doing vs being – HighHeartLife

Transitioning from 3D DOING to 5D BEING & Creating

October 28, 2016October 28, 2016Denise Le Fay

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The title of this sounds so simple, so quick, like it’s just an easy-breezy effortless stroll from one state and level of being into another. Many of us have discovered throughout 2016, that it’s often been anything but effortless! What amazes me is that it should be and I know it can be, but old lower habits die hard as the saying goes, despite all the preparatory Inner Work we’ve done. What a *#^&#! year it’s been for many Forerunners with this particular Ascension related issue. It’s time however to be okay with that, to be kind to ourselves for that, but it’s also time to let go of that now too and start seriously utilizing the tools and benefits of being 5D beings that BE instead of old lower frequency and consciousness 3D beings that had to constantly DO, labor, struggle, pain over, worry over, pay too much for, spend a lot of time and energy on etc. to get the tiniest of things to manifest physically for us. This changeover isn’t wishful thinking, nor is it “magical thinking” or self-delusion, it is evolution and many of us have struggled with it, fumbling it, learning about it, getting better familiar with it and then falling back out of it repeatedly all year. This is okay too and how we learn and eventually Master the 5D rules of our existing within the NEW.

But I’d Developed My Left-Brain Muscles So Completely…

All of humanity has (and can we say profoundly imbalanced!), but now the Forerunners are having to go through this evolutionary change first too to help anchor, ground, embody and seed this NEW fifth dimensional attribute into physical global and species-wide reality also. The Forerunners have always been the ones in the physical to lay the groundwork here for not only ourselves but for humanity today, tomorrow and well into the future.

I also believe that some of the elder Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers have had more difficulty with this particular change only because we’ve got more decades of having done it and lived “reality” through our left-brains in the old patriarchal world. We’ve got more old lower to offload in other words, to release, to let go of and start using NEW tools in our NEW world and reality. We’ll get there, and when we do, watch out world! 😉

Repeatedly this year I’ve experienced seeing just how the old consciousness of linearly laying out plans to get something accomplished physically isn’t working like it always has. No matter how carefully I mentally plotted and planned out something I wanted and/or needed to get done this year via my old familiar left-brained 3D tools, it usually got seriously messed up or simply didn’t happen at all. In contrast are all the times this year that I’ve suddenly felt (not thought) it was time or correct or right to do something, go somewhere, start something, call someone, begin something and so on and it unfolded with the greatest ease and speed you could imagine. I’d be stunned over how easily and quickly things happen and manifest when I don’t use those old overdeveloped left-brained tools to get something done. There was my answer, my lesson, my insight into this particular issue and situation; the old linear left-brain plodding, pushing, thinking and planning ways of creating and manifesting aren’t an energetic match with a fifth dimensional world reality — HighHeart is, Light is, LOVE is. And, HighHeart and Light and LOVE are felt in higher ways that are often spherical or nonlinear and have nothing whatsoever to do with our old lower consciousness, minds, intellects, left-brains, logic, mentally visualizing, reasoning, slogging along in linear time space plotting and planning and working like crazy to get anything to manifest. We’ve known this information for years, but this is how it feels actually living it. Big difference.

Said another way, at some recent point during all our Forerunner Working like we’ve done since forever it seems, “IT” arrived, quietly, un-dramatically, with no Hollywood special effects exploding loudly anywhere, and most likely did so when I/you/we were passed out one afternoon from utter exhaustion from Working in the As Above spaces and the So Below spaces simultaneously.

I feel like the farmers tired old plow mule whose had its head down for the past 35-plus-years trudging along methodically, plowing the fields up and down, back and forth, endlessly toiling away to the point of almost forgetting that there was a higher point to all the unending difficult work. Then suddenly one day the farmer stops the tired old mule from plowing anymore, unhooks it from the plow and the mule blinks slowly while lifting its head, looks up and around itself and discovers that not only are all the fields plowed to perfection, but that all the NEW crops have been seeded, have sprouted and reached maturity meaning ‘Harvest’ has arrived! The mule is stunned, but is ecstatic and proud, very proud. However, now the mule must learn how to not be a mule anymore because that type of Work is no longer needed. Now the mule is learning how to BE a Conscious Creator mule, or thereabouts.

