The Difficult 2014 through 2015 Mitochondrial DNA Clearing Work

As has always been the case with the Ascension Process, the Forerunners live, experience, embody, struggle, bliss-out, discover, grow and deal with a variety of pains and all the other things they do first. Somebody’s gotta catch and do something with every one of those Divine “balls” that Source/God throws out, and with this Ascension Process that would be the Volunteer Forerunners incarnate in physicality for that very reason.

Those brutal bloody 2014–2015 Blood Moon Eclipses

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I mentioned a few months back that I started having severe itching deep beneath the surface of my Capricornian skin. I also mentioned that I’d suddenly manifested what I thought was a boil. I had no idea what it was, what boils even where because my skin has never given me a problem before, but after doing some online research, I discovered they looked just like boils. Capricornian bones and teeth yes-a-plenty thankyouverymuch but skin problems, never. However, since April of 2015, it’s been a living freaking nightmare of epic plague-like proportions from my perspective. It’s been so bad, so severe, so painful, icky and crazy that I haven’t talked much about it because it confused me, not to mention I’ve felt really horrible physically since April 2015, and emotionally horrible since April of 2014! I’m sharing all this unpleasantness only because I know that some of you Forerunners have been to hell and back too throughout the two-yearlong Blood Moon Eclipse cycle of some very deep core Ascension transmuting. At some points since the start of 2014, a small handful of us wasn’t even sure we’d physically survive what was on our spiritual plates it’s been that difficult for some of us.

I intuitively knew the severe itching; the boils (4 of them little volcanic demons from April through August, and considering they each take over a month to come and go, it’s been nonstop torture and toxicity); the abundant sweating from purging physical and energetic toxins 24/7; the amplified physical pains; the sense of even greater isolation and being on my own with this particular difficulty; increased mental confusion and uncertainty and amplified overall physical weakness due to illness were symptoms of far more things than first aware of. I’ve got to backtrack a bit for all this to make more sense.

I wrote about how my Mom suddenly needed to be taken to the hospital at the end of August 2014, where discovered she needed an immediate triple bypass, which she had seven hours later. I also wrote about how, only two weeks after the triple bypass while in a Nursing Home for rehab, she had a related stroke. She was doing so well after the bypass but the stroke changed her and her and my life in an instant. Needless to say it’s been very difficult for us both in our individual ways. (Keep in heartmind that she’s soon to be 86 and me 64 so none of this has been easy for either of us.)

She was released from the Nursing Home the first of November 2014, and towards the end of the month she suddenly came down with severe skin itching 24/7. I did some online research for strokes and found that it’s common for some stroke patients to experience severe skin itching afterwards, to the point they make themselves bleed. I assumed this was why she was having this first ever skin itching problem. I talked with her doctor about it and he thought it was stroke related too. He prescribed some itch cream that did nothing to help really, and the rest was just suffer through it. It took Mom nine months before the skin itching, red dots all over, one and only boil she got in her groin, and constant clawing at her skin everywhere 24/7 to ease up. She’s fine now and her skin is clear everywhere again, but she and I both didn’t think she’d survive it on top of what all she’d already just been through (on top of her preexisting dementia!).

A few months after Mom’s skin itching ended, mine suddenly started. I’ve never in my life had skin problems or skin itching so this was a real shock and confusion. I literally wanted to claw my skin off in certain areas of my body and I’ve drawn blood many times itching so hard. I got a boil in my groin in about the same place my Mom had her one and only boil many months earlier. I however kept getting them in different areas of my body. The pain they cause is unbelievable, and because they’re usually in hard-to-reach places on your body, it’s often really difficult to even reach them to treat, clean and bandage them. I’m downplaying all this boil business because it’s just… too… miserable…

So yeah, I’ve got one boil in my groin/crotch area and three more in other areas in the heat of SoCal summer; I’m sweating constantly; I’m working harder than I have in many years because I bought the “new” old house and it’s filthy and I have to clean it, make many repairs to it; have multiple handyman around to do much of the big work, and I look and feel like utter shit. Oh yes, happy times I tell ya! And while all this is going on, throw in multiple Team Dark attacks too because they never miss an opportunity to try to get you while you’re down. A day in the life of a Forerunner during the Ascension Process cycle. 😐

Gallons of sweat, a couple of layers of Capricornian skin and four volcanic boils later I’m starting to get better and then on September 15, 2015, I read Lisa Renee’s monthly article titled Separation of Worlds and all the excruciating, repulsive, toxic, dark nasty pieces fell into place and finally made sense to me. Bless you a thousand-fold Lisa Renee for this particular article because this Ascension related clearing almost done me and the few other souls (3) I’m aware of going through it too in! ❤ (See the link to Lisa’s article below my copyright notice if interested.)

