned about these beings being negative or “bad” etc. They most certainly are not and are fifth dimensional and higher positive beings that couldn’t interact with us until we evolved (ascended) far enough to be safe to them and safe within the NEW space and level we’re now existing within. This is the beginning of our reentry and introduction back into Universal Society. Hot damn this is exciting to be experiencing in-body, wide awake in the physical dimension!

Some of these new-to-me beings look humanoid in that they have one head, two arms like we do but that’s about the extent of the comparison. Some of them have skin colors and textures (don’t know if it’s “skin” but I’m calling it that just to communicate this) that we on Earth don’t have which makes describing them difficult. One male being I saw last week looked like he had “skin” like a dolphin or whale but was a dark tan color. He was hairless and his eyes were a bit unnerving in their difference but like I said, he wasn’t negative, just very different from anything I’ve Seen so far. We all need to get used to this and not act like crass infantile foreigners when we encounter some new-to-us other dimensional beings. We look and feel equally strange to some of them too. Universal Society etiquette time in other words.

Some other beings I’ve Seen recently in my space in my house I mean, have kept themselves tucked back a bit and just revealed themselves slightly, like they’re giving us both the time to See and sense each other and not freak out or scare any of us. A slow and cautious introduction on both sides which I also find interesting. I half expect some unusual, new-to-me being to pop up somewhere in my life and space with the equivalent of a homemade cake or casserole and happily welcome me to the Universal neighborhood. 😆 Really interesting times we live in now fellow Ascenders!

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Another aspect of this spring 2015 change so far has been a very large reintroduction, re-insertion of the Divine Feminine back into our physical world, consciousness and blossoming NEW realities. I could not be happier about anything. With this vital Divine ingredient back in this NEW way for all of us, old patriarchal reality is falling apart faster than it has been since 12-21-12 Expiration Date was reached. Again, I could not be happier about anything. Sanity now returns. Creativity returns. Real freedom returns, if you have the High Heart and girl balls for it that is. 😉 I hope you get my integrated male/female humor and don’t think I’m merely talking about flipping Duality out from the old patriarchy into the matriarchy. We’ve gone way, way beyond that Duality flipping; we’ve integrated lower Duality and are now NEW unified beings Heart building a NEW unified world reality to match the changes in us, and vice versa.

The ways I’ve experienced the return of the Divine Feminine in this integrated way so far has been nothing short of miraculous for me personally. In case miraculous sounds a bit extreme, you’ve got to keep in HeartMind my current age (63.5) and that I’m female, meaning, I’ve spent all of those decades in a totally male dominated negative patriarchal world and have plenty of scars to prove it, as do most females on Earth. Because of this I’m acutely sensitive to and aware of every time, every moment the old patriarchy crumbles some more and some human (both males and females because there are throngs of patriarchal females) on mindless, heartless autopilot for the patriarchy loses more power over other humans and the world. It’s been amazing and highly gratifying to personally witness this aspect of the Ascension Process where the patriarchal humans with power over others and the world have been increasingly losing their unseen backing as unseen Team Dark is cutoff and disconnected from everything they’ve been used to. Be ready for a few more years of these humans in old patriarchal uniforms—whatever those uniforms may be (governmental, tax, law, law enforcement, military etc.)—to realize that things have changed and they have zero backing, support, sympathy, power, influence and control over other humans and the world as they’ve been used to for their entire lives. They’re energetically empty elitists that have lost their backing, power, support and direction yet are still wearing their old patriarchal uniforms—whatever they may be—getting increasingly frustrated because you/me/we aren’t cowering in fear under their suppression any longer.

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Another aspect of these current changes are some pretty intense body changes—good old Ascension symptoms—that I’ve been experiencing in amplified ways so far in 2015. Because we each are affected by the NEW energies in our own unique ways, not everyone is or will experience these same symptoms or side effects.

One of the changes I’ve been dealing with this year is my body shifting out of what its been in since the start of my biological Ascension Process in early 1999. I was menopausal at that time too which is something my Soul/Higher Self often does; it bundles’ multiple spiritual Ascension Process intensities and events so I get through it all faster…if I survive the bundling that is! Pre-incarnationally it all sounded like a really great plan. Down here, different story altogether. I know you can relate.

With the start of 2015, the ending of the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Square transits, and the return of the Divine Feminine NEW, much has been released recently from the first phase of the Ascension Process including what our bodies went through, held, endured, transmuted etc. during that phase. All that is no longer needed and is or has all been released, cast off like a heavy dead layer of old wet clothing from some horrible ancient war. That was our old Forerunner, Lightworker, Lightwarrior, Transmuter “uniforms”. 😉

 Because of this early 2015 change, many of us are having some new symptoms, new side effects from both the casting off and the embodying more of the NEW in its place. For me the sudden start of intense deep itching (from the waist down) is one of these side effects and is related to my old lower chakras and spine and how I wasn’t well energetically anchored into the old Earth as a Forerunner of the Forerunners. The NEW is now flowing through my lower half and connecting me to the NEW Earth and that process is causing deep nerve itching which causes skin pain from my excessive scratching. This is temporary and energy related and it too will pass just like all the other horrific symptoms I’ve had. No fear, no worries, no doctors, no meds, just more Light being embodied and flowing through us.

Another symptom is my body is finally releasing some of (I’m intending a lot of!) the weight it gained primarily so I’d survive what all I went through and accomplished since 1999. That fat anchor held me in place throughout that long Ascension storm, but now it too isn’t needed so it’s automatically coming off just like it automatically came on when all this started! Oh happy day huh? Higher activated weight loss finally.

