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An Astral Thrashing by Ancient Giants

May 12, 2011April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

Before we can talk about the improvements unfolding in 2011, I want to backtrack us a bit for contrast and reflection. I could write a book based on this topic because it’s so amazing and such a profound change to what reality has been on Earth for my almost sixty years. I’m talking about the now steady and increasingly obvious decrease of the Dark Ones/the Negatives/Team Dark from our reality and lives. Here are some examples of this increasing shifting and departure of them from a few recent multidimensional experiences I’ve had.

A GIANT ASTRAL THRASHING

On November 6, 2010, I had one of the most interesting and informative lucid dream encounter I’ve ever had, and I have had some whoppers! I was lucid in this dream from the first moment because the dream had been designed and created by a Dark One. He wanted to talk face-to-face with me so he created this “dream” setting for me to make sure I got his entire message, which I most certainly did. He created this dream setting to look like the old house I lived in during the most difficult years of my early biological Ascension Process where I’d been under constant demonic attack for four horrific years. [See A Lightworker’s Mission]. He wanted me to be very consciously aware that it was he and his kind behind all of the Dark attacks I went through at that house from 2000 through June of 2004.

In this lucid dream, which was not a “dream” at all but an actual meeting in the fourth dimension (4D Astral), this Dark One and about five or six of his buddies were waiting for me in the backyard of this other house. From my perspective I just suddenly found myself in this already started dream, which is usually a sign that something other than you has designed it and intentionally pulled you into it for a specific reason. So there I am all of a sudden, lucid in the Astral and back at this other house looking up at about seven incredible giant Beings; Dark Ones that were not Reptilians but something else. Their bodies were all the same but their non-human faces were slightly different, as human faces are, and they were wearing costumes which were intended to further intimidate and frighten me. They didn’t however but looked rather ridiculous. We’ll get to that in a second.

So there I am standing outside in full daylight in this astral meeting with about seven of these ancient humanoid Dark Ones. They all were around twenty feet tall; I estimated this from marking where the highest peak of the house roof came on their bodies which was around their waists. In other words, they were some HUGE, ancient, giant Dark Ones and they got my attention for sure! Now here comes the funny costume part; they all were dressed in stereotypical biker outfits. Black leather pants, vests with “colors” on the back, chains, spike collars, wide leather cuffs and all the other typical old bad-ass motorcycle biker dude costuming from the sixties and seventies. Seriously, I should get an award or metal or something for not busting into a belly laugh seeing twenty-foot tall Dark Ones trying to look extra mean n’ nasty by wearing old “Hell’s Angels” biker costumes in my backyard! I just stood there staring up at this group of non-human, non-physical Dark Ones trying to further intimidate me and couldn’t believe what I was witnessing. Their size and unpleasant non-human faces alone was enough, but thankfully for me the old “Hell’s Angels” biker outfits took the edge off of the entire situation.

After a bit the head Dark One leaned down, picked me up, and held me close to his ugly non-human face and gave me a good hard thrashing! I was the size of a rag-doll in his huge hand as he shook me, yelled and screamed viciously at me and clearly let me know how much he HATED my goddamned Forerunner Starseed Lightworker ass and how seriously I have ruined his plans, his life and lifestyle, his fun, his ruler-ship over humanity and Earth blah, blah, blah. His buddies watched with great pleasure as their Boss spewed hatred in my face and shook me around in his giant clawed hand. And, as amazing as all this was because it was “real”, was that I wasn’t nearly as frightened as I would have been had it happened a few years ago. I was lucid of how I was emotionally feeling and what I was thinking during this designed intimidation tactic by these particular Dark Ones, but I was rather surprised by my lack of fear.

Of course it helped tremendously having these giant giants costumed in old-school biker regalia, plus it helped tremendously having the main Dark One telling me his secrets and how I (as a Lightworker) had ruined his species way of life and their food and fuel supplies (humanity) and so many other things I couldn’t believe it! I kept thinking to myself while this Dark One was raging in my wee astral face, “My god Denise, listen to everything he’s telling you in his wild rage because he’s revealing tremendously important secrets. Do not pull the ripcord and wake yourself up yet. Wait until he’s done telling you everything.” So I remained and endured him raging at me about what a miserable day he and his kind were having all because of what me and my kind have done. Instead of fleeing the astral scene as I usually do in these types of astral abductions, I remained until this Dark One had finished his rant at me and then I got the hell outta there and woke myself up!

This was a big deal for me to NOT be so frightened and NOT escape when things got too scary because I do know how to wake myself up and escape when needed. This also told me a lot about how much I’ve personally grown, and about how much the Light has done to cause the Dark Ones to not be able to stay within the still increasing Light Energies here.

