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Show Me the Excitement!

March 7, 2014August 4, 2019Denise Le Fay

“Hi Denise,

My name is Alex. I’ve been reading your blogs for several years. They bring me peace, knowing I’m not going crazy. I assume you receive a lot of these messages, so I’ll keep this short.

I believe in the Ascension Process wholeheartedly and can see how it has worked and is working through my life. I can feel myself moving away from a state of “doing” to a state of “being”. The problem with this is that the more the process goes on, the more I feel any and all motivation slipping away and the less I feel like doing anything. Even the things that for many years brought me great joy–writing stories, quilting, creating–now seem backed up by only the tiniest and most fleeting waves of energy, to the point where soon after starting I can’t even force myself to work on projects I would have once dove into with a joyful heart.

I apologize if this comes across as negative or defeatist, and I understand perfectly and lovingly if you don’t respond, but I’m wondering if you have any insight to share on the matter. “Being” is a beautiful and peaceful state I’ve come to treasure and enjoy, but it doesn’t pay the bills, if you know what I mean. Do you think this lack of creativity is part of the new norm, or more like we’re being put in a temporary holding pattern until a new and different phase begins?

Many thanks for the work you do, and for taking the time to read this.“

This was a recent email I received from Alex who has generously allowed me to quote her/his letter here for us all. Thank you Alex. ❤

For the last ten years I’ve lived this intensely as I know many of you have. It’s part of the Ascension Process, but man-oh-man are some aspects of it hard on our old ego selves! It’s not always easy or fun having to let go of past loves and old favorites such as certain relationships, people, family, friends, foods, drinks, activities, things to do, create and build, occupations, careers, identities, stores to shop at, vacations and vacation locations and hundreds of other such related things.

In so many ways those of us living the Ascension Process have been much like humans who’ve died and left their physical bodies but still linger aspects of their old selves in their favorite old places or homes etc. Ghosts in other words, and in some ways we living physical humans have behaved like some human “ghosts” do with things and places they once loved and were very attached to and don’t want to let go of.

When my bodies and I entered the intense physical phase of the Ascension Process, most of my old favorite things, doings, actions, projects, relationships, careers, foods and such all had to go. Not because they were “bad” or anything, but because the Ascension Process is in so many ways a living dying/death process and while going through it, one simple cannot eat, do, create, socialize, work, build etc. like one did before entering this transformation Process. You might as well stop mourning the loss of all those old lower frequency, much-loved things, foods, activities, locations, events, doings and people you can’t play with, work with, interact with, co-create with, eat certain foods and celebrate holidays with, “party” with, vacation with or whatever the case may be for you at this point.

When one is living this transformational dying/death Ascension Process, all things of the old lower frequencies, world, consciousness, beliefs, emotions and mentality become toxic and repulsive to you. What once was your absolute favorite things and activities, foods and drinks etc., now make you sick, causes you physical, emotional, mental and psychic pain, isolated and oftentimes deeply saddened or depressed. This Ascension Process forces most living it into Hermitude just to survive what all is happening to you body and soul, but it also forces you to repeatedly, year after year, let go of all the old lower frequency things as well. Those things were a vibrational match for the old lower frequency levels and consciousness; they are most certainly not a vibration match to higher frequency levels and consciousness and so, plenty of repeated releasing must happen within each person living this evolutionary Process.

Once one is in that space, that stage of having to let go of all they must to continue evolving, they also eventually encounter the stage I’ll call — I just don’t give a good goddamn anymore!

At first this stage of the Ascension Process might seem like there’s something negative or wrong because you’re so debilitated, so exhausted, so sick, so mentally fried and incompetent, so emotionally disheveled and unbalanced that you have to retreat into Hermitude isolation for your own survival, plus to continue the Ascension Process. But, after a while, you naturally reach another level within the Process where you and your old 3D ego self and old beliefs and attitudes etc. must be transformed and released. This is often most quickly accomplished by us reaching that point where we simply no longer care about much of anything or anyone including ourselves and our old lower frequency ego self. This my friends is normal and necessary when moving through these different layers and stages in the Ascension Process. It too shall pass so just let go of whatever it is that’s required of you now and don’t care about the old 3D patriarchal world of constant “doings” and float onward and upward to the next stage and Stair-step within the Process. And, by the way, very well done you! 🙂

Point is that most of us need to emotionally and psychologically reach this point of no longer “caring” about whether we’re physically producing anything of any partiarchal “value”–monetary or otherwise–or ‘earning our keep’, making money, paying our way, ‘carrying our brothers’, ignoring ourselves to care for others etc. Once we reach this stage within the Ascension Process it becomes much easier and faster to emotionally disconnect from those old, lower frequency Collective Consciousness belief systems and start becoming truly empowered individually once again. But, to get there means we’ve got to reach that stage of no longer “caring” about what the old lower frequency/consciousness patriarchal world demanded we believe was absolute truth, valuable, necessary and important.

Reaching that very important level within the Ascension Process means one has de-polarized and transmuted past suppressed issues, emotions, projections, beliefs, wounds, fears, hates, karma etc. back into higher frequencies of Neutrality and “unity”; has emptied-out enough of these old lower emotions/issues/stuck energies so that the NEW higher frequencies and consciousness has a place to and can start taking up residency within you and your body/bodies and evolving, expanding consciousness. Aah… the payoff finally begins to all that long and lonely, isolating, difficult, brutal, painful, confusing, toxic transmuting Inner Work!