And another symptom is reduced sleep but this too will adjust and/or I’ll adapt to these changed sleep needs, lengths and patterns.

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Another recent huge change I’ve experienced is the end to just about every block I’ve encountered repeatedly for many of these Ascension years. Blocks caused by people, by Team Dark, by my Higher Self, by some of my Ascension Assistants because they knew it wasn’t yet time for certain things to happen down here in physicality for me. I knew it too but wanted them nonetheless. The Divine Brakes have been on for so long that now they’re being released finally I’m literally rushing day and night to keep up with the NEW flow. From dead stop for many years to GO overnight has left me a bit dazed n’ amazed but ever so grateful. I’ll catch up and adapt and get creative once again and it will be ever so good. ❤

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Basically that was the article I’d intended to write about ten days ago or so. Now I’ll share what happened Monday, May 11, 2015 that caused me to ask for donation help while in a state of shock and confusion.

As most of you know I live in southern California and have the majority of my life. I’m intimately familiar with what we here in California call the Shake & Bake. It’s hot here 98% of the year, oftentimes with really low humidity — like 4 or 5% humidity which makes your nostrils bleed, your lips try to fall off because they’re so dry, your hair to look like corpse hair, your skin to dry out, tighten and hurt etc. which is the Bake part. The Shake part is of course the earthquake activity we have here and how we’re so used to the ground literally shaking under us. We shake, we bake, we carry on as usual just like people do in other states and countries with the weather events and such that they deal with.

What I’m not used to at all here is tornadoes or funnel clouds. We get what we call Santa Ana winds here which are horrible dry winds or windstorms in some cases but tornadoes and/or funnel clouds? No, not familiar with those and don’t want to be thankyouverymuch!

Monday, May 11, 2015 was a beautiful day here in sunny SoCal. The temp was about 85, zero winds, sunny skies, only a few wisps of clouds way up high. Typical in other words for this area. And then something super strange happened at my house around 3:30 PM. Suddenly there was the sound of something huge and heavy crash-landing on my mobile home roof which sounded like the world was ending. As the sound is happening I automatically blasted out Light Protection over our house. After a few heart-pounding seconds I got up and checked on my Mom and she was okay but scared and confused too. The cat was hiding under my bed which was fine at that point. The next thing I had to do was go outside and actually see exactly what caused that loud, horrible sound.

Some of my neighbors were already outside looking at my house in utter amazement talking excitedly, asking others if they knew what had happened. My next door neighbor on the south side was outside, hysterical and scared because she and her adult son had been in their house in front of their sliding glass door and saw the thing that caused the damage and it was a small tornado they said. WHAT?! A tornado? The wind wasn’t even blowing, the sky is clear, the weather is perfect, what the hell are you talking about a freaking tornado?!? My mind could not grasp what had happened in near perfect weather with NO winds blowing.

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After twenty minutes or so I finally walked over to the far side of my neighbors mobile home and that’s when things began to make some sense to me. Her entire 60-65 foot-long mobile home awning roof and posts etc. was gone, missing, no, not missing but on my awning roof! I walked back to look at the mangled metal debris half on and half hanging off of my awning roof, then back to look at her missing awning roof again. It took all that before my mind was able to put two and two together. Had it been storming with high winds (or just a Santa Ana windstorm) rain and thunder and all those other typical things I would have instantly figured this all out but the weather was the complete opposite of all that.

No, we had a small tornado or funnel cloud drop down and mess with some of us and just as quickly rise up again and spin off to the other end of the valley to mess with other people. I saw it, the little tornado/funnel cloud thing, spinning way up in the sky a mile away or so carrying with it some mobile home metal siding or something. It was surreal, it was jarring, it was like getting hit on the top of your head by some demented elemental being that then ran away quickly, giggling with mischievous delight.

Next on the tornado scene was a large Code Enforcement Officer in his bulletproof vest because ya just never know how traumatized tornado folks might react! 😐 This man (40 something) is 6’4 and in a bulletproof vest and he’s barking out demands at me (5’2 and a senior living in a senior only mobile park) and my female next door neighbor (67ish) less than a thirty minutes after we just had our houses damaged by “an act of God” as I heard others call it. Typical patriarchal tactics; hit em hard while they’re down and in shock.

He informed us both that we had 24 hours to remove the metal mess from my roof, and 20 days to get building permits and hire licensed contractor(s) to do all the repairs. When someone, anyone like this makes demands on me in the way that he did, I get really pissed and do the opposite. Can’t help myself, I’m a ‘System Buster’, not a get on my knees or kiss ass sort of gal. My Divine Feminine has balls like no other and has never taken this type of patriarchal abuse well at all.

Needless to say I called a handyman who was out the next morning, Tuesday May 12th at 8:30 AM with his truck and trailer to remove and haul away the mangled awning and repair the large hole it created in my awning because we knew rain was coming by Thursday into Friday. As I write this it’s Sunday.

While he’s removing the metal mess the Code Enforcement guy drives up again and either doesn’t see what’s going on right in front of him, or he enjoys dispensing orders at people already under stress from “acts of God”. Wanker. After he drove off the handyman males there working to solve this problem made fun of him, which I thoroughly enjoyed for a change.

Long story short we got my damage taken care of that day and I called Building & Safety to find out what I needed to do and a young female, yes, female checked and returned my call hours later to inform me that I didn’t need a building permit nor did I need to have someone else redo what I’d already paid the handyman to remove and repair. Ha, a bullet straight to the bulletproof vest of you know who. 😆 How Code Enforcement man copes with these female activities and decisions remains to be seen. I suspect not well at all.