In her article Lisa talks about what she calls Psora Miasm, which is the bottom-line to all this severe skin itching and boils business in my opinion and why some of us Forerunners have been dealing with that and transmuting it through and from our bodies.

Around the end of June 2015, while so sick and in such physical pain and still working 16-18 hours a day, I repeatedly questioned, ‘What is this and why is it happening now?’ I perceived that it was something ancient, deep and unnatural— ‘inorganic’ —was connected to my Mom, was connected to the mitochondrial DNA of all humanity in other words.

I’ve wondered for a long time what last big remaining stuff & junk awaited us Forerunners commissioned  to transmute and clear out the core TD distortions done to humanity at the bottom of the Ascension barrel. Of course much of it has been Mommy stuff, as in The Great Mother aspect I mean, and how that has been transmitted through the human mother’s DNA across time on Earth so it’s our human Mother too. That one sentence should give you a lot more personal answers and insights.

It wasn’t until early September 2015 that I’ve felt my skin itching and boils business reducing finally. Half a year of pain, sickness and some partial answers about what all was really going on underneath my skin situation. What’s under your skin? Ancient terrible TD DNA cellular distortions done to deliberately keep the Light out of humans which means it’s time in 2014 and 2015 for them to all be cleared now. Where is the current incoming ‘Wave of Love’ going to land and reside? On top of ancient TD DNA distortions? Not hardly, so it’s all had to go in preparation to embody that ‘Wave of Love’. Unfortunately not many write about the absolutely necessary and usually difficult prep work that HAS to happen before every Wave comes in, and this one has been and will be epic.

On a strictly 3D ego mind level it could easily be said that my Mom picked up a staph infection while she was in the Nursing Home a year ago. It could equally easily be said that I picked up her staph infection from bathing her and both statements would be correct, partially. However, because I’m an Elder Forerunner and nothing has ever been only one physical-based thing, I sensed that there was something really ancient and nasty underneath my and my Mom’s skin itching and boils. It wasn’t until I read Lisa Renee’s September 2015 article where she elaborated on ‘Psora Miasm’ that it all aligned and made sense to me.

If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (pages 34–37), you may remember my experience with my childhood hooded monks robe wearing Guide in 1975 or 1976. Briefly, this particular lesson with him was to show me how, when our 3D physical body dies and we exit them, so to do all the 2D Elemental beings that assisted us so we’d have a physical 3D body to live in. When we die these displaced 2D Elemental beings happily retire from having to live partly in 3D and they excitedly could return to their “Home” dimension and state of being, which was 2D.

If however, you take that same information but apply it to living the Ascension Process and us not dying but transmuting our physical bodies and all multidimensional elements, including 2D Elemental energies and beings in them, and evolve or transcend 3D to exist within 5D physically, then this topic and the 2D telluric energies, elements and Elemental beings becomes much more complex and intimately connected multidimensionally. Add to that the Team Dark (TD) negative actions done intentionally to human DNA, and the mitochondrial DNA specifically so long ago, all this really makes a lot of sense for those Forerunners who’ve been transmuting and clearing these ancient negative distortions in highly compressed ways since the start of 2014 via the multiple Blood Moon Eclipses. Blood Moons — how appropriate for ancient Mother mitochondrial DNA distortions being transmuted during the completion months of the Galactic Alignment/Ascension Process. More NEW Light or Light Codes etc. could not co-exist with these ancient TD DNA and mitochondrial DNA distortions so a group of Forerunners needed to clear out that negative ancient stuff and junk 😉 so the NEW could replace it with zero residual filth in there. See now how important your boils and severe itching has really been? Sigh…what a bloody, oozy, stinking difficult time this one’s been!