ANOTHER MULTIDIMENSIONAL ATTACK BY THE DARK ONES

On February 22, 2011 — 2-22-11 — I started out having a very nice dream but it kept morphing into bad, then into worse, and then much worse. Once the nightmare reached that ultra-icky sick blood n’ guts violent point, I did pull the astral ripcord and woke myself up. Problem was—as it often is—I didn’t leave this nightmare in the 4D astral plane, it was right there in my physical bedroom hovering above me near my ceiling! “It” is what caused my nice dream to morph into a gory, sick nightmare.

Once I was awake from the nightmare I could easily see in the natural night’s darkness this mass of unnatural Blackness hovering about a foot below my ceiling like a large 4D astral oil spill. It was wider than my queen-sized bed and took up nearly the entire square footage of my bedroom ceiling. I’ve had many attacks over the years from this same type of mass Blackness that’s darker than the darkest night, and in years past these attacks would leave me severely ill for a couple of months. My point is that I was well aware that I was going to be fighting for my life and well-being as soon as I awoke and saw this 4D canopy oil spill Blackness hanging over me in bed. What happened next however was an absolute first in my life and that is what’s really important about all of this.

Once awake and aware that I was in for another serious battle for my health, sanity, multidimensional energetic well-being and possibly my very life, I went into hyper-aware, hyper-sensitive Light Warrior mode while simultaneously taking mental notes of the entire situation. The thing with negative Beings is that, no matter what shape, disguise, or costume “It” puts on, you know what “It” is because “It” cannot change or alter “It’s” energy signature to save “It’s” life. “It” is what “It” is no matter how clever or creative. “It” always feels exactly the same no matter what because “It” has not changed one little bit. Nasty is nasty is nasty period.

So there I am yet again fighting my way through another attempt upon my Forerunner Lightworker life by the Dark Ones, but, there’s one HUGE change to this familiar attack; “It” cannot move down any lower to attack or touch me! My god this is a minor miracle and something that’s never happened before. Now I’m not saying this attack was easy because it wasn’t and it lasted for an hour and a half and was very intense and exhausting. However, “It” could not drop down any lower and literally, repeatedly, pound on my head like an actual assault as “It” has in years past. So, what’s changed and why?

We’ve gone deep enough into this battle at this point (2-22-11) that the Dark Ones cannot effect me (a Forerunner, Starseed, Lightworker, Gridworker, Embodier) in the same ways they have because the Light has returned and is taking back and filling up this world and so much more. The Dark Ones are on their way out in other words and I cannot tell you what this means to me after 59 years of having to deal with them and their endless attacks throughout this life. For me to repeatedly and vividly be shown just how much has really changed energetically, both within my Denise self and the Earth world and the Astral and beyond, is so incredibly rewarding… and the best is yet to come!

BEIGE HOUNDS OF HELL ASTRAL ATTACK

Moving right along.

May 12, 2011 I had a dream attack which really amazed me. It’s almost—dare I say—comical. So I’m dreaming early this morning and find myself in some unknown neighborhood in some unknown city somewhere walking down the street at night alone. Suddenly a pack of dogs comes running towards me from down the street. Normally this would have sent me scrambling for that astral ripcord in a hot second, but, my-oh-my how things have changed in a few short months since November 2010!

No I do not escape the dream attack but turn to look at the pack of barking dogs running wildly towards me with the intent of ripping me to pieces in the street. I noticed they were different sizes and breeds but that they all are beige in color. That told me that the Darkness ain’t so dark no more (May 2011) but is now more of a matte beige color. Go ahead and have a good giggle over this symbolism, gawd knows I certainly did.

So as the pack of beige dogs reach me I magically produce — are you ready for this — a large bed pillow to whoop-ass with. Yes, a bed pillow to beat off a pack of attacking beige dogs, alone, in the night. Ya gotta love it. So there I am in the street pillow popping attacking dogs left n’ right with my Kung Fu Light-infused Bed Pillow of Destruction. I sent every dog that attacked me flying through the air and dissipated them into nothingness. But again, the most important point in all this for me was that I was totally and completely emotionless about this whole business. I had NO fear, NO anger, NO aggression, NO hate, NO nothin’ but poppin’ attacking beige Hell Hounds back to Source. I felt like one of those old rock-solid Kung Fu movie warrior goddesses calmly whoopin’ ass with the greatest of ease. I’ve never ever felt this before in my life and it was good, really good.