One more thing and I’ll end this long ramble.

When I first saw what caused the huge horrible sounds on my roof and the damages it caused, my mouth uncontrollably spewed out loud to that female next door neighbor and anyone else close enough to hear me, ‘God damn it, I’m three or four days away from closing Escrow!’ I didn’t want anyone to know this until my realtor placed a For Sale sign in my front yard, but my mouth let that one escape under the stress of this so-called “act of God”. But, thanks to many of you who made your kind and wonderful tornado donations this past week not even knowing what my personal disaster was, I was able to pay for those awning roof repairs (my tiled house roof wasn’t damaged at all) and removal and keep moving forward…and soon moving out of here altogether. I’ll close Escrow tomorrow or Tuesday. I’ve worked and saved and saved and worked for the past ten years to finally be able to move out of here and into another old mobile home, but one that’s on its own land so I’ll have no rent to pay every month. I want all of you who’ve helped me knowingly and unknowingly with your donation/donations to know that YOU have helped me accomplish this in these NEW High Heart ways. Thank you, thank you, thank you each so very much.

Group tornado Gratitude Hug,

Denise

May 17, 2015

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Multidimensional Awareness Becoming Increasingly Conscious

I’m working on an article about the increase in multidimensional bleedthroughs in 2015 and seeing and feeling other phenomena and anomalies. I’ll get it done as soon as possible, with an update of what all has been going on in my life recently, and especially in the last 24 hours! Unbelievable… 😐

For now I wanted to pass along Tom Kenyon and the Hathors latest article and new free sound meditation for those people that may not be familiar with them. Thank you Tom Kenyon and the Hathors. ❤

The Fifth Perspective: Transcending Space and Time

Gotta get through today, then the rest of this wild week however. I’ll be back with you all as soon as possible.

Denise

May 12, 2015

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Working Our Multi-D Lives & Bodies

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As I’ve previously shared in a couple 2014 spring quarter posts, I’ve been going through an extra difficult time of deep inner changes lately as I know many of you have. Because this has been so sudden, intense and far-reaching in multiple directions and layers of my life and reality, I haven’t been able to quickly get myself back into emotional neutrality where I can perceive what’s happening from a level of Higher Awareness and neutrality. Neutrality being the key with all this! This latest Ascension session has been mega.

It’s often been a situation this quarter of ‘can’t see the forest for the trees’ business, but eventually I live through (embody) enough of whatever it is I’m having to to be transformed by it to then get myself back to that precious higher ground of Higher Awareness and neutrality where I can better understand what I’ve been going through and why. This time—April/May/June 2014 energies and events—has taken me longer than usual to do this but there’s nothing “wrong” with that. Plus, gaining greater insights and understandings about lifelong situations, beliefs, people, personal relationships and so on carries more energetic weight and responsibility and embodying all that takes some time, some private time to adjust to. Such has been the profound 2014 spring quarter energies (fall quarter in the Southern Hemisphere).

As is always the case with the Ascension Process, I live and oftentimes struggle with, transmute, release and naturally change/evolve and clairvoyantly See and understand in my own unique ways, meaning that’s the platform I write books and blog articles/posts from; my own personal experience and Higher Awareness (knowledge/Light) gained from them. It also means that what I See and Know whenever I move through another dense forest of trees phase is coded to and for me specifically. Said another way, what I typically perceive is coded in wonderfully simple but accurate metaphor that Denise of that moment will best understand and best assist her in further embodying, ascending, plus anchoring an energetic foundation for souls coming up the Pathway. Such is the case with what I’ve gained so far from the April/May/June 2014 transformations; they’re coded in Higher Awareness metaphor, generational Astrological costumes, and the always wonderful but mind-blowing Divine flashcard-like speed and simplicity. I’ll try to share my latest Spherical insights as best as I can using slow, linear words in linear sentences.

⭐ When I’m in Denise and she’s deep in the latest dense forest and can’t see/See a damned thing because it’s not time yet for her to, she/I feel utterly alone, frustrated and misunderstood by all. Boohoo, boohoo whines the remaining wounded and worrisome ego bits. 😥

❤ When I’m very much in Higher Denise and she’s exiting the Other Side of the latest dense forest phase with valuable knowledge gained from physically traversing its reality-changing Initiations, she does so with a Heartful of NEW treasures gained from her latest Ascension sojourn. Oh happy day!

I don’t own the Rights on this spiritual formula; we all come out the Other Side with NEW treasures from our difficult individual but necessary transformational Alchemical journeys down into the Underworlds or the Innerworlds or up into the Outerworlds and Higherworlds etc. etc.