‘…There are groups of humans that are connected to a third dimensional morphogenetic blueprint, and there are groups of humans connected to a fifth dimensional morphogenetic blueprint. Further, the first Ascension waves of Starseeds and Indigos are holding a blueprint beyond the fifth dimension where the GSF timelines for full liberation of consciousness exist. Starseed groups are also holding both the Galactic shield and Christos shield for the earth, as she undergoes the current phase of the Separation of Worlds occurring at the subatomic level…’

‘…The frequency split is delineated by what is being created organically in consciousness, by what embodies or holds spirit, by the vibrational quality of the mind that created it, by what dimensional laws of structure it is subjected to, and by whether artificial intelligence is being used. On the Ascension path, we will be asking the question, “Is the consciousness that created these blueprints an organic living consciousness or is it an inorganic artificial intelligence software projecting out these holograms?” We are entering a whole new world in the way types of matter are being formed. With pure intention and pure heart, we must access Krystal clear intention through all things that we co-create with God Spirit, in order to manifest from the higher dimensions with personal responsibility, purpose and energetic balance…’

The Psora Miasm is the most ancient and highly devastating accumulative miasma pattern recorded in the DNA of the collective race of humanity. In Greek, the Psora means itch or scabies, referring to a contagious infestation of the skin…’

‘…Psora causes a vulnerability of tissue, undermines the tissues resistance to foreign invasion, and lessens the germ-destroying property or immunity possessed by certain cells. Thus, in the macrocosm of the collective consciousness of humanity, the Psora Miasm goes back to the timeline and subsequent result of the NAA invasion of earth…’

‘…When body-forms are replicated at subatomic levels they are extremely low frequency, with no heart, compassion or empathy. In whatever form that body takes, it will feel artificial, dead and lifeless…’

Lisa Renee – Separation of Worlds – September 2015  (See link below for full article.)

‘Planet A/B, Planet A, or Planet B’?

In your lifetime so far, how many other people have you known, seen or met that felt low frequency, heartless and compassion-less? Some of the negative ETs actions over the past seventy-some years give or take will make more sense now to many people as TD’s past preparations fall into place due to the current Ascension related Separation of Worlds & Timelines. Hindsight will be a great and shocking eye (and heart) opener to many humans as their consciousness increases to finally show what Team Dark has been working on for a very long time, and in many cases, with the assistance of the human military and certain government groups. That wasn’t some per-recorded mindless quote from me, or me repeating something said by someone else, but something based entirely on my personal experiences and higher awareness visions throughout my lifetime. I’ve clairvoyantly Seen more of what’s been called ‘Planet B’  (actually I’ve seen three slightly different primary ‘Planet B’s’ for decades) than I’d ever care to since 1970, and ‘Transhumanism’ is a big part of them all.

People have had TD pushing ‘Transhumanism’ down their throats for decades through popular movies and TV shows and by certain humans (doctors, scientists and other unaware mind controlled puppets) that believe becoming more machine than human is the way to go. See the Dark, negative distortions of the natural energies existing within the Age of Aquarius (and its opposite sign Leo and Uranus? TD has been using and distorting those energies for decades already.) Lately this has been promoted heavily via humans coming back from war(s) and getting artificial machine limbs and that being made to appear “progressive”, “high-tech” positive, “patriotic” and even “sexy” etc. Nope, that’s Team Dark taking humans humanity away even further and humans not even realizing it and them getting closer and closer to existing continuously in one of the primary Planet B’s.

In many cases TD has prepared and populated some of their artificial, inorganic, low-frequency worlds and timelines with negative ET and Human hybrids and other such unnatural creations. Think back over just your lifetime to all the stories you’ve heard or read about that dealt with negative ETs abducting living 3D humans and then strange hybrids being deliberately created by them. If you’re not physical, that’s one way to get halfway there and then just slide in. This is a complex topic and not my real focus for this article but I wanted to throw this and a couple other related bits out now and let you discern from your High Heart, if you’re even interested in any of these lower things at this point. Don’t stay focused there for long however. Think, feel, realize and discern and get yourself back up to your matching frequency location. There’s a lot of draft pull coming off from the Descending ‘Planet B’ Earth world(s) now and will be for a while still and you do not want to get sucked into that for nothing or no one believe me!

