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It’s 10-10-10 & Company Is Coming

October 8, 2010March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

In typical Denise fashion I perceive, receive higher complex information and large concepts in almost embarrassingly simplified ways. This is why I write the way I do; I cut to the chase and go for the bottom-line because I usually don’t perceive all the detailed filler information such as names, sub-zones, levels and such. It isn’t that important to me in all honesty. Once I have perceived some main aspects of certain Bigger Pictures, I don’t need all the names and complex finer details. I perceive the overall gist and feel of what’s happening, why and when.

10-10-10 AND GUESS WHO IS COMING TO DINNER?

I’ve decided to write this exactly as I perceived this information and not do as much interpreting, explaining and defining as I usually try to do. We’re all needing to evolve to where we don’t depend on certain people and/or systems and/or only our left-brained intellect to define reality for us. After thousands of years of deliberate dark BS, lies and distortions from lower frequency people and global systems, we’ve reached spiritual adulthood now and need to start defining reality for ourselves. The Body and Brain Rewiring will enable us to do this and much more.

I’d like you to see in your mind’s eye exactly what I’ve seen, felt and know about the 09-09-09 (September 9, 2009) through 12-21-12 (December 21, 2012) transitions because I believe it’s how more of us are going to be perceiving/receiving higher Light information knowledge now; decreased linear words (telepathic and physically written/spoken), with increased visual symbols as large chunks of complex Light information. Below are two highly simplified symbolic visual information concepts about the 10-10-10 (October 10, 2010) energy Stair-step transition that I perceived a while ago. Actually, it is not only the triple tens of October 10, 2010. Another level or phase within the ongoing Ascension Process was activated via the 09-09-09 of September 9, 2009, and will continue to unfold quickly and dramatically now through the 10-10-10, and the 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 remaining important energy transitions. See, feel and know these two symbolic visuals and interpret this phase of the Ascension and Embodiment Processes for yourself.

MY FIRST HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

In your mind’s eye envision a massive dense rain forest from overhead as if you were in an airplane looking down on it. There is absolutely nothing down there but dense trees and other thick vegetation. No cleared areas whatsoever, no roads, absolutely nothing but thick, dark, dense, scary and impenetrable rain forest. Do you see it? Can you hear the airplane’s little engine running far up above? Can you see the vast and dense rain forest below you? See it, hear it, feel it and hold it in your inner mind’s eye and heart as you keep reading, feeling and knowing.

The pilot of this small plane has one very important passenger on-board who desires to land in that dense Earth forest. Problem is, there’s absolutely no place to land the plane and this very important passenger must land and step off on to the ground. This passenger will not parachute but must land and touch the ground in this precise way. So, the pilot and his very important passenger continue flying in large slow circles overhead, searching, waiting, searching far and wide, hoping to find a small landing strip somewhere below in the massive denseness.

Meanwhile…

You have a burning, unrelenting cosmic soul NEED to carve out a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dark, dangerous rain forest by yourself. WTF! Really? Do you realize how insanely difficult and dangerous that’s going to be? Are you aware that you may not be able to complete the landing strip in time for the small airplane to land? Shit… Hum… No, I can do it. It is what I do and do very well so cheerio, fuck-it-all, I’m carving out a damned landing strip in the middle of a massive dense, dark rain forest alone and by-hand and I absolutely will not stop until it is completed.

Amazingly you’ve succeeded in carving out a large, magnificent landing strip in the middle of a dense rain forest. You are however all cut up, bruised, bloody, beat to hell, unimaginably exhausted, and you just want to sit down and have a good long hard cry and little Pity Party for yourself. Go ahead, you’ve earned it for god sake. You carved out a freaking landing strip in the middle of a dense dark jungle where angels fear to tread! Have that hard-earned, gut-wrenching, snot-flying, deep soul-sobbing cry and be proud because you did it despite the enormous difficulties and dangers involved. (This fellow Lightworkers, Forerunners, Pathpavers represents Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, which I’m sure you recognize.)

There you are in all your Volunteer, Starseed, Lightworker, Pathpaver dirty, bloody and beat-up glory sitting exhausted and crying on your mighty fine looking landing strip in the middle of a dense, but now oh so much brighter open and cleared rain forest. You wait, and wait, and wait there for months, then years, but no one comes. Insert more intense and dejected crying, confusion and anger along with short periods of real self-doubt here.

Then one day you hear it, the ever so faint sound of a small airplane flying overhead far in the distance. OMG, could it be? Is The Great Day finally here? You bet your sweet Volunteer, Forerunner, Lightworker, tired Old Soul ass it is finally here!

‘Da plane, da plane!’ your weary and nearly broken mind excitedly sings like a spiritual joke from that old TV show Fantasy Island. You hear the small plane finally approaching and you know it’s going to land on your beloved landing strip. Deep inside you also know that the real fun will start now. You glance at your watch to check the date and time and sure enough, it’s 10-10-10. Oh man, here it finally comes after all these brutal, isolated, painful and dangerous years of intense preparation Work.

MY SECOND HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

See this next symbolic scenario in your mind’s eye and High Heart too for you already know all this but maybe haven’t put all the puzzle pieces together yet.

You’ve got very special company coming to visit you soon, so you start the massive house cleaning, yard cleaning, window washing, buffing and polishing, washing and everything cleaning in preparation. This is so exciting and rare, but it is going to take plenty of time and serious energy-consuming cleaning and clearing Work to get your house, yard, and yourself ready for the arrival of your very special company.