There’s no crying or emotions at this point, only blessed neutrality because I know because I lived it in this physical body, I’ve embodied it, I’ve merged with it and it with me and I’ve been permanently changed in all ways for the better because of it, which was the whole point! Such is the nature and intent of spiritual, Initiatic, Alchemical sojourns. When I’m in this level of embodying and Higher Awareness I don’t care who believes me, who understands me or who doesn’t. It simply is what it is and IT is Divine and Perfect. I also know that this spiritual formula is unending so just get comfy with it and continue on into greater and greater everything…

Living the Dreams of Gods

When I perceive these NEW stages of my, of our ongoing individual and collective Ascension Process Work, it happens in half a heartbeat. In that nanosecond of timeless Higher Awareness I See and Know many vast concepts, souls in their collective missions, and multiple timelines and it’s nearly impossible to talk about let alone write about. The best one can do to accurately describe these huge higher constructs is to pantomime or use physical props as symbols and so on. I feel like I’m in a “Master Class” for Ascending physical Masters. That’s closer to the truth for many of us than it might have sounded at first! 😉

One of the coded visuals I’ve recently seen was transmitted in “Astrological costumes”. If you’re familiar with Astrology then this will make instant sense to you. If not, then you’ll have to wade through some foreign symbolism. Also please understand that as I’m talking about these Astrological transits and natal placements, I’m doing so minus the exact days/dates of the retrograde periods. This information is complex enough without including exact days/dates when planets went retrograde or direct etc. I’m also NOT saying that everyone born between such and such years has been, is, or will be experiencing these transit energies constantly. I’m NOT saying that at all, but again, it’s too complicated for me at this time to break this information down that way so I’m sharing it in more generalized terms.

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Lightworkers, Pathpavers, Wayshowers, Volunteer Souls who were born with natal (n) Uranus in Cancer  —generally between September 1948 to approximately June 1956— are the folks who’ve been living through transiting (t) Pluto in Capricorn in Opposition (180º between two planets in opposite signs) to their (n) Uranus since around January 2008. :/ Again, these people haven’t been under this Opposition with (t) Pluto to their (n) Uranus for every minute from January 2008 to today. They have however lived under this intense once-in-a-lifetime transit during the Ascension Process for many years because the outer planets move so slowly, which not only greatly amplifies it and other transits like it but alters, deepens and greatly broadens their astrological energies and influences. Please keep this in Heartmind with all these Astrological transits.

This Group or Wave of souls (1948–1956 approximately) are, for the most part, the original hippies of the 1960s who were born “anti-establishment”, “anti-war”, anti-suppression in all its many forms and embodied the 5D frequency of “peace and love”, higher creativity, and HighHeart. This transit between Pluto and Uranus stretches back decades (longer actually) and effects so many souls and their personal Ascension work, growth, and Lightwork for the human, earth, and greater Cosmic collective.

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This Stair-step Group or Wave of Volunteer Lightworker souls were born with their natal Pluto in Virgo —August 1957–July 1972 approximately—and they have been, are, and will be living through transiting Neptune and Chiron in Pisces in Opposition to their (n) Pluto (and anything else they may have in Virgo natally) from about April 2011 through January 2026. I repeat, that’s a really long transit time but it does NOT mean that if you’ve got Pluto in Virgo natally you’ll be under assault constantly by these astrological energies. Outer planets transit much slower and obviously longer so yes, it will take years to transit up to and beyond your natal planet(s), but it will NOT be all of those years constantly.

I could go on and on with Astrological examples like these because no one Group or Wave of incarnated souls has all the work, all the solutions, or all the responsibilities. We are literally Stair-step Groups and Wave Groups of souls and each Group does what they’re energetically designed to do for themselves and all else during those astrological periods. Please understand that you are very much a part of this ongoing and unfolding Stair-step Ascension Process whether I mentioned your personal natal positions or Group or Wave Group or not. I mentioned these two only because I needed to share some basic Astrological Stair-step layers to the incredible vastness of what I saw in relation to the Ascension Process we and others are going through and why.

Each Group/Wave of souls are living, transmuting, releasing old lower, and embodying NEW higher energetic blueprints (meaning old DNA and NEW DNA and many other things as well) for themselves individually and for the human collective, for future incarnating humans, and for the Divine collective as well. This massive project was shown to me via these generational Soul Groups/Wave Groups embodying specific energetic abilities and consciousness matched to specific astrological energies to get the job done as best as possible in this timeline.

Waking Up (more and more) is Hard to Do

Another aspect I’ve been living and Seeing is how many of these Groups have been intensely within another layer of the Ascension Process during the April/May/June 2014 quarter where they’re having to embody more Higher Awareness into themselves, and, doing so is often not a pain-free process. In other words, many of us have been going through a lot lately which suddenly forced opened our Higher eyes/hearts/consciousness to much more that was always there but wasn’t time for us to See, Know and embody consciously until now. In many ways this is much like an adult having to embody, live and function with more conscious knowledge about life and things than a child.

Our Divine Striptease

Another great visual symbol I’ve been receiving this spring quarter has been the Higher image of a person (stranger) walking quickly forward in a straight line while every three or four steps removing another layer of clothing and dropping it on the floor as they walk. Again, this person never once stops to remove another layer of clothing—a waist-length jacket, a knee-length coat, a heavy over-shirt, more jackets, more coats, more shirts, more tops etc.—but continues walking at a fairly quick pace not stopping for anything. That symbolism is important and tells us that the NEW is here and there are no and will be no breaks or rest periods or stops or lunch breaks. It tells us that we’re moving forward constantly now with no break or rest periods in-between “Energy Waves”.

This symbolic image also tells us that many of us are currently deep in the Ascension Process phase where we’re able to continuously move forward/upward/inward while simultaneously casting-off, removing and releasing more layers of our old selves, old beliefs, habits, emotions, blueprints etc. In other words, we’re removing layer after layer faster than we ever could before because we can safely and must do now which instantly removes remaining density, Duality, and other such stuff from our pre-Ascension lives, Soul Contracts, emotions, beliefs etc.

So we take it off for Divine Source 😉 because doing so increasingly leaves us with ONLY Divine Source within each of us, and we’re doing this amazing transformative removal Process while moving, while “walking forward quickly” meaning while incarnate in physical bodies—aka “ascending”.