Being an astrologer for decades–plus having me/my birthday and ASC on cusps–it’s easy for me to grasp the concept of cusps and the profound and usually chaotic and volatile transitional stages of Shifting from one zodiacal sign to another, one astrological Age to another, one dimension to another and so on. When one is close to a cusp, one is being affected by two very different energy constructs and influences at the same time… not to mention the Collective’s confusion, chaos, resistance to change and so on too. All of humanity is living this throughout their entire lifetimes in these incarnations.

There are all sorts of “cusps” if you will within the Ascension Process and this one about feeling unmotivated, uninterested, uninspired, not relating to the old ways, beliefs, systems, “doings” and activities is a huge and important aspect of this. It’s a level and phase where our old lower frequency ego/self/consciousness/beliefs/habits/favorites etc. are so deconstructed by the trans-formative Ascension Process, that what’s left of us at that point is the bare-bones soul parts minus all the old lower frequency delusions, karma, BS, beliefs, emotions, unresolved issues, projections, distortions, influences and such. In other words, we transition that invisible energetic “cusp” of the old lower and evolve or “ascend” to the Other Side, the higher dimension, the New Age, the overall NEW. To accomplish this mighty, mighty task, it’s much easier for us to first reach a point of no longer caring about any of those old lower things and issues and just let go of them which frees us up to begin embodying, housing more of our Higher Selves in these bodies in this NEW now place and time.

I too have had to work my way through the different phases and levels of not caring about anything anymore and finally get myself back to even being able to continue writing about this Ascension Process! Those periods when I go quiet for longer than usual are sometimes periods when I’m so removed that I have zero interest in writing anything ever again. I’m always shocked when I encounter this feeling in myself but have done so enough times over the past 3.5 years to know that it’s temporary and transitional and I’ll be back in the writers saddle once again the second I’m done with the latest integration… whatever they are.

So, don’t beat yourself up when you feel utterly unmotivated and uninterested in participating in ANY of the old lower frequency social games and other related lower so-called “normal” activities the sleepers still believe are the absolute end-all. Just continue through what you’re experiencing at the time and do your best to NOT apply any of those old lower beliefs on to yourself now. After 2,100-plus years of Team Dark lies and interference, it’s not easy to drop those old ingrained Collective beliefs overnight. See why Team Dark told humanity the lies they have? They all were designed to keep humanity unaware, weak, unstable, irresponsible, unempowered and dependent upon others and the external to define reality for them. The Ascension Process is the complete opposite of all that of course.

In my book The Temple of Master Hotei: A Unique Past Life Memory, Master Hotei teaches his student Ivory One about being fully active while inactive — and fully inactive while active. It’s about action/reception, male/female, positive/negative charges etc. of Duality reality, but how those two energies are reversed (and eventually integrated) when worked with at the next higher level and the next and the next etc. In other words, think about how much you “do” and build, envision and create while in a still meditative state of profound “not doing”.

Now think about how mentally and emotionally blank, void and blissed-out you can become within intense, highly focused “doings” such as creating or building something physical. While so profoundly focused on “doing” something, you can “ascend” right out into a higher quantum, no-time altered bliss state of “being” and you achieved that by highly focused physical “doing”. The Yin in the Yang, the Yang in the Yin and so on until one integrated them back and forth to such a degree that what was fractured into two is transmuted back into a higher frequency state of unified Neutrality instead of separated Duality. You are doing this and more, and this is being done to you and more. Soon you will be Neutral and unified and know it and on the Other Side of these many Stair-step cusps.

Denise

March 7, 2014

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Remember the Three-Day December 2012 LIFE REVIEW?

March 27, 2013March 27, 2023Denise Le Fay

Because there’s been a few people writing Comments (under another article) about the changes and increases in intensity since the March 20, 2013 Vernal Equinox and entrance into the Second Trimester of the “Nine Months”, I thought I’d say a little something about this now. I’ll write a recap for the Second Trimester near the end of it, but because so many have been getting hit and hit hard with multiple physical Ascension symptoms and/or other life-changing events, it sounds like we all need to remember our 12-21-2012 Life Review with Divine Consciousness.

All of my life I’ve had conscious memory of what it’s like when we physically die and then go through what some cultures call the ‘Three Days’ period of leaving the physical body and traveling to and through the fourth dimension (4D) Astral plane and beyond. Although I’ve never traveled abroad physically in this life, I suspect this after physical death process is much like what it must be like going through Customs and other important check points and such when one is leaving one country and wanting to enter another and again another country and so on. There are Stair Steps, procedures and transitional points to the after physical death process and one of the later stages of it has to do with us having a heart-to-heart meeting and talk with our High Self and Divine Consciousness.

This heart-to-heart meeting with our High Self and Divine Consciousness is a Life Review that more accurately could be called an Overall Soul Review. As I describe it next, please realize that it is far more complex, huge and Divine than words can describe. Also, this process is completely free of all emotions; incarnate human emotions such as fear, fear of more pain, fear of loss, fear of death or dying, guilt, sadness, anger etc. This entire 12-21-2012 or Three Days Life Review, and the after physical death Overall Soul Review(s), are the most honest and to the point sort of business meeting you could ever imagine!