You start the massive cleaning, clearing and trash removal Work on your house—inside and out—and in your yard too. You’ve got plenty of time to get it all done before your company arrives, however, you know your back is going to hurt like all hell doing it all, that you’re going to become profoundly tired and in a lot of extra pain and stress trying to do so much work, so much cleaning, so much polishing and prep Work for this special company that’s coming. It doesn’t matter, you dive into all your cleaning and clearing work despite the extra aches, pains and fatigue that it causes your physical body and everything else. You rest when you can and get back to the intense cleaning and clearing work day after day. On top of all this you still have your daily “regular life’s work and chores” that need to be done too but you somehow manage to get it all done.

It’s slow going and there’s far more dirt, junk and mess than you initially realized was there but you keep at it because you’re so excited to have this particular company coming. It makes the long and difficult cleaning and trash removal Work worth it when you think about how much fun it’s going to be once this particular company arrives.

Finally, you take a long careful look around your house both inside and out and check the yard to make sure it is clean and beautiful. Most all the cleaning Work is done now, and despite your being absolutely exhausted after endless months of cleaning and prep Work, your house, yard and everything else is looking and feeling exceptionally nice, clean, tidy and ready for your very special company. You glance at your calendar one more time to check the date to see how long before your company arrives, and you discover it’s only a few days now! 10-10-10 is right around the corner and your very special company will begin arriving then.

LIGHT APPEARS AT THE END OF THIS VERY LONG TUNNEL

You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in carving out the difficult landing strip in the middle of the dense and nearly impenetrable rain forest on time. You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in cleaning and clearing your entire house, yard, and everything else in preparation of the arrival of your special out-of-town company. And importantly, you finally understand WHO the special passenger is in the small plane that’s getting ready to land now; you understand WHO your special out-of-town company is that’s arriving with the 10-10-10 energies. You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about carving a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dangerous rain forest by yourself (the old physical 3D dense world of Duality). You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about cleaning and clearing your entire house and yard (the transmuting and resolving of polarity, karma, and all lower frequency energies within yourself, mind, heart and bodies that was Phase 1 of the Ascension Process). All of this long, painful and incredibly difficult prep Work was absolutely necessary so that higher aspects of YOU could even “land” and then start to merge with, be embodied by you physically.

10-10-10 is the start of this intense phase of us embodying, continuously and increasingly housing within our physical bodies more of what has always existed at higher dimensions. You know why this can finally happen because you’ve done all the insanely difficult and painful Work, cleaning and clearing for over a decade. Since 09-09-09, we’ve been inching our ways towards finally having these next particular transitions happen. The 10-10-10, 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 Stair-steps or portals or gates are the last three important Ascension Process transitions we have to journey through. There’s more than just these three but they are huge in what and why.

The plane is finally landing, your special company is finally arriving via these remaining 10-10-10 and beyond incremental energy Stair-steps. Guess how amazing and easily creative it’s going to be to literally embody so much more of YOU—the pilot, his special passenger, your very special company, plus you who did all the cleaning and landing strip prep Work—in your physical body on the new 5D Earth from here on out? Hey, that sounds like your doorbell ringing, you had better get it.

Denise Le Fay

October 8, 2010

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New Insights

June 10, 2010April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

I’ve mentioned that I’ve experienced some of the old lower negative coming back into to my space, my life, my reality (off and on) since April 2010. Now that may sound much worse than it really has been, so please do not go into fear or worry about any of this. I’ve got to be able to talk about the the Dark, Team Dark/the Negatives, the unpleasant side, the negative polarized stuff and not have anyone get scared or “fall” back into the negative muck-zone vibrationally because I’m talking about it. After reading so many of your blessedly wonderful and wise Comments lately about this Dark negative topic, I can clearly see that I don’t have to worry about scaring many of my readers; you’ve been there yourselves and fought for your lives and sanity for years or decades already, so I won’t restrict myself talking about this particular aspect of the Ascension Process.

I suspect some of the changes I’ve personally been experiencing recently have to do with the many astrological sign changes that have happened since June started. More is coming this month too, so I’m getting increasingly excited about these new energy or astrological costume changes. One of these insights I’ve had in June is how much we really are (while in physical form I mean) big Drama Queens and Drama Kings! Honestly, it’s part of being IN physical bodies IN a physical dimension and feeling things so intensely and knowing that we could, at any moment, die in one way or another.

Being non-physical spiritual beings that come into physical bodies existing within a physical dimension reminds me of those great scenes in that movie Meet Joe Black where Brad Pitt plays Death and enters the body of a human so he can have his holiday vacation. Remember those wonderful scenes where Brad Pitt playing Death tastes food (peanut butter) for the first time? And when he falls in love, when he has sex for the first time? Great scenes of a non-physical being experiencing physicality in the flesh for himself for the first time. And of course, how attached Death became so quickly to the flavors and intense sensations that only life within physicality can produce in those specific ways. Once in a physical body in a physical realm, we all become Drama Queens/Kings over something here! We enjoy the polarity, the good and the bad, the highs and the lows, the love and the fear because we know as non-physical spiritual beings that there are not a lot of other realms or worlds where we can FEEL so directly and intensely as we do on earth in physicality.