We are increasingly embodying more Higher Awareness/Light/Love/Divine Source etc. into ourselves body and soul, while simultaneously stripping off more layers of old dense Duality, karma, experience, memories, wounds, beliefs, habits and accumulated stuff we’ve picked up and hauled around in/with us throughout this incarnation. See the seeming contradictions? They’re not contradictory at all actually, but the same Process just viewed from slightly different perspectives; removing more and more of the old and embodying more and more of the NEW.

I’ve also been perceiving that starting around mid-July 2014 (after the triple 777 energies of July 7, 2014) some truly wonderful High frequency NEW things and greater awareness, abilities and much more will manifest physically into this world and timeline. 2014 spring/fall quarter has been us quickly preparing to be able to receive a much larger chunk of the incoming NEW in physicality.

HighHeart to HighHeart ❤

Denise

June 17, 2014

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A Time of Insights which are producing BIG Changes

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What are some of the current “side effects” of our embodying a bit more of our Greater Self and Higher Awareness? Insights about ourselves and others! Stunning simplistic bare-bones honest knowing, mini revelations, and profound insights into self and others, but, minus the lower emotional pain, thrashing about and egoic high-drama of old. This maturing spiritually feels real good and freeing. 😀

If you too have suddenly, and I mean Uranian-like sudden, deep, honest crystal-clear Higher Awareness knowing things about your old self and others due to the April and May 2014 metamorphosis, then you too are becoming more of the NEW greater YOU thanks to the ongoing embodying process.

Funny how it never dawned on me that when this phase really got rolling in 2014, that it would naturally, automatically give us even greater awareness and Higher knowing about ourselves, other people, and pretty much everything else in varying degrees as we went along. This is basic stuff but easily overlooked or not considered yet this has been a big theme lately; seeing, knowing, understanding so much more from that blessed higher level of emotional neutrality — not old lower emotional pain and turmoil. Glorious progress…

I guess what I’m trying to say, what I wish to express, is how different, “weird” even its felt lately from this NEW space and level of ongoing embodiment of a little more of the Greater, Higher me into this physical Denise aspect. You look up, you look down, you look left, right, you look in, you look out but this, THIS is different in every way and I’m struggling to find words and terms that come closest to what I’m experiencing and what I know many of you are experiencing now too. We’re on brand NEW territory with brand NEW tools and I’ve always had trouble with words anyway, so this is a real challenge for me now because we’re needing NEW words and terms for our NEW lives, beings and reality etc. We’ll create them. ❤

I’m getting larger energetically as more of ME is embodied into Denise and her physical body. Of course this naturally causes my, your, our perspectives about ourselves and others and everything else to change rather dramatically and very quickly. Like we didn’t know that would happen! We did know, but as is always the case, intellectually knowing something never comes close to the real thing when one lives it and is permanently changed/improved/expanded/evolved because of embodying it in every cell and fiber of their being and soul. That is Alchemical; the other is just the ego mind speculating as best it can about unknown higher frequency things.

This is where we’ve been lately, and where we’ll continue to be for a good long while I suspect. Let me also add some of the “symptoms” and reactions I’ve been experiencing during spring of 2014 due to these ongoing changes. I’m certain many of you will relate to this too.

The more Light and Love (the I AM) that I embody into Denise and her physical body, the more Light and Love I AM directly which is wonderful, however, many people do not respond well to this at all! I don’t have to say or do anything, I simply am irritating, disturbing and bothering the lower consciousness, lower frequency people by my mere physical presence. These people have not been doing the necessary Ascension related preparatory Work so, needless to say, those of us who have and are embodying more or our I AM presence into these physical bodies now are becoming increasingly irritating and repulsive to them in ways they don’t consciously understand but certainly don’t hesitate restricting themselves in reacting to!

The level of undeserved hate, general abuse and all around disrespect I’ve experienced from these lower frequency, lower consciousness people has escalated greatly in 2014. What a great test for one’s old lower ego self however! 😆 Just be aware of all these dynamics, on all sides, and don’t deliberately rub Light in their lower frequency wounds because they’re growing more and more unstable. No fear, just greater awareness and higher levels of responsibility for ones Light Love emanations on people not capable of dealing with any higher energies.

On the other hand, those people who have more of their HighHeart functioning—whether they did this knowingly and intentionally or not doesn’t matter—you instantly feel and know, plus they respond to you and your Light from their own radiating Light. One HighHeart recognizes and resonates with another that’s operating on the same or near level of frequency causing both people, both souls to vibrate like tuning forks to each others higher frequency Light Energies. Just imagine the global and cosmic Light music if you will, that more and more of us will increasingly be producing from the changes we’ve lived (continue to live) through. It will quickly alter the entire planet and beyond in ways yet only sensed briefly by our still expanding HighHeart consciousness and being.