We’re halfway through September 2015 and I can feel my body making more improvements again now. I know that once we get through these 2014–2015 Blood Moon Eclipses, things are going to improve yet again (Stair-steps) rather dramatically, especially for the Forerunners. Have you also noticed that a whole new and even larger group of humanity has recently been activated by the Ascension Process and they’re looking for answers to why they’re experiencing all the strange and painful things they now are? This will only continue year after year, decade after decade so be prepared to deal with and/or help and/or guide other people running around with their hair suddenly on Kundalini fire. 😉 And don’t forget that oftentimes “help” or “guidance” is best done by you remaining silent and radiating the Light that you are now. ❤

Thanks go to everyone for helping All get through 2014 and 2015 as it’s been a difficult journey for sure. Happy September 23, 2015 Equinox and Pluto turning direct the next day (giddy) and Mars entering Virgo and then the final Lunar Eclipse at 4° Aries 40′ on September 27th. Then we’ll Stair-step our way up mystical October, November and December 2015 in preparation for entry into 2016.

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 Denise

September 19, 2015

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Lisa Renee’s September 2015 article, Separation of Worlds.

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We knew Team Dark would make a strong Last Stand

For me this current amplification of negative interference began in April 2014 and didn’t let up for a second the rest of that year. It was one of the top three worst years of my life. It’s still happening in 2015, but I’m finally experiencing some positive, forward movement compared to being locked in place and assailed almost constantly in one form or another.

In years past I’ve talked about how I knew that Team Dark wouldn’t go quietly into the night as we neared the completion of the Galactic Alignment/Ascension Process; that they’d put up one hell of a fight, a last stand if you will as the clock runs down on them and the Separation of Worlds & Timelines. Nonetheless, knowing something and even writing about it years ago is nothing compared to actually living and struggling through it! This is why our Higher Selves sometimes deliberately withhold certain information from us; we’d cave in if we knew things were going to get even worse for a while before they start getting really good.

Even though I knew we’d reach this point—by we I mean the Forerunners of the Forerunners and the Forerunners, and by point I mean the final years of the Galactic Alignment/Ascension Process push, which many have said is 2015 and 2016—I didn’t know exactly what shape this phase would take. I didn’t know exactly what Team Dark would do and/or try to do to stop the Forerunners from accomplishing anything further with the Ascension Process. Because I’ve had plenty of battles with TD over my lifetime, I knew this end phase wouldn’t be pleasant or easy, but I’ve always known that we’d be successful no matter what…and we are…despite it feeling the contrary last year and this.

I could shock you with a long list of horrible happenings that unfolded one after the other throughout all of 2014, but I’ll just say it was brutal and unrelenting and leave it at that. At times the negative interference I was experiencing throughout 2014 were so over-the-top ridiculous and malicious that I had to, at times, just sit in amazement over it all. That in-between the crying, confusion and sheer exhaustion. Whatever, keep moving forward oh weary Warrior Forerunner, these jerks time is running out and they know it and so do you.

The point man always risks the most but that’s his/her expertise, talent, tenacity and determination. We Forerunners have always been the point man in this Ascension Process, it’s just that now during the end phase of it all and being so exhausted, it’s a real test at times to move through these onslaughts of negative interference—a blanket term for everything and everyone from nonphysical, nonhuman beings/aliens/entities etc. to living humans or “portal people” as I’ve called them, to negative man-made technologies that intentionally interfere with human consciousness and focus etc., to global violence, threats of more wars and on and on. But, as always, we’re doing this and much more because that’s who and what we are.

By spring of 2015, many of those old negative blocks, stops, shutdowns and interference was suddenly gone and I’ve found myself rushing to keep up with the forward movement after so many years of being locked down and unable to make changes that I very much wanted. That alone told me that many of us are feeling the NEW pouring in, in our bodies and lives in very new ways that TD cannot do a damned thing about. Oh they can try to make it seem like progress is not happening; that it’s business as usual on planet Earth; that they are still in control and running Earth and directing humanity but we know differently.

One very big clue about how frantic some TD beings are now, and in this particular case I’m talking about Reptilian Team Dark beings, is how some of them have been intentionally showing a part of their bodies (usually an up close face and eye only) in the hopes that they’ll be able to read you/me/any of us to get a sense of what’s happening now. TD has to be desperate to gain information to reveal themselves to more and more Forerunners like this at this point within the Ascension Process!