In part, I bring this up because ***** ***** told her readers (repeatedly) that bliss and heaven on earth was right around the corner for all of us. She and others told their readers that things didn’t need to unfold in the uncomfortable and harsh ways they now are on earth; that this transformation and dimensional shift could have been accomplished so much easier and less painfully than it now is. She and any others who’ve said that may have been right but that’s not how this has been unfolding unfortunately. I’ve never ever Seen or perceived that this massive and multidimensional species, planetary, cosmic ascension and dimensional shift process would be a walk in the park. I’ve sensed from childhood that this was going to be just as dramatic as any entrenched 3D human could ever hope to experience while in a physical body and life on evolving physical earth. It is the E-ticket ride of all E-ticket rides anywhere in the cosmos, and as we’re all experiencing personally, it is not for the faint-hearted, the wishy-washy, the fluffies, the gullible, the deluded, the unaware or weak. This has been and still is brutal, dangerous, difficult, painful, horrible and frightening more times than I’d like to admit but that’s what it takes for us to get ourselves, humanity and earth out of the Dark Ages, extreme global negative, totally controlled nightmare that it’s been in for many thousands of years. I doubt Lead feels blissful while it is Alchemically transforming into Gold but there’s nothing wrong with that. To me it’s just an aspect of the overall Process and it will not last forever, even though it seems like it will from where you and I stand today.

Seriously, how much fun and excitement would there be—not to mention the ability to proclaim proudly like an old war veteran to the multiverse that “I was there!” — if Starbeings or Angelics or whoever just sprinkled fairy dust down on earth from above and made all the Team Dark negative beings and humans disappear? How would that maneuver affect your spiritual Drama Queen/King-ness? Would you feel satisfied, or feel like someone just prevented you from becoming a conscious creator with plenty of hard-earned notched in your cosmic spiritual lesson belt? Would you even want to take part if there wasn’t going to be at least some high drama here n’ there during the Process? Naw…I doubt it honestly! We like to feel and know that we’ve really, really tasted that damned 3D peanut butter and got our monies worth, don’t we? We like feeling and knowing that we’ve really kicked some serious Dark negative multi-D monster ass and helped to get things rolling towards the Light. Hey, it’s who we are and what we do, and many of us would be bored out of our freaking skulls if the Process wasn’t something that caused us to FEEL and KNOW that things are really, really evolving and transforming.

So yeah, there are these patches and phases where we’re getting the full effect of our physical E-ticket ride and we cry and complain that we’re never ever doing this again, anywhere, for anyone goddammit…at least I occasionally do! Then the Dark negative shitstorm eases up again and we relax and feel a bit better…and then it all starts up once more because of those energy stair steps remember? We’ve all got to do this thing in steps and phases otherwise it would destroy our bodies and minds.

I realized during Phase One of the Ascension Process that the First Wave Lightworkers (especially) were attacked by the Dark negative aliens and beings in an attempt to stop us doing what we were at that point. I honestly think the Dark side of the Force, the Dark tee-shirts, Team Dark, the negative non-physical aliens, beings and entities believed they could easily pick us off one-by-one and fairly quickly put a stop to this whole Ascension and “System Busting” Lightwork Process we were doing then — and in many cases they almost did! However, now this ongoing Ascension and breaking free from the negative Dark energies and controlled consciousness they know it’s happening very fast now and they’re making constant and rapid changes within their systems to maintain their hold and control over this world and its inhabitants. They’re going to continue lashing out at us because of who we are and what we’ve been doing and being energetically all along. But now in Phase Two with time speeding up/collapsing in on itself, the Dark negative beings are working faster and more frantically than ever before to not lose everything and everyone they’ve controlled for so long. We need to remember that until this aspect of the ascension Process is completely done, these negative stuck Dark beings will continue to try to take us down…or out completely. No fear though.

December 3, 2004, I briefly and unintentionally left physical 3D and went to some location within 5D where a small and very happy and excited group of BLUE Beings greeted me. They told me many things while I was in their dimensional layer, and one of those things was and I quote, “…the negative people and non-physical beings will soon begin to devour themselves energetically…” due to us Lightworkers breaking up their strangle-hold on humanity and old 3D earth from within that system, which will naturally cause their food source to disappear. In other words, these wonderful 5D blue humanoid beings were letting me know that we were really close (in Dec. 2004) to energetically vibrating fast enough to be able to see them and many other higher-dimensional, non-physical positive beings (aka reentering Universal Society). But that we were also very close to the negative Dark beings freaking out like never before because of all this and, like a drowning person going down for the last time, they would be lashing out at people carrying Light because we are the enemy.

The moral of the story is—because it was really a story about Duality — it’s gonna get worse before it gets better, but, much better is finally around the corner. Yep, heaven on 5D Earth because we plowed right through the multi-D Team Dark negative stuck Beings and 3D humans. Now aren’t you really feelin’ pretty darned good and proud of all you’ve accomplished personally and collectively while under constant heavy fire from the Dark Side of the Force?

Denise Le Fay

June 10, 2010

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Negative Entities, Human Possessions, Ascension & Staying On THE PATH

May 27, 2010April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

“Oh Man! This is huge! I’ve been dealing with this for so many years and yeah, I know when I tell people about some of my experiences, they look at me and you can tell they want to pat me on the back and say, “There, there. You’ll be ok.” I have sensed dark entities since I was a kid, when my grandmother used to tell me to make the sign of the cross with my fingers and yell at them to leave in the name of God! And that seems easy compared to what I’ve been bumping up against lately!