I said a couple of months ago that one of the things I wanted for myself now was to finally evolve beyond reacting to lower or negative frequency situations, attacks, and people etc. I no longer want to respond in that old lower emotional way and my dream of fighting off attacking beige dogs with ZERO emotions one way or the other was a huge symbol for me personally. When I look back over the past few months like this to get a better understanding and perspective, I see just how much has really improved on multiple levels for me personally, but also with how much has improved collectively in this dimension and others. I also know that this is just getting rolling now in early 2011, and that it will unfold exponentially week by week and month by month through to the end of the Mayan calendar on Oct. 28, 2011, and then the great transition through the 11-11-11 portal of November 11, 2011. Reality will be increasingly unrecognizable and in completely positive ways.

From a direct and intimate face-to-face rage-fest with what I believe were an ancient group of giant Nephilim beings, to unemotionally popping attacking astral hell hounds back to Source in seven short months is pretty impressive, especially after nearly six decades of living in a totally Dark controlled world. Hang in there everyone because the best really is right around the corner at this point.

Denise Le Fay

May 12, 2011

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The Multidimensional Bridge Builders

February 20, 2009March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

Way back in 1982–1983, I had a series of lucid dream contacts. They weren’t from my subconscious mind but were actual encounters and interactions with non-physical beings who exist on the other side of the frequency fence. This type of higher contact via dreaming is far more common than people would believe, and the only difference between me and others experiencing this, is that I’ve usually been able to remember what happened and bring it all back into full waking consciousness.

This particular series of dream contacts were with a young male who I called “my crazy twin brother”. He didn’t look like me but had beautiful brown skin and long straight black hair, but he was somehow still my crazy twin brother. I remember thinking that he was a Mayan Indian back then, even though I knew nothing about the Mayan calendar or any of that whole business in 1982. In the first of these dream contacts he asked me if I would help him build a very important bridge. He explained to me in 1982 that this bridge was profoundly important for so many humans on Earth and many others existing elsewhere vibrationally above 3D physicality. He explained that this non-physical bridge was to traverse from the higher vibrating realms where he existed, down into Earth physicality, just like an actual bridge. He also told me that I had agreed to aid in this bridge building process, and many other things, long before I reincarnated into Earth physicality. He also informed me that I’d chosen to reincarnate on Earth now to do exactly this type of energy Work, and that he and so many others remained on the other side so that we all could work this whole system from both sides of the frequency fence or dimensional divide. I knew he was telling me the truth because I’d remembered this pre-incarnational, higher dimensional choice I’d made when I was a child. He was obviously just helping me remember certain aspects of my individual soul mission at that time, which again, is very common for millions of Lightworkers reincarnate on Earth now.

Keep in mind that this happened back in the Dark Ages of 1982–1983. That wasn’t really a joke because it was profoundly Dark on Earth back then…hence the necessity for this type of cross-dimensional inner plane energy work. At any rate, I told my crazy twin brother in the very first dream encounter that I’d do whatever I could here in physicality to assist him and the process. He was very glad to hear this and said it would make the whole bridge building process so much easier and faster with my helping from within physicality.

A few months later I’d have another of these dream encounters with my crazy twin brother and I could tell that progress was being made by his increased excitement and behavior. I told him I didn’t feel I was holding up my end of the bargain because I wasn’t “doing” anything physically…like building a bridge! Every time I’d tell him this he’d just laugh at me like I was the crazy twin and continue doing whatever he had been. He always acted as if he found my ignorance divinely humorous which makes sense from his perspective I suppose.

Every few months I’d have another dream encounter with him, and we’d discuss the progress being made with the multidimensional energy bridge. In one dream he told me what he and many others were doing would not be possible without those of us here on the inside. At first my ego was flattered but I quickly realized that much, much, more was really going on with this “bridge building”. The bridge was one of many new openings back in 1982–83 and a way for higher frequency energies and consciousness to get into this world to begin a very large planetary process of change. And it did require a lot of us here on the inside to activate and anchor the higher energies in physicality on Earth. That old line, “It was an inside job” is very true in this case. Much has changed, evolved, transitioned and ascended since those old dreams many years ago, which is exactly what was supposed to happen individually and for all. Well done Bridge Builders, well done indeed.

Denise Le Fay

February 20, 2009

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D 1 47: A Message about Ascension from my Higher Self

August 15, 2008March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

April 5, 1995 (at the age of 43) I had the most intense, lucid, blatant and in-my-face dream message I’ve ever had. It consisted of simple images of white letters and numbers on a black screen. While I was viewing these I also got the corresponding emotions and Higher Awareness knowing about what the symbols meant for me personally. My dream message looked exactly like this:

D
1
47

That was it. Not very impressive looking is it? I can tell you however that it was the single most important message from my Higher Self I’ve ever received. D is the letter of my first name and this message was telling me that, ‘The Death of Denise was going to begin at age 47, that it would cause me to become 1 or unified, and that the number 1 also indicated the month of January 1999.’