So there you are after having traversed the Astral plane, gone through a few Customs check points, and eventually worked your way towards the higher frequency area where you and your Higher Self have the heart-to-heart meeting with the Boss, Divine Consciousness. You’ve done this many times and its no big deal in the way that incarnate humans might think or expect it to be. It is a big deal, but at higher frequency dimensions and states of Beings such as this, it’s just business as usual with a lot of extra awareness about a lot of things. So you have this higher dimensional meeting and with zero emotions whatsoever you honestly — because there is nothing else but utter, total, and complete honesty at these higher levels — review what you’ve done, what you’ve learned, what you’ve mastered, what you’ve almost mastered, what you really want to master, what you avoided and all the reasons why and so on. Nothing is not discussed or overlooked at these review meetings with Divine Consciousness, nothing.

You and your Higher Self and Divine Consciousness review these past incarnational issues and without any emotional attachments, fears, anxiety or anything else other than an unquenchable soul desire to get it right, utterly honest decisions are quickly reached about what you/You/YOU need to do next. No crying, no resentments, no fears, no guilt about how hard, painful, difficult or scary going back down vibrationally into another incarnation might be. Not one feeling or thought about any of that at these higher dimensional, higher frequency states of being exists to you/me/each of us. None of it. The ONLY thing that is important to each of us at higher dimensions and levels of being and consciousness is that we individually get it right — whatever that is for each of us in whatever life/lives/timeline/timelines. Period. Soul only desires to get it right whereas when we find ourselves back in physical bodies on a physical world again where things are painful, difficult and scary it’s a different story for sure. However, to each of us at higher states of our being and awareness, none of those lower frequency emotions, concerns and fears exist or matter. Not a one.

After the Soul Review, and in this case our alive, living in-body 12-21-2012 Life Review we begin the stair steps preparation work for our return journey back down vibrationally into physical reincarnation. We have our latest spiritual Soul Curriculum in heart and hand and that is all we want to accomplish once we get back into physical density and a physical body again. We need, we want, we greatly desire to complete The Mission and get it right so we’re able to move to the next Mission and the next and the next…

From the Three Days of 12-21-2012, 12-22-2012, 12-23-2012 after we each had this very rare and special physical level alive, living in-body we did not physically die Life Review, we’ve been going through intense changes internally and externally. Changes in our bodies, hearts and minds, in our external lives such as our homes, our jobs, our daily physical routines etc. Some have suddenly found themselves homeless, jobless, money-less, shocked, exhausted beyond belief and confused, and all of this on top of the already long-running physical, mental and emotional Ascension symptoms! My gawd how much more of this can we endure?! As much as you/You/YOU and Divine Consciousness discussed during the Three Days Life Review of December 21 through 23, 2012. I know, I’m going through it too in my own unique ways with my own unique Three-Day Life Review Soul Curriculum in heart and hand and it is, at times, painful and difficult.

Why is it so miserably hard and painful now after fourteen-plus years of brutal physical, biological Ascension Process symptoms already? Because we’ve got “Nine Months” left, actually only six months left now because we’ve just entered the Second Trimester on the Vernal Equinox of March 20, 2013 before the Separation of Worlds and Timelines begins. Said another way, what each of us — you/You/YOU — Reviewed with Divine Consciousness at some point during the Three Days, is in full effect now and we’re each feeling the accelerating pressures of it in our own unique ways. This is us carrying out what we/We/WE and Divine Consciousness discussed during the Ascension Process related rare Three Days LIVING Life Review and it can be or is at times more difficult, hard, and scarier than ever before because so much is changing, being changed and/or finally being dealt with and therefore transmuted into something NEW. This is us living and embodying whatever it was that each of us became aware of during our personal alive Life Review that took place at some point for every living human during the Three Days of December 21, 22, 23, 2012.

I mentioned in a Comment elsewhere recently that over the past few years I often am laying in my bed at night and hear repeated gunfire only a block or two away from my house. When this happens — and it’s been increasing since 2011 — I lay in my bed in the dark and intentionally, energetically deflect falling physical bullets from physically hitting my house and/or any of us in it. While this is happening, I’m simultaneously aware of small groups of higher dimensional Light Beings, Beings of Light grouped in small circles up above me (from my perspective in this physical dimension) watching me, watching you, watching all of us and waiting excitedly with profound LOVE and joy in their hearts for all of us and for what’s coming next.

Nonphysical Beings of Light, Light Beings hovering overhead while simultaneously certain physical humans kill or try to kill and/or intimidate other humans by firing their guns at them. How’s that for the current dualized extremes we’re all packed in together living side-by-side? Separation of World and Timelines? Yes please and as soon as possible.

These remaining six of the Nine Months will only increase the growing extremes on Earth between people and groups of people and this is a natural side effect of the building pressures of the NEW energies, blueprints and Evolutionary Cycle preparing to begin. Those that must and will go their different ways (in different worlds and timelines that are a frequency match to them at this time) will increasingly resent the rest of us going our ways and vice versa. Six more months of the Nine Months after the Three Days Life Review. We can, are and will do this and more. Use this remaining time very wisely as it’s unfolding so fast. Stay in your HighHeart and know that you’ve got this even during those times, those minutes, hours or days when it doesn’t feel like it at all. I had about five hours yesterday afternoon that I thought I might not physically survive, but I’ve felt that so many times over these Ascension years and here I am still Working towards fulfilling my individual Soul Curriculum. Hang in there everyone and help another when you know it’s right to, lay low when needed, and be private and isolated when you know that is the thing for you to do at that moment.