So Denise, anyone, everyone – what the hell do you do when you have people in your life that are so dark, so awful? Not just friends, because I’ve been able to shake a lot of them off, but family, damn it! There they are, stuck in your face, trying to suck you in to their darkness and all the family drama that comes with them. I call them emotional vampires and some of them I think are sociopathic – no conscience, no feelings, just stuck in their own shit – you get the picture. Just when I feel like I’m holding my own – bam! Either the phone rings or they show up at my door with their bags of garbage and negativity, giving away free guilt trips. I just DON’T want to fix them anymore, I don’t want to be part of their drama, I just want peace.

I digress. IS there anything that can be done for these dark humans? Once they are so sucked into the darkness, is there any hope or help for them? Or should I just meet them at the door with a cross? This is so difficult, for me anyway. I’ve always been the “fixer” but I really really don’t want to fix any more, but I also really really don’t know what to do, other than run and hide!”

Love Chrysalis55

This is in response to many of the Comments left by readers about my Etheric Attachments & Possessions article of May 26, 2010. This topic is another huge, multidimensional complex and difficult aspect of being a Forerunner/Lightworker/Wayshower/Starseed living the Ascension Process that people experience. Next in line is often with the ascending persons husband/wife, lover/mate, parent/parents, siblings, friends, co-workers, neighbors, community etc. You have been activated to evolve and transmute yourself via the alchemical Ascension Process, or, you reincarnated as a Forerunner/Lightworker/Starseed/Wayshower to work from within the old lower negative system to break it up, bring in higher frequency Light energies, embody those higher frequency Light energies in yourself and your body first and Wayshow the rest of humanity who’ll begin the Ascension Process a decade or so later. [During the alchemical Ascension Process we encounter—in varying degrees of intensity, resistance, frustration and difficulty—many other people who are NOT and may never enter the Ascension Process in their current incarnations as we have. Obviously this can and usually does create huge tensions and plenty of emotional pain for both sides as Lou Ann and Chrysalis and others here have shared.

We’ve got multiple things and multiple dimensions going on within this one topic of Etheric Attachments & Possessions by negative Dark nonhuman entities attached to certain humans, and the Ascension Process, and Family of Light, and Family of Dark. We’re also talking about having to deal with humans that have an attached etheric negative entity and it controlling them and also trying to control everyone around them—especially you because you’re waking up and shining Light all over what’s been the Dark’s 3D territory for a very long time! And we’re talking about how some of us have been dealing with the Family of Dark—to borrow a great Barbara Marciniak term—since our early childhoods as Robin has mentioned. Others have had encounters with negative beings, aliens, entities and energies in their different forms but only since their physical Ascension Process began.

Reincarnating as a member of the Family of Light into a totally controlled and Dark earth reality
Being activated by the ascension process which means you now will meet the Dark directly or indirectly through possessed humans, humans with etheric attachments, and/or people with severely closed-off consciousness and so on
Encountering negative energies, fears, lack of understanding etc. from family and/or other loved ones over your ascension-related changes and growth

As you can see there are a number of levels and layers to this topic because it is multidimensional, because we are multidimensional and are affected by other beings (both positive and negative) that exist in dimensions other than 3D. This has always been the case, but now with the ongoing ascension process and dimensional shift, the multi-D pot has gotten shaken up real good and the Veil or borders—especially 4D the astral plane—are wide open and citizens from 3D are traversing 4D and beings that have always existed within 4D are walking right into 3D with the greatest of ease.

So how to dodge the Dark negative in all of its many forms even when it may be a family member? Eventually you will, for your own sanity, safety, and continued spiritual growth within the ascension process, have to make a decision about not continuing to move forward vibrationally yourself and remaining back with other family members and/or loved ones, your own children, husband or wife etc. or stepping away from them so you can continue evolving/ascending now. It boils down to that choice for each of us. I’ve had to do it with some family members, my child, and all of my physical friends over the past decade. As much as Lightworkers are “fixers” as Chrysalis correctly called it, in the end it is only us that we’re supposed to really “fix” now. When we do our own ascension Work, we make it so much easier for other people to then begin the Process themselves. But, we’ve got to do it for ourselves first and not the other way around.

Back to Chrysalis’ question about how to protect oneself from lower frequency family members that are not living the Ascension Process but you are.

This may sound harsh but if you’re over 21 years of age, then I think it best for the ascending/evolving person to get away from them and any other people who are trying to stop or suppress you and your Ascension Process. Whether they are just unaware of what’s happening and why, or if they have a negative entity attached to them etherically or worse, or if they’re hard-core religious people incapable of growing beyond those limited immature and incorrect old belief systems, if any of these problems are aimed at you because you are growing, evolving and changing, then you need to disconnect from those people for as long as needed. Believe me, nothing causes them to then have to deal with themselves when they no longer have you to project upon for whatever their reasons! It takes two to tango as the saying goes, and your disconnecting has repercussions on them and it amazingly is usually exactly what they need to finally begin getting themselves together too. Or not.

There are many great books available that teach different methods of etheric protection so I won’t get into that here. I may in another article and if you are interested in that aspect of this topic write a Comment and let me know. I suggest that for your own sanity, continued growth, happiness and soul mission you change your situation so the person or persons who are trying to control you for whatever their reasons cannot any longer. This next statement may also sound rather harsh also but it is often very painfully true.

