I know this isn’t a topic anyone wants to deal with or even hear about, especially at this late date within the Ascension Process. Believe me, I don’t want to deal with it anymore either yet I’ve had to accept the fact that this increasing negativity will exist until it doesn’t because I’m so far out of reach of it energetically that none of this matters. Until then however, both the Ascending Light continues increasing as does the Descending Dark.
We’re in the end phase of this Galactic Alignment / Ascension Process and as usual, every time there’s about to be another huge positive addition of NEW Light Energies (meaning expanded consciousness meaning sweeping reality improvements etc.) into this 5D physical dimension such as what September 2015 is bringing in, the old Team Dark (TD) die-hards amplify their tactics to derail it, screw with it, use it, parasite off it in whatever ways they can for themselves and their creations, sidetrack you/me/we from it, blow it all up, blow you/me/we up or whatever works at this point. Let me add that with this much NEW Light—Light Codes of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle—everywhere now, not much of these old tactics are working for TD like they used to but that certainly isn’t preventing them from trying nonetheless.
Feel Like You’ve Got Another Etheric “Contract/Hit” Out On You Again?
Only some reading this will relate, many won’t, but that usually doesn’t stop me from writing about the difficult, dark, negative Ascension related topics anyway. We are evolving out of some massive, complex and super ancient negativity after all and the Journey/Process back up through all this gets messy and dangerous from time to time. It just is what it is and even at that it’s not stopping us or the Ascension Process. It never could. Keep on Keepin’ On.
I’ve had a hell of a time again lately (it’s been almost nonstop over-the-top-difficult since the start of 2014) with being in the etheric cross-hairs of some TD nonphysical beings/entities, and I know if I’m going through this increase in negative attacks and interference then so are some of you. I sympathize with your situation believe me because they’re very serious about trying to take any of us out in any way(s) they can now. What I’m going to share next may sound a bit much, even from me, but every miserable, painful, bizarre word is true. I wish it weren’t. Know too that I leave out more than I share.
One day during the last week of August I’d opened my mailbox at my “new” house to retrieve my mail. (Haven’t moved in there yet because haven’t sold other house yet, plus I’m still cleaning, repairing, disinfecting from top to bottom because it needs it. Plus the financial fears in the collective masses are severe again now so buying/selling houses has been…erratic and sketchy to say the least.)
I open my mailbox and almost grabbed a big black widow spider hanging there in her cobweb above my mail right at the front of the mailbox. This after I’d sprayed spider killer in the mailbox a week before. (I’ve witnessed certain insects being used by TD to get at or attack myself, others and pets over the years.) I stood there looking at this black widow spider hanging over my mail in my mailbox, shook my head, grimaced and mustered my Warrior spider killer strength (I dislike spiders and always have) and killed it using the junk mail. How appropriate and thank you junk mail for being there when truly needed. I then did an uncontrollable little hop n’ shudder recoil dance and squeal in the street as I quickly but carefully jerked all my mail out with the smashed spider on it.
Later in the evening of that same day, I had my face in my magnifying mirror at home doing weekly facial maintenance when suddenly I clearly saw a tiny white colored thing come flying in horizontally from the left. I watched it as it zoomed about an inch or so from my face believing it was nothing more than a bit of physical fluff from my shirt or some fuzzy airborne something. I absolutely thought it was physical.
When it got below my left nostril it suddenly made a sharp ninety-degree turn and flew up my left nostril and into the tissue of my nose near the front. I immediately started snorting like a dog trying to blow the damned thing out and quickly grabbed some tissues and blew my nose repeatedly to make sure I’d gotten it out. While I’m doing all this however, I realize that nothing is coming out of my nose as it would had whatever flown up there actually been physical. My second thought after that realization was, ‘You’ve got to be f-ing kidding me!’ No Denise, no joke here, some tiny etheric thing just intentionally flew up my left nostril and penetrated the tissue there. Insert a long line of colorful and serious cursing here.
Within minutes of this happening the pain started in the exact spot where this tiny white nonphysical thing entered the tissue in my nose. Realizing that it wasn’t a bit of physical fluff from my clothing or cat hair or anything else I went into Warrior Mode, again, to remove the thing etherically. I used all my best etheric energy moves and none of it worked. The damage had already been done in the 1.5 to 2 seconds it took for this to happen on the physical level. The etheric “hit” had happened and now I’d have to deal with the physical side effects of it in linear physical time. And I can tell you it took one full week for this attack wound to begin getting better.