In case you’re wondering why TD would have to resort to clairvoyantly viewing and reading any of us now, it’s because they’re loosing the ability to view from the Astral down different timelines to “read” them, to See what’s coming in the future and make whatever adjustments and manipulations etc. they need to get what they want. All that handy crap ended for them on the Expiration Date—12-21-12—and three years later, they’re not able to accurately See and read different timelines like they always could before. Talk about the game being rigged! Geese! But, all that has finally ended and we’ve moved forward enough in time since the end of 2012, plus there’s been massive NEW Light infusions since then that TD doesn’t really know what’s going on now exactly. This will continue to dwindle down for them until the Separation of Worlds & Timelines is so far removed from each other that we’ll be completely invisible to TD.

So, if you suddenly have some massive Reptilian face and one eye show up about two inches from your face and eye, know that TD being is doing this to read you, to steal information from you, to figure out what’s going on here now and to See what changes you/me/we have made due to our continued embodiment of our Greater Self Source. Do not give them any information. Close the door immediately. Don’t think anything other than ‘No entrance here!’ and simply shut them and any other TD beings out of your space, your consciousness and your energy field. They’ve deliberately cloaked themselves from us forever, but now the shoe is on the other foot and we have the power and ability to close them out, to shut them out from our reality, our personal energy and consciousness. Don’t give them anything at all. ‘Just say no!’  😆

I didn’t mention this in my article where I shared about the funnel cloud or little tornado removing my neighbors 65 foot-long awing so it could fold it up and throw it on my 65 foot-long awning, but I will now. I’m certain that event was intentional and highly focused and designed to slow me down in any way it could from moving out of here and into the other house I’d just bought. But, despite all that, I got out of that tornado damage quickly and far less costly than I first thought which showed me that forward momentum is here to stay and TD cannot stop it. They can try to mess with it, with me/you/us, but we’ve gone so far beyond their old abilities that their tactics don’t have the power and impact that they did before.

Another aspect of this negative interference that I’ve been dealing with the past two months is physical body stuff. It’s like if TD can’t stop me/you/us this way, then lets try that and that and that and then that! Team Dark desperation. Team Light, enough all freakin’ ready! Whatever, keep moving forward even if it’s bloody and bruised. 🙂 Know that Divine Source Light is radiating out of every inch of you now and nothing negative can live in your Light without being pained by it. The shoe is definitely on the other foot now!

The main thing about this amplified negative interference that’s different to me personally is how camouflaged it is now. Years ago Team Dark wouldn’t hesitate having a face to face battle with me or attempt on my life in the middle of the night. Since 2014 it’s been far less direct and honest and has had the appearance of a long string of bad luck, misfortune, an “act of god” and so on. I sense it’s nothing more than negative interference, plus good tests for me to see how much I’ve personally grown with these sorts of unpleasant happenings. My Warrior Mojo is even stronger as I continue embodying more of the Greater Me/Divine Source. Soon these slings and arrows won’t even touch me/you/us as we literally ascend out of range of TD and fully into another timeline that they want nothing to do with.

As usual I’ve probably forgotten ten things I wanted to include in this, but I very much want to share a link to a recent channeled message from Cosmic Awareness on this subject. (You’ll find the link at the end of my article outside my copyright notice.) I’ve been living it since April 2014, but now it’s really affecting a lot more people, making an already long and exhausting Process a bit harder. It helps however knowing that it’s not “you” but TD crap thrown at you in an attempt to stop you from housing all that Light…you damned Forerunner! 😉 Just know what’s happening and why and keep doing what you/me/we’ve done all along anyway. This TD shit slinging phase won’t last forever so keep the NEW momentum going, don’t give any information to them or let them steal it from you, and override whatever they throw at you. Don’t take it personally even though it feels very personal because TD and portal people will lash out at ANYONE and ANYTHING that’s of the Light. Know too that this will escalate as we get closer to the summer/winter Solstice of June 21st. Override it all and continue radiating what you really are.

Denise

June 1, 2015

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Here & Then Not: Transitioning between the Dying Old & Manifesting NEW

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I’ve mentioned before that in 1975 I had an intense Higher Awareness knowing suddenly come through one afternoon about the “future”, and it has concerned me slightly for these past nearly forty years. That “future” is now of course and you and I are living it along with seven billion-plus other humans on Earth.