In many cases the 4D “monsters” — devils, demons, entities, negative aliens, possessed people, the emotionally and/or mentally imbalanced, the fractured people in our lives (especially during the time we’re living the Ascension Process first) are giant Duality mirrors for us, plus the painful irritations to guaranty that WE will continue with our spiritual, evolutionary ascension journey all the way. On the other hand, many but certainly not all of these people who are deep in negative energy and/or possibly have etheric attachments and worse are not your concern at this point within the Ascension Process. Never forget that if we don’t do it here now, we’ll go elsewhere that’s a better energetic match to us and continue on with our growth, education, creativity and spiritual development there. So no one is really left behind or left out; it’s all about personal choice and not about “good/bad”, “right/wrong” etc. at all.

Note: Today transiting Uranus entered Aries which will activate further changes everywhere. Just an astrological reminder as this is a potent energy change.

Denise Le Fay

May 27, 2010

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My Memories of Original Lemuria

April 12, 2010April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

Stu asked me to talk more about my personal memories of Lemuria so thank you Stu. I talked a bit about this in the Introduction of A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution but will add more here.

The first thing I need you to understand about my personal memories of Lemuria is that it is a “past life” memory, but one that was on Earth (Lemuria) prior to when it became dense enough to be physical. In other words, my past life memories of Lemuria are from its creation point at a higher non-physical level and not a much later physical dense time that more people remember and can relate to. I remember being one of the involuting souls (intentionally moving away from Source to create and learn within its creations) who created sections of original Earth/Lemuria as it too involuted vibrationally. Things always start at higher non-physical levels first, and then spread out/down/in or wherever the creators intend.

My Lemurian past life memories started as a young child in this life, having an intense passion about water and being a creature that lived underwater in THE most beautiful place you can imagine. Sounds like a child’s fantasy, doesn’t it? Some children’s “fantasies” are just like their “imaginary friends” that no one else can see or remember and are based on actual past life memories and inter-dimensional contacts and communications with non-physical beings/entities/ETs/Starbeings/Angelics/energies etc.

As a young child in this life I longed and ached for some ancient magical and much-loved place where I had been a creature that could live under the water. It was terribly frustrating as a child not being able to exist underwater like I remembered in this other place, time, and state of being. With time I remembered more about this pre-physical past life and these frustrations dissipated. What I realized I remembered was my having been a non-physical being who—with many other non-physical beings just like me—were busily creating what would become Earth and the first non-physical landmass on it—the original Motherland (totally Goddess consciousness and energy and nothing else), the original etheric and very large continent of Lemuria. Over a very long time the Earth and Lemuria became increasingly dense vibrationally, to the point where they did become solid 3D objects within physicality but that was much, much later.

Now that you clearly understand that my memories are from the etheric and NOT yet physical phase of Earth/Lemuria, I’ll share what little bits and pieces I have remembered about it. I remember being a non-physical being—what much later might be called or thought of as a Merperson—who worked creating and building the waterways on etheric Earth/Lemuria. (This bit of information is for the astrologers who may be reading this. I have Pisces ASC and this I believe has been my soul sign or soul imprint during this long, creative journey away from Source. It is also why I was a natural at being able to create the water locations within original etheric Lemuria. Some of you reading this may have been the others who created and built the mountains, the trees, the rocks, the atmosphere and who have Fire, Earth, Air signs as your ASC.)

I remember having an intense passion to create the water and waterways for Lemuria. I remember building ethereal rivers, lakes, streams, grottos, and also working on parts of the Earth’s oceans. Most of my memories however where of creating waterways and water systems in the continent itself and not the vast oceans of the planet. Others did only that. I’ve remembered existing in non-physical water as this non-physical being during the creational etheric stage of manifesting Lemuria on what would become Earth, and also later living there myself as this Merperson (half water Elemental and half humanoid). This is hard to discuss, only because we’re talking about interdimensional beings who themselves had not as yet entered lower dense states of physicality. So my “body” during this so-called past life was a non-physical body existing within a not yet physical world and reality. It is just as “real”, just as legitimate, and even more important than some other past lives within dense 3D physicality I’ve had and remembered, and yet, many people would consider what I’m saying or claiming as sheer bullshit or delusional fantasy crap.

Just like on a large and complex physical construction site, there are plenty of professional construction workers who specialize in only what they do, laying foundations, plumbing, electrical lines, heating/cooling, framing, walls, flooring, lighting and so on. At higher dimensional non-physical levels the etheric creating and construction of Earth and its first to be inhabited continent Lemuria, was created in much the same way. We each built what we were ourselves, what we were highly specialized in, which allowed the construction site to be created by individuals who were the best for each layer, each section, each Element of the entire planetary project.

Eventually the whole etheric construction site was finished and ready for the first etheric inhabitants to move in, and so we did. I remember this phase of my past life on etheric Lemuria and seeing the incredibly diverse lifeforms who were living there at that time. I remembered beings that were not humanoid at all but more like Elemental beings, different strange combination’s of Elemental and animal and humanoid, ET/Starbeings who hadn’t fully descended vibrationally enough at that point to take on a new energy matching form/body/environmental suit and so, they looked much like they did prior—they looked like etheric Starbeings and Lightbeings. It was a very long time at this etheric, not yet physical stage for Earth/Lemuria and it was beautiful beyond belief. It was Heaven on Earth. It was entirely Matriarchal. It was global matriarchal consciousness and it was at-one-with Nature, each other and the planet itself. It was bliss, and yet, it was meant to eventually devolve energetically into a fully dense\ 3D physical planet and physical continent. I have vague memories of hundreds of thousands of years later, incarnating in a more dense and stable Earth/Lemurian body or environmental suit into a more dense and physical Lemuria , but not much can match my original memories and deep love for my life within the etheric layer of creating Lemuria’s waterways.