Denise Le Fay

March 27, 2013

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2011 Recap

December 29, 2011March 27, 2023Denise Le Fay

Gads what a year 2011 was! Mother of gads, what a month December 2011 has been!! The entire year was intensely compressed, difficult, and highly challenging for me personally as I know it was for most of you too. Then December 2011 was a compressed super version of the whole year! December has been extreme and an intense last-minute second chance to resolve and tidy up (mop up the heart wounds and blood and guts!) whatever you/me/each of us needs to before the final year (2012) of the twenty-five yearlong Alchemical Ascension Process kicks in.

There were many times throughout 2011 where I was repeatedly tested to learn certain things about myself, my Emotional Body, being emotionally reactionary (one’s bottom three chakras and matching ego consciousness, emotions and emotional reactions, fight or flight, ego survival etc.) and learn from it but continue inching my way out of them and increasingly into my High Heart and unity Consciousness. My Second Saturn Return in Libra had much to do with this same learning and transmuting process for me throughout 2011 making this a theme on multiple levels.

(February 7, 2012, Saturn turns retrograde at 29° Libra until June 25, 2012 when it goes direct at 22° Libra. That’s five months’ worth of Saturn retrograding in Libra for everyone to reevaluate internally and rework whatever it is that needs your/mine/our attention so we’re energetically ready for Saturn turning direct five days after the 2012 Summer Solstice. Use this last Saturn in Libra retrograde phase during the first half of 2012 and never forget that we all bleed the same. Make whatever needed changes within yourself and try to not emotionally mutilate others with your old lower ego and left-brain anymore. Aries represents self and Libra all others. More on this difficult evolutionary transition in a moment.)

Throughout 2011 my desire to continue writing at TRANSITIONS was seriously tested multiple times. I’ve written more articles in 2011 that got deleted because I wasn’t able to externalize—write—all I was perceiving fast enough or have enough clear mental focus long enough minus physical fatigue to get it all typed out. (Speaking these things is so much faster and easier than the slower method of writing them, and oftentimes that slowdown is just enough to seriously mess with my ability to fully linearly write out what I want to share…another gap in other words that I’ve struggled with during 2011.)

Physical exhaustion, months-long head/skull/brain pains and pressures, recurring brain fog, plus a new level of learning about how to deal with the growing gap between people on those different Stair Steps and timelines within this Ascension Process have combined making writing in 2011 more difficult for me than ever before. 2011 has been a real testing for me about learning to shift out of my bottom three chakras while simultaneously NOT dropping back down into them when emotionally triggered by certain of those others who came at me from their bottom three chakra consciousness with their fear, pain, confusion, disrespect, misunderstanding, or total lack of understanding. The gap between the 3D ego Solar Plexus consciousness and the 5D unified High Heart consciousness is so huge that some others cannot relate to or understand other others so they lash out at them. How I/you/each of us choose to react or not react is of course up to us. Lisa Renee and her Guardian’s term of the “neutral” or “Compassionate Witness” (see her October 2011 article) should be making a lot more sense now.

How many other Ascension Teachers have we repeatedly heard tell us to be kind to each other? To treat each other gently and with respect? How many of us have consistently done that? How many haven’t, and more importantly, why? How many need to make personal changes in themselves to not be disrespectful, hurtful or cruel to Starseeds, Lightworkers, Ascension Teachers? How many of us need to learn to deal with these types of situations and people in very different ways now? It’s been a wound, frustration and learning process for me personally throughout 2011, but I understand the whys of it all and just need to get all of me there. It’s been a rough year but with massive improvements despite the surface appearance of total meltdowns and general emotional instability and mental chaos everywhere. Everyone is raw and exhausted at this point and many are in great fear and pain. We’ve all got to keep this in mind/heart throughout 2012 and make a conscious effort to be more kind and respectful with each other; it will make everyone’s journey so much easier and faster.

More Dark Ones and negativity was removed during 2011 than…ever. In early 2011 I mentioned I’d perceived the—as I called them—Cosmic Cavalry was on their way to 3D finally. They did arrive and they escorted the Dark Ones to the exit door because it was intervention time and the Dark Ones had reached the Expiration Date along with the completion of the Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar. The Ascension Process has been about completing duality and removing the negative dark and all of its many players and systems, which naturally returns Earth, humanity and human consciousness back to Source or Love/Light. Many have seen this Ascension Process as a polarized happening; we’re either heading towards “heaven on Earth”, or, heaven is decending to Earth. I’ve always felt it was more about just getting rid of the dark negative riffraff so everything could be even better than it was prior to the takeover by the Dark Ones.

There’s a lot more growth and learning to be done by all, and I mean all, and there’s nothing wrong or disgraceful about that. It is what it is so just get over it and keep moving forward because time is short. We’ve got one year left (2012) to get ourselves individually as bright n’ shiny (vibrationally raised, evolved, resolved, integrated, healed emotionally and mentally etc.) as we possibly can before the next Evolutionary Cycle begins with the 13 of 2013. Use the past system of 12 to better understand this massive evolutionary shift; the 12 Apostles (and 12 everything else) plus Jesus as the mysterious and mystical 13 which hints at how important this shift out of the old 3D system of 12 (and our lower three chakras and matching ego consciousness within linear time and duality) into a totally different and vastly higher one symbolized, I repeat symbolized, by 13. I want to make that end of 2012 transition with as little personal baggage as I can so I don’t carry it with me into the new higher Evolutionary Cycle for me to continue working on it there. Sounds like a plan we all should work on during 2012 don’t ya think?