What I perceived in 1975 was that our time and reality now had to do with the fact that massive numbers of humanity would literally go crazy”, and as if that weren’t enough the global patriarchal systems and structures that ran this planet would also go crazy” and finally fall apart. The reasons why this was going to happen decades in the “future” had to do with tremendous energetic changes that would effect all lifeforms on Earth. In 1975 I didn’t have conscious awareness about the Ascension Process, only that because of some rare cosmic energies billions of people alive on Earth at that time would not cope well with the all-invasive intense energies and changes they would create. (We’ve been living this already for years, however with the start of 2014, this Ascension related Shift Process is unfolding fully within the physical and is effecting every living soul on Earth, not only the Forerunner/Wayshower/Lightworker etc. souls as it has been.)

In 1979 the first Mad Max movie was released and I remember seeing it and thinking how it mirrored much of what I’d perceived in 1975. It was not a happy thought at all that most people alive on Earth might fracture off into some type of mental and emotional madness and most likely experience some related violence, chaos and confusion because of it. Since 1975, my Mom and I have always referred to this unfolding “future” event as Mad Max for short so we both instantly understood what we were talking about. I’d had both prophetic and symbolic dreams during the mid to late seventies as did my Mom about these “future” post 2012 events on Earth and to humanity, and to see it amplified and playing out as it has so intensely in 2014 is both amazing, exciting and simultaneously disturbing. But, no fear, just highly compressed spiritual and physical evolution that every soul alive on Earth now wanted desperately to experience for themselves.

A few years ago I signed up to receive email notifications from Tom Kenyon when he/the Hathors had anything to say. There are scant few Ascension Teachers I read at this point but he/the Hathors still are high on my list. Since early childhood I’ve had fond memories of the Hathors (as other dimensional beings and in very ancient Egypt) and have always related to Tom Kenyon and his group of Hathor beings. Their latest October 2014 message, Escalation of Chaotic Nodes and the Dismantling of 3-D Reality, was for me perfectly timed confirmation to the difficult energetic onslaughts, layered discoveries, multiple trials & tribulations that I’ve gone through one after another throughout 2014. I’m sure many of you have also greatly appreciated what the Hathors/Tom Kenyon had to say about this current time we’re struggling our ways through… or not… or out of… or whatever. And while I’m at it, Thank You deeply Tom Kenyon and the Hathors for the free ❤ sound meditation Elevatron. It is much-needed during these escalating energetic hurricanes, tornadoes and related Mad Max energy storms of shifting change we’re all experiencing now.

As we know, some are ascending while others are descending. And as we also know, some descending will experience what they will on a matching frequency Earth world, one called Planet B by Cosmic Awareness (CA). Those ascending will experience what they will on a matching frequency Earth world, called Planet A/B and/or Planet A by CA. I’ve referred to this “future” chaotic Mad Max period of the Expiration of Team Dark’s patriarchy and global ruler-ship and the separation from that old, dark mess as the Separation of Worlds & Timelines. Many of us have spoken about what’s happening now in 2014 (and will continue beyond this year) using our own unique terms for the same Ascension related Processes. I think the big issue at this point is that we’re not constantly floating in 5D bliss, happiness, abundance and ease all the time but are being wildly buffeted back and forth between the old lower and the NEW higher worlds and consciousness (the Hathors referred to this as the ‘oscillation of our 3-D reality’ ) and that has been, is, and will continue taking a huge toll on our physical bodies, nervous systems, consciousness, patience, fortitude, hearts and everything else until the Shift or Separation is complete. More of that profound Alchemical Process!

As I’ve mentioned in recent articles I’ve lived this in my life and body/bodies increasingly all year, and while I’m deep within the latest Ascension Process I don’t always have a clear understanding about what is actually happening because I need to live it, embody it and be transformed by it first. But thanks to everything that’s transpired so far with my Mom’s health crisis (triple bypass in late August and related stroke in September 2014), I’ve gotten a better conscious and working understanding about what’s happening and how I personally deal with it, plus how many other people and strangers are dealing/not dealing with it etc. That is what I wanted to cover in this article; how to recognize and better deal with living through the transitions of the Mad Max period.