The whole planet and its now fractured continents is nothing similar to what the original Motherland of Lemuria looked like as it was huge. But, when I see images or maps on TV or online now of the “Ring of Fire” around the Pacific Ocean, that whole area and much more inland around it was the original Lemuria. Much, much, much later within the physical phase of Lemuria, groups of Lemurians began desiring more than what Goddess consciousness gave them. In other words, the involution and evolutionary progression was continuing and the first beginning manifestations of polarity or polarization within physicality began with this Lemurian group separating themselves away from the original Lemuria Motherland and Goddess (and Nature) consciousness. Atlantians and Atlantis was born out of original Lemuria and they eventually began expressing the polar opposite consciousness and energies. They became the great scientists and intellectuals and were much more male-like energetically than the female-like Goddess consciousness and heart energies. I’m not saying better or worse or “good/bad” here, only involution further into density, creativity, polarization and learning within physicality on Earth. We’ve all most likely been both Lemurians and Atlantians so we would be well-rounded from a soul level.

To me the important thing to realize about Mother Lemuria and Father Atlantis, is that it was the first manifested form of polarity on Earth and within the humans that lived on her! Right brain, left brain, heart vs. intellect, Nature vs. man trying to control it. It was a process that we all very much wanted to learn and create within, and now here we all are at the tail-end of this incredibly long journey down into dense, polarized, 3D physicality, ascending or shifting back up and out of dense polarized bodies/consciousness/planet/reality! Damned impressive don’t you think? Yeah, “…what a long, strange trip it’s been…”

Now let’s finish this original Lemurian, and later Atlantian Project up by pondering some of the end results of this massive planetary journey into and back out of. I usually perceive great, massive concepts and knowing’s as wildly simple symbols and this one is no different. Here’s what I see, what I know about all of this from a higher simplified level.

That’s it! We were 1 (unified) but desired to experience being 2 (seemingly separate from Source and eventually also polarized and dense) and so we did. Now we’re working and struggling via the Ascension Process to turn this whole thing/planet/humanity/reality around and get ourselves put back together again and hang out for a good long while in a new higher non-dualized place with some lofty High Heart views. We desire to unify the 1 and 2 of Duality and create anew as evolved, ascended NEW Triality beings 3, because of what we’ve experienced, learned and created while within the 1 and the 2! Honestly, for a moment I ask you to sit and ponder what you and I can now create simply because of this Journey we’ve been on. What do you sense we can now create and experience within the 3 being 3’s now ourselves? That is the really magnificent question, the really magnificent potential before us now because we’ve ascended or evolved into the 3 state of integration after our Grand Journey out of it and back again, but now with important and hard-earned new tools.

Denise Le Fay

April 12, 2010

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My Hatchet Man Nightmares

January 9, 2009March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

LEARNING TO REABSORB OUR PROJECTED & UNLOVED ASPECTS

I had a series of really horrible nightmares from early childhood all the way through to my Uranus Opposition —which we all go through from age 39–43. This recurring theme-dream of a very dark, scary, vengeful male stranger chasing me with a hatchet and killing everyone in his path wasn’t fully resolved until I was about forty-two years old. That’s a long-damned time to have some deep inner issue chasing your backside through the astral planes! Oh, how long and hard we run away from the very things that would actually free us.

As a young child this recurring nightmare started with this unknown man chasing me with a hatchet and if I ran to my parents, or neighbors, or friends, he just killed all of them. So soon there was guilt added to this very scary repeating theme nightmare. Over the years it was always the same; unknown hatchet man chasing me all over the place and killing anyone in his way that I led him to while running from him! He was always very close behind me, but never got close enough to hurt me.

Then the extremely potent Uranus Opposition transit to natal Uranus arrived at age 39 and this lifelong issue within me HAD to be faced and resolved finally. Was I consciously aware of any of this at the time? Heck no. The dreams started up again with the same old scary and very angry hatchet man but now I was finally getting really tired of running from him. So instead of my decades long constant running away from him, I stopped and turned to face my Monster Man for the first time in my life. He didn’t know what to do when I did this, which I found very interesting. He was as habituated to chasing me as I was of running from him all my life.

Over a period of three years during my Uranus Opposition transit, I finally stopped running in these repeated theme nightmares, turned and faced HIM, and we tried to come up with solutions that worked for both of us. That is a lot of what the Uranus Opposition transit does, or rather forces people to do, and we should be profoundly grateful for it actually. I was shocked and very confused however about why He was so angry with me. During those three years of dreams, nightmares and personal inner Work I discovered that my scary Hatchet Man chasing nightmares were really about a rejected, abandoned, projected, unaccepted and unloved male aspect of MYSELF and how He had been trying to return Home, to me, since my early childhood in this incarnation. I was shocked, saddened, and humbled when I discovered this truth halfway through my Uranus Opposition dream plane integration and resolution work.