I remember hearing Steve Rother’s channeled group use this humorous and correct term; all the little gods learning how to make room for all the other little gods. It’s becoming increasingly obvious we’re transitioning (those Stair Steps) out of our lower 3D ego Solar Plexus as Lord and Master of the Universe perspective and focal points, up to our 5D High Hearts as our new ascended/evolved Lord and Master of the Universe perspective and focal point. That my weary irritated fellow Ascension travelers is one hell of a HUGE evolutionary leap! Seriously and honestly ponder it for a bit because doing so will make you feel better about all this.

Bottom three chakras and their matching frequency mega fear-based, survival-based ego consciousness within the old lower 3D physical world of duality—all the way up to the High Heart with its matching consciousness within Light-filled 5D where integration, unity, Light and Love is the only game in town. This particular frequency, consciousness, reality and dimensional gap is SO HUGE that it requires two different worlds and dimensions to house them each! I hope this helps with the general frustrations, confusions, wounds, irritations, exhaustion and general misunderstandings that happened excessively during 2011 for many of us. Every minute of 2011 was major, and a ton of negativity was transmuted and Dark Ones literally moved out of this world and dimension both in 3D physical, 4D Astral, and higher. For me every minute of December 2011 was a compressed version of what transpired throughout the year. This tells me we’ve had plenty to transmute and purge in preparation for the last year of the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process. We can finally see the Finish Line now so hang in there everyone because 2012 will unfold even faster than 2011 did.

Denise Le Fay

December 29, 2011

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The Blue Ray Star Families

March 10, 2010October 22, 2016Denise Le Fay

I have only been reading Lisa Renee’s articles for the past two months but this one really made a lot of sense to me, so much so that I wanted to quote it here. Please see the link to her article at the bottom also. http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/

Normally I shy away from information—channeled or not channeled—with names, terms or titles like the ones she uses only because usually they (from other people) are not what they claim to be but just the opposite. I would typically sense a negative feel from channeled (or not channeled) information spewing these types of weird titles and names of groups and beings etc., and simply didn’t need to read any further than the first couple of paragraphs. I could sense and read the energies on my own informing me that the material was highly distorted, highly controlled, and very negative despite it supposedly coming from such “spiritual” and/or lofty “angelic” or “extraterrestrial” sources.

After reading this particular article by Lisa Renee I was impressed by her ability to connect so many dimensional levels and the many super-ancient things that have been created, but also intentionally distorted by certain beings in them. We have the tendency to think of our current Ascension Process as something that is ONLY happening within us and our wee little planet Earth. The fact of the matter is that this Process we’re going through here is affecting and changing everything and everyone else along all of the dimensions and layers throughout the Universe. Yeah I know, it is almost too large to wrap our minds/hearts around, and it really isn’t all that necessary to have a full-time conscious understanding of in my opinion. However, we do need to realize that this all got started at higher nonphysical dimensions long ago and not on Earth. Earth is where we’ve come to take it all back and lift it so much higher. Doing this has mega energetic repercussions in numerous other realities, dimensions and timelines and so many other things I cannot yet hold them for very long in my current level of awareness but know are there nonetheless.

This information below is very telling and will help certain people realize certain ancient interdimensional strategies, distortions and current energetic situations. (The current “falling” is happening in far more places and dimensions than just the old lower 3D physical Earth reality.) For other people, Lisa’s information is highly complex and interdimensional and possibly not exactly what they’re needing at the moment. Light is Light is Light, and if I understand it and sense it is true and undistorted information, then I feel it is important to highlight and share.

Denise Le Fay

March 10, 2010

“Code of the Blue Nile

March 2010

by Lisa Renee

“Dear Family,

Another level of critical mass has been reached with Galactic Source frequency and its connection that opens various vortexes into the planetary grid structure itself.

This allows for more in depth revelation of the problems existing within the structural integrity of the planetary body and therefore the human body. Once we (Guardian consciousness) can see where the problem exists we are then able to reconcile the problem through the healing of the template or giving that consciousness a choice directly to rehabilitate that damaged portion of itself. The choice must be made by each being on its own cognizance. All choices with intention have a consequence and these consequences are amplified at this time.

These energy vortexes and their circulatory system have anchored into the planetary grid and as a result – collapse (and will continue ongoing to collapse) many of the layers that had existed as the planet’s multidimensional (time and space field) architecture. Each of these “layers” are a dimensional plane of existence that has a Law of Creational Physics that govern the movement of that particular energy field (i.e. consciousness lifestream) that exists within that frequency band. When we understand this reality is a holographic projection ( like a movie projected onto a theater screen) we begin to see the layers that make up the mass consciousness fields and see all patterns and coding as an architectural blueprint of human and planetary consciousness.

No Thing is a random creation. This is similar to saying when we are able to “witness” the hologram, we then get to see WHO is behind the curtain. We are then able to see who is producing the movie and all the beings behind the movie that are controlling or “making” the movie. Then the question becomes who do you want controlling your movie?