One of the first things I want to cover is what I’ve personally experienced, felt and become aware of about how I and my body and consciousness are effected when I don’t handle these intense energy ‘oscillations’ well. Through firsthand experiences I’ve discovered that when I become overwhelmed energetically—which is super easy and can happen super fast—is that my ability to consciously and accurately interpret what’s happening within me, around me and with other people becomes distorted in varying degrees. I literally become swept off-center, out of alignment, confused, overwhelmed and over emotional momentarily (minutes or hours) which makes reading reality correctly nearly impossible. No shame, no guilt, just honesty about what we’re going through via these dramatic fluctuations of the dying old and the manifesting NEW and their severely different worlds and levels etc.

Remember that magnetic fields on Earth (and elsewhere but we’ll stick to Earth specifically here) exist to hold, contain and maintain the current Energy blueprints, templates, Light codes etc. So as the magnetic fields change, flux, decrease and increase wildly as they have been and will continue to, the very energy instruction sets, the “rule book” if you will for current life, reality and consciousness on Earth and in human bodies and consciousness etc. are flying lose n’ wild because the old is collapsing and disappearing the NEW is manifesting and we’re right in the middle of all that and much more! Becoming overwhelmed occasionally is to be expected, even in the most advanced and knowledgeable of us on Earth now so don’t feel bad or guilty when you get knocked off-center by these escalating ‘oscillations’ and look and sound like a “crazy bag lady” or deranged jerk sometimes. 😀 Just do your best to learn from it and correct as necessary.

I’ve experienced greatly increased mental and emotional instability in strangers I meet while out and about in the world this year. This has been highlighted for me throughout my time dealing with my Mom’s health crisis from late August. I’ve encountered professional people who one moment or one day are “normal” (whatever in the universe that is at this point!), and then suddenly they are very different and act like they have no awareness of what they’ve said or done only moments before. This has become so extreme and obvious throughout September, and vastly more so in October (who hasn’t been utterly battered about the head and shoulders by October 2014?!), that at times it’s downright weird and disturbing not to mention occasionally very frustrating.

A couple of weeks ago I had a professional at the nursing/rehab facility call me to tell me something she needed to and then, in mid sentence, she hung up the phone on me. We weren’t accidentally disconnected, she jumped from one thought, one action (talking to me on the phone) to another and simply hung up the phone when her mind shifted to another thought and action and she wasn’t even aware of what she’d done. I waited to see if she’d realize and call me back but she didn’t because from her perspective she called me and then moved on to the next thing she thought of and/or needed to do. I’ve been observing more and more people do this and other things like it, myself included, and not even realize we’ve done it.

I’ve also experienced multiple people recently lie directly to me and four or five seconds later, have no memory of having done or said anything to me. They carry on as if they hadn’t lied at all and I’ve been left standing there trying to figure out what the hell was happening and why. Then another X-class solar flare would happen and things started making more sense. The “regular” folk are being effected by and are dealing with these NEW higher energies in their own ways, at their own levels and ability and we’ve all got to have patience and plenty of heart with them and ourselves as we all live through these difficult, trying times of great change.

Another big thing I’ve personally discovered about these current transitional Mad Max times of ‘ocscillation’ is that one MUST now, absolutely, with no more excuses, delays, or BS of self or others rest, sleep, nap, get out-of body, “meditate” etc. and self-care like never before. Period.

I’ve pushed this Ascension Process envelope for years and in 2014 I’ve gotten repeatedly and increasingly blasted to a degree I’ve never experienced prior. October 2014 brought me to my exhausted but determined old Capricorn knees more times than once to make me realize that I can no longer get away with physically working and pushing so hard the way I have for so long. I now HAVE to rest, sleep, have periods of doing nothing, get into and remain in my HighHeart, hang with the Divine as often as I can. In other words, get myself back into that higher level and state of HOME within myself and my physical body as often and as long as I can every day and night. Period. HOME isn’t externally elsewhere; it’s right here now in me, in you, in each of us and until we know this as fact and live our NEW lives from that NEW level of development, consciousness and being, we’ll get tumbled around a bit more until we let go of all aspects of the old. Ouch, but a it’s a really positive good ouch so do it and the sooner the better! ❤

More to come soon but for now I’ve got to do some more Divine self-care and take a Divine nap. 🙂 Take HighHeart Care everyone.

Denise

November 2, 2014

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