Eventually I had another dream during this three-year period where I told him he could, and get this symbolism, “Live in my basement for now,” which he joyfully and instantly accepted and moved right into “my basement”. At that point of this resolution and integration process, this was all I could cope with emotionally; letting HIM back into ME in small, safe incriminates without freaking out or running away again. It took me nearly three full years during my Uranus Opposition to become able to completely re-absorb this very angry rejected male aspect of myself who had been chasing me since about age nine in dreams.

The next step in this inner alchemical dream plane process was another dream where I found myself in a kitchen with about 8 or 9 neighbors, males and females, and none of them were happy about the “crazy hatchet man” who’d moved into MY basement! They were in fear ‘for the whole neighborhood.’ Amazing because all of the “neighbors” and the “neighborhood” was actually just more extended aspects of ME. Because this primary version of me (Denise) had accepted HIM back into myself, that old fear, projection and dis-connection was now spread out to other aspects of me who suddenly feared that the Hatchet Man would somehow now get them. See how our inner issues are dealt with by many aspects of ourselves when it’s too scary to be dealt with directly? In so many cases the different characters in our dreams are really all different aspects of US playing different roles for us.

In this one kitchen dream I told all of my neighbors that the crazy murderous Hatchet Man was not going to run loose anymore because I’d let him back into my basement to live. In other words, they were all safe and didn’t need to worry about him because I’d finally accepted him and allowed HIM to be reintegrated back into ME. End of that dream.

The next dream a few months later was the very last one I had with my enraged, murderous Hatchet Man. In it he and I talked face-to-face in the light of day, and I told him I was finally ready to let him ‘Move up from my basement and now live in my Heart.’ At hearing that he smiled at me and instantly and permanently disappeared. I reabsorbed HIM into my Heart without any fear and that act caused me to become much more of ME. End of 35-yearlong nightmare chasing and fleeing dreams with my Hatchet Man.

One simply must have all of the rejected, projected, Dark, feared, hated, evil, unloved and unaccepted aspects of themselves totally discharged emotionally and fully RE-integrated to be able to move vibrationally to higher, purer, vastly more unified and integrated, less dense levels of being and consciousness. Believe me, it’s far more exhausting and frightening running than it is to just stop and embrace whatever that needs to come Home and be Loved again within us, by us. This is another huge aspect of the Ascension/Evolutionary Process many individuals have, are and will be repeatedly living through. Fear not, just do it, and the sooner the better for you.

This brings us up to 2009 when the planet has entered the phase of integrating its age-old projected, unloved, unaccepted, rejected aspects or symbolic “Hatchet Man” energies. It’s time for real consciousness change and it’s going to happen in very different, sudden and dramatic ways now than what the masses believe or expect. It is compressed spiritual species and planetary evolution time. Get ready for the big ride now, not later, and if you honestly desire a Higher Heart way of living and being, then you too will easily survive the 2009 Storms of Change. Again, fear not, just finally do it for Self and All. ❤

Denise Le Fay

January 9, 2009

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1 Matriarchy, 2 Patriarchy, 3 Ascending beyond Duality Into UNITY

November 27, 2008March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

Earth was first very Matriarchal, very Mother, very Goddess. Think of Lemuria. As we continued our energetic involution into increasing density and Duality, a Patriarchal half began manifesting. Think of Patriarchal Atlantis. I suspect that with that first major shift into more Duality and anchoring it within increasing density on this planet, earth’s inhabitants began to manifest the beginnings of what today is left brain only consciousness.

However, over these past 20-some years humanity has been living through a profoundly compressed phase of integrating these super ancient archetypal polarities/Duality, energies and ways of perceiving so-called reality on earth. Many people call this the ongoing Ascension Process, the Shift, the end of the Age of Pisces, the end of the ‘nano-second in time’, the completion of a 26,000 yearlong Great Cycle, the completion of one 250 million yearlong Milky Way Galactic rotation. It’s all these things and more.

What’s so wonderfully important to me about this seeming miracle is that humanity and earth are in an ongoing process now that is all about moving, evolving, ascending, shifting, Graduating beyond the past history and dense Duality frequency of this planet. We’ve reached that point where we’re vibrationally evolving, ascending to a higher and more vast level of consciousness; a higher frequency of awareness that is a natural result of spending so much time within Duality in earthly 3D physicality. Many already have, and many more are integrating the first Matriarchal aspects of themselves and the super ancient energies on earth, plus, we’ve been integrating the second Patriarchal aspects, energies and consciousness within self, humanity and earth. Many people have been, are, or soon will be integrating both of those ancient polarized, split-brained old lower planetary energies and shifting, ascending, evolving energetically and physically into a higher frequency state of being well above them both. This new 5D, vastly less dense state of being and new earth reality is about humanity becoming more unified individually and collectively.

One thing I want to stress is that I do NOT mean humanity has been wildly polarized, fractured, and projected but now we’re all going to instantly be non polarized and 100% unified, end of story. That type of thinking is the old lower polarized mind at work. That is the only way polarized consciousness is capable of contemplating some things beyond and outside of Duality. I mean that we are and will be living, experiencing, embodying within ourselves in every way VASTLY more unity, but that does not mean humanity has reached THE end state of spiritual, energetic and conscious “Unity”. Not at all. There are increasing levels and states of Unity just like there were increased levels and states of density and Duality. Energetic Stair-steps down into, and energetic Stair-steps up and out of.