I knew that I wouldn’t physically die at age 47, but that it would be a death and transformation situation or Initiation process. I was wrong, it was much, much more! It was and still is an ongoing “death” transformational Process of all the lower aspects and energies within me, you, humanity and of what we’ve done to Earth and her many inhabitants and more.

I thought I understood exactly what this dream message meant for me at the time I had it. I did, but only at a very surface level. Five years later I turned 47 in late December 1998, and this Higher Self lucid dream message became a living reality for me literally overnight. And, it seemed I’d entered hell. This full Process started physically, biologically for me on February 1, 1999. (I found out years later that January 5, 1999 was the start of the Mayan Eighth Wave cycle. Also, 1998–1999 was the physical start of Galactic Alignment which lasts until about 2016–2017.)

I simply thought I was ultra sick and probably starting menopause. I say that because I had so many menopause-like symptoms that all started literally overnight! It was profoundly horrible in so many ways. I suddenly became more ill than I’d ever been and my once highly focused mental and psychic abilities were like a bomb had gone off in the middle of them! I could barely communicate or focus mentally for about five years. I became a ‘chemical sensitive’ which just means everything made me sick within seconds (and still does but not as severely). There’s much more but hopefully you understand how severe this was and how suddenly it began for me. This Process of transformation/Ascension happens across the board; physically, mentally, emotionally, psychically, energetically and spiritually. Also, much of this transformation/ascension Work carries over into our sleep or dreaming state and energy body because so much more can be accomplished so much faster there than while in our physical bodies in 3D physicality. Many of these transformation/ascension dreams are extremely negative as well.

I bought my first computer in April of 2003, despite the fact I’d never used one prior plus my mental focus was in tatters due to this Ascension Process. I didn’t even know how to turn a computer on or off ,plus I was totally clueless about the Internet. This along with my mental confusion and inability to stay focused made doing much of anything with the computer nearly impossible. It was a difficult, frustrating, confusing and messy time for me.

If memory serves, it was in late 2005ish that I first discovered a website that dealt with “Ascension” and listed many of the physical, mental and emotional symptoms. I knew within a couple minutes of reading that material that that’s what I’d been living and struggling with. I knew that’s what my April 1995 dream message was informing me about five years before it started physically (for me) on February 1, 1999.

I now understand I’m what’s been called a First Waver, a Forerunner, a Wayshower, a Pathpaver etc., meaning I was one of the first small groups of incarnate ‘Volunteers’ to start living and embodying the physical, biological, Alchemical Ascension Process in early 1999. I believe it was so extremely horrible, painful and negative for me because I was in the first group starting this Process, plus, I was and still am an ultra-sensitive as most of us in these Forerunner/Wayshower groups are. Also, because there was only Darkness on the planet back then, it was like pushing a colossal dark boulder uphill very slowly, while being repeatedly attacked by those that didn’t want any of this to happen on Earth. Needless to say, it was a profoundly difficult, dangerous and unbelievably painful Process, but, such is The Work that the Forerunners/Volunteers/First Wavers/Lightworkers etc. have done.

A few years later the Second Wave group of Volunteers/Forerunners began this Ascension Process and it was a bit easier for them because the First Wavers had gotten that Dark boulder rolling, up hill but rolling! A few years later the Third Wave group of people began this ongoing Ascension Process, and each time another group of people gets activated by the higher dimensional energies, it gets a bit easier and faster for them to move through their difficult first phases. And on and on it goes, and by the end of 2007, we’d gotten that huge dark boulder so broken apart that it was free-falling down the other side of the mountain. First phase of the Mission accomplished, next phase/level begun in early 2008.

This brings us up to current time (2008) where I feel another new and larger group of people across the planet are currently being activated to begin their physical evolutionary Ascension Process. Many of them are totally unfamiliar with any of this Ascension stuff and will worry and be very confused when their bodies, minds, emotions, consciousness, life and very reality start behaving and changing in really weird and often frightening ways. Not to mention that they’ll begin to perceive other things as well. This is why it’s so important to openly share information about the ongoing Ascension Process. People need to know they’re not going “crazy”, that they’re not “dying”, (well, they are but don’t tell them that until they’re well into the Process!) and that there’s really very wonderful reasons why they, their bodies, consciousness, relationships and lives are suddenly and seemingly “falling apart”. It’s due to the natural compressed evolution of the Ascension Process.

Denise Le Fay

August 15, 2008

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