My nose swelled like crazy all the way up to my left eye, it turned red and hot, the skin blistered and peeled and I looked and felt horrible. It was amazingly painful as the swelling increased from the buildup of pus in the wound which I removed multiple times. During the worst of this I thought about how this may have gone had the etheric thing entered another area of my body or head. Enough said about that, but these types of things happen to both humans and animals and people don’t have a clue about the real cause of some of their so-called illnesses and injuries.
The nose “hit” attack happened later in the same day after I’d gone back home. The black widow spider in the mailbox attempt didn’t work so… If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again. TD was determined to get me in some way that day it appeared and they did via the etheric flying nose penetrating missile thing. Interestingly, it looked somewhat like a tiny, 1/8th inch-long flying white spider thing with jagged edges.
Remember the week before this someone vandalized my “new” property which cost me extra $$$ to repair that damage. This is how it’s gone since the start of 2014 for me. 75% of the events and “hits”, attacks etc. I haven’t even talked about because I don’t want to cause fear or depression in anyone. I’ve had my hands full with my own occasionally!
I remember thinking in late 2012, Yippee, Phase One Accomplished, now I want to sleep for months and I did as much as possible throughout the first Nine Months of 2013. It seemed to me like all of 2013 was a time where many of us Forerunners, not all of course but many of us Forerunners simply shutdown out of complete and utter exhaustion. I know I did and I intentionally existed in a meditative state for all of 2013, plus slept and rested as much as I could. We knew the Second and last Phase would begin soon and that it wouldn’t be anything like the First Phase and man-oh-man has that been the case! With the start of 2014, Phase Two began with a giant below the belt punch and it hasn’t eased up or slowed down since! Oh it’s Lightened Up considerably since January 2014, which was to be expected, but life has gotten far more intense and difficult on certain other levels as the Separation of Worlds & Timelines builds momentum and growing tensions increase on all sides.
Team Dark trolls for humans, human consciousness and emotional energies constantly to steal away and use for their NEW even Darker, more negative Decending world (referred to as ‘Planet B’ ). The time since the Expiration Date of December 2012 has been one of having to deal with Duality as both sides of it amplify in strength and pressure each other. The Light grows and increases as has the Dark, which makes living this transition out of the old lower Duality frequencies a very real and constant fact of all our lives, hearts and minds/consciousness. It has not been a time for carelessness or timidity.
A couple of weeks before all this my Mom had had unusually weird dreams that sounded to me to possibly be hallucinations which could be the case due to some of the stroke medications her doctor has her on. Then last week or so I began having multiple really weird and busy dreams each night that go on and on and on. I now dream when I’m asleep and out-of-body, and I dream while I’m fully awake and in-body and it’s all become the same weird expanded awareness of my/our current movement through some ultra-weird transitional Ascension related zone. Many years ago I pondered what it would be like when we reached this point we’re at now of having to ascend back up through the old Evolutionary Cycle’s multidimensional trash heap created by All involved in that past cycle. Answer: really difficult and really strange and otherworldly at times! This too won’t last forever but it’s a stage in the Ascension Process that some of us wanted and/or needed to be very consciously aware of when it happened…and so we are.
If you’re a Forerunner, Starseed, Lightworker, Light Embodier, Light Radiator, Wayshower, Indigo etc., then you most likely have been on TD’s “hit list” for most of your life too. It goes with The Work but you knew that when you Volunteered, it’s just that we believed some aspects of this Ascension Process would be easier than they’ve turned out to be. Whatever, keep doing what you/me/we do because this strange transitional state and phase we’re in now won’t last forever. But, while in it, don’t get careless, stupid, sidetracked or deluded because it’s not safe or smart to do especially now. The stakes are so high now, they always have been of course, but now is different because we’re in the final stage of this Process and TD is excruciatingly aware of this, are on the War Path and heavily invested in securing as many humans/human minds/human emotions etc. as they can before the gates close and Ascending and Descending worlds and timelines separate permanently.
I’m not going to expand on what all September 2015 is bringing in because we greatly sense it already and it’s all VERY positive. Just receive it, embody it, be changed, expanded, improved and evolved by it all and, if needed, keep a fresh full can of spider killer nearby too. 😉 Things will get more strange and multidimensional on increasingly conscious levels so be ready for your world and reality to continue expanding and changing into very NEW and different things. Also, eventually the TD bullets will stop flying at us but until then, do what you came here to do, to become, to be. Thank you deeply for doing it all and more. ❤
Denise Le Fay
September 7, 2015
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