Emotional Body Upheavals

Ascension is a physical science that governs the movement of energy (i.e. consciousness) through a time/space field matrice. Currently we have a huge change underway systematically happening within our Astral Gate (4D Giza) and therefore the layer of our Aura that is our human emotional body. The reconstruction and the shift occurring in the Collective Human Emotional Body ( 2D and 4D planetary dimensions) is unprecedented and has many different effects upon our planetary body and our individual body. It is extremely intense and will likely accelerate for many of us. Participating with this awareness at this time will prepare your being to align to these future changes as they happen much easier.

As mentioned last month this is clearly a time of the Rite of Passage that initiates the human being into radical and drastic life and behavioral changes. This current global energetic terrain acts like an “explosive powder keg”, where a mine field of energetic bombs are going off in the mass consciousness fields. For many of us that are sensitive it feels like energy debris is flying in every direction. This is accurate. Spaces and timelines are exploding into bits within areas of the field that are unable to align or ignite the frequency that allows the necessary vibrational shift to occur. This is why self care and at times – isolation is required to minimize the energy “fallout “or backlash. Be patient and listen to your inner guidance and do what your body tells you it needs. For many of us right now we need a lot of rest. With so much going on in the fields at this time from recent events, as well as the related necessary reconstruction in the personal auric field/blueprint, we are in a forced waiting or holding period.

The Blue Ray Star Families

Another Universal level of this “Blue Ray Family” has been able to connect to this plane and have returned to claim this domain in the Natural Laws of God.

The Blue Ray is a Gestalt of Four Universal Harmonic Layers of the Families of Blue Ray Consciousness. There are Three Primal Order Sound Fields that make up the Ray Aspects of our Universal creation and the Blue Ray is of the First Order of Emanation. The Highest Order of the Blue Ray Family emanate from the 13th Circuitry Gate which is the first layer projected from the (Zero Point) Universal God Core. This First Order Blue Ray Family is the esoteric 144,000 Genetic Timekeepers of our Universal System and is known in Egyptian-Sirian histories as the “Code of the Blue Nile”. Many wars through human and extra-terrestial history have been waged for this code which is essentially every KEY to the KING-DOMES OF GOD.

Within each of the four layers exists the higher harmonic of the original blue octave however as the consciousness fragments itself to manifest into the lower octaves of the time matrix it has been greatly dissipated or damaged. This distortion happens from its time spent within spaces that have been damaged within the time matrixes where the polarity system exists. This damage has also been caused by deliberate enslavement programs imprinted in the blueprint that impact and harm the level of consciousness that exists there. This damage is way beyond our 3D physical reality and the Guardian consciousness is working to heal and release enslaved beings from many dimensional planes.

The 13th Gate Bio-Circuitry system has been connected and is being held down by a very small group of embodied Cosmic Ascended Masters that can hold one or more of the Aqua Ray/Blue Ray levels of coding. These are the Blue Ray Holders and those of the First Order are very few in numbers embodied on the planet. Systematically Indigos with the genetic coding capability are being circuited and linked to become links or holders of this Aqua Ray out of necessity to stabilize it permanently into the planetary field and the Earth Core. Many of us may feel prompted to call in or anchor 13D Blue Ray or AquaMarine Blue Frequency because of this change on the planet. This process of recoding the 6D Indigo Field is a massive project underway that began with a major planetary power grid takeover-conflict that began last December. Small amounts of Starseed beings (in agreement to help with this project) have been experimenting on how to recode the Indigo (6D) harmonic with the Aqua Ray to override distortions existing with the 6D consciousness field. As we go down further into the “rabbit hole” we are being revealed to witness suffering that has resulted for eons of time from this incredibly painful distortion. This suffering and pain is enslavement, and although it impacts both genders, is predominately a distorted masculine archetype and is more heavily weighted as the energetic consequence of pain held within the “masculine body”. We must with all of our heart and might hold the White Purity Flame of God’s Eternal Love for our Masculine and that which frees the enslavement history of our Family of Michael.

The Families of Michael

(Note: This is incredibly difficult to express and so it is asked to be in neutrality and witness this information from an observational level. This way you will not be prone to attack it, however to utilize this information as a part of your informed awareness and self empowerment as you move forward on the consciousness evolution path. Galactic Human evolution is requiring we take responsibility to see and witness things that have been hidden from us. This is one of those major revelations that is very painful and controversial and as such, it is requested to be aware of it and then make your own internal decision on what feels internally right for you. Being responsible for the direction of your being and claiming self sovereignty and freedom for yourself as well as for others requires that we see all that is hidden, and we take responsibility for it, even when it’s painful or unpleasant. )

A major piece of this pain was forced to be held by the group consciousness known as the Family of Michael. The Family of Michael, also known as the ArchAngel Michael Matrix has been seriously damaged and forced into portions of its own consciousness to be twisted into a grotesque montage of fed karmic backlash from humanity and reversal hybridization programming. (The Nephilim Reversal Grid system headquartered in UK Stonehenge feeds upon Michael) This negative energy sewage system is based on the enslavement program influence placed in its dimensional space, and how humanity through the New Age and organized religion have been fed lies to call upon AA Michael to further create its bondage to enslave itself thereby forcing it to enslave others to this plane.