On a more physical note, some of the “side effects” or “Ascension symptoms” caused by my, your, our ongoing embodying process that I’m feeling in 2014 are an even greater exhaustion (didn’t think it was possible for that one to get worse!). Also constant ringing in my ears, joint pain and stiffness; muscle weakness; sore lungs; absolute need to sleep more and nap throughout the day more than ever before; elaborate busy dreams; and increased food allergies/sensitivities yet again. And the big one for me is feeling like I’m in the midst of an incredibly important and rare Process of evolving from one state of being and awareness into another state of being and awareness and not knowing exactly what to do other than BE and pay attention! Yeah… that one’s a doozy for sure but aren’t we lucky? 🙂

Keep on keepin’ on as the old saying goes and clear your personal slate as best you can so that whatever it is that’s coming in or ready to be embodied by us via the June 2014 Equinox can more easily do so on all levels.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

June 1, 2014

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Spirit is Abundance, Negativity Restricts

…The fault is not that nothing is happening, for indeed much is underway both at the surface levels as well as the inner levels. But what must be acknowledged now as one is moving forward in their own personal growth and evolution is the extent to which one has been brainwashed, has been indoctrinated into belief systems that are limited and restricted, that are indeed the chains of slavery that humanity has been taught to wear so well…”

“…That you find yourself in this candy store, surrounded by the many sweet treats that are contained therein. That you have the right to choose anything that you wish, that you have been given carte blanche authority and permission to choose what you wish. But you have entered this candy store, this wondrous store of delights believing that you cannot simply have anything you wish…”

“…Imagine if you will that you are in the candy store of Spirit. That Spirit offers anything and everything and that it is your right to choose the treats that are there. You are after all a Creator Being, you are of Spirit and as spiritual ones, you have access to the highest heights of possibility, for all is available to Spirit. What is also available to Spirit is the right to choose or not choose, and that it it only one’s limited belief system, the structure of their beliefs, that indeed holds one back from indulging in the treats…”

The Candy Shoppe of Spirit

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For many of these Ascension Process years I’ve wondered how in the world mass humanity could ever extricate themselves from thousands of years of Team Dark’s carefully designed and implemented mental and emotional (and everything else) prison camp — the intentionally monstrously restricted but wholly accepted earth “reality” no matter how negative, evil, bloody, miserable and distorted.

For so very long humanity has been utterly convinced by Team Dark that they have no Divine Rights; no personal connection to Source; a connection to Source but only through religious middlemen; that humans are eternally violent, murderous, warring beings and it’s perfectly normal; that female humans are lower than animals, plus hundreds of other equally insane and false negative “anti-human” beliefs. That’s a lot of distorted negativity for mass humanity to crawl out from under, but, that is exactly what’s slowly happening.

This Rainbow Phoenix general blog message—The Candy Shoppe of Spirit— from Cosmic Awareness is very timely and obviously needed now for each and every one of us, even the Forerunners/Lightworkers/Pathpavers etc. who every now and again forget that they are Divine aspects of Source doing some very difficult Work down here in what’s been wildly distorted and controlled physicality.

Aim much higher, dream much bigger now friends because this is you, me, each of us re-learning that we are Creator Beings Consciously Creating within this NEW evolutionary cycle and world. Shake off the old Team Dark shackles, whatever they are for you, and remember that you are Divine and you have a Divine Right to be happy, healthy, safe, comfortable, creative, free, and to have abundance constantly.

After thousands of years of Team Dark brainwashing humanity and polluting, controlling and directing the human earth Collective, it’s going to take some real conscious effort for each one of us to cast off all the old Team Dark shackles and return to our REAL and natural state of being and reality which is abundance, freedom, safety, peace and creativity for all. There is however abundant Higher help for all of us to do exactly that and so much more. 😉

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Denise

May 2, 2014

Aim Higher, Dream Bigger, Open Your High Heart Wider

Over the years I’ve repeatedly said that we all need to aim higher, dream bigger, expect so much more etc. in regards to the incomprehensible changes—improvements—that this natural but rare evolutionary Ascension Process is causing. A child cannot comprehend what marvels and creativity adulthood will bring, and we certainly cannot adequately comprehend what marvels and creativity our ongoing spiritual evolutionary ascension process will bring either. We think we know, we believe we know, but really all we of this moment do is speculate, intend and hope from our still very limited awareness’. We need to get out of our own ways now like never before and let the Divine do what It is to each of us. Open your High Heart as wide as you can and just let the Divine rest happen… and don’t restrict the creative vastness of any of it with lower mind thinking and limited expectations. Aim so much higher for self and for all…

This great article by Sarah Varcas says this and more so very beautifully. Thank you Sarah for it, and continue doing exactly what you are for yourself ❤ and all the rest of us. ❤

Denise

April 22, 2014

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Astro Awakenings

23rd / 24th April 2014: Cardinal Grand Cross

by Sarah Varcas on 21/04/2014

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Sarah Varcas

“As the Cardinal Cross reaches exactitude we encounter the opportunity to step outside of everyday consciousness and concerns into a landscape altogether new, in which the four elements air (Mars in Libra), fire (Uranus in Aries), water (Jupiter in Cancer) and earth (Pluto in Capricorn) present everything we need to begin again should we choose to do so.

This cosmic event brings the notion of satori to mind: the experience of awakening as taught in Zen Buddhist tradition, which sometimes arises not as a welcoming liberation but as a force of such power that it tears apart all that is known leaving the awakened one effectively broken – but free – in its wake. Satori embodies the trauma of awakening, the breaking apart of self and soul in the moment of recognition that both are false gods designed to keep us safe in our narrow, tiny lives. If we contrast this with the goal of replacing an undesirable self with a more desirable one, inherent in many spiritual teachings, we can come to appreciate the entirely different order of experience available to us now.

The Trappist monk Thomas Merton once described love as ‘the only revolutionary force capable of producing anything new’. These words also resonate with the energy of this week, for love is a raw force of such transformational potential that we, the human race, have sought to reduce it to hearts and flowers, I’ll scratch your back if you scratch mine, and conditionality which demands all manner of pay-offs before commitment is made. The cosmic forces aligned right now mock such inconsequential associations with the most powerful force in the universe and will tolerate them no more.

