It’s been another extra difficult, extra painful week, and yet after every difficult and painful thing I’ve dealt with they’re quickly resolved in some very positive ways. The transitions we continue going through are breathtaking and amazing and lately I’ve perceived some really stunning ones right around the corner for many. (Let me clarify because I can already hear some people moaning and bitching aloud about how they’ve heard this one a thousand times over the past decade or more and they don’t feel or see any improvement(s) internally or externally yet. For those people, I suggest you stop reading this at this point and go elsewhere for whatever it is you continue looking for externally.)
I’m well aware that what I’m going to talk about in this article is for a scant few souls at this time. Later more, but not throngs right at the moment. Stair-steps is all as usual, but this one’s been in The Works since dirt was created so just relax and ease into it when you feel it happening within this “you”.
I’ve noticed over the past few years that once we reach the Autumnal Equinox (September 21–22ish) and the Sun goes into Libra, the Balance, the male/female, masculine/feminine duality business of old goes more than a little weird and obnoxious and highly imbalanced in some cases for the last three months of every year — October 10, November 11, December 12. If the 10’s, 11’s and 12 numbers and number combinations are yelling at you again, pay attention and intuit from any place other than your left brained intellect. Try it and see how it works not using your old tools but your NEW ones.
I’ve always felt the first 9 months of each of these Ascension years is a gestation period for each of us at a slightly higher level each year, then we’re “born” so to speak at the Autumnal Equinox with slowly increasing inner integration of our male and female, masculine and feminine selves, the Divine with our daily selves in ways that naturally produces greater and greater Inner Balance individually and eventual unity or triality instead of lower duality. In other words, each year of all these Ascension Process years we’ve been slowly but increasingly internally reducing the great gap between what has been separated for a very, very long time — male/female, God or Source and Self or you/me/us here in physicality, the Divine and what’s been believed to be not Divine.
I’ve always felt that the first 9 months of every year we journey on in our, in the Ascension Process and then, at the September Equinox, we’re birthed at a slightly higher level of integration and being physically, which is then promptly followed by running the gauntlet that is the last three months of each year up to an even higher level of integration, being, reality and so forth. Yearly Stair-steps in other words as we cycle round and round each year further integrating duality and incrementally spiraling higher every cycle.
For the past few weeks I’ve been sensing and feeling something extra big and important starting to manifest physically within myself and my body and I know some of you reading this too. I’ve wondered for decades why I’ve had conscious memory of this (I’ll get to it in a moment) and now I think the reason is revealing itself in expanding ways. Like I said earlier, this information is not going to fit right now for everyone, but it certainly will for some. More will reach this point over time just like it’s always done with all things Ascension related.
I’ve mentioned only briefly in a couple of old articles at TRANSITIONS, and in a bit more detail in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution, that I’ve had conscious memory of having “Ascended” twice thousands of years ago and both times in male bodies. This isn’t anything special as many of us have done this long, long ago in male bodies when the matriarchy ruled the planet. Yes, please read between the lines here or better yet feel your way between them with your HighHeart.
Forerunners/Wayshowers/Starseeds etc. incarnating into 3D physicality multiple times over time on Earth in both sex bodies during both the planetary matriarchal rule and then the patriarchal rule on Earth. Our Souls like to yin/yang and yang/yin and then yin the yang and yang the yin over time within different dualized global energies in physicality on Earth in both sexed bodies. Why some of you may be wondering? Because where we all come from is so integrated, so non-dualized, so non-separated from Source, so not divided or fractured in any way that it’s one primary reason we all incarnate down into increasingly lower frequency and density dimensions. We wanted to experience, individually, what we as One create/created at higher levels.
As we involuted we increasingly separated, and now as we evolve back towards “Home”, towards Source, towards higher dimensions while in-body, we must reintegrate all that was us originally but got fractured off into dualized parts over time in increasing density such as our male and female parts and selves, consciousness and energies etc. This reintegration process has been taking place throughout all the Ascension years already, but since 2012, we’ve really been tackling this one in very big ways individually. The collective automatically comes next.
For complex reasons, many of which I’m not aware of, to help us in different ways we intentionally incarnate into physicality in a male body during a time when the matriarchy is controlling the planet. At soul levels we try to counterbalance and integrate more duality by doing this, especially if we can actually Ascend in that incarnation in an opposite sex body that’s living in the opposite energy influences on Earth. Many of us have accomplished this long ago in male bodies during the long matriarchal rule on Earth. Because of this many of us incarnate now (I’m talking specifically about Volunteers who intentionally came to help with the Universal Ascension Process on 3D Earth) deliberately incarnated in female bodies during the final times of the global patriarchal rule on Earth to balance, integrate and fully complete our own individual Soul processes with duality in physicality. We did this to also help everyone else by balancing and integrating that which had been extremely disconnected — the male and the female, Source and self, the great Divine and the little daily self.
As the annual September Libra Equinox energies do what they do to all, those of us getting very close now to completing our personal involution/evolution into and out of duality in physicality across time, the last 3 (triality, unity etc.) months of each Ascension year have really been pushing us to complete this massive integration business within ourselves at both Soul and physical levels. I sense that some of us in female bodies during the final time of planetary patriarchal rule have obviously had a rough time of it, yet we’ve accomplished what we intended for ourselves at Soul levels plus at other levels that aid humanity, Earth and beyond as well. We’ve yined the yang and we’ve yanged the yin for thousands of years in male and female bodies to the point that now we’re energetically ready and able to safely and in balanced, equalized, sane and unified ways “Ascend” out of duality altogether and exist and create anew at a 5D level physically, but not as separated female or a male, but as something very NEW individually. It’s a whole NEW level of creativity all the way back up!
For some of us the 10, 11, and 12 that comes after the 9 months and September Equinox are leaping up those last three (3 Triality) months with their unique energy signatures and integrate even more of ourselves in all ways during those last three months. In late 2015, this Process is larger, faster, more creative and fulfilling than all the years leading up to it. Completing this multiple millions of years-long Process in our Souls and on Earth in our bodies will cause changes in us, our consciousness and our abilities that we can’t fully comprehend yet so leave plenty of room within you and your life to amaze yourself as you/me/we bound up the last three Stair-steps of 2015. Complete it and bring it Home ladies.
I’m not saying this is it, this is the last thing we’ve ever got to do because spiritual growth and creativity never ends, however, completing this year will certainly bring very different changes within many of us throughout certain points of the 10, 11, and 12 phase of 2015. Happy Fall quarter everyone and merge brilliantly.
Denise Le Fay
October 16, 2015
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