1…, 2…, and then they naturally produce the next level which is the integrated being and state symbolized by the 3 – by Triality consciousness and being. The pendulum swung way over to one extreme first, then of course it had to swing as far in the opposite direction into the Patriarchal time on earth and humanity’s consciousness. But finally humanity is graduating energetically up and out of this ancient 1–2 Duality into very different beings with very different consciousness. New integrated, non-polarized, vastly less dense and vastly more light-filled unified humans with brains that are (or soon will be) Rewired, unified individually with functioning High Hearts and High Minds. Higher vibrating 5D humans individually embodying more Light frequencies within themselves will need to exist within a matching reality/world/earth. The one thing naturally produces the other thing and of course there is a timeline with all this and it’s the end of the year 2012.

This is where we’re at right now; the old lower everything is falling away because its time is expiring now. It’s time to Graduate, shift, ascend, evolve, resolve, integrate and dramatically change energetically.

An Ascension Symbol

A week ago as I was waking up I saw in my mind’s eye this symbol and with it came a flood of split-second knowing about all it meant and represented. It’s a new symbol (one of many I’m sure) that represents the new ascended, evolved, non-dualized, integrated, light embodied, less dense 5D human of the new Age of Light.

The lower horizontal plane — the two split loops (some might see the two fishes of the Piscean Age) — represent lack of higher vibrational Light, much more density and Duality in the old lower 3D reality and its dualized consciousness.

The vertical more Light-filled and less dense single loop represents an integrated and ascended/ascending human who has physically lived through the first difficult phase of the Ascension Process and personally carries and exists within a higher frequency and state of ongoing expanding awareness. The symbol represents the NEW higher vibrating 5D Light infused human existing in a like-vibrating level and world.

Denise Le Fay

November 27, 2008

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How Do I KNOW That?

July 3, 2008March 27, 2023Denise Le Fay

Over the past few years, I’ve been aware that how I know things, how I’m accessing information has changed dramatically. It’s not the old familiar ego-based consciousness, it’s not narrow left-brain intellectual thinking, nor is it even intuitive or psychic perception. It’s higher and much larger claircognizant Knowing of things. It’s not linear left brained thinking, it’s Higher Mind, HighHeart Consciousness.

Being a lifelong sensitive, psychic, Seer I was fairly familiar with how my mind works, how information comes to me and how my mind fiddles and analyzes things. If you’re sensitive/psychic/clairvoyant etc., it becomes highly important that you learn to discern what are indeed YOUR thoughts and feelings in comparison to picking up OTHER people’s thoughts and feelings. I’ve made the mistake of assuming that certain thoughts were mine when actually they were someone else’s, so, I’ve gotten familiar with how my mind works and how I deal with incoming information and so on.

Because of this I was a bit more conscious of my consciousness. When this began changing a few years ago I noticed it immediately. I just knew/know certain things with NO previous knowledge about it whatsoever. Now that sort of thing really makes you pay attention to what’s in your awareness, coming out of your mouth, or on to the written page! It makes you ask yourself, “How did I know that?”

I’ve discovered it’s due to my being closer to my own Higher Self now. Because of this I’m able to access knowledge/Light/information which to “me” seems incredibly vast and amazing. Sometimes I can grab all of it in those few moments and retain it long enough to externalize it to someone or write about it. Much of the time these higher connections with vast amounts of Light/information that my Higher Self has always had at its fingertips, seems to me to be huge chunks of higher knowledge that I often have difficulty expressing at this slower earthly rate. Frustrating sometimes and yet, I know that at another level I DID get it all and often, it isn’t even important that I express it. Higher knowing is knowing without any emotional excitement (ego) about it and/or needing to share it with others. This type of awareness comes through the High (ego-less) Heart and not the mind in the way we’re used to thinking of it. It’s an instantaneous knowing something. I know how weird that must sound to people who’ve not as yet experienced this, but when you do, it’ll make perfect sense, in an unthinking way.

I know this is a new way of perception for those of us who’ve been living the ongoing ascension process and it will become the next primary way we all perceive. High Heart awareness that comes from our being vastly closer to (and more aware of) our own Higher Selves and Source. It’s the beginning stages of us perceiving within 5D well beyond lower Duality thinking consciousness. Triality or Unity consciousness, where that higher third aspect point is your divine Higher Self.

When you find yourself knowing certain things and not knowing how you know, know that you’ve transitioned beyond the old lower 3D linear Duality thinking and awareness, and have arrived at the edge of a larger, higher, 5D way of Triality perception. Hello Uranus, hello Aquarius, hello more of ME and everything.

Denise Le Fay

July 3, 2008

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THE ARMAGEDDON BOWL

September 27, 2007March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

My sister Yasmeen created a humorous flyer back in 1983 when we lived together for a while. During that time, we both were writing different humorous but true things about spiritual and supernatural experiences. We really wanted to print up a few hundred copies of this particular one and plaster them all over town. Here it is in its original 1983 form.

THE ARMAGEDDON BOWL

“Game of the Bi-Millennium”

Don’t MISS IT!!!

*THE DEMON TEAM VS. THE DIVINITIES

Have you picked your Team yet? Odds – 2:1 DEMONS

All bets must be placed prior to 12-1-1999: Tickets available at all major Ticket Agencies.

THE ARMAGEDDON BOWL

“Game of the Bi-Millennium”

December 31, 1999, Giza, Egypt at the foot of the Great Pyramid. BE THERE!!!

Denise Le Fay

September 27, 2007

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