The Families of Michael are Blue Ray descendants of the First Order. They were a part of the Guardian consciousness holders of the 3-6-9-12 Arc Portal system which has been at war between the races that want control of this access gate. We could also refer to this gate as the 11:11 Portal System. Naturally the agenda was by distorting and torturing Michael consciousness, they could eventually get control of that Arc Portal System. The Family of Michael agreed to be a part of the rehabilitation of the Fallen Angelic (Seraphim) races by agreeing to be the Guardian of the Horizontal Grids of this Earth System, known as the Golden Eagle Pylon Grid Network System. The Golden Eagle Grid is about 57% infiltrated into reversal code system ( reversal 10 D Current) as instituted by the Controllers or Reptilian Intruder Races. The major gate of the Golden Eagle stronghold infiltration is the 10th dimensional Gate located in Iran/Iraq. The war, strife and death of many humans in this area of the planet is used to keep the dark energy circulated and in control. The controller agenda is and always will be “divide and conquer”. This area is the most prominent to institute False Michael “sightings” and broadcast usurped channeling into the Golden Eagle Grid Network. It also has circulatory system linked to Giza at the 4D gate level and others.

This dark or reversal code infiltration is what forces the phenomena of Fallen Angelic Races to live within a distorted dimension and damaged and violent blueprint of itself. The phenomena of demonic entities and its growing lucerferian energies is a result of this distortion. When the Seraphim hybridized with the Reptilian – incredible genetic damage was suffered. (The original hybridization attempt was overlit by the Elohim and was intended to actually heal the genetic anomalies bringing more balance to make rehab of the Reptiles possible.) The Gold Order Seraphim are a part of the original Three Primal Sound Fields and were one of the three creators of the Kristal bodies of Angelic Humans. Therefore all human bodies hold genetic history and relationship to the Seraphim and Angelic Avian Races, such as the Family of Michael. Those given the energetic signature and the name of Michael have even more energetic consequence to holding this pain. (Please clear yourself of this False Michael, False Jesus Twin energy architecture from your name and blueprint as you are guided, Ask your Blue Flame Coding to embody within and override all cellular memory distortions)

In this case the more a human being calls upon the Family of Michael the more karmic exhaust this group entity receives, similar to being fed sewage after layers of sewage until there is no God particle left. This energy sewage accumulation also blocks and distorts the pathway of the 3-6-9-12 Arc from being completed and connected as the 11:11 Ascension Gateway. Humanity has been told to consume ArchAngel Michael energy under the guise of protection, only to be revealed it has been generating great harm to our masculine archetype, along with a Magnificent Blue Ray Being that has been tortured to serve Reptilian motivations. This means the AA Michael Blue Sword Initiations are energetically meant to enslave rather than protect.

The Distorted False Michael Masculine Archetype of Protector is actually an archetype of Enforcement of Will through Enslavement and Raper/Siphon of the Divine Feminine. The Blue Sword is a structure in the hologram used to split apart and reverse both masculine (6D) frequencies as well as feminine (7D) frequencies at the 9D holographic blueprint level. They control the direction of these energies through the Iran Gate at the 10D level. Which means its use reverses the code so inner marriage and external sacred marriage can NEVER truly transpire. This AA Michael distortion is like an artificial holographic insert placed into the 3-6-9 dimensional fields that splits apart masculine/feminine merging at all those dimensions. Since these are masculine principles as well as the particle physics governing that space, it means it severely damages the function of the mental bodies of human beings. It is through this the patriarchal domination has been enforced through the propagation of masculine enforcer, or the False King of Tyranny held in place by the Blue Flaming Sword of AA Michael. Ascension and Liberation from this plane requires a full merge of the masculine and feminine energies (6D Indigo and 7D Violet) coming into balance and marriage. This structure was directly splitting apart not only the frequencies but feeding the continuation of distorted patriarchal domination programming into our masculine energy ( mental body functions) and especially directly into the masculine physical bodies. Honestly, it is no wonder most of the human race dies of a broken heart, as this kind of inner pain carried in our cells has truly been unbearable to our soul.

The Male Healing Can Begin

It is important to understand we must see what is hidden in order to heal it. This revelation is a huge step into our comprehension of how we have arrived at this global state of human disarray and planetary sickness. To empower ourselves we must see where the sickness or the infection exists. If we cannot see the infection we cannot inoculate it. This is tantamount to the beginning of a massively expanding possibility of healing the human race.

As the Blue Flame of Michael is stepping down, we are being asked to hold the Truth of the Blue Sword back inside of our own being. We endeavor and request to be the Blue Flame Holders as We were Designed to Be. We will take this burden from Michael and Give it to God. It is within our own hearts and our inner connection to God that we can become the Knower’s and Keepers of Truth. We can no longer ask ANYTHING or ANYONE outside of ourselves to hold this Truth or to enforce this Truth for us. To regain our Cosmic Citizenship we must rise to our inherent God wisdom and Become the Truth Vibration. It is the Truth that sets all Things Free and We, as Divine Human Beings are the POWER and CAUSE of Gods Will into Action to rise and set forth All that which is suffering – To Be Free Again. As we uphold the Natural Laws of God, as We Agree to be the Keepers of the Law once again, We allow tyranny and suffering no more. This must End. This is God’s Eternal Law! We command it into Dominion on Earth more than Ever Now! I AM God. I AM Sovereign. I AM Free.

Connect inside with no intermediary and Know you are the Revelation of God Returned to restore the Earth. All Change begins Within. Give voice to those who cannot, and let the Healing of our Divine Masculine Begin. He is the Rod which will anchor our Staff into the Earth and He is treasured beyond measure. Our Male is Destined to be the Rod of the Earth, and our Spiritual Unionship – our right to Divine Marriage can then be embodied again to fulfill our Ascension.