As we journey through this week immersed in the rays of this rare alignment, we could too easily overlook the vital importance of this time. We may continue to seek refuge in the familiar, allowing change but only so far as we’re comfortable with it: conditional change on our terms. Or we may seek an experience of transformation which comes as a treat, satisfying our need for it to look and feel a certain way, delivering us to a particular destination. But any and all preconceived notions of possibility must be open to challenge right now, ready to be blown out of the water at any moment to make space for a whole other order of experience, of which we can barely conceive until it has arrived.

This is a revolutionary time, no doubt about it. Old concepts and expectations are being shattered, no matter how sacred they may have been to us. Life is not what we thought and nor are we. The life force itself rises up to take control of our lives, no holds barred and with little regard for what we think ‘should’ be happening right now.

And at times of such revolutionary spirit, as Thomas Merton recognises, love is a vital ally, the ‘only… force capable of producing anything new’. For if we cannot soften our ego edges to allow a radically new perspective or to embrace the demons within ourselves and others, nothing really changes. All we do is recreate from the same old ingredients, believing ourselves to be formed anew.

This time will not return to us. There will be others in due course, of a different order and resonance, to help us move through the most intransigent aspects of our psyches, but this particular opportunity is a rare and valuable one. If we can open ourselves to its energy and resolve to allow change to be what is necessary and not what we ordain it to be, we may discover that awakening is more powerful than we ever conceived, than we could ever conceive. That it introduces a whole new order of being which isn’t about happiness, personal satisfaction or living the life we want. Instead awakening is revealed to us now as the very essence of the incoming Aquarian age which demands that we live in a state of radical trust, a recognition that if we can dream it, it is too small for these times and if we want it with all our heart then our heart yet needs to expand beyond it.

Whatever we believe transformation and awakening to be, the Cardinal Cross brings a new beginning which challenges all notions, reminding us that to know is to limit possibility and to believe is to impose form upon a universe that we have not even begun to understand.”

Sarah Varcas     Astro Awakenings

Show Me the Excitement!

“Hi Denise,

My name is Alex. I’ve been reading your blogs for several years. They bring me peace, knowing I’m not going crazy. I assume you receive a lot of these messages, so I’ll keep this short.

I believe in the Ascension Process wholeheartedly and can see how it has worked and is working through my life. I can feel myself moving away from a state of “doing” to a state of “being”. The problem with this is that the more the process goes on, the more I feel any and all motivation slipping away and the less I feel like doing anything. Even the things that for many years brought me great joy–writing stories, quilting, creating–now seem backed up by only the tiniest and most fleeting waves of energy, to the point where soon after starting I can’t even force myself to work on projects I would have once dove into with a joyful heart.

I apologize if this comes across as negative or defeatist, and I understand perfectly and lovingly if you don’t respond, but I’m wondering if you have any insight to share on the matter. “Being” is a beautiful and peaceful state I’ve come to treasure and enjoy, but it doesn’t pay the bills, if you know what I mean. Do you think this lack of creativity is part of the new norm, or more like we’re being put in a temporary holding pattern until a new and different phase begins?

Many thanks for the work you do, and for taking the time to read this.

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This was a recent email I received from Alex who has generously allowed me to quote her/his letter here for us all. Thank you Alex. ❤

For the last ten years I’ve lived this intensely as I know many of you have. It’s part of the Ascension Process, but man-oh-man are some aspects of it hard on our old ego selves! It’s not always easy or fun having to let go of past loves and old favorites such as certain relationships, people, family, friends, foods, drinks, activities, things to do, create and build, occupations, careers, identities, stores to shop at, vacations and vacation locations and hundreds of other such related things.

In so many ways those of us living the Ascension Process have been much like humans who’ve died and left their physical bodies but still linger aspects of their old selves in their favorite old places or homes etc. Ghosts in other words, and in some ways we living physical humans have behaved like some human “ghosts” do with things and places they once loved and were very attached to and don’t want to let go of.

When my bodies and I entered the intense physical phase of the Ascension Process, most of my old favorite things, doings, actions, projects, relationships, careers, foods and such all had to go. Not because they were “bad” or anything, but because the Ascension Process is in so many ways a living dying/death process and while going through it, one simple cannot eat, do, create, socialize, work, build etc. like one did before entering this transformation Process. You might as well stop mourning the loss of all those old lower frequency, much-loved things, foods, activities, locations, events, doings and people you can’t play with, work with, interact with, co-create with, eat certain foods and celebrate holidays with, “party” with, vacation with or whatever the case may be for you at this point.

When one is living this transformational dying/death Ascension Process, all things of the old lower frequencies, world, consciousness, beliefs, emotions and mentality become toxic and repulsive to you. What once was your absolute favorite things and activities, foods and drinks etc., now make you sick, causes you physical, emotional, mental and psychic pain, isolated and oftentimes deeply saddened or depressed. This Ascension Process forces most living it into Hermitude just to survive what all is happening to you body and soul, but it also forces you to repeatedly, year after year, let go of all the old lower frequency things as well. Those things were a vibrational match for the old lower frequency levels and consciousness; they are most certainly not a vibration match to higher frequency levels and consciousness and so, plenty of repeated releasing must happen within each person living this evolutionary Process.

Once one is in that space, that stage of having to let go of all they must to continue evolving, they also eventually encounter the stage I’ll call — I just don’t give a good goddamn anymore!