It’s Really This Uncomplicated & Easy?!

Yep it is, amazingly. However, some of us have needed and/or desired to repeatedly move back and forth with this to understand and know this on a deep inner individual level. Why? Because some of us wanted and/or needed to be able to recreate highly detailed maps and blueprints of some of these Ascension related Processes for those who haven’t experienced them in the physical, in flesh as we have. There are many other Forerunners that haven’t needed or wanted this but understood sooner and moved through some of these phases more quickly and easily. All ways are perfect and needed. ❤

Throughout the 2016 difficulties, periods of depression, confusions, growing frustrations in many cases, Zero Zone moments of feeling lost and alone and like I’d/you’d/we’d lost the main evolutionary Ascension thread within all this, I have, you have, we have plowed all the fields multiple times, seeded them all, watched and cared for them devotedly all along, even in those moments when it’s felt like we’d bottomed-out completely in the Ascension Process. We didn’t, we haven’t, it’s just felt like we did from time to time in 2016, and even that is part of the Ascension Process so stop feeling like you’ve missed something or have done something wrong somewhere. You haven’t, we haven’t, we’re just stunned like the tired old plow mule whose recently discovered that the mission has been accomplished at that level and now it needs to learn and implement NEW things and NEW ways to be Creative and satisfied. And god bless all the plow mules for getting that level of the Work done. Now fellow Forerunner mules it’s time to learn and Master NEW higher ways to get things done that are profoundly easier and faster than what we’re used to.

When I get stupid I place my hand(s) on my HighHeart which automatically resets me back into 5D HighHeart BEing. When I get momentarily unbalanced in a world in profound transition, I place my hand(s) on my HighHeart which automatically resets me back into 5D HighHeart BEing. When I get depressed, lost, confused, distracted, interfered with or anything, I do this because it works and works immediately. I may “fall” back out of it just as fast but that’s me learning about and eventually Mastering how these wildly different levels of frequency, being, consciousness and reality actually are. Give yourself room and time to do this if you are or have been experiencing this in 2016. Like I said earlier, some of us need and/or desire to know the border-crossing points between the lower 3D world and the higher NEW 5D world(s) like we know the back of our hands and that’s perfectly okay. Others don’t need this and that’s perfect too. Never judge another Forerunner because you do not know what or why they’re doing what they are. Some of us will create new worlds based on what we’re learning firsthand now in these Ascension lives so back off and give them the room, time and respect they need and deserve to plow and seed the fields in whatever manner they deem necessary for themselves now.

BEing now includes feeling, sensing (not thinking) when it’s correct to jump or not jump, create or wait, move or don’t move etc. Thinking and functioning linearly doesn’t work well at all with these things anymore where feeling in the moment and acting on it in that moment does work beautifully, easily and quickly. Talk about a leap in faith however! This is an extreme change from what we’re used to in the old lower 3D world and consciousness and takes some practice doing repeatedly to discover that you won’t die or crash or “mess up” when you Create without your mind involved but your HighHeart in the drivers seat in nonlinear spherical time space consciousness and BEing. Welcome to 5D life and reality in this very base way. Much more to come of course and won’t that be great fun too? Well done everyone and keep up the Great but always changing Work. ❤

Denise

October 28, 2016

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Show Me the Excitement!

March 7, 2014August 4, 2019Denise Le Fay

“Hi Denise,

My name is Alex. I’ve been reading your blogs for several years. They bring me peace, knowing I’m not going crazy. I assume you receive a lot of these messages, so I’ll keep this short.

I believe in the Ascension Process wholeheartedly and can see how it has worked and is working through my life. I can feel myself moving away from a state of “doing” to a state of “being”. The problem with this is that the more the process goes on, the more I feel any and all motivation slipping away and the less I feel like doing anything. Even the things that for many years brought me great joy–writing stories, quilting, creating–now seem backed up by only the tiniest and most fleeting waves of energy, to the point where soon after starting I can’t even force myself to work on projects I would have once dove into with a joyful heart.