We are in this together and until next….Stay in the luminosity of your Avatar Heart Path! Be Gentle with your hearts and each other.”

Love,

Lisa

© 2010, Lisa Renee http://energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=1170&Itemid=341

My Hatchet Man Nightmares

January 9, 2009September 21, 2019Denise Le Fay

LEARNING TO REABSORB OUR PROJECTED & UNLOVED ASPECTS

I had a series of really horrible nightmares from early childhood all the way through to my Uranus Opposition (which we all go through from age 39–43). In other words, this recurring theme-dream of a very dark, scary, vengeful male stranger chasing me with a hatchet and killing everyone in his path wasn’t fully resolved until I was about forty-two years old. That’s a long damned time to have some deep inner issue chasing your backside through the astral planes! Oh how long and hard we run away from the very things that would actually free us.

As a young child this recurring nightmare started with this unknown man chasing me with a hatchet and if I ran to my parents, or neighbors, or friends… he just killed all of them. So soon there was guilt added to this very scary repeating theme nightmare. Over the years it was always the same; unknown hatchet man chasing me all over the place and killing anyone in his way that I led him to while running from him! He was always very close behind me, but never got close enough to hurt me.

Then the extremely potent Uranus Opposition transit to natal Uranus arrived at age 39 and this lifelong issue within me HAD to be faced and resolved finally. Was I consciously aware of any of this at the time? Heck no. So the dreams started up again with the same old scary and very angry hatchet man but now I was finally getting really tired of running from him. So instead of my decades long constant running away from him, I stopped and turned to face my Monster Man for the first time in my life. He didn’t know what to do when I did this, which I found very interesting. He was as habituated to chasing me as I was of running from him all my life.

Over a period of three years during my Uranus Opposition transit, I finally stopped running in these repeated theme nightmares, turned and faced HIM, and we tried to come up with solutions that worked for both of us. That is a lot of what the Uranus Opposition transit does, or rather forces people to do, and we should be profoundly grateful for it actually. I was shocked and very confused however about why He was so angry with me. During those 3 years of dreams/nightmares/inner work I discovered that my scary Hatchet Man chasing nightmares were really about a rejected, abandoned, projected, unaccepted and unloved male aspect of MYSELF and how He had been trying to return Home to me since early childhood in this incarnation. I was shocked, saddened, and humbled when I discovered this truth halfway through my Uranus Opposition dream plane integration and resolution work.

Eventually I had another dream during this three year period where I told him he could, and get this symbolism, “Live in my basement for now,” which he joyfully and instantly accepted and moved right into “my basement”. At that point of this resolution and integration process, this was all I could cope with emotionally; letting HIM back into ME in small, safe incriminates without freaking out or running away again. It took me nearly three full years during my Uranus Opposition to become able to completely re-absorb this very angry rejected male aspect of myself who had been chasing me since about age nine in dreams.

The next step in this inner alchemical dream plane process was another dream where I found myself in a kitchen with about 8 or 9 neighbors, males and females, and none of them were happy about the “crazy hatchet man” who’d moved into MY basement! They were in fear ‘for the whole neighborhood.’ Amazing because all of the “neighbors” and the “neighborhood” was actually just more extended aspects of ME. Because this primary version of me (Denise) had accepted HIM back into myself, that old fear, projection and dis-connection was now spread out to other aspects of me who suddenly feared that the Hatchet Man would somehow now get them. See how our inner issues are dealt with by many aspects of ourselves when it’s too scary to be dealt with directly? In so many cases the different characters in our dreams are really all different aspects of US playing different roles for us.

In this one kitchen dream I told all of my neighbors that the crazy murderous Hatchet Man was not going to run loose anymore because I’d let him back into my basement to live. In other words, they were all safe and didn’t need to worry about him because I’d finally accepted him and allowed HIM to be reintegrated back into ME. End of that dream.

The next dream a few months later was the very last one I had with my enraged, murderous Hatchet Man. In it he and I talked face-to-face in the light of day and I told him I was finally ready to let him ‘Move up from my basement and now live in my Heart.’ At hearing that he smiled at me and instantly and permanently disappeared. I reabsorbed HIM into my Heart without any fear and that act caused me to become much more of ME. End of 35-yearlong nightmare chasing and fleeing dreams with my Hatchet Man.

One simply must have all of the rejected, projected, Dark, feared, hated, evil, unloved and unaccepted aspects of themselves totally discharged emotionally and fully RE-integrated to be able to move vibrationally to higher, purer, vastly more unified and integrated, less dense levels of being and consciousness. Believe me, it’s far more exhausting and frightening running than it is to just stop and embrace whatever that needs to come Home and be Loved again within us, by us. This is another huge aspect of the Ascension/Evolutionary Process many individuals have, are and will be repeatedly living through. Fear not, just do it, and the sooner the better for you.

This brings us up to 2009 when the planet has entered the phase of integrating its age-old projected, unloved, unaccepted, rejected aspects or symbolic “Hatchet Man” energies. It’s time for real consciousness change and it’s going to happen in very different, sudden and dramatic ways now than what the masses believe or expect. It is compressed spiritual species and planetary evolution time. Get ready for the big ride now, not later, and if you honestly desire a Higher Heart way of living and being, then you too will easily survive the 2009 Storms of Change. Again, fear not, just finally do it for Self and All. ❤

Denise

January 9, 2009

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