At first this stage of the Ascension Process might seem like there’s something negative or wrong because you’re so debilitated, so exhausted, so sick, so mentally fried and incompetent, so emotionally disheveled and unbalanced that you have to retreat into Hermitude isolation for your own survival, plus to continue the Ascension Process. But, after a while, you naturally reach another level within the Process where you and your old 3D ego self and old beliefs and attitudes etc. must be transformed and released. This is often most quickly accomplished by us reaching that point where we simply no longer care about much of anything or anyone including ourselves and our old lower frequency ego self. This my friends is normal and necessary when moving through these different layers and stages in the Ascension Process. It too shall pass so just let go of whatever it is that’s required of you now and don’t care about the old 3D patriarchal world of constant “doings” and float onward and upward to the next stage and Stair-step within the Process. And, by the way, very well done you!  🙂

Point is that most of us need to emotionally and psychologically reach this point of no longer “caring” about whether we’re physically producing anything of any partiarchal “value”–monetary or otherwise–or ‘earning our keep’, making money, paying our way, ‘carrying our brothers’, ignoring ourselves to care for others etc. Once we reach this stage within the Ascension Process it becomes much easier and faster to emotionally disconnect from those old, lower frequency Collective Consciousness belief systems and start becoming truly empowered individually once again. But, to get there means we’ve got to reach that stage of no longer “caring” about what the old lower frequency/consciousness patriarchal world demanded we believe was absolute truth, valuable, necessary and important.

Reaching that very important level within the Ascension Process means one has de-polarized and transmuted past suppressed issues, emotions, projections, beliefs, wounds, fears, hates, karma etc. back into higher frequencies of Neutrality and “unity”; has emptied-out enough of these old lower emotions/issues/stuck energies so that the NEW higher frequencies and consciousness has a place to and can start taking up residency within you and your body/bodies and evolving, expanding consciousness. Aah… the payoff finally begins to all that long and lonely, isolating, difficult, brutal, painful, confusing, toxic transmuting Inner Work!

Being an astrologer for decades–plus having me/my birthday and ASC on cusps–it’s easy for me to grasp the concept of cusps and the profound and usually chaotic and volatile transitional stages of Shifting from one zodiacal sign to another, one astrological Age to another, one dimension to another and so on. When one is close to a cusp, one is being affected by two very different energy constructs and influences at the same time… not to mention the Collective’s confusion, chaos, resistance to change and so on too. All of humanity is living this throughout their entire lifetimes in these incarnations.

There are all sorts of “cusps” if you will within the Ascension Process and this one about feeling unmotivated, uninterested, uninspired, not relating to the old ways, beliefs, systems, “doings” and activities is a huge and important aspect of this. It’s a level and phase where our old lower frequency ego/self/consciousness/beliefs/habits/favorites etc. are so deconstructed by the trans-formative Ascension Process, that what’s left of us at that point is the bare-bones soul parts minus all the old lower frequency delusions, karma, BS, beliefs, emotions, unresolved issues, projections, distortions, influences and such. In other words, we transition that invisible energetic “cusp” of the old lower and evolve or “ascend” to the Other Side, the higher dimension, the New Age, the overall NEW. To accomplish this mighty, mighty task, it’s much easier for us to first reach a point of no longer caring about any of those old lower things and issues and just let go of them which frees us up to begin embodying, housing more of our Higher Selves in these bodies in this NEW now place and time.

I too have had to work my way through the different phases and levels of not caring about anything anymore and finally get myself back to even being able to continue writing about this Ascension Process! Those periods when I go quiet for longer than usual are sometimes periods when I’m so removed that I have zero interest in writing anything ever again. I’m always shocked when I encounter this feeling in myself but have done so enough times over the past 3.5 years to know that it’s temporary and transitional and I’ll be back in the writers saddle once again the second I’m done with the latest integration… whatever they are.

So, don’t beat yourself up when you feel utterly unmotivated and uninterested in participating in ANY of the old lower frequency social games and other related lower so-called “normal” activities the sleepers still believe are the absolute end-all. Just continue through what you’re experiencing at the time and do your best to NOT apply any of those old lower beliefs on to yourself now. After 2,100-plus years of Team Dark lies and interference, it’s not easy to drop those old ingrained Collective beliefs overnight. See why Team Dark told humanity the lies they have? They all were designed to keep humanity unaware, weak, unstable, irresponsible, unempowered and dependent upon others and the external to define reality for them. The Ascension Process is the complete opposite of all that of course.

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yinyang In my book The Temple of Master Hotei: A Unique Past Life Memory, Master Hotei teaches his student Ivory One about being fully active while inactive — and fully inactive while active. It’s about action/reception, male/female, positive/negative charges etc. of Duality reality, but how those two energies are reversed (and eventually integrated) when worked with at the next higher level and the next and the next etc. In other words, think about how much you “do” and build, envision and create while in a still meditative state of profound “not doing”.

yinyang Now think about how mentally and emotionally blank, void and blissed-out you can become within intense, highly focused “doings” such as creating or building something physical. While so profoundly focused on “doing” something, you can “ascend” right out into a higher quantum, no-time altered bliss state of “being” and you achieved that by highly focused physical “doing”. The Yin in the Yang, the Yang in the Yin and so on until one integrated them back and forth to such a degree that what was fractured into two is transmuted back into a higher frequency state of unified Neutrality instead of separated Duality. You are doing this and more, and this is being done to you and more. Soon you will be Neutral and unified and know it and on the Other Side of these many Stair-step cusps.

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Denise

March 7, 2014

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