I apologize if this comes across as negative or defeatist, and I understand perfectly and lovingly if you don’t respond, but I’m wondering if you have any insight to share on the matter. “Being” is a beautiful and peaceful state I’ve come to treasure and enjoy, but it doesn’t pay the bills, if you know what I mean. Do you think this lack of creativity is part of the new norm, or more like we’re being put in a temporary holding pattern until a new and different phase begins?

Many thanks for the work you do, and for taking the time to read this.“

This was a recent email I received from Alex who has generously allowed me to quote her/his letter here for us all. Thank you Alex. ❤

For the last ten years I’ve lived this intensely as I know many of you have. It’s part of the Ascension Process, but man-oh-man are some aspects of it hard on our old ego selves! It’s not always easy or fun having to let go of past loves and old favorites such as certain relationships, people, family, friends, foods, drinks, activities, things to do, create and build, occupations, careers, identities, stores to shop at, vacations and vacation locations and hundreds of other such related things.

In so many ways those of us living the Ascension Process have been much like humans who’ve died and left their physical bodies but still linger aspects of their old selves in their favorite old places or homes etc. Ghosts in other words, and in some ways we living physical humans have behaved like some human “ghosts” do with things and places they once loved and were very attached to and don’t want to let go of.

When my bodies and I entered the intense physical phase of the Ascension Process, most of my old favorite things, doings, actions, projects, relationships, careers, foods and such all had to go. Not because they were “bad” or anything, but because the Ascension Process is in so many ways a living dying/death process and while going through it, one simple cannot eat, do, create, socialize, work, build etc. like one did before entering this transformation Process. You might as well stop mourning the loss of all those old lower frequency, much-loved things, foods, activities, locations, events, doings and people you can’t play with, work with, interact with, co-create with, eat certain foods and celebrate holidays with, “party” with, vacation with or whatever the case may be for you at this point.

When one is living this transformational dying/death Ascension Process, all things of the old lower frequencies, world, consciousness, beliefs, emotions and mentality become toxic and repulsive to you. What once was your absolute favorite things and activities, foods and drinks etc., now make you sick, causes you physical, emotional, mental and psychic pain, isolated and oftentimes deeply saddened or depressed. This Ascension Process forces most living it into Hermitude just to survive what all is happening to you body and soul, but it also forces you to repeatedly, year after year, let go of all the old lower frequency things as well. Those things were a vibrational match for the old lower frequency levels and consciousness; they are most certainly not a vibration match to higher frequency levels and consciousness and so, plenty of repeated releasing must happen within each person living this evolutionary Process.

Once one is in that space, that stage of having to let go of all they must to continue evolving, they also eventually encounter the stage I’ll call — I just don’t give a good goddamn anymore!

At first this stage of the Ascension Process might seem like there’s something negative or wrong because you’re so debilitated, so exhausted, so sick, so mentally fried and incompetent, so emotionally disheveled and unbalanced that you have to retreat into Hermitude isolation for your own survival, plus to continue the Ascension Process. But, after a while, you naturally reach another level within the Process where you and your old 3D ego self and old beliefs and attitudes etc. must be transformed and released. This is often most quickly accomplished by us reaching that point where we simply no longer care about much of anything or anyone including ourselves and our old lower frequency ego self. This my friends is normal and necessary when moving through these different layers and stages in the Ascension Process. It too shall pass so just let go of whatever it is that’s required of you now and don’t care about the old 3D patriarchal world of constant “doings” and float onward and upward to the next stage and Stair-step within the Process. And, by the way, very well done you! 🙂

Point is that most of us need to emotionally and psychologically reach this point of no longer “caring” about whether we’re physically producing anything of any partiarchal “value”–monetary or otherwise–or ‘earning our keep’, making money, paying our way, ‘carrying our brothers’, ignoring ourselves to care for others etc. Once we reach this stage within the Ascension Process it becomes much easier and faster to emotionally disconnect from those old, lower frequency Collective Consciousness belief systems and start becoming truly empowered individually once again. But, to get there means we’ve got to reach that stage of no longer “caring” about what the old lower frequency/consciousness patriarchal world demanded we believe was absolute truth, valuable, necessary and important.

Reaching that very important level within the Ascension Process means one has de-polarized and transmuted past suppressed issues, emotions, projections, beliefs, wounds, fears, hates, karma etc. back into higher frequencies of Neutrality and “unity”; has emptied-out enough of these old lower emotions/issues/stuck energies so that the NEW higher frequencies and consciousness has a place to and can start taking up residency within you and your body/bodies and evolving, expanding consciousness. Aah… the payoff finally begins to all that long and lonely, isolating, difficult, brutal, painful, confusing, toxic transmuting Inner Work!

Being an astrologer for decades–plus having me/my birthday and ASC on cusps–it’s easy for me to grasp the concept of cusps and the profound and usually chaotic and volatile transitional stages of Shifting from one zodiacal sign to another, one astrological Age to another, one dimension to another and so on. When one is close to a cusp, one is being affected by two very different energy constructs and influences at the same time… not to mention the Collective’s confusion, chaos, resistance to change and so on too. All of humanity is living this throughout their entire lifetimes in these incarnations.

There are all sorts of “cusps” if you will within the Ascension Process and this one about feeling unmotivated, uninterested, uninspired, not relating to the old ways, beliefs, systems, “doings” and activities is a huge and important aspect of this. It’s a level and phase where our old lower frequency ego/self/consciousness/beliefs/habits/favorites etc. are so deconstructed by the trans-formative Ascension Process, that what’s left of us at that point is the bare-bones soul parts minus all the old lower frequency delusions, karma, BS, beliefs, emotions, unresolved issues, projections, distortions, influences and such. In other words, we transition that invisible energetic “cusp” of the old lower and evolve or “ascend” to the Other Side, the higher dimension, the New Age, the overall NEW. To accomplish this mighty, mighty task, it’s much easier for us to first reach a point of no longer caring about any of those old lower things and issues and just let go of them which frees us up to begin embodying, housing more of our Higher Selves in these bodies in this NEW now place and time.

I too have had to work my way through the different phases and levels of not caring about anything anymore and finally get myself back to even being able to continue writing about this Ascension Process! Those periods when I go quiet for longer than usual are sometimes periods when I’m so removed that I have zero interest in writing anything ever again. I’m always shocked when I encounter this feeling in myself but have done so enough times over the past 3.5 years to know that it’s temporary and transitional and I’ll be back in the writers saddle once again the second I’m done with the latest integration… whatever they are.

So, don’t beat yourself up when you feel utterly unmotivated and uninterested in participating in ANY of the old lower frequency social games and other related lower so-called “normal” activities the sleepers still believe are the absolute end-all. Just continue through what you’re experiencing at the time and do your best to NOT apply any of those old lower beliefs on to yourself now. After 2,100-plus years of Team Dark lies and interference, it’s not easy to drop those old ingrained Collective beliefs overnight. See why Team Dark told humanity the lies they have? They all were designed to keep humanity unaware, weak, unstable, irresponsible, unempowered and dependent upon others and the external to define reality for them. The Ascension Process is the complete opposite of all that of course.

In my book The Temple of Master Hotei: A Unique Past Life Memory, Master Hotei teaches his student Ivory One about being fully active while inactive — and fully inactive while active. It’s about action/reception, male/female, positive/negative charges etc. of Duality reality, but how those two energies are reversed (and eventually integrated) when worked with at the next higher level and the next and the next etc. In other words, think about how much you “do” and build, envision and create while in a still meditative state of profound “not doing”.

Now think about how mentally and emotionally blank, void and blissed-out you can become within intense, highly focused “doings” such as creating or building something physical. While so profoundly focused on “doing” something, you can “ascend” right out into a higher quantum, no-time altered bliss state of “being” and you achieved that by highly focused physical “doing”. The Yin in the Yang, the Yang in the Yin and so on until one integrated them back and forth to such a degree that what was fractured into two is transmuted back into a higher frequency state of unified Neutrality instead of separated Duality. You are doing this and more, and this is being done to you and more. Soon you will be Neutral and unified and know it and on the Other Side of these many Stair-step cusps.

Denise

March 7, 2014

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